Ur exes didn't believe in consent 😐 (CANDLES' MUTUALS HE SAID I CAN MAKE THESE JOKES I SWEAR)
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G I R L !
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now that natlan is out it's tsaritsa yearning hours again because i am one nation closer to either being horribly disappointed or foaming at the mouth!
creator!reader w a little side of conflicted tsaritsa is such good food I can't not yap about it. a woman who has dedicated so much of her life to severing herself from "love" of all kinds and succeeding and. just being so confident that when she meets you she's bitter and angry and mean. because she can't stand you. she isn't supposed to love yet you worm your way into her heart anyway and you don't even know it.
especially in smth like an imposter au. she tells herself your just a tool for her to use but your treated like the Divine you really are, pampered and spoiled every step. tells herself it means nothing when she indulges you – let's you hold her hand in private, eventually let's you move aside the veil, just a little.
and she hates it. hates how easy it is to let you break down the ice she's built up for years.
all you do is smile and she feels like she can't breathe. because despite how violently she rejects love in all aspects, it always bleeds through eventually. she despises it but the way you brush your thumbs over her cheeks makes her bitter and warm and it infuriates her to no end.
she hates you and she loves you and she can't stand you and if you were ever taken from her she'd destroy every inch of teyvat if she had to go get you back.
and ironically enough I think she'd also be the one to initiate any first kiss. maybe she's still trying to convince herself it's just a fluke and itll make her realize it meant nothing, it means nothing. desperate to fix whatever you've done to her and instead it just makes it worse.
a horrible mess of a woman who gave up on love just to be confronted with it when she finally accepted it's absence.
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I love the new pfp, I recognize the character ●w●
(It's Mitsuki from The Guy She Was Interested in Wasn't a Guy at All [right? I'm not mis-seeing the picture? I'm pretty tried right now but I might be...])
Yesss! It's Mitsuki 🙏 I am down bad for her istg
I just love the manga so much!! It's amazing and I can't wait for the next update hsxhxhsjx
I want my green lesbians to be happy forever 😭
I've also been recommending it to everyone jjjjj
Srry for the late response, I just couldn't answer this without a drawing and I didn't have time until today 🩵
(Had to rush it like always though 😭😭. Still, I can give u the version without my sorry ass in the corner if you'd like. Just message me lolol)
Edit: FUCK- It looks greener in my phone I swear!!!)
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Today, I, as a 100% perfectly functioning member of society, believe that is time for me to reveal all of my current Melanie Martinez bracelets that I have created thus far because I am not in fact insane nor obsessed with her songs thank you and good night. :]
(holy moly not me posting something not osc related-)
Bracelets in order: Drama Club, Death, Void, Tunnel Vision, Faerie Soiree, Light Shower, Spider Web, Leeches, Battle of the Larynx, Moon Cycle, Nymphology, Evil, Womb, Powder, Pluto. I'm currently waiting for some more beads to come in so I can make about 37 more bracelets before I go to her concert on the 6th <333
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Everyone only wants to talk about Edwin but can we just talk about Charles for a second? Charles “The Brawn” Rowland?
He lived a protector, he died a protector, he afterlifes as a protector. Is that cementing for you? Protected his mom, from the brunt of his dad’s aggression, protected a schoolmate from his own ‘friends’, protects Edwin how he can, to the point that Edwin doesn’t want to even bother learning self-defense, apparently a decades old argument.
But then they have Crystal. It was Charles’ idea, but now he has another to protect. Someone alive. Even though its what Edwin has been telling him, it hits him encountering Esther, when him and Edwin are blown away, she can see them, she has iron, he can’t protect them and Crystal is mortal in a way he hadn’t really considered until then, and does the very thing he warned against!
Then Niko shows up and almost dies before they even get to know her, and he wouldve been powerless to save her if not for Crystal’s gambit. And then he is trapped in a different ending to his life, watching people (mothers, daughters, people he is meant to protect) die over and over and he is again powerless, in a familiar way and it worms its way under his skin, just watching. Watching had always been a great wrong to him (his mother had only watched, his schoolmates and teachers had only watched, Edwin’s schoolmates and teachers only watched, and done nothing, and to varying degrees, he hated them for it) but now its all he can do, and its killing him. He knows the Cat King rattled Edwin but he doesnt know why, he can’t help Crystal with an abuser in her head; he’s a protector, and all he’s doing is failing lately.
His friends notice something is wrong. They poke and prod at something he’d rather forget. He’s on edge and just wants to go home and leave this fucking place and then the Night Nurse shows and they thought something was going well for Crystal finally and instead its another thing he fucked up coming back to bite him and Edwin.
The Night Nurse is Charles’ personal bogeyman. If not Death, then any other power that could separate him and Edwin. To break the peace he found. To take the happiness he made, only after he died. To take Edwin back to Hell, where he doesn’t belong, and to be taken to his own Hell he’s convinced he deserves. This is the battle he and Edwin have been preparing for for over 30 years, the inevitable Fight For Their Afterlife, and he’s ready.
But the Night Nurse does something he doesn’t expect, and tap dances on all of his trauma to bait him into listening to her, she shoves all of his failures in his face and mocks him in his abuse and in his death. So in his hurt and panic and anger and fear and despair and desperation he Protects.
But he turns around, and his friends are looking at him in horror and fear, like his mother used to look standing vigil over his abuse, like the boy he defended looked at his ‘friends’. His greatest fear from his life, that he thought he left behind in favor of losing Edwin comes to light: becoming his father.
Basically, Charles Rowland:
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