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[suna-reversed]

AOT men as nsfw cliches/tropes

 (Eren, Levi, Colt x f!reader)//hcs 

part 2

tags/warnings- rough sex, mentions of breeding, overstim, oral (recieving) aftercare

Eren Jaeger- angry sex

- I think it’s no secret that Eren would absolutely wreck you when he’s angry

- especially if you’ve made him jealous. like you’ll be covering up bite marks and trying not to fall over while walking for the next 3 days or so. 

- Eren is often very vocal about his anger, but you’ll know you’re knee deep in real trouble when he gets dangerously quiet

- one moment you’d be having a screaming match with each other. next thing you know, you’d be pressed up against the wall with his hand encasing your jaw as he presses his head into the crook of your neck

- he’d mumble a low “wanna say that again?” into your collarbone, which would most definitely have you clenching your thighs

- he wouldn’t spend too much time edging/denying you because he’d be way too eager to fill you up with his cock 

- but he WILL overstimulate the fuck out of you till you’re crying and begging for him to stop abusing your poor cunt 

- would also cum inside you as an act of “marking territory” 

- if you’re in the missionary position, he would hold up your knees to your chest to make sure you “hold all the cum in” for him like the good ‘cum-dump’ you are 

- his way of asking you if you’re okay would be to trace all the marks he’s left on your upper half the next morning, asking a soft “does this hurt” each time he senses even the slightest movement from you. you’d eventually just have to push him away laughing and tell him to stop being such a mother hen.

- that’d most definitely get him to shut up, but would lead to some playful morning sex as he pretends to be mad, even though he makes sure to tell you how well you take him this time as you come undone beneath him once again 

   Levi Ackerman - lazy morning sex

- Levi would be so SO receptive to his lover in bed. definitely more of a giver than receiver [doesn’t mean that he won’t give you a can’t-walk-straight-for-the-next-day-fuck every now and then] 

- Lazy morning sex would definitely ensue on days after long missions, when you’d both have just been happy and grateful to be able to come home and lie in the arms of your beloved when so many others did not

- he would have listened to you vent about how you’d much rather eat grass rather than the shit they give to the scouts for snacks and he’d internally know that it’s a cover up for just how hard the recent mission had been on you. but he’d stay quiet, rubbing circles onto your back till you fall asleep.

- in the morning, for once he’d simply decide to stay longer in bed as he feels your figure clutch onto him with all the life you’ve got

- and who is he to deny you when you greet him with a lazy smile and kiss as he feels your knee press up against his crotch 

- what he cannot put out in words, he’ll convey by actions as he kisses you with enough fervour to make you forget all your pain whatsoever 

- still in a post sleep daze, it’ll be sloppy and rushed as you rid each other of your clothing, his fingers moving down to gather your wetness as his thumb rubs small circles onto your clit

- he’d gently ask if you’re ready before positioning his member in-between your folds and slowly entering you

- you wouldn’t miss the small smile against your lips as you let out a half breathy moan at the feel of your walls being stretched 

- he’d lift up one of your knees to gain a better angle to thrust into you, the tip of his cock rubbing against a spot inside you that makes your eyes roll back with pleasure each time 

- he’d either make you cum first or find release at the same time as you, letting both of your heavy moans and loud grunts fill the thick morning air 

- Levi would simply kiss your forehead before getting up to clean himself and then getting a washcloth to clean you up too

- would insist you take more rest [if you’re pouty enough, he’ll stay in bed with you until you fall asleep again, a small almost bittersweet smile gracing his lips as he slowly slips out] 

Colt Grice- first time sex

- an absolute gentleman !! 

- confirms multiple times if you’re sure about doing it 

- “you can back out anytime you want my love, I’ve got you”

- he’s just scared of hurting you. he’ll be so gentle and soft, making you cum on his fingers and tongue like thrice just to make sure you’re “prepared enough” (simply leads to you being overstimulated as fuck)

- SO MUCH PRAISE 

- “you’re so beautiful, I would never get tired of this. I want you there for the rest of my life sweetheart” 

- poor baby literally feels his heart break as you wince at the sheer size of him [the walls in paradis are not the only walls they like to destroy hehe sorry]

- peppers kisses all over your face, holding back his thrusts to let you adjust even though he can barely contain himself 

- “ ah fuck- you’re taking me so well”

- holds your hand through all of it 

- his moans are the sweetest sounding thing ever and he’ll be making those sounds right next to your ear as he presses his forehead to yours 

- would be big on aftercare- probably run you a bath and massage your shoulders and other sore spots. 

