#sending you all the love

[ghosts-cyphera]

AAAAH okay so i know i never shut up abt it BUT. men actually can cum untouched while giving head???? i thought it only happened in fics like holy moly???? i thought i had an oral fixation but this man. he’s insane (in a good way) LMAOSJDX he comes home stressed? he wants to eat pussy. he’s upset? he wants to eat pussy. he’s happy? he wants to eat pussy. he’s angry? he wants to eat pussy. help i think my bf is broken 😨

oh and i told him about my abusive ex and suddenly he wants to record us fucking & then send it to him (my bf knows i’m okay with the recording stuff and even public sex— i’m freaky asf but i dunno. i’m still really really scared of my ex :((( – 🩰

oh hold up, I’m gonna immediately dive into the second part of your message. it’s clear that you’re unsure about this—even uncomfortable with it—so please don’t do it. at least not now, not when you’re both emotional and likely not thinking as clearly as you could be at another point in your life.

especially since this is an abusive ex we are talking about, there is no knowing how he will react to it. revenge porn is a thing, even for stuff he did not record with you himself.

you can still enjoy this fantasy and even play this scene out with your boyfriend (bestie, the dirty talk alone would be amazing), but there is no need to actually take the final step of sending the video to your ex. some fantasies are better as fantasies behind closed doors, and this is absolutely one of those.

safety over horny. always. 💗

all that more serious stuff being said (I really feel like an older sister to you all and I love it haha), YES to him eating pussy for breakfast, brunch, lunch, dinner and every damn snack in between !! this got me so excited for you haha. him also actively being turned on by it is such a turn on, too. AAA I love this !!

[skialdi]

Mornings with you~

Happiest of birthdays to @akali-rogue !! As always, here is your yearly Royai to celebrate your special day. 💕

[herewegobebe]

Beautiful Boy 💕

[duskholland]

hi all ^_^ i passed uni! things are good! sending you positive energy

[loneheir]

* must've been my weekly inspiration to write 😂 - miss you guys (SO MUCH!) ! i'm still here but a bit quiet (i haven't checked the dash in a hot minute but, i will soon!) ... thank you so much to my amazing partners who put up with my bog witch mess.

[matan4il]

I kind of only ever knew you from your meta posts, but now that im paying closer attention to all your posts (especially you answering asks) i’ve realized you’re an incredible person!!! Not that i thought the opposite before, just WOW i had no idea you were this nice :) keep spreading kindness and joy and good vibes, its greatly appreciated!

Oh, Nonnie! This is so sweet of you to say, I really... It's just TOO kind, I'm sobbing quietly over here. You don't even understand, all I ever want in fandom is to feel like maybe I've managed to help others and do some good, bring some joy to people, and your ask makes me feel like I must have done at least something right. Thank YOU so much, you are just so lovely and I am so deeply grateful for your message. I hope you know what an amazing person YOU are, and I hope I can continue to give back to you for all of your kindness with the stuff I post. And with the hugs I'm gonna continue sending your way non-stop, because your words are going to live rent free in my mind from now on.

Thank you again! And I hope you have a day as beautiful as you are! *hugs on* As always, my ask tag. xoxox

[gallawitchxx]

Do you find that meeting mutuals in rl changes your perception of them? For ex: Do you start reading things in their voices? Do you picture them? Is it weird? Lolol I’m meeting a mutual soon for the first time and I just cant wait to picture their face whenever I see a tag rant, etc. I just hope it doesnt change anything 😓

hi my sweet anon! 🖤

i apologize for the delay on this & i hope that i caught you before you meet your mutual. but if it's already happened, i hope that it went just swimmingly! 🥰

ok, so i love these questions & i think they're all things that everyone i've met has also worried about. you're not alone! but the truth is, meeting some of our beloved mutuals irl has only made me love them more!!!!!! i absolutely do read tags in their voices now & i picture what they might look like when they write certain things 😂😂 but i find that delightful! it enhances my internet experience of them, too!

it's honestly the very best thing & i consider myself extremely lucky to be surrounded by the best buds, both here & irl. i hope that you also have the most wonderful time with your mutual. how brave to know & be known!

please let me know how it goes, ok?! xx

ps. hi from us 🖤🥳

cc: @heymrspatel @metalheadmickey @gardenerian @iansfreckles @whatwouldmickeydo

[tightjeansjavi]

fellow 25 year old also feeling like a fucking failure, it sucks bad but i’m right there with you. if it makes u feel better i’m very proud of you! it’s tough to be proud of yourself, we deserve hugs. also i’m unemployed and unhappy in my relationship and every other aspect of my life but fuck it we ball!!

