#so i could make gifs that don't look like shit lolol

[strangerscallmegray]

Are we the same?

Hello guys, I hope you like this. I was out looking for Joel Miller x son!reader fics and I could find very little male reader or GN reader fics and so I impulsively decided to create this series. I hope you will like it. The first chapter is going to be exploring Joel's PoV. I'm new here so I don't understand much, hopefully I'll learn along with you.

So, the thing is I have not seen the last of us, it is just recently that I discovered the fanfics and I really liked them, I'm going to watch it soon. So, I apologize for any timeline discrepancy as well as factual errors that might be there in the story lolol.

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Joel had a difficult relationship with his son. It was not that Joel did not love him, no, he did, he immensely loved the kid, how could he not? He was his son. You were the last remaining person from his family. The life and family he had had before everything went to shit. But there was a distance between you and Joel, one that Joel deeply lamented. It started after Sarah died. Joel felt like you blamed him for what had happened. You had always been a loving older brother to Sarah and losing her broke you too, you were never quite the same and he couldn’t say he was either.

Joel watched as you went outside the house after the latest argument you had had. Arguments were not uncommon between the two of you. It was simple, Joel still felt you were too young to be going on patrols with him. Whereas you felt you had never been more ready and to see Tess take your side had been heartbreaking for Joel. Tess would not forget the look of betrayal that had etched onto his face when she had done that. Tess had later given him a lecture saying if he wanted his son then he’d have to let him do what he wants to do even if that included danger. Joel had cried out in anger then saying that he’d rather have his son alive and hate him than dead. He and Tess had needed a lot of time to recover from that. He had already lost one child and he was not planning to lose another any time soon. Now, since Joel did not have a say in what you wanted to do, he put his everything into training you. He wanted to teach you everything he knew so that you could survive even if he is not there. He was very proud of you and how far you had come. You never complained when it came to training, even if you had arguments with your dad, sparring sessions were a must, even if it just helped in releasing pent-up frustration.

Joel was sometimes very harsh with you and he knows that. It was because maybe he got so lost when he lost Sarah that he forgot he had another person depending on him. Some days the guilt consumes him and the others he feels like you need the rigidity to make yourself better, that it is what you seek from him. Tess had told him many times that his harshness might reflect negatively on you since you were only 16. Sometimes he thought that surely Sasha must be rolling in the grave over what kind of a father he had become. A memory flashed through this head.

“This is a waste of time, they’ll have finished turning you by the time you get back up from the ground.” He said.

You were panting having fallen on the ground. “I am…..trying.” you said in between of breaths.

“Not like that you are not, the only thing you are trying to do right now is getting yourself killed, if that was your mission, congratulations, you succeeded.”

You had glared at him, still not getting up, “What the hell is your damn problem with me!?” you had shouted and stood up walking up to your dad. “You can see I’m trying, we only started practicing a week back and Tess says I’m doing good, why do you always have to be so critical of me as if I can never be any good?”

“I don’t know what Tess has been seeing, all I am seeing is that it was a mistake allowing a 14-year-old out on patrols.” Joel had said. He couldn’t understand why he was being so unnecessarily harsh.

Tears stung your eyes as you said, “I will prove you wrong Dad, I will be the best hunter you’ve ever seen.” You had said and walked away.

And you were most definitely the best that Joel had seen, he just failed to communicate it to you. He wished he had been more understanding back then.

Then, then came Ellie, the kid who reminded him too much of Sarah, the kid full of life and so opposite from both him and you. In the beginning he didn’t know how to act around her but slowly he warmed up to her. She was not replacing Sarah, nobody could replace his Sarah ever but Ellie was not Sarah, Ellie was Ellie and that was why he had grown to care for her and he knew he had grown paternal towards her. He had seen the way you interacted with Ellie too, you had never held something she didn’t even know against her. You had even taught her a couple of things and his heart swelled with happiness whenever he saw that. An emotion he was sure he would never feel again.

“Is he your son?” She had asked pointing towards you who was standing with the group explaining something to them.

“Yes.” He had said, short and crisp, he didn’t want to discuss it and he hoped she’d get the hint. She did not.

“Then why is he on patrols? He doesn’t seem that much older.” She looked curiously.

He had looked at her and glared “Why don’t you ask him the same then maybe even I will know.”

And after that, it felt the most normal than ever in Jackson, but he just wished he could mend his relationship with his son. He wished you would stop looking at everything he did for you in negative light and stop seeing him as the enemy.

Soo, I hope you liked that, let me know what you think. The next chapter will be your PoV.

[yourfav-ashy]

inarizaki 2nd year trio reacting to you being in the community, part one (suna😋)

a/n: hihi, i'm really excited for this :) not proofread 🥲 light swearing! this are tickle headcanons, if you aren't comfy with that then scroll

~suna~

-ahh my favorite💞

-there's two ways he would find out, and it could go either way. one: he's being a sneaky little shit and snoops on your phone, finding your tumblr, or two: you find the courage to tell him after building enough trust with him :)

-the first way would go like this: you're at his house, or he's at yours, and you had to go do something, ion know like maybe you went to get something to eat or get water, and you leave your phone in the room with him. BIGGGG MISTAKE MAN

-y'all knew each others passwords but didn't do much with it unless you were mad or somethin or felt the need to check on eachother if u don't open up abt smt, but suna was a little suspicious, cuz you were acting really flustered around him lately. a little jumpy whenever he touched you, more sensitive if you must

-so he got on your phone, the last thing you had opened being tumblr, more specifically a tickle fic.

-bro let out the most sinister giggle 💀 heard your footsteps, quickly putting your phone back where it was and later back, awaiting your arrival

-as you walk in and sit down beside him, grabbing your phone and swiftly closing the app, you show him a video, he sneaks in a light pinch to your ribs as he wraps his arm around you

-causing you to giggle and cover your mouth, he looks at you and does it again. as you look away and "try" to push his hand away, he intertwines his fingers with urs and js smiles at you bc it's so adorable‼️‼️

-"what, you're really gonna try to push me away even though you love it?"

-you're so caught off guard hehe🤭 once he reassures you that he finds it utterly adorable and not weird at all, you feel more confident about it with him. he'll give you tickles whenever you want, but don't think he won't make you ask for it :)

aight aight so the SECOND way, if youre able to tell him, this is how it'd go ‼️

-i feel like he would kinda tease you abt it at first if you're embarrassed to tell him

-like he'd make sure u don't think he's judging u tho

-ykk maybe later on he tells u he doesn't mind it either ("doesn't mind"= likes it)

-he'd be the type to text u teases or like wiggle his fingers at u in a public place bc obviously no one else would get it and then if someone notices ur flustered? bro u js gotta thug it out man😭🙏🏻

-he'd probably be accommodating about it too like if ur brave enough to tell him u want it softer or rougher/more playful he would comply, he loves ur smile/laugh bestie😋

-he might record it too, or take a picture of your smiling face to either embarrass you or bc he wants to be able to see ur adorable smile even when he's not with you (even if it's to embarrass u he still keeps it bc he loves ur smile)

-if you're insecure about ur smile/laugh tho? that's js smt else. he'll tk you and make you admit ur smile is adorable, or that u have an adorable laugh✨ he js can't stand seeing his bsf/parter being insecure abt themselves🙄

THATS ALLLL BYEBYE ILY ALL (@giggly-squiggily i think u said u would like me to tag u when i post tk headcanons for this, way back when i had the idea lolol)

[dxwnfxll]

Hi hi, could you write about Dr. Glass, Dr. Iceberg, Dr. Bright and SCP-073 with an S/O who absolutely loves making people flustered (not to the point where people get uncomfortable) and sometimes they look at someone (or an SCP) like "yeah, I can definitely take you"

Yah yah!!

(As always Dr. Bright/Shaw has been replaced by Dr. Amar)

Peeps with an s/o who loves making people flustered

Dr. Glass

-on this list Glass is definitely the one to get the most flustered, if you're his s/o all you gotta do is just smile at him and he'll blush at you

-so it's not a hard task to make him super flustered, but when you're doing it to other people he gets a lil jealous

-you don't even really get a chance to make others around you flustered before Glass drags you away with a blush on his face

-he tries to keep up an 'angry' look but the minute you say those dreaded words "jealous Simon?" His face goes as red as a damn tomato

-super flustered boy no matter what

Iceberg

-So it'll be a liiiil hard to make him flustered, but it's not impossible!

-just gotta press his buttons right and he'll end up as red as a damn cherry. He will be upset later if you made him flustered in public.

-when you're making other people flustered though? He doesn't really care much unless you get touchy with them. The minute he see's touchiness he adds himself into y'alls conversation

-he's also the type of guy to try and make you flustered, after all he calls himself a 'hopeless romantic' so as payback he tries to do the same

-it's up to you if it works or not lolol

-he secretly enjoys you trying to make him flustered, he doesn't enjoy you trying to make others flustered though..well except that time where you told SCP 035 you could 'take them' that made him giggle a lil

Dr. Amar

-damn impossible challenge go

-Jack cannot become flustered so easily, she's been alive for a long ass time he's seen it all.

-maybe in their JR researcher days they would have a bright red face and stutter like crazy. But they've been through a shit ton of people who've attempted the same thing as you making the site director flustered

-in fact she tries to make YOU flustered and it def works bc he's seen some shit. Try to make him flustered and they'll throw something 10xs better right back at ya

-Amar also doesn't really care if you make others flustered, sure they'll be a liiiil jealous

-they do blush around you though just randomly because they luuuuuuv you so much

Scp-073

-Another immortal man on this list who's seen it all

-but! Surprisingly he does get pretty flustered by some of the stuff you say

-if you get touchy with him and super close he'll blush and maybe stutter a lil

-He's also a pretty 'traditional' guy so he gets a lil hurt if he sees you making others flustered.

-you'll most likely have to stop that and only make him flustered if you wanna still be his pookie

Hope you enjoyed! And as always requests open!

[aprillikesthings]

I have the house to myself because people are at a sportsball party

So what else would I do but keep watching spop amiright

s1 ep8 lez go

YES IT'S PRINCESS PROM AHAHAHAH

Oh, that explains why (in a muuuuuuch later episode) there's that little ideal future and they're at Scorpia's ball (iirc)

Catra: I NEED TO BE IN CHARGE Scorpia: party!

Poor Scorpia

Catra: giving a passionate-if-faked pep talk to Scorpia (like I get she's manipulating Scorpia here into going to the party, but it's still the kind of thing Scorpia should hear!) Also Catra: still real mad about Adora!!!

I cackled, y'all. CACKLED.

I mean she's...not wrong...

Okay I know it's just how this kind of show works and isn't important but it implies the Ball is known about for years in advance, but the invites only actually go out like a day or two before?? IRL that would be such a disaster because they don't even know the theme until they get the invite. The sheer amount of logistics/planning attending something like this, including the outfits...

This was intended to be Lolita fashion and you can't convince me otherwise

Also CATRA. They intentionally made her look so, so gay and hot.

Same, Catra. Same.

Adora (to the weapons-check person): be careful with it, don't lean it on something with the other swords or it might get confused!!!

Poor Adora. I suppose if I had an object that made me both popular and nearly invincible I'd be upset and worried to be separated from it, too.

It's Molly and Nate!!!

🎶Just like the viiiiine🎵

I love that we know these characters enough that they can just say a couple of lines here and imply a ton more. Anyway Mermista's outfit is great.

This is literally their entire dynamic. They're clearly together, Sea Hawk is loud about it, Mermista is (mostly) pretending to hate it.

Sorry this is shot is just great

Glimmer's jealousy (over Bow coming to the ball with Perfuma) is SO ANNOYING and I know that's on purpose but boy do I hate most "jealousy makes them obnoxious" plots

ANYWAY one small note: you can tell their budget for this episode is just not very high, because the characters in the background are so often not moving or only moving like one thing.

Oh hey, Netossa and Spinerella! (...and Molly again lol)

"Bow isn't the type to just leave his old friends behind, and neither am--" *Scorpia and Catra walk in*

DIDN'T THINK YOU'D SEE HER HERE, HUH, DIDJA

I can't screenshot this bit but it's so good:

Catra, in her most fake-gentleman voice: I love rules and obey them all the time Adora in the most high-pitched voice possible: YOU DO NOOOOT

🎶Every move you make And every vow you break Every smile you fake Every claim you stake I'll be watching you🎵

...I'm showing my age again. But also I'm looking at the lyrics and ngl they nearly all fit. If I knew how to make fanvids, I could make a vid that like ten people would watch.

Instead I'm working on a fic like ten people will read, heyoooo

*cries*

BACK TO THE GAYS PRINCESS PROM

is there crack-y pwp of this please say yes

Once again reminded of that fanvid of every time they say each other's names in the first two seasons

Literally cannot see Adora opening that without the "bah-dm tsh!" sound affect in my head from watching that video so many fucking times

Bow is so delightfully emotionally intelligent

Entrapta: have you met my new assistant? She brought snacks.

When Entrapta said "assistant" Catra's ears literally did a wiggle. Oh my gooooood

"she stole my food and asked me to spy on people with her,

lolol

once again whether the sword is actually sharp-edged or not is entirely dependent on plot

Scorpia is unreasonably hot sometimes

im gonna chew my fingers off ghgha;lksdhka;

I remember the screenshots/gifs of this scene hitting tumblr--that moment when every hopeful sapphic fan watching the show when it released went OKAY WAIT we're not making shit up this time are we??? ARE WE???

