#so i wanted to see how she was doing and ((((((: thst fucking backfired
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#i love being contacted just for the sake of someone needing something (~:#it feels really fucking shitty ladies#i called my friend today to see how she was doing#and shes like one of the irl friends i dont see too often bc we dont go to school together nor do we really mesaage each other#so i wanted to see how she was doing and ((((((: thst fucking backfired#she was like what do you need you dont call without a purpose i dont buy it#and i did feel bad bc for a while i would call to talk about something or a problem so i wanted to change that and yo just see how she was#doing. but she kept denying it and asking what i had to say and it was so frustrating and a little insulting#like she never fuckimg contacts me so i have to or else we wont reqlly talk abd this is the fuckimg result?? im trying to change a bit of#our friendship for the better and this is whay happens???? and then she said to she had to go and that shed call later#and she did and all she fucking asked me for was about dmv stuff and getting an official state id#i was so fucking upset like wtf????? idk i just felt reallt used and like she didnt give a shit and i know I'm probably making it a#bigger deal than it is but jm so upset and frustrated with our friendship right now??? and when she was done asking she was like 'okay bye'#and hung up#im so??? i feel lile she doesnt fucking care about me even if that may not be the case because that's how shes making me feel#and last year she forgot my birthday because it was after her and her bfs anni and that just makes it worse because she put SO much effort#into remembering and organizing their anni but didnt even fuckint bother to remember my birthday like!!! okay nice yo know that you care abt#him more than your friends!!! or just me!!! because it feels like she cares about everyone else more than me and im just there when#its convenient (~: and the other day she called me to study and i coulsnt bc i had?? school?? and i was like sorry i would if i could and#she wss like why dont you ask me to study and i was like?? you always get distracted and it felt like you blamed me once?? and idk whenever#youre free bc you dont know when youre free??? and when youre not free its too late bc you didnt let me know???#god this whole thing is a fucking mess and i am judt so upset#i put in effort and it gets totally fucking dismissed and i get questioned and asked why i dont put in effort and am used for convenince#anf am not even thought of because im apparently below everyone else and am not evem worth putting effort into to spend time with (~:#dl
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