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[sarcastically-defensive17]

ugh picking just some was so hard, buuutttt 1, 14, 19, 23, and 41

I WOULD ANSWER THEM ALL FOR YOU MY DEAR

1. I have too many oml. Steve Harrington, Bucky Barnes, Tony Stark, Wanda Maximoff, Jim Hopper, Simu Liu (in any form), Pedro Pascal (in any form) Steven Grant (for soooo many reasons), Oscar Isaac, Stiles Stilinski (my og baby), Lydia Martin, Malia Tate, Bucky Barnes (again), Dick Grayson (sometimes) and Jason Todd (all times) and soooooo many more. It’s so hard to answer haha.

14: I adore the smell of the earth after rain! It’s the most genuine, and relaxing smell. So comforting!

19: I would definitely try! I lack coordination so painting my own nails has always been a struggle and a half, so idk how I would go painting your nails but I’d give it a red hot crack!

23: I DESPISE it. I am currently hidden under a blanket, wearing a thick as jumper, thick socks and trackies (sweatpants). It’s barely a month into winter for me and I am ✨struggling✨. I’m cold blooded like a snake, so the cold is not my friend haha. Give me a sunny place any day and I’ll stick my pasty self outside and soak in it hahaha. Despite that, I would love to go to the snow one day! It’s a dream of mine!

41: In iced mocha form haha. Coffee and I have a very strange relationship. I don’t like it, it doesn’t like me, yet sometimes I want nothing but an iced mocha. Apart from that, Tea and Hot Chocolate are my drinks. Coffee is just a side bae that I see every few years and feel dirty after I see them haha

[florencemtrash]

Hummingbird Updates

Hello everyone!

I wanted to send out a little update about my Miguel O'Hara x Reader fic since it's been a while since I've updated.

Chapter 5 will be releasing this Saturday, rain or shine because if I do not give myself a "due date" I will agonize over it incessantly and never finish.

The devil works hard, but my need for pseudo academic validation through Tumblr works harder.

Give me strength, friends, to complete the task ahead of me.

Masterlist

Also, it's officially Autumn - I don't care what anyone else says. My need for pumpkin spice, halloween cookies, and witchy weather will reign supreme.

Taglist: @geraskier-thots @howabouticallyou @sweetheartlizzie07 @dont-mind-me27 @omg-edzia-stuff @sarcastically-defensive17 @trouble-sistar @saltyluminaryvoid @sadslasher13 @yas-v @thel0v3hashira143 @trishuh8 @vague-flying-shape @tiana76 @dinuxia-bhm @mxtokko @devilsrose666 @natbratty @zettoaizawa-shusband @notasadgirlipromise @niyanispunk @thecraziestcrayon @athenxt @imnotyourbcbe @jannajuju @lunamoonbby @sseleniaa @elaineiswithyou-blog @summerli-u @rattlethemskulls @bubbabobabubbles @loonalockley @aleombre @littlelilies@07-bilin @nerdalicios @insanely-creative-things @enby-rising @nataliahemsworth @coralineyouareinterribledanger @damnzelsoul @enheduannasposts @bontensbabygirl @mynameiswilliamblake

[starshonerose]

you can probably pretend the note at the bottom left says

to:  ♡ @sarcastically-defensive17​ ♡ happy birthday lovie! timezones are ??? so i hope it’s already past midnight by the time i finish writing this... i swear i really could’ve made something better than this, i even considered writing, but nothing was coming out so i tried my best with a soft tom holland aesthetic 😂 you deserve so much better, i promise would’ve waited for only us, and maybe listening to that song on repeat gave me the motivation to finish this, but i wanted to give you something first then maybe i’ll make something separate and different for the fic given the situation of the world right now, i know it’s a bummer to be only able to stay at home to celebrate your 18th, but remember that your family and friends are with you, so hopefully that makes up for how crappy the world is right now ♡ stay happy, stay safe, and stay comfy! looooooooooove you ♡ ♡

[sweetgcreature]

If you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog 💕

Thanks for sending me this, sweetie 🥰

My favourite colour is yellow, always been and always will be 🐥

I’m afraid of darkness, even though ‘m 21 years old 👻

I can, more or less, control my dreams 🔮

stay safe, darling ❤️ & take care

[talkfastromance4]

Hey lovie! I adore your writings, so would I be able to be added to the tag list please? If not that is perfectly fine!!

