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supremeprince-bensolo · 5 months
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thougets on bad batch finale? i am upset that dathan didnt appered in cameo
I'm actually glad there were no cameos. The finale was all about the Bad Batch and wrapping up their story and wasn't overshadowed by anything else like some other shows.
I really enjoyed the finale! I thought it was a great send off for these characters. Freeing the kids from Tantiss and the Zillo Beast attack was thrilling. The stand off with Hemlock was intense. Nala Se's sacrifice. And it definitely put to rest anyone thinking Omega is connected to Palpatine/Snoke/Rey or whoever else, haha.
And they all got a happy ending!! I was so worried someone was going to die. Crosshair was my main concern as redemption usually ends in death in SW but I am so glad he got to live! They all got to live long and happy lives on Pabu!
The flash forward with older Omega and Hunter was everything. I couldn't stop crying. She's going off to fight in the rebellion which is just the perfect culmination of her journey 🥹
It's been a great ride over these 3 seasons and I'm happy with the ending.
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kirisclangen · 9 months
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Jackal
She/her, 75 moons, cis molly
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mashmouths · 6 months
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the beautiful thing about crochet is that if you make it big enough, any blanket will become a weighted blanket
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neriyon · 3 months
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Got tired of playing around with the elf boy in the character creator (I think I'll go with wine red hair) and hopped over to benchmark to test what I could do with N'jinh. And I think it turned out pretty nice. Def some changes (it's a completely different base), but I feel like he doesn't look like, too unfamiliar to me. Like I can still recognize that yeah, it's my smug boy, just with a new coat of paint on top and a few structural fixes.
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^ Here's how he used to look. I made his blue eye a bit lighter shade, changed the red around eyes to more pink shade, and ofc switched the base. He actually has pvp hair right now, and I thiiiink I'm gonna go stick with that, but he looks good with his old hair too. Only complaint I have is that I reaaaally wanted him to have a scar in different place :/ Don't need the lip scar anymore with his lore changes, but would've loved if face 1 had some scar that runs across the bridge of his nose. He would've absolutely rocked that.
Also hair is different shade. I like the warmer shade old hair has, buuuuut it has the unfortunate effect of looking like this if there's any sun to be found:
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So uh, I have to make a choice if I want to go with new hair or get flashbanged every time I try to gpose him outside like I do now.
#neri.txt#“keep the same shade and just pick one tone darker” yeah no can do#he uses orange base i just picked like one of the lightest options for it#so if i go ANY darker it'll go full orange#and going up on the color picker results in the first pic#i miiiiight keep it#seems like at least in benchmark creation you can't make it glow quite as badly as it currently does#anyway uhhhh i've also been rotating new lore and personality for him#he's gonna come with hawu'li to tural#i'm not 100% sure yet if he comes along BEFORE leaving or if he gets picked up there like a stray cat#but i'm thinking of making his main gimmick that he's very good in close combat but cannot use like almost any magic#maybe barely teleport for ease of travel but like. nothing else#in exchange he's indeed very good at wrestling things double his size#and maybe very durable?#like i'd love him to be very reckless during combat#because he rarely gets hurt so he doesn't really fear things#and kinda treats it more as a fun game than something that could get you killed#he'll be very bad for hawu'li's blood pressure lol#he's also gonna be another loud and kinda stupid cat#rip whichever scions get in their team#they won't know any peace while those two are awake#also edit so no one gets confused: i made the new one (first pic) without transferring his current look!#so it's not “ohh look how graph update made him look” but “hey look i completely remade his face”#just on benchmark since i'm not gonna change him yet
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celestial-sapphicss · 11 months
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home school is frustrating to watch not because the show is bad (i love the show i have so many thoughts) but because despite the wildly different reasons (and stakes and intensity), seeing the education institution systems making students do things without any explanation or logic or reason just because they can and being absolutely unreasonable is very real of them.
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couthbbg · 4 months
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Hey, was scrolling on reddit and saw that someone posted your graphics there today. Just wanted to let you know:
https://www.reddit.com/r/penguins/s/sT6M321hIC
UGH blegh thank you for telling me! i don't really know what to do about that lol. also kind of funny this of all posts? i feel like it's not that hard to make a post that says hbd ek 😭
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sortanonymous · 7 months
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Listening to Nick Crowley is weird because I always get invested by the storytelling, but I always get so worried about the stories told, that I tend to just look up how the story ends. It's basically hearing the tension in the first minute or two and just going, "Alright, how bad is this one just so I don't have a heart attack."
And in all honesty, I'm so much more shocked on the occasion that they have a happy ending.
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laurelwinchester · 2 years
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jeff davis has been desperately trying to kill derek hale since the first season so i’m disappointed and irritated but not necessarily surprised that he finally followed through on that one. i am kinda surprised that he accidentally gave derek and stiles an inexplicable child though. that was a plot twist i did not see coming.