- post sex cuddles !!

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Let me know if you want a part 2 for Porco, Erwin and Jean/ any other aot characters :)

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A/N: Hi anon this ask has me HOWLING this is such a unique ask. Reminder that boobs are amazing and great and strong and even tho theyre great for fun during hanky panky they are not a mere sexual object yes than k u

FISH

Since you gave birth, Levi had been pushing himself even harder than usual, riding out far and wide to nearby villages trying to buy you the best herbs, the best cuts of meat, and freshest catches of fish. He was determined to play his part in making sure his child was well fed, and the only way to make sure of that was to make sure his beloved was well fed.

Levi held little Lily in his arms as she cooed, little hands grabbing at his hair. If anyone were to wander in the door, they would definitely triple take, the usually stern and unmoving squad leader all smiles and soft when he’s around his daughter. Bouncing the still giggling girl in his arms, he slowly stood up after hearing you call for him from the other room, a hand placed securely under her diaper covered bum as another supported her head.

As he stepped into your shared bedroom, he found you sprawled out on the bed wincing as you pressed against your chest. “Quick, give her here, I have a blockage I need her to help me clear.”

“Another blockage? Need some hot towels?” he asked, brows furrowing in worry as he handed Lily to you.

“No need, honey bee here will do the trick with her feeding” you smiled, unclipping your feeding bra and removing your breast pads. Levi wordlessly took the pads from you, throwing them into a protective bag and tossing them into the wash, nose wrinkling. When he returned, he sat beside you, a gentle hand on Lily as she nursed. Little by little, you felt the tension and soreness from your breast lessening and breathed a sigh of relief.

Reading your expressions, Levi met your eye. “Little brat’s feeding helping?”

“Oh my god yes. It’s all clear now thank goodness” you breathed, removing said brat gently to switch her to the other side, your smart little girl latching on immediately.

Eyes full of love for his two beloved girls, Levi pressed a gentle kiss to the still busy Lily before leaning over and pressing a kiss to your forehead. “Thank you for feeding our child so well.”

You giggled, catching Levi’s face in your free hand as you returned a kiss to his cheek. “I’m only able to do that because of you. Mikasa told me how long it took you to find that fish we had last night.”

A slight blush on his face, Levi turned away, slightly embarrassed that you had caught on. You had to strain your ears to hear what he said. “I just love you two so much.”

[oinkawawho]

A Marleyan Warrior{Attack On Titan X Reader} 

(on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/256215232-a-marleyan-warrior-attack-on-titan-x-reader?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=4nim3_Is_L1f3&wp_originator=tAWICrt3V8BzQW1LGYI%2F03jEzj28M641UDh6LbAIcD2TQ5EaZt8pUzMW04RqGdWzHsx9sM%2BPdPAQwy85mx2%2BmzJUjjx%2B6dDQThPJzj8L9f6puq14WFEaMSJkTvyjDI8E

 {WARNING: -I DO NOT OWN AOT/SNK -FOWL LANGUAGE -COVER ART DOES NOT BELONG TO ME, ONLY EDITED BY ME.} .

I FINALLY HIT 1K!!

[tangerinesmooch]

I wanna shout out an amazing writer aka @beyondthewalls101 cause they have such great fics and they're honestly kinda underrated so here's a spread love for em because they deserve it. You should really check their fics out if you love Aot and enjoy x reader fics.

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REQUESTS ARE OPEN <3

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Character limit: is 3 characters for hcs and one-shots (I'm better at headcanons)

What I write: fluff, comfort hcs, and maybe some light angst

I do not write: rape, incest, relationships between a minor & an adult, toxic behaviour, ships, NSFW, OC inserts etc...

I’m a minor and I only write SFW<3

-I write for SnK, BNHA & Haikyuu!

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-I write for Poc of colour/ black readers, but anyone can read! The content that I've posted so far hasn't been specified for a black reader but I will the reader will have black-leaning characteristics. However, I still try to keep the details as neutral as I can without it taking away from the plot