Of course you can!! And thank you so much🥺💕

[thedepthsoffandomminds]

FLIES THE HAWK Pt22

Master list

When morning came and you began to wake your nose was filled with the scent of vanilla, you knew it well. Then the feelings of arms wrapped round you, one below supporting your neck, head resting on a shoulder and the other heavy over you. Your legs were entwined at the ankles with his. It felt natural to be in this position. You didn't want to open your eyes encase this was a dream. The boy shifted, pulling you closer to him and pressed a kiss to the top of your head. You felt his eyes open and his body tense. Your heart dropped as Eli started to pull himself away from you as gently as he could. You figured you'd make it easier on him and flung your body round to face the wall giving him the room to escape. Grabbing his shoes he left the room.

ELI'S POV

I didn't want to leave her embrace but I also didn't want her to think I was trying to force anything or take advantage of her. I leant against the wall once I'd left her room, still feeling the warmth her against me. All I want to do is run back in there and kiss her but it isn't right. I'm mot the guy for her, not yet.

Demetri came out of the bathroom and saw me.

"Hey man, how is she?" He asked.

"Still sleeping." I whispered, "I err I slept on the chair." I said rubbing the back of my neck. He laughed at me.

"Dude, I looked in on you earlier. The others had to go home and get ready for the day but I stayed, just encase. I saw you."

I tensed up, not knowing where to look.

"She feels the same way about you as you do about her, you know? She always has. I was never talking about Moon. You should tell her how you feel."

I knew he was right.

"I have to be good enough for her first. Thats why I invited her to come to the dojo today." I said. Demetri was humbling me every day, he forgave me so quickly even though I didn't deserve it. He really is like a brother to me.

"Okay, you go home and shower and I'll stay here with y/n. Meet you out front in 30?" He said with a smile. I nodded.

Y/n's pov

Demetri knocked on your door, you were already up and grabbing clothes for the day when he came in.

"Oh Eli said you were asleep."

"I heard. I won't be long. Demetri, thank you for being a good friend to him." You kiss his cheek before going to the bathroom to get ready.

Someone had tidied the room, the bottles and creams that had been knocked over when they ck tried to grab you had been put away and the mess cleared up. You got dressed, brush your teeth and hair and met Demetri downstairs.

Pt23

@peppamultifanimagines @shaybot12 @it-was-never-meant-to-be-boys @caelum-the-part-time-nihilist @filmfvckers @morganaah @lulubutton34 @carliim @buckysdemonsimp @space-helicopter @slytherinroyalty16 @shotosgirl @hannyhoe @torynichcls @hurricanerex666 @sabrinablack1 @haruuww @sarcastically-defensive17 @1-fuzzy-squirrels

[madpanda75]

Fic Update: Taking Chances Series is back!

Its been an obscene amount of time, but I’m happy to say the next chapter of my Taking Chances series is back tomorrow! For a refresher I’ll be reblogging the masterlist for the Taking Chances series tonight. 

I know there is a huge possibility that folks have forgotten about this story…which I totally understand since it’s been MONTHS since this fic has been updated. If you’re still interested and want to be tagged, let me know! ❤️

Tag List:

@glimmerglittergirl​ @southern-magnolia​ @dreamlover31​ @obfuscateyummy​ @sass-and-suspenders​​ @eclecticminded​ @thatesqcrush​ @katmstanton​ @amirightcounsellor​ @beltzboys2015-blog​​ @letty-o​ @sonnysdoll​ @lyssa1385​ @sweetsummertime99​ @burningsorr0ws​ @gibbs274​ @izzythefanfreak​ @babypink224221​ @livxrafa-blog​ @esparza-army​ @obsessionprofessional​ @ottosuricato​ @mgarner1227​ @dreila03​ @tropes-and-tales​ @thecraziestcrayon​ @goodluckfindingone​ @scarletsoldierrr​ @youreverycolor​ @yeah-boiiiiiiiiiii​ @imagine-all-the-imagines​ @imjustreallynosy​ @graniairish​ @ashley-chi​ @lolacolaempath @cocomel0613 @mysterioustrashadventures​ @that-girl-named-alex​ @scapricciatello​ @mrsrafaelbarba​ @zizzlekwum​ @katierpblogg​ @crowleysqueenofhell​ @garturbo​ @rachelxwayne​ @averyhotchner​ @sarcastically-defensive17​ @permanentlydizzy​ @beccabarba​ @infiniteoddball​ @ritajammer21​ @fallingforuke @berniesilvas​ @green-spagehtti @awhatismylife​ @barbasbodaciousbeard​ @wanniiieeee​ @leximus98​ 

[lokisprettygirl22]

This is my taglist for HMBMOT SERIES. I'm removing everyone who didn't like or commented in last 10 chapters but have been active on this site (except my mutuals who haven't been reading for personal reasons and have messaged me). Here's the masterlist.

