Sorry I’ve been so out of touch recently, life is kicking us rn and weed is a bit scarce, so therefore most of my sanity is missing too. I hope y’all are staying happy healthy and safe!
I tag a bunch of ya to do whatever the whole you want because today it’s needed. Self care advocate 🥰😍
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Brittany drove up to my apartment just after sunset, her frantic voice urging me to “get in! Get in! We want to get there before the shop closes!” I slid into the passenger seat and pulled up Google maps. Not only was this the first time either of us had visited this particular store, Brittany had never even been to Santa Ana. It was less than fifteen minutes away but the unfamiliar streets and nature of our mission made her a nervous driver. Luckily we only got lost twice.
After two missed exists and a lot of yelling at other drivers even though our windows were up, we made it to the shop. Brittany made a sharp left into a dim and dingy alleyway that led to a near-empty parking lot towards the back of the shop. We parked and sat there for a moment after the car was turned off, hashing out our game plan, rehearsing dialogue, and thinking up exit strategies should the pickup go south. Once our giggling subsided and we regained our composure, we stepped outside and started to make our way to the storefront. By now the sun had completely set, her black Toyota began to blend in with its dark surroundings as we wandered further away from it and closer to Smokeez Smoke Shop.
We walked in as casually as possible but the way we got distracted by the pretty glasswork and the weird shapes of the various pipes and bongs might have made us appear more out of place than we already felt. To the workers at Smokeez, I am sure the two small, preppy white girls, looked as though they got lost looking for the nearest Forever 21. But Brittany and I knew what we came for. I walked up to the two men behind the desk and addressed the older one, hoping his laidback demeanor would garner no judgment once I asked my question.
“Hi! We were curious as to whether or not you carry salvia here!”
Salvia is one of the more interesting psychedelic drugs, not because it is regarded as one of the “most potent naturally occurring hallucinogens”, but because it is completely legal to purchase unlike LSD, magic mushrooms, or DMT. Salvia divinorum—which means “sage of the diviners”—is a psychoactive plant that, when ingested through either smoking or swallowing, creates vivid visual and audio hallucinations for a period of five to ten minutes.
Although salvia is largely still considered niche in the world of hallucinogenic drugs, more and more people discover it each year. While its legality in 21 of the 50 states may be a driving force in the increasing consumption rate of salvia, the drug has other characteristics that can persuade people to use. For Brittany, she “was interested in salvia due to the fact that it had no negative side effects on health, yet it also only lasts a short time”. For me, it was after reading countless forum posts detailing these ridiculous five minute trips into other dimensions, seeing every color on the visual spectrum all at once, feeling each of your senses converge into one amalgam and then explode outwards again until you feel like nothing more than a spec floating through empty space that sold me on trying salvia. On this journey, I wanted nothing less than to meet God himself.
Brittany and I left Smokeez with one gram of salvia 5x which is the least potent form of the drug as the lower the number, the lower the concentration of leaf extract. Although we were wildly inexperienced in smoking, drugs, and almost all related areas, we were still trying to play it safe. Being precautionary also meant we were not going to embark on this trip alone. Brittany and I have several mutual friends who are experienced smokers and, while they had not necessarily tried salvia, they at least knew how to smoke it. We also needed to borrow a bong.
Our next stop was a frat house. Brittany had planned to do the salvia with only me while a close friend of ours trip sat, but her excitement combined with an exuberant and bubby personality turned this into in a fifteen person affair. One of these people was my closest friend, who for this piece, wanted his identity to remain a secret and so asked me to refer to him as Lenny 420. We will call him Lenny. Lenny was no stranger to drugs—psychedelics, stimulants, marijuana—but he was vocally against Brittany and I doing Salvia. Brittany, normally a straightedge person, was very excited for her first hallucinogenic experience which caused her and Lenny to butt heads. “I just felt like he was judging me, despite everything that he’s done, for doing something like this.”
For his part, Lenny was more knowledgeable, experienced, and generally smarter about drugs than the average person, and especially more than Brittany and I. Closer to a drug connoisseur than a drug abuser, Lenny had experimented with hallucinogenics a few times in the past and had experiences ranging from enlightening to downright terrifying. He had grounds to be skeptical about salvia. “I didn't want you guys to do it but I wasn’t gonna try and stop you I mean. I also didn’t think you would react well to it.” He showed us videos of salvia reducing normal people to fits of hysterical laughter, incoherent babbling, and falling all over themselves as they are no more able to balance than an infant first learning to walk. At this point, I was somewhat nervous, but Brittany would not be deterred. We were going to do salvia.
We gathered into my big Gary’s room, him being the only one not going on this trip with us. In Greek life, bigs are members of a fraternity who act as an older brother or mentor to someone they ‘pick up’ as a little sis or bro. Tonight I expected Gary to fulfill his role as responsible older brother figure because it would be a complete lie to say I was not scared that night. Him being the only completely sober person gave me some comfort.
The salvia sat on a small, white table in front of us that was marked with spaghetti sauce stains and covered in small pieces of trash. Brittany was fidgeting with the package, not wanting to open it until everybody was here. More people began to filter into the room; one of them was Lenny. Later, when I asked him what caused the change of heart, he shrugged and said “I was bored, I wanted to try it once just to experience it.”