Nonnie, I’m so proud of you as well! It’s tough out here honestly and each day has its own struggles, but look at us! We’re doing the thing even through our tears 🥹

Sending you the biggest hug right now. I promise you it’ll get better even when we feel like it never will. I hope you find a job that suits your needs soon, put yourself first in your relationship (I know it’s hard but if you’re unhappy, you have to do what’s best for you always)

Fuck it we ball indeed, but at least we have eachother 🫂

Hang in there, okay?

-Gi

[paperstorm]

Can I just slide in here for a sec to thank you for something? I think you're an amazing person in this fandom and I am forever grateful for you talking about Carlos and T.K.'s dom/sub dynamic because I noticed as soon as I watched the show but nobody was talking about it.

The real reason I wanted to send you an ask is because I am very grateful for how you talk about Iris. As someone with schizoaffective disorder, it's very triggering the way the majority of the fandom writes/talks about her, so thank you for being a safe haven from that. 💝

Hi sweetheart, this is so nice I’m overwhelmed 💛💛 I’m sorry the way others talk about her has been triggering, it sucks that you’ve had to deal with that. If you ever wanted to make a post explaining about the disorder let me know and I’ll reblog it, it’s such a vastly misunderstood disorder and people who suffer from it are so demonized and dehumanized. More information always helps!

[deancaskiss]

good morning saph!!! hope ur having a nice day!! :DD have u ever had the silly feeling where u listen to music and think "wow this feels so destiel coded" even though it doesn't really relate to them or their story at all??

Alphie!!!! I’m having a wonderful morning!! I slept in, stayed curled up in bed when i woke up, have been blasting music (just listened to flowers by Miley Cyrus because hell yeah i’m feeling this song today!) and now I’m gonna eat some cookies! I hope you have a great day too!! <3

OH MY GOD! Okay yes yes yes! I just recently found this new artist who I’m obsessed with and her songs literally give me aching destiel feels even though some of them might not be obviously destiel story-wise but something about the lyrics and the tone just feels destiel to me! I 100% know exactly what you’re talking about and I definitely relate! What music was giving you those vibes??

[reddriot]

luxanna crownguard (lux) ✧ cosmetics in league of legends

if you can smile, you can be the light!

for @tanchirou, a literal ray of light and the lux of the real world. happy birthday, aki!

[rinnysega]

Happy Halloween, from me to you 👑👻

[eureka-its-zico]

I'm at a loss for words after the newest chapter... Some gifs should sum up some of my feelings (essay after the gifs lol):

While I am writing this, I hope that I will manage to compose myself 😂 [I came to add this before sending this, and no, I in fact, did not compose myself by the end of this lol]

First of all, thank you for beefy chapters. I personally enjoy them, means I can read a lot more and experience more emotionally. However, please take care of yourself and don't push yourself to churn out big chapters if you don't feel like it. Any sort of update you come out with, know that I will enjoy it and cherish it with my whole heart ❤

Second of all, to reply to the last ask I sent... My fave character from BG3 was Karlach. Honestly, I somehow managed to romance Wyll and then immediately regretted it because Karlach is the best character in that game. My least favourite character was, is and will forever be Gale. I won't go into details because you will see it (if you haven't yet) 😂 And you mentioned Dragon Age and Mass Effect?? Excuse me? Those are like both in my top favourite games! Screaming here in excitement!!!! 😂

Onto this newest chapter... While I was prepared for angst. I was not prepared for ANGST! And while I set the mood with Halsey for the whole chapter, oh shit, my heart 😭 Also, Zoro, seriously? You are such an arse, istg.

