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spoilers for another code 2 under the cut because holy shit this scene was SO poorly executed
the environmental storytelling of kelly sitting in the windowsill and then the cut to the present where the window is now boarded up is great. however that's it. that's literally it. in the scene where it is outright stated to the player that he watched his sister die? it's nothing. the voice acting is kind of :/ but it's like that for the whole game. now the part that REALLY pisses me off is the part where kelly's ghost shows up. she didn't even fucking say anything. that is wildly inaccurate to actual dead people visiting their still alive relatives and i know that from experience. it was trying so hard to be the ending of mother 3 but that was written by people who wanted to put effort into their game. in this one they didn't even want to give matt's mom a model. i guess they were trying to parallel d seeing his dad again? but like there's no reason for kelly to have not seen her mom that whole time. fuck you arcsys
"dissassociative amnesia" FUCK OFF. you wanna be omori SO BAD it makes you look STUPID
#xenon screams#another code#i hate you arcsys#the music that played was great#honestly? this game was robbed of soundtrack of the year 2024#but my mom was upstairs watching yt at full volume#so it was difficult to experience#apparently the music kinda carries to scene according to some guy on youtube#ALSO#i fucking wish they kept the agent guy Outside of that scene#he's literally crying alone. leave him alone
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i dont know how else to explain it other than your etho design is just so etho i love it. am very curious abt the details of that one time where bdubs saw etho’s full face bc i feel like that could go a very angsty direction or a very different direction…
also the logs… etho held at gunpoint omg the lore is growing!!! loving your au so much and all of your art thank you so much for sharing it <3 im obsessed



There's a little thing about Etho and his past that no one knows about until later in the story. His scars and appearance in general are related to that, that's why he doesn't like being seen upclose and kinda avoids meetings, in hopes to avoid any unwanted questions along with them (even though asking too much about past is generally considered bad manners among all "satellite hermits" anyway; it takes a certain kind of person or life situation to choose to live like this and you never know how the person might feel about it).
However after everything comes to light, he's much more comfortable with showing himself to people who know what's up (mainly Bdubs, because he trusts him the most). Sometimes he'd take off the gloves or the hat, roll his sleeves up; even the mask that one time.
(Obviously many people have seen Etho's face, but Bdubs is the only one who saw it since it got scarred like this)
*basically it goes right in between of those directions, anon. Solid middle :'D
#thank YOU so much for your interest and giving me a scene to yap and experiment! :]#it means a lot!#also the lore.. oh dear I don't even know how to put it all out there comprehensibly (not that there's THAT much but..)#I think I'll stick to writing for a lot of things but it may take even longer than drawing#words are difficult#satellite hermits au#taigaskyen#etho#bdoubleo100#bdubs#ethubs#<- kinda? could be could be not#taigartyen
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'i hate jason grace because he thought he was worthy enough to compete with percy' I'm sorry have y'all SEEN jason. this man defeated a TITAN without weapons and his bare hands to the point the titan wanted to rise from the UNDERWORLD with the help of a GODDESS to seek vengeance over him. I think we can cut him slack for having some well deserved self respect bc I'd brag too wtf
#put some RESPECT on this guy's name. nobody is a more worthy competitor to percy than jason sorry not sorry I won't take arguments.#and has less experience with stuff because camp jupiter rarely had monster attacks so he was basically sheltered yet he was so strong#he saved percy UNDERWATER and defeated a SEA monster despite the whole zeus/poseidon thing. That only makes it difficult for him#and water isn't even his domain#yet y'all will call this 'gary stu behaviour' completely ignoring how op rick made percy. apparently only percy is allowed to be powerful??#he was trained by WOLVES as a 2 year old#before some mf goes 'theres no way jason defeated krios w just hands lol he was just boasting for the sake of it'. krios said it himself 💀#ironically jason was wayy too humble considering the stuff he's done lol he NEVER bragged and neither did percy#fandom when a character who has actually accomplished great stuff has an ounce of self respect and self awareness: 😠🔪🔪#it's not even 'i hate jason bc he's arrogant/powerless/boring' atp#it's just 'im too attached to percy to like any other person who's on his level and can't accept the fact that percy has a powerful rival'#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo#jason grace#pjo hoo toa
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#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun#doodles#experimenting with his iterations#23 is so difficult for me#98 is bae#my go-to ww to draw#love him#trimax is also easy#it's just something about 23#i cant replicate his twinkness#anyways#happy ww wednesday
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Almost forgot to post this. Another Sylvari bust :3
My commander and wayfinder, Hydahlla.
#gw2#guild wars 2#gw2 sylvari#sylvari#Hydahlla#kheprriart#kheprriverse#drawing her is so unnecessarily difficult#and for what lol#I’ll figure it out eventually. I really like how she turned out here#maybe I’ll draw her and her freaks again#she isn’t my first character but she’s my main. I ran a ranger through main story and part of HOT/POF and didn’t like it#made her to experiment with elementalist and fell in love
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I'm just saying if you're writing smut featuring trans people and you find yourself ONLY writing pre-op transmen as receiving penetration. ONLY writing your transmen as submissive.
You should really take a step back and think about why this is.