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wrecking · 1 year
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edit: i ended up just ranting abt like the current vibe™ in the tags... sorry abt that but like also whatever i don't care anymore
#d#my food therapist really said the most real thing on planet earth when she said i'm meeting me at the same time everyone else is#i feel like a cringey overzealous emotionally dumb teenager who's a total embarrassment to everyone around me while i'm trying 2 say fuck i#cuz like this is the first time in my entire life i feel like i get to actually explore my identity and do like normal young people things#and i feel just. so so exposed in the sense that everyone is watching me make a fool of myself without a single shred of self-awareness#and it makes me so fucking mad cuz like i'm finally happy with myself!! i'm finally starting to feel like a fully formed person#instead of a 2d projection or an object or something monstrous hiding in the shadows because that's how i've spent until now imo#and like. it's hard to emotionally make peace with the fact things in my social life are changing because like. there's some part of me#that thinks that maybe if i stayed in that miserable place that maybe i wouldn't have any of the problems i have now#and like my life is a lot better. and i know that and i wouldn't change a thing. but like emotionally i guess i'm just#processing it as a fault of mine to have changed bc it's changing my relationships to others#and this isn't about any one specific thing like i've been having lots of small growing pains with a lot of ppl in my life rn i just am lik#there's a lot happening to me rn emotionally so i feel like everything i do is a fuckup and i'm just bracing for more people to go ig#which might happen or it might not and tbh either is ok at this point. i need to do this in order to live i think#idk why i'm even rambling about this i just have a lot of thoughts and i want to share them i guess. not like it does anything but like#what else is this app for at this point lmfao i barely even want to talk on here anymore because i feel like everything i say on here is#just pointless. i'm thankful i have a strong support system rn cuz genuinely i don't know what i'd do if i didn't like#i feel like everything is so much more emotionally Big to me on E and it's kind of hard trying to figure out how to manage it#like i'm basically finally getting to be me. for worse AND for better. and i just am like. insecure on some level i guess#not even over my appearance tbh i've kinda made peace with that. moreso my personality and what things i share with others#this whole post is so wholly unnecessary but i feel like i'm going to go insane if i don't get this out of my head#i've genuinely been avoiding talking about my emotions or my private life on here because i don't exactly feel safe on here anymore#which is like great. love it when my primary outlet for like. socially interacting with people casually gets compromised i love it#i literally softblocked like 30 ppl off of here so i could talk abt my weird sex stuff and my body and my deeper thoughts with ppl i trust#and then i still am too conscious about it! this always happens when i make a blog for myself to talk on#maybe i'm just not meant for talking abt things
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1roentgen · 1 year
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#can't find my headphones going insane#need... music....loud...#back from that meditation retreat/course thingy btw#thank god it wasn't that bad#i think i've made peace with going girlmode essentially full time again#as they say. c'est la vie... i will never win but the idgaf war wages on#other than the whole compulsory aspect of it the mandatory white garb was not so bad : P#observing the 8 precepts for only a few days is basically nothing... v ez#a lot of the lecture/sermon content was pretty legit and imo applicable to my daily life although i had issues w/ some topics discussed#i don't fuck with thought crime/'sin' and I'm pretty resolute about this#i have ocd and if i believed every time i had a horrible thought i let myself think it was reflective of#my inner state and/or karma stats or whatever i'd probably actually shoot myself#ok the relevant#buddhist theory is actually pretty complex but i don't want to misrepresent anything and#i cannot explain. i actively interact as little as i can with this kinda thing. even if you make me to take a course lol in my head I'm#wily and u cant get me. this is my turf and i'm like a ferret#i do beleive i have said my personal philosophies are undoubtedly highly influenced by Buddhist thought#but i can't be all gung-ho about this 'ending suffering' forever business#as nice as that sounds#i don't want to be told the meaning of life like I'm not gonna perservere my entire lived existence to fulfill some grand objective pre-#determined by someone else no matter how well-regarded they are by however many people#I'm rather attached to the things that bring me comfort and joy and meaning...as shallow or illusory they may be#i don't like that i'd feel threatened into trying to escape samsara bc its 'uber rare' that i was born into the right species#in the right religion and right place and time to get chance to do that#like in that one poem#i would like to touch the world with bare hands even it burns you know what i mean?#stop trying to save me; stop telling me to let go of the world#i try to stand my ground you know but I'm aware this is really important to my parents right now#i know people get more religious as they grow older#maybe i just am not forced to reckon with mortality in the same way that they are and therefore am not at a stage in my life where i can
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eorzeashan · 1 year
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Most of my FFXIV career looking back on it, was colored by a lot of depression and negativity, which changed my relationship with the game to something incredibly strange when I originally went in expecting the experience that most fortunately do get to live out (good newbie interactions, kind mentors, a lot of socializing, enjoyment of the story, get to play with friends and feel attached to their wol, strong sense of community) so it was a bit illusion-breaking when the exact opposite occurred. I still kept playing, hoping each time it'd get better and become what others had said of it for myself.
