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When an arrogant prospect takes it one step too far, Jax feels the need to teach him a lesson.

Jax watched you at the bar, smiling and glad handing all the visiting sons. He was grateful that you were there playing the diplomat while he got down to business. He didn't miss the way you would glance back at him every now, it had taken a while but you had developed a kind of silent communication that he found invaluable.

He had learned that you were very good at picking who was going to last and a look in your direction after you chatted with a prospect was always very enlightening.

Right now, he was in the middle of getting an update from the President of a visiting charter, the man going on and on about how hard it was to find good recruits, "I fucking tell you, that prospect over there, I give him another month before he's tossed out on his ass."

Jax huffed, "why isn't he gone already?"

The look he got told Jax all he needed to know, "he's a legacy, his dad was one of the first men picked to run a chapter who wasn't first nine."

Jax scoffed, "well, if he steps wrong here, we'll get rid of him."

"Can I buy you a drink?"

You raised your water and turned to the man behind you, this must have been the prospect you had heard all the others complaining about, "I have one thank you, can I help you with anything?"

He smiled, "yeah, let me buy you a drink."

You sighed, "I have one, I'm also married."

He licked his lips, "hey, I'm up for anything and it's not like I see your man around."

You pointed behind you, "because my man is Jax Teller and he's busy. Now, if you need companionship, I suggest you find Mr Padilla and see if he can find a lady to spend the night with."

He leaned in closer, resting his arm on the bar, "hey, I don't discriminate. I'm sure he has fun too."

You blinked, "yes, we have fun together because we are in a loyal and loving marriage. Now I would like you to turn around and walk the other way, I have nothing else nice to say to you after you've said such nasty things about the man I love and my marriage."

Jax was paying more and more attention to you as he watched you stiffen, "is that the fucker you're talking about?"

The noise from the visiting President's mouth gave Jax all the information he needed, "yep, is that your old lady?"

Jax took a sip of his beer, waiting for you to wave him over, "yep. Don't worry she can handle herself."

There was a huff from his friend, "let's hope so because this guy needs to learn his lesson."

Trying to get him to go away was fast becoming a fool's errand, "I know you ladies think he's pretty and all but guys like that are shit in bed. I bet he just does what he wants. Me? I listen."

You took a deep breath and stood up, "no you don't and since you can't listen, I'm going to go over and sit in my husband's lap so you fuck off." You waved to the prospect behind the bar, "three fingers of that fancy scotch, please, on the rocks."

You were handed the drink and without even looking at the man who had spent the last five minutes hitting on you, you walked over to Jax, pressed your lips to his, handed him the drink then sat in his lap with a smile.

"Sorry my love, I couldn't stand to be parted from you a moment longer so I thought I would come over. I brought your favourite to say sorry in case I was interrupting."

Jax chuckled and pecked your cheek while wrapping his arms around your body, "nah darlin, I was about to come over and grab you anyway. Are you having fun?"

You shook your head, "not really, there's a new prospect that needs a good punch in the mouth. He seems to think you're no good in bed and he thinks he can do better."

The smirk on Jax's face was downright diabolical as he called the man over, "are you into my old lady prospect?"

To your surprise, he smiled, "who wouldn't be? I mean, she's the hottest piece of ass here."

The look on your face grabbed Happy's attention and he walked over, "everything alright, boss?"

Jax sucked on his tongue, "everything's fine Hap. The prospect here was just telling me how nice my wife's ass is, ain't that nice of him?"

Happy's face was unreadable, "I don't think it's appropriate to be talking about a lady like that, especially not the wife of the leader of this Club."

Things went from bad to worse when the prospect smiled wider, "hey you know who my father is. I grew up in a Clubhouse, all these bitches are up for grabs unless they're knocked up."

Jax huffed and turned to the other man, "you were right, he is a problem."

You thought for a moment, sure Jax could beat the stuffing out of him but that wouldn't really teach him a lesson, "my love?"

Jax turned his attention to you, his arm tightening around you, "yes darlin?"

You did your best to hold back a smile, "I was very offended that he thinks you're a poor lover, I'm actually quite mad about it."

Jax pressed his lips to your neck, "are you now?" He turned to the prospect who still clearly thought he wasn't making a huge mistake, "what are you going to do about making my lady mad?"

He shrugged, "I think that's your problem, the women I know who get fucked right are never mad."

Jax clenched his jaw, something dark coming to the surface, "well then that settles that, how about you come in and watch me fuck her brains out and if I'm as bad as you say I am, you can tell the whole fucking Club."

This man's audacity seemed to have no end because he smiled, "sure, if you need some pointers."

Jax stood up with a smile, taking your hand in his, "are you alright with this darlin, you say the word and we can go home and enjoy the night all the ourselves."

You knew Jax wasn't going to let him touch you, this was about Jax showing off. The prospect was going to be lucky if Jax didn't make him face the wall and put his nose in a corner, "I'm fine with it, he clearly won't listen to either of us so maybe he's so dumb that he needs to see it with his own eyes. But maybe we should stay under the covers, I don't want to make the poor boy feel inadequate, that can really harm a man's self esteem."

Jax smiled, "you should thank her for being so kind to you."

The prospect wasn't interested, "are we doing this or are we just going to talk about it?"

You could tell by the tone in Jax's voice how pissed he was, "you can back out at any time man, don't stay because you think you have too. Hell, I'll make stay until your patch vote no matter what."

He huffed, "I ain't going anywhere."

Jax took your hand and you walked into the dorm with the prospect in tow. Jax locked the door and directed you to the middle of the room before turning to the prospect, "you can sit in that chair. And don't even think about putting your hand anywhere near your dick, that wasn't part of the agreement."

He did as he was told, the gravity of the situation still not sinking in as Jax stood in front of you and leaned in to kiss you. You soon forgot about the interloper as Jax kissed you senseless. You started on your top button while Jax shrugged off his kutte and placed it over the back of another chair, coming back as your shirt fell open.

He slid his hands under the fabric and placed them on your waist, leaning in to kiss your neck as your head fell to the side to give him more access. His hand moved up to slide the shirt on your shoulder and you reached out to unbutton his blue flannel.

Jax's flannel came off and he pulled back so you could pull his SONS T-shirt over his head, Jax smiling as your eyes racked over his bare chest. The chair shifted and Jax looked over, the prospect suddenly realising that Jax was far larger and stronger than he was. Jax turned his head with a smirk, "you can go man, we ain't keeping you here if you're feeling insecure."

The man huffed, "I'm fine thanks."

Jax turned back to you, pressing you to his chest as he reached down and removed your jeans, you following suit after you palmed his growing bulge. Jax didn't have your shyness and he shoved down his boxers and his hard cock sprung free.

The smile on your face was automatic, as was your hand reaching out to wrap around the shaft. Jax grunted, his eyes filling with lust as you started walking backwards and kissed him. Jax ran his hand from your ribs to your back, undoing your bra before pulling back while you wrapped your arm around your body to hide your nakedness from the stranger on the other side of the room.

Jax spun you around so your back was facing the prospect, your crow on full display, then threw back the covers but not the top sheet and with a smile and a gentlemanly gesture, he was holding it open for you to climb inside. You lay down on your side, your back facing the other man while Jax got into bed next to you.

The prospect couldn't see your skin under the sheet but it was clear from the movement under it that Jax was running his hand up your leg. There was more shifting as he lifted your leg over his hip, then his hand emerged from the sheet to throw your panties away and you placed your hand on his ribs, the muscles rippling under your skin as he breathed.

His hand went back under the sheet and to your centre as he ran two long fingers up and down your slit, "you're very wet for me darlin, you want to tell me why?"

You smiled and brushed his lips with yours, "I'm always like that when I'm with you."

Jax chuckled, it was full of ego, "oh, I know. There's no way he's getting you like that."

You kissed him again, "not in a million years, it's all you my love."

Jax's thumb found your clit as he slid two fingers inside you while you buried your head in his neck. He didn't waste any time working you up, his calloused fingertips brushing your G-spot as you gasped. He looked at you, then flicked his eyes to the other man, a plan forming in his brain as he pushed you closer to the edge.

He pressed his lips to yours and you rocked your hips into his hand, his thumb picking up speed as the prospect shifted again. Jax pulled away, just far enough that he could speak to you without anyone else hearing, "you still want to keep going? I can feel how close you are."

You smiled, "he can't see anything."

Jax smiled back and kissed you hard, swallowing your moans as you came around his fingers. Jax didn't stop, removing his lips from yours in time for you to let out a desperate but soft cry as you fell over the edge again, "good girl." Jax didn't even look at the man as he spoke, "you ever have a woman make that sound for you prospect?"

There was no response, the situation finally taking hold. Jax turned his attention back to you, "give me one more then you can have my cock." His fingers slowing for a few minutes to get you over the almost painful overstimulation, his lips soft on yours as his beard scratched your skin.

When your twitching faded, his lips moved to your neck and his fingers sped up again. You moved your hand from his ribs to wrap around his shaft and jacked slowly as he wrung another orgasm out of you. You had a bit more trouble keeping you quiet this time, but his expression told you he didn't mind.

He pulled his fingers from you and sucked them into his mouth, moaning around them as your taste coated his tongue. He pulled his fingers away and his hand found your face as he kissed you, tasting yourself on his lips while he rolled on top of you.

He pulled back and looked into your eyes, his chest pressed to yours to hide your body from the other man, "you good darlin?"

You nodded, "I'm great, are you?"

Jax smiled softly, "I'm great, you want me to get rid of him?"

You looked over at him, the prospect turning away when your eyes landed on his face, "it's up to you. If you think he's learned his lesson, then you're more than welcome to throw his out on his ass."

Jax looked over at the man, it was all predator and dominance, "I don't think he has but he can leave if he wants. He knows where the door is."

"I'll stay, it ain't like it's hard to fingerfuck a woman." You couldn't tell what was pissing Jax off more, the disrespect to you and your marriage or the disrespect to him as a lover and as his President but something about the expression on his face told you it was the former.

You wrapped your legs around his waist and Jax settled between your legs, rubbing his cock up and down your slit before sliding inside you with a kiss on your lips. The shuddering moan you let out was matched by the groan that came from Jax, there was a growl to it that gave you the urge to sink your teeth into his shoulder.

You buried your head in his neck as his hips started to rock. He started slow, grinding into you while you ran your hands up and down his back. Your breath caught in your throat as he angled his hips to brush your G-spot while one hand shimmied between you to rub your clit.

"Jax please."

He smiled and kissed a path from your neck, across your face and to your lips, kissing you softly juxtaposed to how his hips were now ramming into you. You pulled Jax even tighter to you as the end neared, stuck between waiting to continue kissing him and wanting to refresh the ever present love bite on his shoulder. Jax made the decision for you as a particularly punishing thrust had you sinking your teeth into his flesh to muffle your moan as you rocketed over the edge.

"That's it, my good girl, you feel so good." Your whimper only served to spur Jax on as he turned to face the prospect, "have you learned your lesson?"

There was no response and despite the fuzziness of pleasure clouding your brain, you couldn't help but turn your head to see what he was doing. There was something on his face, it was hard to pin point if it was from being proven wrong or the fact that he thought Jax was going to kill him when this was over so he didn't share this experience with anyone.

Jax had triumph on his face at his vanquished foe. The prospect was no longer cocky but deflated, "look at the fucking wall. You don't even deserve to be in the same room as my woman, let alone get to look at her."

Jax turned back to you as you rocked your hips, matching Jax's pace as his grunts became more urgent. He bit down on your lower lip as he came, moaning your name like a dying man.

He breathed against your lips, smiling softly as he shifted his hips to pull out of you. He didn't roll away, deciding to stay holding you for a little longer, "I love you darlin."

You pecked him, smiling against his lips as he rubbed your nose with his, "I love you too."

Jax turned to the prospect, his voice a mask of calm rage, "get the fuck out."

He stayed frozen to the spot, "did you not hear me? Get the fuck out, I don't want you here anymore." He only started to move when Jax started to pull away from you, you imagine the thought of Jax beating the life out of him naked was enough to get him moving.

The door slam had you jumping and Jax pressed soft kissing into your skin to soothe you, he rolled off you and took you with him, pulling you into his arms, "did you have fun?"

You nodded, "yep, I forgot he was there most of the time."

Jax chuckled, "good."

You pressed your lips to his chest, "are you alright? You still seem revved up."

Jax chuckled, "I'm just excited for round two without someone looking on."

You smiled, "well in that case, I better go get us some snacks."

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Epilogue

Prologue Part 66

Series Masterlist

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“This was our own kind of fairy tale, and I knew we had finally reached the happily ever after." - Juliana Haygert

"Morning beloved."

Jax sighed and cracked open one eye to look at the clock, "Good morning darlin. We slept late."

You nodded, "Yes we did, but that's not the end of the world. It's not even a two hours drive."

Jax smiled and cupped your cheek with his warm hand, "We're married."

You smiled, "We are. You wanna go downstairs? I'm sure we have a full house."

Jax nodded, "Why not, we can even stay for a long brunch since you did all out packing three days ago." Jax closed the distance and kissed you and you laid your hand on his cheek as the kiss deepened.

You pulled away after giving him one last peck and ran your thumb over his cheek, "We have plenty of time to do what's on your mind over the next week and a half and we really have to get going so no funny business."

Jax chuckled, "Alright, but the moment we're alone in the house you're all mine."

You kissed his cheek and got up, "Don't be silly Jackson, I'm yours already."

You headed downstairs after you and Jax shared a quick shower, and Jax threw your bags into the car while you fixed him a meal. Everyone was still there, and while they looked tired, they were smiling.

"How did we do with the clean up?" Kozik sounded so smug.

You smiled, "You guys did amazing, it's like we never even had a party."

Billy chuckled, "Don't let them take all the credit, we stayed back and helped even though they lost the bet."

Jax returned and fluffed Abel's hair, "Well, we're grateful regardless of who did the work." He turned to you with a smile, "The car's all packed darlin."

You handed Jax his plate and sighed, "Once we've had something to eat we'll go."

"We could always just give you a month's worth of meed and lock you in your bedroom." Hodgins had been smiling like a schoolgirl since your vows, you guessed because he and Angela talked about what he wrote that fateful day.

Jax smirked and you shook your head, "Don't go looking like that Teller, the soul purpose of that was so the couple made a baby."

Jax laughed, "Don't worry darlin, I would miss our fully booked itinerary for the world."

Sam shook his head, "You created an itinerary for your honeymoon. Ima and I just… We didn't have one."

You held back a smile, "Oh, there's plenty of free time and I'm not going to elaborate."

Sam screwed up his face, "Please don't."

Jax leaned in and buried his face in Abel's hair, "We better get going darlin."

You nodded, "Of course." You walked over to them and Abel reached out for your hand, "Daddy and I will be back soon but you can call us everyday and we'll only be two hours away."

Abel smiled, "I know mummy, I'll miss you."

You took a deep breath, Jax may have been away from him for fourteen months but this was the longest you would be away from him.

You pressed a kiss to his forehead, "I'll miss you too sweetie."

****

This was the first time you were happy about being a passenger in your own car, "So the fridge is fully stocked with all our favourites and there's a cabin about a mile away where the Anvil staff come and go, however, there's someone staying at another safehouse in the area so they'll be busy."

Jax's eyes didn't leave the road, "Who's in the safehouse."

You rolled your eyes, "You know I can't tell you that."

Jax smirked, "Come on y/n, we're married, your secrets are my secrets."

You sighed, "It's a senator, he wanted a holiday and that's all I'm going to say."

Jax chuckled, "I can get it out of you."

You shook your head, "Well, you can try. We're almost there and the road is about to get rough so can you pay attention. If you fuck up my car on your first real day as my husband I'm not going to be happy."

Jax took one hand off the wheel and placed it on your upper thigh, "Don't worry about that darlin, I ain't going to let anything happen."

Jax eyes almost popped out of his head when you reached the lakehouse, between the private lake and the beautiful house, he had no idea where to look, "Wow, this place is amazing."

You nodded, "Yep and see that big bay window?" Jax's eyes landed on the circular window that stuck out from the face of the house, "That's the main bedroom."

Jax grinned, "That is amazing." You went to grab a bag but Jax stopped you, "I'll do that darlin, what kind of husband would I be if I let my wife carried heavy bags?"

You wrinkled your eyebrows, "A husband who knows his wife can handle it?"

Jax shook his head, "Nope, I'll get the bags, you open up."

You sighed, "Fine my love, hell, I'll even let you light the fire."

Jax paused his task of getting the bag and pulled you into his arms, "And if your perfect planning is anything to go by, we have a few hours before our restaurant reservation." It was clear by this tone what was on his mind.

You tried to dodge it, "Yeah, well I thought we could have a snack and go for a walk, the forest is so nice right now."

Jax bit his lower lip, "Oh, I could go for a snack."

You shook your head, "What you're thinking of eating has no nutritional benefit."

He ran his thumb down your neck to your shirt and played with the buttons, "Come on darlin, we both know how much you'll enjoy it."

You sighed, "After a snack and a walk."

Jax smirked, "I'll make it worth you while."

You leaned in and pressed your lips to his neck and Jax let out a grunt as your teeth nipped his skin, "You better."

****

The world had narrowed to Jax's mouth on your flesh. He had one arm pressing down your hips and the other wrapped around your leg like a vice to hold you open. You had lost count of the passing minutes and Jax seemed determined to wring every last ounce of pleasure from your bones.

You thought about tugging on his hair but had reached the point of resigning to Jax's will long ago. You couldn't even whimper as you crested the peak again, your vision going white as Jax held you tight to him. Jax finally took mercy on you, pulling away from your centre and placing gentle kisses on your thighs as you came down.

Jax made his way up your body, stopping to kiss your skin as he went along. His smile was smug as he took in your heaving chest and sweat damp face, "You good?"

By the look in his eyes, you didn't manage the glare you were trying for, "Am I good? I can't feel my feet. You are such a dick."

Jax chuckled, "Sorry darlin, you were making such pretty noises." You lifted your head off the pillow and pressed your lips to his, tasing yourself on him as Jax's hand cupped your face. You ran a hand down his bare chest but Jax stopped you before you reached his belt, "Don't worry about me y/n, there's plenty of time for that when we get back from dinner."

"But…"

Jax shook his head, "No buts."

You sighed, "Alright, I need a nap, and a shower."

Jax chuckled, "I'm alright with that." He took you in his arms and you rested your head on his chest, "You ever been to this place?"

You nodded, "Once when we were here buying the place, it's nice."

Jax stroked your bare back and buried his nose in your hair, "I can't wait."

****

Jax plucked your coat off the hook and slid it over your shoulders before heading for the door. Jax was just in his flannel so you pointed to his kutte with a quizzical expression, "You're not wearing your kutte?"

Jax shook his head, "I just want to be your husband for the night, it's not like you're wearing your lab coat."

You wrinkled your eyebrows, "That's different. I love you the way you are Jax, the MC and all."

Jax walked over to you and took you into his arms, "I know, but we're honeymooning in a small town with no one around and I want to go to a nice restaurant and just enjoy my night." He held up a hand, "And I know what you're going to say, I don't care about people looking either. I want to spend the next week and a half as just your husband."

You knew there was no point in protesting, "Ok Jax."

You pressed your lips to his and Jax smiled into the kiss, "We better head off darlin."

You and Jax walked arm in arm to the car and you didn't even bother protesting before handing Jax the keys, "Don't get used to it."

He smirked, "Shouldn't a husband drive his wife everywhere?"

You shook your head, "Not in her car."

Jax opened your door for you and pecked your check, "I'll make it up to you later."

The drive to the restaurant was short and peaceful. Jax pulled up to the small parking lot and helped you out of the car before opening the main doors for you. You headed to the host stand and gave your name and they led you to the nicest table by the fire.

Jax looked around with his eyes wide, "This place is super fancy."

You nodded, "It's got two Michelin stars."

Jax reached across the table and grabbed your hand, "I've never eaten at a Michelin star restaurant before."

"Well, do you want me to order for you?" The menu was pretty simple but Jax loved it when you helped him try new things.

He squeezed your hand and, right on cue, the waiter wandered over, "How is your evening?"

You smiled, "Wonderful, thank you for asking."

The waiter gestured to the menu, "Are you ready to order?"

You nodded, "My husband and I will get the chef's choice please, two large dishes and two to share and whatever wine will go with it. And two desserts, please."

The waiter smiled, "Brillant, that's what we always suggest. The food will be out in twenty minutes and I’ll get your wine for you now.”

"I wonder what we'll get." You could see how excited Jax was.

You shrugged, "We'll see but I think it will be good."

Exactly twenty minutes later, the waiter came out with the serving plater piled high, "Sole meunière, escargot, coq au vin and a lentil salad with goat cheese, pared with the Château Margaux 2001 that I brought out earlier. I will bring dessert when you are done with your mains."

Jax blinked and sipped his wine, "What do I try first?"

You shrugged, "Well since we're sharing everything it doesn't matter but I'm trying the Sole meunière first."

Jax raised an eyebrow, "Which is?"

You pointed to the fish, "That one."

****

Jax sat back in his chair and sighed, the Creme Burle and chocolate mouse polished off along with the bubbly dessert wine, "I couldn't eat another thing."

You chuckled, "Thank God, I don't think I could take it."

Jax gave you a look, "On second thoughts."

You shook your head, "Don't you even think about it, I have plans for when we get home and you are not going to spoil them."

Jax smirked, "Then we better get home." His eye wrinkled as you stood up and he pointed to the food, "What about the check?"

You waved your hand, "Already dealt with. I can't say much but Anvil has done a lot for this place so you don't need to worry about it."

Jax blinked, "I'm not going to ask."

You nodded, "That's a good idea." You held out our arm and Jax looped his around it, "Shall we?"

He pressed a kiss to your cheek, "We shall."

The drive home was just as nice as the drive and there and the moment you were out of the car, Jax was kicking off his shoes and racing to the bedroom to light the fire.

You sat on the bed watching as the warm light filled the room with gentle heat and Jax swaggered over to you and stood between your legs, "So these plans of yours, you wanna tell me what they are?"

You smiled and stood up, running your hands down the buttons of his shirt, "Whatever you would like husband?"

You admired Jax's ability to pull himself together because as soon desperation crossed his face, it was gone, "My choice?"

You nodded, "Yep, you're choice."

Jax leaned down and kissed you gently before kissing his way across your cheek to whisper in your ear as his hands pushed your dress off your shoulders and into the floor, "On your stomach, you know how much I love your crow."

****

"How can a small town have so many fancy shops?" Jax pointed to the sign, "Larry's Creamery, best butter on one the west coast, this place has won awards."

You nodded, "Yep. They do everything, including raising the cows."

Jax threw his arm over your shoulder, "When I read make butter and go on the factory tour, I did not think you meant like this."

You smiled, "Oh my love, we're not using the big fancy metal machines. We're going to make our own artesian butter using a Victorian churn."

Jax shook his head and sighed as you reached the rest of the tour group, "Darlin, there's no one under fifty here."

You nodded, "It's a quiet town. Trust me, it's a good way to spend a day."

A woman in a bright red apron came out of the small barn style shop front with a smile on her face and her arms loaded with steal buckets, "Hello everyone, I'm Edith and I'm so happy you could all come today. In a moment, I'm going to hand a bucket and we'll head to the pasture to milk our cows. Show of hands who's done that before."

Your hand shot up and Jax chuckled, "Of course you have."

You bumped him with your elbow, "Behave dear."

The woman continued, "after we've got our fresh milk, we'll take it to our dairy, where we'll make the butter and after that, while the butter getting nice and cold in the iceboxes, we'll go on the factory tour."

You pressed your lips to Jax's chin and took his hand, "Have you ever done this before Teller?"

He shook his head, "Nope but you know how much I love it when you explain things to me." Jax brushed a strand of hair behind your ear, "Have I told you that I love you today?"

You nodded, "Yes, three times in fact. I love you too Jackson."

You walked to the pasture hand in hand and arrived at the grassy field. Edith yelled out and pointed to a stack of wooden stools, "Our ladies are well trained and love people, they walked over to where you put the stool."

Jax raced off and came back with two stools in hand and a smile on his face, "How about over there?"

Jax pointed to a flat area where the grass was already eaten, "That looks great my love."

Sure enough, the moment to stool was down a cow wandered over and mooed happily as you reached out, "I'm glad you volunteered Darlin, you're good at that."

You shook your head and stood up, "Swap with me, you're learning how to do this." Jax blinked, "Come on, it's not that hard. What kind of wife would I be if I didn't get you to try new things."

Jax took your seat and you leaned over, wrapping your hand around his to show him how to do it as a grin grew on his face, "This is easy."

You nodded, "As easy as pie."

Jax chuckled, "As easy as butter you mean?"

You pressed your lips to his cheek, "You are a bucket of laughs Teller."

****

The dairy looked like something out of a historical YouTuube video, with its white tile walls and dark wood fixings. After you washed your hands, a man in a candy stripper vest wandered out of a back room and stood in front of everyone with a smile, "Hello everyone, my name's Barry and I'm the head butter maker here at the creamery."

He walked over to a cupboard and threw the doors open, "In here, we have all our different flavours, all at your disposal. Please head over and pick something, or don't, our nothing but salt and cream is one of our best sellers."

Jax pointed towards the shelves, "What are we going to make darlin?"

You looked over the jars, "Well since it's raw milk, they have to salt it so what about, lemon and garlic?"

Jax smiled, "That sounds great darlin."

You headed over to the cupboard and returned a few moments later with the ingredients and waited for the next instructions, "Now way back when, you would have had to scald all your equipment but we do that for you so you're going to take that fancy spoon by the churn and skim the cream off, you'll know when you've got it all because the liquid will run through the spoon and leave nothing."

You handed it to Jax who pecked the tip of your nose, "Thank you darlin."

It didn't take long until all the cream was in the butter churn and you were ready for the next step, "Now this is why this is a group activity because you are going to take turns churning the butter. These are plunder churners so all you need to do is lift the plunger up and down, you can even give it a bit of a twist. Once the butter starts to form, throw the cloth on your table around the top so you don't splash. Don't work to fast, keep a nice steady pace."

Jax watched as you took the plunger and started to churn the cream, "You've done this before too, haven't you?"

You nodded, "Yep, it's fun."

Jax chuckled, "Of course you have. How long is this going to take?"

You thought for a moment, "It's a little chilly so a while. You know, men weren't allowed in dairies way back when, they saying was that 'men only brought dust into a dairy', so you should enjoy it while it lasts."

Jax chuckled, "Really, you wanna tell me more?"

You nodded, "That had to be kept very clean and you couldn't make butter when you were in a bad mood. Also, some kinds of butter are made from fresh milk like ours and some kinds of butter are made from sour milk. This is called a dairy because it's small, the business is called a creamery because that's what they used to call large butter factories."

He wrapped his arms around you and rested his chin on your shoulder, "Why couldn't you make butter in a bad mood?"

"Because they were worried it would make it taste bad." Jax had that tone in his voice like a little kid ready for school, "Although, I don't know how your nerd kink would make the butter taste."

Jax chuckled, "I guess we're about to find out."

You swapped with Jax halfway through and before you knew it, there was a ball of butter at the bottom of the churn. Once the same had happened to everyone, Barry walked to the top of the classroom again. "Now for the next step, you're going to squeeze and wash your butter. If you want to keep the butter milk, we have little glass bottles there for you."

You handed the ball of butter you had just wrapped in cheesecloth to Jax and pointed to the bowl of ice water on the table, "Put those big strong hands to use and squeeze."

Jax sighed, "Now's who's the one being kinky."

You shook your head, "Teller, if you want this butter to last us it has to have no buttermilk in in. I'm being practical."

Jax gave you a look, "Sure darlin."

Jax watched Barry carefully as he went through the steps on how to clean the butter and then he was handing you the yellow ball so you could flavour it, "Are you sure this is going to taste good darlin?"

You nodded, "Yes I am, would you like to try some?" His eyebrows wrinkled, "Just take a tiny bit."

Jax did as you asked and smiled as it melted over his tongue, "Wow, that's good."

You smiled, "Yes it is. Now I'm going to wrap it all up nice and put it in the fridge with our buttermilk. We can get it after we go look at all the fancy machines."

Jax grinned, "Whatever you want wife."

****

Jax looked around at all the stainless steel and rolled his shoulder, "Why did we have to spend all that time using that old thing when we could have just used that?"

You chuckled, "Well, we've got the couples massage tomorrow, so you won't need to worry about your aching much longer."

Jax smiled softly and wrapped his arm around your waist, "Sam's right, you should be running the country."

You shook your head, "No one wants that, plus do you really want to be the first, first gentleman?"

Jax smirked, "I like the ring of that, we can have church in the oval office."

You raised an eyebrow, "Oh, I would have thought you would have wanted to use the oval office for other things?"

Jax leaned in close and his lips brushed your ear, "That reminds me, I have a fantasy I want to fulfil."

