#samrambles

[tunababyyyy]

btw slimeriana are like a binary star system made to always orbit each other, born of the same cold dust, destined to destroy each other in a beautiful explosion of matter and energy and light. if you even care.

[satorusgummies]

i know i said im a reader insert blog but tbh, im so tempted to return to my roots and write canon x oc

[wanderingcas]

blogkeeping <3

welcome to my blog! I'm glad you're here:)

currently writing: the common hours [destiel] and what's past is prologue [dreamling]

also banging my head against the wall with my original novel (more details at @hantisenovel)

send me an ask with a prompt, general writing questions, or just come to chat! but whatever you do don't ask me about linguistics, writing processes, music history/theory, or my baby or i won't shut up about ANY of those topics

common tags if you want to blacklist any: #thesandman, #supernatural, #not fandom (any posts not fandom related), and #samrambles (my personal posts)

[idiotacadamia]

Guys welcome to how stupid I am

[tricky-pockets]

To any autistic people reading my blog: I care about you. I don’t want to make you easier for the world to ‘deal with’; I want to make the world easier for you to live in. My partner is on the spectrum, and these are some of the habits I’ve developed from being close to him:

Skipping the small talk is always okay; you are welcome to throw an infodump at me. I love to listen. I will never be weirded out by your level of interest in something. In my house, this is called Obsession Of The Week and my partner and I both do it (I have ADHD with a lot of hyperfocus).

I will not be offended by the timing of messages. You can drop out in the middle of a conversation any time. You can be afk for 2 weeks and then pick up where you left off (as long as I can do the same - I have severe anxiety and sometimes I have to just stop talking).

Questions are always okay. I am happy to hash out details until we understand each other. I will ask precise questions if I don’t understand, because I don’t like to make assumptions about what you meant. 

If you want to establish protocol, I’ll stick to it. I’m good at being consistent. Some of the rules in my house are: “Give me context when you want to have a conversation about feelings, so that I know what you want from me,” and “If I say ‘epistemological safe word’, that means I can’t tell if you’re being serious. When you hear that phrase, stop and tell me if you’re joking or not.”

Consent is everything. I will ask before I vent. I will tag whatever you need me to tag. I am not entitled to any level or kind of interaction with you. I will respect boundaries. I will change my vocabulary if needed. I am in the habit of asking “Can I hug you?” before even typing *hug*.

I don’t expect that all of these will be useful to everyone. What makes life easier for me and my partner might not apply to you. I just want you to know that I am willing and able to adapt if it makes your life easier. And I would like to make some new friends.

[xialing-gf]

i just realized that most of the people on tumblr share one thing in common with me: becoming emotionally attached to fictional characters due to the lack of stable, meaningful relationships to us in real life

[the-ace-of-the-moon]

this got derailed oops

im really sorry i havent refilled the queue lately and that i havent been posting much but i sorta have good news and bad news. Both are mostly related to me personally but obviously they have been (a/e)ffecting the blog so i will be sharing but to start off, i will be continuing this blog and its here to stay. If you want my whole rant/ breakdown its below the break but long story short good news i got a job bad news im having some life problems that are making my mental problems flare up like my anxiety and trichotillomania so i will do my best but i probably will only have scattered posting for a while sorry.

The good news is that i fimally got a job so i wont just be lazing about anymore and so far ive been enjoying it there! I dont know what i get paid but tomorrow is the last day of my 2 weeks of training, which is great because i actually got proper training and also i get to see how i do on my own after this!

