#sigh why always me...
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You know. I'm part of the fraction "to each their own and let people handle their lives however they see best fit". But I do feel the need to say that I have seldom seen such an idiotic assumption as that breaking up with someone four days before someone's birthday when you also want that someone to do something for their birthday even though you know you and your soon-to-be-ex will both have to be there won't end with that person just not doing anything with anyone for their birthday. Partially because nobody wants that kind of awkwardness after a fresh breakup and also because the soon-to-be-ex has the lovely habit of wallowing in self pity and making everything about how they have it so bad. You know I just think in such cases you should've waited a week with the breakup. I don't care how much you want to fuck that other guy but I really think you should've waited a week.
#delete later#sigh why always me...#can't somdone else get the complicated people for once#annoying#the soon-to-be-ex complained today in the group chat that nobody wouod ever go to a pub with him#when that is literally not the case#we would all go? he just never asked? and anytime someone else wants to go party or jusz out 90% of the time the answer is no?#I've known that guy for 13 years now and somehow it just does not get easier#like? anytime someone else asks him it's always “no i don't want to” but then you complain about how nobody would want to do anything#the call coming from inside the house is all I'm saying#'' oh but I couldn't go anyways I wouldn't fit“ ''why? nobody cares about random strangers thats usually not how people work''#'' thats not true'' ''they literally don't care though.'' ''not when that person looks 13'' ''yeah no they still literally wouldn't care''#''they would'' ''they wouldn't. people never do. why would they make an exception for you?'' and then no answer to that#because you can't argue against that anymore without having to confront the fact you're wrong#but then I'm getting told im not empathetic enough#i know i lack empathy I'm aware but I do make an attempt for serious situations. i just don't think stuff like that is serious.#especially when i once mentioend i think my father thinks I'll end up living off of state wellfare and become a disappointment#and the only reply to that was ''how did he arrive at that really likely assumption?'' my brother in christ do not complain to me about lack#of empathy I'm not the one telling people their fears of becoming the family disappointment are well founded and realistic#I'm not even going to excuse that through some ''oh autism'' stuff like no thats just tactless and mean#or all the condescending comments whenever i go out to ''party''#it's just drinking with some people i know it's not really partying#but I'm not the one looking down on people for experiencing stuff#contrary to popular assumption I'm actually really cool and i know that. that's why people ask me to do stuff with them.#because i don't say no 99% of the time and then complain that nobody would ever want to do something with me when that's just plain wrong#i also totally get why she wants to break up#how do you actively refuse to meet your partners friends for half a year and expect that to not become an issue.#how do you actively say you're not interested in doing anything for your partner and expect that to last#how do you whine about being a bad partner but never attempt to do better#i wish i could defend him here but i can't that dude is a horrible boyfriend
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only yours ── choi seungcheol


🤍 pairing, choi seungcheol x reader
🤍 warnings, non-idol au, short, fluff, a little bit of angst, secret relationship, jealous seungcheol, seungcheol lowkey has an attitude, mingyu is mentioned to be a flirt, kissing, confession, seungcheol calls reader darling/angel
🤍 summary, in which seungcheol wants to know that you're only his.
🤍 author's note, hi guys *walks back into posting like i haven't been missing for ages* guess who's back! saw these coups pics and legitimately almost exploded into pieces of colorful confetti cause he's so fine 🧍knew i had to write something w these pics (PLUS lyrnation seems to LOVE my seungcheol fics for some reason) 🤷 i hope you all enjoy it, and thank you so much for 500 followers!! halfway there to 1k wtf???
🤍 now playing, xo (only if you say yes) (enhypen)
🤍 word count, 689 | for @kstrucknet, @maestro-net
"wait—what if someone sees?"
you pull away from seungcheol hurriedly, cheeks still warm with blush as seungcheol cradles your chin with his hands. he's searching your eyes, too focused on what was happening before even saying anything. the two of you had retreated to the car after mingyu had to say goodbye.
("retreated to the car" basically meaning that seungcheol had pulled you out of there as soon after mingyu said he had to go.)
