#rotating him in my head rn

[nixoon-again]

one (1) singular episode of sonic prime s2 gets released and it doesn't even have nine in it and my brain is going wild with the very possible idea that my boy on that fycking ship do u understand or

[nirrvana]

demon haunted by the voices™️ my beloved

[the-heaminator]

I’m rotating Ivan in the spy au in my head like a potato

hmmmm he probably gives the best hugs Arthur’s are too bony

he's also rotating in my head too <3

Bro I have a whole thing planned that bc Arthur puts on weight over time cause Ivan's making sure his husband is well fed, whenever Ivan hugs Arthur he always complains that he can feel his bones but one day it just stops cause Arthur's filled out enough for that it to a problem anymore.

Also 1000 percent he gives the best hugs, he's tall, he's wide and he's soft, literally what more do you want. In bed Ivan holds Arthur likens child holds a stuffed animals

[tarsusingkirk]

louis' a character of all time. he will make his bed (eternal marriage to lestat, sidepiece situationship with armand, having a child to save his marriage, going completely insane sometimes, vengeance murdering vampires, kiss daniel every once in a while, declare himself public vampire enemy # 1, etc, etc) and fucking lie in it. decompose under the covers out of spite and loyalty bc his word is stronger than anything else in existence and he won't be the one to break it

[myxineye]

quick laffitte doodles, i got back into one piece bc of him + needed to get this out of my system 😭

[astronomodome]

Thinking about gridaph again

[iamhereinthebg]

Akane is such a character because it's so easy to imagine anyone with his storyline having so much angst/being full emo but he just went 'no.'

[justa-regularuser]

Woe low effort Wilbur Cross drawing be upon ye

[solar-nightengale]

Hi, I’m new in this tag kinda and new to meta-writing overall, but not only is the August brain rot really strong but one particular part of his entire character has been on my mind for a whole weekend. Please take this as mostly an offering of very spilled thoughts cause I couldn't keep them to myself anymore, LMAO. Particularly the thing that's on my brain is his guilt

I would also like to make note of and thank @ lizardthelizard And her glorious set of tags here for setting off my spiral tonight and also when she first sent them because my goodness this is truly an eye-opener. Thank you, buddy 💖

Gosh though, August’s guilt and self-criticism of himself and his actions is something that really fascinates me personally, and just thinking of it being the cause of what turns him back to wood is both mind-blowing but it just makes so much sense. He may be real because of magic but who’s to say it’s just the magical conditions that are holding him back and not the high as heck expectations that he feels were set for him and he set up for himself.

When it feels like you can't mess up sometimes it can feel like you're stuck in place Or that your screw ups means you can't change, that you're not good, that maybe you don't deserve to be considered good and that your various flaws are all that others would see you FOR!!

Maybe it's different to anxiety but idk it’s what caught my attention about him even more than what his character already offered up in s1!

He was given this like��

Idea that he needs to be "Brave" and "Truthful" and "Selfless" all the time or else he cannot be human 

Does it work like that? no, there's no human on EARTH that's all three of those things all the time, we've all had moments of weakness and gave in 

But what does he know? Most of his life he spent on his own and as a puppet, he was expected to understand the ways of being a human and GOODNESS knows how short a time he was with his dad before he was THRUST into a world and forced once again to stand on his own two feet and expected to just, you know, know how to act once again 

He's followed by expectations that he finds himself struggling to meet because he doesn't know what the limit is or how to meet them, and sometimes if not all of the times the temptations are just better and easier 

And it's expected!!!

He stepped into TLWM as a child with no idea of what he’s getting into with no prior knowledge, no adult, no nothing.

But omg, he drags himself down so much about it because he can’t meet those expectations the way he would want to and because of that because literally who did he have to tell him that it's all okay? That you can make mistakes and move on from them? That you can make up for your mistakes and forgive yourself for them?

Did he have anyone at all? Cause The show sure didn't show him having anyone

We see one woman in Thailand but even after he discovers he's turning into wood she's no longer around, so like she's probably about as fleeting of a relationship as anything else

Imagine going 28 years at first ignoring all your problems and then the horror and thoughts that you’re not good enough catch up to you one morning and the more you see yourself a failure, the more you sink into that spiral the harder it feels to breathe.

[mukuberry]

I'm so in love with guilty t1 shidou 0510..... if being forgiven makes him superior and indispensable, then being guiltied makes him inferior. es may have made the choice to guilty him, but kotoko is the one who brought him to the cusp of death, just like he wanted. he can't condone her hurting the others but she's the only one who can give him the salvation/punishment he craves. she's disgusted by him but loves how readily he accepts her judgement of him. he lets her take her anger out on him and they both hope this time will be the time she takes it too far and ends him. can anyone hear me

[legendaryrooftopscene]

oh, ming is a selfish, vindictive, manipulative, jealous, grumpy bastard. i love him.

[boundinparchment]

having so much dottore brainrot again but it’s not even defined. no shape. just vibes

[one-of-us-must-be-crazy]

While you'd think the relationship would have moved at a truly glacial pace, once together, it's only eh....five or six months before Samuels comes back to their flat with an actual honest-to-god engagement ring. Logically, they're living together, they've exchanged words of intentions for this to be a long term relationship, so he figures he should do this the proper human way.

Unfortunately, Amanda balks at the concept of being/engaged/ because what the fuck, Chris, (not counting cryo) I haven't known you for a year yet??? Poor thing assumes her distaste is because he grossly misread their situation and his place in her life. She has to stress to him that it's not him, not the color of his blood ("Amy, it's not really blood,") just that its awfully fast. Its enough to calm him down but he's still embarrassed, and then the horror of having to return the ring occurs to him and--

"Why would you return it?"

"You said--"

"Hold on to it, for a little while." She never wanted to be anyone's wife, anyone's mother, anyone's possession...But if anyone on the planet would understand the hesitation she had with commitment, it would be the man she helped carve company logos out his fingerprints.

"Do you mean it?"

It breaks her heart, the way he's beaming at her like she actually accepted instead of requesting an extension, but his sheer /joy/ is infectious. He's like her, so very dry and to the point, their shared sense of humor is subtle, sarcastic, and often dark--yet she cracks, and she's giggling. Samuels can't laugh: almost no synthetic can by design, it's too complex of a biological process to bother mimicking but she knows if he could, he'd be joining her.

He over thinks how long "a while" is and goes through a monthly crisis, takes to carrying the ring in his coat, but never asking out of fear it hasn't been long enough. Amanda finds it there one day about four months later, while looking for a missing key. Christopher finds her sitting on the bedroom floor, glassy eyed, coat over her knees, twisting the ring around (of course it fits perfectly he probably laser measured her hands)

"If...you want, you can keep it on." Amanda nods slowly, the realization of the 'yes' sinking in belatedly she she has to stand shakily to hug him. Tightly.

[roychewtoy]

impaled

[bilberry-jam]

Learned recently that apparently when people say they're "rotating a character around in [their] mind" they're not being literal.... whereas if I say that I really do mean I'm spinning a tiny model of Geralt of Rivia around in my head