You shook your head, "No, we are not fucking a foot away from where my brother sits."

Jax chuckled, "How did you know I was going to say that and not that I want to call you Madam President?" You gave him a look and he bit his lower lip, "Ok darlin, I'm guilty. You gotta admit you'd enjoy it."

You sighed, "I would, and I may have thought about the same thing myself but that doesn't change the fact that it would be weird."

Jax seemed to concede but you could still see a flicker in his eye, "Oh well, there's always my office and the garage, and T-M's office and the bar."

You put your palm to your face, "You are insufferable." You pointed to the machines the group had just walked to, the tour guide's voice floating in, "Now stop trying to get into my pants, they're about to show us how they wrap the butter."

****

You yawned and settled into the passenger seat, Jax rolling his shoulders before driving off, "I had fun today darlin."

You smiled, "So did I. I was thinking we could go for a dip when we get home? The lake is lovely this time of year."

Jax nodded, "I'd love that, maybe after the dip we can have some fun on the deck?"

You held back a giggle, "Ooo, you want to look at the lake grass under my portable microscope? It's in the trunk."

Jax smirked and leaned over the centre console and took your face in his hands, "We can do that but that's not what I was thinking of."

You tilted your head and kissed him, "I know. We can have some fun on the deck after the swim."

****

Jax groaned and rolled out of bed, "Who knew making butter was so hard."

"I don't think it was the butter making that made you sore Jackson." You wondered if the pattern of the wood of the deck had bruised itself into your flesh.

Jax shrugged, "It was worth it." He threw on his clothes and swaggered over to you before wrapping his hand around your hip and pulling you close, "When do these massage people get here?"

You looked at the clock on the bedside table, "An hour, we have time for breakfast and a walk."

Jax smiled, "I like the sound of that."

****

You held open the door while Jax went to help the masseuses with their tables. Once that was done and all their supplies were set up, they introduced themselves, Klaus and Ryan, both men from Baldur's company.

They left while you and Jax disrobed, going to the kitchen to heat up their oils and over to the softly burning fire to light the burners for the hot rocks. You could feel Jax's eye on you as you got comfortable and he took the towel and placed it over your backside before you had the chance to stretch backwards and do it yourself, "Thank you my love."

Jax smirked, "It's the least I can do darlin." Once Jax had covered himself, Klaus and Ryan returned with their warm oils and hot rocks. The tables were close enough that if you reached out, you could grab Jax's hand but far enough apart that one person could stand between them.

Klaus smiled as your fingers touched Jax's and cleared his throat before tapping your shoulder, "Are you ready to start?"

You nodded, "Yes please." Jax groaned and you twisted your head to see Ryan already rubbing out Jax's sore muscles, "Good my love?"

Jax groaned again, "Amazing."

You sighed as Klaus' warm hands found a knot in your back and began to rub it out, "How long have you go left on your honeymoon?"

You held back a moan when you felt something hot be placed on your lower back, "Is that too hot?"

You shook your head, "No, it's nice."

"What's going on over there darlin?" Jax sounded half asleep.

"There are hot rocks on my back." It felt so nice, the moment you got home, you were going to set up a recurring appointment for you and Jax.

Jax must have been thinking the same thing, "How does this work anyway, do you guys travel all over the place?"

The table shifted as Ryan put his weight on Jax's shoulder, "Yes, we normally work in Oakland but Baldur insisted we come up here for your honeymoon. You are lucky, we are some of his best masseuses, we are normally booked out for weeks."

"If we book your guys now, well there be free spots?" You heard Jax chuckle and your table creaked as Kalus moved to your legs.

Ryan smiled and shot a look at Klaus, "Of course. We will look through our books once we're done here."

Kalus hadn't missed the way Jax looked over at you every time you made a noise, no matter how soft, "You know, we teach classes, maybe you could do this for each other."

"Oh, I would like that very much." Jax would be good at this, he already jumped at the chance any time he could.

"That settles it, when can we start?" Jax sounded so smug.

"Ahhh, I have the best husband ever."

****

Jax sighed and relaxed into the wicker chair, "I still don't know if I have bones."

You chuckled, "You still have bones, don't worry. Anyway, you don't need bones to taste local, home grown and artisanal food."

Jax smirked at you, "Are you going to feed me grapes?"

You huffed, "Only off a toothpick, we are in public my love."

Just before Jax could try and charm his way into more, a woman walked out into the courtyard, followed by people carrying large wooden trays. Jax's eyes went wide as one was placed on your table and you slapped his shoulder lovingly, "How are you always hungry?" The look on Jax's face said it all, "Not like that Teller."

Jax went to pick up a fig and you slapped his hand, "Dude wait, they're going to explain everything and you have to eat it all in order."

Jax shook his head, "It wasn't for me, I know how much you like figs."

You sighed, "I do my love but with food tastings there's a way to eat things so it tastes the best it can, now pay attention."

"Hello all, I'm Mindy and welcome to feeding your lover local food tasting. Today's spread is the best local and seasonal food on offer. You'll see a range of fruit, pickles, meats and cheeses. First, you should try the roasted feta with blackberry honey, it's the one with the toothpick with bee flag."

The smirk on Jax's face grew and he picked the square of cheese off the wood and held it up to your mouth. It was a wonderful mix of creamy, salty and sweet and melted away as you ate it, "Well, what's it like darlin?"

You didn't reply right away, instead, grabbing the second piece and offering it to Jax, "Tell me yourself."

Jax had a similar response, his head nodding unconsciously as he enjoyed the flavour, "That's really good. I wonder what's next."

"Next, you can try the fresh sugar strawberries, which are some of the sweetest in the world." There was no toothpick this time and you could feel the heat coming off Jax.

You went first, the look in Jax's eyes positively lustful, "We're still in public, keep it PG." That was easier said than done as his plump lips opened to bite the fruit, "I can't take you anywhere."

Jax swallowed his bite and leaned in close to whisper in your ear, "You know they sell these at the gift shop, we can always buy them and take them somewhere where this doesn't have to be PG."

You sighed, "You don't think that was my plan? Right now, I want to enjoy the rest of our afternoon."

Jax smiled, "Of course darlin."

****

Jax looked over you fondly as you took in the outside of the old mine, "Darlin, you haven't told me anything, just that we're going to be here all day."

You nodded, "Yes, this is the Carson Sliver mine. This building which used to be the miner's mess, is a museum, across the way is the entrance to the mine shaft which is meant to be hunted and it's a two mile walk from another set of caves which hosts an amazing underground lake."

Jax's eyes went wide, "Wow, that is amazing. Where are we going first?"

You smiled, "Inside the museum, then to the unground lake, then I managed to change dinner at my old OC's holiday cabin to lunch at the restaurant then down into the mine."

Jax's head shook slightly, "So we're going to pair a four mile walk with lunch with your old OC and his wife and spending time in a possibly haunted silver mine? Darlin, I know you live dangerously but don't you think you're asking for trouble?"

You shook your head, "Nope, the walk is lovely. The forest in the area has been rehabbed and it's flat route all the way. Lunch will be quick and the food is nice and there's no such thing as ghosts. We'll be home before bedtime. We can always go back home and lazy around, there's still figs and strawberries in the fridge."

Jax shook his head, "We're standing outside a museum and I can see you vibrating with excitement, we ain't going anywhere but inside."

You smiled and grabbed his hand, lacing your fingers with his, "I love you so much."

Jax sighed, "I love you too y/n." He stepped closer to the door and his eyebrows wrinkled, "It's closed?"

You shook your head and knocked, "Not for us it isn't. I got us a private tour."

The door swung open and a man who looked like someone out of the 1920s stepped out, "Hello y/n, you must be Jackson, I'm Melvil and I run the museum here."

Jax smiled slightly, "Hey man, how do you know my wife?"

Melvil grinned, "We met at her lab, her department helped us identify a whole bunch of tools. Y/n speaks very highly of you so I was over the moon when she said she was coming here with you for your honeymoon."

Jax grinned and threw his arm around you, "Is that right darlin?"

You nodded, "Of course it is, I always speak highly of you."

Jax pressed a kiss to your cheek, "How about we head in? I can tell how excited you are."

Melvil gestured through the door, "This way folks." The museum was simple, three medium sized rooms with enough displays to keep you and Jax occupied for an hour or two, "I can even show you stuff in the back, but first," he pointed to the display, "This is one of the main tables the miners eat their food on. Over on the wall we have the range of tools used by the level one miners."

Jax looked over the excitement on your face and leaned in to whisper in your ear, "I love you so much darlin."

You turned your head and pecked his cheek, "I love you too. He's going to show us the level two miner tools next, how fun!"

Jax sighed, "Yes, that is fun."

****

You stepped out of the building two hours later and headed down the trail to the underground lake. The forest path was dotted with benches and water fountains and every now and then you and Jax paused to read the signs about local flora and fauna.

Jax sighed as he read over the sign about the California mule deer, "We have to do this every year and bring Abel, he would enjoy this so much."

You nodded, "Great idea, I think we can pull a week once a year for our anniversary. I do miss him, he could ride on your shoulders."

Jax smiled, "He's so cute." He paused for a moment and took a breath, "You think he's doing alright without us?"

"I think he's doing fine. He's spending all his time with Addie." Addie was all Abel talked about during the nightly video call.

Jax pulled you closer and buried his face in your hair, "He's growing up so fast."

"Come on, we better keep going. Don't you want to be able to read all the signs."

The rest of the walk was very much the same until you walked right through the mouth of the cave, "How far down is this thing?"

You pointed to the metal plate on the wall, "It's a ten minute walk and it's pretty flat all the way, we're not going very deep." Jax raised an eyebrow and you shook your head, "This isn't a porno Jax."

The corner of Jax's lips ticked upwards and he wrapped his hand around your hips as he pulled you to his side, "We better go in, we don't want to miss lunch."

You sighed, "Lead the way, you can't get lost." Jax held you tight as you took the rock path down as it widened into a clearing, "Isn't it amazing?"

Jax didn't know where to look, from the still, dark water to the rough walls of the cave, "It's amazing. I can't believe I didn't know this was here."

You chuckled, "We can go to the edge and see if we can find some cave fish, I saw a few the last time I visited."

Jax grinned, "I'd really like that darlin."

****

The walk back was just as wonderful as the walk there, with Jax's hand in yours as you took in the scenery. Hughes was already sitting at the restaurant with his wife Peta when you arrived.

"Jackson, y/n, it's good to see you again." He smiled and gestured towards his wife, "This is Peta, she's been excited to meet you Jackson."

She stood up and extended a hand, "James and y/n have said great things about you, it's good to finally meet you Jackson."

Jax flashed her a grin, "The pleasure is all mine Ma'am, we wouldn't be here if you didn't get your husband to give me a chance."

"Really Jax? That wasn't necessary." You hoped this wouldn't cause things to take a step back.

James raised a hand, "It's ok y/n, Jax is right. Shall we eat? The menu looks interesting."

"It's a mining themed restaurant, a lot of it is the food they used to eat in the mines. I'd recommend the meat pie." The food was good, all be it a bit heavy.

"What about the beef stew in a bread bowl?" You could tell that Jax had worked up an appetite by the way he was looking at the menu.

"It's very good. You can't go wrong with any of the dishes here." You pointed to the menu, "I'm getting the roast beef sandwich with fries."

Jax chuckled, "Maybe we should order the miner lunch too and take it with us down the miner, you know, to keep the ghosts happy."

You shook your head, "More like keep the cave roaches happy."

****

You nodded, "Yes, I am, there's no such thing as ghosts Jackson."

Jax smirked, "You seem so sure, you wanna make a bet?"

"One that I'm positive I'm going to win. Why not." You had an idea about why Jax was bringing this up, "What do I get when I win?"

"Me." Jax threw his arm over your shoulder as you headed to the elevator and huffed as you strapped the hard hat over his head, "Really darlin? I could have done that myself."

"Nope, if you die in a mysterious mining accident, I'll be the first one they blame, so I got to make sure it's perfect." You put on your own helmet and nodded to the guide who pressed a button to descend the elevator.

Once you got to the mine floor, the door opened and the guide stepped out, "This mine was founded almost two hundred years ago when silver was founded while men dug a water well. We've had six major cave ins, five of which resulted in deaths. There have been many reports of supernatural activity, including voices and the banging of pick axes but we let out visitors decide for themseves."

You sighed and looped your arm around Jax's, "Don't worry husband, I'll protect you from all the ghosts and ghouls."

Jax chuckled, "Sure you will. You ever found a body in a mine?"

You nodded, "Heaps. Have you ever heard of the Siyah nehir cave? It was found under an emerald mine."

Jax's eyes wrinkled, "I have. Sam has a framed photo of it."

"That's because I named it. After we found a whole bunch of bodies in the mine above. I went looking and fell into one of the antechambers." Jax blinked, "It was like a four foot fall, the worst I got was a bruise but I got to name a cave."

He shook his head, "What else don't I know about you?"

You shrugged, "There's probably a lot, like there's a lot I don't know about you but we have our whole lives to learn."

Jax huffed, "I'm an open book y/n, you know everything there is to know."

"No, I don't, it just hasn't come up yet." You could see the wheels turning in his head.

He shook his head, "Nope, nothing."

There was a fork in the path and the guide pointed down one path, "Now I know that y/n has climbing experiences so I'm sure you'll enjoy what comes next. Down the other way is more of the same, we even have some sliver veins you can mine but down that way is a hole that leads somewhere really fun, but you have the drop line in. It's up to you."

You turned to Jax, "I can help you out, it's easy."

Jax smiled, "We'll take the cool one."

The guide smiled and took you down the path before handing you a harness, "It's seven and a half feet to the bottom so if it all goes to hell you'll be fine but we still want to be safe."

You waved your hand, "I'm an hat old at this, I'll get us sorted." You threw on your own harness, then slowly walked Jax through the steps until you were ready to clip in, "Are you ready my love?" He nodded, "Great, all you have to do is hold on and the pullies will do the rest."

Jax smirked, "Sounds good darlin, if you hear me screaming it's just the cave monsters."

You shook your head, "Just get in the hole Teller." You watched as he went down, his headlamp slowly illuminated the space.

He gave you a shout when he hit the bottom and you followed, going much faster and landing with far more grace than he did, "That was so hot."

You slapped his chest, "We are not having sex down here so keep it to yourself." The guide landed a few moments later and she headed towards the wall and flipped a switch as light filled the area. You were on a small balcony section looking over a huge stalagnate cave.

"Wow, this was so worth the wedgy." You got closer to the edge and it only grew more amazing, there was another camber deeper and further away filled with shallowed, still water.

There was a slight echo as you spoke, "So worth it."

The guide was grinning, "They found evidence of human activty in the water over there, we believe it's an ancient ritual site."

You nodded, "We're heard all about that in the museum, by the time it was found, most of the stalactites and stalagmites had met and you could only get it to with robots."

She sighed, "We're hoping one day we can afford the best technology so we can look closer."

You smiled, "I can get that to you, we have it where I work."

Jax's face broke into a grin, "I don't know why you didn't think of that sooner."

You shook your head, "I'll be sure to put your name in the paper." You turned to the guide, "Let's head up and I'll talk to your boss. Get our names on the discovery and let my lab in on it and you can have whatever equipment and funding you want."

Her fists clenched with excitement, "Oh, what wonderful news. This is such wonderful news."

Jax smiled and pressed his lips to your cheek, "You love making people happy, don't you darlin."

You nodded, "We have no way of knowing how long all the artifacts in there will last. One day Abel is going to come here and see our names on the wall and know we helped preserve a piece of history."

****

You and Jax stepped out the office with smiles on your faces, "So I guess we'll be back here in a month?"

You nodded, "Yep, there are bodies lower in that cave and this kind of new discovery trumps casework. I have to say, is going to be good to take a break from all the horror."

Jax pulled you into his arms and took your face in his hands, "Let's get back to the lake house, we have one more night to enjoy before we go back home."

You pressed your lips to his, "I'd like that."

Jax started to kiss you the moment you got in the door, as the glass let in the last of the sunlight.

His lips made their way to your neck and he nibbled the skin before speaking, "You better make the most of out last night here darlin." You slid your shirt off your shoulders and then practically ripped Jax's shirt off and threw it in the corner, "Hey, I liked that shirt."

You giggled, "It's payback for my clothes you've ripped, I'm pretty sure I've replaced half my underpants, since this started."

Jax nipped your skin harder as he worked in your jeans, "Yeah and now we're married so I should probably start on the other half. I'll buy you more."

You sighed, "Jackson, you know how much I love it when you buy me lingerie but it's not exactly practical. You have a thing for straps and lace."

Jax smirked and pecked your lips, "What can I say, I married a dime piece."

"Oh Jackson, you are such a cheese ball." You took his face in your hands and pulled him into a kiss, all loving and slow, "But I love you for it."

He slid one hand from your zipper, around your body and up your back to unclasp your bra, freeing it before brushing the straps off your shoulder and taking your hand, "Let's take this to the bedroom."

You nodded, "I would like that."

He took your hand and walked you upstairs and you grabbed his belt as you settled in the middle of the room. You ran your finger up and down the buckle and Jax tutted, "Must you tease me?"

You nodded, "Oh yes, I must." You smirked and slowly undid his belt while leaning in close and nibbling his jaw, "I love you so much."

Jax moved his hands from your hips back to your belt and pulled it free of the loop before yanking down your jeans and panties in one go. You huffed and did the same to him and Jax let out a groan as the pressure lifted from his cock.

Jax's lips found yours and you walked backwards towards the bed, your knees bending as Jax eased you both down to the mattress. He wrapped his arms around your body and pulled you to his chest as he kissed you senseless and you wove your hands into his hair as the kiss grew even deeper.

You dragged yourself up the bed and rested on the pillows, Jax's lips never leaving yours as you settled. You hooked your leg over his hip and flipped over, Jax chuckling as you ground yourself down onto him, "You right there darlin?"

You nodded and ground down harder, "I am." As Jax lifted his hands to place them on your hips, you intercepted him and linked your hands with his, "Can I suck your dick?"

Jax sighed, "You're killing me here."

You bent down and kissed him then pulled back with a smile, "That's not a yes my love."

"Yes, yes you can suck my dick." You held onto Jax's hands as you made your way down his body, stopping to nip his pec along the way. You kissed over his hips and down his happy trail then down his thighs and back up again. You released one of Jax's hands so he could hold your cheek as you took the tip of his cock into your mouth.

Jax grunted as you took him down further and his hips bucked when you used your hand to stroke what your mouth couldn't reach, "Fucking hell that feels good."

You moaned an affirmative and Jax's hand moved to the back of your head to keep you where you were. The praise steamed from his mouth but before you could push him over the edge, he was yanking you up, "I don't want to cum just yet darlin."

You kissed your way back up his body and landed on his lips as Jax mirrored your early roll and flipped on top of you. You shove his chest loving, "Control freak."

"You love it." He pulled your leg over his and slotted himself between your legs to grind his hard cock on your slit.

"I do." Jax ran his hand down your body while dipping his head to kiss you. He shifted so he could shove his hand between your legs and you sighed as his fingers went right for your clit.

"I fucking love how wet you get when you suck my dick." He sounded so smug. His fingers slid down your centre before circling your entrance and slipping inside you as his palm rocked against your clit.

The heat in your pelvis grew as his fingers picked up speed, but before you could get too close to the edge, Jax stopped, "I want to feel you cum around my cock." He pulled his fingers away and sucked them into his mouth with a moan before pulling your leg back over his hip.

Jax slid home slowly, his eyes meeting yours and he bottomed out. He paused and rubbed your nose with his, "My wife."

You titled your head and kissed him as he started to rock his hips, "My husband." You buried your face in his neck as his fingers found your clit and his hips slowly picked up speed.

He pressed his cheek to yours and you threw your other leg other his waist so you could match his pace. You ran your hand up his back all the way around to his cheek and directed his lips back to yours. The kiss was nothing but affection and warmth and Jax swallowed down every one of your moans as he angled his hips to brush your G-spot with each stroke.

"Come on darlin, I can feel how close you are." You whimpered as Jax's teeth nipped your lower lip but he only continued thrusting his hips as his fingers sped up, "I can feel how close you are, be a good girl and let go for me, I'm right behind you."

You were powerless to resist his request and Jax's hips stuttered as you fell over the edge. Your orgasm pushed Jax's into his and he moaned like a dying man as he collapsed on top of you. He took you in his arms as he rolled over and pulled you to his chest, "That was perfect."

You chuckled, "Yes it was and think, we've got another forty years of that."

Jax shot you a look, "Try sixty, if you don't think we'll be one of those weird couples in the nursing home, you got another thing coming."

"Well right now I'm thinking about how we're going home tomorrow." The week and a half away had been wonderful but you couldn't say you didn't miss Charming.

Jax cupped your cheek and pecked you, "It's alright darlin, we'll be back here for your new project."

You sighed, "Yes, we will."

****

It was good to be back in Charming again. You and Jax didn't intent on it, but it was almost dinner by the time you got in the door, Abel rushing up to you with his little arms swinging.

"Mummy, Daddy, I missed you." He hugged you both as tight as he could, and it hit you how much you had missed him, even with the video calls every night.

Despite how wonderful the bed at the lack house was, it was good to be back in your own bed, what was better was the knock on the door between you and Abel's room that came when you were settled, "I'll get it darlin."

When Jax opened the door, Abel was standing there with his blanket in hand, smiling, "Can I sleep with you and mummy tonight?"

Jax smiled, "Of course little man." He picked Abel up and carried him to the bed and Abel climbed between the you. Like always, he laid down facing you and Jax got in next to him before snuggling as close as he could and throwing his arms over both of you.

You reached your arm over Abel after fluffing his hair and a moment of calm settled, there were no more wolves at the door, no more storms on the horizon. Everything was right with the world and you knew it was going to stay that way. , "Goodnight beloved, I love you."

Jax smiled, "Good night darlin, I love you too."

The End

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 65

So, I know I only planned for there to be one or two more chapters but it looks like the prewedding took up more than I thought I want to do the story justice so you're getting a lot more chapter (all two of you who are still reading)

Part 64

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If I get married, I want to be very married.” - Audrey Hepburn

"There's a look on you face and I'm worried about it."

Ima smiled, "don't be, I'm Lyla and I are going to make sure Jax gets the best wedding gift ever."

You huffed, "not likely with what I bought him but ok."

"Go get all the things Jax loves to see you in, sexy things and come back here." She paused at your quizzical expression, "trust me."

You sighed, "Fine but if this is what I think it is, I'm going to need some convincing."

That didn't seem to be a problem, "Don't worry, I already have all my points planned."

You waved your hand, "I'll be back in ten."

Her smile widened, "Great, Lyla will be here in five."

When you returned, Lyla was sitting with Ima on the couch, "hello."

You waved, "Hello. Now please tell me why a boudoir shoot is a good idea, I already send him sexy pictures all the time but these ones don't have my face in them."

Lyla smiled, "Exactly that. This was he can have hard copies that put the digital ones to shame."

You gave her a look, "I'm not saying yes but how is this done so my bare ass doesn't end up all over the internet?"

"We do it old school, professional film that we'll develop, anything that doesn't go into the book gets burned." Ima said it like it was simple.

"And you'll both be taking them?" They nodded, "alright, but no editing and I'm not putting on makeup, Jax likes my natural face and I want them to be classy, please."

Ima smiled, "that's the spirit, we weren't going to do that anyway. Sam and Opie loved theirs, I'm sure Jax will be the same."

You held up a hand, "Ima, I'm not a prude but I don't need to hear that. Where are we doing this?"

Lyla reached into her bag and pulled out a film camera that must have been worth thousands, "the library is perfect."

You rubbed your face, "ok, what about my hair?"

Ima tapped the bag, "we've got that all sorted. Jax is kinda obvious about it when he stares, we know what he likes and lucky for you that's you as you are."

You smiled, "yes, he is good like that. You've convinced me, just let me make sure no one's coming home early, I don't want anyone seeing this go down."

You headed to the library and locked the door behind everyone, placing the pile of clothes on one of the display cases. Lyla went through it, picking up your lab coat with a smile, "really?"

You nodded, "yeah, ninety per cent of the sexy photos I send to him are just me in nothing but the lab coat."

Lyla waved her hand, "well go for it."

You sighed, "I'm not even going to bother going behind the bookcases to change, you're about to see everything anyway." You stipped off, threw on the lab coat, and waited for them to direct you.

"Slide it off one shoulder and stand by longe. You did as you were asked, "you said classy so we're not going to make you pose like a centrefold, just relax and smile." You understood why CaraCara made so much money, Lyla was great.

You took a deep breath, trying not to flinch as the camera flashed, "See, that was easy." Ima was good too, just the right amount of encouragement without being patronising.

"No, it wasn't. He better be grateful for this or I'm selling them for charity." You knew Jax would be more than grateful.

Ima shook her head, "put on his favourite pair on lingerie under it, if he has a few we'll do all of them."

You smiled, "I'm embracing my embarrassment and going for it. I'm trusting both of you to make sure this isn't cringy."

Lyla placed her hand over her heart, "We swear it will be great."

****

As you stood before the stacked tables and chairs, you thought planning and setting up your own wedding might have been a bad idea. There were only two days left and it felt like there was so much left to do.

"Go on darlin, we'll be fine here." Jax had been amazing the last three weeks, his excitement clear in every moment.

"Are you sure, all I'll be doing is cooking and putting the wedding favours together." Anvil had been busy all morning accepting deliveries so the kitchens would be stocked.

"I'm sure. I'll keep you updated." Jax moved from standing at your side to behind you so he could wrap his arms around your body, "go on, go be amazing and I'll hold down the fort."

You sighed and spun in his arms before kissing him, "you have no idea how amazing you are."

Jax smiled, "I'm sure you can tell me later."

****

Jax sighed and leaned against a tree, watching half the wedding party that was at the house position the rows and rows of chairs for the ceremony while the other half arranged everything for the reception afterwards.

Opie wandered over with a smile and raised his hand, cigar in hand, "because we didn't get to do it at the farm."

Jax shook his head and took it from Opie, lighting it with a contemplative expression, "did you ever think we'd end up here?"

Opie shook his head and took a drag, "With you marrying an ex CIA operative with six PhDs? No, I did not. Did you?"

Jax huffed, "nope, I didn't."

Opie gave him a strange look, "Have you written your vows?"

Jax swallowed, "no, I've got no fucking idea what I want to say. I know hers are going to be amazing."

Opie huffed, "you got that right, she's going to use so many big words, it's going to be all poetic and heartfelt and shit."

Jax snorted, "Don't I fucking know it.

Opie tipped the cigar towards Jax to emphasise the point he was about to make, "In fact, I can remember us having a conversation up at the cabin when we were prospects all about this and I remember you saying what kind a girl you wanted."

The memory overtook Jax in a rush.

"You were popular last night." Jax snorted, he had been popular every night since becoming a prospect.

"Not all of us are happy with one woman Ope. How is Donna taking you joining up?"

Opie shrugged, "she's happy to have so many new friends but I don't know how she feels about the other shit, I'm not telling her anything but she knows something is going on. What do you want in a Old Lady? Gemma's going to get on your back to start looking soon."

"She gotta love riding, I couldn't be with a woman who hated bikes. I'm going to be running this Club one day so she's gotta be a good host, I want everyone to know how good she treats me and she can't stick her nose where it doesn't belong, she's got to be ok with Club."

Opie rolled his eyes, "you're not helping the mommy's boy thing there brother."

Jax screwed up his face, "I do not want to marry my mother. I don't know man, how many relationships have we watched fall apart? Sometimes I don't think long term and the Club go together."

Opie shook his head, "you don't know. Good old ladies make a Club, I think you've just got to use your head and not your dick."

Jax huffed, "since when did you get so mature?"

"You've grown a lot since then." Opie's tone only had a hint of judgement.

Jax sighed, "yeah, I have. I think y/n might be responsible for a lot of that."

Opie chuckled, "Yeah, she's responsible for most of it."

"Are you sure you know what you're doing, or do I need to show you again?"

****

You stuck your head in the Anvil kitchen door and servery the scene, "how is everything going, does Booby need help with the cake?"

Bobby held up a hand, "I know I haven't done the best in the past but I can do this, go off and enjoy making your wedding favours, Juice and I can handle it."

Juice smiled, "yep, this is going to be the best bread I've ever made."

You smiled, "thank you. I'll be just around the corner if you need me."

You headed into the office and sat at the table with Ima, Audrey, Lyla and Billy, "I mean, I love the idea but don't you think that a native plant and these cute little fans are a bit much?"

You shook your head, "Well Billy, I wanted it to be practical and for everything to match. The native plants are useful and the foral fans fit out theme and the guest can use them to stay cool. Now get to folding or I'll send you to the house to stack chairs."

Billy laughed, "sorry y/n, I think everyone will love them."