"let them see, darling. i can't wait anymore." seungcheol pouts, and you don't even try to fight him, letting him bring his lips back to yours as he sighs dreamily under you.
it had been a long day for seungcheol—the two of you had decided to hang out with mingyu since his plans with everyone else were canceled last minute, and mingyu had flirted with you the whole time, unknowingly upsetting seungcheol in the process.
seungcheol knew that you loved him and were his girlfriend, but seeing mingyu attempt cheezy pickup lines and buy you lunch made seungcheol see red.
and, what made it even worse, was that you didn't even seem to notice that mingyu was flirting with you, going along with his acts of kindness without a second thought.
"seungcheol—" you pause, sentence swallowed by another one of seungcheol's warm kisses against your lips. "seungcheol, wait."
"what?" seungcheol's voice is nearly a growl now, and you put a hand on his chest, softly pushing him away as you pause to catch your breath.
seungcheol waits patiently, dark eyes glued to your figure as the setting sun lights up your back in a halo of light. you look beautiful in this moment—so beautiful seungcheol just wants to kiss you even more.
"did i do something? why are you acting like this?" you ask innocently, and seungcheol lets his head fall against the chair, letting out a pained sigh as he runs a hand through his dark hair. his thick eyebrows crease together, pouty lips pressed together as he glares at you.
"cheol, use your words, oh my god." you sigh exasperatedly, and seungcheol rolls his eyes, cheeks heating up as he crosses his arms.
"mingyu was flirting with you, and it was pissing me off. hell, it still is pissing me off, angel." seungcheol's voice is low, embarrassed, and you stare at him with confusion painted all over your face as you repeat his words. "mingyu? flirting with me?"
"yes, he was flirting with you. did you hear all the stupid pick-up lines he was using on you? the asshole even paid for your fucking lunch. that's my job." seungcheol argues, and your eyes widen, face flushing.
"i just thought he was being nice." you mumble embarrassed, and seungcheol rolls his eyes, slamming them shut as he mumbles. "of course you did, angel. you think everyone's nice."
the two of you fall silent, cheeks flushed for different reasons. you sit quietly, stunned that seungcheol had reacted to mingyu's flirting in such a way. seungcheol, on the other hand, was flushed because of anger. mingyu had his time to steal you away today, and you unknowingly let him.
"oh. i'm sorry." you whisper, and seungcheol shakes his head, looking at you as he takes your hands in his.
"no, don't be sorry, darling. if anything, i should be apologizing because of how i reacted. i—" seungcheol pauses, taking a sharp inhale as he shrugs, jean jacket ruffling with his movements. "it made me so angry, seeing mingyu flirt with you like that. i never wanted to have the world to know you were mine more than in that moment.
you lock eyes with seungcheol, studying the strong slope of his nose and the plumpness of his lips. his thick eyebrows are unfurrowed now, resting against his face calmly as he gives you a small smile.
"you're mine though, right? not mingyu's?" seungcheol asks softly, and you nod, laughing as seungcheol leans over. his face is now just a few centimeters from yours, and he tucks your hair behind your ear, staring into your eyes as you answer.
"yours, cheol. only yours."
#seokminfilms 📸#seventeen#svt#seungcheol#scoups#kstrucknet#maestro-net#choi seungcheol#scoups fic#seungcheol imagine#scoups fluff#choi seungcheol x reader#seungcheol fluff#scoups seventeen#scoups x reader#svt fic#seventeen fluff#seventeen imagines#sigh 💔#this was refreshing i will not lie#nice to write again#i missed it ☹#missed you guys wtf 🤕#lowkey ate this up though ngl#(sorry mingyu)#(i always use mingyu for the side character idk why)#if you all have any requests let me know!!
