#shiall hug

[loveislarryislove]

The Streetlights Are All Saying Your Name

by LiveLaughLoveLarry/@loveislarryislove – 4.7k, Shiall 

The roar of the crowd is still thrumming in his bones as Shawn steps off the stage, feeling like he’s riding on a cloud of music and marijuana smoke. As he descends the stairs, he sees Niall, hands in his pockets, smiling as bright as the stage lights.

“You were amazing,” Niall tells him, pulling him into a tight hug. “Fucking killed it, as always.”

Shawn squirms in his arms. “I’m all sweaty and gross.”

“Don’t care.” Niall rubs his cheek against Shawn’s. “Smells like you. Plus it gives me an excuse to join you in the shower when we get back to the hotel.”

Shawn laughs. “You know you don’t need an excuse,” he says. “Open invitation, any time.”

Or, Niall comes to visit Shawn at the Jingle Ball performances, and afterwards they spend some time in their hotel room together, reminiscing on old holiday memories and making new ones together.

Written as a gift for @andfollowthesun as part of the second annual @1d-library Xmas Xchange. Check out the others here!

[allwaswell16]

{Recently Read 1D Fics}

August 2020

These are all the One Direction fics I read and enjoyed in August. There are 19 recs here in all and are in order by word count and organized by pairing. You can also listen to my podcast to hear me talk about each of these fics as well as an overview of what was posted on ao3 in August! Please let the writers know if you liked the fics by leaving kudos and comments! Happy reading!

Fanfictional Podcast #14 | ko-fi | other fic recs

Larry

🌴 Follow Your Arrow, @bitter-leaf​ / bitter_leaf (E, 78k, high school au, friends to lovers, ot5 friendship, American au, American South, football, angst with a happy ending, country music, coming of age, pining, sexual tension, slow burn, I adored these friendships and characters)

🌴 just call me inspiration, @hereforlou​ (E, 51k, coffee shop au, writer Louis, art student Harry, pining, muses, friends to lovers, recreational drug use, misunderstandings, smut, I actually woke up early just to finish reading this fic)

🌴 i must admit i thought i’d like to make you mine, @disgruntledkittenface​ (M, 50k, girl direction, fake/pretend relationship, strangers to friends to lovers, San Francisco, past Louis/Zayn, side Liam/Sophia, bed sharing, sexual tension, photographer Harry, lawyer Louis, smut and fluff, wedding planning but not for Larry, an amazing fic that’s so well written and has everything you could want in a fake relationship fic)

🌴 Quiet People Have the Loudest Minds, @2tiedships2​ (M, 38k, a/b/o, alpha Harry, omega Louis, mute Louis, sign language, nonverbal communication, strangers to lovers, Lilo friendship, NYC, Broadway musicals, heat, bonding, mates, smut, bottom Louis, she’s done it again with another unique a/b/o fic, loved it!)

🌴 Someone to Fly Home To, @kingsofeverything​ (E, 34k, exes to lovers au, older Larry, post divorce, kid fic, getting back together, cheating but not between H&L, professor Harry, pilot Louis, airplanes, Rome, travel, vacation, wedding, smut, so many emotions and I was yelling at them and I loved it)

🌴 lost in my head, @louandhazaf​ / YesIsAWorld (E, 12k, famous/not famous au, exes to lovers, Love Island, singer Harry, not famous at first Louis, therapy, getting back together, relationship issues, jealousy, pining, alternating pov, smut, angst with a happy ending, oof this hurt)

🌴 Camboy on Lockdown (series), @reminiscingintherain​ (E, 12k, lockdown fics, student Louis, camboy Louis, masturbation, skype sex, Harry runs a bar, I am in love with this funny lovely hot series and I hope it continues!)

🌴 Hate to Smoke (Without Me), @louhazpride​ (M, 12k, bad neighbor au, enemies to lovers, neighbors, uni au, mild smut, bottom louis, humor, so much fun!)

🌴 When Tomorrow Comes, @jacaranda-bloom​ / jacaranda_bloom (E, 11k, a/b/o, alpha Harry, omega Louis, beta Niall, uni au, scenting, nesting, bonding, mating, bondmates, mpreg, fluff, smut, an interesting universe!)