Also at least one person working on this show likes period dramas where tons of emotional plot happens during extremely formal dances where everyone is barely touching

there's nearly a billion gifs of that scene from one of the versions of Pride and Prejudice, but also:

once again proving my advanced age, this movie came out when I was 17 and side note I'm the same age as Claire Danes, anyhoodle

Has Adora been dancing Lead this whole time

HNNNNGNGHGHGHHHHHH IT'S SO GOOD

EXTREMELY UNDIGNIFIED NOISES Adora literally has one thigh between Catra's gghngng

i want to EAT IT

I'VE HIT THE IMAGE LIMIT FOR THIS POST LOLOL i don't wanna cut any out imma post this and then reblog it

[dustin4ce]

remind me.

ex-boyfriend!robert downey jr x female!reader

a/n: hihi, this is based off that song remind me by brad paisley & carrie underwood bc im a country boy and it's one of my favorites :o, if u haven't heard the song uhhhh go listen to it before reading this so u kinda get the context lolol.

warnings: mentions of past relationship, cursing (sorry i went a little overboard), veeeryyy quick mention of sex, robert being an asshole, reader slaps rdj

reader finally expresses herself!! amen, sorry no happy ending </3

life was perfect. everything was going the way you wanted it to. your career was going well, you had a lot of cool friends who cared about you. you had full custody of your son, which was really great since his dad was a piece of shit. everything was perfect, almost. everything would've been perfect if you didn't see your ex, and have all your feelings come back.

the movie premiere was going great. you nailed interviews without giving too much detail about the movie, which was a big improvement for you. you and your date, who was just your best friend, looked fantastic! you were loving every moment. until the white audi pulled up, and the guy, who you swore up and down that you were over, got out. cheers ran through your ears, the fans going crazy. how could they not? robert downey jr. just stepped out of his car and looked like he could get anyone he wanted. your mouth went dry as he walked up to the carpet. "mother fucker." you mumbled, you didn't know he'd be here. you had to pull yourself together! this guy left you high and dry after almost a year of swearing he was so in love with you. you guys are were the it couple. he made eye contact with you and smiled. he fucking smiled?! this asshole had the audacity to smile at you like he didn't ghost you! the interviewer called him over to talk to him while you were there, and of course he walked over. everyone knew about your breakup because he had gone public with another woman, quick fling you guessed, she was gone faster than light. "hey!" robert beamed, quickly side hugging you. "oh, hi, didn't realize you'd be here." you gave tight smile. the interviewer started to ask questions, but before you could answer, robert interrupted. "we're still good friends." liar. you guys had no communication, you weren't gonna lie to the public. "if you call not talking good friends, then we sure are great!" this caused robert to frown, he didn't want to create a scene, so he kept his mouth shut. you guys finished the interview before walking away, robert followed you. "why would you say that?" he asked. "why'd you ghost me?" you shot back. "you know i stuff going on!" he raised his voice. "you don't get to raise your voice at me, robert! i loved you! i was there for you!" you huffed, you had given this man a year of your life. 8760 hours of your life basically wasted. "i had let you into my life! i let you into my son's life! he saw you as a dad! he was so sad when you randomly disappeared, he blamed himself!" you yelled at him. "he's four!" robert looked absolutely lost. you raised your hand and slapped him across the face. "he's still a person!" you huffed, deep down you hated yelling at him. you loved him, still. you still dreamt about him. the way he'd smile at you. how his lips would kiss yours, oh so softly. the way everyone would yell at you both to get a room when you laid PDA on a little too heavy at the red carpets you'd go to. when you'd kiss him bye before he left for work like it was the last time seeing each other. the sleepless nights where you'd both say goodnight then end up making love. the days you'd purposely make him late by slipping on his shirt to distract him from work. you still loved him and you wanted him to know. "look, i messed up, but i can't go back and change what i did! you just have to accept it." you felt absolutely broken when he said this. "i can't. i just can't, robert. i still think about you, i still love you. i can't get rid of the way you made me feel. i can't get rid of the love i felt when i saw you be a dad to my son. i can't forget anything." you had tears in your eyes by this point, you couldn't lie anymore. "i didn't realize you felt that way." robert whispered. "because you never asked.. goodbye robert." you walked away wiping your eyes to continue your night. you couldn't let him bring you down, you had gotten the weight off your chest, it was time to move on. you had to become your own person as you left him there as heartbroken as he left you when he didn't say bye.

[hypaalicious]

I honestly don't even need to dress up AS the characters to be happy. I just want their clothes 🤣🤣🤣 Ignis especially. I just want to feel that fancy 🤣🤣🤣🤣 but yeah I've seen all the crap people give cosplayers these days and it really irks me. Like. If you don't like it, move on? It's not like you HAVE to look at them? And 90% of the jerks couldn't even do it better anyway.

Omg yes please. And Ignis has to wrestle with the logic that Noct might still be alive somewhere despite all the facts. And Gladio has to work through his emotions better this time damn it! He needs and deserves the same amount of growth as everyone else!

Exactly! Like. The female mcs can be fun without being annoying. Soft without being weak willed. And cool without being emotionless. Like come on. If your males can be, so can your females! There's literally no reason it has to be treated differently.

I agree. That's why I said I don't think I'd count Noct as "broody". I've just seen a lot of people outside the Fandom call him emo and broody and stuff and I'm like. Nah. He had legit reasons for his pain. And he didn't wallow in it ALL the time. Just the second half. BECAUSE AFTER ALTISSIA HE DIDN'T CATCH A DAMN BREAK TO BE ABLE TO COME BACK FROM EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED.

It sounds horrible but I love blind!Ignis and Nocts growth to much to not play to the end each time. Not like I'm happy that Iggy is blind but the way it affects the story and the way he takes it in strides really impresses me from a narrative POV. It hurts. But it's beautiful in a way, if that makes sense. I'm on my 3rd new game+ in like.. A little over a month I think? And I'm gonna go to the very end again 🤣 even if the alt ending is the only true end to me lolol

I kinda want many fictional characters’ clothes, but I fear it’s gone be like… how something looks good on a mannequin and then I buy it and it looks like garbage on me 😭 Because I mean let’s face it, they have the power of anime on their side 😂 Some of these outfits stay plastered to the right spots on their body at all times, some defy physics in ways we don’t realize until it turns out you need body tape to keep some shit looking good… stuff like that.

I think that’s why I like FFX-2; it was an entirely woman-led FF and it was just a group of chicks kicking ass with full personalities. And while Yuna was focused on reuniting with Tidus, that wasn’t her whole thing. Idk why Squenix can no longer do that 😂

Noct in the OG concept was broody and emo, and tbh I am so glad they didn’t go with that. Yeah, it would have been in line with what folks apparently wanted, but I’m over the stoic protagonist trope. Seeing the boys hang out and just be a bunch of dudes on a road trip was a great choice, imo! And no offense to Lunafreya, I’m so glad that the romance was an afterthought in the game, cause tbh square doesn’t really do romances well enough to shoehorn it in almost every damn game.

You are stronger than me cause I can’t take the pain and the disharmony the group had after Altissia 🥲 I know it gets better but I was in PAIN going through all that! I could only play through the whole game once, and the DLC once. I still haven’t played Ardyn’s DLC and I highly doubt I’ll go back to do it at this point either, it’s been years 😂 But the good thing about being on tumblr when it dropped is that I pretty much got the gist of it all through gifs and screenshots and discourse so I don’t feel I missed out in the end.

[floofusloofus]

This weeks (months? I don't think my hyperfocus actually changes weekly 🤔) hyperfocus is RC! Specifically RC crawlers.

What started off as an innocent look at a marketplace ad for an RC Ural 375 lead to a rabbithole of scaled vehicular dopamine. However before we get to that I need to mention my favorite video game for some context.

For those who haven't played it, Snowrunner is an off-road driving game where you do just that. It is not a racing game, rather speed is hardly present as stomping on the gas pedal will usually lead to your truck getting flipped or stuck in the bog (this is why off-roading is often known as crawling). Getting from point A to B is a lot like solving a puzzle, as you need to carefully plan your route to ensure your rig and cargo stay upright over the rough terrain. On paper this sounds extremely boring, and for a lot of people it is. But for myself this shit is my comfort food. Nothing is more relaxing than popping on a podcast and taking my time traversing rivers and muddy roads at my own pace.

Now let's return to that marketplace ad. The Ural 375 is one of the trucks featured in Snowrunner, and here I was looking at a highly detailed RC version. So I bought the thing......and promptly resold it the next day when I realized it couldn't do any offroading AT ALL. What's even the point in making an RC Ural if it can barely crawl across carpet?? So gone was the truck, yet the daydreams of traversing hazardous trails at the local park with my 1:18 scale wheels remained. It could not stand. I NEEDED a replacement to fill the void left in my heart.

After a week of vigorous research, scrolling through RC posts on Reddit during bathroom breaks, and dancing back and forth between assembling my own build or buying a prebuilt, I had made my choice: A tiny blue Land Rover no bigger than a shoe, that somehow cost more than all my shoes.

Yet for it's size they still managed to cram a lot of details into it, and unlike the marketplace special I briefly owned this thing can actually crawl! And oooohh how the dopamine flows when you drive it. Nothing beats the satisfaction of successfully crawling up the side of a rock face, through a brook, or whatever route/obstacle it is you've picked. It's a little like playing Snowrunner, but it actually gets me out of the house. And there's just something I find more enjoyable about controlling a physical thing (even if it's just a toy 😛) vs. a video game vehicle.

And that's just the experience of driving it. The amount of tinkering you can do with these things is insane. Everything from swapping out wheels and tires, lower or higher ranged transmissions, stronger motors, functioning headlights, etc. You name it, and I guarantee there's some guy on eBay selling the exact part. Heck you can even be the local small penis and add mini truck nuts to your rig (please don't).

Honestly I shouldn't be surprised at how I latched onto this, as RC builds and components are very similar to PC builds and hardware. Both feature endless nights spent researching parts for your build, fanboys fanboying, and components that will fuck you up it mistreated (don't mess with LiPos or PSUs kids). Both are hobbies that require knowing the ins and outs of your machine, the skills to build/maintain it, and involve constant tinkering.

Anyways, I realize I just spent way too much time on this block of text lolol. But I would highly recommend this hobby as your next hyperfixation. Just be mindful of your wallet 😅 I've since bought a 2nd truck, a significantly larger Ford Bronco, and am eager to take it hiking with me this summer 😊 thanks for reading! (If anyone ever does lol)

[justagirlsearchingforamuse]

Hi I saw you were taking requests could u do fez and a cocke swarming with a plus size reader.. Mabye leads to more 😈

Hey, sorry for taking so long and I hope you like it regardless I plan to write more for fezco as well as other euphoria characters so don't be afraid to ask. also sorry that the c*ckwarming wasn't that big in here but lowkey didn't know how to write it with fez and just in general, lolol.

lying in fezco's bed, your phone is in your hands and it's way past your bedtime as you had work and other things that needed to happen tomorrow. your eyes watch and wait for another response back from him, he had promised you time and attention that he would give to you. he had been busy most of the day and had a lot of customers and his day had been pretty exhausting. he had been texting you throughout the day but it's been a few hours since his last response. you were tired, eyes heavy and all but the thought of him kept your eyes open, the thought he may call or text or walk in the door. just as your eyes grew heavy and you didn't have the energy to open them back up, the thick echo of the front door opening shook you awake. throwing his keys in the nearby empty ashtray, he makes his way to the living room couch, sinking into the cushions a heavy sigh exits his lips as he sits in silence. there's only one light on in the kitchen, it's warm and dimly lit and the house is dead silent. you sit up in the bed, his white long sleeve dress shirt clinging snugly to your thick body. it was small and tight on your body, it reeked of the unique brand of cigarettes fez frequently smoked and the versace cologne he constantly sprayed on him that always lingered on his skin. a heavy sigh exits his lips and he's itching for another cigarette in between his lips, he begins to search around for a pack, getting up from the couch as he searched the living room. you continue to listen for a few moments longer, sitting in the bed with a frown resting upon your lips, maybe you were wrong to expect him to remember that you had something planned.

he forgot. fuck. those thoughts began to flood into your brain. most girls would just let it go, hell you considered it for a moment but in your mind, you thought it'd be better to just tell him. let him know how you're feeling. getting up from the bed, your hands clenched into fists as you enter the living room with a less than happy expression. fezco's eyes immediately dart to you, there's a frown upon your lips, your hands are clenched into fists, and he could just sense the anger in you. "hey, ma ... look, i'm sorry that i came home real late. business was real busy, ya know ...?" he says, standing up straight as his hands search his pockets for a pack of cigarettes. slowly exhaling, you're leaning against the wall as you watch him search for cigarettes, you cross your arms and let out a short hum. "you didn't think to text me back, fez? ... you didn't text me back for 4 hours?" you state clearly and firmly, he finds a pack of cigarettes before realizing it's fucking empty, and an agitated groan rolls off of his tongue. "look, ma ... i know i fuckin' forgot and i promise you that i'll make it up to you but ... right now i'm fuckin' exhausted." he answers, standing a few feet away from you, he wasn't in the mood to argue or fuss with you about anything. he was exhausted. stressed. and just wanted to let off of some steam, maybe get some rest, and make it up to you tomorrow.