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#still cant do fishlegs justice and you gotta fucking deal with me for now im spitting with drawings again sure soon ill get it right#fishlegs ingerman#dagur the deranged#dagur obsession era#httyd#how to train your dragon#not finishing it#sigh#but still wanna tag it as finished bc it got tones figured out and some sort of colors playing around and even a bit of thought#which is rare so#ivan shitson the killer of grass !!!#ivan shitson the wearer of pants !!!#the one closer to us is meatlug and the one behind them is shatter !! ill show my hcs on them later#mb today ?? i sure am planning on drawing them rn but once again it always is a bit of a lottery#brothers in law yipppee one more brother !!!#bro just goes around finding new siblings the same way sofia finds new fathers#i love heather x fishlegs btw. a bit more than heathstrid. but i never get to see fanarts on hearher x fishlegs so#so i dont even know the name of this ship#i get why people struggle with fishlegs. im the people#undate now i know !!!!!
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current mental situation
#help i am being held at gunpoint by a new blorbo#i have a confession to make. yami yugi has secretly been in my head for years. i even made art of him ages ago but never posted it#the exact same thing happened to me with cloud. he slow cooked in my brain for several years and then finally breached containment#sigh......why is it always the autistic guys that get corrupted by the shiny object#[RECOGNITION OF THE SELF IN THE OTHER]#ffvii#cloud strife#monster hunter#yugioh#yami yugi
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Getting a wee bit tired of how on every fic I write in which I hold the people who coveted a Silmaril accountable, people comment about how Fëanor was also obsessed with the Silmarils and chose them over his sons. Like, my good dude (gender neutral), Fëanor's grown-ass sons swore the oath of their own volition. They felt just as strongly as Fëanor about the murder of Finwë, and about the Valar's role in that.
Imagine that.
Furthermore, Fëanor was not "obsessed with the Silmarils," and that's actually a pretty funny thing to claim given that it was everyone else who felt entitled to his creations. Fëanor was angry because the Valar felt his creations should be on public display, and they got offended when he didn't agree. Fëanor was angry because after that, one of the Valar's own murdered his father to steal those very creations. His father who "was dearer to him than the Light of Valinor or the peerless works of his hands."
That is in the book, if you take the time to read it, by the way. It's canon.
Fëanor is a delightfully flawed character and I love him for it. But if you're going to criticize him for his flaws then at least criticize him for flaws he actually has and not ones you just made up or based off of fanon, for the love of fuck.
#tolkien#the silmarillion#feanor#the lack of reading comprehension is YIKES#the way people will outright ignore vital aspects of canon#which give context to why characters do what they do#and make them so much more complex and interesting#is exactly why i rarely engage in the fandom#it's like we're fans of two entirely different works#i will always love the silmarillion#but the fandom absolutely exhausts me#SIGH.#this is why i started using the block feature so liberally lmao#STAY. IN. YOUR. LANE.
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Me. I am Girls.
#why is he just so HOT#law is always so poised#i really want to make him snap#Law girls will get me#like I wanna get under his skin#in reality he is under my skin though sigh#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#trafalgar law one piece#law one piece#one piece#shambles posts
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joon <3 my joon bug <3 can i call u that? my joon bug? /jk
i am. a simple girl. i ask for simple things. i ask. for mitts doodles. i ask. for tall boyfriend lifting small boyfriend. i ask. for tall boyfriend. snuggled up in small boyfriend's lap.
but whatever u post will be delightful. much love, sunny.
Hello Sunny, my Sunshine if you will, thank you for this wonderful ask!

They’re talking about marble runs or something
#My younger sister saw me drawing this#sighed#and asked “Why are you always drawing gay people?”#dps fanart#answered asks#meeks and pitts#mitts#Mitts fanart#Joon draws ✍️
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yk what i WILL share my old dragonfruit ship art from like 2 years ago lol. starting with these!! <3 (will share more later)
#pingdoobles#lego monkie kid#lmk dragonfruit#dragonfruit shipping#lmk mei#lmk red son#lmk fandom#lmk fanart#most of my LMK art was deleted off of my socials cause it got stolen a lot lol (my fault for not signing my art back then sigh)#kinda why i slowly faded out of the fandom and focused on lmk OC stuff with my mutuals (which was soo fun i miss it haha)#tho i have noticed some old mutuals rediscovering me in my dca fixation hell rn and im so very not sorry LOL#damn daycare attendants doing things to my poor heart#i admit i'm weak <3#but also the fnaf hyperfixation cycled back again it always does lol#cw bright colors#bright colors#cw eyestrain#eyestrain#<- juuust in case
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Sometimes I think about how nobody says Micolash’s name out loud in game
#my art#my doodles#bloodborne#micolash host of the nightmare#bloodborne fanart#laurence the first vicar#bloodborne fan comic#I guess?#anyway! hello again#I fear the void has reclaimed me for a very long time#and will continue to do so#in the meantime here’s this scribbly little thing#micolash being a non-optional boss always fucks me up#what do you MEAN he’s fated to die in every playthrough#what do you MEAN any traces of his mortal life are soaked in dust and blood#what do you MEAN he might not remember who he is. is that why he speaks in third person#sighs
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Oc x Canon DTIYS in celebration of 300+ <3
Thank you for everyone who voted in my poll, whoever who voted for the angst prompt to win fret not because I’ll be holding another DTIYS soon in a few months when my birthday rolls around !!