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Some Say (Jean Kirstein X Reader) (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/257945254-some-say-jean-kirstein-x-reader?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=allyrivaille&wp_originator=IKllIyzDaU5glrhRsmk1B%2BM%2FIdCvZE9IKl59v2YA80z%2FKd8WcuiBB2TdCYijfHi3YOiLufSCnQ8%2Fo%2BndA%2B%2FbHvH7NW%2BEg5C4nLzjcnCLvfoLIbyHkK%2BGf0IiaTMRS69M Jean and (y/n) have been friends since training but after Marco's death, they're drawn even closer to one another. But will a relationship survive the life in the Survey Corps? Contains spoilers for the anime and the manga!!! Warnings: Foul language, character death, smut, mature themes. A HUGE THANK YOU TO simppforkatsukii FOR CREATING A NEW COVER FOR THIS STORY! Playlist: 1. Some Say- Nea 2. I Found - Amber Run 3. Paradise (feat Dermot Kennedy) MEDUZA 4. Call of Silence - Hiroyuki Sawano 5. Unstoppable - Sia 6. Let You Down - NF 7. The Greatest - Sia 8. Soldier - Fleurie 9. All Who Remain - Beware of Darkness 10. Can We Kiss Forever? - Kina, Adriana Proenza

[dazai-chuuyabby]

The 5th Ackermann - 40- The Hearing (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1004439204-the-5th-ackermann-40-the-hearing?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Letmekenma&wp_originator=TpJNZKP0U6EePs4%2Bhw4fNTFeW43ELci9nQbPCq0jiNsT737MuPYPxONi0%2F8eadXafqc7WoSX9SYNbaoR3spve%2BZbSS9loG0Vk%2Bhfq0uVRx2B71vaBgjFsO56XEals7Cp (AOT/SNK boys x reader) Y/n Ackermann. A young girl who lived in the deadly underground with nothing but a knife and her older brother Levi. They want to go to the surface and get out of the slums. How could they reach such a miraculous PARADISe with almost nothing but each other? (I don't own the characters or pictures unless stated otherwise) (This does go in order so it may be confusing if you skip around.)

[a-fangirling-flower]

That’s What You Get (LevixReader)

You were casually walking through the halls, trying to fight the grin that wanted to show on your face. You did something that you didn't expect you would do especially to HIM. While you were thinking of the face he’ll make, you accidentally bumped into a certain blonde-haired kid. Out of shock, you fell down on your butt. “S-sorry Squad Leader (l/n), I didn't see you there.” He said, his eyes slightly widening. He was shaking and was sweating a little when you didn't speak up. You were a little hurt from what he said because you were short. And by short, I mean shorter than Lance Corporal short. He saluted but you just brushed it off, standing while wiping the invisible dust off your butt. You chuckled a little and put a hand on the kid’s shoulder. “Chill down Cadet Arlert. No harm done.” You said smiling at him. He blushed and you just couldn't help but squeeze his cheeks. “You’re just too cute Armin.” You chuckled when his face was as red as a tomato and ruffled his hair. When you were about to pass by him, he spoke up. “Uh… S-squad Leader (l/n), Heichou said that he wanted to see you…” You grinned at him. You were thinking of possible ways to escape but you were interrupted when Armin coughed awkwardly. “Sorry Arlert but you may go now.” You said. He looked at the floor and you just couldn't stop the thought of being him too cute for his age… again. “B-but Squad L-leader, Heichou said that he wanted me to drop you off to his office… Muttering something along the lines of you trying to escape.” “So now his thinking.” You said to yourself. The boy looked at you, utterly confused. “Whoops. Didn't mean to say that out loud. Ehehe.” You rubbed the back of your neck. “Anyway… lead the way cadet.” You smiled at him brightly. He nodded at you and made his way to the Corporal’s office. You then followed him towards Levi’s room, knowing that if you didn't, the poor boy might get beaten up just because he didn't ‘accomplish’ his duty. You were about to waltz in but you stopped yourself and knocked on the door. “State your name and business.” The monotone voice said from the other side of the door. “It’s Squad Leader (l/n) and…” You were interrupted when he ordered you to come in. Once you opened the door, you saw the raven-haired man sitting on his chair behind the desk with his arms crossed above his chest, practically glaring at you. Both you and Armin saluted, though you gave him an innocent smile. His glare got more intense and you just couldn't stop grinning. “Cadet Arlert.” He said “You’re dismissed.” “Hai!” he proceeded to walk towards the door then closing it behind him, leaving you with short stack… not that you were taller than him. “What is it si--?” “Cut off the crap (f/n), you know why I called you here.” You smiled at him innocently but you were getting nervous. Even though your face wasn't betraying you, your gestures were. You were fiddling with your fingers and were rocking yourself back and forth with the balls of your feet. “Sit.” He commanded you. Slowly, you went towards the chair in front of his desk and took a sit. “Why’d you steal my bleach?!” he bluntly asked. You had to fight the urge to laugh with that question. “What do you mean Levi?” You asked him innocently. You asked yourself on how you gained the courage but your courage was cut short when the corporal trapped you in your seat. “Damn your fast.” You smiled at him and gave him the puppy dog eyes, wishing he’d fall for it but unfortunately he's not that gullible. You felt your face heat up and in instinct, you moved backward, your back resting on the seat’s back. You could smell his scent and feel his breath on your face. You swore your face was as red as a tomato… even redder than the tomato itself. He bent forward, his mouth slightly touching yours. You close your eyes but opened them when he still didn't make a move. Suddenly, two hands were on both side of your waist, tickling you for dear life. You let out continuous laughter and your stomach began to hurt.  You were beginning to pant but Levi still kept on tickling you. “Admit it. You stole my bleach and hid it somewhere.” He said in his usual monotone voice but he was smiling despite his tone. He was definitely enjoying this. “I—don’t-- ad—mit—any—thing!” You were already panting and Levi wasn’t even in the point where he would stop tickling you. After a few more minutes, you couldn't help it and you surrendered. He stopped tickling you and smirked, knowing that he won. “The bleach is hidden in Hanji’s room.” You said once you regained your breath. When you were about to stand up, Levi pushed you on the shoulders. You lost your balance and fell on the chair. “Did I say that you could go Squad Leader (l/n)?” Levi asked, but it was more of a statement. “No Heichou.” You said in a mere whisper. His lips were centimeters away from yours and you were losing your patience because of all the teasing from the start. With that you closed the space between both of you and put your arms around his neck. Levi was surprised by your action; even you were surprised since it was the first time that you were the one who moved first. You felt yourself blush but still continued kissing him. After a while he kissed you back. He made you stand up and put his right hand on your waist while the other was at your back pulling you closer. When you felt yourself lose oxygen, you pulled away from the kiss and regained your breath. He put his forehead on top of yours and lightly kissed you on the nose. “I should really hide your cleaning supplies more often.” You said and he smiled. He chuckled and you grinned, not used to hearing him chuckle and smile. “That reminds me… your cleaning the stables for a week.”  You sighed. Well, no use for retorting. “Fine.” You were about to head out but before you could reach the door, you stopped midway. “You still have to find your duster.” And with that you ran away for dear life.