"ugh ... then why would you even fuckin' say that if you knew you were gonna be busy today ..." you moan, rolling your eyes as you lean against the wall with a bitter expression, maybe it's because you were supposed to be asleep hours ago, maybe it's how you could barely keep your eyes open, or the fact that this has happened plenty of times in the past. but you were fucking agitated. he was fucking agitated. "oh my fucking god ... you know i'll make it up to you, (y/n) ... i'm fuckin' tired as shit right now ... just let it fuckin' rest, (y/n) ..." he exclaims, his tone rising with irritation as he sits back on the couch, your expression growing more and more bitter with each second. biting your bottom lip, a heavy sigh leaves your lips before you exclaim, "i'm fuckin' tired too, fez ... but i fuckin' stayed away waiting for you to get home." the words dripping with anger and irritation. slowly taking in a breath, pressing his lips together, he gets up from the couch, getting face to face with you as silence fills the atmosphere, his eyes are narrow, eyebrows are scrunched up, and his lips are pressed together. "the fuck are you doing ...?" the words come out in a murmur, his sea blue eyes gaze into yours, your heart began to thump heavily in your chest and your breaths began to grow heavy in your lungs. almost scared.

his lips crash swiftly against yours, quickly stopping any words that were to spill from your lips, his lips are smooth and like velvet to your lips, his hand rests upon the wall as he devours your lips in their swift embrace. he just wanted you to shut up. maybe that's insensitive. he just wanted you to stop complaining about what he would consider pointless shit. groaning against your lips, your bodies press against one another, he takes your bottom lip in between his teeth for just a moment. a sudden breath escapes your lips and your eyes slowly open before shutting once again as you drowned in the passionate and hungry movements of his lips. "if you wanted me to fuck you, why ain't you say so ...?" the words come out in a heavy breath, the side of his lips curling into a smirk almost before you rolled your eyes at the man. "just ... don't stop kissing me, asshole ..." you murmured, your lips colliding swiftly against his, wrapping your arms around his neck, you drown in the feelings, the way your heart is so light in your chest and is beating at a million miles per second. or the way your stomach is full of butterflies and how all that anger fades away the moment his lips press against yours. there's an ash-like flavor clinging to his lips and tongue, you remember how much you disliked the taste at some point. heavy breaths and short groans are the only things in between you, his hands hold your cheeks as he leaves short kisses against your lips, hearing your soft giggles against his lips, he's grinning from ear-to-ear. your fingers intertwine with his, a soft knowing smile stretches across your lips as you walk with him right behind you to the bedroom. "you know, i'm still mad at you, fez ..." you whisper with a smile.

"here i am, making it up to you, ma ... like i promised ..." he murmurs, a devilish grin stretching across one side of his lips, his bedroom is dark beside the warm light outside the window near his bed. all you could hear was your heart thumping in your chest and his calm voice ringing clear to you. as he inches closer to you, taking heavy but slow steps towards you, you move backward and crawl up onto the bed, his eyes exploring your soft yet curvaceous body, the way the dress shirt was narrowly tight upon your body. it was quite short, short enough to show your soft thick thighs he has grown so fond of, and then his dark sapphire blue eyes notice the red hickeys left upon your thighs as you lie in the bed. sinking into the bed as you let his eyes analyze you, you can see him questioning which part of you should he indulge in first. licking his lips, he quickly throws his shirt over his head, his pants tight and his body aching to have those tight silky walls wrapped around his cock once again. it's all he can think of. "come on, hurry up and fuck me ... it's all i've been thinking about ... all i have been looking forward to ... ugh, baby ... don't make me beg ..." you purr, licking your lips as you gaze deeply into his eyes through your lashes, your panties getting more soaked at the ... obscene ideas of what he will do to you run wild in your mind. chuckling lowly, he gets up on the bed and he inches closer to you, in between your legs as he devours your lips once again, just as hungry and impatient as he was minutes ago.

his hips grind lightly against you, groaning deeply against your lips at the electric sensation that ripples through his body, enough to make him gasp against your lips. it's pressing against your thigh, it's hard and filling the empty space in his jeans, your arms are wrapped around him like he's a giant teddy bear, and you're deep inside this web of lust that plagues you. "tell me what you want and maybe i'd give it to ya, baby ..." he purrs, your bottom lip in between his teeth a moment ago as he begins to leave heavy kisses around your neck, his hips rolling against your body sending electric waves through his body that left him breathing heavily against your skin. "ugh, fuck ... goddamn, lemme just ... fuck, wanna be inside that pussy ... wanna feel how hot you are." he murmurs, against your skin, his hands impatiently unbuttoning the dress shirt tightly clinging to your curvy body, exposing your sheer ebony that fit perfectly to your breasts. "you know, you a fuckin' freak right ...? and you wore this just for lil' ole me?" he chuckles, grinning at the sight of the bra, your cheeks grew flushed with a rose tint to them. "only for you, fez ..." you chuckle, biting your bottom lip as your grew dark with lust, your body was on overdrive, aching and begging for something to fill it, fuck it, whatever the hell.

you notice the short smile that stretches across his lips before he begins to trail kisses down from the top of your chest down your stomach, licking your lips, your eyes flutter shut as he leaves short yet passionate kisses against your soft skin. "oh, shit ..." you whisper, a gleeful grin stretching across your lips before it's replaced with another whispered curse, his fingers lightly press into the hem of your panties. two fingers grinding against the fabric, sending electric sensations through you, grinding your teeth against your bottom lip, another heavy but grateful sigh leaves your lips. your body begins to flush with heat and need, his mouth is watering at the sight before him before he moves the fabric aside to slide one finger inside of you earning a gasp from your lips, you take note of how long his fingers are and how deep his finger went. his fingers move at a slow pace, in and out of you, licking his lips he wants and aches to have a taste of you. to have your juices on his tongue again and again. another finger slips in and he moves his fingers quicker, even curling them against your sweet spot and rubbing that spot vigorously. "oh, fuck ...! shit, that's so good ...!" the moans roll off your tongue, waves and waves of ecstasy rippling and flooding through your body. his fingers repeatedly hit that spot, jolts of electricity shooting through you as his name rolls off your tongue slowly, digging your teeth into your bottom lip, heavy breaths follow after and the silence is no more. your juices drip down your thick soft thighs as he presses his lips against your soft thighs, lightly sucking on the soft silky skin and he moans against it, making butterflies flood to your stomach.

he can hear your soft laughter fill the room, his heart feels so light in his chest, so delicate, and he adores that sensation that only you can give him. slipping his fingers out of you, cleaning his fingers of your juices, a smirk stretches across his lips. "you taste fuckin' amazin', sweetness ..." he murmurs, grumbling the affectionate nickname he had for you, smiling you can't stop yourself from giggling at the lightness in your chest and the softness that washes over you. "come on, just fuck me, please ...!" you almost laugh, a toothy grin stretched across your lips, he didn't know why you were laughing but the sound is so sweet to his ears. "alright, never knew you to be this impatient ..." he murmurs to himself, the short purr of his zipper echoed through the room, the casual echo of his jeans falling to the carpet came soon after. "spread em' for me ..." he exclaims clearly, crawling on top of you, spreading your legs even wider, he licks his lips and drives his hips into you swiftly, making you keen beneath him. your walls stretched once again and he filled you to the brim, a short whine exits his lips in the form of an inhale, the hot silky sensations of your walls cling to his throbbing cock. "fuck, baby ... that pussy of yours is so tight for me, so ... fuckin' good to me ..." he murmurs, wincing as he remains in between your legs, lightly biting your bottom lip, his eyes meet yours.

his eyes are heavy and his lips are parted, sharply taking in a breath, he doesn't move in between your legs, relishing in the haven in between them. "come on, i know you wanna fuck me ..." you purr, placing your hands upon his back, your hands rest upon old markings from your nails, from the nights where fez pounded you into the mattress again and again. "that pussy is one of the best things i ever felt, ma ..." he says in a heavy breath, thrusting your hips against his, a heavy groan rolls off his tongue at the sharp electric sensation that jolts through him, leaving more sensitive and sensitive by the minute. his cock remains still inside of you, twitching and throbbing inside of your hot silky walls that clench firmly around him. he rests his head into your neck, leaving kisses all over your collarbone, he can feel your hips grind against his, nearly making him scream. "stop fuckin' movin'." he demands in a clear and firm tone, grabbing your jaw and making you look at him, his eyebrows are furrowed and there's a frown upon his face. your eyes widen for a moment, your heart is racing, your body tingling, and for some reason, all you could think of was how hot it was. fez was never the type to get rough with you unless you really agitated him or if you begged enough for it.

"eh yo, fez ...!" you heard from the other side of the door, making you both jump at ash's voice, you hear him knock once again before silence fills the room. a devious idea clouds your brain. tease him. grind your hips like a dirty little slut against his now sensitive cock. "the fuck you want, bruh?" he responds, rolling his eyes to himself, maybe he didn't know what was going on. "where the fuck is the lucky charms, bruh ...?" he answers, clearly annoyed and angered, why was he up so damn late? a late night snack? video games? but he was up and waiting for an answer. before he could begin to open his lips for a response, you roll your hips against his cock making a short whimper exit his throat at the sudden waves of pleasure that rushed through his body with no warning. fuck you'll be punished for that. "the fuck was that, bruh?" ash's voice rang clear through the door, his expression was puzzled at the noise that came from him. it was unlike fez, his voice was deep, ragged, and slow, that sound that came from him was neither of that. "nothin' ash, there's a second box under the fuckin' sink." he answers, a less than pleased expression on his face as your lips stretched in a devious smirk. "aight ... goodnight, bro." he murmurs, immediately going to the kitchen. "the fuck's with you, ma ...?" he whispers, you could see the steam coming out of his ears and all you could do was giggle to yourself at the sight of an agitated fezco.

"hurry up and fuck me ..." you whisper, stealing a kiss from his lips that he moments into it, fell deeply into. "fine, fine ... but you gotta be quiet babydoll ..." he whispers, licking his lips before his hips begin thrusting in and out of you at a slow pace, low yet heavy breaths exit your lips as he goes as deep as he can inside of you. he's so sensitive to each movement of his hips, his hands are on either side of your head, eyes shut tightly, and sharp breaths exit his lips with each movement of his hips. a curse falls from his lips, continuous waves of ecstasy flooding through him. he begins to thrust his hips harshly into you, hitting that sweet spot of yours when he moved his hips upwards with each thrust. forcing you to slap your hand over your mouth as you tried to muffle your cries, your thighs trembling and beginning to drip in your juices. "fez ..." the words come out in a whisper, your eyes swelling with tears for a moment, the tears leave your eyes as he continues to fuck you, his hips snapping harshly each time, bringing you closer to the edge and every time. "fuck ... babydoll ..." he grunts, heavy ragged breaths filling his lungs as he begins to snap his hips at a quicker pace, hitting that sweet spot, again and again, making it harder to keep your moans quiet. a hand slapped over your mouth again, shutting your eyes tightly, your thighs begin to tremble and everything's on overdrive, your nerves, your heart, the breaths in your throat.

"i'm gonna cum ...! fuck, shit ...!" you cry against your hand, your toes curling and then that huge wave of ecstasy comes rushing through your veins, replacing all the blood within them, and making you go high. he snaps his hips a few more times, his cock twitching and throbbing erratically before he pulls out, fisting his cock a few times before spilling all over your thighs. exhausted and breathless, he collapses beside you, eyes shutting quickly and indeed waiting for the night to be over. soon.

[ticklish-n-stuff]

You can count on us

Is this fic self indulgent?...mAybe

Ok so the past few days I've been feeling like shit, I keep going from normal to sad constantly and it's...exhausting. I think it's no secret that tickling is a big comfort for me, and today I woke up with the itch to write somethin so I thought maybe reading/writing about a similar experience to mine would help me feel even if just a bit better.

Anyways sorry for the sad lil rant.

I originally was only gonna write RuiKasa but then I was like...make it poly WxS 'cause it's the only right answer SKAKSJAJS (im kidding obv.)

Well I hope you all like it, I am curious to know what you all think of this sadder fic lolol

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Rui x Tsukasa x Emu x Nene (poly WxS)

Lee: Rui

Lers: Tsukasa, Emu, Nene

Warnings: Tickles! A bit of angst??

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Rui is one of those people whom you can't tell what they're truly thinking or feeling. He always has that stupid teasy smirk plastered on his face so it's hard for anyone to read his facial expressions. After having a hard time making friends he kinda just learned to mask up his true emotions, but now it's different. Now he does have people in his life that he can rely on. His partners from the WonderlandsxShowtime cast have always been so supportive and understanding of him. But you know what they say, old habits die hard.

Even though he knew his partners were genuine, that empty feeling at the pit of his stomach tried to convince him otherwise. These past few days, Rui had been having multiple sad episodes where he just feels like curling up and wanting to disappear even for just a moment. It was very tiring and exhausting having to deal with that constant sadness. His partners had always reassured him that he could rely on them whenever he needed them, but for some reason he couldn't bring himself to open up to them. He thought that maybe he could ignore that feeling and carry on like nothing had happened, but as the days went on it became harder and harder to hold it in. It was so bad even his usual smirk was nowhere to be found. He couldn't bare the thought of facing his partners in this state, so he started to purposely avoid them, at school, at work, whenever he ran into one of them he quickly changed direction.

Of course his partners were no dumbasses (even if they looked like it) so they quickly caught onto his odd behaviour. One day at work while Rui was trying to occupy himself with one of his inventions, the other three talked about what could possibly be tormenting him.

"Okay so everyone agrees that Rui hasn't been himself these past few days?" they all nodded their heads.

"Nene you've known him longer than us, do you know why he's been acting this way?".

"I'm not sure, he's never been good at expressing his feelings..".

"And he doesn't seem to wanna tell us either..." Emu looked down to the ground with a sad look on her face. She hated seeing one of her partners struggling all alone.

"Okay clearly something is wrong, but he won't tell us. How are we supposed to help him if we don't know what's wrong in the first place...!" Tsukasa felt frustrated and angry with himself, he wanted to help Rui so badly, but he didn't even know where to start.

As an intense silence settled over the trio, Rui himself approached them, trying to muster up his best smile even if it hurt. He hated being so close and yet so distant from his partners, but what else could he do?

"Uhh so I'm done working on my bot, if that'll be all I'll be heading back home now".

Before any of them could even think of a reply Rui was already marching away. They definitely noticed the way his face instantly dropped as he walked away. The three of them sighed in defeat, until...

"Is that...Rui's drone?".

"Uhm yeah, I guess he must've forgotten it, why do you-... Tsukasa what are you planning?" The greenette questioned once the blonde quickly took hold of the drone.