Fifteen of us sat in a circle, three of us on the couch, some sitting on the two beds in the room, most on the floor. We decided the order: the experienced smokers were going first, Brittany and Lenny going 8th and 9th respectively, and I being the final one to go. Lenny and Brittany went for the pipe, and I watched their trips before taking the plunge myself. Lenny just kept saying “woah” and blinking, but he was nowhere near incoherence. At one point he actually answered his phone to give a friend directions and, while he experienced considerable difficulty in describing which street to turn on and what light to stop at, a naïve bystander would have mistaken him for being slightly high rather than on one of the most potent hallucinogenic drugs available. Later, he described himself as feeling “tingly” and being able to see fractals—or infinitely repeating geometric patterns—blink in and out of sight depending on how hard he focused on the light squares, and curves that lined his field of vision. “I felt high until I went to sleep that night. That kinda sucked.”
Brittany’s experience was more vibrant. Instead of fractals, she describes her experience in waves of color. Though she knew they were not actually appearing, on salvia, Brittany’s mind painted over the world in hues of alternating pinks, then yellows, then greens. “I didn’t see the colors, I felt them.” From the outside, Brittany was laughing and cuddly, making the salvia seem like it did nothing more than amplify her inherit emotions. Gary described Brittany as “her typical self except more oblivious to how people were feeling. Because she was tripping out lol.” Lenny and Brittany held each other on the couch, seeming content as their trips were curtailed and the visions and colors began to fade.
Then the pipe was placed on the table, directly in front of me. I starred at it for what felt like three minutes. The intricate glasswork and random pieces intimidated me. Our friend V took pity on me—he has seen me horribly fail at smoking before—and decided to help. “Alright Christina I am going to hold the pipe and light it. When I tell you to, pick up this piece of glass and inhale as long as you can.” I did as he said, or I tried to. I sucked the smoke into my mouth and breathed deeply so that it could travel down my throat and eventually settle into my lungs. The smoke wafting through my air sacs burned but I would not let it escape just yet; I did not come this far to have a half-baked experience.
All my prior research led me to think that the effects would be intense instantaneously, but that was not the case. I waited for what felt like five minutes, looking around at the sea of people who were having psychedelic visions, laughing hysterically, and engaging in in-depth conversations with God himself. Then they began to grow distant. I felt my voice leave my mouth, feeling coherent but paranoid I was speaking only gibberish as I tried to make a connection with my friend who was sitting next time me, desperately trying to see if people were feeling how I was feeling. The room became stretched and I fell back into the couch, feeling as isolated as I would have been had I been dropped off on a deserted island miles off the shore, able to see the mainland only through a squint. “You looked very nervous and uncomfortable,” Gary later told me. “Especially when there were too many people in my room. I think you would have had a better trip and time if it were only me, Brittany, and Lenny in the room.”
I had no visions or revelations, no undulating colors filled my vision nor did I see ever-repeating shapes spreading across the walls and floor and couches. And I certainly did not have any conversations with God. The world visually came back into focus, feeling less like I was looking out of a fisheye lens. Yet my body felt slow and I had a perversion to being around people for up to thirty minutes after that, even my closest friends. “You looked annoyed when Brittany tried to talk to you” Gary said. I lingered in the hallways, finding corners of the house that would allow me to encounter the least amount of people. Lenny left the room ten minutes after I did and found me looking like I was trying my best to blend into to the grubby frat house walls. After saying a word or two, he stopped speaking and led me to his mercifully empty room. I lowered myself onto the plush brown couch, across from where Lenny sat on his bed, and stayed there for ten silent minutes. I left with only a quick “see yah later.”
I am mostly disappointed by the fact that explaining how I took salvia, got anxious, and then went home was the underwhelming story I was left with. Lenny was right about the reaction he thought I would have to the drug, but I still wanted to leave with something more than I did. In Gary’s words “people can be swayed to do things they have stated they would never do, like drugs, possibly to feel open minded or to have an interesting memory they can tell others later or to feel some personal satisfaction.” Maybe I left there without a good trip story because I did not go in with the right mindset, or my mind had nothing to reveal to me. Maybe I just did not smoke enough. Maybe this was the story that I needed.
Because I still want something more—a story, revelation, anything—there is no other choice than to one day trip again. Maybe after the second or third time, I will understand the allure of substances like salvia. However, once I do get what I want from it, I will be stopping there. As my friend Cody once said, “the general motto with psychedelics is, once you get the message, hang up the phone.”
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I just saw your interview on bath salts tv. You described the alienation, loneliness and depression you went through. You were only 19 and I was old enough to have realized how much you were probably going through. I was so focused on my own spiral that I didn't see how much you were hurting. God, that fucking sucks.
Now I'm split on what to feel and what I can say to you. I'm glad I started this Tumblr, because it's the only place where I can't hurt you. If you take the time to find this, it's either too late, or you're ready to deal with how over my head I am right now.
I just love you, little bear. Our shared history has been so terrible, I can understand why you can't process it, especially with the darkness of the fake meth hanging over your head. You pushed everyone out of your life except for me and my friend -----. We were a family, but we were a fucked up family, and none of us are okay now. ----- has an out of control, daily drinking habit. You literally just cry now, all the time, for the weirdest things, and you're still maniac, even off the "salt." And me...I want to get put to sleep forever.
Happy little stoner and photo session taken a few days ago before this whole tumblr mess. Love you all for being awesome and patient 💙💙
I was tagged by some beautiful friends who know how to have a good time 😜 thank you guys for the boop! @lucifers-romaine @stonerchick8130 @invisibleghost69 (if I missed tags I’m sorry, been trying to get this damn site to let me respond)
Get lit ya’ll! 🔥 let me see some tokeez and selfies
@jarof420 @gabbigabriella @nova-ofthe-north @avoecs @wi-cked @thetimidtiefling @thelunar-system and I want to tag more but my head hurts 😝