#rusanya — the collective

[anendoandfriendo]

Actually, just while we're thinking of plurality and how its treated as a whole intra-community — we probably will not be able to put this elegantly, but we want to talk about exomemories and how they're treated.

People always treat exomemories as if they have to be like, some vivid thing that one can completely recall in its entirety. The problem is that...that's not how memory works. In the world of psychology this is not the only type of memory that happens. Memories can also be things like:

Unconscious habits and the unconscious steps required to perform those habits

General facts

The microseconds of a touch, smell, taste, or sound just after it has occurred

So, please, tell us why in the hell we treat vivid recall as the only "valid" form of an exomemory, if even non-plural memory is, to put it lightly, a complicated fucking mess of a concept.

Even within the episodic memory the vivid personal recall we talk about when it comes to exomemories would fall under, this specific type of memory is generally what is called a flashbulb memory.

Recalling the phantom of a touch, from someone's hand into yours, is an exomemory.

Recalling the last ruler of your country and nothing else is still an exomemory.

The flutter of the wind on your face is an exomemory.

Being able to write out a "fantasy" script with no clue on how you got that information, regardless of its readability to you, is an exomemory.

Being able to recall how a family member set their hair on fire or how you looked for an item for two days just to find it on a bookshelf is an exomemory, but so is the smell of smoke or the feeling of hard wood under your palm, if it is connected to a world outside of this one.

We dunno all, this is kind of what we are talking about when we say you can be pro-endogenic and still a sysmedicalist we guess? We should not always and constantly need to use an established phenomenon in order to state that people have been or can be shitty. The -med part in sysmed is -med for a reason, as opposed to like, anti-endoist!!

Plurality is certainly different in some aspects compared to being a singlet — but like, we aren't an entirely different species because of it. Unless you are all therian in your system, in which case, good for you! But singlets can also be therians so our point still stands. :v

We wish we had a better way of putting this. We don't, so all we can state is that we notice this stupid trend of people in plural communities just Isolating Themselves In Weird Ways.

On one hand, the assimilationism: plurality is only adjacent to being neurodivergent (even though neurodivergent means operating in a way that is non-normative, which plurality is); plurality is only adjacent to alterhumanity (even though alterhuman means operating in a way that is non-normative, which plurality is); plurality is only adjacent to being queer (even though queer means operating in a way that is non-normative, which plurality is).

On the other, the assertion that we ARE different, just, Not Like That, it's still an Acceptable Difference: exomemories for plurals are always a vivid recall (even though that's not how memory works at all even for non-plurals and is also what we suspect to be an effect of sysmedicalists defining exomemories as a "coverup" to Bad Things Happening when this is not always true for every system); everyone in a system either gets along all of the time or otherwise it's a disorder (even though in the outerworld people don't always get along and that doesn't always mean the people in an argument are suddenly disordered — it just means those people do not vibe well together); everyone knows everything about each other and there is no misgendering at all and everyone knows exactly which species everyone is other otherwise it's DID or OSDD (even though this is not how it works in the external world — mistakes happen and we can guarantee you that if you live in the US you do not personally know every single person down to their favorite restaurant if they live in like, Russia or India, and then also vice versa for Indian and Russian individuals).

When we say sysmedicalists are fascists. This is what we mean. And when we say pro-endos can be sysmedicalists. This is also what we mean.

It is not a disorder if you do not know everything about 500 people all at once. Being a big system is not inherently distressing or dysfunctional.

It is not a disorder to accidentally use "she" for your only other headmate who just came out and uses "he" as long as you apologize to your headmate and then do better next time, and make the effort to use "he" in reference to him. Being a small system is not inherently distressing or dysfunctional.

And just to be clear since this is Tumblr: DID and OSDD are not bad and are not a punishment or moral failing. This is specifically in regards to the bainaristic tendencies that our communities have. Everything is butterflies and rainbows or it's a living hell. The idea that disordered and non-disordered systems share nothing in common. The conflating of endogenic to non-disordered and traumagenic to disordered. That any and all disorder that ever existed is coded into the DSM and the ICD. That inconveniences as small as like, wdk, an example from us is needing hot chocolate every night to go to sleep — must be treated by professionals or it's not a legitimate inconvenience. All of it.