[aotimagines]

Can you do a scenario with femReader and Hanji where reader sees Hanji for the first time after her eye injury and reader gets a flustered and upset but Hanji comforts her with many kisses? Just disgustingly fluffy Hanji plz

I hope this is what you were looking for anon! I couldn’t really find a specific way to designate the gender, so I hope that’s alright!

“Hanji.”

As soon as Hanji heard their name, they immediately froze; the tone was all too familiar, and it was evident from it they were in some considerably hot water. Swallowing thickly, Hanji knew there was no way they were going to be able to hide their injury if they turned around, so instead they opted to stay turned away from you as they said your name in greeting.

“Oh, hey! How’s it going?” 

You were having none of it. Growling, you grabbed Hanji’s shoulder and spun them around, eyes ablaze with both fury and concern. You had heard through the grapevine of Hanji’s injury but you had never expected them to try and hide it from you, so naturally you were concerned that it was worse than what you’d been told. As your eyes scanned over their bashful face, you couldn’t help but feel the knot in your throat grow at the sight of the eyepatch.

You felt hot tears well up behind your eyes and immediately you noticed Hanji tense. Fists clutched at your sides, it was all you could do to simply bite your tongue and refrain from punching your partner across the jaw and injuring something else.

“How could you be so…so reckless?!” you snapped, gritting your teeth as the tears begin to pool over. Hanji jolted back just a bit but then held up their hands and waved them around in the air.

“Hey, it’s okay, it’s fine, I’m–” Hanji took a step closer to you, hesitantly placing their hands on your shoulders as they tried desperately to calm your racing nerves. “It’s not a huge deal, alright? I’m alive, I’m breathing, and most importantly, I can still…do…this.”

Hanji slowly closed the distance between the two of you until there was none left, their lips melting against yours and subsequently also melting your anger away. Hanji pulled you close against their body until neither of you could discern whose heartbeat belonged to who, and you clutched tightly onto the front of their uniform as your shoulders began to shake from the overwhelming emotion.

“I was so scared,” you whispered against their lips as they slowly pulled away, knocking your forehead against theirs as you both gripped onto each other for dear life. “When I heard you’d been hurt…”

“Shhh,” Hanji hushed you, pulling you closer until your head was laying against their shoulder. “I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere, I promise.”

You could only nod your head in response, taking a deep breath in a last ditch effort to calm yourself down. You had to remind yourself that Hanji was right–they were alive, standing right here. You had to take advantage of that so long as it stood true, because one day…they might not be.