"Well...I was sorta kinda thinking that MAYBE we could use it to follow him..." he trailed off as he figured out how to opperate it.

"That's kinda weird...".

"B-but he follows people with drones all the time! Even the day we met he had been following me with one. I think it's only fair I get to do it atleast once to him... What do you think Emu?!".

"I think...that yes! I really wanna know what's bothering him, pleaaaase Nene?" Emu got on her hands and knees in front of Nene, trying to convince her into stalking their boyfriend (it sounded much better in her head).

"Ugh...fine...".

Emu cheered and slapped a big kiss on Nene's cheek as they all got around to operate the drone. After some fiddling with it they managed to put it up into the sky.

"Do you see him yet?!".

"Uhm no I don't...- Wait! I think that's him!" cheered out Tsukasa as he watched the small screen on the remote.

"Yup that's him alright, looks like he's heading straight home".

They all watched attently as Rui made his way home, nothing out of the ordinary. That was until he made it into his room, his partners watched in sadness as they saw their boyfriend sitting down on the floor, in front of his bed, and hug his knees to his chest as he burried his face between them. They could all feel their hearts shatter at the scene, but what really sent them over the edge were the muffled sobs that came from their purple boyfriend. They all quickly reacted when hearing the noise without a second thought.

"Okay we have to go, NOW!".

They all ran to Rui's house, with Tsukasa and Nene breaking and entering through the front door while Emu crawled into his room through a window. Rui was so lost in thought he didn't even bother to look up when he heard feet scattering like mad in his room. Suddenly...he felt his braint shut off when he felt three pairs of arms wrapped securely around him as his partners gently reassured him and comforted him.

"It's okay, you're not alone anymore".

"We're here for you, and we always will".

"Let it all out, you're safe now".

And just like that, Rui started sobbing louder. Letting all those held up emotions out as he relaxed in the comforting touch of his parters. He cried and cried until there were no tears left in him. Once he managed to calm down, he slowly lifted his head up to look at his partners. They couldn't help but smile fondly at him once they saw his face. Tsukasa was the first to speak up.

"How are you feeling now?".

"Better...thank you, all of you...".

The three partners smiled, before Rui questioned something.

"By the way, how did you all know I was crying...?".

Tsukasa and Emu quickly looked at anything else that seemed remotely interesting all while Nene rolled her eyes.

"Tsukasa and Emu insisted on using your own drone to follow you around".

"N-Nene!" Tsukasa tried to shut her up but she only looked back at him with a teasy smirk.

They both bickered for a while until Rui let out some soft giggles at their sillyness. They all quickly forgot about the drone incident, instead focusing on the sound of their boyfriend's giggles.

"Haven't heard those in a while" Tsukasa brought up as Rui's cheeks softly flushed at the comment. They all quickly cooed at him, which made Rui burry his face between his knees again, except this time it was out of embarrassment. This action only made his partners coo at him more.

"Aww so cute!".

"Those giggles are like music to my ears~".

"Such a precious boyfriend we have~".

All the teasing only made Rui giggle louder. His shoulders gently shook as he let out flustered giggles. "Nohoho...!".

"Looks like someone caught the case of the giggles~".

They all giggled alongside their giggly boyfriend, until a mischevious yet fun idea blessed their brains. Tsukasa cleared his throat before speaking up.

"Since our amazing boyfriend seems to be in a giggly mood, I say that we help him out~" teased Tsukasa as he poked his side. Rui instantly squeaked at the tickly touch, hugging his knees tighter.

"Oooh? Does Rui want the coochi coos??" Emu asked in a teasy tone as she softly stroked his other side up and down.

"E-Emu plehehehease!" he tried to gently swat away her hand but his arms were suddenly being pulled above his head by Tsukasa. While Nene playfully sat on his legs to keep him from curling up. He smiled nervously, knowing what was to come.

"So...do you think you can keep your arms up?" Tsukasa asked with a teasy smirk. Rui's blush grew deeper.

"I-I can try...".

Tsukasa smiled at him as he wrapped his arms along his neck. Rui tensed up as he braced for impact, he took deep breaths trying to ignore the tickly feeling, but once he felt Tsukasa poke at his armpits it was over for him.

"AHH-! W-WAHAHAIT! TSUKASA NOHOHO!" Rui's shoulders shook as he struggled to keep his arms up.

"Oh alright, I'll spare you that spot...for now~" Tsukasa giggled evily as he gently tickled along Rui's neck and jaw.

"Eep! Hehehehehehe!" Rui giggled himself silly as he tried scrunching up his shoulders.

"Aww, coochi coochi coo~" Tsukasa whispered into his ear, which caused him to squeak.

"EEK! Nahahahaha! Not thahahat!".

"But Rui loves the coochi coos!" said Emu as she playfully poked his sides up and down.

"aHA-! Ehehemu nohoho!" silly Rui shook his head and squirmed from side to side. As flustered as he felt, he was having a lot of fun. Tickling was a big comfort for him and his partners were well aware of that, they were always happy to indulge him in such a fun and comforting activity.

Suddenly, he felt some evil fingers poking at his tummy. He jumped and jolted at each poke delivered by Nene. She only watched in amusement, no teasing or anything, as she poked away at the sensitive spot.

To make matters worse...or better in Rui's case, Tsukasa started to gently scratch behind his ears, earning the cutest giggles and squeaks from their ticklish boyfriend.

"Pffft! Ahahahaha! T-thahahat tickles!".

Rui's partners smiled fondly at him, they enjoyed watching him have some innocent fun.

Not long after, he felt his shirt being pulled up as an evil finger inserted itself into his bellybutton, softly tickling it.

"GAH! N-Nene nahahat thehehere!" poor Rui let out a squeal as he arched his back, surprisingly he managed to keep his arms up at all times.

"Tickle tickle tickle~" Nene softly teased, earning another squeal from the flustered male.

After a bit more of those soft tickles, Tsukasa decided to spice things up a bit.

"You've managed to keep your arms up pretty well till now, but now I wanna hear you really laughing!" without another warning, Tsukasa dug his fingers into Rui's armpits and as he expected, his arms came crashing down in an instant.

"BWAH! AHAHAHAHAHA! TSUKASA NOHOHO!" he tried to squirm away from Tsukasa's tickly fingers but it was pretty hard with Nene in his lap.

The three of them laughed at the goofy and silly sounds Rui made at the armpit tickles, he was so ticklish there how could you not wanna exploit that spot?!

Rui's face went bright red, from the tips of his ears all the way down his neck. His eyes were also pretty watery, but his smile was so big and his laughter so bubbly and bright, it was all worth it.

Once Rui started hiccuping from the more intense tickles did his partners relent their tickle attack. Tsukasa slipped his hands out from under his arms as he gave him a tight hug from behind, Nene remained cuddled up in his lap, and Emu was cozily snuggled into his side...which felt a bit tickly. Rui took big gulps of air as his giggles subsided...or atleast most of them.

"Hehehe! T-thahanks for thahat..!" he looked over at his partners with a genuine smile, the first one in a while.

"No problem! And remember, we're here for you. Next time you don't feel so well please come talk to us".

"Yeah...sorry for not bringing it up sooner...and for becoming so distant..." Rui couldn't help but frown at the tought.

"Don't feel bad! We know you didn't mean to!" said Emu as she playfully blew a raspberry on his side.

"GAH! AHAHA!" Rui did a violent jerk to the other side, but with Tsukasa's firm yet comforting grip on him he wasn't able to squirm much.

"A happy face did always suit you better, you look weird when you're all gloomy" spoke Nene softly, trying to light up the mood. Rui looked down at her with a soft smile and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead.

"I am feeling much happier compared to before thanks to you guys".

"Good!" cheered out Tsukasa as he peppered soft tickly kisses along the back of Rui's neck.

"Pfft! Ahahahahaha! T-Tsukasa thahat tickles!" poor Rui would try scrunching up his neck but Tsukasa would just kiss wherever it was exposed.

Nene couldn't help but roll her eyes fondly at her dorky partners, while nuzzling deeper into Rui's chest. The three of them kept on showering Rui with love and affection...and tickles for the rest of the day. He was glad he had wonderful partners he could rely on.

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As I was writing this it hit me, I think I've been feeling so sad because of...hormones SKAKSKAJS. 'Cause I've been feeling symptons these few days and this sadness basically showed up out of nowhere which has happened in previous months. Soo...yeah SKAJSKAJSJ

Idk about you, but whenever I feel sad for no reason I LOVE reading angst fics (especially from the haikyuu fandom for some reason LMAO, now I wonder if there are any prosekai ones...). 'Cause if I'm feeling sad, might as well get all them tears out once and for all SJAKSJAI

This was fun to write! It was quite the experience, and I'm actually feeling much better now!

[msookyspooky]

now that i watched near dark may i pretty pls request severen turning someone he likes but they’re just like caleb and are very apprehensive about staying and making their first kill. like how would he convince the rest of them to let his s/o stay and at the same time have to convince his s/o to stay with him as well!

(basically mae-sev and caleb-y/n)

i love u sm for introducing me to near dark 🖤

Of course bby anything you want 🖤🖤🖤

(And ur beyond welcome but that was me selfishly just shoving Severen and the rest of them in ur faces till u all watch it so I ain't the only one hyperfixating 😬😭) (Also this is long as hell I used recycled parts from a scrapoed fanfic of mine lolol)

Severen with a Freshly Turned S/O

(Sev in Mae's place with a S/O like Caleb.)

He definitely doesn't fall often or possibly ever. Honestly, he's the only one out of the group that doesn't have a mate and doesn't seem to care to get one. So, for him to fall for you in such a short time had everyone including himself reeling. Either you were someone that he was forced to be around at night in an open public place and you both just clicked or you were one of the countless lays he's probably had in his long life and you just hit different (Srry for that pun) OR...You simply made him feel a way he had never felt before with a stranger. Maybe you were that kind? Maybe you were a complete wise cracking asshole he just vibed with? Maybe it was forced by some circumstances like Caleb and Mae? Either way...You may have only known him for a short amount of time but you had him infatuated with you and you started crushing on him as well. Big time. So much that you trusted him to be alone with you in the middle of the night. You were winning his heart and vice versa.

Jesse said they had to leave soon, forcing him to make the kill like he did hundreds of times before you...And half way through the bite; he just couldn't do it or you ran away and he didn't have it in him to chase after you and finish the job. By time the sun had set a whole 8-10 hrs later...You were turned.

The hell he got from everyone when you either came back to the camper or were kidnapped just for them to realize he had turned you.

"They're turned, Jess...I done did it. Ain't no goin' back now." Severen admitted, hanging his head as everyone stared at him in utter shock before looking over at you huddled up on the floor. Homer's mouth dropped as he gestured to you. "As if we need another person to hog sleeping spots around here! Since when are ya getting soft and turnin' jus' anybody?!"

Severen shot Homer an annoyed glare. "I don't wanna hear shit from you, ya lil hypocrite! Because you turned Mae, she turned Caleb. So you technically dragged two into our lives." He gave him two fingers up.

Homer huffed, "As if that was my fault! I turned Mae only and-"

"Both of you pipe down a minute." Jesse mumbled, head on the steering wheel as he was trying to think.

Mae and Caleb just silently watched while Diamondback looked completely unsure what to say. Waiting for the one person to call the final verdict in your fate.

Jesse rarely lost his temper but he was absolutely livid at the moment. Jerking up from his seat, looking at Severen for an answer. "...The hell are you doing Severen?... Out of everyone, you know the cons here. You know the shit storm we could be in!"

Severen looked up at Jesse. "And it's my shitstorm to wad through, Jess. I'll take the fall; you know that!" He ran a hand through his hair. "It dont fuckin' matter now...Point is; they're here. They're turned. They're stayin'."

Diamondback looked between her mate and Severen. Jesse gave him a sharp glare. "Homer's right. We got limited space as is! Are we jus' gonna turn a new one into us every other year? Have two campers to drive, twice as many mouths to feed, twice as many to look out for-"

"We'll make the room. They're stayin'."

"Sev...You don't get to make that choice." He gave in an even tone with a frown.

Severen rarely challenged Jesse but you were becoming the exception. He raised his voice in anger, glaring at Jesse. "The hell I don't! You turned Diamondback, Homer turned Mae, Mae turned Caleb's ass! I haven't turned a single human in all this time I've been by your side. So, if I want to turn this one damn human into one of us and babysit them into truly being one of us I think I have the fuckin right!" His tone was deathly serious as he frowned deeply at Jesse. " You need to give me that much when it comes to my place here, Jess. Either they stay or I go."

"Severen-" Diamondback urgently whispered under her breath, a distressed look on her face at the news. For once, even Homer was quiet as you all silently watched both men glaring at each other with their shoulders tensed. You were terrified and just wanted to go home but you realized that wasn't an option.

Caleb spoke up through the deafening silence. "Uh...Jesse, why not give 'em a chance like you did me? I mean, I made it. So, what's it gonna hurt?" He got glares shot at him as Mae clung to his arm and spoke up as well. "Jesse...If Severen trusts them enough to go out on a limb like this then...Maybe we could try. Caleb's right, what's there to lose?" She glanced over at you with a sympathetic expression.

Severen glanced over at them both with a bit of surprise in his eyes at them coming to his defense on this. Caleb firmly nodded at him as Mae continued to stare at you. You noticed Caleb had on the same kind of spur Severen did on one of his boots...

Jesse took a deep breath, closing his eyes before looking over at you as well. Jesse scared the shit out of you. He just had this intimidating and commanding aura about him. He was clearly the patriarch of this group and your life may be in his hands now. He looked back to Severen, staring a moment before nodding. "...Alright. One week..." He held up a finger and lowered his voice. "One damn week, Severen."

Things were awkward at first with you there. No one really talked to you but Mae and Caleb; both if them not as set in their ways as the rest from only being newly turned themselves the last few years. You felt eyes on you no matter what. Everyone watched you constantly out of morbid curiosity as to how and why out of all of them...SEVEREN picked you.