All of the binaries that permeate into our community like a fucking poison that we cannot seem to clear out from our lungs and our brain. It seeps into our skin and our home and doesn't leave. We don't know if it will ever leave. We feel like the community is fucking dying just as it's growing and maybe we're just paranoid and worried, but it's fucking seeing into our hearts and souls and then we cannibalize our own.

There can, in fact, be experiences within the realm of annoying but not ruinous when it comes to plurality and we are sick of the community treating this as if it is not true, even implicitly and unintentionally. We are in general agreement within this system (even if we don't agree in how exactly) that this really, REALLY needs to be examined at some point by the systems who claim to be inclusys.

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♤♤ anendoandfriendo ♤♤

~ Art from picsart ~

[A sparkly signature image. The background is the endogenic system flag, recursigenic flag, and protogenic flag. The endogenic flag has the treblesand on it. Amber from Genshin Impact is on the left side of the image; Cinderella from Disney's Cinderella and Aquamarine Hoshino from Oshi No Ko are on the right side. The words "They/Them (pl.)" sit in the bottom corner of the image.]

[rusanya-does-edits]

Stimboard series on Rusanya's collective identities!

17. Radinclusys

Radinclusys - To be Radinclusys is to be radically inclusive of all system origins, functions, and types; bar-none.

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[losergendered]

The Rusanya Collective is an autivesil pluralvesi (endovesil specifically) low-support autistic, multiplexconscious endogenic-protogenic (recursigenic), fictive-heavy generative system with ADHD and what is likely undiagnosed CPTSD. They are traumatized from the psychiatric/psychology complex but this does not make them less endogenic, they're a traumatized endogenic lol. He is pokébased and calls himselves a polyplex for simplicity. They may also label themselves as a spontaneous, complur, diplotic system if not anything else. He is not in the business of fakeclaiming other systems or just other neurodivergent people in general and thus labels himselves as pluralpunk, realmpunk, radinclusys, inclusys, and a neuroinclusionist under the plural pride and mad pride movements. All of this makes them have some very complicated experiences with their other identities. Individuals may be different but the system as a whole uses 404gender, aceplex, neurononbinary, nonbinary, cryptivior, infinin, gremlinvior, chaotigender, and isoqueer to describe the chaos that is their other identity experiences.

For @anendoandfriendo !

[rusanyaidtradingcards]

Hey Rusanya, WTF Is This Blog?

Aka this is going to eventually be out pinned post!

We don't know how active we will be on this sideblog but we wanted to jump in on the fun with ID trading cards, initially started by @mogaispiderpunk! This seems like it would deserve a separate sideblog from our usual edits blog lol so we made one.

This blogs stances would most likely mirror our main blog, @anendoandfriendo, for anyone who would like to know that but we do not technically have a DNI.

[divider]

resource - stuff for...making these things we suppose?

not a trading card - what it says on the tin.

queue - fresh from our queue!

requested & done - this was a requested card.

selves-indulgent - an identity card we made, either for the collective or a specific headmate of ours.

selves-indulgent for nobody - an identity we made a card for, for the sheer hell of it.

needs image id - please help us! we usually either dont have the motivation, spoons, or know-how (sometimes all three) to make image IDs. if we see one, we will copypaste the ID into the original post!! and possibly even @ you!!! tyvm in advance!

Microidentities&Labels TTRPG - the tag for the actual cards!

[compassionatereminders]

Wow, what an asshole (the person sending threats n' stuff). Have they ever actually gone to any classes besides middle school? Or, for that matter, actually done any research on any conditions they're claiming to have?? Because if they did do the research they would literally know all of that already, and sending threats is never okay.

Like, if we talk about ABA and radical behaviorism there is negative reinforcement, positive reinforcement, negative punishment, and positive punishment. The negative simply means taking away a stimulus while the positive means adding a stimulus, it has nothing to do with moods or how you view whatever you're talking about.

We hate both ABA and radical behaviorism as concepts but, of we're talking clinical here —

*Sends flowers and happy vibes if wanted*

We have that asker blocked and hope they're able to get help, and hope you're able to stay safe.

- Equinox (Rusanya Collective)

I appreciate your support but as someone who did in fact never go to any classes beyond primary school I don't really appreciate your dig at anons education/intelligence. They're not mean because they're uneducated, they're mean because of their attitude.

[shunaspinkbullshit]

Hello.