Everything, from the first line until the cliffhanger at the end... I am amazed at how you write. It's not just good, it's AMAZING. Each chapter you come out with makes me feel things and believe me, that's hard for me.

[Personal info dump incoming]

Fanfics have been a huge part of my life during some of the darkest times of my life. It's been a safe place for me to go to. Find characters and stories where life is better, someone wants you just as much as you want them if not more. Where you experience those feelings of attraction, that sudden realisation of 'oh shit.' and what comes with it. The fear and excitement of liking someone, the feelings of hurt, disappointment when you miscommunicate or don't communicate enough...

I've been through quite a few awful things in my life in recent years and while I've been free from an extremely toxic person for over a year now, I still feel... broken. Like, I came out from a situation where at the end of it I could not recognise the person in the mirror that was looking back at me. It was bad. And while I am better, there's still this nagging feeling at the back of my head that what if... I won't ever find anyone irl. What if, I will spend the rest of my life by myself?

AND while being alone hasn't been bad and I have learned that my peace is worth A LOT, at the end of the day, it would be nice to share the weight of the world with someone else 🤷‍♀️

[End of personal info dump]

Reading your story. A story you have so much care for. It fills me with so many positive feelings and I cannot even begin to describe how happy I get with each new update and to see you interact with everyone who sends you a message. You are so lovely, I wish I could reach through my monitor and give you the biggest hug ❤

You have a lovely gift. Making people feel emotions with words. Not many people manage to call out to the deepest parts of them, to make them relate and feel with the characters that they are reading about. To experience what the characters feel. And to paint the scenes that it feels you are actually there (in this case, it feels like I watched some bootleg OPLA version because it did not have Doc and Doc needs to be there! Netflix, pls fix this! kthxbye).

Is it obvious that I've been on an emotional rollercoaster tonight? 😂

I am probably going to bite my nails from anticipation for the next chapter because that ending?? I did not see that coming! 😂 But I hope that this will be a good way for Doc to see more about Nami and for them to bond even more. I would love to see a Zoro POV because I want to see him stewing and beating himself up for being a gigantic ass 😤😤😤 I would also expect him to give shit to Doc for pulling this stunt once they do get reunited, but Doc can shut that shit down because the first words out of Zoro's mouth should be "I'm sorry. I've been an ass. I'm terrified. I did not mean what I said." 😂 And Doc blurting out how she feels and Zoro being cold?! That tore my heart out honestly.

Also, Sanji... I can see Doc and him being good friends. Especially since it will annoy the shit out of Zoro and that's fine by me, because he was a dick to Doc 😂 Though also, they already have a good dynamic going for them that will make them good friends (bonding over Zeff/Naan in the previous chapter). Also, Doc doesn't care about his flirting and that is hilarious to me haha

Wow, it's an essay. Again 😂 I apologise, please let me know if you'd prefer that I don't send in essays into your ask? I get carried away because there's so many things that I feel and I just... rant 😂 There's a lot to comment about and I struggle with summing up my thoughts and feelings?! I apologise!

It was a lovely and emotional update and I am looking forward to what next is in store for Doc and the rest of the Straw Hats! ❤ Thank you for sharing your writing, Jenn. I hope you had a lovely weekend and your next week is going to be lovely, great and amazing! Also, 2 weeks until you graduate?! Congratulations!!

-- Your sappy, essay writing, emotional cheesy ❤

Osiyo, Cheesy Darling!!

Disclaimer: I'm going to add a continue reading cut because this is big and beefy and my reply will be equally big and beefy lol.

When it comes to big beefy chapters, it is a habit of mine. I have to like, teach myself to write less in chapters lol but then I HATE is because I feel like I didn't get to explain something the way it should have been explained or a scene between characters doesn't get the attention it deserves. My chapters end up being so long because I am desperately trying to make sure that the scenes, I'm writing all flow together perfectly but then I see it say 15-20k words and I panic lol. Realistically, when you read chapters in books they are at least 10k or more words per chapter. Right? Right??