🌴 Let Me Be Your Everlasting Light, @laynefaire​ (M, 11k, established relationship au, Norway, travel, vacation, Northern Lights, fluff, romance, proposal, humor, so lovely and soft)

🌴 Oh darling my heart’s on fire, for you, @louloubabys1992​ / louloubaby92 (G, 7k, uni au, bakery au, student Harry, student Louis, meet cute, fluff, protective Louis, a v sweet fic)

🌴 I think I’m falling (I’m falling for you), @beau-soleil-louis​ / Only_angel_28 (NR, 6k, skateboarder Louis, bicyclist Harry, meet cute, uni, coffee shop, disaster gays, minor accidents, humor, flirting, banter, getting to know each other, Louis has a lip ring, rain, fluff, strangers to lovers, kissing, this was so fun and cute but also had beautiful and distinctive writing)

🌴 our gentle sin, @phd-mama​ / phdmama (E, 4k, college au, frat party, Halloween, costumes, Harry as a nun, Louis as a priest, getting together, booty shorts, pining, smut, this was so so good and hot af)

🌴 Let’s Get Lost Together, @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry (G, 4k, a/b/o, alpha Harry, omega Louis, side Ziam, road trip, lake house, photographer Harry, misunderstandings, I loved how embarrassing they both were and all of Louis’ teasing that went misunderstood)

🌴 If You’re Hoping for a Harbour, @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry (G, 2k, fae/faeries au, fae Louis, farmer Harry, magic, ring, soulmates, sigh lovely and magical)

🌴 Read the Recipe, @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry (G, 2k, personal chef and baker Harry, client Louis, rich Louis, awkward Harry, so cute and made my heart warm)

🌴 emotions won’t grow, @voulezloux​ / localopa (G, 1.7k, soulmates au, getting together, light angst, happy ending, a perfect emotional ficlet)

Grouis

🌴 Always Keep You Next To Me, @lululawrence​ (NR, 8k, Louis/Greg James, roadtrip au, twin Louis, grief/mourning, character death prior to fic, friends to lovers, bed sharing, hurt/comfort, no smut, a beautiful fic about love and loss)

Shiall

🌴 It’s Electric, @a-brighter-yellow​ / abrighteryellow (M, 15k, Niall/Shawn Mendes, canon, sexual tension, wedding (not N/S), wedding dates, bisexual Niall, crushes, pining, slow dancing, kissing, implied sexual content, humor, I laughed and hugged myself and loved this so much)

[hazzabeeforlou]

Digging Deeper

Thanks @alienfuckeronmain for the tag, this I’ve loved reading everyone’s, and I tag @taintedlav @rahashirley @raisemybody @twopoppies @cuethetommo @metal-eye and @seasurfacefullofclouds1 if anyone wants to play!! 

1. Do you prefer writing with a black pen or blue pen? ink color matters less than ball-point-ness... 

2. Would you prefer to live in the country or city? I want a witch’s cottage with a giant messy garden on the edge of the moors and a forest a million miles away from everyone. So country. 

3. If you could learn a new skill what would it be? I’ve actually stretched myself this summer! Am learning French and guitar, and idk if it counts but learning my new job which I NEVER thought I could handle lol since I’ve never worked retail 

4. Do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar? Honey ;)

5. What was your favourite book as a child? Well I have to say Narnia and Redwall, but when I was very tiny I loved this book about a girls who could whistle and speak to animals (named Mable) and the Velveteen Rabbit, and a book called “The Lost Princess” which is fucking amazing, by the precursor to CS Lewis, George MacDonald

6. Do you prefer baths or showers? I usually take showers because baths take too much time. Also baths are romantic and that makes me sad, and also I have to look at my body which, ug, not prepared to do that all the time rip

7. If you could be a mythical creature, which one would it be? Mer. Fucking. Maid. Though I’ve always wanted to fly too, I used to spend HOURS in the water just underwater swimming with my legs stuck together just pretending to be on ocean adventures

8. Paper or electronic books? I usually much prefer paper, but since I got these blue light blocking glasses I am finding i’m fine either way physically. Soul-wise though, yeah, paper

9. What is your favourite item of clothing? Probably my mango colored crop hoodie that I once smashed melting frozen blueberries on and then spent hours and days getting the stains out...

