#so here it is pls be gentle its my first time w jake

[marcspectrr]

sin descanso

words: 6k

summary: essence is 6k words of jake and marc having much-needed slightly-fatal injuries lead to them finally airing their shit out.

excerpt: '“There were nothin’ wrong with the plans! It was fine until you—” Marc pauses, closing his eyes and bringing a hand up to pinch the bridge of his nose. “You know, last time I checked, guns didn’t leave stab wounds.” Marc vaguely gestures to Jake, a pained expression on his face. “I mean, how’d you even get those, huh? You get them before or after you killed a bunch of innocents?” 

Jake glares at the mirror now. “Innocents that would not have hesitated to kill you and your wife.” 

Jake says it, low yet calm, fully expecting it to be the last thing he ever said to Marc Spector. He waits for the mirror to morph back into a stranger, to lose this oddly comforting tether to this person he’s made sure to avoid all his life. Prepares to continue hiding, erasing every imprint, leaving nothing more behind than what Marc could not achieve on his own.'

trigger warnings: suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts (mentioned), ptsd, c-ptsd, gun violence, blood and injury, referenced child abuse, slight depersonalization/derealization.