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ffive-by-fivee · 2 years

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I miss London and I miss Paris and I miss LA and I miss Denver and I miss my new friends and I miss my grandpa and I miss my girl and I miss my best friend and I miss my other best friend and I miss being on a plane and I miss my band and I miss not having arthritis and I miss my old coworkers and I miss wn and I miss that feeling in my chest when I experience something beautiful for the first time and I miss

#SO many good and exciting things and beautiful trips coming up but going down memory lane rn #sometimes planning so many things at once can be overwhelming so I have to take a step back #like I am literally planning my dream trip rn and as exciting as it is #planning 14 days is taxing and I just want to be there already #also been itching for a major life change that allots me more flexibility and I might actually pull the trigger in the next like……18 months #idk we'll see #like I didn’t think I’d live this long so I’ve just been winging it #but I think I know what I want my life to look like now #or more so the feeling I know I want to feel #and I know the steps to get there #so now it’s just a matter of making it happen #shoutout to my therapist for teaching me that grief doesn’t shrink but that instead we grow around it #and my friends for holding my hand #and my partner for being patient #the world is massive and there’s so much to discover and to live for #and there’s love everywhere #and sometimes you have to admit to yourself that the way you love means that you will never let things go entirely #but carry them with you into the beautiful new phases of your life #and appreciate them for what they were but not allow them a seat at your present table #we can’t change what is #only what will be #this was my long winded way of saying that loss sucks but there’s a whole world out there #go see it #let it change you #and maybe things will come full circle in the end #I hope you’re well

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