I understand that not everyone is comfortable commenting and that's why I never ask for comments or reblogs ..but since you can't even spare a second to like it even after you asked me to tag you then you can just follow the updates from masterlist. Thank you.

Also if you asked me to tag you and I didn't it's because I couldn't tag you so please check your settings and inform me💚

Taglist : @colifower     @karuna11      @vbecker10     @the-wounded-healer05     @hayden429    @lokismfbitch    @limiworld    @12-pm-510     @daddylokisqueen      @lokislovingvalkyrie     @3ddiebrock     @chaotics17     @rat-p1ss      @wheredafandomat     @notmesimpingforanothabritishlad     @lokislittlemoon    @sluttybitchs-world            @dren-whalen     @catalina712             @multifandom-world8            @loving-barnes      @hiddlesgirl81            @midgardianminx             @phantombaby            @snigdha-14            @disneyismyworldforever            @xpixiedevilx            @christineblood            @sarcastically-defensive17            @itshemlock            @howdidurhammergrowchris             @vllowe         @eyesbluelikethetitanic        @kestrelkisses      @lonesomewitchking    @lizzy1313    @bxdassdagger

[killerqueenishere]

rules: spell out your url using song titles, then tag as many people as there are letters in your url (-1) !

Thank you for the tag 💕 @a-sia-san 💕

K- Killer Queen by Queen

I- I Want to Break Free by Queen

L- Lover of Mine by 5SOS

L- Lie to me by 5SOS

E- Empty Walets by 5SOS

R- Radio by Lana Del Rey

Q- Queen by Shawn Mendes

U- Udes to Love by Martin Garrix & Dean Lewis

E- Easier by 5SOS

E- Ever since New York by Harry Styles

N- Norman fucking Rockwell by Lana Del Tey

I- In my Feelings by Lana Del Rey

S- Scar Tissue by Red Hot Chili Peppers

H- Hammer to Fall by Queen

E- Ease by Troye Sivan

R- Roaring 20s by Panic! At the Disco

E- End of The Day by One Direction

Tagging my love @0nugget00 and this amazing writer @sarcastically-defensive17 , and those amazing two people @awrestlinggirlwholoves80sbands @navispalace

[sarcastically-defensive17]

There’s going to be a part three to benefits right? Like I don’t think I can live without knowing the end of the story.

Conclusions? - C. Hood

Final part of the ‘Benefits?’ Series.

I had planned to release this when my hiatus ended but I have made y’all wait too long, and I was far too excited. This is my fav set of fics that I have done and I’m so glad that people liked them!

I hope you enjoy! Thank you all for reading, you have my love.

Xoxo - Cas

Original story by sarcastically-defensive17

Against her better judgement, Y/N had listened to Youngblood as an album on repeat for weeks after it dropped. The songs were powerful, perfect even. She had relished in the sound of their voices, the way they worked their instruments perfectly. She longed for her friends every time she listened, and the pain became addictive. Yet, she found comfort in ‘Moving Along’.

Things had been extra tense since her conversation with Calum. Another week had passed, and they were in another state, the men jumping around on stage, singing their hearts out, putting on a show for all of the people who came to see them.

But... Calum wasn’t himself. He shied away from the flashes of the camera. He still sounded perfect in all of the songs, yet he was dejected. Turned in on himself almost. Shy, hurt.

Per the fans requests, she snapped many shots of Calum, adding them to the plethora of shots of the other guys. She was paid to take photos, after all. She may as well earn her money, even if she struggled to look at Calum without feeling hot tears burn at her eyes.

Moving Along started and she smiled slightly. She especially enjoyed the song, moving her feet to the high energy chorus, ignoring the sting the lyrics left in her heart.

