#she is swallowing too much air cause i cant get a hold of breast feeding
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I feel like the worst mom ever and I've only been at this for a day.
#ignore me#i feel asleep twice while holding her ive struggling so hard to find good breast feeding positions and i just took four hours to calm#her down enough so she would sleep and no matter what i tried it didnt work#I'm so self conscious and worried about everything and i am so hungry and still sore and exhausted from birtj#my husband is doing so much and doing so well and i feel like a wreck#i havent slept in days and honestly doubt i will now#everytime i look at her i dont think i deserve hee#he keeps telling me that i was amazing and that he will never tolerate anyone ever making slight jabs at women being the “weaker” gender#which he didnt tolerate before that anyways bit he just keeps going off about how amazing i was and how strong and how much he appreciates#and i just can't cause now i wont be able to help again and i know so many women who did all of this alone and they did it so much better#than i did#she started crying again#i ate four pieces of sushi#and went to the toilet#but at least she didnt wake her dad#that man has been so sleep deprived I'm starting to get worried#this is the first night in five nights where he has slept for more zhan two hours#this also is her first night sleeping in her own bed and i think h#she is swallowing too much air cause i cant get a hold of breast feeding#this must be a horrible first day alive
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