The bad news is i have a lot of things that have been getting set aside even before i got the job and some of it is kinda approaching deadlines and while im trying to forcus on the new job, the job is taking a forefront priority as a commitment thats blocking everything else out. I have to return a couple audio books, start and finish a painting that im just blocked on, set up a day to talk to a councillor so i can apply to a new college, apply for college, and balance my social life with my down time. The new jobs sorta eclipsing everything so im trying to think of how i can even do college while having a job and my mom keeps pressuring me about college and in the meantime my friends keep trying to schedule things and i dont know how to react so my brain keeps just kinda fritzing and then rerouting to a different task so i end up ignoring them which is bad but i dont know how to explain to this one friend that shes kinda pushy and ive been really nice about it but its not realistic to expect someone to drive for hours on end not only frequently but also at insane hours of the night and not even out of town. Like just cruising the streets from 9 pm to 3 am. And enjoy it. And not get paid for gas or anything. Just tonight she said "oh yeah and [name redacted of friend who usually tags along] is leaving in a couple weekends (this person goes to college out of state so we dont get to see them) so we are gonna need to go on a drive soon" I dont want to? But if the friend thats leaving wants to go its 2 against 1 and honestly both those 2 have been having some drama of each saying the other interacts with their significant other too much and they keep talking to me about it and its exhausting? Like i get that both of their significant others live far away and in different time zones and have jobs but neither of my friends have jobs or can drive and i have to listen to their shit waiting for something to blow up and worry about how im gonna take care of my problems and its not like i can drop these 2 bc i keep burning bridges due to lack of social motivation so i only have 4 people i actually consistently initate contact with but 2 of those people are far away and have actual lives so i try not to bother them and the other 2 are these messes and really its the one that causes the most problems but all of this has been stressing me out which makes me anxious and kinda depressed and unmotivated to do anything and its all made my trich worse but ive been doing my best to control it but now today there was too much going on bc i had my axiety at the forefront, my problems on my mind, i had an exhausting family event to go to earlier, and then this shit gets shoved back into view and since im home alone i finally dug out the tweezers ive been trying to hide from myself and now half of the inner lashes on my top left lid are gone and i look fuckin wierd and im too keyed up to sleep and im ignoring my friend and i want to pluck more but ill just go for the left eye again bc it looks wierd and ill end up with no lashes and my coworker who's training me will ask and itll be awkward and my mom will see and be mad bc she thought the trich was just a phase when i was in elelmentry and why didnt i tell her about it still going on ant ittl be a whole thing which will make it worse and now im fucking crying. Or not bc apparently ive suppressed my emotions too much and too often that im fine now ok that was wierd any way sum up lifes good but simultaneously shitty so now my lashes and skin (didnt mention but i typically have really good skin unless im stressed real bad so now my face is starting to break out and get dry and irritated) are fucked up and i wont be posting as often until i can find the motivation to fill up the queue agan. Sorry you had to read this mess and apparent roller coaster of emotions (with an anticlimactic end) but hey now you know more than you ever would have about the admin of this blog other than that shes an aro(flux)ace witch

[blureverie]

Got that darn little devil stuck in my head. Curse you beautiful musically creative ‘Tubers for making catchy songs about an inky little demon thing. That swing is addicting. Can’t wait for Chapter 3.

[sanctimonious-sobriquet]

i’m going to subject my players to a joke

so if you remember THUNDERBONES...

here’s the plan

players are part of a cult that worships thunderbones as a being of ultimate power (just roll with me on this one). thunderbones will be described as a harsh and mystical character. the players will probably expect to fight him.

a cult leader will send the players on a mission with three objectives so that the cult can perform an occult ritual

1. retrieve a locked chest (described as a “box” to the players before they see it so that they think it’ll be small and easier to transport) with certain needed supplies

2. abduct a certain man of important political standing

3. clear out a warehouse for the cult to use

the party will do these things because of course they will

the man is a baker. the box is full of party supplies. the ritual is a surprise birthday party for thunderbones. the end.

[samuels0art]

HEY!! I’m sam!! I’m an autistic artist based in the US (sadly)

English/Russian/Spanish

My art tag is #samscribbles

My rambles are #samrambles dni’s and basic rules for being on my page under the cut !

-please don’t spread unnecessary discourse/drama (any posts will be tagged with #discourse if i make any)

-please don’t ask for personal info ! i am a stranger on the internet, please be careful

-please don’t send me vents unless i say you can! i’m not a professional, please seek help if you need it

-please don’t ask to date or spread sexual content! not only am i a minor but also taken and aspec, so those things make me uncomfy :)

-any character shipping will be tagged! no real people shipping that’s weird as fuck

-tw will be tagged!

-my talks are #Sam rambles

dni if:

Homophobic/Anti-LGBT.

Racist.

Ableist.

Sexist/Misogynist.

TERF/SWERF.