Lyla smiled, "the photos turned out great. The book should be done by tomorrow so you can wrap it up nice."

Your eyes went wide, "Wow, in only four days. That's amazing."

Billy looked from Lyla to you, "What photos?"

"Oh, Ima and Lyla did some photos for me for Jax," you paused, hoping Billy would figure out what you were trying to say, "sexy pictures Billy."

He blinked, "oh ok, I didn't need to hear that but good for you."

You laughed, "sorry Bill."

****

You sighed and kicked off your shoes before beelining to the couch and sitting on Jax's lap, "the outside looks amazing."

Jax smiled and wrapped his arms around you, "yeah, we did a good job. You sound tired, did everything go ok today?"

You nodded, "it went great, all the food is set, so they'll do the prep work and cook some of it tomorrow night, but most of it will be cooked in the portal garage kitchen the morning of and the party favours and done. We can take it pretty easy tomorrow."

Jax buried his face in your neck and took a deep breath, "we are very good at this. You'll be planning Jess and Juice's wedding next."

You pulled back and shook your head, "I think I'm all wedding out right now and Jess is too young, maybe next year."

Jax chuckled, "sure darlin. In the meantime, I'll get you some dinner."

You pressed your lips to his, "thank you my love."

Jax kissed you back, his hand coming to cup your cheek, "love you too darlin."

****

"Good morning beloved." You snuggled further into his side and Jax pressed his lips to your forehead.

Jax squeezed your shoulder lovingly, "Good morning darlin, I know it's only one night but I'm going to miss sleeping next to you tonight."

You stretched out with a groan, "well it's that in exchange for the rest of our lives so I'm sure you'll be ok."

Jax looked over your face, his eyes filled with affection, "it will be well worth it."

Jax sighed, threw his legs over the side of the bed and got up, reaching out his hand for you to come with him, "As much as I would love to lay around with you all day, I think you and your friends are going to the spa."

You nodded, "yes, we are."

You got a shock when you came down for breakfast and the house was filled with the wedding party, "what's this?"

Sam smiled, "I wanted to do breakfast for everyone, well I didn't plan to but everyone came early and I had no choice." He handed the spatula to Opie and took Adurey for Ima's arms, "but right now, I'm going to feed my little girl." He tapped her nose, "isn't that right, you must be hungry."

You shook your head, "very cute Sam."

Frank sipped his coffee with a sigh, "what is this place anyway?"

You shrugged, "I don't know, some high end place in Oakland, it was a wedding gift from Otto and Luanne, it's called Green River Spa."

Happy made a face, "wait, the bridal party is getting a spa day? Why can't we come?"

You held back a laugh, "do you want a spa day Hap?"

He nodded, "Yes, we've been working hard too."

You shook your head, "Well how about we bring some stuff home and you guys can use it tonight?"

The seemed to make him happy, "I'd like that."

Billy sighed, "well, we better head off soon so finish your breakfast."

Jax smiled and swaggered over to you, pressing his lips to your cheek, "enjoy your day darlin."

You smiled, "thank you my love, I'll make sure to bring you back something nice."

****

"Ohhhh, this feels nice." You couldn't remember the last time you did anything more than ask Jax to help you with a homemade mask while he washed your hair.

"Yeah, we have to do this more often. When this is done I'm going to look like I didn't just have a baby." Ima sounded half asleep.

Billy chuckled, "Next time we have to thank our staff we're sending them here, fuck gender roles, this is great."

Frank sighed, "Good idea Billy, I've gotta buy Maria spa day, she deserves it."

"I don't know what you're all going on about, Balder and I do this all the time, it's nice but it's not special." Aden was always one to brag.

You huffed, "Well Buddy, we can't all be semi retired, plus your husband half owns a Scandinavia wellness spa of course you get this all the time."

Derek's voice filled the room, "Can you all shut up, I'm trying to enjoy my facial."

You giggled, "sorry D, we'll be quiet."

****

You hopped out of the car and rushed over to Happy before handing a container, "there you go, it's a green tea and honey mask, Lyla is bringing the rest inside now."

Happy smiled, "thanks. We've got it all planned for tonight, we've even got hand cream." He was dead serious.

You nodded, "I'm glad you guys are having fun."

****

Dinner was a quiet affair, the dishes being passed back and forth while everyone went over the wedding. By the end, everyone was yawning and rubbing their eyes and Jax approached as you cleaned the kitchen with a smile, "I guess this is where we say goodnight?"

You nodded, "It is but we'll see each other tomorrow."

Jax pressed his lips to yours, "we will. Goodnight darlin."

"Goodnight beloved."

****

Jax looked over the container in curiosity, "yogurt and honey face mask for glowing, soft skin, does anyone know how to use these?"

Juice chuckled and reached over, flipping the container in Jax's hands to show him the instructions, "it's easy man, you just wash your face then put it on."

Jax headed to the bathroom to wash his face, followed by everyone else and they stood before the long mirror in Sam's room, ready for the next instructions "what do we do now?" Kozik was looking at the white tub in front of him, half worried half excited.

Juice sighed, "take a little bit on your finger and rub it on your face anywhere you don't have hair."

Juice and Sam were already done, sitting there watching as the others struggled. Bobby turned to Sam, ready to ask him how he knew what he was doing but Sam answered preemptively, "I used to do this with y/n all the time. We should take a picture, they'll all get a kick out of this."

Happy sighed, "can we just relax? If we don't turn on the TV now we'll miss the fight."

Jax chuckled, "sure man."

****

Sam's tone buzzed on your phone and you picked it up only to be greeted by a photo of all the groomsmen with masks smeared on their faces and bellinis in their hands, "holy shit, you have to come and take a look at this."

Ima's face burst into a grin when she saw the photo, "they look like they're having fun."

Frank huffed, "a little too early, it looks like, bellinis are for the day of."

Billy chuckled, "You jealous Franky?"

Frank shook his head, "no, we're going to have all our fun tomorrow while they wake up with champagne headaches."

You sighed, "Sam will make sure they don't drink too much."

Ima nodded, "well he's got Addie tonight so you can be sure of that."

****

You rubbed your face as your alarm rang, Ima popping up beside you with a groan, "happy wedding."

You grunted, "tell me that when it's not the ass crack of dawn."

She laughed, "come on, we got to get everyone showered and ready to go. What do you need me to handle this morning?"

You thought for a moment, "just make sure all the food is ready to go, the guys did a great job yesterday so everything outside is sorted."

She nodded, "No worries, go downstairs and enjoy breakfast, we'll look after everything."

You smiled, "Thank you."

When you came downstairs, Frank was working the stove while Billy cut up fruit, "morning."

You glared, "morning. I'm happy I promise, I just don't show it this early."

Frank laughed, "Don't worry, we know."

Billy waved the knife, using it like a pointer while he spoke, "why is Sam a groomsman anyway? He's your brother."

You yawned, "because Jax can't have Thomas and Sam is about to be his brother in law. It felt like the right thing to do."

Billy blinked, "oh, that's really sweet."

You looked at the clock and sighed, "we better get our breakfast to go, we need to start getting ready."

****

"When do you need help with your dress?" Ima and Lyla were already half dressed, the simple green bridesmaids' dresses fitting them perfectly.

"Not for a while. I'll put it on at the last moment." You turned to Ima, "can you please give Jax his gift? Ask him to open it in another room please. The box is under the bed." Ima smiled and rushed to get it before hurrying out the door.

Ima headed to Sam's side of the house and knocked on the main door, and Opie opened it with a worried look of his face, "is everything alright?"

Ima nodded, "everything's wonderful, can I steal Jax for a moment?" Opie waved to Jax popped out and closed the door behind you, "this is for you from y/n, please go somewhere private to open it."

"Ok?" Jax took it from her, turning behind to yell that he would be back before Ima waved him a quick goodbye. Jax went into a spare room, sat down and unwrapped the box slowly, his eyes going wide as he took the book out of the box and thumbed through the pages, "Jesus Christ."

He thought about calling you to say thank you but he knew you'd be too busy to answer so he settled spending back to your side of the house to leave it somewhere safe and thanking you tonight.

Bobby jutted his head at the door, "What was that about?"

Jax blinked, hoping his face didn't give away the fact that he was desperately trying not to get hard, "nothing, y/n got me a wedding gift."

"Can we see it?" The last thing Jax was going to do was show it to Tig.

"Nope." Jax tried the think of an excuse when Opie cut in.

"He's saying no because it's fancy nudes." He ducked as Sam threw something at his head, "sorry man."

Jax sighed, "Can we drop it please? We've got an hour and we all have so much shit to do."

Sam held a finger and disappeared around the corner before coming up with Jax's favourite blue flannel, "speaking of, it's been ironed to perfection."

He could tell Sam was wrestling with something, "thanks man."

Sam smiled, "no worries, you're marrying my only sister, you got to look your best."

****

"How does the make up look?" You turned towards Lyla and she held up both thumbs "Ok, what about the photos?"

Angela smiled and lowered her camera, "they are turning out amazing. Stop worrying."

You sighed, "ok, I just need to check on the food and put my dress on and then we'll be ready to go. Are we running on time." There was a pause, clearly everyone trying to hold back their laughs.

Billy placed a warm hand on your shoulder, "we are great for time, Frank and Derek are going to check the food and we're going to wait out here while your bridesmaids help you with your dress because we don't need to see in your fancy underpants."

You smiled, "who says I'm wearing any underpants at all?"

Aden shook his head, "not appropriate."

Frank and Derek hopped up with a sigh, "don't worry, the food will be fine, we'll be back before you know it."

They headed to the garage and were assaulted by the wonderful smell of fresh bread and delicious food. Juice's head shot up when he saw them and tried to toss a tea towel over a stack of personal bread rolls. When he failed, Frank walked over and realised why he was being so secretive, "does y/n know?"

Juice shook his head, "no, it's a surprise so please don't tell her."

Derek smiled, "we'll keep your secret, don't worry. How is everything going?"

Bobby exhaled, "we're all good here, the food will be ready for dinner, all your staff have to do is follow the recipes that y/n left for them. You guys can go back upstairs, there's not long left."

Billy nodded, "thank you, I guess we'll be seeing you soon."

Juice smiled, "yep."

****

They hurried back upstairs and went back inside, Billy smiling when he saw you, "you look ready to go?"

You nodded, "I am. Ima and Lyla are going to help me with my dress while Angela takes photos," you took a deep breath, "Give me five minutes."

You plucked the garment bag off the hook and headed into the bathroom with the other women. After having a quick look at the lighting, Angela smiled and waved her hand, "go ahead."

You unzipped the bag and pulled the dress out with a sigh, "it's looks great."

Lyla shook her head, "wow, I can't believe you made that."

You smiled, "I did. It's pretty easy to get into, I'll just need help lacing up the back." You slid your robe off your shoulders while Ima unlaced the back, holding the dress opening so you could step through. You held the bodice up to your chest as Lyla pulled the dress together, the click click on Angela's camera filling the air.

"Ah, Jax just texted, they're heading down now." Frank's tone was filled with joy and affection.

Lyla had just finished lacing the dress, "thank you, I'm coming out now so get ready."

You paused at the door before twisting the handle and throwing it open,

Their face split into a grin, Billy speaking first, "Holy shit."

Derek twisted his fingers, "well, give us a spin." You spun around and the full skirt flared out as you went.

Frank walked up to your and wrapped you in his arms, "we better go downstairs and say hello to your guests, you look very beautiful."

You smiled, "thank you."

Ima sighed, "We're going to go in to the main room, Sam will be here soon."

You nodded, "I know, thank you for everything today."

Lyla smiled, "hey, what are friends for. We'll see you in a bit."

You took a deep breath, "that you will."

They left you in the quiet while you waited for Sam, his knock on the door pulling your from your thoughts, "wow, you look, wow."

"Thank Sammy." He reached out his fingers brushing the dress, "it's not white?"

You shook your head, "no, it's blush."

His eyes were damp, "And the flowers? There's so many"

"Chiffon, all natives. That's they the invites said no floras." Sam looked like he was going to ask more questions, "it's a full skirt with off the shoulder sleeves and a corset bodice. I don't know what the flower pattern is called."

Sam chuckled, "you look like a princess."

He hugged you before you could reply, "you good little brother?"

You felt him nod, "I'm great." He pulled away and offered you his arm, "are you ready?"

You smiled and looped your arm in his, "more than anything."

Part 66

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*Frantically runs into candy shop, grabbing all the kinks I can*

I cannot express how excited I am for this Drabble, I’ve thought long and hard about what I need from you and I’ve come to a conclusion eeek! I’ll be over the moon with anything that includes any of these individual kinks, I “accidentally” picked a lot oops.

I would love to see some Dom Jax with 1. Edging, 2. Hand on ass (spanking) when he realizes how hot the reader gets due to her 3. competency kink - which is seeing how good Jax is at being bad, at being a killer. Thanks to your recent fic “Lint & Gun Powder”, 4. gun play kink has been unlocked, and I would loose it if he showed her how to use a glock to protect herself 🤤 Thank you , thank you!

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Can be read as a stand-alone or as part of The Reaper and The Death Angel

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Contains: Fluff, consent and kink negotiation, Dom Jax/sub Reader, edging. hand on ass spanking, competency kink, mild gunplay, oral sex (M receiving) fingering, P in V, aftercare.

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When the Swole Boys and the Mayans come to town, Jax feels the need to show everyone who's boss.

Jax sighed, "you ready to play politics?"

You nodded, "yep, you ready to deal with the Swole Boys?"

Jax looked at you with unimpressed eyes, "I hate those fuckers."

You opened your arms and Jax wrapped his around your body, accepting your hug, "I know you do but we have to make friends, they do sell massive amounts of steroids."

Jax kissed your forehead, "do you always have to play the diplomat?"

You nodded, "yep, it is my job as your Old Lady isn't it?"

Jax clicked his tongue, "you certainly do a better job than Gemma." There was an almost harshness in Jax's voice, since Abel got hurt, he was struggling to say a nice word about her.

"Well, it's not the old days anymore. I can have a conversation with someone without worrying about stepping on toes."

"More like your giant brain scares them shitless."

You giggled, "I think they like that I take an interest what they say. You should read that book about soft power, make people like you first then you ask them to do shit for you."

Jax put your hand in his hands and ran his fingers over your cheeks, "why would I do that when you can just explain it to me, there's nothing hotter."

You shook your head, "keep it in your pants Teller, we've got shit to do."

****

Only the Mayans were there when you got to T-M, you got off of Jax's bike and handed him his helmet, "well, I met my obligation of showing up on the back of your death machine, I'm going home in my nice safe cage."

Jax huffed, "I wondered why you brought your car here early this morning. You know y/n, we're just going home, it's perfectly safe."

You shook your hand and put a hand on his face, "how long have we been together?"

Jax smiled, "almost five years."

You nodded, "and how many times have I been on the back of that thing?"

"Not many."

You kissed his lips, "yes, because I value my skin and my brain. I love you, not your donorcycle."

Jax kissed you back, his lips curling up against your skin, "you're a real catch."

You smiled and Jax went to walk towards Marcus but before he could take a step, your hand came down on his ass, "yep, you bet I am."

Jax burst out in laughter, "and now you're being a menace."

You shook your head as he wrapped his arm around you, "be good, we have people to talk to."

You huffed, "I'm always good in public Jackson."

He snorted, "then what was that?"

You smiled, "me showing my appreciation." You had planned your statement perfectly because before Jax could respond, you had reached the others, "Marcus, Bishop. How was the ride?"

Marcus smiled, "fine, did you make another mud cake?"

You smiled, "of course, it's in the kitchen."

"How are things down in Santo Padre?"

Bishop made a face, "hot and sandy."

The noise of more bikes cut you off, "ahhh, that would be the Swole Boys, and they're late."

You held back a smile, "I guess it's hard to get places when you can't read."

Jax stifled a laugh, "y/n, be nice."

You shook your head, "nah, they suck real hard."

It was Bishop's turn to laugh, "she's right man, they are very dumb."

You wave your hand, "see, Bish agrees with me, they're dumb Jax."

Jax sighed, "I know, but we better go make nice, they're also really sensitive."

****

The afternoon was long and filled with torment, the Swole Boys and their bullshit was overwhelming, they had to stick their noses in everything. If they weren't talking about how much they could lift, they were talking about how many women they bedded, it was exhausting. You were sitting next to Jax at a table with two of them, EZ, Angel, Manny and Happy and none of you could get a word in, least of all you, who they talked over every chance they got.

"Well NASA says it's possible to terraform Mars, the issue is that the soil isn't viable. We wouldn't be able to grow fresh food to support livestock."

You went to explain why but one of the Swole Boys cut in, "this is so fucking boring, who cares about Mars. I want to know who that bitch over there is."

Jax swallowed his anger as you spoke up, "she has a name and women don't really like it when you call us bitches."

"You sure about that."

You sighed, "oh boy. Friend, you're telling on yourself here, I'd shut up before you accidentally say something that makes you look like an idiot."

He glared at you then slapped the table obnoxiously, "I'm gonna shoot my shot."

With that, he was up and away and thankfully, his friend went with him. "some VP."

You looked at Jax, who didn't seem happy, "that's their VP? I thought the patch on his chest meant very pathetic."

You all watched on as he failed to gain the woman's affection, "we all knew how they would go."

"Well yes, that is a man who had never made a woman feel anything other than disgust."

Jax shook his head, "be nice y/n."

You shook your head, "I was being nice, I can be vulgar if you like?

Jax's ears went red, "she's just saying what we're all thinking it, bro, that man has never made a woman cum in his life."

The table burst into laughter at EZ's assessment.

"I can't take you anywhere."

You smiled and pressed a kiss to his cheek, the redness in Jax's ear spreading to his face before Happy spoke up, "I want to hear more about Mars."

****

About an hour later, the target barrels were removed from the garage and put around in a row. A friendly bet on the best marksman was formed and Jax swaggered up, determined to show off. You watched his chest expand as he focused on the target, his hands steady as a surgeon as his strong forearms held firm. His hands shifted like the mechanics in a high performance car as his finger squeezed the trigger.

The bullet hit dead centre and Jax fired again, landing another bullseye, then another, and another until the gun was empty. Jax returned the gun to its holster was stalked over to you, "you enjoy the show darlin?"

You swallowed, "yes I did, you have very nice hands."

He chuckled and leaned down to kiss you, his lips soft against yours. As he pulled back, your lips followed his, hoping to prolong the kiss, "wow, you did enjoy the show."

"You are insufferable."

****

As night fell and the party started, everyone broke off into groups and thankfully, the swole boy kept to themselves. That was until someone suggested they start using the ring. Jax's ear pricked up as the Swole Boy's VP stepped up, "Jackson, he's not worth it."

Jax smiled, "don't lie little girl, it would make you happy to see me beat his ass."

You sighed, "am I really that transparent?"

Jax smirked, "yep."

He wondered over the pick the tape. Running into the VP and one of his buddies, the exchange looked nasty, the VP looked at you then turned back to Jax and Jax's body language changed, his face got hard and his chest puffed out. There were a few seconds where he was standing so close to the man that the fight could have started there and then, maybe it was that Jax was taller than the man, or that he held himself like a man that knew he could kill but the VP looked scared. After a few more clearly harsh words, Jax returned with a swagger and a smile.

"Wrap my hands darlin?"

You took it from him, "of course my love." You took your time making sure they were perfect, "he doesn't have any range of motion in his arms, my guess is he never stretches, and there are also no muscles in his legs because of the steroids so focus on blows to the face. He also has a shorter range than you so even if you stay out of his reach, you'll still be able to hit him."

Jax smiled and placed his tapped fist on your cheek gently, "my woman, you are so smart."

You smiled, "nah, I just don't want that pretty face getting bruised."

Jax huffed, "sure."

You pressed a kiss to his lips, "good luck my love." Jax smiled, "I don't need luck, I've got you."

He kissed you hard, "love you too, and Jax, kick his ass." Jax kissed you one last time then removed his shirt before stepping into the ring as you settled next to Happy with a smile.

"You're going to enjoy this, aren't you?"

You nodded, "fuck yeah, I mean, you can see his bare chest, it's like he's been carved by the Gods."

Happy shook his head, "you are so unlady like."

You chuckled, "Jax seems to like that about me."

Happy cringed, "your man's about to throw down, you wanna keep talking to me or do you want to watch." You turned your head as the Swole Boy refused Jax's extended hand.

"Ooo, no glove touch, Jax is going to make him regret that." You were right, Jax was on him like a disease. It was like watching a lion tear apart an Antelope, the VP did his best to block the blows but he stood no chance, Jax was just a better fighter. One particularly hard punch had the man dropping to the floor, Jax stepping back to give him the chance to get up and carry on being pounded.

You got up off the bench and moved closer, resting your arms on the ropes and leaning in. You could see the sweat shimmer on his skin, the tape over his hands was red with the man's blood and Jax's face was a mask of concentration. His muscles rippled as he cocked back another punch, the blow breaking the Swole Boy's nose. Jax smiled, all sharp teeth and calculating predator.

"You right there Chica?" Angel's voice pulled you from your daze.

"Umm yes, Jackson is very good at this."

He laughed, "I'm sure you'll find a way to thank him for defending the Club's honour."

You smiled, "yeah, my thoughts are less than pure right now."

Angel huffed, "Happy is right, you do drool."

You laughed, "you can't blame me."

There was a break in the fight and Jax looked over, he saw you staring at him, your eyes focused on his heaving chest as you spoke to Angel. He swaggered over to you to talk before the next round started, "you doing alright darlin?"

You blinked, "I'm great, everything is just great."

You never met his eyes as yours raked over his body, "you sure about that?"

You nodded, "yep, you need some water or something?"

Jax smiled and leaned over the opes to kiss you, "nah, I got to get back to kicking this guy's ass."

The next round didn't last long, one last punch had Jax putting the man on his ass, the angle you were at meant you could see Jax's back as he climbed on top of the man to punch him into the mat. The reaper tattoo made him look huge as his skeleton moved under his skin, his muscles bulging as he delivered blow after blow. It took Chibs pulling him away for Jax to stop. Jax stood up in victory then marched over to you, jumping out of the ring and bringing you into a passionate kiss that had you crumping in his arms.

"Can I clean you up?"

Jax smiled, "sure."

You walked hand in hand to the dorms, cheers following as you went. Behind you, EZ turned to Happy, "I'm guessing Jax is about to have a whole lot of fun?"

Happy smiled, "oh yeah."

You rounded the corner and walked into Jax's office then closed the door. You walked into the bathroom and came back with the first aid kit, including the bowl that lived under the sink, which you had filled with water, "how are you hands?"

He smiled, "fine."

You sat him down and cut the tape off then dipped a cloth in the warm water and dapped his hands, "they look fine, no broken skin, just some bruises. You in any pain?"

He shook his head, "nah, I want something else now."

Before you could get a word out, Jax was slamming you into the desk and pressing his lips to yours, "you looked like you were having fun."

The ego in his voice made you want to bite him, "honestly, I don't know."

Jax smirked, "so if I check you won't be soaking through your panties?"

You huffed, "who knows Teller, you look a little tired, maybe we should call it a night. I don't want to fall asleep on top of me." Something about your statement set him off because he was spinning you around and throwing you on the couch.

"You wanna take that back."

Jax slicked back hair was everywhere, "make me Teller."

He was on you before you could blink, climbing on top of you with his teeth in your skin, "behave."

You nipped him back, "make me. You have those nice big hands, ones I'm sure that pig will never forget. You gonna use them or just toss me around?" Jax got your message loud and clear, without blinking, he reached up and tore your top from your body then threw you over his lap, the bra went next then Jax's hand was running up and down your back.

"If you don't say sorry, I'm going to make you count the hits."

"Oh, I'm so scared." He huffed and pulled you up enough to wrench your jeans off and then pulled them down to your knees.

"Count."

You snorted, "fuck you Teller." His hand moved over your backside with nothing but love, "you're going to tell me to stop if something hurts, aren't you?"

You sensed by his tone it was time to be serious, "yes Jax, I'll tell you to stop if I'm not having fun anymore."

Jax's fingers ran along the hem of your panties, "good girl."

With one last stroke of your covered skin, he was pulling them down and dropping the first slap, "you call that a slap, are you burping a baby?"

Jax tutted and spanked you again, harder this time, "I was trying to be nice but you clearly need something a little harder."

The next hit was double the force but you still talked back, "did you break your hand on that guy's face, come on Teller. Spank me like you mean….." You let out a little shout as the next blow fell, then he was rubbing his hand over your flesh before delivering a blow to the other cheek.

"Not so mouthy now." He didn't give you a chance to keep going as his hand came down again and again faster than you could blink. His hands felt so big, you could see flashes of them striking the Swole Boy in the face as each hit landed, "you gonna say sorry?"

You shook your head, "nope, eat a dick." Another handful of hits had you whimpering, your brain slowly going fuzzy.

Jax's hand moved from your ass to your core, running his fingers through your slit, "I was right, you're fucking soaked. Did watching me pound that guy's face in get you like this, or did the spanking?"

You twisted in his arms, "I don't know, you hit me like a baby, maybe that guy was just weak." Jax knew you were lying, he saw you drooling over him every time there was a break in the fighting. Jax didn't respond, his fingers continuing to touch your wetness, just as you relaxed for the sensations, his hand left your core and came down on your ass again.

"You gonna give up?"

There was so much bravado in his voice, "what do I get if I do?"

He smirked, "me."

You smiled, "I'm going to get that anyway." Jax shook his head and rubbed his hand over your hot skin, he could feel the way it throbbed after his treatment, "get off me and get on your knees."

You stayed where you were, "I thought you were going to make me count."

He huffed, "too boring, get on your knees, if I have to make you, I'll make sure you won't cum for a month."

You didn't want to test that, something in his tone told you he wasn't bluffing." As you slid off his lap, Jax stood up. You didn't know whether it was because of the fight or his manhandling but he looked huge. He took one of your hands and placed it on his hip before removing his pants and taking your head in his hands, "if you need a break, tap your fingers."

You nodded, "yep, are you just going to stand there?"

Jax was already rock hard, his cock red and weeping against his stomach. He took it in his hand and held it close to your face, "get to it then." You smiled, looking through your lashes at him before licking the tip softly. The hand on your face was soft as you began in earnest, licking up and down the shaft like he was an ice cream on a boiling day before wrapping your hand around the base and sucking the shaft into your mouth.

"Just like that, fuck you're good." You moan and the vibration had Jax's head falling backwards. His hand encompassed your face as he thrust into your mouth, you did your best to take as much of him down as you could, Jax moaning as one of your hands cupped his balls.

Far too soon, he was grabbing you by your shoulders and pulling you upwards, "get on the couch."

You wiped your face, "make me." Jax didn't hesitate to use all that strength to toss you where he wanted you.

"I think you're enjoying yourself a little too much. What was it about the fight that got you so wet, huh?"

You didn't respond as his lip met your neck, "I know it wasn't the other guy. Was it my hands, I know you like those or was it the fact that I could have killed him if I wanted to?"

It was getting hard for you to think with Jax's beard scratching your neck, Jax didn't repeat himself, "so it's going to be that kind of night, is it? Ok." His hand made its way down your body and he didn't give you time to think before he slid two fingers inside you. You gasped as he pressed his fingertips to your G-spot and you swore you could feel every ridge in his fingers.

"That's it, not so mouthy now."

He was so smug, "I….."

You couldn't say more as his thumb found your clit, "what were you saying?" Jax kissed you hard, "you talk and talk and talk but look at you now, being my good girl all quiet and compliant." You moved your hand haphazardly, hoping to get your hands on his cock but he shifted so he could use his free hand to hold your wrists down, "I get to decide when that happens, now be good and lay there while I make you cum."

There was that urge to bite him back again, he's was a smug asshole. Jax chuckled at your frustration, you tugged at your wrists but they might as well have been in a vice, there was no moving them, no matter how hard you tried, he was just too strong. You relented and relaxed against the couch, "there you go, that's wasn't so hard." His fingers became more insistent as he scissored them open.

"Oh my God."

Jax chuckled, "Jax is fine darlin." He leaned down to kiss you, his thumb speeding up on your clit. You return the kiss, and Jax dominated it the second your lips met yours. He crooked his fingers just right and you gasped in desperation, "please Jax."

He smirked, "it's alright darlin, you can let go." He moved his fingers just right, just enough that you were able to feel the power behind them and then you were squeezing him while he swallowed your moans.

"Good girl." He pulled his fingers out and brought them to your mouth, "suck." You took them and licked them like they were his cock before opening your mouth and sucking them in, "oh fuck that's hot." Jax pulled his fingers out and brought you into a searing kiss, you felt him move again, never letting go of your wrists until he was holding his cock and notching it at our entrance, "you want this?"

"Please."