What she didn’t expect, was to turn to take another shot of Calum, and have his eyes staring straight at her.

His verse came, and he tore his eyes away from her faster than expected, and her photo turned blurry.

“Is it bad that I’m hoping that you’re broken? Is it bad that I’m wishing you’re so broken?” His voice broke, crackling as the words danced off of his tongue.

It was subtle, not noticeable to those who didn’t know Calum. Who didn’t know his little quirks, the little aspects of his being that alluded the general public. Y/N knew.

From her position at the front of the stage, she could even see the tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and the way he rubbed his face on his shoulder, disguising it as an adjustment of his ear piece.

It was the second last song of their set, the collaboration with the Chainsmokers being their last, and then Calum would be off stage.

Watching Calum sing the lyrics struck a chord inside of her. The first verse was full of such anger, but as it progressed, Luke’s verse portrayed sadness. Regret. Everything Calum had been trying to tell her the other day.

The feelings were overwhelming. She was furious. She knew that there was another song for Calum to write, having heard many parts of the other songs the guys were working on, but the pieces worked themselves together in her mind.

She had her speculations, but chose to divert her thought pattern. Every time she cast her eyes on him, she felt a ache in her stomach.

For so long, she had near constant emotion flooding her eyes. She couldn’t disregard her anger.

The songs moved quickly, and she climbed on stage to get photos of the group performance to close the pre-show. Andy had already agreed to take the pics for the Chainsmokers, knowing the tenseness of the past week for her. Y/N was looking forward to escaping to her hotel room and mulling over her thoughts.

For 5 days she had been contemplating whether or not she should stay on the tour. She had savings, enough to rent an apartment in another state. She could find photography work elsewhere.

But, she also couldn’t stand to be away from Calum again. There was a sense of hopefulness existing between them. She was far too scared to grace the topic again, and history had told her enough that Calum wouldn’t attempt to converse with her about it again, but still - she had hope that she would work up the courage to move past her anger and the sadness of her broken heart.

She was looking for a new excuse to forgive him every day, and she found them. Yet, she couldn’t bring herself to talk to him. To tell him that she was sorry for leaving.

She couldn’t bring herself to apologise, when he pushed her away.

She worked up the courage and booked a flight. It was a week away. They had no concerts scheduled for the next two weeks, taking a small break in between states.

She had only told Andy, Alex and Drew about her news so far, knowing they would be the most relaxed. Her relationship with Drew had been near non-existent. She had been using him, but when Calum came back into her life, she could barely be in Drew’s arms without comparing them to Calum.

It was cruel of her to do so, so she made the shift to simply friends. Neither of them missed the benefits connection all too much, and their relationship was already friendly enough.

The days moved along faster than expected until she was three day’s out from leaving.

She had planned to break the news to everybody the next day, but she found that the hardest part was already done when a knock sounded on her door.

Calum was bleary eyed. It had been rare for him to be seen without blood vessels visible in his sclera, and he looked no less worse for wear now as he stood at her door.

She stood in shock when the opening revealed his figure. He looked heartbroken, the same as he did in Ashton’s hotel room a few weeks back.

She fought with herself not to embrace him.

“D’you mind if I come in?” His voice was small, making her heart feel smaller.

Her voice wouldn’t work, instead she moved her body aside to make way for his large frame. He was shrunken. His shoulders sagged slightly, his hands clasped together. A clear sign of his nervousness, to Y/N.

She could often read him like a book, and she could see that he was hurting.

She had been looking for a resolution before she left, and she couldn’t help but think that this could be it. Her stomach was vibrating from the force of butterfly wings, and she watched Calum sit carefully on the edge of her bed.

She watched how his eyes fell over the bed, settling on a familiar green blanket. He had gifted it to her a few years back, knowing she hated to use hotel linen. She adored the soft fabric, taking it everywhere when she was in unfamiliar dwellings.

She forced her eyes away from him, clearing her throat to kick her voice box into the right gear.

“What do you need-“

“You’re leaving.” He said, more of a statement than a question. Her eyes grew in size slightly. She had planned to tell them all the next day, so she couldn’t understand how he had come upon the information. “Andy is a big mouth. He can’t keep a secret to save his life. You should see how he acts when he has content that he can share. He’s as giddy as a kid on Christmas.”

He refused to meet her eyes.