Ultimately, this only resulted in me becoming burnt out and experiencing the nadir of what nearly made me quit the game, which was probably the worst interaction I've ever had the displeasure of happening online and inside FFXIV nonetheless, a game famed for the "best" community. This and countless other similar interactions were the final straw, and I found myself dismayed and a bit heartbroken that a game I loved this much was becoming something I regretted this fast.
My WoL wasn't something special, either. I didn't like taking pictures as much as the average GPoser and felt I was destined to lose that game of popularity and attractiveness, I don't have as much creativity towards the story to inhabit it as much as other FFXIV writers/rpers and couldn't think of any ships I was into, and worst of all, I no longer wanted to practice becoming top tier at the gameplay-- the only part I felt was left for me in FFXIV. Playing felt like being judged for my skills by everyone, and making any mistakes after disastrous savage raids became exacerbated with my social anxiety. It became thoroughly unplayable not to mention unenjoyable. Attempts at breaks did not fix this, and neither did forcing myself into the fanbase.
It's only recently- literally now that I feel like my love for the game has returned or started to heal. The main reason, besides giving up caring about being "good" at the game and pacing myself, is getting to accept what the game will never be for me while learning to enjoy the incredibly mundane parts of it instead outside of all the main reasons one usually would get obsessed with FFXIV. The love others have for it helped quite a bit as well. That's reflected in my WoL as well- accepting the journey despite how awful it was and looking back on it with a fondness while retiring to a life of small joys.
I think FFXIV will never not be colored by the loneliness it unintentionally gave me, and the strange feeling where I wish it could've been an adventure like it was for others. But it was worth it, and I'll keep enjoying how it does make me happy and maybe someday it will.
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cynda-queer · 2 years
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I signed up for this Winnie the Pooh tarot Kickstarter and I've changed my order at least three times in less than twenty-four hours.
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slippery-minghus · 1 year
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it just occurred to me to wonder... how much of how shitty i've felt this past week and a half is being compounded by having to fuck with my adderall dosing to tide me until i can see my doctor and get a refill.
i've been staggering taking a leftover xr one day, skipping a day, then taking a higher dose of the ir, and so on. it's enough that i'm not crashing but... my dopamine is probably all over the place right now. and i gotta say. talking shit to myself feels almost rewarding.
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manny-jacinto · 2 years
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Also with Anna the way she talked down on and tried to distance herself from twilight in a weird way. Not like an rpattz I always hated it but I got paid!! Or Kristen I appreciated it but I’ve moved on vibe. It’s like girl.. you were not even a big part of it and you not even a huge star chilll babe.
i mean the whole twilight cast got bullied SO MUCH over the years that i can't blame them for trying to distance themselves
like it's taken a good decade for rob and kristen to get away from these roles and even now, they're still very much attached to the franchise. i was asking some people if they watched the batman and a dude was like: no i'm not watching the guy from twilight. okay??????? it's been more than 10 years, move on..................
twilight has just recently entered the camp/funny hall of fame so people have calmed down but goog god, the whole cast has had it rough over the years. i don't think any of them except from rob and kristen got a great career after that
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romeowho · 10 months
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actually the fact that i don't know how to loop videos is such an asset because there is one clip of a screen recording that if I could just put on loop and listen to while actually using my phone, I would never stop listening to it
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einaudis · 1 year
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#so I have this cousin#he's my mom's favorite and she never denied it#he studied because of her every job he's got was because of her#she did everything for him all the time#I jokingly (not really) say that he's her son and I'm the niece#I need you to understand that he IS her son and she'd die for him#she values his opinions more than she does mine and saying I've been a second priority for her when he's involved#is lying because I've never been a priority for her whenever he's in the picture#which... I made my peace with that#BUT... wanna know what happened?????#HE LEFT THE COUNTRY WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SHE /JUST/ LEARNED HE LEFT BECAUSE MY UNCLE (HIS DAD) TOLD HER!!!!!!!!!!!#HE LEFT /DAYS/ AGO AND HE DIDN'T TELL HER!#and look I won't be a bitch about it but it serves her right because somehow along the way* she forgot I'm supposed to be the daughter#not him#and he proved her that he didn't care about her the same way he cared about his own mom (which I assume it's what people with normal...#relationships with their moms do but ok that wouldn't be me so I don't know)#I'm not gonna lie either we got close (cousin and I) since out of 20 cousins we were like part of the last 5 remaining in the country#so yeah it kinda sucks that I'm more alone (proper English?) now and I lost someone else... but yeah#he'd be a bastard about how he got stuff from my mom while I never got anything#so yeah... it's complicated#but yeah... it serves her right#random#personal#my shitty English
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