Jax released your arms and you dug your fingers into his shoulders as he pushed inside you, Jax grunting in the crook of your neck, "fuck you're tight." One of his hands moved to your clit as he used the other one to hold himself up, once he had given you enough time to adjust to this ample size, he was ramming himself inside you again and again. It felt like you were just along for the ride as he rang every ounce of pleasure from your body.

"Jax, more please." He nipped your neck then sucked your skin into his mouth, you were sure you'd have bruises by the end of the night. He briefly took his hand off your clit to bring one of your legs from his waist to his shoulder, giving him even more leverage to enter you. Then the hand was back on your clit and the head of his cock was brushing your G-spot with every stroke. He was so big that he almost took up the whole couch, you felt so enclosed by him but also safer than you've ever felt, like nothing on the planet could touch you.

He was warm too, and firm. You squeezed the leg that was over his hip closer to you and Jax got the message dropping his weight onto you like a blanket as he brought you to the edge again, "come on y/n, give it to me." You gasped as he passed your G-spot particularly hard and you came whimpering into his flesh, "good girl, I want one more." You finally gave into the urge to bite him, your teeth meeting his shoulder as he fucked you.

You gasped, "Jax."

He huffed, his own pleasure catching up to him, "come on, one more." His fingers on your clit sped up and pushed you past that oversensitive twitch and into another orgasm and Jax bit your shoulder in victory like a wild animal claiming his mate. "One more." You let out another moan, "I know you've got it in you, I just want one more." Maybe it was to tone in his voice or how well he knew your body but you were cumming around him again, your legs shaking violently.

With a roar, Jax followed you, his hand leaving your clit as his hips moved until he was spent. He dropped on top of you, staying inside until you stopped clenching him, "you good?"

You blinked, his voice sounded so nice and the edges of your thoughts were getting fuzzy, "too fucked out to talk?" Your head lulled against his arm, "that's alright, I'll be here until you're back with me." Jax rolled off you and took you into his arms, doing his best to make the most of the room on the couch.

"How are your hands?"

Jax smiled and grazed his fingers over your cheeks, "they're fine darlin, you just focus on relaxing." You snuggled into his side and Jax pressed a kiss on your forehead, "I'm gonna clean you up, I'll be back before you know it." Jax was true to his word and returned in a flash with a warm damp cloth, chuckling as you flinched away, "sorry darlin." You could tell he wasn't.

"You good?"

You nodded, "I'm good, I need to pee." Jax shook his head and pecked your lips, "alright then, I'll pull out the couch and set up the bed while you're in there."

You smiled, "I'll be out in like two seconds, you can't make the bed that fast."

He kissed you again, "you can help me then." You did what you needed to do and splashed some water on your face, Jax was wearing his underpants when you came back out, handing you the pillows and the pillowcases, "almost done darlin."

With the bed made, Jax walked over to the first aid kit on the floor and took out the cooling lotion, "let me fix those bruises on your butt?" You flopped down on your belly and Jax laid down next to you, rubbing the lotion on your heated skin, "better?"

You smiled, "much."

He kissed you again, soft this time, "I'm going to get us a snack."

When you saw Jax' back, you stopped him, "you're going out there, in that, with those?"

He smirked, "yep." Jax walked outside like a peacock, smiling at the men who lined the room, between the scratches down his back and the bite mark on his shoulder, it was clear what he was just doing.

He ran into the VP on his way back, looking him up and down with no worry that his near nakedness made him vulnerable, "if you ever insult my woman again, I'll kill you, do you understand me?" The man nodded, "good."

Jax returned to the dorm and handed you the chocolate bar, "what a guy."

He smiled, "no worries darlin, you good?"

You nodded, "I'm great, what did that guy say to you before you caved his face in?"

Jax laid next to your and pulled you into his arms, "not important, he's learnt his lesson."

You finished eating and rested your head on Jax's chest, "I love you Jackson."

He smiled he pressed his lips to your cheek, "I love you too darlin."

Fin

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Bondage with Cuffs

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Knife Play

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Can be read as part of The Reaper and the Death Angel or as a standalone.

Contains: Fluff, consent and kink negotiation, Dom Jax/sub Reader, bondage with cuffs, prey/predator, knife play, oral sex (f receiving) fingering, P in V, aftercare.

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You and Jax take time away at the cabin and enjoy some time in the woods.

"We should have brought more bug spray."

You waved your hand in front of your face as Jax chuckled, "I ain't having any problems darlin."

You huffed, "well Teller, it's not my fault I'm tasty and you're not."

Jax smirked and wrapped his arm around you, "the bugs have good taste."

You flopped your head against his shoulder, "I'm really glad we could get away, it's nice to have some quiet."

You were sitting by the stream behind the cabin, Jax had his hand on your leg, "it has been nice." His eyes drifted over your body, "I like this outfit, it's very old fashioned paleontologist."

You giggled, "I think that's just because of the khaki."

He smiled, his eyes wrinkling, "you do look hot, I can see us fucking in some tomb somewhere."

You shook your head, "gross dude, do you want to get cursed?"

He leaned in and dropped his forehead to yours then pressed his lips to yours, "I'd take that risk."

You pecked him and stood up, "I'm going to get get us lunch, you wait here." You walked off towards the cabin and Jax sighed, looking around for something to do while he waited. His eyes landed on an old hunk of dried wood and he went over and picked it up then pulled his knife from its sheath and made himself comfortable.

Jax smiled without thought as you came from behind a tree, "what are you doing over there?"

He twirled the knife in his hand, "whittling."

You smiled, "whittling. Wow, what's next, are you going to build me a log cabin?"

Jax sucked on his tongue and you sat next to him with the food, "maybe." Your eyes fell to his hands.

"You see something you like darlin?"

You nodded, "you are very good with that knife."

He smirked, "yeah, I know."

You sighed, "you have such an ego, a few days in the woods and you think you're a woodsman."

He huffed, "I am."

You shook your head, "oh really?" He put the knife and half carved bit of wood down and took a bite of his lunch, "yep, and if you keep this up, I'm going have to prove it to you."

You and Jax had finished lunch and were wondering the area, going back and forth about Jax's knowledge, "alright, what do you do if you get attacked by a bear?"

He smiled, "if it's black, fight back and if it's brown, lay down."

You snorted, "you only know that because I told the same thing to Abel."

Jax nodded, "I also remember you telling Abel the rhyme about snakes, red touching black, safe for Jack. Red touching yellow, kill a fellow."

"Wow, so are you saying I'm the better woodsman?"

He shook his head, "maybe, you know I know you can't do?"

You smiled and looped your arm around his, "what?"

He pressed his lips to your ear, "outrun me."

You swallowed, "you wanna test that?"

His lips never left your skin, "sure, I'll give you the chance to run and if I catch you, you admit I'm better at this than you."

"And if you don't catch me?"

The trademark Teller smirk covered his face, "I will."

You took a step back, "you're not going to catch me Jackson."

He smiled like a hungry animal, "run."

You sprinted off, taking a sharp right at the stream to take the faster route to the cabin, you could hear Jax following behind you, the twigs snapping under his feet. The cabin appeared over the horizon and you looked behind you as you ran, Jax had disappeared and you looked around in suspicion. You headed for the door, trying to be quiet in case Jax was hiding behind a tree waiting for you.

You were right, just as you got to the front door, Jax appeared. You dodged his long arms and seeking hands and headed for the back door, closing it just as Jax's fingers got close enough to grab. You looked at him through the flyscreen and Jax smiled, "go and hide little girl, it will only make it sweeter when I catch you."

There was a pause as you stood on opposite sides of the door, waiting for someone to react. Jax moved first, walking back towards the front door and your heart leapt as you looked for a place to hide. You settled on the storage cupboard in the back of the house, listening carefully for the sound of Jax moving around.

You swore you could hear him in the bedroom and the realisation that he was going through your luggage for something hit you like a ton of bricks, he was looking for the leather cuffs you had packed.

"What about these?"

Jax smirked, "alright, but only if you're the one getting tied up."

You shook your head, "why are you so hesitant to let me tie you up. You enjoy it every time?"

He smiled and pulled you in close, brushing your cheek with his lips, "because when I tie you up, you beg for me so well. You don't do that when I'm the one in the cuffs."

"You are insufferable."

You pressed your body to the back of the cupboard and held hand to your mouth, the rush of excitement making you want to yell out to entice him. "Oh little girl, where are you?" You breathed out, waiting for him to come closer. You could hear him walking around the cabin, opening doors, each time he came to a new area, he'd make a big show of looking around, "well, you're not in the bathroom, but I knew that, you're too smart to hide in there."

He got closer, going from room to room, then the door rattled, "are you in here little girl?" The door opened and you met eyes, Jax smirking in victory, "found you." You tried to run but there was no way you were going to clear the doorway with Jax's massive frame in it. He grabbed you and pressed your chest against the wall, sliding the cuff over one hand and then the other, "do I get my price now?"

"You won fair and square." He spun you around and kissed you hard, then pulled you away from the wall, took your cuffed wrists in his hand and walked you to the bedroom and to the end of the bed, "how are you going to get my clothes off with my hands cuffed behind my back?"

He tilted his hip to flash the knife, "how do you think." He pushed you onto the bed, gripped your jeans, unzipped them, and tugged them off, leaving your panties on.

"You right with your hands behind your back?"

You rolled your shoulders, "maybe not, I think my hands are going to go numb."

Jax flipped you over and separated your hands then flipped you on your back and relinked your hands in front of you, "better?"

You nodded, "much, thank you." Jax smiled and pressed his lips to yours, "good girl."

The knife came out of its home and he held it in front of your face, "do you trust me?"

"With my life."

Jax smiled softly and waved at you to get comfortable on the pillows, "don't move now." He pulled your collar away from your skin and started cutting your top away, you were unable to take your eyes off him as he sliced with the skill of a surgeon, "are you enjoying yourself?"

You swallowed, Jax's eyes were filled with concentration, "oh yes, most definitely."

He licked his lips, sliding the tip of the knife between your skin and the sleeve of your top. "Good because there's more to come." He took his time cutting your top off, his fingers flexing around the knife. His longer fingers looked even longer as they manipulated the blade through the fabric.

Your top came free, leaving you in only your bra and panties, "shame, I did like that top."

You huffed, "well Jackson, you didn't need to cut if off me."

He smirked, "the look on your face was worth it, I bet you're soaking." He the knife down and ran the backs of his fingers over your covered slit, the gentle touch causing you to shudder, "yep, soaked. I should bring out my knife more often."

Your bra went next, the knife was back in his hand and right against your skin as he cut it away, the cold metal creating goosebumps along your flesh. He pulled away the ruined lace and moved to your panties, slicing them off in two short moves on each hip. "You look so pretty like this?"

You smiled, "naked and tied up? I know."

He shook his head, "you should, if you don't I haven't been doing my job as your old man." Your arms were still in front of you and Jax seemed to want to remedy that as he lifted your arms and pressed your wrists down into the pillow, "don't move them."

You smiled, "I'll try."

He tutted, "I'm so good to you and you always misbehave, what am I going to do with you?"

You smiled, "fuck me until I can't walk."

Jax smiled, "yeah, that's what you want?"

You nodded, "yes please."

He climbed on top of your and ran his hands from your wrists to your ribs, "your skin is so soft." His lips pressed to your skin, covering every inch he could reach before landing on your core, "are you going to be good for me?"

He settled between your legs and you brought them onto his shoulder, tapping his head with your knee, "you'll only know if you get to it." Jax huffed and chuckled against your skin.

"I'm in a merciful mood so you can cum anytime you want but if you keep this up, this morning will be your last one for the rest of our trip."

You lifted your hands above the pillow, leaving your arms down, "I'll be good, I promise."

Jax smiled, "good girl." He dropped his head and used his hand to spread you open then dived in like a man dying of hunger. You gasped as his plump lips surrounded your clit and he slid two of his long fingers inside you.

"Jax, please."

You felt him smile and replace his tongue with his thumb, "I'm gonna give you what you need, don't worry." He circled his thumb on your clit while his lips pressed to your inner thighs, going back and forth between left and right until you were squeezing your legs to bring him in closer. "I get the message." He sealed his lips around you again, his fingertips pressing to your G-spot.

It was hard to keep your hands up above your head as you came, the urge to thread your fingers through Jax's soft hair almost unbearable. He lifted his head again, and slowed his fingers, working you back to gently until he was kissing up your body and to your mouth, "you want more?"

You nodded, "please." Jax kissed you slowly, his lips fitting to yours perfectly.

"Of course darlin." You wrapped your legs around his waist as he grabbed his cock and notched it at your entrance, kissing you again as he slid inside you. "Ah fuck."

You giggled, "are you alright my love."

He nipped your neck, "just great, fuck you're tight." Jax dropped his weight onto you and gave you time to adjust to his size, one of his hands coming down to rub your clit.

When your lips found his neck, his hips started moving, a slow grind that had you flexing your feet from the warm fullness spreading through your core. "Good?"

You moaned, "great, more please."

Jax laughed softly, "my good girl, I love how greedy you are for me." His lips found yours as he pushed into you, his hips moving like the waves of a steady ocean.

Your nails dug into his back as you got closer to the edge, you could feel every ridge of his cock as he lifted himself up on the hand that wasn't on your clit to gain more leverage, "cum for me again darlin." You were powerless to deny him, biting into his shoulder as you squeezed his cock for all its worth.

"Fucking hell, you're going to kill me."

You giggled, "good way to die though."

Jax smiled and rubbed your nose with his, "damn right it is." He sped up as he chased his own high, grunting into your neck like a hungry animal." He kissed you as he came, his lips firm on yours as he overwhelmed your senses with the kiss. He stayed still for a while, catching his breath while he waited for the quivering in your core to pass so he could roll off you.

Before he did, he uncuffed your hands and kissed your wrists then the back and front of each hand before kissing every one of your fingers, "you good?"

You smiled, "I'm great."

Jax mirrored your smile, "I'm going to clean you up, you wait here." You watched him walk into the bathroom, his bare backside pulling your thoughts back to other activities. Jax came back with a grin, "you are such a perv."

You put a hand to your chest, "me? I was just appreciating my old man's peachy butt."

Jax wiped you down and threw the cloth into the piles of cut clothes, "sleep?" You nodded with a yawn as he pulled you into his embrace and rested your head on his chest, placing his large hand on top of your head, "yes, please."

He pressed a kiss to your forehead, "goodnight darlin."

"Goodnight beloved."

Fin

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 56

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Part 55

Contains:Angst, so much angst, forensic procedures, alcoholic parent and alcohol misuse, hurt/comfort, fluff.

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Train wreck takes on a whole new meaning.

Jax felt you stiffen as the person got out and Sam positioned himself in front of Ima without thought, "what, was wrong darlin?" You didn't say anything, Jax could see you looking at the person in shock, trying to make sense of their presence, "who is that."

You looked at Jax, the expression on your face filled him with worry, "that's our father."

"What?" Jax tried to take a good look at the man currently walking over, you barely blinked as he stopped in front of everyone.

"What the fuck are you doing here, haven't we made it clear to you already that we don't want anything to do with you."

He held his hands up, "I won't be here long. I saw something from your work, you got engaged?"

You crossed your arms over your chest as Sam sent Ima away, "yep and Sam got married, you've missed plenty before and haven't care, why the interest, do you need a liver from someone?"

"I've been sober for three years, I just wanted to come and say hello."

Sam stepped closer, towering over him, "you've done that, now fuck off before I drag you out of here by your fucking teeth." The look on Jax's face could have killed him a million times over.

"You should listen to him, this is my property and you are no longer welcome here."

Your father turned on his heel with a sad expression on his face, "I'll be at the inn if you want to come and see me. I just want a few minutes of your time."

****

"What the fuck are we going to do? You know what he's like, he'll either be up to his eyes in gin within the day or he'll move here so he can make amends."

Sam hadn't stopped pacing, "I don't give two shits, he can rot in that no end motel for all I care."

"You want him chased out of town?" Jax was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, he hadn't stopped scowling.

"No, that will just make it worse. Just leave him be, he's never been one to stick at anything. When he realises we aren't going to cave and see him he'll leave."

Riiiiiiiiiing

"Fuck that's work." You walked away to Sam still at a ten.

"Dude, you gotta calm down. From what you and y/n have said about the guy he won't be sticking around."

Sam huffed, "it's not just that, he pops up at times like this are tries to worm his way back into our lives. Last time this happened I had just made Lieutenant and y/n had just made the New York Times bestsellers list for the second time. He wants to be able to say he walked his only daughter down the aisle and that's it."

You rushing out of the other room in had them turning their attention to you, "what's wrong darlin?"

"Train crash, it's very bad. I won't be home tonight, you'll probably see me on the news in the next few hours." Jax sighed and slid to the floor, his head in his hands.

"Haven't they cut the funding to the firehouse?"

Sam nodded, "yep, my guess is she'll be doing triage the second she gets there, so will the others. It just doesn't fucking end. Our father will be at her work next, saying he was her on TV and he's so proud of her, I'm willing to bet money on it."

"Yeah, I'm willing to bet you're right."

****

"What are we walking into." The fire chief, Wallace Boden raced by to you, "it's bad, the first car caught before we got there, the passenger manifest says there's a state senator in there."

You rubbed your face, "no survivors?"

Boden shook his head, "it doesn't look like it. We have at least fifty people needing help, can you spare some people?"

You nodded, "we'll all help, I've got more work to do if more people die. I'll send Jess and Jack to deal with the bodies at the front, Cam and I will help the living, you just tell us where to go."

Another firefighter, Casey, the truck Lieutenant, ran over with a fireproof jacket with Forensics written on it in big yellow letters, "how long's it been since you had to wear one of these?"

"Not long enough. Jess and Jack will be at the front helping remove the remains, is there is a state senator there, you need to keep the scene as intact as you can and I want Kelly on this, I know he's not arson but he's the only guy I trust not to fuck up my evidence."

Casey nodded, "all good, I guess we get to put all that training you gave us to use."

You smiled, "talk about cutting your teeth on glass, can we go back to when you were just putting out frat house fires?"

He huffed, "come on y/n, you love working with us. At least we're not cops."

You sighed, "they'll be here soon enough."

****

"Yeah, come in. Hap and Bobby are already here, Jax is putting some shit in the oven." Sam invited Juice inside, it had become a tradition after you were called to a serious incident with news coverage for everyone to show up at your house to watch.

It started as a way to keep Jax and Sam company since Jax tended to worry and Sam began to itch for the action he was missing out on but after a while, it morphed into a way to be there for you in the same way you were there for them.

"Look there's the lass." Chibs pointed to the screen as you helped carry someone to the triage area with a paramedic.

"It's bad, reports say she's there because a politician was in the front car." Juice had been on his phone looking for more information most of the night.

"The front car where no one lived, the one that hit the car that was rigged to blow up?" Kozik sounded worried.

"Yeah, it's going to be a long night."

****

"Fucking vultures, the press is already here." Gabby one of the paramedics, shook her head and helped you with another injured passenger.

"You're more than welcome to have at them, you can say what we're all thinking without getting into trouble. This guy isn't going to make it."

You nodded, "yeah, sucking chest wound and no one to get him to the hospital, he's a black tag for sure. Good old San Joaquin, they keep cutting funding and people keep dying."

She sighed, "you haven't been hit yet?"

You shrugged as you dropped the man off to be looked after, "of course we have, our whole Vikings in the US exhibit was dumped and so was our settlement program, we lost six amazing members of staff and I've had to find a new toxicologist."

"Shit, I liked Tim."

You sighed, "we all did. Anyway, we better get back in there before the cameras end up in our faces."

****

"Fox is going on about this being a terrorist attack."

Sam huffed, "get off the phone Juice, real reports say another person in the front carriage was a big shot banker, it looks like this is about the stock market."

"Shit, is it some international crime shit?" Happy tended to be outlandish sometimes.

"No, judging by the dude's portfolio, it was probably some wealthy CEO. I'm sure y/n will update us when she can, for now we should all start dinner."

****

It was finally time to load the bodies in the wagon when the press came to shove microphones and cameras in everyone's faces.

"Miss, your jacket says Forensics, why were you and your team helping the paramedics?"

"For one, it's doctor and two, in an emergency response situation, anyone trained in triage must prioritise the living." The short response sent that one person away but another just took their place.

"Can you give us a statement on the situation?"

You smiled, "is this live?"

Nods all around, "great, a situation is a burst pipe and a few busted cars, this is a tragedy and this tragedy happened because the district of San Joaquin has cut public funding while their officials take a pay rise. In the last six months, millions have been cut from both fire and ambulance and yet the people making those decisions have had salary increases. Nine people died today who would have lived had there been ambulances to take them to the hospital. You want a statement, here's my statement. Families members of the dead can have their lawyers contact me, I'll testify in their wrongful death suits."

"What about the firefighter and paramedics who were here today, are they at fault?" The glare you gave the reporter could have frozen hell.

"No, in fact, they are the only reason so many people lived today and they are the only reason I even have a crime scene to investigate. If it wasn't for them, many more people would be dead or permanently disabled. We all know what's going to happen after my statement, they will face serious backlash and so will my lab. By standing up for what is right and stating the facts, I have put a target on my back and the officials of San Joaquin are going to make my life and the lives of the people around me even harder."

****

"Your sister needs to go into politics. You realise she's just made sure that San Joaquin can't do anything now, she's just called them out in front of the media."

Jax chuckled, "well Bobby, you're more than welcome to be the one the suggest it to her."

Bobby made a face, "on second thoughts, I'd like to keep my head." The phone ringing with Jax's ringtone for you had them all relaxing.

"Hey darlin, you're on speaker."

Jax smiled at your chuckle, "let me guess, everyone is there?"

"You know no one can stay away when you're on the TV, also we ate all the chocolate."

You sighed, "that's alright. Things are pretty rough, all but fifteen of the bodies are easy to ID so that won't take much time. I'm going to get some of those done, then come home and get some sleep then back to work and start on the first class car. I have to go to the fire scene too so I can help with the arson guy. I'm not sure when I'll be home."

"You need anything for us darlin?" You could hear the relief in Jax's voice.

"Send anyone who's been drinking to the guest rooms tonight. You want the dirt deets about why it happened?"

There was a shout of yeses, "good Lord, I'll tell you, calm down. The first class car was filled with finance people going to a conference, the senator was a guest speaker. I spoke to the feds, they already have a few suspects. I'm going to be up to my eyeballs in FTC goons soon so I've got to go. I love you all."

After the goodbyes, you hung up to head back to work.

****

"Hey y/n, you're going to hate me." It was rare that Travis came into the lab to tell you there was someone waiting to come in but you were on the platform dealing with the bodies so he could buzz you from your office

"Travis, you know I could never hate you, who's at the front desk?" He pointed at the front through the glass doors.

"The district's RP representative, his name is Kyle and he would love to talk to you." You smiled and Travis knew that look well.

"I hope he has a strong stomach, you can send him in." Travis nodded, his smirk growing.

"I'll buzz him onto the platform you stay here and work, I give him a sick bag too." You went to say something and he huffed, "yeah yeah I know, thank you T, you're a lifesaver. I gotta get away from this stink."

Travis returned three minutes later with the man in tow, "I love to talk to you, can we go to your office."

You didn't even turn around to answer him, "we can do it here, doing your job will not get in the way of me doing mine. Travis will swipe you onto the platform, if you feel sick please use the bag you were provided." He looked at Travis who waved his hand.

"You heard the boss lady, up on the platform or you can wait here for hours for her to be done." The man stepped onto the platform after Travis swiped his car then he was walking over to the table you were working at.

"Ummm, I just wanted to talk to you about your statement and how we can help to fix all the issues you brought up." He sounded like he was going to be sick.

"I thought I made the fix pretty clear, take a cut to your pay and give it to public servants. I'm guessing you make two or three hundred thousand a year, how much are you willing to lose for to never happen again?"

"Miss." You cut him off.

"It's doctor and if you want to give me some hollow bullshit, you need to get lost. This body belonged to a fifteen year old boy, he could have lived but there weren't enough ambulances to get him to the hospital. Sure he'd have to spend a year in the burn unit but he would have lived, unless you want to give him back his stolen years I don't want to hear anything about money."

"We just wanted to let you know that we did some digging and found that some of our staff were being paid more than the standard, they have done the right thing and taken a pay cut so we can reinstate the ambulances and we're working on getting your museum back to the way it was before. Everything will be back to normal in no time and it would be great if you could make a statement supporting these changes."

"Let me get this straight, these staff were being paid so much, that paying them the normal rate will recovers ten of millions and you want me to make statement in support of you doing the right thing?" The man was getting greener by the second.

"Can we go into your office? I don't need to see this."

You removed your hands from inside the body, "how about this, I'll give you three options. Option one, I will retract my original statement and make one in support, if those officials come and spend the day with me. Option two, we just let this go, no more statements, no more anything. Option three, I make a statement saying that you came here and tried to shut me up and that you're so much of a coward that you can't stand to be in the same room as something you caused. Which one would you like to take?"

"I'm sorry Dr l/n, I see that you have a lot to deal with and I'm not going to take up any more of your time. As long as you raise issues with us before the press we'll be fine."

You pointed towards the door, "great, now leave or I'll change my mind."

****

"Please go in, she had a PR guy from district here the morning and she almost shoved his head into a dead body."

Jax raised a cup of coffee, "I figured you could use it considering you've been dealing with family members all day."

"Thanks man, has Ope said anything about your bachelor/bachelorette party?"

Jax shook his head, "nah, why?"

"I'm not saying anymore, we're all going to have a blast." Jax handed Travis the cup and walked into your office with a smile.

"Hello darlin, I bought coffee and flan."

"Oh I love you." Jax wrapped you in his arms with a chuckle.

"Are you saying that to me of the flan?"

"Both," you sat down and got stuck in, the sweet pudding easing the stress of the day.

"T told me about your visitor, you feeling stabby?"

You sighed, "what do you think." Another beep from the intercom had you dropping your head into your hands.

"The sperm donor is here, you want me to get rid of him." Jax looked like he wanted to kill someone.

"Send him in, he'll just wait outside if you don't." You reached across the desk and grabbed Jax's hand, "please just don't be all noble, I can handle him." Jax sat back with a huff and then the door opened.

"What are you doing here?"

He was sheepish, "I saw you on TV, I'm so proud of you, I just wanted to come and see where you worked."

"Fifteen years too late dad, it would have been nice to hear that when I got my first PhD or the fifth one."

He hung his head, "I know I missed out on everything, I just want you to hear me out."

"What there's to say that you haven't said every other time you got sober?" Jax was getting angrier and angrier by the second.

"I just want to take you and Sammy out to dinner, you can bring?" He raised his eyebrows in question.

"Jackson, my fiancé's name in Jackson. Sam wife's name is Ima."

He nodded, "ok, you can bring Jackson and Sammy can bring Ima. All I want is dinner, if you decide you don't want to see my after that I'll never talk to you again but unless you do I'm going to hang around until you change your mind."

"You never change do you, sober or not you're still a bully. I'll have dinner with you, if everyone else wants to come it's up to them. I'll come, I can't say the same for Sam and Ima." Your father relaxed and sat down in one of the chairs.

"This office is really nice, are you the boss here?" Jax lips were close to curling in a snarl.

"Yes and no, I'm the head of forensics and give all the orders but our boss is down the hall, he deals all the politics."

The sound of tiny feet bounding towards your office had your heart in your throat, the door opening just as Jax stood up to stop Abel in his tracks but it was too late.

"MUMMY, MUMMY. LOOK WHAT I MADE." You stood up and rushed to the door, taking his arms then closing it behind you.

Wendy was there looking worried, "what's going on?"

"My father is here, I don't want him anywhere near Abel. I need to ask a favour."

She took Abel's hand and got down to his level, "Mummy's very busy right now, can you go hand out with uncle T?" Abel smiled and raced off.

"Whatever you need."

"Thank you, he's going to ask what's going on. I just need you to wait out here, I'm going to tell him the truth and say it's your decision too but I don't want him around our child."

She nodded, "neither do I, I'd say no even if you and Jax were on board. From what you've told me he hasn't done enough to prove he should have access to you and Sam let alone Abel, I'll wait Abel you just call Travis and tell me when to come in."

"Thank you, you're amazing" You headed back inside, catching Jax telling your father that he wasn't going to say anything about it until you were back.

"You have a son?"

"I do, I adopted him when he was a few months old. Jax is his birth father and his birth mother is outside, she doesn't want you to meet out child and neither do I. In fact, you'll be meeting him over my dead body. If you want to hear it from her, she's ready to come in and tell you herself."

He waved his hand, "no, it's ok, I realise you might need time before you get there."

You clicked the intercom, "Travis, can you please give Abel and Wendy some cafe vouchers and send them for some afternoon tea?"

"Sure, Wendy's fine with that."

"I'll talk to Sam and Ima about dinner, do you have a number I can call?" He wrote it done on a slip of paper, "I'll be in touch, don't bother us unless I call. You need to go now, I have stuff to do and you're cutting into my time with my partner."