“I was planning to tell you all tomorrow. My planes booked for a few days time.” She hadn’t realised that she had folded her arms, her right hand rubbing along her left elbow. “I didn’t want to leave without telling anybody. Without telling you...”

“Like you did last time?” The words were intended to be venomous, but the sniff that followed told her exactly how he was feelings.

However, her anger still flared, “You know why I did what I did.”

He nodded softly, pawing at his eyes gently, turning his head to look out the window of her room. The sun was setting, the horizon mesmerizing.

“When you first left, I was so angry.” His hands were wringing together again. “I started to hate you. I wanted you to be as broken as I was - as I am. But then...” he blinked, a tear slipping down his face as the light of golden hour washed over his sun kissed skin. “Then I wanted you back. I would get drunk, I would sit there with my phone in my hand and want to call you. I wanted to apologize every day that you were gone, but, I didn’t deserve you. Hell, I still don’t deserve you. I’m the one who said those horrible things to you.”

She stepped closer, watching the way his eyes locked on the scenery outside of her window. The picture in front of her was reminiscent of the night in Ashton’s room, except this time Calum is the one who can’t bear to look at her, for fear of breaking.

“I wanted to talk to you before I left.” She spoke honestly, brushing hair away from her eyes. No matter how hard she fought herself, she wouldn’t look away. Who knew when she would see him again, and she was falling in love with the lines of his face all over again. “I wanted to tell you why I was leaving, but... I don’t know, I was scared of telling you why I can’t stay, and finish discussing what we did that night. I couldn’t start the conversation. I guess I am now, because I can’t keep fighting with myself anymore.”

His brows furrowed, his head slowly turning towards her. “What do you mean, Y/N? What conversation?”

Surprising herself, Y/N felt the butterflies disperse. The man in front of her was Calum. Her Calum. Her best friend for years, the man who knew her inside and out. The man who broke her heart, and who pushed her away.

The pain she felt couldn’t be amplified any more. She knew she could live without Calum, but she also knew that every day would be a new kind of pain. She had decided in that moment that she couldn’t make their situation any worse than it was.

“I mean, I love you, Calum. I love you so much that being around you hurts me.” There were no tears, and her eyes were locked on his. The way his face contorted in pain, and the droplets that’s fell down his round cheeks broke her heart, but she couldn’t let her facade fall. She needed to get this out before she left. “What you said the other night, about loving me - I have wanted nothing more than to hear that for so long. But when I finally told you, you rejected me. You did more than that - you made fun of me.”

He was on his feet, face red, eyes bloodshot. “If I could take back every word I said that day, I would in a heartbeat.” His voice was cracking again, she could feel the emotion dripping from him. “Nothing hurts more than when you’re not around. Everyday since we met up again, I wake up and hope that I can do right by you but I know I can never take back what I did. The things I said to you... I hate what I did. I hate that I destroyed something so perfect. Somebody so perfect.”

She felt tears prick at her eyes once again. She wanted to fight it. She didn’t want to spend another night crying over Calum, but the tears weren’t for Calum. They were for the loss she felt. The way she sobbed at night when she wanted nothing more than his presence.

“Don’t, Cal.” She cleared her throat, stepped back. She was retreating in on herself. “Being here, with everyone, it hurts. I spent so long looking for you in somebody else, and now that you’re here, I can barely focus. Every day is like an old wound being reopened. I hear the words you said to me, remember how much it hurt. I just- I can’t be around it anymore,” her voice was a bit higher than a whisper. Neither of them dared to look at the other any longer.

“Moving Along is about you, Y/N,” He sobbed.

It was agony to see him so broken.

He had taken steps towards her and refused to pull her eyes from his face. She wanted to check for any semblance of a lie in his facade. She could read him like a book, and she needed to know his intentions before she chose her next words.

“I have loved you for as long as I have known you, Y/N. I love the way you know nothing about Star Wars, how you’re not afraid to speak your mind. I love you so much that I write countless songs about you. I cant even fucking sleep without thinking of you before. I can’t do anything without remembering the way you smell, the way you smile, the way you fucking do any little thing,” he sobbed again, breathing between his words. “I would do anything, if it means I could have you back in my arms. I would give up all I had, just to see you smile at me again, to tell me that you love me too.”

