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#so many bday tags bc birthdays are hella important to me and have a fuck ton of significance to me so I be out here cataloging
ko-eko-ev-go-ms · 4 years
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Am in thinky thonky bc it be that time of year
And like bro this birthday is fucking WEIRD man
#thoughts#oni talks#oni vents#my birthday#birthday#birthday thoughts#birthday stuff#so many bday tags bc birthdays are hella important to me and have a fuck ton of significance to me so I be out here cataloging#this is like such a weird fucking birthday man#none of the normal stuff really happened/was able to happen?????#it wasn’t super good or super bad#and my plans for the rest of bday stuff are all over the place and like wat huh weird wtf HUH??#and I basically just like @ed the fuck out of my future roomie and now he sleep which GOOD he SHOULD be sleep#also my og plans for today got canceled/messed up/weird/swippityswoopityswapped#I guess my real gift to myself for my bday was just open and honest and direct communication with future roomie dude lmfao#bc not really super filtered since mood and I had a lot to say and he said stuff so I had to respond and then just yeah lmfao#idfk I’m think a LOT and idrk what to do with all this man#also even tho there’s still some depressoespresso and tbh I’m not completely sure I should be alone rn this bday is mostly okay/goodish??#like I thought I’d be in a way worse place this birthday not even just a few months ago#I haven’t relapsed yet which I have for the every year for like the past 5 years or so#I lowkey KINDA even almost attempted last year#this bday is super abnormal no actual family dinner no parties#online friend not even coming to visit bc I cut them the fuck out of my bc fuck you#I mean I vaguely have plans for ppl to bring me sushi & day together and stuff later in the week but thts not really the same as a dinner#I think the only truly traditional thing is watching labyrinth which I gotta finish but got distracted#also lowkey partial current plans are to rewatch it a fuck with diff ppl#1 alone rewatch ​2 sushi day rewatch 3 online dnd lady and bestie rewatch#if I could I would watch it with roomie but I cannot also I might just rewatch it a lot by myself lol#also love how it just always or at least most recently always comes back to borderlands#or just desperately want people to play games with me I guess
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