Important info below cut so I don’t clog the tags:
• Deadline is April 26. Take your time, there’s no rush ^^
• I’m pretty lenient in terms of rules but obviously no ai submissions, and i’d prefer if entries were restricted to 1-2 per person. However, 1 entry is preferred just to better keep track of things and keep it all fair. You also have to be following me in order to participate.
• Experiment with the composition! it doesn’t have to be a 1 to 1 copy of my original drawing, I love when people take creative liberties. They could not kiss, she could have a knife instead of a gun, or maybe there’s an actual background instead of being banished to a beige and white wasteland.
• Tag me !!! I want to see how they turned out
• I will be picking the Top 3 artworks I like out of all of the entries:
First prize is a fully rendered artwork, up to 2 characters maximum and can be full body, half body or just headshot. Rendered background can be included too if you wish.
Second prize is flat coloured, 2 char maximum and can be full body, half body or headshot too. No detailed background, just flat colour one if desired.
Third prize is again, the same thing as the last two options. Except in my signature purple sketch style, no background is offered here.
This is mainly done for fun !! I like interacting with you guys and I love giving back to my community, so don’t take it too serious ^^ what matters is that you had fun during the drawing process.
#be patient i have never hosted one before….#but i always participated in them in the past#and thought they were fun#so why not !!! also thank you guys sm for always supporting me and liking what i put out#every time i come on here i get embarassed and think everyone like#sighs when they see my artwork in the tags so the kindness ive recieved on here means a lot#<3 <3 <3#resident evil#oc x canon#fengshuispeaks#fengshuioc#resident evil oc#biohazard#re oc#biohazard oc#oc#albert wesker#jordan manalang#jordsker#gonna be drawing out some asks later by the way . ik a lot of u guys have been waiting on those
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They both need to die (fucked up my drawing, lord pls make kaimon doomed)
#damon maitsu#kai monteago#p:eg#project eden's garden#yaoi#they need to burn like actually#gays always make me MAD#why does it look so bad i Swear im trying to fulfill my kaimon dreams#SOMEBODY HELP ME AUAGHSHDH#OH MY GOD.....#i miss kaimon already#sighs..
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Lmao been out of Dragon Age news lately
Saw an article

Pffffft Like we couldnt already fuckin tell.
Mass Effect has always been the golden child. Have you checked the bioware store lately? Go through ME's items and then DA's items and tell me which has the best selection. It didnt take Gaider telling us this for us to know, it was so obvious.
EA has slapped down all of the DA games like a Mcdonalds worker ready to clock out while Mass Effect gets served like gourmet 5 course meal. With yummy ass sides. (Dlc. Specifically the Citadel DLC) and DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE LEGENDARY EDITION!!!
Thank you for telling us straight up, Mr. Gaider.
Both Mass Effect and Dragon Age have special places in my heart and this shit always sucks.