“I love you,” you murmured against their neck, inhaling the familiar scent with one final sniffle.

“I love you more, beautiful,” Hanji replied, running their fingers through your hair with a small smile.

[suna-reversed]

AOT men as nsfw! tropes/cliches (part 2- Erwin, Porco)//hcs

warnings/tags- thigh riding, mating press, mentions of breeding, squirting, fingering

part 1 

Erwin- thigh riding

- He’d have been over-working himself late into the night in his office quarters, going over the same papers he had already gone through 4 times by now.

- Pinching the bridge of his nose, he’d look up, only to find you at the doorway clad in nothing but one of his shirts and a blanket. 

- Now Erwin is a man with all the composure and rationality in the world. But he is still a man. 

- So how can he deny you all his attention when you so sweetly climb onto his lap, burying your face in the crook of his neck as your fists bunch up the fabric of his shirt in your hands.

- “Bad dream?” 

- “Hmm...couldn’t sleep without you.”

- “You’ve done so on many nights my dear.”

- “Well- not when you’re so close.” You murmur into the skin of his neck. “How much longer?” 

- Erwin pulls your head up with a gentle finger looking down at you with a smile soft enough to make your knees weak, 

- “How about I help you go back to sleep ?” As he says so, one of his hand slips under your shirt, rubbing circles into the bottom of your back with his thumb.  

- you squirm in his lap at the sudden contact, your head flooding with sinful thoughts as the rough fabric of his pants brushes against your thinly veiled mound. the friction feels way too good and you find yourself rubbing a little more than necessary. 

- “oh? was it that kind of dream then?” Erwin asks in a mocking tone. Nonetheless, he doesn’t stop your ministrations, rather moving his hands to grip your hips and guide you further. 

- Bringing his head close to your ear, he whispers, 

- “So needy aren’t you? Go on then, make yourself cum on my thigh little one.”

- You move your hips faster, gasping as Erwin reaches down to pull your panties to the side, his fingers coming in contact with your slick heat. 

- “Don’t you dare slow down.” He instructs as his fingers rub hastily against your bundle of nerves.

- Your juices are dripping all over the expanse of his muscular thighs now and Erwin thinks the site alone would make him cum as he glances down. 

- “ah- fuck- I’m close.” you breathe out, now more so rocking your hips against his calloused fingers than his thigh.

- “Keep going- fuck yourself on my thigh like the greedy little slut you are.”

- Your eyes widen at the choice of his words, your orgasm hitting you like a rush at the same time. You lose balance and fall against his chest, his arm coming around to steady you as his other hand helps you ride out your orgasm.

- Breathing heavily, you look up at him, your cheeks flustered and eyes teary from your release.

- Erwin had planned to send you back to bed right after he made you cum, but seeing your fucked out face made his erection strain even harder against his briefs. This didn’t go unnoticed by you as you ran your hand over his bulge. 

- “How about you just rest here for a while sweetheart? And maybe you can keep my cock warm while you do so?” 

- How could you have refused such an insatiable offer?

Porco Galliard - mating press

- Your eyes rolled to the back of your head and you saw stars as your lover pumped his fingers in and out of you at a speed rapid enough to make the bed shake. 

- The warrior had noticed a young man flirting with you in the marketplace not even a day after he had returned. He knew you were indifferent to the man’s advances, but something about not having seen you in so long  made his pride burn at the thought of another man cozying up to you. 

- He had led you away, giving a glare intense enough to send the other man scrambling away.

- And now here you were, clothes discarded on the floor, two fingers buried deep inside your dripping cunt. You whined at the sudden emptiness as you felt them pull out. 

- Porco licked them clean off, an animalistic growl leaving his throat at the taste of you. God, you made him feral. 

- “Look at you, you’re so desperate for me,” he said in a low and husky voice. “Want me to fill you up huh?”

- “yes- yes fuck- please, haven’t felt you in me for so long” you could barely control the desperation in your voice. “I missed you”

- those 3 words seemed to snap the restraint in him as his gaze turned softer but somehow more lustful. 

- he had a firm grip on your legs as he pulled them up, safely tucking your knees to your chest, leaving you fully exposed to him. 

- both of you moaned in unison as he lined the dripping head of his cock with your heat. leaning forward, he pressed his forehead right against yours. He wanted to be as close to you as possible, feel as much of you as he can.

- “I missed you too.” He murmured softly, before entering you in long stroke. 

- You cried out loud at the feel of being full of his thick cock after so long. His pace was slow as he took his time, feeling every inch of your insides, his thrusts deeper and deeper with each roll of his hips. 