He walked up to her, hands on either side of her face, forehead against hers. Their heaving breath mixed together, and Y/N fought to keep her cries in.

“Please, Calum,” he felt her tears fall onto his hands. “You can’t want this.”

“I would give up everything, I would leave the band, the public eye, the fans for you. Y/N I would do anything you asked, just to prove to you how much I need you.” He opened his eyes, gauging her reaction. She had pulled back slightly to look into his eyes.

She knew it was a horrible decision, but she kept the thought in her mind that she couldn’t make things worse and she pressed her lips against his.

Their tears fell still, the kiss soft and sad. Calum held her face as if he would slip away if not for the feeling if her skin. Her fingers clung onto his shirt so tightly, afraid that he would push her away again.

He pulled away first, eyes still closed. “If you want to leave, then I don’t want to stand in your way. I just need you to know that I have loved you for so long, Y/N, and I will love you for the rest of my life. Nobody will ever mean as much to me as you do, even if you’re not with me.”

It was as if all of the pieces fell into place. She knew what she wanted, and she knew that they had the time to do it. Once again she reminded herself, what could go wrong?

“Come with me.” She stated, more than asked.

“Sweetheart, I can’t-“

“I’m going back home. There’s just over a week until the next show. Come with me, spend some time, just us. If things go well... I’ll one back.”

“And if they don’t? What happens if we can’t get back to us?” He looked hopeful but the fear was hiding deep beneath his chocolate eyes. “I can’t lose you again, Y/N.”