#i love Mass Effect so much but this has always peeved me#why cant dragon age be just as loved#theyre both so cool#im just sad every time i talk about dragon age lately.#big sigh#bioware#ea critical#dragon age
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Happy almost mother's day
#always thinking about the ng bonus audio drama#where akiras like tentacled out in the backseat and mashitas like we should just shoot him and yashikis like nooo#and gives this impassioned speech about why he wants to adopt akira and whatever and then mashitas like sigh. fine . youre such a soft touc#and then they crash and die#peak death mark#my art#spirit hunter death mark#death mark#kazuo yashiki#akira kijima#madoka hiroo#christie arimura#shuuji daimon#ng spoilers#spirit hunter ng spoilers#i hope everyone also gets the voice joke its deeply funny to me personally
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This is the most accurate I’ve been able to draw Mac so far. Why is he so impossible istg
#I’m gonna keep working on it till I get it right#until I’m able to make it look like him every time#I’ve done it before with other characters/actors#I’ll do it again#god I love Mac#I started watching the show again#I don’t know why it has be in such a chokehold#sigh#mac mcdonald#Ide love to put him under a microscope#I heart complex multifaceted characters that can make me both hate and love them#it’s always sunny in philadelphia#iasip#iasip fanart#iasip mac#rob mcelhenney#it’s always sunny in philly#my art
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Positive reinforcement forcefem. You get one marshmallow if you put on pants, and two if you put on a skirt
The pants in question are of course incredibly girly with embroidered flowers on them and a brighter shade of blue then you’ve ever seen before
In my opinion it’s even girlier then the skirt
Cuties still tend to pick it over the skirt though
And this mindset leaves them in a Gothic Lolita dress by the end of the week just because it’s not as bad as the Cutsey Lolita dress
though at this point we both know she’d love to wear it, so tomorrow I’ll let her pick what matching shoes she wants wear under the dress, extremely cute shoes for 2 marshmallows, or plain white Mary Jane’s for 1?
She’ll be so busy deciding that she won’t even notice that she’s already wearing the dress she said she hated yesterday
#forcefem#i-like-talking#asks open!#..#why are my asks always so good ;w;#I don’t consistently anwser them!#these can be their own forcefem posts in a blog I love!#so much gold is sitting wasted in my inbox!#why are my followers so good at this while also wasting it on me!#*sigh*#thanks for the ask a cutie#(if you’re who I think you are) you should maybe make your own forcefem blog#id love to see more of these posts in the wild#and im sure a lot of others do too!#have a nice day cuties
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You can't tell me their first meeting didn't go something like this.
(ID: Kirby series fanart of Dark Meta Knight and Daroach in a recreation of the Princess Mononoke "You're beautiful" meme. Original screenshot below the cut for comparison. Top panel - DMK hovers against a starry sky facing forward, his wings breaching the edges of the panel and spread to make himself look more intimidating. He glares down, one angry glowing eye visible in the visor of his mask, gripping the handle of his sword in both hands as if to stab downward, subtitled "I'll cut your throat! That'll shut you up!" Bottom panel - Daroach lies on his back at a slight angle on a nighttime grassy plain, his body and cape breaching the panel in places, his paws palm-up at his sides, his wand dropped beside him. He looks upward, unperturbed by the several sharp points of DMK's sword hanging over him, eyes half-lidded and brows lifted in interest, mouth drawn open in a smile and blushed at the ends, subtitled "You're beautiful..." Of course, every metal and/or shiny surface is lightly touched with rim light and sparkles. END ID.)
Started 03/26/24, finished 03/29/24, updated for color correction 11/02/24.
Original: Princess Mononoke (Hayao Miyazaki, Studio Ghibli, 1997)

#veins art#veins ships#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#dark meta knight#daroach#dark meta knight x daroach#darkroach#meme redraw#does this count as a high-effort shitpost? it feels like it do#stars why did I try to recreate human-proportion poses with oRB ANd rAt??#I had to repose them so many times >_<#and don't get me started on that starsdamned rat#seriously even going through my refs didn't help much 'cause the crew at HAL Labs doesn't design him consistently either#(which admittedly does make me feel a li'l better about not always drawing him on-model)#*sigh* the things I do for my rarepair boys#also “enemies to friends-with-benefits” anyone?#I mean who said that#blood tw#<- (but only in the ref screenshot not the piece itself)#veinsfullofstars
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