10. Do you like your name or would you like to change it? My real name is super boring and typical, though I do like it. I enjoy my tumblr name a lot, Toni, and it feels more genderless and constrictive than my actual name lol

11. Who is a mentor to you? I’ve had so many great teachers, but the biggest lesson I’ve learned in life is that so many you admire can be deeply flawed. I have lots of trust issues. I only take advice from a select few people, and they don’t include anyone ‘old and wise’ lol 

12. Would you like to be famous and if so, what for? Oh for sure, I used to want to be an actress or a rock star or whatever. Famous author. I would fucking LOVE to have a platform and help people and cheer people up and see people grocery shopping and have instant friends. I know that sounds terribly naive but I’ve said before I share a lot of Harry’s personality, and I just love flirting with people and smiling with them and giving hugs. Now, I would want to be famous as TONI me and not real me, because then I could never be myself because my fam would find out rip

13. Are you a restless sleeper? Depends on my mattress. Currently, yes, ugg. I wake up in an omega nesting scene from a fic every morning

14. Do you consider yourself a romantic person? Unfortunately yes. 

15. Which element best represents you? idk I usually say fire but I’m feeling more water lately 

16. Who do you want to be closer to? I’m working on getting to know my amazing sister better, and that’s been lovely.  

17. Do you miss someone at the moment? All my friends have been long distance for actual years, so i don’t miss anymore more than normal. I am missing just... the POTENTIAL for someone. This indefinite distancing is wearing on me. 

18. Tell us about an early childhood memory. I was like two or three, and we were out on a full moon walk and I was in my stroller in the red sheepskin bundled up, and I remember coming up our sidewalk and looking at the world and moon and thinking, “remember this moment, or you’re going to grow up and forget how wonderful it was.” Also when I was five I had a breakdown on my mom’s lap because “I’m going to grow up and be too big to be sung lullabies to!” and I didn’t want anything to change EVER  

19. What is the strangest thing you have eaten? I used to make a concoction of rye crackers, mustard, and pickles. Don’t ask

20. What are you most thankful for? all the opportunities I’ve had in life. I’m so massively privileged 

21. Do you like spicy food? depends on how hot

22. Have you ever met someone famous? I saw a few celebs in NYC, Shosh from Girls, the guy from Monk, Tim Gun, John Oliver (and his golden retriever) and I passed a drunk as a skin Alec Baldwin outside Lincoln Center one day. Probably other people I didn’t recognize. Oh and S**** M***** rented my instrument right before covid hit here, and drunk him (or high him) couldn’t believe he had a h*** to play around on, and then I saw him staring at mountains being the most stereotypical rich white boy ever, also he did not send out gay vibes but don’t let that stop your Shiall, please don’t let it  

23. Do you do you keep a diary or journal? I almost always start with the new year and do like. A day. And then forget. 

24. Do you prefer to use a pen or a pencil? PEN

25. What is your star sign? Aries sun, Aquarius moon, Pisces rising

26. Do you like your cereal soggy or crunchy? Depends on the cereal, those golden grams were BEST thoroughly soaked in milk fight me 

27. What would you want your legacy to be? make the world a little better 

28. Do you like reading, what was the last book you read? Yes but you know, i’m the worst at making time for it. Still getting through that Brief Interviews with Hideous Men or whatever it is

29. How do you show someone you love them? Just thinking of them and doing little things to surprise them, I think

30. Do you like ice in your drinks? Yep the smaller and more crush friendly the better 

31. What are you afraid of? I really do not. like. limb loss. no horror movies for me EVER

32. What is your favourite scent? wet Labrador because it means there’s a WET LABRADOR

33. Do you address older people by their name or surname? surname always unless I’ve always known them by firsts. Religion, man

34. If money was not a factor, how would you live your life? I have this dream of buying up all the land shitty developers snatch up in this country and ceding it back to its rightful owners. I’ve legit cried over little forests turned into parking lots, thanks Joni Mitchell 

35. Do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean? pools are so clean and have no sharks or jellyfish. that said, they also have no waves... 