The first day he probably went overboard trying to get you to feel welcomed. Joking, trying to nudge you to join in, cuddling up to you to make you feel safe and comfortable. He nuzzled up with you the first day during sleep. Covering you both up with a blanket to try and make you feel comfortable in his arms in this new place. "Things are gonna work out, you'll see...It's gonna be the best thing to ever happen to me an you both. For now, jus' lay here with me an get some rest." He whispered to you before kissing your forehead. It instantly made you wrap your arms around his neck and lay your head on his chest. You caught DB watching you both before she fell asleep. Probably taken aback by seeing Severen so affectionate towards someone so new.

He was over the moon your first night as a freshly turned vampire. He clearly thought you would feed with him and accept this lifestyle right away...He was mistaken.

He took you with him hitchhiking your first night. You saw how much he cleaned up, flirting with you when you commented on the change of attire. He shot a goofy grin with his thumb up as a van came down the road. Two kids opened it with the smell of weed wafting in the small space and empty beer bottles hiding behind the seat.

They were good natured, going to a party and offering to take you. Severen did all the talking. Charming the pants off them like he did anyone else...You didn't hear a word.

You had only been in the van for 5 minutes before you felt off. You could smell them, you could hear their heartbeat, you could see their veins beneath the skin. You licked your lips as your mouth became dryer than the desert. Severen saw it, smirking to himself as he saw the hunger finally taking over you.

"Hey, you good?" The guy asked as he drove. You realized you had been staring at him this whole time. You were sweating, huffing to catch your breath. "Need us to pull over?"

Severen whipped out his revolver. "No but I am gonna need yall to sit your asses in yer seats, shut your traps and do what we tell ya. Let's make this easy and not too messy, alright?" He gave with a grin.

The one guy screamed as he aimed the gun at the back of the drivers head. You felt nauseous even though you were starving. The only way to describe it would be having ravenous hunger and the only thing offered to you was rotten food. The idea of killing these young kids made you want to throw up.

The boy slammed on the brakes to the side of the road before putting his hands up. Fear on his face as Severen's gun was pressed against his scalp. He jerked his head back by the hair to expose his throat to you. "Go on, honey. All yours." He offered with a smile. His dark blue eyes lighting up in excitement at seeing you make your first kill. All while the young man had tears in his eyes begging at you to please not hurt him.

You trembled. Your stomach hurt with the hunger you felt; It was mind numbing. You were leaning towards him without even realizing it. The moment you did, you jerked back and pressed against the door. Severen's face fell as you shook your head. "I can't. P-Please, I can't!"

You opened the passenger door to stagger away and vomit. You heard Severen cursing as the back door opened and the one escaped. He had no choice but to shoot him while you stayed on the ground. Shaking on all fours as reality truly sank in that this was your life now.

Severen snapped the neck of the driver before stepping out of the van. His boots and spur clanking under the loose gravel as he stood over you, offering his hand down. "....Come on, get up. We only got one now since that other sorry assholes blood is wasted in the dirt. You can have this one." He gestured to the one shot as you stood up. He led you to the van and you jerked out of his grip.

"Severen, I can't."

"What the hell do you mean ya can't? You take this one and I'll get another one later."

You furiously shook your head. Feet firmly planted on the ground. "No. I can't and I won't."

He softly rolled his eyes. "Would you stop being so difficult 'bout it? Ya gotta feed."

You had tears in your eyes as you shook your head. He sighed heavily and shrugged. "Alright...You'll change yer mind soon enough...Hell, that blood layin in dirt and dog shit over there will be seeming like a damn good meal the longer ya wait." He stared at you a moment, hoping you would change your mind but you simply held yourself and lokked away. He frowned as he hopped back into the van to feed for the night.

He was right...That blood 20 feet away soaking into the dirt smelled good. You forced yourself to walk aways up the road to cry and rationalize what you were going to do.

It was a good ten minutes later when you sensed him behind you. You released a shaky breath, rubbing the tears off your cheek. " I'm sorry... You mad at me?"

You heard him sigh and crouch down beside you. His elbows on his knees as he put a hand firmly on your shoulder. "YN, I ain't mad. So, you got cold feet your first night? Big deal! They'll be others... Come 'ere, honey." He helped you up and held you. You didn't know how to feel. He was the cause of this new curse but also the only blessing you had left. He rested his chin on your head as you clung on to him. You didn't even care if he was covered in blood. Blood didn't even smell the same anymore. He mumbled sweet nothings in your ear before leaning down and kissing you.

You wanted to slap him for it. He knew what he was doing. The blood on his mouth tasting like a delicacy he knew you couldn't resist. It just made you cling to him and kiss him harder as he lifted you off the ground.

There was some mixed emotions on your part towards him. He never asked you. He just turned you and you were confused and scared. You wanted to go home, you wanted to see your friends or family, you hated that animals didn't like you now...And of course, killing to survive night after night. He LOVED being what he was so seeing you be so reluctant for days on end has him disappointed. There was definitely tension between you both.

There were small arguments when it came to feeding the more time went on. You were getting paler and clamy and weaker by the day. Your stubborness even after a few tastes of blood on his lips during kisses not swaying you. He finally offered you his blood as a last resort when you were too weak to even walk properly. On his knees with you heaving for air on the ground. Begging you with worry in his eyes: "Please, YN. If ya don't, yer gonna die! Do you wanna fuckin' die? Cause if that's the case, Jesse's gonna put you down like a rapid dog and I don't know what I'll do." He looked genuinely worried. You looked half dead but he looked tired. He was truly concerned about you and what your fate was which would be his fate in turn. You got a taste of his blood and you realized how good it was but you were still reluctant to make a kill. "I can't be yer meal forever! Either you make your first kill or you'll die and all this bullshit and heartache I'm going through for you is all for nothin!" He was desperate for you to get it through your head you were one of them. That you were his.

Jesse was pissed when he found out Severen was pulling the same stunt Mae did. Severen rationalized it was only once or twice and Jesse and DB argued that it would continue and make him have to hunt twice as much to supply his blood and be fed himself. It caused even more tension as Jesse saw you as his first fledglings undoing. Almost 200 years of Severen being the ballsy, cut throat, practical man he was just for you to come along and have him weak in the groups eyes. They didn't like it and in turn started not liking you. It put Severen between a rock and a hard place. His family meaning everything to him but so did you...

The truth was, you both didn't understand eachother. He didn't understand the need for not killing for survival or the fear of what he viewed as a gift he gave you. You didn't understand how he can kill anyone without a second thought or to just go from place to place forever. He decided to try a different tactic. Instead of romanticizing this life like Mae does, he showed you the power and what you could do instead. Showing the raw strength you now possessed. Helping you pick up on senses you never had as a human. He definitely hurt himself in front of you just to show you what you could now do. It was his way of showing you how great this new life could be and that you weren't human and shouldn't empathize with humans anymore.

If it was close to your 4 or 5th day and you still refused to feed...It had him stressed the fuck out. Barely sleeping and feeding himself as he was too worried that someone he was beginning to deeply care about wasnt going to make it. If you fed but decided to leave; that's bad enough but at least he would know you survived...You were going to starve to death or be cast out to die if you didn't make a choice soon.

His family were not for it. All of them were flabbergasted at him allowing you to be resistant for so long while dragging them down. Jesse or Diamondback definitely pulled him off to the side and asked him what was going on with him and why for you. Caleb and Homer tried joking with him and he was uncharacteristically absent minded the whole conversation. I actually think Mae would be the one to bond with him. They both didn't talk much compared to everyone else in the clan but she knew first hand what it was like in his shoes. They had small talks whenever she saw him up a little too early in the sunset hours worrying himself while you and everyone else slept. Her answer? Tell you how much you mean to him. That you weren't turned as a game or sex partner. That if you didn't feed and become one of them how much it would kill him. She definitely made you feel welcomed and so did Caleb. It helped make you want to stay but the other three giving you a tough time didn't make it easy. They weren't mean to you but they definitely weren't friendly either.

Jesse finally had enough and basically did what they did for Caleb. All of them as a clan going to a seedy joint somewhere off the beaten path where you would make a kill or you were out. Severen hung back to talk to you on the walk there.

"They hate me." You sighed out as you watched them all talking together and walking ahead of you.

He shook his head, cigarette out the side of his mouth with his arm slung over your shoulder. "They don't hate ya. They jus'...Ain't used to the new kid coming in and stealin' their favorite toy is all." He winked at you and a small smile formed.

"I don't blame them...I know I haven't been very compliant here."

"No, you definitely have been a pain in the ass." He mumbled with a smirk. "But yer my pain in the ass. Your my responsibility here so if you ain't eatin then clearly I'm doin' something wrong."

You looked up at him. You could see the frown from his side profile. You hesitated before voicing your worries. "Severen...What if I can't do it? What if I get hurt trying?"

"Then I'll beat the livin shit out of 'em."

"What if I become a different person? I don't want to lose myself-"

"Oh for fuckssakes" He grumbled. Throwing his cigarette on the ground and grinding it out. You scoffed. "I'm serious! I mean, if I don't sympathize with people anymore...What if I become a heartless monster or just mean and not myself-"

He stopped you from walking, placing both hands on your shoulders to look at him. "You won't. Mae is still that sweet lil lovable pain in the ass that Homer dragged in and Caleb is still that annoying asshole kid she brought in. Ya ain't gonna change." He offered with a smile as he looked into your eyes. He hesitated a moment himself before whispering. "Ya mean a lot to me, YN. I just want you apart of my life and this is my life. They'll come around when you come around...Just try it. I'm begging you at this point. Do I gotta get on my knees and grovel for you to drink the blood?"

He instantly got on his knees in the gravel with a comical sad face in place. You laughed to yourself as he dramatically begged you. He'd do anything for a laugh, especially from you. His voice was a whine as he had his hands out in front of him. "Oh pretty please won't you just drink the blood and be mine? Pleeeaaassseeeee? I can be your sex slave forever, I don't give a fuck as long as you lick one damn drop...Please, please, please-"

You covered your face in embarrassment at how loud he was being. He gave you an impish grin as you groaned. "God! Okay, okay! I'll try. "

He stood up and chuckled as you rolled your eyes with a smirk. He drapped his arm back around you. "So, did my begging work? Is that what it takes?"

You thought a moment with playful look in your eyes. "Hmm...I don't know. I do like you begging." You teased.

A small yelp escaped you when felt a hand snake down to firmly grip your ass as he leaned down near your ear. "Mm, kinky. I can beg all you want later...Right before you'll be begging me."

You blushed as he just released a dark chuckle and smacked you on the ass. You were already at the place and your heart sank a bit.

It was a dark secluded biker bar on a four way stop quite a ways out of town. They seemed to pick these places because A. Off the beaten path. They could take their time. B. Fights and chaos break out all the time so cops won't be too involved. C. The people in there were rowdy, mean and sometimes bad people. No one would miss them like they would a sweet charity worker in the community or a teacher or someone like that.

You and him walked in just to have a group of bikers wolf whistle at you in his arms. You felt him bristle while his smirk never left. You didn't look but for them to do that...They were disrespecting you and challenging him. You heard them laughing as he ignored them and walked in with you. He pushed you towards DB. "Can you take em to the bar? I got new friends I jus' made."

Diamondback gave him a bemused smirk. "Play nice with the other boys, Severen."

He chuckled at that and crossed his heart. "Scouts honor."

You fumbled as he left and you were left with a person that had gave you nothing but a hard time this week. She lost her smirk with you and gestured to the bar. You rolled your lips anxiously but followed. You both took a stool at the bar.

The silence was stretching out before it just came out. "Diamondback...I'm sorry. I don't mean to step on anyones toes but-"

"Hush now. Ain't the right time for all that." She mumbled. She eyed you, considering you for a moment before some guy came up to her and you. Obnoxiously flirting, half sauced and insufferable. Diamondback nudged you to pay attention to what she was doing.

"Whats a pretty thing like you want to quench yer thirst, sugar?"

"Whaddya recommend?" She asked with a coy smile.

"Well...The best thing is in the back if ya catch my drift."

You sneer to yourself in disgust, he reeked of booze and sweat. She forced herself to giggle. "Well, we'll just have to see now won't we? For now, whiskey neat."

"You heard the lady! And yer friend?"

You cringed inwardly as DB laid a hand on your arm and flirted for you. "They'll have the same."

You jumped when someone came crashing in and landed on a table that broke from the impact. You saw it was Severen and Diamondback forced you to stay in your seat, shaking her head as she whispered low. "Watch n' learn."

You bit your lip as Severen groaned and raised his head while the bikers came in. He had some blood on his nose as he grinned up at them. One hosted him up by his jacket as he kept his smirk. You clenched the bar in front of you, flinching as one slugged their fist right into his jaw.

Diamondback eyed you. "Ya really do care about him, don't you?" She asked softly. You didn't give a response as Severen got knocked over your way on the ground and you instantly jumped off the stool to go to him. You looked up a moment while he was chuckling to himself just to see Jesse locking the front door and breaking off the handle...You soon realized he baited them all in here.

Severen stood up and gave you a reassuring smirk as you took a step back with DB's hand on your shoulder. One of the bikers made a sexual comment about you, grabbing his crotch right in front of you. It made you feel dirty and enraged as you saw Severen's jaw tick. DB whispered in your ear. "Ain't nothing but junk food here. You can eat guilt free." You looked at her as she gave you knowing smile before taking the mans offer and going to the 'back room' with him. Leaving you to watch Severen go completely buck wild the minute one made a remark about making you their bitch... They're jaw was ripped off their face with blood and exposed teeth hanging in its place in less than 30 seconds. Still alive but out of the way and in pain; suffering.