He left with a short goodbye, Jax reaching across the desk to hold your shaking hands, "you're fine. I'll talk to Sam and try to get him to come to dinner, if he does and that piece of shit doesn't go away, we can make him."

"Thank you, we're going to have to tell Abel the truth just in case. With any luck Wendy's already done it."

****

"No, fuck no. I'll go but there's no way I'm going to let him meet Ima."

Ima didn't like that, "that's not your choice, it's mine, I'll go. If it means he'll never come near us again, I'll go."

Sam threw his arms up in the air, "if he says one word about you I'm going to kill him."

"I'll make the call, Wendy let Abel know that he wasn't a safe person and that if Abel sees him that he should tell an adult, that's all I want him to know right now."

Jax sighed, "three parents are better than two. Abel's dead to the world right now, I'm going to get us all some ice cream."

****

"Seven on Saturday at The Blue Tavern. I need to go to the crime scene, please just call me if something goes wrong."

"The Blue Tavern, you packing your wallet in case he forgets his."

You huffed, "of course I am Sam. I really need to go."

"It's it getting a bit long the tooth?"

You rubbed your face, "the fire was forty hours ago, the firefighters cleared the area ten hours ago and the police are letting us in as of two hours ago, sure it should have been yesterday but I can't make people hurry."

"You wanna lift darlin?" You shook your head and hugged into Jax's side while Sam went to let Ima know about dinner.

"As much as I'd love you there for moral support, I need to take the lab van. This tops out at one of the worst weeks I have stateside, I want it to be over.

"It almost is, we'll be watching the news at the garage in case you want to ruffle more feathers."

"I love you so much Jax."

He pressed his lips to your forehead and ran his hand up and down your arm, "love you too, now go kick some ass."

****

"Hey Kelly, is everyone here doing overhaul?" He nodded, "wonderful, more hands if I need help. Can you take this side and I'll take that one, move from front to back, if you find any fleshy bits let me know and don't forget to call if you find something strange."

He chuckled, "I was in your class remember, I know what I'm doing."

"Yeah, I know. Just making sure in case all the heat you deal with fried your brain." There was no quip back which was strange.

"Hey ahhh y/n, is this what I think it is?" Kelly pointed a hunk of metal on the floor

You walked over and stood by him, following his finger until your eyes landed on what e was pointing to, "yep, that's a bullet. Mark where it is and we'll start from here."

"Did you find any bodies with gunshot wounds?"

You wiped the soot from for pants, "I haven't been through them all yet, we need to do trajectory so I can narrow it down. Can you head outside and get Jack to hand you the laser set up, I'll start pinning."

You bagged the bullet after taking photos, then stuck the pins around the area while Kelly brought the laser inside "bring it here and place it right where you found the bullet please." He did as you asked, and you clicked it on. When the laser found its mark, you pointed at the seat it landed on, "you know who was sitting there?"

Kelly shook his head, "nah but I can get you the manifest right now."

"Please do, I think we have a problem." You photographed the scene and waited for him to return, when he did, it was clear that something was very wrong, "what?"

"That was where the senator was sitting. There's more, judging by the way the back of this chair looks, she was bleeding when she got hit."

"What?" He walked you over to the chair and pointed at the back.

"See here, the fire was burning but she was alive enough to be bleeding."

You rubbed your face, "we know this was arson, the mess of the car the train rammed into proves that but the only person who could have fired that shot is another passenger or…."

He cut you off, "I knew all the guys there, it wasn't one of ours."

"Aright, hand me that pin." He took the long yellow pin and handed it to you before you stuck it in the hole in the seat. "Ok, judging by the angle it came from that direction." You pointed out the window and towards the treeline. "See how the hole is bigger in the back?"

He nodded, "that means it came through the font her body judging by the size of the hole it's come from beyond those trees."

"Which means this was a planned hit."

You nodded, "yep, we need to let someone know to get more cops here. Can you grab those little round wipes and get some of your guys here, we need to look for the spot where the person fired the gun."

You gathered some of the firefighters and handed then the gunshot residue pads, spray bottles and some little red flags, "look for damaged leaves and burns on the bark. If you find anything, wipe the pad over the area, then spray if. If it turns blue, yell real loud and stick the flag in the ground. Any questions?"

No one raised their hand, "alright, off we go."

It took about ten minutes before something came up, Boden had shot up and his deep voice came through the trees, "here." You ran over and looked where he pointed.

"That's it." You looked at the ground and shifted some of the leaves, "no shells. My guess is this was meant to happen later and they took advantage of the chaos to take the shot early. I need to go back and look at the body, there's nothing more any of us can do here right now."

Kelly nodded and you bagged the swab, "yeah, I'll you get all of this into the truck. Just call if you want to come back here."

"Thanks Kelly, I'll let everyone know when I know more." With a wave from everyone, you left for the lab.

****

"Well Kelly was right, she was alive when she got shot. It was the gunshot wound that killed her, it nicked her heart."

"You want me to run it?"

You handed the bag containing the round to Jack, "please and do it internationally, with the people in that cart, I have a very bad feeling."

You went back to the exam only to be stopped by Hale walking onto the platform, "hey, I got your report, the fire wasn't connected to the senator's murder, we got a confession right before I came to see you."

You sighed, "Jack will be back with ballistics soon, you might as well stay for a coffee."

"How's the wedding going?"

You smiled, "great, invites aren't ready to go out just yet but you should get yours soon."

He smiled, "that's great, I'm really happy for both of you. It just sucks that shit like this seems to been coming up."

You shrugged, "that's the job, why did they set the fire?"

"Everyone's theories were right, they were trying to sink the stocks."

"Well that solves nothing, we now have the unrelated murder of a politician to deal with." Right on time, Jack knocked on the door looking worried, "oh no, what now?"

"The bullet popped but not in the US, it's linked to twenty other murders, all Sicilian mob hits."

"Ah fuck, there's nothing we can do now. The killer would be halfway home by now. We pass this onto the FBI and be done with it, we have other shit to do."

****

"It was a mob hit, holy shit. What are you going to do?"

You shrugged, "wait and see. This isn't the movies Juice, stuff like this doesn't get solved in a few days, and given the circumstances, I don't think it's going to get anywhere."

"Well that sucks, so what, you're just going to move onto new cases?"

"Yep, there's nothing else we can do."

****

"You ready?"

You turned to the sound of Jax's voice, "you're not wearing your kutte?"

He shook his head, "no, I want to make this as easy as I can and I don't want him to start asking questions."

You smiled, "wear it and tell Sam to wear his, my father will cope or he can fuck off."

Jax smiled and pulled you into his arms, "you have no idea how much I love you."

"Oh I think I do." He pressed his lips to yours and put his hand on your lower back, pressing you into his chest.

"I like your dress." You sighed.

"This is one step up from my court attire, I have no idea what you're going on about."

"It's my favourite colour on you, that dark blue makes you look so sexy." You kissed him again, biting his lip as he deepened the kiss.

"You're only saying that because it's the same colour as the lingerie you love so much."

"Maybe." Jax's hand brushed the hair out of your face, "the night's going to go fine don't worry, and if it doesn't, I'll break his legs for you and Sam."

Before you could say more, Ima called you away. You headed to her bedroom and she was standing there with two dressed, "which one covers up the bump?"

"You don't really have one but the white one."

"Thank you, the last thing any of us need if hom finding out about the baby."

"Yeah, that would be messy." She threw on the dress and walked out with you, Sam and Jax were already waiting by the door.

"Alright people, let's get this done."

****

You arrived at the restaurant right on time, your father already there waiting at the table.

"Please sit." Jax's hand never left your lower back as you all sat at the table.

"Do you want to order drinks?" You exchanged looks with your brother.

"We'll all have water, thank you."

"Are you sure? I'm alright with people drinking around me."

"Yeah, we don't want to risk it."

He smiled sheepishly, "so what have my children been doing? Other than helping those people who died on the train."

"Well dad, Sam keeps everyone in Charming on the road, so does Jax. Other than that we've been busy with personal stuff."

"And what do you do Ima?"

She swallowed, "I work in the adult film industry, I was an actor when I met Sam and I went into production a few months ago."

"Oh, that's interesting. I had no idea Sam lived such a colourful life."

"Well now you do and if you say anything about my wife, I'll kick your teeth in."

"It's fine, I'm sure my daughter would say that as long as you pay your taxes there's nothing wrong with what you do."

"As much as I like to think you're telling the truth, we all know what you used to say about y/n when she was in college."

"I know, and I'm sorry for that. I'm trying to do better now."

"We can see that but it's going to take a lot more than words to get back into our lives."

"I understand. I asked around, I hear you and Jackson are part of a motorcycle club."

'Yeah, but don't listen to what people say, we just like our Harleys."

Your father raised his hands, "I didn't say anything. I mean I have heard a lot and I'd be very disappointed in my children for making such terrible choices but I don't belive everything I hear. Just like I hope Jackson and Ima don't believe everything they hear."

"Oh boy here we go. Can we just order and get this night over with."

"Be nice y/n, I'm trying to get to know the man you're going to marry."

You huffed but Jax put his hand on yours, "I've never been here, I'd love to order dinner." His tone was tight.

"Yeah, me too, I could eat a horse."

Sam smiled and relaxed, "you heard my wife, we should eat."

You took some time to figure out what was good then sent your order away, the food coming out twenty minutes later.

"This very nice."

You nodded, taking a bite of your bread, "good bread too, that's how you tell if a restaurant is really good."

"It's not better than Juice's." There were nods of agreement.

"What's a Juice?"

You sighed, "you'll meet him if you stay sober and make the right choices, he's out friend, he works at T-M with Jax and Sam."

"Is he in the gang too?"

You went to throw something at him but Jax's hand on your leg stopped you, "it's not a gang and yes, he's in the Club. If you keep this up we're going to walk out."

'You're right, I'm sorry. I'm just worried about you y/n, I want you to find the right person."

"The right person, as in someone like you who gets drunk and hits me?"

"That's all in the past now, I've changed."

You and Sam looked at each other and you sighed but Ima cut in, "what do you do for a living sir?"

"I work in accounting, I'm making real good money too."

"Yeah, well if that's the case, you can give us all the money you stole from us when we were little."

He gave you a false smile, "I can do that, you just tell me where to send the check. Now are we going to get dessert, I hear the orange ice cream delicious."

"We don't eat that kind of thing, I got a bad orange one day and now they make me feel sick. Your children and Jax have been kind enough to avoid them without me asking them too. I'd say you raised wonderful kids but we all know that y/n did all the raising while you were drunk off your face." In truth, the smell of oranges made her sick since she got pregnant but no one was going to say that.

"I acknowledge that y/n was the parent and she did a good job but I'm better now and I'm ready to be a grandparent."

That was the last straw for you, "we're done here. This isn't going anywhere and you've been taking digs at us all night. Maybe we should try for something less formal, coffee or cakes at the cafe sound good."

The others didn't protest, "sure y/n, I'll get the check."

You shook your head, "I'll get it, I'm the best selling author, not that you would know."

He went to grab your wrist to stop you and Jax hand shot out and grabbed his hand, hard enough that the fingers changed colour, "you won't touch either of them ever again do you understand me. This is my town and if I want you gone, you will be. Your children are willing to see you for coffee be happy with that or I'll make sure you never see them again."

"Are you going to let him talk to me like this? How can you marry a man that's so disrespectful?"

You clenched your jaw and looked him dead in the eyes, "go now, before that offer for coffee is gone forever." He stormed out in a huff and everyone slid back into their seats.

"Thank god that's over, I say we get the really fancy flaming ice cream thing that everyone talks about."

Jax smiled, "great idea darlin, anyone think differently." They shook their heads.

"At least we can end the night on a good note."

****

There hadn't been more than a few texts after dinner that night and everyone was hoping that was the end of it. Jax was sitting with you, rubbing the ache out of your legs after a long day at work when the topic of the Italians came up, "that assassination, did you ever find out who did it?

"Yeah, the dude's back in Italy but it planned hit, it's Interpol's problem now. It was meant to happen at the conference but he took his chance when the train was hit. She was targeted because she was trying to pass a bill to establish better scrutiny at the ports where the US mob operated, the old guard back in Italy wanted to deal with it themselves. Why do you ask?"

"Cucuzza wants to meet up with the Mayans and us. He said something's going on in the families and he and some other factions need guns, a lot more. Galen's happy to help, I just finished talking to him before you arrive."

"The shit never ends, does it. Do you think the hit is connected?"

Jax shifted on the couch and pulled you into his arms, pressing his lips to your crow while he ran his hand over your thigh, "he asked if you knew who did it and said that the story the cops have isn't the correct one, she wasn't cracking down, she was making sure this problem family got a leg up."

"Do you know any more?"

"No, that's what we're going to talk about tomorrow. I was just making sure he wasn't lying to me."

"I don't think he is, Angela found some strange stuff in her financial but we just thought it was the part of why she was called to speak, we thought she did some under the table tax shit."

"Nope, she was being paid off."

You sighed, "tell me how tomorrow goes and we'll go from here, you're all still assets for the CIA and if it involves old world mob shit they need to know."

"No worries darlin, I figured you'd say that."

****

"What are we dealing with here Jimmy?" Jimmy sighed and broke Jax's gaze.

"It's not good Jackson, a new family is up and coming and they are armed and organised, they recruit from the Gruppo di Intervento Speciale and they aren't fuckng around."

Sam leaned into Jax to let him know what Cucuzza meant, "Gruppo di Intervento Speciale are the special ops of special ops my guess it is only a few guys training foot soldiers, there wouldn't be enough of them to form a group all on their own."

Jax shook his head, "are you're just telling us this now, you're one of my best buyers Jimmy, we need trust."

"I'm sorry Jackson, we needed to know what was going on and we got confirmation after that woman was killed."

Alvarez had been quite the whole time but it seemed he was ready to talk, "we'll get you the guns but you need to keep us in the loop and you better tell us if this shit's going to land on your doorsteps.

Jimmy smiled, "of course. Now gentlemen, I believe you have guns to sell me."

****

Just as they were ready to head home after the meeting Jax got a call.

"What?"

Jax sighed, "that was the Riverhead distributor they need me at the bar, something about the last batch being bad."

Sam rubbed his face, "I'll go with."

Jax shook his head, "nah, you go download Ima and your sister."

"I'll go with you boss." Happy was always ready for an adventure.

"See, go home Sam, we'll deal with this."

****

Jax and Happy walked into the bar unimpressed, this was the last thing they needed. They went in the back to avoid letting everyone know what was going on but it didn't matter, voices were being raised.

"You wanna tell us what's going on, we have deal with you and you've been selling to us for the last four years and you only let us know that we need to clear out bar now?"

The man crossed his arms over his chest, "yes, and we're fixing it. Your next three orders will be free and we promise this won't happen again."

"Good because if it does we'll find someone else to buy our booze from."

The man waved his hand, "I understand completely, please go to the bar and have a drink on me you already have a friend here."

Happy shrugged and Jax followed him outside only to be greeted by your father sitting at the bar drunk.

"What a fucking surprise, why are you here?"

The man stood up, his words a mess, "I saw the label when I came to visit my kids I thought if I let them know I was a friend I get some good drink."

Jax was shaking with anger, he was finding it hard to talk, "you need to get out of town. I'm going to have my friend here call you a cab, if I see you in town again I'll make you regret it."

"Nah, I think I'm going to stay. Don't tell my kids about this yeah, I'll get right back on the wagon I just needed one drink."

To Jax's surprise, Happy spoke, "it's never just just drink with people like you, walk out of the bar and let me call you a cab or I'll going to drag you out and make sure you never come back."

"Fine, I don't want to be here anyway. Your girlfriend's a real bitch Jackson."

Jax didn't just see red, he saw black but Happy was there, ready to stop him from making a mistake.

"Go home and break the news, Sam and y/n will need you there. I'll make sure he gets out of town safe."

Jax rubbed his face, "thanks Hap."

****

You knew something was wrong when Jax walked into the house, "what?"

His eyes got wet, "I'm so sorry."

You were worried now, "Jackson, what's going on?"

He pulled you into his arms and rested his chin in your head, "we went to the Riverhead bar to speak to the owner, your father was there drunk. He saw the name when he was there after we got the delivery and thought mentioning us would get him free drinks. I am so sorry darlin."

You sighed, "it's alright, do I need to go sober him up?"

Jax shook his head, "nope, Hap's getting him out of town."

"I need to go tell Sam, not that he's not expecting it too."

"We'll go together, you doing alright?"

You nodded, "yeah, it's just been a long ass week."

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Part 65

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I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine.” - Song of Solomon 6:3

Sam chuckled, "you look like a princess."

He hugged you before you could reply, "you good little brother?"

You felt him nod, "I'm great." He pulled away and offered you his arm, "are you ready?"

You smiled and looped your arm in his, "more than anything."

You and Sam walked arm in arm to the front door where the aisle and Ima handed you your bouquet before getting into position behind the rest of your bridal party. Even if you craned your head, you couldn't see the alter or Jax.

You looked at the clock and it felt like time was slowing as the hand ticked closer to the moment the music would start and with one last shift of the hand, the music started.

Woah, my love, my darling

I've hungered for your touch

A long, lonely time

And time goes by so slowly

And time can do so much

Are you still mine?

I need your love

Godspeed your love to me

You watched everyone go, with Billy going first and Ima going last, the mix of dressed and suits filling the distance between you and Jax with colour.

Lonely rivers flow

To the sea, to the sea

To the open arms of the sea, yeah

Lonely rivers sigh

"Wait for me, wait for me"

I'll be coming home, wait for me

As Ima disappeared from view you took a deep breath and started to walk, Sam's pulling you closer as you crossed the threshold of the door.

Woah, my love, my darling

I've hungered, hungered for your touch

A long, lonely time

And time goes by so slowly

And time can do so much

You rounded the corner and Jax was standing at the top of the aisle with a smile on his face, his eyes filling with tears when he finally saw you.

Are you still mine?

Halfway up, you cast a glance at Sam, he was looking at Jax with such affection.

I need your love

Godspeed your love to me

You finally reached the end and Sam disconnected for you before looking over your face then back at Jax, "Look after her Jackson."

Before Jax could reply, Sam embraced him and hugged him so tight that Jax thought his ribs might break, "With my life brother."

Sam took his place behind Opie and you handed your bouquet to Billy and Jax linked hands, Jax looking you over as he sniffed back his tears, "You look so beautiful."

You smiled, pulled one hand back and shoved it into a pocket, "It has pockets."

Jax's laughed softly, "I knew it would."

Another moment passed before Professor Holt spoke, "Treasured friends and family, we are gathered here today to witness the joining of y/f/n and Jackson Nathaniel Teller. Are you both here of your own free will without?"

Jax clenched your hand, "Yes."

You nodded, "Without a single doubt in my mind."

Holt smiled, "Now, I'm told you've both prepared your own vows?"

You reached into your pocket and held up the ratty scrap of paper, "Yep." Holt gestured his hand for you to continue, "When Jack and I were buried alive, we each wrote a letter to someone we love in case our bodies were ever found, Jack wrote to Angela and I wrote to you."

It occurred to Jax what you had just said and he choked back tears, you loved him even back then, "Dearest Jackson, if you are reading this, I am dead," you paused, "I'm clearly not, but I'll keep going. I would first like to say that I have been lying to you because I find you quite charming, in fact, I think you have charmed your way into my heart. And while you are quick to anger, impulsive and arrogant, I don't find you insufferable at all, in fact, it is your absence that is insufferable."

Jax clenched your hands as a smile grew on his face, "And while I'm being honest, I think you are wonderful. You are good and kind and brave and when you smile at me, you give me butterflies. It feels silly to write this but sometimes I look at you and I wonder what if you're thinking about me like I'm thinking about you. I have never been one to fall prey to my feelings, but with you, it seems to be an inevitability that no matter what, no matter how many lives we've lived, we were always meant to be here."

You sniffed, "I hope we find each other in the next life, in different circumstances, because I can't see being with anyone else. If I ever get out of here, I will find a way to tell you all of this." You wiped your eyes and placed the paper back in your pocket, "I guess today is that day."

You folded the piece of paper and placed it back in your pocket, "I promise to stand by your side through everything, to share myself wholly and entirely with you, to be your best friend, your closest confidant and your biggest supporter. I swear to be kind, patient and understanding. I will be faithful and dependable. Above all else, I will love you every moment of my life."

Holt sniffed and blinked back tears, "Jackson, you may proceed."

Jax blinked away the tears and took a deep breath, "Darlin, y/n, I realised writing these vows that I don't use your name a lot, which I should because I love it and my heart skips a beat every time I hear it. Actually, everything about you makes my heart race."

He took a moment to gather himself, "I was reading one of your books one day, it was about some philosophy thing that I barely understood but the thing that stood out to me was that love is an action, not just a feeling and I don't think I really understood that until I met you. You are my everything, I have never met someone so kind and smart and wonderful and I will spend every day of my life grateful that you chose me."

Jax ran his thumb over the back of your hand, "I promise to listen to you, be faithfully by your side through life's up and downs, to protect and support you, cherish every moment with you and most of all, love you until my last breath."

There was a moment and Opie leaned in, "And what else?"

Everyone knew what was coming as you took a deep breath to ready yourself and a grin came over Jax's face, "And treat you as good as my leather, and ride you as much as my Harley."

Holt shook his head softly, "now before the lovely couple exchanged rings, I must ask, does anyone have any objections to their union?" There was quiet, "Good, we don't have the time to cover up a murder. With that legality over, you can exchange rings now."

Jax turned to Opie who already had them out and took them with a slight shake to his hand. He passed his to you and took your hand, "Do you Jackson Teller take y/f/n to be your wife?"

Jax smiled, "I do." He slid the simple gold band down your ring finger as he tried his best to keep his eyes free of tears.

Holt turned to you, "And do you, y/f/n take Jackson Teller to be your husband?"

You nodded, "Yes, I do, with all my heart." Your fingers brushed NS of his chunky SONS ring as you slid the gold metal down his finger.

Holt barely held back his grin, "By the power vested in me by the state of California, I now pronounce you married. You may kiss the bride."

Jax swept you up in a kiss as the crowd erupted in cheers as you wrapped your arms around him and the world faded away. He pulled away with a grin plastered on his face, "I love you y/n."

You returned his smile, "I love you too Jackson."

Gemma smiled at Abel and he ran over, Jax lifting him into his arms, "Daddy?"

Jax smiled and straightened his tiny matching blue flannel, "Yes Abel?"

"Is mummy a princess?" He said it with such earnestness.

Jax chuckled, "No little man, mummy's not a princess but she does look over pretty, doesn't she?"

Abel nodded and reached out to touch the flowers on your dress, "Yes daddy."

You sighed, "While you've got him, we all need to go take photos."

The smile never left Jax's face, "Photos it is then, I'm so happy you're my wife."

You reached up and stroked his cheek, "Likewise husband."

****

Angela sighed, "Sam, I know you love her little dress but there are enough photos of Addie looking at the flowers."

Sam handed her to Ima, "Alright, I just want to make the most of it, she's not going to be little forever."

You shook your head, "There's plenty of time for photos before she's where I am if that's what she wants."

Sam's eyes went wide and Ima chuckled, "You gotta stop talking about Addie growing up, it's ruining his blood pressure."

You looked at Jax, who shook his head with a smile, "Sorry, I think my wife just likes to torment her brother."

You pecked his cheek and turned to Ima, "My husband is right."

****

As the sunset, everyone headed back to the party while the smell of food wafted through the air. When everyone walked past the small grove of trees and into the clearing, it was like a different place, the U shaped table had been arranged with the speech podium at the top and all the food in metal trays dotted everywhere for people to serve themselves when the time came.

Juice made a beeline for you as you went up to check how everything turned out with a slight smile on his face, "I have something to show you."

You waved your hand, "Lead the way, Juicy." He took you to one of the food tables, it must have been the bread one because you could clearly see the baskets hidden under the plain linen cloths.

"I know you and Jax said you didn't want anything and that us helping was all we needed to do but I wanted to do a little extra." He pulled back the covers and revealed what he was talking about. Not only were there large loaves for the guest but there was a mini loaf for every person and each loaf, no matter how small, was covered in painted flowers, "Those are the flowers in the bouquets. Did you do this?"

Juice nodded, "Yeah, Hap helped."

You wrapped your arms around him and he returned the hug, "Thank you Juan, that was such a thoughtful thing to do, it must have taken you hours." You waved Jax over, his arm looping around your waist as he reached you, "Look what Juice did."

Jax smiled, "Very impressive man. Thank you."

Juice hurried off to get ready with Penelope, looking very proud of himself and Jax sighed, "I had a look at the food, it all looks amazing."

You nodded, "Smells amazing too and people are circling."

Jax chuckled, "Of course they are, it's all your recipes. You ready for speeches?"

You blinked, "No, considering we have to warn people to remove their children and leave if they're sensitive for the ones slightly later but I'm still ready to hear what people think of us." No one was going to say things bad, there were just some things that no one wanted to have to explain to their kids while they stuffed themselves with mac and cheese.

Jax huffed, "I wonder what Happy's going to say? He never says anything unless it's about Eva."

You shrugged, "No idea but he won the draw for a sole speech, I'm more worried that Billy is going to use this as a chance to embarrass me for all the times I told him he had a pancake butt."

Jax shook his head, "Sometimes I think you're only with me because of my ass."

You pecked him, "Sometimes I think that too."

Jax pulled you into his arms and kissed you hard then pulled back with a smile, "Hey, if it means I get to spend my days with you I'll take it."

****

Juice tapping the mic pulled you away from your conversation with Jax and your plate of food, "Hello, distinguished guests, the bride has asked that everyone be warned if a speech might be a bit much for little ears so if you hear this sound," Juice pressed a button and a chime went off, "It's time to head to the flower patch and enjoy and quiet time. We also have a buzzer in case there's swearing."

He turned to Sam, who hopped up from his seat and walked over to the podium. You could see his chest expand as he took a deep breath while Juice stepped down. Sam cleared his throat and tapped his cards before speaking, his voice catching with emotion, "Y/n and I have always been close, she's been there my whole life. One of my first memories was y/n insisting she holds my hand as we walked down the street, just to be safe."

He sighed, "We always managed to end up together. One of the hardest times of my life was when I had just joined the Corp because I went from basic to Iraq to Afghanistan and y/n was God knows where but then I got a call in Afghanistan that she was embedding with my sister unit and this homesickness I felt for years was gone. It took a month before she punched a CO in the face after he put my team in danger, this set a precedent because, by the time we all left, she had punched five other COs, kicked one in the testicles and reduced another two others tears after verbal lashings."

The crowd let out a chuckle, "I expected the same when she came to Charming, I mean, there was no way she was going to put up with any beep," Sam held back a chuckle at the censorship, "So I was over the moon when she finally settled after I got my patch. Because truth be told, I knew she'd either think Jax was wonderful or end up beating the beep out of him."

You put a hand over your face to hide your embarrassment as Sam continued, "And if I'm still being honest, I'm overjoyed that it happened the way it did. My sister has not just been my rock, but a rock for everyone around her, y/n has always been the one to turn to in a crisis, she's always had a plan and a way out of the mess and all I've ever wanted for her, other than her in the White House, is someone who loves her. I know without a doubt that she's found that in Jax."

He wiped a tear from his face, "I cannot express how happy I am that Jackson and my sister have ended up together, Jackson is a good man and I know he's going to be a good husband because he was a good partner and next to my own wedding and getting to hold my daughter for the first time, walking my only sister down the aisle was the happiest moment of my life."

He turned to you and Jax, "I love you both and I know you're going to have a long and happy life together. Now, I'm going to stop talking before I start crying like a baby." Sam walked over to the table and hugged you before hugging Jax and going to sit back down with Ima and Addie.

Penelope stepped up to the podium this time, "Opie has some words next."

Opie gave a big smile before starting, "Jax is my best friend, has been since we were kids. As much as our gender doesn't like to admit it, we talk about finding someone, too, even as kids. There was a moment in the Clubhouse, where y/n told Jax that he was all mouth and no balls, later that day, Jax told me that he knew he was going to marry her."

You turned to Jax who smirked at you, "Jax had never had a woman speak to him like that, let alone in front of everyone at his Clubhouse. I think he was pretty pissed about it to start with, he called her rude and I don't think I've ever heard Jax use that word seriously but he was. Well, that devolved into him asking me if he thought y/n was genuine about the all mouth and no balls comment. Then Jax said that it was kinda hot, because women are usually all over him. Then he got this look on his face and he turned to me and said, and I quote, I'm going to marry that women one day."

Opie chuckled, "I guess this is the day," he turned from the crowd to face you and Jax, "You both made a really good choice when you chose each other and I'm really happy for you guys. It's plain to see how happy you make each other and you've made each other better, best of all we can see how much you love each other, and knowing that my best friend has someone who loves him like y/n does makes me really happy."