I am Shuna, part of the Rusanya Collective polyplex. I needed* a sideblog of my own and so I made one.

Fuck off if you are ableist (pro-ABA, anti-endogenic, bigotry like that) specifically. You are the specific piece of shit I am trying to avoid. This is not the blog for you.

I do not have a do not interact list otherwise -- but you should probably know I am genderqueer and xenogender, and as I am in a system there is a lot more gender here than just that (and yes! some of them are men and masculine!) which means people who do not like that will be uncomfortable here. Like...we are an endogenic (non-trauma-originated) system where the multiverse has been normalized. I don't know how this would not be obvious.

*wanted

Besides that...

Basically this is going to be where everything I make, find, see as interesting, whatever, will be sitting when I use this hellsite (including any reblogs I may make form our main blog and shared sideblogs).

That includes moodboards, stim boards, any and all pink shit I find, my thoughts, you get the idea. The inner world and my polyplex are just as real as the outer world and anyone existing outside of our system, so if you think I will give any special attention or indication of an event being system-related or not...besides this post of course...you're wrong. Use those critical thinking skills of yours to figure out, or just ask.

So this is a blog but also a diary of sorts.

The header of this blog is from Pixabay actually, and I edited this photo in the avatar by myself.

[rusanyacollective]

Hey so you all know about that Tulpa study published in 2017 that got deleted because no one wanted to hear it?

We found it in the Wayback Machine if anyone needs it.

We're tagging @soulbondinghelp @thesorority @the-lunastus-collective and @team-anomaly here because we know they syscourse a lot.

EDIT to say that Soulbonding Help usually doesn't syscourse BUT they may be interested in this.

[anewfuture-forme]

WIP

Hi! I'm Yuno Gasai, a fictive of the Rusanya Collective (so this isn't an RP boys, I'm just letting you know now~). I'm hoping to make a new future here for me and my partner Yukki!!!

This is my personal space since a whole lot of our members need that. I can't guarantee constant activity for myself but our main system blog is @anendoandfriendo.

I tend to like pink and purple and black and red...and darker cute aesthetics, to the point it's literally my gender! I'm not sure if I'm just a split or not, but it certainly doesn't feel like it so I'll take it for what it is.

I don't tag on the blog, which is better for me and less good for you! Make sure to take care if you decide to scroll down.

Header from @syreheaders and pfp is official animation. I can't quite remember where I got the userboxes, though I'm pretty sure I've reblogged them to the blog already?

[queerautism]

Heya, Rusanya Collective here and maybe wondering if you& had some podcast recommendations even though we've definitely added way too many of them to our list already sksksksk?

Hopefully all is well. We hope you're doing okay. We don't knownhow to end asks skskskskks

- Hailey(s) specifically

Beef and dairy network podcast and St Elwick's Neighbourhood Association Newsletter Podcast are two big favourites in humour fiction

Behind the bastards is good nonfiction one about horrible people in history, with a heavy leftist lense.

The Parapod is an absolute all time favourite. Nonfiction, a true believer in all things paranormal (badly) tells stories of supernatural events to his very skeptic friend. If you like buzzfeed unsolved, please give it a try

Those are really the ones I could think of right now :)

[anendoandfriendo]

Here is your reminder that stating endos are secretly just traumagenic and can't/won't accept their trauma us still being anti-endo and a fucking fed. <3

We can be traumatized and still be endo.

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♤♤ anendoandfriendo ♤♤

~ Art from picsart ~

[A sparkly signature image. The background is the endogenic system flag, recursigenic flag, and protogenic flag. The endogenic flag has the treblesand on it. Amber from Genshin Impact is on the left side of the image; Cinderella from Disney's Cinderella and Aquamarine Hoshino from Oshi No Ko are on the right side. The words "They/Them (pl.)" sit in the bottom corner of the image.]

[rusanya-does-edits]

Stimboard series on Rusanya's collective identities!

23. Realmpunk

Realmpunk - An aesthetic and ideology based around believing in and/or embracing the idea of multiple worlds, realities, timelines, etc; a term for anyone whose identity is based around or influenced by the existence of multiple worlds.

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[losergendered]

So so so so sorry /gen for another one of these but inbox check??? Got one in there I think and wondering when it'll come out :3

all good!!

plural joestars

rusanya collective

harvest moon ds grand bazaar

uncle deadly, bobo the bear, tex richman

pumpkin night manga

rose whitepatch + addition

meulin, caliborn, jake, dirk, davepetasprite

[so-smol-bean]

Do not interact with me if you are a solely or mainly NSFW blog.