You watched him with wide eyes as he tore through every single biker with sadistic glee on his face. Purposely doing the most damage to the first to leave the rest scared to death at what was coming to them.

Mae and Caleb seemed to not be as showy, gravitating to the people on the side lines. Giving them quick deaths they didn't see coming. The other four wanted them to see it. They wanted the people in this bar to watch the carnage and wait their turn.

Homer already had one by the hair and his slit throat dripping blood into a glass. Jesse killed the bartender with one shot to the head before he waited, seeming to want to make sure everyone else was fed before him. DB came back wiping blood from her mouth with a towel. She walked over to Jesse as Severen was ripping a mans throat out with his teeth and greedily drinking.

"He seems more enthusiastic than usual." Jesse mumbled as DB offered him a pint of blood. "Well, they did make a nasty comment or two about his mate."

You blinked in her direction at the term.

DB smiled up at Jesse as he took a sip. "I like them, Jess."

"Really?"

She nodded. "They got to get over this hump with their human morals but they care about him...They really do. Ain't too often someone cares about us least of all Sev."

Jesse nodded at that as his eyes went to you across the bar.

It wasn't long before Severen came back sucking the blood from his fingers. As if it mattered, he was caked in it. His shirt wasn't even white anymore. He grabbed the man with the half missing jaw by the hair and dragged him over to you. The one that made the comment about sexually assaulting you.

He yanked him in your direction by the hair. "All yours. He's gonna die anyways. Yer jus putting this miserable sack of shit outta his misery. It's more than what he deserves, YN."

The scent of blood was overwhelming as you stared down at the badly wounded man. His tongue and teeth exposed in a gruesome way. You hesitated, unsure if you could do it.

Then the man despite, his injuries, said it. "Fuck ou! Fucin whore!" He gargled. Despite his injuries, still treating you like nothing but an object. You felt anger rise in you at that.

"What?" You mumbled, eyes wide to make sure you even heard him right. Blood and salivia dripped as he vocalized how he could. "FUC OU!"

Something in you snapped the angrier you got at the disrespect. Severen held his head in place as you practically sneered down at him. Even with a ripped jaw he still used every slur and insult he could at you, defiant to the end. Something was taking over you the angrier you got and the more you smelled his blood going to waste on the ground in front of him.

He gave one final insult that made you snap. You didn't realize what you were doing as you tackled his body to the ground and your teeth were already sunk deep into his throat. You rippped into him like a rapid dog, yank your head to get as much blood as possible.

Severen beamed with pride, a loud excited hollar escaping him as he went over to his family to make sure they saw you finally did it. You didn't even hear them. The high from the blood, the ravenous hunger finally being satisfied, the raw anger fueling you to black out and your body to do what it had been screaming at you to do for days.

Homer laughed as he watched from a booth. "God, youngin's are so damn messy."

Jesse smiled to himself as they all watched you. "Leave em be. They'll get control over it one day...Maybe." His eyes darted to Severen who practically slaughtered every human in the bar.

Severen smacked him on the shoulder with a laugh of his own. "See it, Jess? They did it! My baby finally did it! Look at em go! Fuckin ripping him to shreds."

Jesse and the rest couldn't help the smiles on their faces at just how overjoyed Severen was. Jesse chuckled. "Don't go cryin tears of joy now."

Severen laughed. "Well shit, I jus might."

Caleb cringed at how vicious you were. You didn't know you had it in you. "Damn...Poor son bitch."

Mae nodded with a half cringe half smile as you jerked up and crawled over to another undrained body on the ground. "I can tell their Severen's."

"Damn right! Only took a week of hunger but fuck was it worth it." Severen boasted as you finally sat up from your second meal. Breathing heavy, face and chest painted in blood, a feral look in your eye slowly leaving as you were getting your fill.

You barely stood up when Severen rushed over to you with a giant grin on his face. Both of you caked in drying blood as he picked you up and spun you around in his arms. "You fuckin did it!"

You gave a slight smile, unsure how to feel over the fact you really did do it. He sat you down, grabbed both sides of your face and planted a firm kiss to your lips. You couldn't help chuckling against his mouth half way through the kiss at how excited he was. You had butterflies knowing he was that elated and proud of you as he pulled away.

They destroyed the bar and headed to a hotel to get showers. More to keep up appearances that they were human rather than hygiene on their part. You and Sev took one together. If you thought he wasn't going to lavish you with praise and touch at how happy he was then you were wrong. Caleb finally banged on the door after 30 minutes to tell you both you had others waiting. He had you undone multiple times already but told you to ignore him as he gave you one more. On his knees as your back was pressed against the shower wall, hot water steaming up the room as you tried not to moan out loud.

You both got dirty looks as you left. You were glowing with a blush while Severen had a blissful grin on his face. Hair wet and slicked back with a towel around his waist. DB and Jesse were the only two that just chuckled to themselves. The oldest members besides Severen in the group and just happy he found someone even if it meant you both hogging the hot water.

The change was instantaneous. Severen was getting dressed in a side room when Jesse called you over to him. You were leery but went as he stared at you a moment. "YN? I jus wanted to tell you you're welcomed into our group." "Are you sure?" He nodded. "Course I'm sure. I apologize for any hard time we gave you...You just took us by surprise is all." He got up, not one to be too touchy for too long. "We're playin a game of poker...You in?" You smiled but shook your head. "Thanks but I think me and Severen are going for a walk." Homer scoffed. "Good. Get that cheatin sleazeball outta here."

You both got dressed and headed for a walk as everyone else got cleaned up and played poker. He was eager to know your answer and was devastated when you said you weren't sure.

"Whaddya mean?! YN, ya made the kill! You're one of us now. Jesse said you can stay."

You rubbed your arm, not wanting to look at him. "Severen...I miss my friends and family and..."

He walked over to you, urging you to look at him. His slicked back hair had his bangs drying first near his face. Framing his features perfectly. Eyes desperate and eyebrows turned up. You had only seen him this vulnerable when he first offered you his blood, even then, this was ten times that. He held you like he could stop you from leaving if he just held on tight enough.

"YN, I know ya miss yer old life but you don't need it no more...We're yer family now."

You shook your head with a forced smile. "They don't think that. They welcomed me but that's only because of you."

"They do! Even if they didn't...I-" He hesitated, running a hand through his hair and lookibg lost for words for the first time in a long time. He sighed, looking back at you. "You're my life now. I need you..."

You looked up at him as he brought your hand up to cup his cheek, leaning his face into your touch. "Ya gonna make me say it, huh?"

You raised a brow, unsure what 'it' was.

He gave you an earnest look. "...Alright, fuck it. I ain't afraid to say it... I'm fallin for ya. Completely fallin head over heels for you, honey." Your breath caught at the words matched with that vulnerable stare he gave you. "You think I turn jus anyone? Why do you think everyone was so damn shocked around here? Why do you think they gave you such a hard time? Cause they ain't used to it. You're my first and my only."

You opened your mouth, touched beyond beilef. "I...Diamondback called me your mate...Am I?"

He smiled against your palm. "In my eyes you are...But do you wanna be?"

You thought a moment. No more friends or family, no more pets, no more sunlight. That's what you were leaving behind. It's like you just died and walked off the face of the Earth. Then you thought of what you were getting. A newfound family that was already welcoming you after your kill, no aging, no job, no society pressures, no fear, godlike abilities, and a man that you had never felt feeling before like you did him. He was offering it all to you and you just had to say yes.

Your silence stretched out and his face twisted anxiously. You finally nodded. "Okay."

"...Okay?" He raised his brows staring at you before you smiled at him. "Okay, I'll stay. Because...I'm falling for you too. I mean, I think it's obvious but since you said it so I better say it back, huh?"

"Only if you mean it."

"I do...I'm falling in love with you, Severen."

You saw a slow smile spread over his face as his eyes had nothing but love in them for you. He leaned forward to kiss you. It was unlike all the other firm or passionate or sloppy kisses he usually gave. It was slow, tender and like he was pouring every ounce of his feelings for you into it. He pulled away before wrapping you up in an embrace. Your arms went under his leather jacket as he held you close.

"You won't regret, darlin. You an me are in this together. Forever."

You smiled at that. "Forever? That's a long time."

"I'm gonna love you every minute of it too."

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Memories of the Dead

A/N: Hi! This is my first work so expect that this is quite boring and there's a lot of mistakes and etc. I actually made this 2:00 in the morning because no shit sherlock, I am longing for my expired fire fist doughnut and someone stole my phone so I cannot sleep peacefully knowing that my cat's pictures are there as well as my selfies. So I decided to vent all my frustrations and my sorry ass here on Tumblr writing trash. Just skip if you don't like it. I'm not that great at writing oneshot lolol

Anyway, let's go!

You were sitting outside your house while drinking tea. A cute little girl is playing in the garden as you watched her with a smile plastered on your face. She looked so happy and contented. A cheerful one just like her father. Having those thoughts broke your heart as you reached for the heart-shaped locket on your neck and gently caressed it. No, it's not because you don't like seeing the little girl happy, it's because everything about her reminds you of him. The moments you've spent with Ace were indeed the best in your life yet, you cannot hide the fact that those memories we're also the most painful. Suddenly, the girl looked at you and smiled, the smile that stretched her freckles. There you thought you'd seen him smiling at you behind the innocent girl's face.

"His lovely smile that defined his freckles. The one that never failed to make my knees weak. The one that made my heart flutter every time," You murmured to yourself while feeling the familiar emotion build inside you. Sadness is slowly creeping its way to your heart.

God, how I wish to see him even for one last time. We were so happy, why did it turn this way? Ace, I love you so much that remembering you is like a punishment sent to me. Is this the payback for all of the things I've done in the past? This pain that I've been feeling for 7 years, which I'm pretty sure will last forever, the retribution that the heavens sent to me? Is being a pirate seeking freedom that erroneous? Was all the happiness and freedom that I manage to attain back then are still here? You looked at the innocent giggling girl and sighed. How I wish I could turn back time to at least be there for her father during his final moments. You pity the girl for not being able to meet her father. You did not expect things to turn this way. You already planned your life with him. Along with his death was the moment you also learned about the innocent life you were carrying which you almost killed because of your own recklessness. Why is your life so damned?

As you were drowned with your thoughts, you did not notice a man just arrived at your humble abode. It was one of Ace's apprentices on the crew. The once hailed as the almighty first division commander of the Whitebeard pirates was staring at your sad face while carrying the little girl that was smiling brightly as she was overjoyed to see her Papa after months of being away from him.

"Mama!" The delighted girl called you out which pulled you out from the thoughts that were about to take over you. Hearing the cheerful voice of your daughter, you lifted your head up and saw a blonde man wearing his usual sleepy look in his eyes looking intently at you as he carries your child and walks towards you. Seeing him, you stood up and spread your arms in an attempt to get your daughter from the tired man.

"D/N, come to me. Your Papa is still tired from his voyage," You told your daughter as you walk towards them with your arms still spread out. Your daughter pouted before she spoke.

"But Mama, I missed Papa! I wasn't able to see him for many many many days! I counted 100 nights because papa told me he will be home when I wake up after 100 nights but it's already 120-uh, I don't know, I lost count. I can't count past 120 yet!" Your daughter retorted which made the blonde man laugh. You turned your defeated eyes to the laughing man and raised your eyebrows at him before speaking.

"Excuse me, Mr. Marco, Is there something funny here?" You glared at him with your arms crossed.

"I see, your mom is mad again-yoi. Should we run inside and hide in the room, D/N-yoi?" Marco playfully told your daughter while exchanging meaningful glances with you which you appreciated since that is how he expressed his concern whenever you feel lonely or when you remember your deceased lover-Ace.

"No, papa! I think mama is just worried about you since you weren't home after 100 nights of sleep," Your daughter said to him.

"Really-yoi? Your mama must've missed me a lot-yoi?" The blonde man said that caused you to playfully roll your eyes while laughing a little at this cute scene with your heart aching a bit as you imagine Ace to be here instead of Marco which you immediately tried to shrug off as you felt bad about the blonde.

"Yes! I think mama also needs your hug because she missed you a lot. I sometimes see her at night looking at the moon crying saying she misses you so much." You were taken aback when the little girl responded by nodding. Marco's eyes were filled with pity, and you averted your gaze.

"Is that so-yoi? Your mom must've really missed me that much for her to cry at night-yoi. Come here Y/N-yoi," He responded with his left arm widely spread while still carrying your daughter in his right arm as he invited you to his arms. Without a second thought, you walk fast to his opened arms and slammed your body for the hug and you felt his hands tightening his hold onto you as if he's letting you know that he is there for you. This act of his caused you to tear up and when he felt his arms getting wet. He put down your daughter.

"D/N-yoi, can you go inside first? Papa and Mama will talk for a while-yoi. It seems like your mama missed me a lot-yoi," Marco told the innocent girl while smiling. Your daughter looked at your shaking form then agreed with Marco.

"Okay, papa-yoi. I'll go inside first-yoi and show you my drawings later-yoi!" Your daughter answered back while imitating Marco's speech habit which made you and the blonde laugh a little.

When the little girl went inside your house, Marco gently tapped your back as you felt your tears flowing out again.

"I'm so sorry. I- I just missed him so much... Our daughter is an exact replica of him. It's making things harder and easier. Seeing her makes me all sorts of emotions. I feel sad because I can never move on from Ace which means that I'll forever feel pain while feeling happy because he left something so precious that helps me cope with my loneliness," You told the blonde doctor while crying hoping your daughter won't hear you. Marco hummed in response. A sign you took to continue your rants.