36. What would you do if you found £50 on the ground? turn it into the store it was closest to. I’m the lawful good box and yes I hate it

37. Have you ever seen a shooting star? YES in Breckenridge one year I saw a fucking meteor shower! I’ve wished on some, they’ve never come true I don’t think. 

38. What is the one thing you would want to teach your children? I’m too scared to have children even if I could (I can’t) because of the pressure of what would fuck them up and what wouldn’t 

39. If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it? I love my baby tat @alienfuckeronmain gave me, idk if I’d want another one someday, maybe a sister tat with my sis

40. What can you hear now? The fan, my typing, my parents watching old TV shows

41. Where do you feel the safest? With a pet outside in nature somewhere

42. What is the one thing you want to overcome/conquer? putting limits on things /myself/people

43. Of you could travel back to any era, what would it be? You know I used to really DREAM about this shit, but since I realized I would have genetically DIED in any other era, and that my dreaming was a literal result of white privilege since it would fucking SUCK to be anyone else (I mean even now it’s awful wtf) I just. Stick with the present. 

44. What is your most used emoji? the laughing face. oops. 

45. Describe yourself using one word. Supercalifragelisticexpialidocious

46. What do you regret the most? I have so many. social. anxiety. nightmares from my 28 years of life that haunt me

47. Last movie you saw? l think it was the Downton Abbey movie? 

48. Last tv show you watched? Monk 

49. Invent a word and it’s meaning. Surplumn. a really divinely wonderful thing, like ‘oh her lips are surplumn’ like a juicy chocolate mousse and perky breasts idk 

[larryatendoftheday]

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The Basics

the best Larry evidence we have: proof

super useful posts: for reference or masterpost 

news since the hiatus: updates

famous Larry moments: iconic

moments that should be iconic: underappreciated

broad Louis appreciation & info: lt 

broad Harry appreciation & info: hs

Larry AF

tattoos

28

RBB & SBB: bears

Harry’s rings: rings

love bites

fonding: fond

pick someone supportive

Larry hugs

secret or unusual physical contact: touching

gifs of Larry and the boys being cute: gifs

paris 2012 

paris interview part 2 (the unseen footage!)

Happy Stuff

silly stuff to make you laugh: lol

the boys laughing: laughing (lots of gifs)

reasons I love Harry

reasons I love Louis

Harry with kids: hs with kids

Louis with kids: lt with kids

Louis with animals: lt with dogs & lt with animals

Harry with animals: hs with dogs & hs with animals

baby boyfriends: fetus

dancing gifs and pics

baby Louis pics

Louis’ acccent: lt accent

the most soft & pretty: our sweet boy

footie Louis

Bearding & PR vs. Reality

bearding (general topic)

Harry’s sexuality: hs sexuality

Harry’s fashion: hs fashion

Harry’s gender expression: hs gender

Louis’ sexuality: lt sexuality

Louis’ fashion: lt fashion

denials

rainbows & the boys

jealous boyfriends

Taylor Swift and Harry’s fauxmance: Haylor 

Kendall Jenner and Harry: Hendall

Louis and Eleanor: Elounor

Babygate: bg

Freddie (Louis’ son)

See also: Syco, Arista, Dan Wootton, Ben Winston, Simon Cowell, and Ziam

Music

lyric analysis* (or song analysis)

Louis solo music: lt1*

Two of Us single and promo

Kill My Mind single and promo

Louis live

Harry solo music: hs1*

Harry’s Behind the Album documentary: bta

Harry’s unreleased bisexual anthem: Medicine

Harry live

Harry’s second album: hs2*

* songs are all tagged by title so you can search by song title for a comprehensive look

People & Organizations

1D

Liam Payne

Niall Horan

Zayn Malick

ot4

ot5

Liam and Louis: lilo

Niall and Louis: nouis

Niall and Harry: narry

Liam and Harry: lirry

Zayn and Louis: zouis

Zayn and Liam (SHIP): Ziam

Simon Cowell

Simon’s music label owned by Sony: Syco

gossip journalist from The Sun: Dan Wootton

Ed Sheeran

video producer Ben Winston

television host/actor James Corden

Harry’s friend Xander

Stevie Nicks & Harry

Harry and Mitch Rowland (Harry’s guitar player/co-writer)