Nothing against you, just a system smol even if body is an adult physically or something. I want and need the space.

Don't interact if anti-endogenic.

Actually do have something against you, it's called you're ableist.

That person is me. I'm smol. The picrew is here. It's being used as my avatar right now! I like it a whole lot.

Part of the Rusanya Collective of Systems and Subsystems, or RCS² Polyplex.

I like One Piece and video games and I bought a One Piece video game on the nintendo switch, and Lilia 1.0-C is my friend, and we like to play together sometimes.

I am not tagging because it's easier and since it's my safe blog and my own personal space.

Anyways, welcome to my castle!! Come and play!

[anendoandfriendo]

We are absolutely not reblogging things that do not acknowledge plurality that is Obviously There you annoying fucks.

Call Ran from Shugo-Chara Ran and not Amu and learn what a median system is.

Call Raphael from Tensura Raphael and not Rimuru and learn what a multiple system is.

Not every system is a traumagenic DID system the way Toko and Genocide Jack from Danganronpa are, some of us are born this way like in Shugo Chara and some of us have spiritual origins like in TTIGRAAS and ALSO non-trauma systems can also be disordered and trauma systems can be non-disordered.

Fucking learn about plurality and stop being ableist about fandom (not even fandom but like, literal implied canon stuff) you annoying assholes.

<reblogs not a requisite to viewing this post but it would be NICE, this is like the one post we WANT to break containment>

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♤♤ anendoandfriendo ♤♤

~ Art from picsart ~

[A sparkly signature image. The background is the endogenic system flag, recursigenic flag, and protogenic flag. The endogenic flag has the treblesand on it. Amber from Genshin Impact is on the left side of the image; Cinderella from Disney's Cinderella and Aquamarine Hoshino from Oshi No Ko are on the right side. The words "They/Them (pl.)" sit in the bottom corner of the image.]

[anendoandfriendo]

"NEUROINCLUSION" WIVWIHCWHOOHAHWOHE WE SUPPOSE THAT'S ACCURATE BUT WHERE ARE OUR PLURALS, OUR SCHIZOSPECS, AND OUR FOLKS WITH PDS FOR EXAMPLE????

At least this one talks a bit about like, Dyslexic people too and has a Dyslexic person talking and it's not Just Autism And ADHD.

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♤♤ anendoandfriendo ♤♤

~ Art from picsart ~

[A sparkly signature image. The background is the endogenic system flag, recursigenic flag, and protogenic flag. The endogenic flag has the treblesand on it. Amber from Genshin Impact is on the left side of the image; Cinderella from Disney's Cinderella and Aquamarine Hoshino from Oshi No Ko are on the right side. The words "They/Them (pl.)" sit in the bottom corner of the image.]

[anendoandfriendo]

An ACTUALLY endogenic-friendly version of this topic:

Beating persecutors into submission is still horrible and if there is a reason they are harming you and-or your system you still gotta treat them like an individual and get down to the root cause of that.

And like, then do the work to work on that root cause.

And like all people, sometimes a persecutor will just stay committed to being shitty. If you're calling yourselves, say, an abolitionist then this is definitely not the way to treat a persecutor still, what you do is find a way to decentralize their platform and minimize what they can do to harm your inner community rather than locking them away forever and ever in an eternal punishment.

Kind of similar to how you would find a way to do that for an external community if you were saying, like, ACAB. Or trying to avoid promoting bigotry. Or trying to figure out why your mother hasn't entirely bought into the idea that psychiatry can be just as shitty as the actual cops or that school as it is now should be reformed and only serves the oppressing class or whathaveyall.

We hope this helps. It's hard but so is every form or cop abolishment. <3

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♤♤ anendoandfriendo ♤♤

~ Art from picsart ~

[A sparkly signature image. The background is the endogenic system flag, recursigenic flag, and protogenic flag. The endogenic flag has the treblesand on it. Amber from Genshin Impact is on the left side of the image; Cinderella from Disney's Cinderella and Aquamarine Hoshino from Oshi No Ko are on the right side. The words "They/Them (pl.)" sit in the bottom corner of the image.]