"It's been 7 years since their deaths. Since Ace's death. I should've moved on by now. You and D/N were always there for me but how is it possible that I cannot forget him? Every single day. Every single night, I always long for him. I always talk to the moon hoping he's there and he'll answer me. I am also frequently asking the Almighty as to why did he had to snatch him away from me? I feel so sorry for you. We've bothered you enough. Starting from Ace's death up until now, you're still here. You deserved freedom. A life without anyone holding you back. A life without a mother and daughter tying you with the responsibilities that prevent you from staying on the seas as long as you want. A life you had before the tragedy happened. If his final request is the one holding you back. Please do not hesitate to free yourself from that burden. D/N is already 6 years old. I can handle her now by myself. You are free to go," You ranted while tears are generously flowing from your eyes. Marco, on the other hand, looked at you with his lazy eyes and furrowed brows. He began to speak.

"Y/N-yoi, memories stay and the emotions are also there-yoi. You are feeling emotions because we are humans, we are bound to feel it because that is what makes us distinct from other beings-yoi. You mostly feel pain and loneliness because you loved Ace so much even if it cost you your life-yoi. I also don't know when are you going to get healed but I know that we'll soon reach there-yoi. The pain won't go away-yoi. You'll just learn to live with it until one day, you will wake up not crying because of him even if you still feel pain from remembering him-yoi," He said while intently staring at you then, he continued.

"Also, don't tell me things about leaving you and D/N behind-yoi. I love you both as my family-yoi. I won't agree to Ace's request if I know that I don't want it and that it would burden me-yoi. I treasure you both and I am happy with you and D/N. You won't see me coming back here if I wasn't-yoi. Besides, I like seeing the kid. He resembles her father so much-yoi," He said with a little smile on his face as he transitioned his gaze from you to the house where your daughter just entered.

"I am always so grateful to you, Marco. Thank you for standing in as D/N's father figure. I wouldn't be able to reach this without you and the other's help," You said smiling while freeing yourself from the blonde's hug as you wipe your tears off your face.

"I am also thankful that you let me enter your life and be D/N's father even though Ace already passed away-yoi" He said as he offered his hand to you.

"Let's go inside-yoi. Better prepare some food or that always starving brat might act feral like her father-yoi" He joked that made the two of you laugh while remembering your deceased lover.

You reach the heart-shaped locket that you had on your neck and take a quick glance at it.

"I will wait for the moment that I could already withstand the pain of losing you even if it takes many years. I will forever treasure the moments and memories we spend and made together just like how I treasure our little sunshine. Thank you for giving me this little bundle of joy. Until we meet again, Ace, my love,"

[softpadawan]

Liveblogging Jedi Fallen Order pt. 2

In the time between this post and the last, I have learned that the Mantis is basically a luxury yacht. And you've got this filthy probably-smelly scrapper Jedi on board with no idea how hard it is to get oil stains out of potolli weave fabric. It's Pretty Woman set in the GFFA

Greez in the galley, making food, having a crisis LOLOLOL

Ah, we meet Merrin! I wasn't expecting such a thick accent (why did I think she would sound like Buffy Summers? And why is it that the Nightsisters have accents but the Nightbrothers don't?) 🤔

I'm actually surprised there's anyone left on Dathomir, but everyone forgets the Nightbrothers I guess.

Damn that looks like Maul's lair. Wait, is that a GRILL? Was Maul a BBQ fiend? Is that why he looks like a bottle of extra spicy Tex-Mex rib sauce? 🍖

NO NO CAL, DON'T TALK TO STRANGE OLD GUYS IN HOODS IN SPOOKY DARK PLACES. THE SAME THING WILL HAPPEN TO A KID NAMED EZRA IN ABOUT 11 YEARS AND THAT DIDN'T TURN OUT WELL EITHER

Greez calling Cal "weirdo" again hehehe

Cal used Push... IT WAS SUPER EFFECTIVE!

I like how Cal periodically runs his hand through his hair in idle moments. Yeah, dude, we know your hair is perfect 🙄

STUMBLING UPON SOME HIDEOUS GIANT RAT-THINGS EATING A DEAD STORMTROOPER, JUST ANOTHER DAY IN THE GFFA LOL

Gather round, kids, time for another one of Greez's cockpit talks *sits crosslegged on the floor*

I hope Cal knows to keep his ankles together and clench his sphincter when diving feet-first into water

Perfect hair, even when wet (of course)

I don't know what the actual gameplay is like, but in this video, Cal has a new poncho every time he visits a new location. Are there tourist shops on Dathomir and Kashyyyk where they sell ponchos? Is Cal picking up a new one every time he goes somewhere? Is this a souvenir side quest?

HANG ON TO THOSE VINES, TARZAN

Cal performs the Zeb Orrelios Double-head Knock Maneuver™ on the Walker pilots LOLOL Maybe it's a Lasat move and Cal learned it from his Master. Bonus: "I can't believe that actually worked."

CAL CACKLING AS HE AND BD-1 TAKE CONTROL OF THE WALKER LOLOL I FEEL YOU MAN, I'D BE LAUGHING TOO

The fact that Cal didn't scream and shit himself when Saw Gerrera suddenly appears on his windshield is proof that this is pure fiction.

Cal: What are you guys doing? Saw: Pissing off the Empire. Wanna help? Cal, with approx. 47 current missions, shrugging: Sure why not

OH GOD THESE WALKERS DON'T HAVE AIRBAGS OR SEATBELTS OR ANYTHING AND WE'RE GOING DOWN, HOLD ONTO YOUR BUTT, BD

Annnnd this is how Cal gets roped into the rebellion!

Cal freeing Wookiee prisoners just like Ezra does 10 years later 🥲

YIKES that Purge Trooper sounds just a little bit too horny to see a Jedi 😳

Holyshit that special attack move is incredibly sexy, I love it when one dude just rolls across the back of another dude. Just bros being dudes fighting to the death

Oh fuck OH FUCK CAL WATCH OUT THERE'S A SECURITY DROID RIGHT BEHIND— *Cal gets lifted up and tossed like a candy wrapper* I swear it sounds like he grunts "OW DAMMIT" when he lands* Where are your Jedi instincts man? Lol

Cal awkwardly accepting thanks from the free Wookiees is so cute

I love it when he smiles. I am so in love with this guy it's embarrassing.

HOLY SHIT CAL DON'T GET SET ON FIRE, IF YOU LOSE YOU HAIR I WILL FORCE CHOKE THE EMPIRE MYSELF—

Boy, with all this ruckus Cal's causing on Kashyyyk, it's only a matter of time before Biggus Dickus hears of this.

Saw's speech is putting tears in my eyes, god stop it man

Is... is anybody going to put those fires out??

"I'm a very positive guy. I'm positive that if I die, I'll be very upset." I LOVE YOU GREEZ

Second Sister, in a haughty drawl: Cal Kest— Cal, if he were me: AUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHH! Stop scr AUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHH! Stop screaming I just— AUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHH!

I actually like Trilla more than I thought I would

Oh hohoho she's getting Cal pissed off, I like that. "What would Jaro Tapal say if he could see his Padawan now?" ...maybe I've been reading too much smutfic, but that sounds like a line straight out of a smutfic. Now I'm imagining Cal bound spread-eagle and [redacted] [redacted] [redacted] [redacted]

Cal, fiercely: I won't let anyone touch them [young Force sensitive children] DAD CAL WILL PROTECT EVERY KID IN THE GALAXY TRILLA DON'T TEST HIM

Cal sure does squeeze through a lot of tight spots. It's cute when BD hops off his back and onto his shoulder or arm

Are... are all Purge Troopers this horny about killing? Is it a requirement? "Must be this psychotic and horny to qualify"?

OH SHIT NOT THIS SHIT AGAIN CAL IF YOU LOSE YOUR FKKN SABER AGAIN I WILL COME THROUGH THIS SCREEN AND yessss remember Jaro's teachings! Good boy (I feel like I'm raising this kid lol)

Squeezing through passages yet again. This boy has more in common with Ezra than he'll ever know LMAO Kanan now has TWO duct-spelunking gremlins to deal with. Everyone say a prayer for Kanan Jarrus

"I don't care if they're a Jedi, a Wookiee or a Bogling, I'm going to destroy them!" Props to the stormtrooper for using a non-binary pronoun for Cal until he learns his preferred one LOL "We may be evil fascists, but we won't stand for misgendering our enemies!"

Cordova, I'm getting just a liiiiiittle bit sick and tired of your obsession with ancient artifacts. Your name henceforth will be Jedindiana Jones.

Ba-GONK? Really? A droid named Ba-Gonk? HAHAHAHA

OH SHIT HE'S LIGHTING MY BOY UP LIKE A CHRISTMAS TREE WHAT NONONO

OH GOD WHERE'S BD IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO HIM I'M GONNA AAAAA CAL CALLING FOR HIS LITTLE BUDDY I'M SCARED AND FURIOUS

Cal muttering "these jerks" as he takes the restraining bolt off BD 😭

IS THAT THE HU Cal: Hey, I recognize this band. I RECOGNIZED THEM FIRST

Sorc Tormo, no relation to the Grandmaster of Sakaar I'm sure LOL Ooh what is this, a gladiator scene? Are we gonna see Cal in a loincloth? (wishful thinking)

OH HELL IT'S ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE MUTANT CROCOFROGS FROM THE FLORIDA EVERGLADES, AND THIS ONE IS ON MIAMI BATH SALTS

This scene would have been 9000% better if Cal were in a loincloth and knee-high gladiator sandals, just saying

Annnd the Mantis arrives in time to save Cal! Hoo boy Cere, you got some splainin to do

Greez, having another crisis: This is fine. Everything's gonna be fine

Aww Greez waking Cal up again for a chat 🥺 Cal don't be mean, Greez just wants to know what's going on :( CAL SAY SOMETHING, GREEZ IS POURING HIS HEART OUT TO YOU "You two are the best thing that ever happened in my life" GAWD I'M WEEPING PAPA GREEZ

Sometimes a family is a crusty old pilot with a gambling addiction, a traumatized former Jedi, and a masterless Padawan with more scars than happy memories

"That's a game term." "I know what it is." 😂

"I'm busy. I gotta figure out what to cook next." Getting some STRONG Italian grandma vibes from Greez

Hoo boy ANOTHER horny Purge Trooper (wtf is he wielding? It looks heavy and cumbersome) Purge Trooper, orgasmically: YeeEEeess! FIGHT MEEE! Cal: Not until you buy me dinner

"Electrohammer Purge Trooper". Sounds like a mixed drink or a funky novelty dance from the late 90s.

Ninth Sister is going to make strawberry-ginger jelly outta Cal and spread him on her morning toast 😳

Cal's boots are gonna be so caked and crusty after sliding through 10km of Kashyykian mud, Greez is gonna have to hose him down before he lets him in the ship LOL

GIANT VENUS FLY TRAPS oh boy Cal narrowly escaping getting vored again

Hollllyyyy SHIT WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT GIANT BIRD IT'S THE SIZE OF A SHIP Cal: What is that thing? Is is a bird? Yes. Is it a plane? Also yes.

I love Cal's little baby Padawan voice (Why couldn't they have made FPJ's Kanan/Caleb sound like that? Instead we got a Padawan who has a 3 kids, a mortgage, and a receding hairline.)

Hurt Shyyyo bird uh oh! We need Dr Bridger here STAT!

Awww Cal has a way with animals, too. I'd love to see him and Ezra bonding over their connection to animals.

Kanan seeing his partner and his Padawan bring home yet another injured animal: YOU ARE RELEASING THIS ONE GO BACK INTO THE WILD, UNDERSTAND? NO MORE ANIMALS ON THIS SHIP Cal and Ezra: But Kaaaaayyyy...

I KNEW HE'D BE HOPPING A RIDE ON THAT BIRD SOONER OR LATER (🎵 I believed he could fly 🎶)

OMG when BD runs it's like a cockatiel puttering across the floor at 100 mph HAHAH I would die for that droid 😢

Ooh costume switch in this play. Cal looks fucking hot in the Inquisitor uniform

Aww Cere and Greez have dinner lunch ready when Cal comes in, I love seeing families eat in the GFFA

God this is the most uncomfortable dinner ever. Cloud City dinner with Vader doesn't even come close

GREEZ HAS BEEN SALTING HIS FOOD FOR A SOLID MINUTE JFC IT'S INEDIBLE NOW

Cal don't be an ass, Cere is pouring her heart out to you... I forget that he's just 18 sometimes 🙄

(I just found out that Debra Wilson is playing Cere, no wonder she was so familiar to me. Also I love her)

"This Cordova guy's really putting some wear and tear on my ship." SEND HIM A BILL, GREEZ, I'M SERIOUS

"Dathomir. The one place in the galaxy we don't want to see any closer... and the one place we're trying to get to, Mr Frodo."

Oh HELL dead Nightsisters, this is even worse than when Maul called them up from the grave in Rebels, these ones are still juicy

In a situation like this, you can only do one thing: THE MONSTER MASH

And this is where I've gotta call it a night. I hope my losing my mind has been entertaining

[ouma-kichi]

Heey! Everything fine..?

I hope! Can you do Shuichi with a male S/O who always get in fights for him? (Like, to protect him 4 bad people) I don't know if you get it, i'm awful at explaining... And my english is terrible, sorry..

awwww babe dont be ashamed of your english, i totally understood it! it’s perfectly fine i PROMISE you !!!! and i love this idea sm aw boyfriends

Shuichi Saihara getting into fights to protect a Male!Reader

Info/Warnings: no warnings really, some cursing bc its me lolol, reader is male with he/him pronouns!