Support MAPS/Zooph*les.

Pro-ship/anti-anti

Truscum/Transmed/Tucute

Support NFTs/digital cryptos that harm the environment/art theft

FANDOMS IM IN

hermitcraft

bbc Sherlock

acd Sherlock and granada Sherlock

mcyt in general

hannibal <3

smallant & the ant colony

how to train your dragon (hiccstrid & vigcup <3)

fnaf

gorillaz

undertale and deltarune

The Odyssey and The Iliad <3

inside job

the midnight gospel

[tunababyyyy]

i think too many people assume gillion's upbringing was lavish. he says that he lived in/near the palace, but at one point he refers to his clothing as what "servants" of the elders would wear (i think in one of the episodes in edison city when they are disguising for the heist maybe?). I think gillion was intentionally raised utilitarian and humbly so that the elders could better break his spirit and make him follow orders similarly to how the military does in real life. by making him wear servant's clothes and train alone, they effectively strip him of his identity. keeping him away from his family is another strategy used by real-life militaries and cults to groom members into only taking orders. i have a hard time believing someone with an inferiority complex level like gillion would have been given any preferential treatment or luxuries.

[satorusgummies]

doesnt it break your heart knowing that an artist you admired reblogged nsfw art of not only a minor and a 1000-yr-old curse doing spicy acts, but are nephew and uncle???

[tricky-pockets]

i come from a gob family

(warning: sad, but kind of heartwarming too)

My dad and his two brothers have a favorite stretch of woods - mostly for hunting and fishing, also mushrooms and the yarrow patch. There’s a spot only known to them (and now me) up on a ridge by the creek, beside a deer trail. My uncle used to chase deers up out of that creek valley, just runnin’ through the woods in his bare feet and mountain-man beard. When he died, we planted his ashes (illegally) between the roots of two big old pines because he’d wanted to ‘feed the trees’. 

There’s no marker there. My dad and my other uncle knew how to find it, just from the land and the trees and the deer trails. When my dad died the following year, I planted his ashes there with his brother. My surviving uncle took me out into those woods and passed down how to find the place - where to branch off from the public trail, the elevation changes to look for, the ridge, the pines. He showed me the yarrow patch and we took some home to keep for tea.

When we planted my dad, I felt the need to cut my hair. I hadn’t done it since he died. I don’t know why I needed to, but I needed to - and I needed to do it at the pines, alone, with a knife. My uncle didn’t bat an eye - just lent me his sharpest one and ushered the rest of the family off back to the house to give me space.  My uncle gets it. Any time I get ready to go camping, he lends me gear and we spend an afternoon tinkering and testing fire-starters and fish traps and packing little kits of handy things. When I visit him, he sends me home with maple syrup and I can say “I sat under the tree that was tapped from”. He helps his ancient farmer neighbor out with the apple trees every year and the neighbor gives him a few bushels of apples, which he dehydrates with cinnamon to make basically fruit candy. He bought a bunch of cheap hardware-store test cans of paint in all different colors and a grab-bag of colored hinges and handles and re-did his cupboards with them, making sure that no cupboard had the same color paint, hinges, or handle.

I’ll tell you folks more about my gob family in future posts, not all of it is sad.

[xialing-gf]

no offense but if you liked this year’s youtube rewind you’re not a functioning member of society

[sanctimonious-sobriquet]

YOOOO FALL WEATHER

HOODIE SEASON

[yakitoris-blog]

I’ve been thinking of like, just going off tumblr completely.

I’m still keeping this blog here and not deleting, cos I do have a fandom side blog I’m partially attached to and I kind of want to keep that going but as for my main well...

I could do a following purge maybe! But this blog is kind of a huge mess (I’ve had it since 2011 or something I think) and honestly I don’t feel very attached to anyone here or to anything on my dash recently. (@ mutuals you guys are great tho please don’t be offended, it’s just me growing out of tumblr I think, and tbh the content I’m seeing isn’t really the content I really want any more)

I am considering remaking another art blog, I’ve another account elsewhere and I’ll probably use it and drop the url here once I’m done with a few things for it so... yeap!

(mutuals: if you don’t have me on twitter y’all can just dm me, I’m pretty much active there!)