KARLACH! I love her she is so sweet and cuddly with all her hell fire. Okay. Look. I had to restart Baldur's Gate because I found out I missed Gale and I cannot - CANNOT - function knowing I missed a party member and won't be able to decide if I want to fight them, fuck them, or marry them all on my own lol. It's funny you say he is your least fav and I'm like...the gith chick is currently the one I dislike the most because she is so ugly AND FOR WHAT?? FOR WHAT MA'AM?!?! And YESSSSSS!! Omg Mass Effect and Dragon Age are my favorite series of all time. The story Bioware told with Commander Shephard, my god, is the reason I think I write the way I do. Or part of the reason. The way they built up that world in three incredible games and even made sure in the 3rd to bring every small detail and side mission into the last game to give closure. That is fantastic writing. It's what made me want to write stories just as intricate and infuriating, because that ending....god Commander Shephard deserved BETTER. I will never shut up about this. Does it make sense?? Yes. Do I gotta like it? Hell no.

Thank you so much for being so nice. I struggled a lot with this chapter. I kept feeling like I was falling short or messing something up. So, I would have to get up and work through the dialogue and the scene through my head and when I just genuinely couldn't get over it, I forced myself to continue forward, or I would've deleted it.

[ On to your personal info dump ]: I am so incredibly sorry that you even went through that and had to experience it. Unfortunately, I know all too well what it feels like to experience the same exact thing. So, I am beyond happy that you are safe. You are out and you are learning that the peace of being alone is such an underrated joy, imo. I know it is not necessarily the same as what you meant, but if you want to share anything that weighs on you or just want to have friendly conversation when needed, I am always here for you.

You are so kind to me in telling Netflix to add in Doc lol I would literally die. It is a nice daydream to have to consider that a character created out of love for Oda sensei's vision, in all forms, would be considered. I always do my best to make sure when I speak to anyone who sends me a message or an ask that it is with kindness and gratitude. You all come and speak to me about my work and how it is something you enjoy, that it helps them, and all the while you are all helping me too. There isn't enough I could say to thank you for always being so kind. For sending me these amazingly long reviews and comments, because they are absolutely my favorite. I do not take these for granted.

I know everyone is hating on Zoro right now (for absolutely good reason) and it's funny but while I wrote him I just knew he had to do it. He's this 19-year-old petty pain in the ass who never considered having a relationship outside of his swords. He meets girl and instead of her being like everyone else, they ZING. Neither of them can explain it or understand it but they don't have to. The universe is funny like that sometimes.

Sanji and Doc are about to give Zoro a fuckin' run for his money and he is just going to have to grin and bear it because he has no choice. While he is equally gonna be pissed, she up and did something so stupid he is forgetting Doc is still equally pissed at how he reacted to her. Two idiots fighting over who is the pettiest. Always.

I do not mind your long replies or asks! These are some of my favorites and I have so much fun discussing things with you! The fact you also love Mass Effect and Dragon Age?? I AM ALIVE AND BURNING! Thank you for always being so lovely and so incredibly sweet. I hope your Monday is treating you kindly and not like an actual Monday, cause Monday's are gross lol. Much love.

[vatemoliver]

For everyone who finds themself alone this Valentine’s day, just know that even if you don’t have a boyfriend, I have two boyfriends. I guess I’m just better that way. :)

[gardenerian]

Someone stealing your gifs? That really bruises my bananas!!

And like, people can't even say it's because they're tumblr illiterate or whatever because I feel like stealing gifs is a way bigger process than fucking reblogging

Anyway, making you a bowl of delicious potato soup and tucking you in to watch movies. 🧡

auds i am immediately adding “bruises my bananas” to my lexicon that is hilarious and i love it. and truly! the act of saving a gif and then making a whole new post with it does not make sense to me 🤷🏻‍♀️ ah well. i will keep churning them out anyways! it’s still fun 🥰 ty for the soup love! i hope you made a bowl for yourself. what are we watchin?

[sisterkosho]

im an illuso fictive and i really admire your dedication

AHHH this is so sweet omg! I’m honored. 🥹💜 I think it’s pretty obvious by now, but the character genuinely means the world to me, and I hate how underrated (and honestly mistreated) he is by a lot of the fandom at times. So I try my best to spread as much love as possible when it comes to him, and I really don’t see myself stopping any time soon. Rest assured, I will continue to treat your source with the utmost care!