Also consider including trans people who have gotten bottom surgery. I'd like to see more of that. Or transmen using straps. That'd be cool too thanks.
#like why the fuckkkk is it so hard to not be weird about it#like im not trying to kink shame here#you can be weird without being Weird (derogatory#right? you understand me?#appreciate the variation of human experience#i had a bit about the ways people are weird about like#trans women and nonbinary people and intersex ppl#but like. i figure yall can share your own thoughts I do not wanna speak for you#trans men#trans man#transandrophobia#like i get that transmen can be like that#but i swear it is so difficult out here as someone who is not into submission and shit#like. aauuuugh#am i just bad at searching for smut????#i don't know#i don't like policing ppl about what they write. especially smut.#but its just like....can i please see some variety.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE VIDEO GAME EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
#ive only been like super into loz for abt a year but botw has been my favorite game since it came out#8 years....can u believe it????#anyways do you know what i would give to be able to experience botw for the first time again.#my art#botw#breath of the wild#loz#legend of zelda#botw fanart#loz botw#botw zelda#botw link#daruk#mipha#urbosa#revali#loz fanart#zelda#you know despite him being my favorite character this is actually the first time ive drawn revali.#it came pretty easily to me tbh hes just a bird. ive drawn a lot of birds. mipha on the other hand. idk why but the zora are just so hard#for me to draw. especially in side profile. but i did it!#daruk was also difficult. that stupid chain#id in alt text
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FINISHED FINALLY X3
@stat1cheart ‘s designs I said I wanted to drawr a billion years ago :3
#When I started this I forgot I was SEVERELY out of practice and I needed to relearn how to draw furries this was SO DIFFICULT X(#ESPECIALLY LUIS i never made afinished piece of a hooved aminal… my goddd it took so damn long. Also still experimenting w backgrounds…#But I was determined ot finish because it’s justso fun I love them#You said what types o animals they specifically were so I tried to copy the markings :3 I really wanted to practice that#otherwise I probably would’ve just not colored it at all. I need to draw animals more often it’s so fun to color fur n scales n stuff for m#Anyways idk I hope uou like itttt YAY :3#re4r luis#re4r leon#resident evil fanart#re4 remake#luis serra#leon kennedy#serrenedy#deer furry#furry art#my art#Furry resident evil#I really should draw furries more maybe I’ll make a slight redesign of my main sona or something after Christmas I’ve been neglecting him :
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arlecchino is so husband meanwhile feixiao is so boyfriend. does that make sense
#sev.screams#not that it’s a bad thing for fei#but i feel like fei wld hesitate more before indulging in the domestic life#fear of committment bcos of her moon rage yk#but once that’s kinda settled she considers the idea more#but since she’s a long life species she’ll still take it pretty slow#moze and jq have to deal w her asking all sorts of stuff LMAO#theyre at hotpot and fei is kinda out of it and jq asks her whats wrong and she hits him w the ‘should i get married?’#on the other hand arle is pretty ready for the commitment#i think deep down arle craves that idea of ‘home’ she never got to experience as a child#so getting married and building one of her own isnt that difficult of a choice for her#ofc she has concerns like the safety of her spouse and all that#but idt it’d be a dealbreaker if that makes sense. like she wld just take their safety extremely seriously#elite agents patrolling the grounds kind of seriously#safety bunker under the house kind of seriously#nonetheless they r both very good partners and i love them very much <333
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forgot to mention it before but hi I finally started reading Dungeon Meshi like a week ago and now I decided to color in one of my favorite pages so far
#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi fanart#falin touden#manga panel coloring#Bennett's Drawings#Chimera Falin's design is so fucking cool. I really wanted to do something to give it some appreciation#the wings were quite fun to shade#took a while for Dunmeshi to really grow on me- I actually started reading it months ago but forgot to continue reading. As I usually do#I think it was somewhere around the point where falin gets resurrected that it really clicked for me#I'm like at chapter 77 now btw#it was very difficult to put the manga down last time I was reading it but I really want to spread out my reading experience#so I actually like. Remember what happens in the story. Instead of binging it and immediately forgetting everything
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The mispronunciation of Welt's name used to bother me (as it is canonically meant to be based on the German word, so it should be spoken with a harder V sound). I studied German in school, so I had to work myself out of pronouncing it correctly, just so the game pronunciation would stop bothering me.
But as time passes, I sort of come to think, the way the reason for this mispronunciation IRL is the intent being lost in translation (CN doesn't quite have the right syllables for the German pronunciation and EN direction carried this along in HSR), the reason for its mispronunciation in-game could, if you like, also be chalked up to something being lost in translation (in a different way).
I like to imagine Welt Joyce's name is 100% pronounced correctly. (No EN dub exists to prove me wrong). He got the name right from its source, given to him by a German, and mentions as such when he dies, "Welt" for "World" in German. There's no way it's not meant to be pronounced correctly.
When it gets passed down to Yang, the meaning is still there, but the interpretation is muddied through the inherent perception filter of a young person (as is his interpretation of the duty as a whole). He sees Joyce bleed out against the concrete to save a city and he internalises this as the legacy and the "burden" of Welt. The German word becomes a gifted Title that represents protecting the World first and foremost, and then as its bearer takes off to the stars, off of that original world, in an attempt to save others, it's even further divorced from its original language context.