Louis’ new USA label imprint Arista

photographer who works with Louis:  Jordan Green

Gucci Creative Director: Alessandro Michele

Harry’s stylist: Harry Lambert

Louis’ family:

deceased mom Jay

Jay’s Wedding

deceased sister Fizzy (aka Felicite)

sisters Lottie, Phoebe, and Daisy

Harry’s family:

mom Anne Twist

sister Gemma

American radio host from the love bites interview: Mike Adams

British (lesbian & larry) DJ: Olivia Jones

Rolling Stone writer: Rob Sheffield

Other

the boys with books

Met Gala 2019

Dunkirk

2015 

OTRA tour

MITAM album

Belfast cancelled show

This Is Us documentary

Niall and Shawn Mendes ship: shiall

X Factor: xf

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[kaspbrak-tozier-reddie]

@xxbreadstickxx requested:

19, 46 with Shawn Mendes please? <3

19. “That dress looks beautiful on you!”

46. “You’re under the mistletoe!”

Shawn, Niall, Ed and I decided that since we’re all in NYC from multiple corners of the world, we’d all meet at Shawn’s hotel room.

I had become friends with the 3 guys from many music award after parties and through hanging out with mutual friends. I’m not going to lie, Shawn’s the closest to me, age wise, and he is, in my opinion, the hottest one out of the 3. Like I said, it’s just my opinion.

His hotel room is extremely luxurious, I mean, damn! It’s like walking into that Honeymoon suite in the Suite Life of Zack and Cody, that is, if the suite was done up.

The stitching of the leather on the backs of the sofas, the velvet bedhead in the master suite that was visible since the doors, to the bedroom, are open. It’s stunning. “I need a new management team.” I joke. “Kidding I like the lower class rooms.” I never really indulge in the fame, my humble upbringing allows me to stay true to myself and not let the fame get to my head. I mean Shawn’s humble and sweet, he only gets fancy ass rooms when there’s an event going on and he’s nominated.

Well there’s no event tonight but I guess it has something to do with the get together of the 4 musketeers. It’s rare for all of us to be in the same city.

*****

“Are you all in LA over Christmas?” Ed asks. Niall, Shawn and I are in partnership with a record label in LA so we often see each other in the studio or around the city.

“No, I’m heading back a week before.” I reply. “Got a heap of Aussie traditions that I don’t want to miss.”

“I’m startin’ my second album, so I’ll be in LA.” Niall says.

“I’m actually going to Sydney to meet some friends.” Shawn says.

“Guess is just you and me buddy.” Ed says to Niall, hugging him in the process.

“If this is the start of a bromance ... I’m sorry but I can’t ship it since Shiall is my to bromance!” I exclaim, I got a few laughs from the men.

Shawn gets up and moves towards the fridge pulling out 3 alcoholic substances.

“Now, I’ve got whiskey, beer and I think that’s vodka?” Shawn says.

“I’ll take that vodka with some lemonade if there is any.” I say to my secret boyfriend, I watch as Shawn pours one shot in. “Make that two shots babe.” I cover my mouth in hopes that the other two let it slide, but they don’t.

“‘Babe?’ When did dis happen?!” Niall asks. I look to Shawn.

“One year ago.” Shawn says.

“Kept a secret from us for one year?!” Ed asks, Shawn and I shrug.

“One two shots of vodka and lemonade for a girl in a beautiful dress.” Shawn says, handing me the glass. “Oh and that is mint by the way.” He points to the green leaf floating on the top. I take a sip of the alcoholic beverage and the sweetness of the lemonade fills my mouth and the alcoholics burns the back of my throat as I swallow it.

*****

As the night proceeds on, I end up changing my dress due to my tipsy set accidentally spilling red wine on my white shorts. “That dress looks beautiful on you.” Shawn says, kissing my cheek. I blush and sit down beside Niall.

“Can you believe that we only have little over a month until the best holiday in history?!” Ed squeals, the alcohol clearly affecting him. “I might head to bed. See you guys in the morning.” Ed leaves to one of the two spare rooms, leaving Niall, Shawn and me out in the living room.