- The new angle gave him the opportunity to rub against a spot inside you which made the coil in your belly tighten and burn. His grunts and heavy moans only seemed to spur your incoming release on further. 

- “Porco- I’m going to- fuck- I-”

- You didn’t get to finish as one of his fingers came down onto your sensitive nub, the dam inside you breaking loose as you squirted all around his thick girth. 

- Seeing you do that for the first time with your cunt sucking him in so tight, it didn’t take long for Porco to also cum undone with a loud moan, spilling himself into you as he did so. 

- You stayed over each other like that for a while before he gently pulled down your legs, letting himself fall over you as he did so, arms coming to wrap around your stomach as his head buried itself into your chest. 

- he looked up at you as you stroked his hair gently, 

- “I can’t wait to spend the rest of my remaining years with you.” 

- You felt your chest swell and tighten at his bittersweet words, but you focused on the moment. you were here, with the man you loved in your arms, and you had more time with him than most people get. So you smiled back at him,  

- “well, I’m hoping you run me a bath while you’re at it.” 

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this was longer than I expected so um,,,part 3 for Jean and Reiner?

[ackermans-freedom-inc]

HELLO! @hidehaskak you always have such ANGSTY requests and I LOV IT. Hurt me more pls. feel free to send in more requests! 110% promise that you will never stress me out <3. Hope you enjoy!

I Miss Her Too – death mention, blood mention

You and Kat had met during training, her bubbly personality making it easy to strike up a friendship. The two of you had gone through thick and thin, from the first time you saved her from a titan, slashing through its nape and claiming your first kill, to when she hugged you to her chest as you cried, afraid that she would distance herself after confessing to her that you were bi. She was always by your side. She picked up the pieces of your heart when you got dumped, would act as moral support, hiding nearby when you broke up with your exes, and would always have your favourite foods ready when you were feeling crummy. In return, you swooped in to save her from horrible dates, protected her from clingy exes who followed her around, and would go and give shitty boyfriends a piece of your mind when you found out they weren’t treating your best friend well. You both shared your secrets, about your childhoods, your parents, and the struggles of growing up. You supported each other through dark days in training, when a squad would come back, horses without riders. You held her as she cried over the death of her brother, and it was she who encouraged you to go and flirt with the captain.

The ever-gutsy girl that she was, Kat had even dared to threaten Levi when you two finally started dating, telling him that he had better treat you well. He would never admit it to her, but Levi had truly been scared of Kat that day, her eyes fiery as she spoke of how great a person you were, how fiercely she said she loved you and how she would never forgive him if he did not treat you the way you deserved. What Levi never told you was how Kat had made him promise to protect you, no matter what. “If one day I’m gone, you have to protect her Levi. Promise me. Protect her.”

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You couldn’t stand it. You screamed and screamed, hands tugging at your blood-soaked hair, wishing you would wake from this horrible nightmare. You knelt by Kat, her hand in yours as she smiled up at you, her face ashen. “Hush now” she whispered, “I’ll always be with you. It’s alright. It’s alright I love you Y/N.”

You had screamed your love back to her through your tears and as her breathing started to falter, you held her close, pressing a kiss to her cheek. “You know Y/N…you’re like the sister I wish I had…I’m so glad I get to spend these last moments with you…” She coughed, your free hand getting soaked in her blood. You knew it was futile to put pressure on a wound of that size, but you had to try. Shaking her head, you wiped the cold sweat off her face as you held her close, unable to form the words that would be the last Kat ever heard.

When Levi heard the report from Erwin, he had rushed to the infirmary where Hanji was patching you up. You had washed the blood from your hands, but your uniform was still soaked. What scared Levi most about you was your eyes. He had never seen them so lifeless, without the spark, that glint he had gotten so used to in the months you had been together. As he nodded his head to Hanji, thanking her for taking care of you, he took you gently by the arm as he led you to your shared room. There, he stayed silent, peeling your uniform off you and setting up the shower, urging you to wash the evidence of the day off your weary body. His gentle hands and soft whispers somehow made you mad. How could he be so patient with you. How could he be so calm when Kat was gone.

Letting him dress you as your eyes filled once again with tears, he sat you down on the bed and brought your face to his chest, rubbing your back soothingly. “Take your time Y/N. Whenever you want to talk, whenever you’re ready, I’m here to talk.” He whispered.

