#ryouki kure. headcanons / all this time i didn’t know you were breaking down

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since ryouki’s execution consists of forcibly ingesting cleaning chemicals, it takes a heavy toll on his body as a survivor ( revived, not an au where this doesn’t happen ). dangerous chemicals involved such as bleach, drain cleaners, windex, etc. all caused lots of nasty effects during the process, such as: 

burning down his esophagus and to his stomach ( terrible pain in the mouth and throat )

corrosive effects breaking down tissue 

chest pains, heavy stomach and abdominal pain, low blood pressure, delirium, throat swelling, difficulty breathing, vomiting 

although the physical damage is improved with a lot of treatment, he can never fully reverse these results. his stomach especially is incredibly damaged, to the point where he really struggles with keeping anything down and digesting food. he simply can’t process a lot of things, plus it’s difficult to shake the haunting feeling where his mouth just always seems to taste like poison and cleaner and bleach— ryouki ends up either throwing up a lot or trying to avoid this entirely, unfortunately developing disordered eating patterns because of these issues. 

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tag drop pt. 7: ocs (1/3)

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tag fix pt. 3 bc tumblr despises me ( last one this is it tumblr just thought it could get rid of my CRINGE apparently i think not- )