“Shall we move to the balcony so that we don’t disrupt Ed?” Niall asks. We all nod and head out into the cool wintery air. The three of us look at our surrounds of multiple buildings, some firms, some hotels and some apartments. The lights shine bright, lighting up the night sky, the shimmering of stars dance and the moon shines brightly like a diamond.

I’m in absolute heaven, but Niall pulls me out of my daydream. He points up above Shawn’s and my head. “Your’re under da mistletoe!” Niall says. Sure enough when Shawn and I look above, there’s a mistletoe hanging from the roof. He leans down and kisses me.

“You two are cute!” Niall says as Shawn and I pull away. The three of us laugh and head back inside to go to bed. Best night ever.

[disgruntledkittenface]

first line challenge

RULES: List the first lines of the last ten stories you published. Look to see if there are any patterns that you notice yourself, and see if anyone else notices any! Then tag some friends.

tagged by the lovely @lululawrence thank you!!

The sudden sound of the front door slamming reverberates through the small apartment. (you’re my rugged heart, lirry)

A drop of sweat falls from Zayn’s forehead and lands on his phone, blurring the words he’s been reading over and over from his hiding spot away from the dance floor. (it’s in his kiss, ziall: as encouragement)

He’s been coming up here too much; he knows that. (it’s in his kiss, ziall: where it doesn’t hurt)

This thing between them is still new. (it’s in his kiss, horchata: to give up control)

The first time it happened, Niall brushed it off. (it’s in his kiss, shiall: on a place of insecurity)

It’s deja vu when the alarm starts blaring at half four, but not the nice kind of deja vu, where you feel like maybe a stranger has smiled at you on this corner before or all the magic ingredients for a good show are coming together in precisely the right order at precisely the right time. (it’s in his kiss, payneshaw: because they’re running out of time)

The afternoon sun beats down on Louis’ shoulders as he shields his eyes with his hand, trying to make out which figure on the bridge is Harry. (it’s in his kiss, larry: in a rush of adrenaline)

After one look through the door a very tipsy Harry has just thrown open, Nick was ready to turn on his heel. (it’s in his kiss, payneshaw: to distract)

It could have been the sun falling across his face that woke him up. (it’s in his kiss, shiall: out of envy or jealousy)

The t-shirt was the first thing to go, quickly followed by the red joggers that hug the curve of Louis’ bum so nicely. (it’s in his kiss, tomlinshaw: out of greed)

I don’t know if there’s an exact pattern? I think I’m getting better at setting the scene from the get-go, which the kiss meme prompts have been good for -- getting me out of my own head, and just doing it. (Speaking of which, I have one more in my inbox and I finally cracked it.) 

I’ll tag @dimpled-halo @louandhazaf @runaway-train-works and @gaycousinlarry if you feel like playing and haven’t yet!

[allwaswell16]

I feel like your fics are going through my head on a big reel and I can’t choose, but I cannot get the visual and feel of shiall in your regency fic. One of your many shiall fics That were actually a larry fic haha anyway, the scene coming to mind, I can’t even remember anything said or where the scene was, but I have this memory of Louis like standing in the door to shawn’s study, just watching the two of them being so sweet and silly together even while Niall was arguing with him about something. That beautiful, soft vibe just stuck with me!

(Okay first of all I forgot I reblogged the post and just now remembered to come back) ahh that's so amazing that you'd think of If I Loved You Less because the Shiall romance in that fic is the inspiration for the original novel I'm writing. I'm hugging myself that you remember the vibe they had and Louis just watching them and being so happy for his friend and dreaming of it for himself one day. (Also, lol to my Larry fics that are Shiall fics in disguise...)

[pinkniall]

@mustbeseeingblind

YOU ARE MY ANGEL. wow, it’s like we have been mutuals forever and we really haven’t but like?? what did i do in my life before i had you to talk about niall and ziall and shiall with?? like... i love how we can talk about this forever and ALSO how both of us go ‘i don’t like drama’ and then spend hours talking about... drama asakjsak. i love u a lot and we have to meet soooooon i wanna hug you and talk about niall in person ajsajs <333