Jax pulled you close as Opie stepped down and walked over to you, his long arms wrapping you in a hug, "That was a really nice speech Ope."

Opie smiled, "I was just being honest."

The chime went off and your attention went back to the podium and Billy stepped closer as Juice made the announcement, "Well friends, that's your sign to take the little ones somewhere else."

Once they had cleared away, Billy took the mic with a quick tap, "Y/n is one of my best friends, she's dependable, smart, she's great with a gun and she's overall, a pretty cool person. When we were in the middle of it and things were really bad, she would let out these bizarre facts, it's safe to say I know a lot of shit that I never needed to and the worse the situation, the stranger the fact."

He sighed, "She also always had a plan and when she said, 'don't worry I have a plan' it was time to worry, it always ended well but it was the way she said it. I'll be honest, it was strange having a woman around at first but she somehow managed to fit in, probably because she said what everyone was thinking. We had an actor embedded with us for a while, this guy was a total dick and convinced that he'd have y/n wrapped around his finger by the time he left."

He paused to compose himself to keep going, "One thing you have to come to terms with when you're living so close to people for so long is that nudity becomes commonplace. Being naked around y/n often led to a lecture because if she saw a tan line, you'd get sunscreen lobed at your head and told all about how damaging a tan could be, I tell you, she can throw a bottle on sunscreen so hard and fast that no one could dodge it."

Billy shook his head at the memory, "But back to the story, this guy thought he'd go naked to fit in and to try and seduce y/n. So he walks out of the shower room while y/n was explaining something about the body she had just looked at and walks by her. She looks she up and down, shoots him this deeply unimpressed look then goes right back to her conversation. This poor man went red from head to toe and spent the rest of his time avoiding her. Our dorm was me, her and Frank and that night she walked in, flopped on the bed, buried her face in the pillow and just started laughing, I mean full blown crying laughing. She pulled herself together, looked up from her pillow and just shook her head."

Billy held back his laugh, "Watching y/n fall in love with Jax was even better than that. She talked about him like she didn't like him, all the while complimenting him, anyone could see what was happening, even if she didn't want to admit it. There was this moment where she was smiling at her phone like an idiot when I asked her why, she held up her phone. Jax had sent her a photo of a goat he had seen on a run. I knew then, y/n did too."

Billy smiled, "I couldn't be more happy for her, for Jax too and I love both of you."

Like the others, hugs followed Billy stepping down as Juice welcomed Happy up, he was more succinct than everyone else, "Jax was sixteen when we first met, he was young and reckless and all we wanted was a Harley and a kutte. Now he has a wife, a pretty cool wife at that. Love is great and you have the rest of your lives to love each other."

There was a round of applause and Happy walked over to you and Jax, "I mean it man, I happy for you."

Jax chuckled and hugged him, "Thanks Hap."

The chime sounded again and everyone returned before Juice tapped the mic, "With all the wonderful speeches over, it's time for everyone to enjoy the party. The food will stay till it's gone and the bride and groom have provided takeaway containers for everything that's left but it's first come, first serve once the party is over. Until then, eat, drink and dance until your heart's content."

****

Travis slid in next to you and Jax with a strange smile on his face, "What is it man? This is my wedding and you look like you're about to ask me for something."

Travis smiled at your remark and turned to Jax, "We've figured out what y/n dowry is."

Jax blinked, "I'm lost."

You placed a hand on his knee, "A dowry is something one side of a wedding pays to another, it's usually the bride's family, but if the bride has more status, then it's the groom."

Jax shook his head, "I knew that but I still don't know what he means."

Travis grinned and pointed to the table where Juice and your friends were sitting, "Oh Jackson, I told you a million times it was a mistake sitting Juice with my guys."

Travis nodded, "Yeah, we're giving you y/n so we want Juice. Billy and Frank and giving him the hard sell on an IT job with us. He can still do whatever he needs to for the Club and CaraCara but we want him at least half the week."

Jax shook his head, "And they sent you because?"

Travis put a hand on his shoulder, "Because I'm your favourite out of the group on account of the fact that I see you almost every day. We figured it would be better coming from me."

Jax sighed, "How does Juice feel about it?" You could tell by his tone he was happy for Juice.

"He's interested as long as nothing changes with the Club, hell, he can even work from the Clubhouse." Travis knew Jax was already sold.

Jax waved his hand, "Why not, weddings are about the joining of tribes, aren't they y/n." His look told you he knew you were in on it.

You nodded, "Yes my love, they are."

****

Jax sighed as he heard more people walk over to him, but he was relieved to see it was Aden standing with another man. You smiled as you saw them and made introductions, "Jackson, this is Baldur, he's Aden's husband."

After everything you had told him about Baldur, the hug didn't take Jax by surprise, "It's so good to finally meet you Jackson, Aden has told me so much about you."

Jax returned the hug with a smile, "It's good to meet you too, y/n speaks very highly of you."

Aden smiled, "Of course she does. She's the one that set us up."

Jax huffed, "Yes, that's a habit of hers."

****

"One night away for the station isn't going to plunge Charming into chaos, plus, I knew you'd be in charge of the cooking so…" David stopped mid conversation and pointed behind you and Jax.

Jax smiled and extended his hand, "Captain Hughes, I'm glad you could make it."

Captain Hughes took his hand and returned Jax's smile, "I wouldn't miss it for the world. When you have a moment, Jackson, can I speak to you alone please?"

Jax looked at you and you shrugged, "I don't see why not."

David waved his hand, "Go man, I'll be here when you get back."

Jax and Hughes walked out of earshot but not far enough away that you could see what was going on, "Y/n is very happy you came sir."

Hughes gave Jax a tight smile, "Please call me James. I know it's a night to be happy and I'm not going to ruin that. I know how much you love her, I can see that as clear as day. I am happy she met you and I'm even happier you are with each other. Want I wanted to do was ask you if you and y/n would like to come over for dinner one night during your honeymoon. We have a home about twenty minutes away from where you are staying and it is a tradition. Danny and his wife did it, so did Frank and Maria and Aden and Baldur."

Jax thought for a moment, "Why not ask y/n?"

James smiled, "Because I want it to be a surprise. We have made amends, however I don't think she thinks we've reached this point. My wife would love to meet you and I would like to get to know you better."

Jax nodded, "Of course, we would love to."

****

The music picked up just as the food was almost gone and you could hear the moaning from the crowd that there would be nothing to take home. Although, you and Jax didn't have much time to eat between dancing and talking with guests.

Marcus had just finished passing on his congratulations when you managed to pull Jax away for a moment, "I have a wedding gift for you."

Jax raised his eyebrows, "Better than the one you already gave me?"

You nodded, "I don't know, that's up to you." You led him behind the house and waved at the Anvil employee as he let you inside, then walked hand in hand with Jax to the garage.

Jax stepped closer to you and ran a hand down your arm, "Have I told you how beautiful you look?"

You giggled, "You did. Now for your gift." You walked over to the large lump hidden under the tarp and waved your hand, "well, pull it back."

Jax walked over and yanked the tarp back and his eyes went wide, "Is this what I think it is?"

You nodded, "Not only is this a 1991 Dyna but it's the fourth one off the line. It needs a lot of work but…."

Jax stopped you with a kiss, "How did you find this?"

He sounded so happy, "I was going to go all out and get a 1950 Knuclehead but I know how much you love your Dyna so I just went with the fanciest one I could find."

Jax blinked away tears, "I love you so much."

You wiped your cheek with your thumb, "I love you too Jax. So does this beat the photos?"

Jax was still looking at the bike, "Yes. No, can you wear that outfit, those little army green shorts and that skin tight T-shirt with intelligence written on the back in big black letters while I work on it?"

You sighed, "You mean that ratty PT gear I wear when I garden, which is the exactly same uniform that you've seen me in a million times?"

Jax nodded, "Yeah, every time I see you wearing it I want to rip if off you and bend you over the closest surface."

You shook your head, "Of course, but fucking isn't going to get the bike fixed."

Jax chuckled, "You're my wife now, I'll make time for both." He pulled you into his arms with a kiss and smiled, "We better head back outside, I want to dance with you before I take you upstairs and make our marriage official."

You smiled, took his hand and walked him towards the door, "I love the sound of that."

Sam walked over with Audrey in his arms and a smile on his face, "You like your wedding gift?

Jax nodded and reached out so Addie could hold on to his finger, "I did."

Sam smiled, "I knew you would, I've never seen her research so hard and that's saying something." Addie babbled and Sam sighed, "I better go feed her before she starts crying."

You shook your head, "She has you wrapped around her little finger."

Sam huffed, "Yep." His eyes shifted to Ima, dancing the night away with Lyla and Kozik, "Life is good."

You smiled, "Yes it is."

The walk to the makeshift dance floor was only a few steps and the song changed over as Jax took you in his arms, "What's this song, it's nice."

You shrugged, "Not sure, it sounds like Tom Waits on the piano. I'm sure someone in our wedding party picked it."

You nuzzled closer into Jax's chest and he buried his face in your neck, "I love you."

You craned your head and kissed him, "I love you too Jackson."

****

"Mummy, mummy." Despite Abel running up to you, his red eyes and his yawning let you know he was ready to fall asleep.

You paused your dance with Billy and Frank and bent down to talk to him, "Yes sweetie?"

He rubbed his face, "Grandma and Uncle Nero say that it's bedtime."

You heard Frank snicker behind you, "Do you want to go to bed?"

Abel nodded, "I'm tired."

You sighed, "Ok, do you want me and daddy to come up and read you a story?"

He shook his head, "No thank you, Uncle Nero is going to read me a story."

You smiled, "Alright then let's go sad good night to daddy then."

You took his hand and walked him over to Jax, "My beloved husband, Abel wants to say good night."

Jax lifted Abel onto his lap and ruffled his hair, "You don't want us to read you a story?"

You chuckled, "Uncle Nero is going to do it."

Jax sighed, "That's nice of him, did you say thank you?" Abel nodded, "Ok then little man. Good night."

Abel hugged his father, "Good night daddy."

Abel hopped off Jax's lap and hurried off with Gemma and Nero and you brushed Jax's cheek with your thumb, "I'm thinking we head up ourselves, I want to be well rested for the drive to the lake house."

Tig smiled, "Don't worry, we'll get read of everyone. You say your goodbyes and head up."

Jax sighed, "Thank you Tig."

By the tone in Jax's voice, you knew what he was thinking, "Everyone knows what's about to happen, no need to gloat about it."

Jax chuckled, "I didn't say anything."

You shook your head, "Sure Teller." You extended your hands and Jax took them, standing up with a smirk on his face, "You better be on your best behaviour. I want to end the night with classy." Tig snorted and you glared at him, "Don't be a perv."

Bobby raised a hand, "Don't fuss over everyone too much. We'll tell them to get the food that's left and send them packing. And you don't need to worry at all about cleaning up, by the time you leave in the morning, it will be like no one was here."

You smiled, "Thank you Bobby."

****

You were grateful people didn't long as you wished them well and thanked them for coming. Before long, you were taking the mic for the last goodbye, "Well friends, it's time we all say goodbye. Don't forget your wedding favour and food on the way out. Jax and I are so happy you all came and hope you enjoyed your night. Abel and Audrey are fast asleep upstairs, so we ask that you don't linger and those of you with bikes don't make too much noise. Thank you again for coming, it means the world to us."

There was a soft round of applause and people started moving towards the main tables as Jax looped his arms around your waist and whispered in your ear, "Have I told you that you looked pretty today?"

You nodded, "Yes, you have, a million times."

Jax chuckled, "Yep, and you'll hear it a million more."

You both kicked off your shoes as you went inside and Jax moved to hang his kutte on its hook but you held up a hand, "Leave it on?"

Jax smirked, "Anything for you wife."

You took his hand and walked up the stairs to the bedroom. The second the door shut, Jax was pressing his lips to yours in a soft kiss as his hands held your face. You pulled away and kissed his neck while Jax undid your hair and then you slid to your knees in front of him. Jax's brain caught up with him and he looked down at you with worry, "What about your dress?"

You undid his belt and slid it through the loops, "What, you don't think I reinforced the seams?"

Jax inhaled, "Shit darlin, you're going to kill me."

You undid his fly and pulled his pants and his boxers down in one go before stroking his cock to full hardness while Jax's head slowly fell backwards. His hand moved from needing his fingers on your scalp to your cheek so his thumb could brush your skin, "What is it my love?"

Jax chuckled, "Nothing, I love you."

You smiled, "I love you too." You kissed down his happy trail and wiggled his clothes further down his legs so you could touch more of him and Jax's fingers moved back to your scalp as you kissed a line down his cock from base to tip.

Jax sucked in a breath as you slowly slid your mouth over the tip. Jax didn't know what to do with the vision of you on your knees in your wedding dress, so he closed his eyes and enjoyed the sensations as you slid your mouth down his cock. You took his down as fast as you could while his moans filled the air and one of Jax's hands shifted to your cheek in a tender stoke.

Far too soon, he was pulling you off his and up on your feet, "Hey, what gives Teller?"

He chuckled, "It's our wedding night, I'd feel bad."

You shook your head, "We go more than one round all the time, so why not let me finish?"

Jax sighed, "Because I want to return the favour darlin and then I want to fuck you and we have to leave for our honeymoon tomorrow."

You smiled, "Look at you, planning ahead." Jax didn't respond, instead, his fingers brushed the neckline of your dress, "You want it off or…"

Jax smirked, "Nah darlin, leave it on."

He leaned in and kissed you as he walked slowly towards the bed until your knees hit the edge. You went backwards and Jax went with you, pushing up your dress as he moved down your body, "Please don't suffocate under there, there's a lot of tulle."

Jax chuckled as he disappeared under your skirt, "I think I'll be fine."

You felt his lips move from your knee up your thigh before switching to the other leg and repeating the journey. He paused just as he reached your core, then his head your coming out from under the skirt, "Darlin?"

You smiled, "Yes Jackson."

He looked almost embarrassed, "You're underwear is very fancy."

You nodded, "Yes it is."

He pressed his lips to your exposed knee, "Well then we have a dilemma."

You did your best not to laugh, "And what is that dead husband."

He pulled further away, "Well dear wife, if you make me wait any longer, I'm going to rip it off you but I want to see it on you, that's the dilemma."

You sighed, "Then you're going to have to take off my dress."

He bit his lower lip, "Ok then, but one day soon you're going to put it on for me with nothing underneath so I enjoy myself."

You nodded, "Of course my love." Jax stood up and you followed before you spun around so your back was towards him.

Jax's lips brushed your crow as his fingers worried the ties of the corset, "Do I just unlace it?"

You nodded, "Yep, once it's loose I can step out of it."

Jax went slowly, his fingers stroking your skin as it was exposed and before long he was pulling the dress off you. Jax spun you around and raked his up and down your body, "It matches your dress."

You reached out and ran a finger down his arm, "Sort of, the flowers are much smaller and there's less of them but yes, it's meant to match."

Jax grinned, "Great, how do I get it off you?"

You took his hand and moved it to the clips of the garter belt and Jax snapped it free before you spun around and he released the claps of the corseted bra. He slid the straps off your shoulder and you dropped the bra to the floor before you spun around, "I think you can do it from here."

Jax nodded, "Yeah, I can." The gaters went first in a slow slide as he dropped down to his knees to remove them, then he kissed his way up your legs before pulling your panties off. Jax chuckled as his lips landed on the dome of your shoulder, "I just realised I didn't get a good look at your shoes."

You shook your head, "They were the strappy ones with the little heal I wore to the Anvil party a few weeks ago."

Jax smiled and kissed your neck, "Oh, I liked those shoes."

You turned your head and captured him in a kiss, "You like everything I own."

Jax's response was to walk back towards the bed, repeating the same action as your knees gave way when they hit the edge. You scooted upwards and rested on the pillows as Jax hovered over you and smiled softly, "You're my wife."

You returned his smile," Yes and you're my husband."

Jax rubbed your nose with his and you placed your hands on his chest, "Jackson?"

Jax's lips moved to your neck and his beard scraped your skin, "Yes y/n?"

You did your best to hold back a giggle, "You're overdressed."

Jax chuckled and pulled back as you sat up to follow him. You pushed his kutte off his shoulders and he hopped up to place it over a chair before returning so you could unbutton his flannel. His singlet went after that, then his pants and his boxers sans his SAMCRO belt. His cock was still hard and leaking and he groaned as the constriction of his jeans lifted, "Oh my love, that must have been uncomfortable."

He shook his head, "It will all be worth it."

You laid back down and as your head hit the pillows, Jax made his way down your body, stopping to kiss your breasts on his way down." His hands ran up your legs as he lifted them over his shoulders then he was diving in like a man dying of hunger. You wove your hands into his hair and Jax groaned as you tugged on the strands and pushed him closer.

Jax was clearly in the mood to savour, his lips pressing to your flesh gently between slow, barely there licks. You took in a shuddering breath as his lips closed around your clit and Jax groaned before doubling down. His hand stroked your thigh and you reached down to grab it, Jax's fingers grasping yours as the other hand shifted to pull your leg open more.

"Jax, Jax. Please, I need you inside me." Jax might have been in the mood to savour but you weren't.

Jax's head popped up, his hand never leaving yours, "Are you sure darlin?"

You nodded, "Please, I can't wait any longer."

Jax chuckled and wiped you off his face before kissing his way up your body, "Like I said, anything for my wife." You threw your legs over his hips as he settled between your legs, his lips falling against yours, "I mean that y/n, I would do anything you ask me too."

You choked back the emotion brewing in your chest, "I know Jackson, I know. I love you so much."

Jax's head fell against your shoulder as he grabbed his cocked and slid it up and down your slit, "Please Jax."

He chuckled, "How can I say no to you." His breath hitched as your warmth surrounded him and you wrapped your arms around him and buried your head in the crock on his neck as his hips started to rock.

Jax shifted onto one arm and slid his hand down your body to rub your clit before his lips found yours in an adoring kiss and you rocked your hips in time with his so his cock brushed your G-spot.

Jax all but whimpered as you tightened your legs around him and sunk your teeth into that ever present bruise on his shoulder as you got closer to the edge. His hips picked up speed as you came around him and Jax paused to compose himself, "Are you alright my love?"

Jax nibbled your neck and nodded, "I'm alright darlin, I just want to take my time."

You ran your fingers through his hair and rocked your hips, "We have all the time in the world." Jax seemed to take that because he was picking up where he left off with a kiss on your cheek and you were right back at the edge as Jax hit his stride.

Jax's forehead fell on yours as your orgasm took him with you and then he was wrapping your up in his arms and resting his chest on yours as he caught his breath. You ran your hands up and down his back as Jax pushed himself up on his elbows to stroke your face, "I love you y/n."

You pressed your lips to his, "I love you too Jackson."

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 62

Part 61 Snippet 6 - The Lesson II

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Contains: Fluff, smut (oral sex M receiving), angst, violence, and more fluff.

8.5K words (this is the last plot heavy chapter so it's super long)

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“The fascination of shooting as a sport depends almost wholly on whether you are at the right or wrong end of the gun.” ― P.G. Wodehouse,

Everyone was up before the sun rose to prepare Disoa for her grand opening, but most of you wanted to stay in bed with Jax. His calloused hand was brushing your leg from your knee to your thigh and he was going over his plans for the day in that soft, half asleep gravel voice that made you think of how he sounded when he moaned in your ear while he was inside you.

His chest was pressed to your back as he whispered into your ear, "I know we'll be there all day so I'm hoping we can get back home before dinner, I don't really want to be there when the sun goes down."

You nodded, "ok my love, whatever you want."

Jax chuckled, "whatever I want?" His hand moved from the outside of your thigh to your inner thigh as you bent your knee to make room for his hand, "I want to hear you beg again."

You sighed, that did sound nice, "sadly my love, we don't have the time for that. The balloon arches aren't going to blow themselves up."

Jax groaned and gave your leg a gentle squeeze, "there's a joke in there somewhere." He pressed his lips to your crow and rolled away, extending his hand to help you up, "we've got a long day darlin, we better have a good breakfast."

Everyone was at Disoa on time, albeit a little tired and cranky, "how long is this going to take?"

You raised your eyebrows at Bobby's tone and he shrunk back, "right, we're here to help not complain."

You nodded, "yes, maybe you can get a taste of what the ladies have to go through every time you want a party." You turned to Jax, "my love, use those leadership skills and delegate, Venus and I have balloons to inflate."

You walked off with Venus and Jax took a deep breath, "alright then, Juice and Bobby, head to the kitchen and start making the bread and finger food. Ope and Hap, start hanging the decoration, the rest of you are with me getting all the furniture ready."

Sam smiled, "sounds good man, I'll take the tables."

They all walked off and Jax swaggered inside, bending down to whisper in your ear as you set up the metal frame, "I'm going to get what I want darlin, we both know it."

He pressed his lips to your jaw and walked off and Venus smiled, "what was that about?"

You smiled, "his ego, don't worry I have a plan."

****

It was almost done, the balloons were up, the food would be ready when people arrived and you wanted to sleep for a week, "hey y/n can you come and look at this?"

Happy called you to look at menus he had just finished folding and you looked up from the calling cards you were organising, "I'm not your boss Hap, Jax is."

"Ok." He raised his voice, "Jax, can you come and look at this?"

Jax's hand brushed your skin you as he walked by, a gesture he had repeated a million times that day, "what is it Hap?"

Happy held up the menus with a smile, "this good?"

Jax looked at you then turned back to his friend, "would you be happy with that if it was at a T-M party?"

Happy nodded and Jax smiled, "then yes, it's good. Good work man."

You yawned, and Jax stopped in his tracks and walked over to you before placing his hand on your cheek, "we've got forty minutes before we open the door, you wanna head into one of the rooms for a nap?"

You shook your head, "I can't, there's still so much to do."

Jax looked around, "Tiggy, get off your ass and come and do this." Tig was up in a flash, and Jax turned to Ima, "I'm sure you can show Tig what to do?"

Ima blinked, "yeah, it's not brain surgery."

Jax smiled and placed his hand on your back, "thank you Ima."

Jax led you to one of the couches and sat you down, "you doing ok?"

You nodded, "yeah, I'm just tired. Being up before dawn is never fun."

He smiled softly and sat next to you, brushing the back of his finger over your cheek, "no one's going to judge you for taking a break, you've been working since before sun up."

You shook your head, "I don't want to nap in the backroom of a brothel Jax."

You closed your eyes and the brushing of his hand lulled you to sleep, "I'll stay with you, they can't handle themselves for half an hour then they're doom." You went to protest but Jax didn't let you, "nope, you're having a nap then I'm going to sneak you some food and you can get right back to what you were doing."

You sighed and opened your eyes, "fine, twenty minutes and then a sandwich. Don't think this is a win Teller, you can't charm away my unshakeable work ethic."

Jax chuckled and his arm around you as you stood up, "I wouldn't dream of it darlin."

You walked to one of the back rooms and Jax locked the door behind you, lying down and opening his arms for you to climb into them. You did so without protest, resting your head on his chest as he held you in his arms.

"Was that so hard?"

You shook your head and pressed further into his side, "no. Tell me about your plans for T-M?"

Jax smiled, "sure darlin." He shifted on the bed and brushed your hair out of your face, speaking softly until your breathing evened out. He kept talking but pulled out his phone in case they still needed help outside but he only got one text from Sam.

"Thanks"

****

You were awoken by Jax squeezing your upper arm gently, "was that twenty minutes?"

Jax smiled, "twenty five, you just looked so peaceful and I wanted to hold you for a little longer."

You sighed, "I'm immune to your charms Teller but I can't be mad at you when you talk like that."

He pressed his lips to yours, a slight smirk on his face, "come on, let's get some food in you so you can get ready for opening." Jax pressed his lips to your forehead before pulling you up and walking you out the door and to the kitchen.

Jax waved towards a stool and you sat down as he walked up the food line up, "what can I get you darlin? There's a lot here, how about a tuna melt?"

You smiled, "you know me so well." Jax washed his hands, collected a plate then found the nicest looking sandwich and served it to you with a smile.

"There you go."

You shook your head and sighed, "you're too sweet for me. Are you going to have anything my love?"

He thought for a moment, "sure, I can't think of anything better than having lunch with my girl."

He got himself something and sat next to you, "so what happens after the doors open?"

You scootered closer and Jax's free hand found your thigh, "we welcome them in, we explain the rules and people have fun. Pope, Marks and the Mayans will be here to show support and then we go home before the sun sets so we miss the sin cave that I imagine this place will turn into once the daylight fades."

Jax chuckled, "I'm sure it will be all legal and above board. What about everyone here who isn't an escort?"

You wanted to laugh, "we have shirts, everyone will be told when they enter that asking for a date from anyone wearing them will lead to being tossed out."

Jax smirked, "good, because I don't want to shoot one of our clients."

You rolled your eyes and lifted your empty plate, "which reminds me, I need to get changed and then we need help get the food ready and go outside."

Jax sighed, "alright, but I mean it, if anyone comes up to you, I'm going to shoot them."

You shook your head, "you better not, we worked over hard on those decorations and I don't want them covered in brain matter."

****

You met everyone outside right before it opened, your plain black shirt earning a smile for Jax, "I told you there was no way it was going to bring me attention, it's so unsexy."

Jax shook his head, "You could be sexy in a potato sack, I'm smiling because you're amazing."

You shook your head, "Keep laying it on thick Teller, you won't get what you want."

Jax smirked, "We both know that's not true, you've begged before."

You went to reply but men started to get out of their cars and you had to put on a show. As people began to stand around, Nero stepped towards the door with a smile, "Welcome to the grand opening of Diosa Norte, we have all the food and alcohol and man could want. The ladies in the black shirts are our staff, friends and business partners so they will not be available for dates."

Jax's arm wrapped around you protectively, "The women with CaraCara logos on their shirts are also not up for dates, however, they'll will be here to talk to you about some options for personalised videos with their staff if you have something special in mind."

He reached for the door and waved his hand, "well then Gentlemen, enjoy our new location."

The door opened and everyone walked through, the prospective client being greeted by women with their hands full of trays of food and drink. Jax smiled and looped his arm around your shoulder, "wow, with a full house it looks amazing, you should be proud."

You pressed a kiss to his cheek, "I am, it was a lot of hard work."

You picked a quiet corner of the room the wait for Pope and the Mayans. It didn't take long for the other Sons are their partners, to follow. There was a moment when they took Eva in, Tig's smile growing as he extended his hand, "I'm guessing your Eva, Hap talks a lot about you."

She smiled and accepted his hand, "I am. I'm so happy to finally be meeting all you, Happy speaks highly of his brothers."

Jax looked over your face and tapped your shoulder, leaning in to whisper in your ear, "if you keep smiling so wide you're going to pull a muscle."

You knocked your knee into him, "hey, I picked well."

Jax chuckled, "yes you did."

He turned back to the group as she sat in Happy's lap, "well Eva, we're just happy to finally get to know you."

She smiled, "I'm happy to share. In fact, now that I'm getting Hap's crow I think it's very important that I get to know each and every one of you, Happy cares for you all deeply and that's reason enough."

It was hard to miss the look in Happy's eyes, the man was head over heal in love. Juice chuckled, "hey, we want to get to know you first, Hap hasn't shut up since y/n set you too up."

You gasped in mock offence, "I did no such thing."

Jax raised his eyebrow, "really darlin?"

You continued the pretence, "I had a extra ticket to that conference and I knew Happy would like it, what happened after he walked in those doors was up to fate."

Eva shook her head, "no one believes that for one minute." She turned back to Juice, "I'm a vet at an animal shelter in Oakland, and of course in my spare time, I'm a dominatrix but that doesn't matter to Happy so it shouldn't matter to any of you."

Juice shook his head, "we don't care, we've never heard Hap talk so much about someone."

She reached her hand out and placed it on Juice's shoulder, "you must be Juice, you are as kind as Happy says you are."

It was Chibs' turn to smile, "well lass, like Juicy said, tell us about yourself?"

****

The conversation went on and the rest of Diosa faded away. You kept your eyes on the clock as you waited patiently, twenty minutes before Pope and the Mayans arrived, you put your plan into action.

"Jackson my love, can I steal you for a while before out friends arrive?"

He placed his beer down with a smile, "of course darlin, shall we head to one of the back rooms? It's a little loud out here?"

You nodded, "yes please." You got up and Jax followed you, you kept it professional, making sure it didn't look like you were taking him somewhere to "service" him. You closed and locked the door and Jax sat on the comfy chair while you sat on the armrest, "you got a plan?"

You nodded and stood up, leading him over to the window as you parted the blinds so he could look out, "you want to keep this business in the Club right, you don't want this guys putting their hands in the pot?"

He watched all the people milling around, "yeah, I don't think it's a good idea to mix streams."

You smiled, "I'm glad we're on the same page, you need to make sure they are too."