“I don’t want to talk about anything Levi!” You screamed, tears pouring down your cheeks as you pushed him away. “How can you be so calm! Don’t you care at all that she’s gone? Doesn’t anyone else miss her?” your hands balled into fists as you sobbed. Your grief was slowly turning into anger, anger that Kat would be so reckless, anger at the titans for existing, angry at yourself for not keeping a better eye on Kat. As Levi attempted to wrap his arms around you again, you shoved him away, harder this time. “Just…Just leave me the hell alone Levi. I don’t need your pity.” you spat, standing up and running out the room. You knew it wasn’t fair to lash out at Levi like this, after all, he was probably the next closest person to Kat. But you didn’t care that you were being unfair. You just wanted to feel okay again. You just wanted Kat to be back by your side.

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You had made a grave mistake. At first, running into the darkness of the woods seemed like a good idea. You could wallow there in pain, away from prying eyes. But as your mind started to work again, the cloud of pain and anguish slowly lifting, your rational thinking coming back little by little. That was when you realized how cold you were, clad in only a thin shirt and pants unsuited for the blustery day. The next thing you noticed was how you had no idea where you were. You thought you knew this forest like the back of your hand, but as the night grew darker and darker, the shadows seemed to make all the foliage blend into one amorphous, unrecognizable blur. And of course, that was the moment you had to stumble, shoes losing grip on a rock that stuck out from the dirt, causing you to roll your ankle as you heard an ugly “crack”.

As you sat in the dirt, utter lost, shivering, and in pain as your ankle throbbed, you chuckled mirthlessly. You really had fucked up. Staring up into the darn void you screamed, hoping Kat, wherever she was, could hear you. “Kat…I fucked up…I really fucked up didn’t I….” You tried getting up, pleased you were still able to put pressure on your injured foot. Nothing had broken. You looked around and saw a large rock that had some downed trees leaning on it, creating a tiny makeshift awning. You hobbled over, deciding this was where you were to spend the rest of the night, at least until light when you could make it back. Your heart clenched, thinking of how hurt Levi must have been when you told him to leave you alone. You brought your knees up to your chest, head on your knees as you tried not to cry for what seemed like the thousandth time that night.

Back at base, Levi had passed the time, trying to find more work to do in Hanji and Erwin’s office, giving you the time you needed to let off steam and get back home. So when he stumbled back to the room just before dawn, his heart nearly stopped when he didn’t see your familiar body, a lump under the covers. He then ransacked nearly all the barracks on base, the girl’s room his last hope. When sleepy faces gawked at home, none of them you, he knew something was wrong. Very wrong. You were still out. You wouldn’t be so reckless to spend all. Night out. While he knew the chances of a titan encounter were slim, as the sun got closer and closer to rising, his heart started to pick up speed. Gathering his equipment and hopping on his horse, he set out for the forest, calling out your name.

It must’ve been hours since you had left base. Your tears had dried and you had fully absorbed the fact that Kat was gone. Your heart panged with loss, but you were finally clearheaded. As you looked towards the east, where the sun was beginning to tinge the sky a light blue, you thought you were still in a dream when you heard the faint sounds of your name being called. Levi.

You screamed your reply, calling out his name over and over again. Soon, you heard the familiar sound of hoofbeats a smile breaking out on your face as your beloved came into view. Dismounting, he wrapped a blanket around you and helped you on the horse, face stern. As safe as the forest should be, he did not want to take any chances. You sat in front of him silently the entire ride back to base. Neither of you said a word.

Finally back in the safety of your room, Levi had wordlessly left you alone once more as he went to grab Hanji to take a look at your ankle. By the time you finished showering, Hanji had arrived, proclaiming your ankle just rolled, telling you to elevate it and keep off it if possible. Hanji cast a glance towards Levi, who was leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, before laying a soft hand on your shoulder. “He’s under more pressure than you think Y/N.” they whispered, packing up their supplies and breezing out of the room.

Biting your lip, you looked up at your boyfriend, who was still leaned against the door. “Thank you for saving me” you offered, slightly sheepish. Grey eyes flicked over for a brief moment before looking back away.

“I’m sorry for everything. I just needed some space.” You admitted, looking down into your lap and fiddling with your fingers.

“Tch.” Breaking his silence, Levi walked over to join you on the bed. “I’m not mad that you needed space. Everyone mourns differently. I have no issue with that” he explained, a soft hand on your knee. “What I cannot condone, as a Captain and boyfriend is you running out there with no regard for your own life.”

You were silent, acknowledging the irresponsibility of your actions. But what he said next had your head snapping up to look him in the eye.

“Kat would never have forgiven me if anything happened to you tonight”

“Kat?” you breathed, your heart still hurting.