EDIT: OMG BYE IM SO DUMB YOU MEANT IT THE OTHER WAY AROUND AOFJUSHFSKJF I’LL DO THIS REQUEST AGAIN FOR U BBY

shuichi does NOT like to be confrontational whatsoever, but fuck man

he just looks at you. your hands, your eyes, your (gasp!) lips, the freckles and birthmarks and scars, everything about you. you’re just so handsome and cute and pretty and sweet and and and

and he just has this overwhelming urge to protect you

and he’s barely willing to fight for himself, he’s so unsure and anxious but it’s so different when it comes to you..

he’d fight for you till the end of time or walk to the ends of the earth to protect you, it’s like he becomes a different person when he sees you get hurt by someone

if he ever hears someone disagree with you for no reason or undermine your intelligence, he immediately uses his lil detective boy brain to prove exactly why they’re completely wrong and why his bbyboy is right

(this is bouta be so ooc bc i can’t script shuichi dialogue byeee) “no, THAT’S WRONG! you’re uneducated and uninformed, which is why you can’t respond in any meaningful way without making him feel bad about himself. you made your arguments with no trustworthy proof, show me your proof !!” yknow ? class trial type beat

he just. he cant help it... how could someone try to make you feel shitty ? you’re so good and you’re so sweet to him and he’s so happy you’re his boyfriend and HE’S YOUR BOYFRIEND WOWOW

his love for you is so BIG, you make him feel smart and you trust him so much, he almost feels obligated to protect you and prove your intelligence

he listens to people argue with you, and he observes them, and he knows when they’re making shit up

it’s kinda part of becoming a detective that, to an extent at the very least, he needs to understand body language. he understands nonverbal cues, and he is extremely observant! so when people are just pulling shit out of their ass, he KNOWWSSSSS

and it gets him into trouble bc he sees all their nonverbal cues

its like his brain keeps going “the uptick in their fidgeting and itching can be indicative of anxiety, irritation, or deception

their voice’s pitch hiked up when they started their claim, meaning their nervous

their volume raised after my boyfriend responded to their argument, indicating their getting defensive

their eyes keep flicking from him to the floor during important parts of their argument, common unconscious behavior of lying”

and fuckkkkk if he knows this bitch is lying why would he NOT point it out? why would he NOT fight for you????

so he just says EVERYTHING, not because he’s not thinking, but because he’s thinking so much and so fast

and it makes you kinda nervous bc what if !! someone gets super mad at him !! and tries to hurt him not even just verbally but physically !! you get super super scared for your lil boyfie bc what r u gonna do if he gets into a fistfight !!!!!!!!!

but he just keeps reassuring you that he’ll be okay, and that he can’t let you get hurt by some fuckin idiot like that ! you’re both flattered and anxious bc wow this guy REALLY LOVES ME hes willing to fight for me but... oh god hes willing to FIGHT FOR ME.....

his stupid gay ass just cares so much for you, he could never watch you be sad bc it would just make him so upset !!!! so he tries !! everything in his power !! to make sure !!! you never get hurt !!!!!!!

so he keeps fighting people with no remorse

so he can make sure his boyfriend and his baby and his love and his darling and his honey never feels unsure or unsmart

don’t worry lil babie bc shuichi will fight for you, not with fists but with his argumentative skills and psychological observations !

[aprillikesthings]

It's Fridayyyyy

TIME FOR MORE SHE-RA

s1 ep11 Promise

oh shit I remember this one it's a heartbreaker

(good stuff for my fic though)

Hey remember when I swore up and down I wasn't going to liveblog my entire rewatch? Good times.

Part of me is like: I would get through these so much faster if I didn't insist on screenshotting them and commenting and making jokes

But the rest of me knows damn well I probably just wouldn't bother watching them?? This way feels a bit like watching it *with* someone, which I always prefer to watching things alone.

Also tbh if I did just marathon them while knitting or something I wouldn't remember anything!! Which would defeat the point!! So here I am.

If you're new to these posts: I am doing a rewatch of She-Ra with the specific purpose of taking notes for a fic I'm working on--but because this is me we're talking about, I also post a ton of screenshots with the purposes of commentary, squeeing at specific scenes, and making jokes. Because it's a rewatch, I don't comment on every plot point and I often mention things that happen later in the show--in other words, these might be confusing if you haven't seen the show yet.

EDIT: yeah this was another one where I hit the image limit, will have to reblog to finish it

I know people have figured out the "alphabet" of the first ones what does this sayyyyy

I mean wouldn't they all be portable in some sense? The one that recharges Glimmer could be taken down and moved somewhere, couldn't it? We know the one from Scorpia's kingdom was taken and moved to the Fright Zone, for instance.

"Query not recognized."

Adora's frustration here is exactly why I don't use Siri, like, ever.

Light Hope reminds me of a specific model? actress? from the 1980's but I can never remember who and it drives me CRAZY

*does some googling*

GRACE JONES I AM THINKING OF GRACE JONES

TELL ME I'M WRONG

Grace Jones also did disco music, TIL

back to cartoon lesbians

yeah that couldn't have been important for anything no worries it's fine

you didn't notice anyone else there until She-Ra destroyed something lolol

ehehehehehehh

Look I know it's the point of the whole show but I grin every time they're supposed to be on opposite sides and one saves the other's life (Does Adora do it more than Catra does? surely someone kept count)

don't mind me

little shit

🎵BUT YOU DID IT ANYWAYYYYYY🎶

"how many times are you going to make that joke" well how many times does Catra say it lolll

"where are your friends?" "you mean the ones you KIDNAPPED and CURSED???" "uh, yeah?"

lol

I just like the art style here

Okay so I can't screenshot audio, but that little moment of Catra saying "Adora? Adora???" where the tone goes from "hey look at this" to that almost-panic and then she turns around and it's kid!Catra is just so, SO well done.

ugh these scenes are such a punch in the gut

I'm not getting emotional at cartoon characters remembering the happier bits of their shitty traumatic childhood together, YOU ARE

;_;

man this shot is just good, ugh, you can see so much of their characters on display: Adora's self-righteousness vs Catra's sullen defensiveness

anyway they should've made out

lol

they're 1:1 so far this episode

(even though this cliff probably isn't even real)

"Did you really think I'd just let Shadow Weaver erase your memory like that?" oh so she DID know

Adora: "I don't know, probably" I mean I thought she would

I've been CALLED OUT lol

Adora: "Can you blame me? Catra: "*scoffs* Not really"

😏

John Cena.gif

BABIES (okay a little older like maybe 13)

(still babies)

I mean, true

I'VE HIT THE IMAGE LIMIT FOR THIS POST lol I knew I would

gonna post and reblog

[aprillikesthings]

YOOOOO IT'S MY WEEKEND and I have eaten dinner and it is time for MORE SHE-RA

yayyyy

OH GOD we're getting into the really good shit btw

if I manage not to do a marathon of these it'll be a gd miracle

Usual reminder: this is a REwatch and there's spoilers ahoy, I make a lot of bad jokes, I reference other cartoons

s4 ep10 fractures

okay before we get started

ahahah

I've given in. I'm gonna cosplay Catra. >_< wish me luck, I'm aiming for some kinda loosely post-canon thing, in part because there's no hiding my age at this point, except via like, photoshop pfft

side note the place I was looking at that makes custom fangs based on dental impressions is usually a month and change out, and the con I want to wear this to is in mid-April. *GROAN*

I have tried the cheap ones they don't stay on D:

OKAY

Dialogue is Double Trouble. Why are you even in the room??

oh it's a truth-telling spell lol

(it didn't work)

LOLOL the disbelief in Double Trouble's voice. "Can she do that?"

oh my GOD (yes it's Double Trouble)

but their Adora looks like Johnny Bravo aaahaha

Double Trouble does blow a raspberry at Shadow Weaver, tho, so they're forgiven

Adora explains the Heart of Etheria Project

Shadow Weaver: oooh we can use this to our advantage Me: okay Boromir but NO

nO

Adora's about to blow a fuse, but I would be, too! Like what part of "the planet could explode" is fucking difficult

Meanwhile, Catra is watching porn video feeds of places the Horde has taken

and thinks she spots someone!!!

(she hasn't, and she makes a sad little face when she realizes)

yeah she's being a bitch but also her deranged little face is great

OR EVERYONE COULD DIE. THERE'S ALSO THAT.

YAYYYY

does anyone else remember the old video "what your fave she-ra ship says about you"? this was made just after s4 actually. anyway I'm remembering it because it includes the line "you just want good things for Scorpia. and really, who wouldn't?"

Daci and I, for a while, couldn't stop quoting the ContraPoints clip used early on to reference "The inherent eroticism of the sea."

"MMmmm yeah. Don't you wanna just...get in there?"

It's a really funny video (I am called out SEVERAL TIMES) and the channel did a bunch of similar videos for other shows.

(also looking at the home page of the channel, she's a she now!!!! HELL YEAH)

Anyway everyone is surprised to see Scorpia :D

And their initial reaction is Not Good D:

the poor thing accidentally stuns Perfuma (...oh god that'S HILARIOUS knowing later stuff)

well that stops Adora in her tracks

back in the Fright Zone, Catra thinks she hears Scorpia's laugh and again is visibly relieved before realizing she's wrong

babygirl you need some rest (and so do your soldiers), you are getting paranoid and hearing things

so what, you're going to torture the rest of the soldiers who haven't left????

(I understand why she does the things she does but I still want to shake some sense into her)

JUST GET SOME GD SLEEP

she tries to call Double Trouble, but they don't answer

I want to give her a hug. But also shake some sense into her.

Another one to add to my "cartoon bondage" collection, as one does. But Perfuma is clearly a little smitten, though: she smiles as she walks away and makes a flower grow in the vines, awwwww

okay oh my GOD okay Scorpia's dialogue is KILLING ME i am CACKLING

"Wow...Yeah, but just-- Shadow Weaver. And at Bright Moon. Everything is making so much sense about why Catra's been acting the way she has."

Adora goes wide-eyed at Catra's name, Shadow Weaver looks at her, and then Adora looks away, pissed off.

like I was saying: SMITTEN

Anyway Scorpia explains why she wants to go find/save Entrapta, who's on Beast Island, and:

bahaha

they relate various stories about the horrors of Beast Island and Shadow Weaver insists they're nicer than the actual place, it's starting to sound like some bad joke about Etheria's version of Australia

I mean also you should go get her because she shouldn't be stuck there but okay

They all decide to go to Beast Island to rescue Entrapta but Glimmer is having NONE of it

Glimmer: "Adora, have you ever heard of anyone coming back from Beast Island? Do you even know where it is?"

I mean, good points, but

aaaugh

Bow: "There's an unstable mass of magic in the middle of the planet. Everyone's at risk unless we can get Entrapta to shut it down."

OKay I'm not typing up the whole damn episode you can read the transcript if you really want to, lol they argue about this for a bit longer, Glimmer even recommends they ask Light Hope how to use it even though that's a terrible idea, Glimmer tries to appeal to Bow but Bow is on Adora's side on this one

oh honey, no

She tries to order Bow and Adora to stay in the castle and not leave

Scorpia's "prison cell" is a very nice spare room. Perfuma brings her a salad and Scorpia doesn't recognize it as food immediately, the poor thing has only ever had ration bars.

Frosta: "It's not a sleepover!!! Perfuma: ":D I'll get pillows, brb!"

But then Frosta asks about her pincers with genuine interest and makes ones for herself out of ice...and Scorpia starts to cry

;_;

;_;

GO. TO. BED. oh my god

I RAN OUT OF IMAGES fhghgh okay gonna reblog

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I have been dying to ask this question to someone, and your head cannons are just so amazing 🤩  what would be your head cannon if Mikell decided to be submissive in the bedroom with his partner 👀👀👀👀

WOOOOOO O-KAY!

Here's Mikell as a sub (babygirl)

Obvious warning for smut and nsfw, oh and cursing

-alright so i can't imagine Mikell as a full on sub, sorry dude def gives dom vibes...buuuuuut i can imagine him as a switch. He will def have moments where he just wants to he topped by a dom

-This probably came as a surprise to you one day (and for this thing to work let's say you're a switch to), you're used to usually being the sub in the bedroom. As you were sitting in said bedroom trying to watch some TV you could feel some shuffling next to you

-you were really into this show and tried to pay attention to it while Mikell just kinda grabbed at you, "Mikell i'm trying to watch this" it was quite for a moment before you heard him "so you don't wanna be dom for once?" You paused just hearing that blurted out "huh-?"

-the man next to you looked nothing like the Mikell you've known, his usual serious face now looked all..soft? Is that even the right word to use here? He looked up at you with fucking puppy eyes before getting on top of you straddling your hips "what? You look surprised, i told you i'm a switch y/n"

-your face was red as you just watched him before snapping back to reality "i mean if you want a dom, i can totally be that" and with that you flipped yourselves over. With you on top and him on bottom 'this is really fucking different'

-honestly dudes probably into being tied up when he's a sub, so i can imagine his hands tied up to the bed post while you ride him. He's probably also into calling you 'mistress/master' (you're gonna look at Mikell and tell me he ain't into kinky shit?)

-Def into biting and you 'marking' him, but you probably gotta make sure it's somewhere people won't see. Even though he's an 05 he can still have those hickeys possibly seen by other 05.

-A casual scene where he's under you panting heavily with sweat dripping from his face as his hands are tied to the bed post behind him, his hairs all ruffled up as he literally begs for you to just fuck him already.

-when he's in a sub mood he gives you those 'fuck me eyes' you'll know them trust me, and he does a 180. Goes from being a serious dude that's kind of an asshole to being extremely clingy and wanting to do nothing but 'serve' you.

-if you ask him to worship your body during these sub times he definitely will, He's probably the type to want to be ordered around while being all sub. But that doesn't mean he'll do EVERYTHING you ask, he has limits don't push 'em.

-imagine a scene where he's in a sub mood, He's on bottom with his face in the pillows while you're fucking him wearing his hat. "How's that cowboy man?" All you get is a groan/moan in response

-totes into orgasm denial if you are, and if you're into begging well this is the only time you'll hear him beg. You can totally tease him about it later (in private) and he'll just give you a side glare and grumble

Wooo hope this was done right, i don't usually write nsfw so it's new to me lolol

I did enjoy writing it tho and i hope you enjoy reading it!

Requests are open! See ya!