He nodded, "I know, I'm going to make it clear to them that this is our thing, it's too dirty for Pope and the Mayans are busy with the drugs so they have no reason to want it."

You took your hand away and the blinds closed, "still, you need to let them know that this is a Sons business, even if you do it nicely."

His lips curled slightly, "you didn't bring me in here to talk strategy, did you?"

You shook your head, "no." You pressed your lips to his and Jax's hand looped around your waist to pull you closer, before he could take over, you pushed him away for you with a smile and slowly sunk to your knees, brushing your hands down his sides as you went.

Your knees finally touch the ground and you were grateful you took Nero the go for the extra thick rugs. Jax's hand found your face and your fingers found his belt, "we're doing this here?" There was a hint of something in his voice, but his face told you all you needed to know.

"As far as everyone else is concerned, we're just talking." You run your fingers over his covered cock then gripped his jeans and boxers and pulled them down in one go, his cock already half hard and asking to be touched.

Jax raised an eyebrow, "this isn't going to get you out of anything, you'll be begging me eventually." You didn't respond, rather, you took his cock in one hand and licked him from base to tip.

Jax's head fell back as you sucked him into your mouth, his hand brushing your cheek gently. You pulled back and kissed his skin softly, Jax groaning as your hand stroked him. Before he could get used to that, you were taking him in your mouth again and rolling his balls with you free hand, "fuck."

You moaned and the vibration travel up his body and his hips bucked into your mouth so you did it again, "you're killing me here darlin."

Normally you would pull back and tell him he would die happy but you had places to be and now wasn't the time to tease. You swallowed him down as far as he could go and placed your hand firmly on his hip, signalling him to enjoy himself.

His hand was still gentle on your cheek as he grew closer to the edge, and other than some soft grunts, he was quiet. You moaned one last time and there was a rapid tap on your cheek before you felt him twitch. You swallowed, then pulled away, tucking him back into his pants before standing up and wiping your face with the back of your hand, "you good?"

He sighed and fixed himself up, hoping that everyone would be none the wiser, "I'm good darlin, are you?"

You smiled, "I'm great, I got what I wanted."

He huffed, "really, because I'm sure you feel left out?"

You shook your head, "our friends will be here soon and remember, we were only talking."

You brought him into a kiss, Jax's hand more aggressive as they squeezed your skin. He smirked back, his lips brushing yours, "you're not going to win."

You pecked him and smiled, "we shall see. Now you have business to do."

You headed back outside and sat down like nothing had happened, "you got your plan?" If Chibs knew anything, he wasn't giving it away.

Jax nodded, "yeah, you all look very cosy?"

Eva smiled, "Happy was right, everyone here is wonderful."

You didn't miss the look Tig and Venus exchanged as Tig's foot tapped nervously. Tig swallowed and looked at everyone, clearly steeling himself for something, "I need to tell you guys something," everyone paused and gave him their attention, "Venus and I have been seeing each other."

There was quiet and you gave Tig a soft smile, "before anyone responds just know I can make your death look like an accident."

Juice looked upset, "for how long?"

Tig relaxed a little, "a few weeks."

Venus raised her hand and looked around, "I was the one who wanted to keep it quiet, I didn't want to cause any problems."

Sam reached out and placed his hand on her shoulder, "well you're not, we're all happy Tig's finally found a nice woman to settle down with."

Jax smiled and turned to you, "did you know about this?"

You nodded, "yes, you didn't clue in when I insisted that we sit them together at the wedding even though you had only met her a handful of times?"

Jax shook his head, "no, I thought you were playing match maker again."

You smiled, "yes, and I was already successful."

Jax sighed and smiled at Venus, "we're happy to have you darlin."

Some of the single men exchanged looks, and Kozik cleared his throat, "you're not planning on setting any of us up, right?"

You shook your head, "well no, before I introduce two people I think long and hard if they'll get along, half my guys are married because of me, I'm just good at it."

Sam raised his eyebrow, "you just suck at doing it for yourself."

You waved your left hand, "I'm getting married you little shit."

Sam huffed, "yeah and how long did it take you to come clean about how you felt?"

You glared at him, "that's all in the past now, there's no need to rub it in."

Jax chuckled, "to be fair, I'm equally at fault."

You smiled, "see, it's all Jax's fault."

Jax pulled you off your chair and into his lap, "really, I do the noble thing and you throw me under the bus."

You pecked him, "I would never."

****

The look on Pope and Marcus' faces told you everything you needed to know. The group had broken up, everyone doing their own thing while you waited for the Club's partners to arrive.

Pope held out his hand with a smile, Jax taking it with a nod, "we're very impressed Jackson, if this is what going legit looks like we might consider it."

Marcus echoed the sentiment before going to find Nero about the old location and you led Pope and Marks to the bra, "Please enjoy some drinks on us, I'm giving a demonstration on the new safety system with some of the staff, you're more than welcome to join if you aren't looking for a date."

Jax watched you as you walked away, taking a deep breath before jumping into his speech, "as you can see, we meant what we said and we were done with all the shit. Our deal still stands, the Club will be there if you need help but that's as far as it goes."

Jax thought that he should have been a bit softer but he didn't want anything to slip through his fingers, and he knew gentle wasn't going to get him anywhere.

Pope nodded, "we know your last run a few months ago marked the end and we know that you're a call away if things go to shit. We have no interest in pulling the Club back in Jackson, you being out of it is far too profitable."

Marcus blinked at Pope's statement, "we're on the same page, shit's working with the Sons out of the game. We appreciate all the back up but there's no need for anyone to worry that shit's going to jump off again."

Jax relaxed, "good."

Marks chuckled, "you think you'll miss it?"

Jax took a moment to gather his thoughts, looking around the room until his eyes landed on you talking with Ima, "no, I don't think I will."

****

The day droned on, you managed to show most of the staff before Jax came to get you late in the afternoon. "You ready to go darlin?"

You nodded, "I am. I'm getting old Jax, all this shit is too much for me."

He chuckled, "yeah well you've got another party next week."

You rolled your eyes, "don't remind me about that, I'm dreading going back to that school."

Jax wrapped his arms around you and ran his hand up and down your back, "you'll be fine. You're smart, successful and the most beautiful woman in the world, they don't have anything you."

You lifted your head from his chest and kissed him, "well when you put it like that. I can hang out with my teachers anyway."

Jax's chest vibrated with laughter, "teacher's pet."

You pinched his side and he flinched, his face breaking into a smile, "you are so mean to me."

Jax pressed his lips to yours then rested his forehead on yours, "well I'm going to be even meaner and take you home and cook your dinner."

****

The call from Vance wasn't a surprise, nor was the men in suits at the door handing you your new papers.

Permanent termination of operative status.

Contactable only on special request.

Special privileges retained.

You signed the papers and sent the men on their way, a strange mix of relief and emptiness coming over you. You could still help the Club keep their friend happy, but that was a thank you for all your hard work. In truth, that part of your life was truly over.

You took a deep breath and headed to the kitchen, wondering what to do with yourself. After some thought and a glance at the clock, a hot bath and a joint sounded like a pretty good way to say goodbye to the last thirteen years.

****

Jax was sore when he got home, part of him was grateful to be done with all the violence but there were parts of manual labour that were harder than being shot at and trying to avoid the cops.

All he wanted to do was have a long, hot shower and have something good to eat. He flopped down onto one of the chairs at the kitchen counter, the plush cushion doing wonders for his back. As his eyes unfocused, he noticed a piece of paper on the normally clean bench top. Out of curiosity, he picked it up and gave it a read.

His chest felt funny as his eyes swept over the words, most of him was happy but part of him knew that this was hard for you. He headed upstairs, hoping that you'd be waiting for him so you could talk it out but as he opened the door his heart sank.

You were sitting in bed crying. Jax rushed up to you, taking your face in his hands, "what's wrong darlin?"

You shrugged, "Nothing. I got my papers today. I probably shouldn't have smoked a whole joint for the first time thirteen years all by myself."

Jax could smell it on your clothes, there was no point in being upset, he understood why you did it. "You don't seem like the type to cry when you get high y/n."

You shook your head, "I'm sorry."

Jax pulled you closer, "for what?"

"You've had enough of dealing with this, I don't want to bring up bad memories."

Jax squeezed you tighter, "you're not, don't worry. Something big changed today, you're allowed to be sad."

You took a deep breath, "I hope you're not bored of me now."

Jax pressed his lips to the top of your head, "now you're just being silly. Just because you're not in the CIA doesn't mean I love you any less. I thought you were cool before I found out what you did."

You shook your head, "I'm just me now, I'm just an ordinary, everyday person."

Jax put his hand on your cheek and lifted your head to look into your eyes, "nothing has changed. You're still you, you're still just as badass as you were yesterday. I get why we're here now, and I'm not mad but next time, maybe we can get high together rather than you just sitting here letting your brain be mean to you?"

You nodded, "yeah, that would be nice."

He smiled, "ok then. Well I'm going to hope into the shower, then we're going to soak in the bath while I rub your back. How does that sound?"

You nodded, "that sounds like fun."

Jax's lips landed on your cheek, "good. I love you darlin."

"I love you too Jackson."

****

You were happy when the middle of the week rolled around without any more drama. Sam and Ima dropped in just in time because you had just finished setting up the fanciest ultrasound you had ever seen and Sam could tell by your smile that something was going on.

He walked over, already shaking his head, "what?"

You waved to the sleek machine by your side, "This is the best ultrasound money can buy. Litteral, it's worth five million dollars. You wanna see your baby in super HD?"

Ima's hand landed on her grown stomach, "how much will you be able to see?"

Your smile grew, "at almost sixteen weeks? So much."

Ima took in the look on Sam's face and sighed, "sure, before your bother has a heart attack."

You all but jumped for joy and wheeled the machine into your office. She lay down and rearranged her clothes. You paused, "you sure you're alright, I have to admit this is a bit weird?"

She nodded, "I'm sure. I'm actually kind of relieved. I mean, I can also come here if I'm freaking out, can't I?"

You nodded aggressively, "hell yeah." Sam took her hand as you spread the blue gel over her skin and pressed the wand to her stomach. The screen was a mix of black and white before a shape came into view. "There's the little one. It looks like they're just hanging out right now."

You moved to wand more and pointed to the screen, "Everything is growing nicely. Great limb development and good skull size." You pressed a button and a soft thump filled the room, "and a great heart beat. You have a very healthy baby"

You looked over at Sam, unshamed of his tears, "thank you." He lifted Ima's hand to his lips and kissed her fingers, "are those little knees?"

You look over to where he was pointing to confirm and caught a glimpse of something or lack thereof as it were. You moved the wand quickly and tried to force the image from your mind as you nodded, "yep, tiny little knees."

Ima chuckled and you handed her a tissue to wipe her skin, "I'm sure there are elbows too Sammy," she turned to you, "thank you y/n, now I better take Sam home before he does have a heart attack."

You smiled, "good idea. Anytime you want to have a look just drop in."

They walked away and you finally allowed yourself to relax, you had no idea how you were going to keep this a secret.

****

Jax knew something was off the moment he laid eyes on you, every time he went to ask if you were ok, you suddenly found a reason to be in another room. After much effort, he managed to corner you in the library, his eye raking over your face as you avoided looking straight at him.

"Alright darlin, what's going on?"

You blinked, "I have no idea what you're talking about."

Jax eyebrows wrinkled, "you're acting strange. Did something happen at work?"

You shook your head, "no, stop asking before it flys out of my mouth."

Jax huffed, "you wanna give me a hint?"

You sighed and tried to come up with a way to let him know you knew without letting him know what you knew, "ok say you knew who won a bike and it was a bike they had wanted for ages. But they wanted the colour to be a surprise, they're fine with any colour but they still don't want to know. What would you do if you knew what colour it was going to be?"

Jax blinked, "ummm? I'd keep it to myself because they want it to be a surprise."

You nodded, "yes, so what if the bike is a baby and it's not the paint job but the sex?"

Jax's face lit up, "you can tell me, I won't tell anyone."

You shook your head, "You'll give it away, Sam will see it on your face and he'll know I knew and he'll never forgive me."

Jax chuckled, "did you know I was going to propose?"

You shook your head, "no but we had talked about getting married so that's different."

Jax smiled, "yeah but I was waiting for months to be able to do it and I kept it secret the whole time. If I can keep that to myself I think I can keep this a secret too."

You rubbed your face, "Swear on your honour you won't give it away."

Jax raised his right hand, "I swear on my honour. Now tell me."

You got as close as you could, your face breaking into a grin, "it's a little girl, a tiny little girl with little knees and a little nose and I can't."

Jax's smile mirrored yours, "alright see, that wasn't so bad. I won't tell a soul."

You shoved him playfully, "you better fucking not."

****

"You're not wearing your Kutte?"

Jax shook his head, "nope, we said the invite said to wear what you wear to work so I'm going in my T-M vest."

You sighed, "isn't there a charter like twenty miles away? Maybe we can hang there for the night."

Jax gave you a look, "no, we're here and we're going. Plus, since you made mine a bet, I want to do the same."

You rolled your eyes, "fine, shoot."

Jax smirked, "you have to brag, make sure everyone knows how great you are and if you do, I'll make sure you don't regret it."

You raised your eyebrows, "really and how are you going to do that?"

Jax stepped closer, his fingers drifting over the collar of your shirt, "another pause to our stalemate, where we make full use of the bed."

You rubbed your face, "fine but you better make it worth my while."

Jax leaned in close, his lips brushing your ear, "don't I always?"

****

Things had changed since you last saw the place but not enough for it to feel new or inviting.

Jax looped his arm around your waist and pulled you close as you walked into the hall and towards the desk. You sighed as recognition flashed over Teresa's face, "y/n, wow you look good. I hardly recognised you," she turned to Jax, "and who's this?"

Jax smiled and pulled you closer, "I'm y/n fiance Jax, were you two friends?"

Jax knew you weren't. Tess nodded, "of course we were. I'm Teresa but you can call me Tess."

You sighed and Jax took your name tag off the table before turning towards you and holding it up with a smile, "may I darlin."

Teresa blinked, seemly unhappy that Jax wasn't paying her any attention, "you may."

Jax stuck the name tag to your lab coat and linked his arm to yours, then turned back to Teresa, "it was nice meeting you Teresa."

You could feel her eyes burning into the back of your head as you walked away, "I told you this would happen, she treated me like shit all through school and now she's being nice to me. Given a chance, she'd rip my eyes out."

Jax chuckled, "that's because she has plenty to be jealous of. Now, I want you to find all those assholes that pushed you around and rub in how amazing you are."

Jax all but dragged you over to people, and you regretted showing him your old yearbook since he seemed to zero in on everyone you hated. You wanted to punch him when he waved over two women in matching outfits, their hair up in buns and their heels as high as they could go.

"Little Jenny Dahmer? Wow, you look the same and you finally found a man."

Jax smirked, "shit darlin, you weren't lying about the nasty nicknames."

One of the women extended her hand, "I'm Livia, are you y/n boyfriend?"

Jax ignored her hand and shook his head, "no, I'm about to be her husband."

She swallowed and the other woman spoke, "we're were kidding about the name. I'm Sara, by the way."

Jax looked them up and down, "you two must work together, what do you do?"

Livia smiled, "we have our own jewellery line, called A Girl's Best friend. Let's see the ring."

You held out your hand and they looked at each other, "no gems, what a shame."

Sara turned to Jax, her face masked in a false smile, "Your vest says you're a mechanic. If you can't afford a nice ring, we can do you a deal. The woman you love should have the best of everything."

You pulled your hand away and took a deep breath, "Jax knows I don't want something on my hand that's been pulled out of the ground by a child slave. I know your company because, I helped set up L&O's forever jewellery and you're on our name and shame list because you get your gems from the Southland group."

Jax turned to you and placed a hand on your forearm, "you mean the one that funded those rebels that filled a mass grave full of their workers?"

You nodded, "the very same. I don't need some rock to know how much Jax loves me and I don't appreciate you disparaging his job. At least he doesn't rip children from their mothers in pursuit of a hunk of compressed carbon."

Sara sighed and gave you a condensing smile, "you haven't changed at all."

They walked away and you glared at Jax, "are you happy now?"

He sighed, "I wanted to see you hit one of them so now, but did that feel good?"

You nodded, "yeah, it did."

****

The night wore on you fast but Jax wasn't going to let anything slide, he always found a way to slip your achievements into a conversation. You didn't get the chance to brag between him mentioning all your best sellers and how well the lab was doing.

You really thoughts things might go well until the school bully approached you.

"Paker, I thought you'd be in prison by now."

He laughed, "nah, I got into banking. I heard you on Alpha Male Talk, nice to see you haven't changed."

Jax clenched his jaw, "I don't think he's worth your time. You told me you introduce me to your teachers before we called it a night."

Parker was shocked as you walked away, his mouth opening and closing like a fish. Jax leaned in close, his head against yours, "we'll say hello to your teachers, then we can go back to the room. You were right darlin, these people really sucked."

You chuckled, "you were right too, it felt good to be able to brag. Even if you were the one doing most of it."

****

You practically fell over when you got back to the Anvil safe house. Jax removed your lab coat and hung it up with a smile before arming the alarm and holding out his hand, "you wanna have a shower?"

You nodded, "yes please. Are you happy with yourself?"

Jax sighed and wrapped his arms around you, "hell yeah, I'm not surprised your teachers loved you do much, you sounded like a cool kid."

You shook your head, "I wasn't really. I'm really happy you made me go, despite having to see those people again, it was worth it."

Jax's hand rubbed your back, "yeah, and why is that?"

You leaned into his chest as you answered, "Because I got to show everyone who did matter how wonderful you are."

Jax chuckled, "are you trying to sweet talk me?" You went to respond but a yawn cut you off and Jax sighed, "come on darlin, let's get clean up then call it a night. We can have our roll in the hay in the morning."

****

The ringing of your phone woke you up for the second time, it was clear that your efforts to ignore it and stay asleep were a waste. You rolled off Jax's chest and picked it up, "what?"

Sam sounded wired and worried, "Pope's been hit bad and four of his men are dead. They grabbed one of the shooters, he said we're next. The Mayans are already in lockdown."

You rubbed your face and shoved Jax, his head popping off the pillow, "what's wrong?"

You handed the phone to Jax and got up to get dressed, Jax scrunching shut when you flipped on the light. You threw on your clothes and ambled into the bathroom to wash your face before Jax knocked on the doorway with his eyes blarry.

"That was quick?"

Jax nodded, "they can handle it until we get there. Pope gave assurances that this is just a precaution and they're got it handled."

You huffed, "do you believe him?"

Jax shrugged, "we'll see won't we? I'll drive, you get some rest." You went to protest and Jax stopped you, "if everything goes to shit, you'll be the one keeping Abel safe while I handle business."

You shot Jax a look, "ok. We better leave now, there's no point waiting for the daylight."

****

You stopped by the house to get some clothes before you headed to T-M for the lockdown, Jax's ear stuck to his phone while you packed. Your home was already empty, Sam having gotten Ima and Abel safely to the Clubhouse the moment the call came in.

Jax hung up just as you packed your guns and came over to help, "do you know any more?"

Jax nodded, "Pope know who it was. An old rival just got out, he's been planning a takeover from the inside. The second he got out he made the call to hit one his Pope's warehouses and now we're here."

You huffed, "doesn't Pope have cops who could have warned him this was coming?"

Jax sighed, "he does. The cops didn't know. This guy didn't let anyone know what he was planning, there was no chatter until it jumped of."

You leaned against the gun locker and rubbed your face, "you sure Pope's going to deal with it? Jumping into a gang beef is about a far from legit as it gets."

Jax ran his hand through his hair, "yeah, the guy the grabbed said there was a hit squad going after all of us. Pope sent his assassins the shot caller. He assured me that nothing was going to touch us and this guy would be dead by midnight tomorrow."

You shook your head, "he can't make that promise, this guy would have gone to ground. How can he be sure that his black ops group will find him?"

Jax swallowed, "I'm sure you know about his five million dollar guarantee?" You nodded, "well, Pope's promised that on top of another two million for the first man that turns on his boss and gives up his location."

You blinked, "that will do it. Still, everyone should be a high alert. If this shot caller has promised his men three empires, you have no idea what they'll do."

Jax lifted one of the duffels over his shoulder, "I know. If they come for us, we'll be ready."

****

The Clubhouse was locked up tight when you and Jax drove in, Rat even checked the bottom of your car with a mirror for an explosive even when you insisted it was fine. You felt an overwhelming sense of pride when you saw how they all worked together, if the Clubhouse was hit they would be able to handle it.

Kozik and Hap walked you inside then went back to their posts, Abel running up to you as you walked in, "hi mummy, I missed you."

You gave him a big hug, "I missed you too. Are you having fun at the sleep over?"

He nodded, "yes, are you and daddy staying here?"

You smiled, "of course we are sweetie. Daddy and I need to see uncle Jucie but we'll be back soon. Can you stay with Sammy until then?"

He smiled, "yes."

Jax ruffled his hair, and you walked away to Juice's newly renovated computer room, Juice turning with a smile when he saw you in the screen.

Jax spoke before you did, easily slipping into leadership, "what do you know?"

Juice clacked his keys, "enough, I'll bring the files in when you call church."

Jax looked relieved, "good, will you be ready in ten?"

Juice nodded, "I'm ready now boss."

Jax smiled, "then head into chapel, we'll be in soon."

You walked out of the room and into the hall, leaning against the wall and taking a deep breath, "do you need me in there or do you have this handled?"

Jax reached out, his hand landing on your hips, "I've got this darlin don't worry."

You smiled, "alright then, I'm going to read Abel an extra long story."

Jax pressed his lips to your forehead, his lips lifting in a soft smile, "I'll try to be in before the end."

****

You had nodded off when Jax came into the dorm, his face a mix of angry and worry, "what's wrong my love?"

He looked over to Abel who was fast asleep, "The Mayans got hit. Everyone's whole, they're weren't all that organised but two of their guys got shot."

You rubbed your face, "shit, what did Pope say?"

Jax swallowed, "he's going to pay them for their troubles and he's sent some of his men watch the Clubhouse until the shot caller is dead. I told him we'd call him if something happened here."

Jax watched your face for signs of worry, "just make sure the guys outside keep their heads on a swivel. These guys are brazen and something tells me they won't stop because children are involved."

Jax's jaw clenched, "I know."

****

You were sitting with Ima in the kitchen when it happened, the alarm rang out and Jax was rushing in with his gun drawn, "you need to get into the bedroom and look after Abel, they're here and they're trying to get in." Jax put a firm hand on your shoulder, "we've got this y/n, I need to be there to keep our child safe." You started walking and Sam rushed in to scoop Ima up, following you and Jax to the dorm.

Sam and Jax didn't spend long in the bedroom. Sam pressed a kiss to Ima's kiss, then dropped to his knees and kissed her belly before telling her he loved her and then he was off, gun in hand.

You watched him go and Jax brought you into his arms, "I'm not going to let anything happen you anyone."

You hugged him back then pulled away, "I know. Go, they need you."

Jax broke from you and walked off and the locking of the door had to have been the loudest thing you had heard in years. The whole exchange from the kitchen to now must have been no more than two minutes, it was another two before the shooting started.

You and Ima moved over to the bed and you sat closest to the door, ready to pull your gun. Abel was still asleep and Ima reached over, soothing him with her hand cheek, "Do you think they'll be ok?"

You nodded, "I do. I know it might not make much sense, but there's not enough nosie to worry me." You paused, and three pops rang out, "that pattern is how we're trained to shoot, aim, three squeezes of the trigger, check the target's status, move to the next target. When it comes in short, uneven bursts you worry."

Her hand moved to her belly, "tell me more, Sam's been good about telling me about the shit that happened over there but…" Her voice stuttered

You didn't break eye contact with the door as you spoke, "but knowing helps." You paused to listen more, the gunshots had stopped and your hand moved to your gun, "there's no noise now, that's normal. If we were somewhere else, you'd expect single shots."

She blinked, "from what?"

You kept your eyes locked on the door, "clean up."

The sound of the door rattling had your hand gripping your gun, ready to raise it at whoever came through the doorway, "darlin, it's me."

You relaxed and the door swung open, "what's the damage?"

Jax walked in, "they sent nine guys, seven of them are dead and Happy's working over the other two until Pope's men arrive. Hale knows what's going on, we're good on that end."

You looked him over, he had blood on his hand, "how many shots were fired?"

Jax swallowed, "three, as far as the cops and the neighbours are concerned, someone was fucking with a gun."

He glanced at Abel, "he's still fast asleep."

You nodded, "yep, you were quiet."

Jax looked down at his bloody hand, "yeah, we didn't want to worry anyway and they made it easy for us."

Ima stood up before placing her hand on your shoulder, "I'm going to find Sammy, I'll leave you two to talk."

You shot her a smile and Jax came and sat down next to you, "you good?"

He nodded, "yep, it was easier than I thought it would be."

You swallowed, "stabbing someone or giving out orders?"

Jax's face didn't change, "both. The shooting was from Sam, he spotted someone trying to get into a window. Pope and his men will be here soon, it is alright if I wait with you until then?"

You nodded, "yeah. How long do you think that took?"

Jax's face wrinkled, "it's strange, I know it couldn't have been more than ten minutes but it felt like hours."

You held up your phone, the stopwatch frozen. "It took seven minutes and twenty eight seconds for when I heard the front door close. Good work Jackson, you should be proud of yourself."

He smiled softly, "I'm proud of them."

You reached out and brushed a fleck of blood off his cheek, "I'll clean you up, let's hope Hap has something by the time Pope and his men get here."

Jax gave you a look, one you knew well, "he will, don't worry."

****

It took an hour for Jax to return with Pope, his face was neutral but you could tell by his eyes that it was good news. "It's being dealt with darlin, we should be home by tonight."

You nodded, "good," you turned to Pope, "this isn't going to blow back on us is it?"

Pope shook his head, "no, I can assure you we are dealing with it. We greatly value this relationship, we don't want to change that."

Jax waved you out of the room, "go get yourself something to eat, I'll be out in a little bit."

You smiled, "alright my love."

Pope smiled at you, "you have nothing to worry about."

You gave him a slight nod, "thank you Damon."

Jax joined you not long after, sitting next to you and placing his hand on your bouncing leg, "Pope left out the back. Hap got the guys we grabbed to give up the shot callers location, Pope sent his hit squad to deal with it."

You sighed, "so when can we go home?"

Jax wrapped his arm around your shoulder and twirled a strand of hair around his finger, "soon, he's going to tell us when it's done. You wanna go outside and play with Abel?"

You nodded, "yeah, that would be nice." You hopped up and Jax pulled you into a hug, his arms squeezing you tight.

"I'm not going to let anything happen to us darlin, I promise."

You smiled and craned your head, pressing your lips to his, "I know Jackson, I love you."

He smiled, his hand coming up to stroke your cheek, "I love you too."

You made your way outside, Abel running up to Jax and jumping into his arms, "daddy, daddy, I found a lizard."

Jax's face broke into a grin, "can you show me?" He put Abel down and hr grabbed Jax's hand, dragging him over by the swings. Jax bent down and looked where Abel was pointing and sure enough, there was a lizard bathing in the afternoon sun, "that is a cool lizard."

You sat in Jax's lap while Abel hopped onto the swing, twisting the chains around and then letting them go, laughing like a manic the whole time. You must have stayed in Jax's arms and watched Abel play for hours because before you knew it, a text came through and Jax flashed you his phone.

"The problem has been handled, we'll give you twenty per cent of next month for your troubles."

It felt like a weight was lifted off your shoulders, "it's really over, isn't it?"

Jax buried his face in your hair and took and deep breath, "yeah darlin, it is."

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Terror - a state of intense or overwhelming fear.

The air got increasingly tighter as you drove home, Jax's hand rested on your thigh, having taken the driver's seat as part of his winnings. He didn't say anything, the firmness of his hand on your leg making it clear what kind of night it was going to be.

The house was quiet when you got in the door and Jax walked you towards the table with a hand on your lower back, "you need anything before we start, a snack, something to drink?"

You shook your head, "no, I'm filled up on finger food, mini garlic bread is the shit."

Jax pulled a joint from his pocket and waved towards the back door, "I'm going to go smoke this, I want you naked and ready for me by the time I reached the bedroom and keep your hands to yourself."

You smiled, "alrighty then."

Jax managed to hold off his own smile until his back was turned, he knew by your tone you weren't going to do what he asked, which meant the next few hours would be fun, to say the least.

Once Jax was done with his weed and the butt was disposed of, he headed inside, stopping to get water and snacks before climbing the stairs. He opened the door, ready to be greeted by you sitting at the vanity rubbing lotion onto your skin but he wasn't, you had done exactly what he had asked.

"What's this about darlin?"

You smiled and swung your legs over the bed, "you've had a hard few weeks."

