#ryan.txt

[bpdohwhatajoy]

If the rest of my life is like this I’m gonna be honest… I will definitely be killing myself at some point

[probably-enjolras]

you know what fucks me up about the musical? when the bishop welcomes valjean in for the night, the melody lines up with empty chairs at empty tables and god the implications!! compare the lines “come in sir for you are weary / and the night is cold out there / though our lives are very humble / what we have we have to share” with “oh my friends my friend forgive me / that i live and you are gone / there’s a grief that can’t be spoken / there’s a pain goes on and on” and tell me you don’t feel fucking feral

[switchbladegore]

my daily mantra

act like a revenge gerard

look like a return gerard

smoke like a bullets gerard

party like a party poison

[ghosty-files]

sorry watcher boys i’m not paying for a subscription service i pirate almost everything i watch that’s not on netflix and that’s only a thing i access through my parents’ account lol. also i just don’t think this is a smart move and i don’t think they have the proper marketing and content amount for a full streaming service in comparison to, say, dropout yk?

[deansbipanic]

i still cannot get over misha "i'm all three" collins tagging the actual taylor swift on twitter inviting her to talk about rpf

[kurohadiana]

training myself to regress back to 2014. shedding ghe twitter shackles. im free. i can say kill yourself now

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Autism is feeling mature compared to your peers as a child and then as an adult feeling extremely immature and childish compared to your peers

[bpdohwhatajoy]

​bro I’ve been abandoned so much it’s not even a fear at this point it’s just expected

[bpdohwhatajoy]

The urge to never speak to anyone ever again because they all make you feel unimportant

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Crying your eyes out because you hate who you are to your core<<<<<

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Pretty sure the universe keeps me alive as a running joke at this point

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I wish I killed myself at 15

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I’m not worth the amount of work that I am

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I have no interest in relationships anymore I just keep to myself and hope I’ll die in my sleep

[bpdohwhatajoy]

People are all “mental illness acceptance” until someone has homicidal urges and empathy issues and intrusive thoughts and

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I was a mistake. I shouldn’t have been born. That’s why everything in my life feels like such a struggle. It’s why I don’t fit in anywhere no matter what. I shouldn’t be here.