She offered a small smile, raising her smaller hands to wipe the tears still on his cheeks. “Then I guess we will have to make things go well.”

~~~~~

Despite the comfort they shared in her hotel room, the first few days in L.A. were odd. Tense, but Y/N had never felt more at ease than she did in Calum’s house, her spirits hopeful and a smile on his face whenever his eyes fell on her.

By the fifth day, they were dreading returning to the tour. Y/N had decided that she would go back. They had already booked their flights to Chicago, their next stop.

For now, Y/N sat on Calum’s lounge, her eyes glued to the television as she finally allowed herself to watch Star Wars. They were on the third prequel, and Y/N was fighting back tears as she watched Anakin surrender to the dark side.

Calum was laying on his back, his head resting in Y/N’s lap, his gaze focused on her face.

He was following the curve of his nose, the slight swell of her lips as she unconsciously poured at the television. She was mesmerizing.

He couldn’t bring his eyes off of her. He knew that she was going back to the tour with him, but the thought of losing her again was terrifying. She was his oxygen, and he had spent almost a year struggling to breathe.

“If you keep starting at me, I’ll poke you in the eye. This movie is actually decent, stop distracting me.” She grumbled, pouting further when Obi-Wan and Anakin we’re battling.

“I can’t help it. I’ve missed you,” he said without thinking. The past few days had been about honestly, rekindling and catching up. He saw no reason to hold the truth back now.

His words elicited a smile from her, a slight blush peppering her cheeks. “Suck a dick, hood.”

He snorted, “But that’s your job.”

Her fingers were running through his hair absentmindedly; her heart beating fast. This was Calum. Her Calum. The same Calum that knew her inside and out, yet, he still made her nervous.

The last year has been a rollercoaster, but now, she loved him, and he knew, and he loved her as well. He was free from his fear, knowing that nobody else could amount to the woman that Y/N is.

“I love you,” she whispered, casting her eyes down on him. Her smile was small, adorable and it forced a grin to split across Calum’s face.

“I love you,” he answered. He pulled her hand from his head, pressing a kiss to her fingers. “What do you say to getting some Mexican food and binge watching Friday the 13th with your favourite guy tonight?”

She deadpanned, blinking at the tv screen. “How can I do that? Ashton isn’t in L.A.”

“Fine, no Mexican food for you,” Calum huffed, sitting up and crossing his arms in protest.

Y/N pouted, latching onto him like a koala and peppering kisses onto his cheeks. “Baby, I’m sorry! I need Mexican food!”

It was safe to say, Y/n got Mexican food that night.

Friends with benefits relationships are always the most dangerous. It is so easy to develop feelings, sharing such an intimate part of yourself with a person, both as a friend and a lover.

Sometimes things are rocky; but other times, the benefits outweigh the negatives.

Tag list: @starshonerose @mantlereid @another-lonely-heart @theanswertoeverythingisl0v3 @poetnstuff @snookiebrookie @oyesmendes

[twinkyjohnson]

Dhwidnkd sorry I’m just now doing this but I was tagged by @sarcastically-defensive17 :)

Rules: tag people you want to know better

Name: Emily

Gender: female

Zodiac: Virgo babyyyy

Height: a whopping 5’9 yee

Myers-Briggs: Mediator (INFP-T)

Favorite Animal: pigs!!

Cats or Dogs: doggos

Blankets You Sleep With: a huge Disney Princess comforter tehe

Reason For URL: snxiekkxos okay so there’s this YouTube channel called Sinjindrowning and they played Movie Star Planet and there was someone else in the game w the username ‘twinkyjohnson’ and I laughed way too hard at that so I made it my user. It’s also my name in my best friend’s phone sooooo yeah

Tagged: @so-okwiththis

[starshonerose]

Sunflower, anemone, morning glory and nymphea!

sunflower; share a favorite quote.

i have so many omg 😅😂 but i guess if i were to just randomly choose one:

“it pays to kill with kindness when you’re your own worst enemy.”

anemone; describe yourself in 3 words.

loyal, passionate and carefree💫

morning glory; any special talent that you have?

can’t think of a special talent but i sure do love singing!😂😂

nymphea; forest or river?

river 🌊

thank you for asking☆彡 🌼🌿botanical asks🌻🌙

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FLIES THE HAWK Pt18

Master list.

Something wasn't sitting right with you, Robby was on edge.

"Okay I've had enough what's happening?" You demand. Robby is reluctant at first.

"Tory has taken the cobra Kai's to Sam's house."

"Fuck. We have to stop it!" You say standing up.

"I can't, if i go anywhere near that they'll throw me back in juvy." Robby pleaded with you. Just then your door knocked and you jumped. Robby stood and went to the door. It was Tory. He let her in.

"I almost had her but but fucking Hawk the traitor. He turned tail on us. I'm so pissed!" She was almost shouting.

"Why did you come here?" You asked. She wasn't exactly your friend.

"I wasn't sure if the cops would be called." She said

"You can't be here, they'll send Robby back if they find you here. And shouldn't you be thinking about your brother?" You scold her.

"Since when have you grown balls?!" She scoffs. And slams your front door behind her.

"You have some nice friends Robby." You said stomping away from him. You hear him go upstais and you pull your phone out calling Sam.

"Checking if I'm alive?" Sam said

"Kind of, Tory just came here, I sent her away. I'm so sorry Sam I had no idea."

"Really you expect me to believe that? You're living with one of them!"

"Hey, he wasn't there" you fight back.

"He knew about it though, right?"

"Sam I just wanted to know if you were okay?" She hears that you had started crying and she sighs.

"We're alright y/n."

You hear the distinct sound of Hawk's bike pulling down your street. So you went to your front door saying good bye to Sam and going outside.

Hawk sees you and stops. You walk down to him.

"Tory told me you're a traitor." You say. Hawk gets off his bike and walks up to you.

"I couldn't do it anymore, the whole time I was watching my friends get beat up and I remembered what Sensie Lawrence said to us and you. I kept thinking about you and what you would think if you found out I had hurt them again."

"Yeah, I'd be angry. I mean I'm still kinda angry that you even went there." You say.

"I know. I'm sorry y/n. I've been a real dick." He stepped forward but you took a step back.

"Do you-" he cut himself off and stepped backwards.

"You should get back to your boyfriend."

You look back at Robby standing in the doorway. He shakes his head grabs a jacket and his workouts gear storming away from you. Taking the car your dad had allowed him to use whilst he lived with you.

You had no idea where he was going but you didn't like it either way.

"You okay?" Hawk asks behind you and you jump almost forgetting he was there. You nod.

"Thank you for not hurting Demetri again." You say quietly.

"I want to be someone you can like again." He said.

Okay everyone listen up....I have written up to pt 25....and the hair shaving moment....caught myself right in the feels and can't wait for you all to read it. I know its a slow burn to spicey bits but hopefully you won't regret the wait. Hope you are all enjoying the story! Please do leave a comment and let me know. I live off your feedback. Do you want me to put out more than 3 parts a day?? Can do a few more till you're all caught up to my writing or drop them all tomorrow but need your input. Much love

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