When Welt describes the meaning of his name to Sunday, he's come up with his own, adjusted and extended definition for it. He's expanded onto it with his own thoughts, influenced by the Trailblaze and how many lives he's come into contact with. "Each person is a world unto themselves, with as many possibilities as the distant stars." (paraphrased)
(He also says some stuff about how the Trailblaze doesn't end when you leave the Express, so it really makes me think of how he might think of... Ahem. Anyway, back to topic.)
Ultimately, Welt Joyce and Welt Yang have the same first name/title in text and in writing, but...
If they're pronounced differently, it just goes to show, that no matter how hard Welt (Yang) attempts to personally embody his hero in all that he does, how hard he tries to carry this legacy in its purest form, they're ultimately still different people, with different experiences, with different souls.
Or, I could just be looking too much into a minor flaw in the translation process! Isn't that the fun of thinking too hard about things? Should we run Mr. Yang over with our shared car? We have to do something about this
#Welt Yang#Welt Joyce#Weltposting#HSR#HI3#It helps somewhat Eins (the one who chose the name for Welt) still calls Welt (Yang) by his birth name.#it also helps that he moved to America and that probably greatly affected other people mispronouncing it HAHA#So as layers pass and it divorces from its originator#Intentionally or not - the embodiment diversifies. Gains its own meaning. Ends up pronounced differently.#Same enough to be recognised -- Different enough that you can hear it in the syllables#This is a sub conscious thing. Welt attempts to live up to this ideal he imposes on himself. But his further experiences change his scope#I don't know where I'm going with this#If Joyce was still conscious in that core - I would like to see them speak in adulthood about how this duty has evolved#and also how it's stayed the same in some ways#How the core is still there (Protect the people around you. Defend the beauty of the world. Put your life on the line for others)#Even about how he's clung to this imagined duty for so long and inadvertently formed his life around his developing view of it#ESPECIALLY how he failed to reject it or turn away from it. Guilt for inaction continues to spur him on in some big ways#Which I think is Super Interesting. His idea of this responsibility really truly defines a sizeable portion of him now#You can't excavate the name Welt off of Joachim now. He will always see a difficult situation and think “I have got to help them.”#Because it's right.. Because it's what “Welt” would do. He does it without breathing.... (Alien Space)#Sorry for this nothing post about nothing. I was just thinking#LOL not sorry actually#My Tag#Hey do you think he still went by Welt when he tried rejecting his duty in the 70s. I kind of think he didn't#long post
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You do not deserve the pain that you are in. I am sorry that you are hurting. I am hurting too. I wish things were different. But I am glad that we are not alone in this.
#chronic pain#words I wish would have been said to me when I was younger#because growing up with this much pain without knowing anyone around my age living with moderate-severe chronic pain was so freaking hard#so isolating and difficult#I didn't deserve it then and I don't deserve it now#but at least I am not alone in my experiences
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some more Arthur practice from being bored in class today
#as someone who’s used to copying the features of real live people I always find it very difficult to just conjur up a face from scratch#so I’m rlly trying to experiment with his facial features so that he actually looks unique and distinct and not just like. Default Guy No.5#but it’s hard to translate bc my image of him in my head is very vague lol#arthur lester#john doe#malevolent#art#my art#doodles#ah. feels good to be doing some good ol honest fanart again.#and purely for my own enjoyment as well!
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A quick(?) doodle I had to do because it's classic. What if UFO!Starlo met Canon Starlo. And honestly.
Man, he would want to kill him so bad. Seeing a version of himself who is 1. mentally healthier 2. happier 3. morally good would just. Make him hate himself (more than he kind of already does).
#Also. I know how y'all love Starlo. So have double the Starlo.#Should finish Dalv and Kanako's mini comic tomorrow.#undertale#undertale yellow#underfell#Underfell obsessions#undertale yellow starlo#uty starlo#(ignore if the perspective is weird.. was fun experimenting with it but damn. drawing UFO Starlo's bigass gun from the bottom down?#very difficult)
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anyway, shoutout to christian trans people struggling with the holidays and finding their place within their religion, especially with the political state in the us right now. god’s love is more important than any church member’s and you’re important to Him
#im not sure where i stand with my religion but im thinking about this right now#almost went to church this year but decided against it. catholics who havent seen you since pre transition arent someone i want to interact#with right now#so reconciling that with going back to being a little christian has been difficult#our queer experience#lgbtq#transgender#protect trans kids#lgbt christian#queer christian#trans christian#christmas
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Heimerdinger dealing with jayvik shenanigans

#arcane jayvik#jayvik#jayvik shenanigans#jayce talis#viktor#heimerdinger#arcane#heimerdinger says no to jayce for a particularly difficult experiment because of safety protocols#so jayce just... leaves without a word and 5 minutes later he hears viktor walking towards him already 😭😭#then the next time he says he can't stretch the budget for some xyz experiment to viktor#viktor leaves and 2 minutes later jayve comes with all his golden boy charm ✨
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