“She made me promise to protect you if anything happened to her. I intend on keeping it.”

Realizing what Hanji had meant, you felt your body warm and whispered a secret thank you to your best friend before wrapping Levi into a hug, soft tears slowly staining his shoulder.

“I know. I miss her too”

[capricorns-musings]

[Fic] Parting ways

Title: Parting Ways Pairing: ErenxReader Fandom: Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan Rating: PG Length: 924 words

The war had been long and exhausting, many more people were killed the closer humanity reached victory, causing them to feel as if they were fighting a hopeless battle. However, they did not give up since they didn’t want the deaths of all those people to have been in vein.

Some were strangers, ones that the soldiers have never even seen before, others had been comrades, the same people they’ve trained with and ate dinner with, joking around as they struggled to swallow the stale bread they were given for food.

But finally, finally humanity won and claimed back their kingdom. The walls that had ones surrounded and caged them like cattle were broken down, the humans relishing on the fresh air, the gentle breeze and the idea of exploring the rest of the world.

Happiness, excitement and anticipation surrounded the people as they all exited out from behind the worn walls, gazing happily at the sight of the world outside the walls.

Soldiers cheered, hugging each other with tears streaming down their faces, happy that they’ve made it, happy, yet guilty that they’ve survived even though most of their comrades have not, but mostly happy that they no longer had to live in fear of the titans that once walked the Earth.

Eren Jaeger, the determined and bright-eyed soldier, was one of the happiest. In fact, he was beaming, glad that all the deaths of their comrades had not been in vein. He knew, of course, that as soon as celebration has died down and everyone has calmed down enough to be able to think clearly, it’d be pointed out that he was still alive and therefore, was still a threat to humanity. Then the decision to kill him would be made afterwards because after all, humanity’s hope or not, the fact remained that he was still a titan and besides, most of his superiors have been killed in the last battle so they couldn’t exactly protect him which leaves the boy to be left in the clutches of the military police and the public.

He was only a shifter, but still, he was the last remaining titan and if the world was to be permanently eradicated of the terrifying species then he must be killed in order for humanity to move on and for the species to finally become disappear.

Eren swept that thought into the back of his mind for the time being and instead decided to enjoy the rest of his remaining time with his friends.

“[Name]. It’s beautiful, isn’t it? I’m glad that humanity has finally won back the land that was originally ours. You can see it, can’t you? Sure, you saw it lots while we’re out on expeditions, but this is truly the first time you can see it without worrying about the danger of being eaten. It’s beautiful.”

“It is, isn’t it, Eren?” The girl beside him smiled and reached over, grasping the boy’s hand in hers gently. She gave it a small squeeze and glanced back towards the sight, “I wonder what those oceans you talked about looks like? I want to see the thing called snow, too.”

“Armin! We can finally go and see the water filled with salt and the cold, white powder!” Eren grinned, turning around to face his best friend so suddenly that his hand slipped away from the girl’s grasp. [Name] didn’t try to grab his hand again and instead contented herself with watching the boy bounce around like he was given a large pile of money for his birthday.

“Oh Eren.” Mikasa smiled at him, but her eyes were teary for she knew what Eren’s fate would be. She didn’t want to rain on her friends’ parade though, so she kept quiet, silently dreading the approaching death of her brother, the time slowly ticking in her mind, much like a time bomb would. Then again, it did feel like a time bomb to her.

[Name] gave her a smile before turning around to face her other friends, laughing softly as Eren and Jean bickered about the possibility of the huge amounts of water filled with salt that covered most of the world. She noticed that Jean seemed to half-heartedly argue back, not bothering reply with a heated answer like usual. Perhaps, he too was aware of Eren’s fate.

With a content sigh, she decided she has had enough and walked over to Eren, giving him a tight hug while laughing with tears streaming down her face.

“Eren, good job on winning back our land. You did great, but it seems that you’ll be departing soon.”

She let out a soft exhale, her voice quivering and her breath shaky as she continued, “I missed you, you know. Good luck.”

[Name] took a small step back, opening her arms wide towards Eren’s back, sending it a small, sad smile as wings sprouted out from her back. She took one last glance at Eren’s laughing and content face before spinning around and walking away with her head held high and her wings displayed proudly, heading towards the light which shone brightly at her.

“I guess I’ll see you soon,”

[Name]’s eyes were focused straight ahead so she did not notice that as she passed by Armin, his blue eyes followed her form until it slowly faded away. The blond boy lets out a sad smile then turns back to return to his friends.

Her parting words were carried away by the wind who whispered them softly to Eren’s ears.

“Take care, Eren.”