Jax blinked slowly, then smiled, "lucky you, that's going to make the night even better." His fingers found the buttons for his shirt, smiling as your eyes raked over his bare chest before he freed himself of his jeans and socks, leaving him in just his boxers. Jax walked closer and opened his arms and you stood up, Jax pulling you in close.

You looked up at him and gave him a soft smile, "if I'm going to be good for you, you better make it worth my while since I have fun no matter what."

Jax chuckled softly, "well, you're always good for me but I know what you mean." He smiled and kissed you softly before running his hand from your wrist to your neck, cupping your head with his calloused hands, "I'm going to get you a blindfold, are you alright with that?"

You nodded, "I am, I love you."

Jax smiled and pecked your cheek, "I love you too darlin, now lie down and get comfortable, I'll be back in a few seconds."

You flopped onto the bed and got comfortable, watching for Jax to come out of the closet. He returned and placed the blindfold on the table before climbing on the bed and sitting next to you, "is there anything you want tonight?"

You shook your head, "I told you I was here for whatever you wanted, I think you asking me that defeats the purpose of your win."

Jax shook his head, "nah, because want you want is what I want. You wanna give me some idea?"

You shrugged, "I'm not in the mood to be making the decision tonight, if I'm not into something I'll let you know."

Jax smiled and rolled on top of you, pressing his lips to yours as his hand spread over your breast. His lips moved from your lips to your neck and he sucked the skin into his mouth, "spread you legs from me darlin."

As you opened your legs, Jax's hand moved from your breast to your mouth and his fingertips played with your lower lip. You opened your lips and lifted your head as Jax slid two fingers inside your mouth. Once he felt his fingers were sufficiently wet, they moved from your mouth down your body and to your core, Jax groaning when he found you soaked.

His fingers moved through your slit while his lips kissed you breathless then he repositioned so he was sitting up between your legs so he could look over your body while he worked you closer to the edge.

Jax twisted and kissed your knee before returning his eyes to your centre as he slid two fingers inside you. He smiled softly as you drew in a deep breath, "I love you like this," Jax's voice was bearly above a whisper.

You sighed, "I know, you tell me all the time."

Jax leaned over and kissed you, "good, it's not going to stop me from saying it more."

You shook your head, "you really are quiet sweet Teller, underneath all that leather and mus…."

He pressed his fingertips to your G-spot and stole the words from your mouth, "you were saying?"

You didn't respond, choosing instead to close your eyes and enjoy the sensation of Jax's fingers. His other hand stroked the skin from your knee, over your thigh and back again and you could feel his callouses as softly pressed your flesh.

He bent down and kissed your knee then pulled his fingers out, quieting you with a shhh before you could protest. Your eyes shot open but the loving look on his face stopped you from glaring at him as he sucked his fingers into his mouth with a groan.

"I just wanted to cover your eyes so you could focus more on how good I'm making you feeling, are you alright with that?"

You smiled at him and sat up, "of course."

He reached over and picked up the soft section of silk and slid it over your eyes, "comfortable?"

You tilted your head for a kiss and felt Jax's breath on your lips as he sealed his lips to yours. He pulled back after giving you another soft peck, "yes, I am."

His lips found your chin as he kissed down your body, and before long, he was lifting your legs over your shoulders. He was still being slow as he wrapped his lips around your clit while his arms looped around your thighs to hold you close to him. You reached down and wove your hands into his hair, and he moaned against your skin as you gave it a tug.

He continued for a little longer and it didn't take long for you to build back up to where you were before Jax paused to change things up, he paused again to grab your, placing a damp kiss on your palm before linking his fingers in yours and returning his mouth to your flesh.

Jax's hand squeezed yours softly, his fingers pressing into it as he licked you from clit to entrance and back again. Your legs twitched and Jax moaned, the vibrations shooting up your body as his lips sealed around your clit again.

"Jax, please." He almost growled and squeezed your legs so tight that you were sure there would be buries there tomorrow and then you were falling off the edge with a gasp.

Jax's lips slowed but didn't stop as he worked you through the aftershocks. Once they had faded, his lips found your inner thigh then he was kissing up your body and towards your lips.

"I'm going to take this off now, the lights shouldn't hurt your eyes but let me know." The silk came off your skin and you blinked as you adjusted the to dim light.

Somewhere along the line, Jax had rid himself of his boxers. You reached out and ran your hands down his happy trail, smiling as Jax looked at you with such fondness in his eyes, "hey."

He pressed his lips to yours then pulled back, "hey." Jax ran the back of his index finger over your cheek, "you are so pretty, like the prettiest girl I have ever seen in my whole life pretty, did you know that."

It was a statement, not a question and you felt your face get hot, "well…."

He cut you off, "you agreed, whatever I wanted, and I want to spend the night telling you how wonderful you are."

Your eyebrows wrinkled, "oh you arrogant, arrogant man, you planned this from the moment I told you I wasn't going to make it hard for you, didn't you."

Jax smirked, "you gotta admit darlin, you gave me no other choice."

He kissed you, it was the most aggressive kiss of the night and Jax's hands felt like they were everywhere as he pulled himself backwards and took you with him so you were both sitting up.

He cupped your face in his hands and brushed your nose with his, smiling softly as he spoke, "there is not enough time in the world for me to tell you how much I love you, I could spend every second of the day with you and still not tell you everything."

"Jax, I know how much you love me, you show me every day."

He shook his head and ran his thumb over your lip, "you don't need to say anything, I just want you to listen."

He dropped his forehead onto yours as he rearranged you so you were sitting on his lap. He kissed you again and it was back to being as soft as fallen snow, "I love listening to you, I swear you could talk about anything and I'd still want to hear your voice. You're so smart and passionate and you always make everything so easy."

As he spoke, he ran his hard cock up your slit, making sure to brush your clit with each pass. With one last kiss, he slowly slid inside you, grunting as he bottomed out. He pressed your close to his chest as you started to rock your hips, Jax bucking into you while he sucked on your neck.

He pulled away by a fraction to look at your face as he shifted so he could rub your G-spot.

Jax pressed his lips all over your face, slowly making his way across it so he could whisper in your ear, his voice tight with pleasure as his hips picked up speed, "I'm counting the days until I can make you my wife, you have made me the luckiest man in the planet."

Jax slid his hand down your body to rub your clit as he kissed your lips. You whimpered into his mouth as his fingers found your skin and Jax responded with a firm thrust. You stuttered as you felt the encroaching orgasm, "Jax, fuck, I love you."

He wrapped his arms around you as you crumped into his chest and you bit his shoulder as you came. Jax grunted and bucked his hips, falling into his own high as he fucked you through yours. His hips slowed to a stop and he ran one hand up your back while the other brushed your sweat stuck hair off your face.

"I love you too darlin." He kissed you then pulled back with a soft smile, "how about I run us as bath and we can clean up then turn in for the night."

You smiled back with a sigh, "that would be great. I love you Jackson, and your sentiment is shared, I am counting the seconds until our wedding day."

****

"I'll be gone most of the day getting the paints for the nursery, Happy said he'd be over through the week to help us paint."

Sam nodded and pressed a kiss to Ima's cheek, "whatever you want babe. You told the builders what to do and they did a great job, so I'm just going to let you have free rein. We talked about the things I wanted, I trust you."

You rolled your eyes, "you know there are other people at breakfast right? I wanted to enjoy my fancy toast, not watch the roman novel that has become your life."

Sam shook his head, "coming from you, that's rich."

"Children, that's enough." Jax sat down next to you with a smile on his face, "you two fight about the weirdest shit."

You huffed, "Sam started it."

Sam raised his eyebrows, "no I didn't."

Jax sighed, "can I just eat my food?"

You smiled, "of course my love. You should eat up, you'll be very busy at Anvil tonight."

Jax nodded, "I know, there's only one week left, every day has been busy. But there are other classes that I want to take once this month is over, I've already signed up for the engineering stuff."

You couldn't hold back your grin, "that's so great, I'm so proud of you."

Jax beamed, "it's nothing darlin, I gotta keep T-M on its feet now that we're legit."

You leaned over and pressed a kiss to his cheek, "you're wonderful Jackson."

Sam shook his head with a slight smile on his face, "what are you guys doing today?" He already knew but the more time went on, the more excited he was for your wedding.

"We're looking for furniture and printing out our invites. I think nine months should be enough for people to plan and we already know that most of our guests are coming."

Ima nodded, "will you still be at home this afternoon to help with the nursery?"

Jax smiled, "of course, we wouldn't miss it."

****

Jax sat on the chair and shifted, "this one's too hard."

You sat next to him and frowned, "yeah, I want our guest to be comfortable. It's overpriced anyway." You pointed over to another chair, they were larger and had white back and seat pillows next to them.

Jax stuck out his hand and you took it, walking over to test them out. You sat on the bare chairs first, then popped up for Jax to add the pillows, "I love these ones."

Jax sat on the other chair and smiled, "me too, so how many do we order?"

You pointed over to the far wall, "they come in lots of seventy five, we are only sending out sixty invites and some of those people won't show up, the extra will just stay in the truck."

Jax shook his head fondly, "you're sure Anvil can take care of all this?"

You nodded, "yep, without a doubt. It will be the safest wedding on earth, they're even going to get guys to take people inside to the bathrooms so they don't wear their shoes inside."

Jax grabbed onto your hand and ran his thumb over your skin, "what are they getting for that?"

You smiled, "free food, I made it clear that we don't want any gifts and the guys coming wanted to do something so I got them to do that."

Jax's eyes crinkled with a smile, "so you got us free labour too?"

You slapped his chest lovingly, "they are being paid in food and a night where they're not dealing with some rich asshole. Plus, I had people asking me left, right and center if they could come and help."

Jax wrapped his arm around you and squeezed your shoulder, "of course they did, I'm really finding out how much people like weddings."

You giggled, "people love love. Now, off to the print shop."

****

Jax looked at the screen and blinked, he was still trying to make sense of the fancy wedding stamps you had ordered. "I am so confused, how the fuck does this work?"

You held up the pen and tapped the end on the display, "it's a handwriting emulator. I write the text and leave the names out, then I write the names at home and they end up looking so close that people won't be able to pick."

Jax nodded, "how?"

He was trying, "I write the sample text first so it can learn then the text we want on the invite, it collates that and neatens it if need be. After that we put our prebought invites in the printer and line up the text then we're done."

Jax smiled, "ok, I think I get it, how do you stop it from stealing your identity?"

You laughed, "I'm not going to use my everyday handwriting, and we only print our names, no signatures."

Jax's eyes wrinkled, "but I love your handwriting."

You pressed your lips to his cheek, "I'll write a few different ways and you can pick your favourite, how does that sounds?"

Jax smiled and turned his head, sealing his lips to yours, "that sounds great, but how can you change your handwriting like that? I thought it was really hard to fake."

You raised an eyebrow and it dawned on him, "oh right, that's very useful."

You sighed, "very, I learned young, I could forge my father's signature so well that no one knew the difference."

Jax made a face and pointed to himself, "can you fake my handwriting?"

You nodded, "yes, not that I ever would."

Jax blinked, "you are scary."

You pecked his nose, "don't you forget it, now help me with this, please. I only booked the machine for the hour and we have so much to print."

You handed him the stack of off white oval paper, "can you put those in the printer please, there will be instructions when you open the lid on how to line the paper up."

Jax nodded, "sure darlin."

You could hear him shuffling around, moving slides and lining up the paper stack, then he was lifting his head and speaking over the lid, "can you check that?"

With a press and a chime, everything was perfect, "all good, shall we start?"

He flashed you a smile, "hell yeah."

****

You looked around the room at all the paint pots, "what do you want where?"

Ima pointed to the range of green and brown paints and the stencil, "can you use those and stick a tree by the window?"

You nodded, "yep, do you want it abstract or realistic?"

She didn't need to think, "as realistic as you can please, is that ok?"

You waved your hand, "hell yeah, I'm a great painter, I might be here a while though."

Ima laughed, "that's alright, we still have ages."

Sam walked in with a ladder, with a huge smile on his face, "why are you smiling so wide? You're not going to be doing anything fun."

Sam chuckled, "you kidding me, this is going to be a blast."

You wrinkled your eyebrows, "so painting the ceiling and baby proofing the room is fun?"

Jax walked in with more paint, "hell yeah it is, don't you remember how much fun we had with Abel."

You sighed, "it was fun but it took forever and you're leaving in four hours anyway."

Jax rolled his eyes, "yeah, all the more fun for you."

By the time Jax left, the tree you had been working on was done and Ima had you painting the trees that wrapped around the door. Sam and Jax had worked together to get every nook of the unpainted wall from the expansion sugar soaped, undercoated and top coated. By the time Jax left, the paint was drying, and you and Ima could paint them later into the night.

Sam huffed and rubbed his face, "can you swap with me, I can't do the wiring."

You sighed, "did you read instruction booklet four?"

Sam threw his hands up in the air, "there's a fourth one?"

You shook your head and walked over to the box, pointing at it with the paintbrush before going back to your original job, "are you right now?"

You felt packing foam hit you in the shoulder, "yeah, I'm right." He turned to Ima, his tone going soft, "how's the giraffe going babe?"

She stepped back with a smile and used her hands to frame the half finished animal, "I'm getting there."

Sam's face filled with such profound love, a look he wore more and more often, "I love it."

You finished the trunk and washed the brush as you moved to the leaves, "have you put any more thought into names yet?"

Ima shook her head, "nope, we're still waiting till we meet the baby, I figure it will come to us."

You nodded, "I think that's a good idea."

Wendy's alarm code pulled your attention away and after a few minutes, you could hear them both coming up the stairs.

"Mummy, mummy, look what I found." Abel came racing in with his arms out, he was holding a bird feather with a huge smile on his face.

"That's so cool, where did you find it?"

His smile grew even wider, "at the park, mama Wendy took me to see the birdies."

Wendy ruffled his hair, "we had a lot of fun. You guys need any help?"

Sam nodded, "please, I have no idea what I'm doing."

Ima shook her head, "you're meant to be an engineer Sam."

Sam huffed, "this is not engineering, this is rocket science."

You shared a look with the other women, "please help him Wendy, he's never going to get it done by himself."

Wendy smiled, "sure, you want us to put some food together when that's done?"

Ima suddenly looked starving, "yes please."

****

The sound of the door opening roused you from your sleep, "how was your night."

Jax groaned, clearly not meaning to wake you up, "it was great, how did everything go?"

You rolled onto your back and rubbed your face, "the baby monitoring system is finally up, Wendy helped. You just have to give your consent and it will be added to the same channel Abel's is."

Jax walked over and pressed a kiss to your forehead before heading to the shower, "that's fine with me, that thing has been amazing."

You spoke louder so Jax could hear you, "Abel won't need his soon. I mean, he still gets up but I don't think we need all the cameras."

Jax's reply took a while, "he's not even four years old, they can stay up a little longer."

You could hear something in Jax's voice that you didn't want to touch, Abel was growing up and Jax didn't want to miss a minute of it, even if that meant checking on him through the night.

Jax chuckled as he spoke about his night and you closed your eyes and listened to his voice. Before long, he was climbing into bed and pulling you into his arms, "I have news."

You nuzzled further into his chest as he rubbed your back, "I know that tone. Let me guess, another chapter called and they'll be here this weekend?"

Jax chuckled, his chest vibrating under your cheek, "yeah darlin, they're only passing through so you won't have to deal with them at Diosa. Speaking of, how's that going?"

You reached up and place your hand on Jax's face, "good, I'm meeting Lyla and Venus tomorrow, we'll do a little bit every day after work but it's looking like Saturday is going to be very busy."

Jax turned his head and kissed your palm, "you ladies can handle it fine." Jax took your hand in his and brought it to his chest, "I'm starting another busy day at Anvil tomorrow but I'll help if I can."

You smiled softly, "thank you my love."

Jax pressed his lips to your forehead, "goodnight darlin."

"Goodnight beloved."

****

You met Lyla and Venus at the party store with Opie in tow since he didn't have training today, "what's the plan, red and black?"

You shook your head, "that's a bit tacky Opie, we're still with the Elk's Lodge theme and using dark and olive green, gold and white. It's meant to be a place men go to relax and enjoy the company of beautiful women, not to get their dicks sucked."

Opie nodded, "that makes a lot of sense."

You smiled, "I figure this works best if we do it in sections, I'll go get the ballons?"

Venus smiled, "great idea doll, we'll have this done in a flash."

You all headed inside and started to shop, stopping to send photos to Nero along the way.

Layla's voice filled the aisles, "do we have table clothes?"

You thought for a moment then spoke across the store, "I don't know, get some anyway."

It didn't take long for everyone to collect their items and head to the front, and Venus had her arms piled high with supplies, "how many helium tanks are we getting?"

Lyla shrugged, "we'll start with two, we'll only use one but we'll be having parties all the time and it won't go to waste."

You sighed, "we're mostly done now, we'll have to do a huge shop on Friday morning to buy ingredients because we also have shit to do for the party on Friday."

Opie smiled softly, "the guys are going to help, don't worry."

You felt a spark of relief but part of you wasn't looking forward to directing people around all day, "good, because I have to go meet Happy at home to finish painting the nursery."

****

With the nursery done and most of the opening party sorted when Thursday came around, the week had slowed down to almost normal.

Work was another story, the new remains matched the cold cases and they just kept coming. "Dr l/n, we have a body on the way, I just wanted to warn you that it might be hard for you."

You sighed, Holt rarely warned you about a body coming in, "why?"

He took a breath, "it's a little boy, he's four. His grandmother was stone and drove into a powerpole, the car was crushed when it fell in on the car."

You sighed, "is the grandmother alive?"

Holt shook his head, "Cam's taking her, I know you don't normally do fresh bodies but we're swamped and Cam already has so much on her plate. I can swap some cases around if you like?"

You shook your head, "no, I'll be fine."

****

Knock Knock

"Come in." You had just finished giving your statement to the Stockton cops when Travis came in, "hey T, everything alright?"

He nodded, "yeah, I was wondering if you wanted some company?"

You sighed, "that would be nice."

He sat down at your desk with a soft smile on his face, "you doing ok?"

You shrugged, "honestly, I don't know. This is the second road accident with a kid this month, shit feels like it's never going to stop."

He thought for a moment, "it will slow down, you know these things come in waves. A few months ago, it was the ODs and now it's this. You just gotta ride it out."

You nodded, "yeah, you're right. I think I'm going to do one more skeletal examination then head home. I've had it for the day."

Travis rubbed his face, "yeah, it's been a long fucking day. You want me to call Jax?"

You shook your head, "nah, he's busy at T-M. Did you got your wedding invite?"

Travis' face split into a grin, "fuck yeah, you know you could have just handed it to me?"

You shook your head, "no, getting letters is fun, plus, we saved money posting a whole lot at once."

Travis sighed, "I'm going to drop my RSVP in your dropbox."

You made a face, "but there are nice stamps."

You didn't think it was possible but his grin grew, "exactly, I'm keeping it as a memento. I'm happy you're happy y/n."

You returned his smile, "thanks T, I love you."

Travis shook his head fondly, "love you too Tish."

****

The day dragged on and on after that, by the time you had looked at the bones for the next case, you were ready to go home and scream into your pillow.

You collected Abel at daycare and loaded him into the car, his little arms hugging you as tight as he could while you lifted him up, "you wanna get some ice cream along the way?"

He smiled, "yes mummy, can I get sprinkles please?"

You nodded, "ok, but only if you eat all your veggies tonight."

Abel's head bobbed aggressively, "I will, I will."

You kissed the tip of his nose, "ok sweetie, you can get sprinkles."

You texted Jax to let him know before heading off to the park and as much as you tried, you knew today was going to follow you home.

****

To your surprise, Jax was at the park when you arrived. He walked up to the car and retrieved the picnic blanket while you got Abel, "you doing alright darlin."

You lowered your voice and squeezed Abel as you spoke, "no, no I'm really not. I just want to get some ice cream and sit with you and Abel, I don't feel like talking about it right now."

Jax nodded, "that's alright darlin."

Jax laid out the blanket then joined you at the ice cream truck, "what do you want darlin?"

You shook your head, "I'm not really hungry my love. I promised Abel sprinkles if he ate all his veggies tonight."

Jax smiled, "you think he will?"

You shrugged, "yeah, the kids eats like a horse, are you getting anything?"

He looked at the menu, "I gonna get a lemon ice."

You raised your eyebrows, "oooo how adult."

Jax smirked as you ordered, "yeah I'm all grown up, are you sure you don't want anything?"

You nodded, "yeah, it's been a really long day."

With the ice cream ordered, Jax took Abel from you and you headed to the picnic blanket, "when do our visitors arrive?"

Jax gave you a look you knew well, "could be seven in the morning and it could be seven at night, you know Nevada, I don't think they can read a watch."

You chuckled, "you should teach them, you're shaping up to be a very good leader."

Jax shook his head, a slight smirk on his face, "they really tell you everything, don't they?"

You nodded, "they do, Monday is your last official day, how do you feel about that?"

Jax thought for a moment, "mixed, it will be good to have more time but we're learning a lot. Most of the guys are going to take other classes, I get that it's going to take more that a month for you to trust that we can handle everything without you but we are trying."

You nodded, "I know, I can see that Jax, I know how hard you're trying."

Abel looked up, his face covered in chocolate ice cream and rainbow sprinkles, "you want some?"

He held the ice cream to your face you and shook your head, "no thank you Abel, thank you for your thoughtful offer, that was very sweet."

Jax leaned back and you rested your back on his chest, Abel coming to sit between your legs, "what's for dinner mummy?"

You smiled, "are you still hungry?"

He nodded, "yes, what's for dinner please?"

You sighed, "uncle Sam is cooking tonight, you can ask him when we get home."

"Ok mummy. Can we read two big stories tonight?"

You and Jax shared a look, he would be asleep far before you got into story number two, "of course can sweetie."

****

You were sitting up in bed watching TV with Jax, trying your best to turn your brain off so you could sleep. Abel ate all his vegetables, had a bubble bath and his big story, falling asleep half a chapter into the second one. You knew he was safe in his bed but you could shake the feeling in your chest, a horrible bone deep fear that didn't want to leave you.

"You ready to call it a night darlin?"

You shrugged, "sure, you ready for Nevada tomorrow?"

"Yeah, I'm more worried about opening Diosa. How many people are you expecting?" Jax leaned over and turned off the light while you went over the numbers in your head.

"A lot." You rolled into his open arms and rested your head on his chest, "it opens at midday, but I'll be calling it a night at around nine since it's expected to be busy until closing at two the Sunday morning."

Jax wrapped his arms around you, "how much do you think we'll pull in?"

You nuzzled further into his side and Jax squeezed your upper arm, "ten thousand on drink alone."

Jax huffed, "well shit. Thanks for doing all this darlin, I don't know what we'd do without you."

You smiled, "crash and burn."

Jax chuckled, "don't I know it." He took and deep breath and his hand moved to stroke your cheek, "Goodnight darlin, I love you."

"Goodnight beloved, I love you too."

****

"What is it now David? I'm so busy."

There was something in his face, he looked like he had been crying, "David, what is it."

"You need to get your things are come with me, there's been an accident."

"Ok, there's always accidents so what else is wrong?"

He came closer, you knew the look on his face, "we don't need you at the scene, we need you at the morgue. Y/n, you need to do an ID."

You shook your head, "who?"

He swallowed, "y/n, you should call someone, you shouldn't be alone when you go."

The fear kept building, "David, who is it. Is it Jax?"

He shook his head, "no, we've sent someone else. You really need to come with me."

You stood up, and the ground under you crumpled to ash, there were flashes of a crash as you fell, red and blue lights, someone screaming and blood, streaks of blood running down the road. When the grey cloud cleared, you were standing in a filthy tile room, empty aside from a single slab in the very middle. As you got closer, you could see a body on the table, covered by a sheet, it was the body of a child.

You knew you shouldn't take away the white sheet but it was slowly turning red with spilling blood. You could feel the shake in your hands as you grabbed the top of the sheet and began to pull it away.

You knew that crop of blond hair and those clear blue eyes, you finally knew why a mother's scream was so agonising.

Your eyes shot open, you were in bed with Jax's chest pressed against your back. As your eyes adjusted to the dark, they landed on the monitor in Abel's room, the camera showing him safe and sound asleep. That didn't change anything, you ripped yourself out of Jax's arms and raced into Abel's room, your heart rate rising as you struggled to open the door with your shaking hands.

Jax was behind you, his tried brain trying to catch up, "what's wrong?"

You could find the words as you finally got the door open, stopping halfway into the room as you saw Abel's chest rise and fall with each breath. Jax must have put the pieces together because he wrapped his arms around your and pressed you to him, "he's ok darlin, sleeping like a log like usual. Whatever you saw was just a bad dream."

You nodded, still unable to find words, "it wasn't just a bad dream Jax."

Jax took your hand and walked you to the bed. You bent down and reached out, laying your hand gently on Abel's cheek, "just let me stay a little longer please." Jax didn't say anything, he only stayed beside you and rubbed your back while you calmed down.

"It felt so real Jax, I was so sure.."

You couldn't speak anymore and Jax took your face in his hands, "but it wasn't and our son is ok. Do you wanna go back to bed or do you want to stay here for a little longer?"

You stood up, the feelings hitting you full force, "no, I can go back now."

You managed to keep yourself together until Jax closed your bedroom door, and then the dam broke. You did your best to muffle your sobs and Jax hugged you to him, trying to soothe you as you did your best to calm down.

You couldn't speak through the distress, "you're ok, Abel's ok. Just try and take some deep breaths."

Jax felt himself tear up, but he forced himself to stay calm, if this was even a fraction of what you experienced when you did notifications, he understood why you worked so hard to identify every single person who came into your lab.

The sobs slowed and you lifted your head off his chest, "I'm sorry."

Jax shook his head, "it's alright darlin. I'm not going to ask you if you want to go back to bed so how about we sit up until morning? It's only a few hours away."

You nodded, "ok, you can sleep if you want, have things to do at Anvil tomorrow."

Jax shook his head, "nah, we've got episodes of antique road show to catch up on anyway."

You took a deep breath, "ok, can you switch it on why I go wash my face, I feel all yuck."

Jax chuckled and wiped your wet cheek with his thumb, "sure darlin. I love you."

You smiled softly, "I love you too Jackson."

You came back with a clean face feeling much better and settled in Jax's lap, Jax wrapping his arms around you while your back rested against his chest, "you wanna talk about it?"

You shook your head, "no, I don't want to think about it any more or ever again."

Jax pressed his lips to your cheek, "that's alright; tomorrow's an easy day at Anvil so we'll be at T-M in the afternoon to help you with the party."

You twisted your head and caught his lips, "thank you. Hey, on the bright side, at least it's not Arizona."

Jax laughed, "yeah, they're back to a full table now. A few of them are butting heads with Santo Padre but I don't think there's going to be any problems."

You sighed, "our lives really are becoming mundane."

Jax snorted, "our lives will never be mundane."

****

Hearing Jax's bike pull into T-M was the best sound of the day, you stopped stacking to bottles to walk outside and greet him, Jax walking up to you and wrapping you in his arms before pulling you into a kiss.

"Hey darlin, how was your day?"

You smiled and kissed him again, "it was good, how was yours?"

He lifted his hand and his thumb brushed your lower lip, "I learned something about you today that I found very interesting."

By the tone of his voice, Jax was taking this somewhere, "yeah and what was that?"

"I'm the only man you ever who's ever made you beg."

You pressed your lips together, "and how did you find that out?"

He smirked, "I put somethings together. I gotta say darlin, that makes me feel some kinda way."

You did your best to compose yourself, "you can pat yourself on the back all you like, but for now, we have a party to get ready."

****

Nevada arrived just before the sunset, SAMCRO didn't seem happy about it and the night slowly devolved into a simmering iciness that you knew was going to turn into something nasty.

That came when you, Jax, Sam and Ope and some of the Nevada men were all sitting around the fire enjoying your dinner while Ima and Lyla sat with Happy, Juice and the Nevada President and VP.

"She doesn't look that pregnant, is she still making movies?"

Sam was so angry his teeth hurt, "she's only fourteen weeks along and no, she's a producer now."

"Ain't that sweet, I guess you won't need to worry about what happens after the baby, since she's already been ran…"

You cut him off, "buddy, you're talking about the wives of the VP Sergeant at Arms of your mother charter, I'd shut up if I was you."

He didn't even look at you, his eyes moving to Opie but not trying to backtrack, "come on, I'm just telling him what he already knows. His wife's a whore and we've all seen her….."

The man didn't see Sam's fist coming and he didn't stand a chance in a fight. The commotion he got drew one's attention but Jax and their President shared a look and the thrashing wasn't stopped.

Ima was standing next to you, seemly undisturbed, "what started it?"

You blinked, "he talked shit about you." You turned to Jax, "time to break it up my love."

Jax waited for a few more punches before trying but it was no use, he might as well have been trying to pull back a bear. You waved to Opie to join but he shook his head, "you said it, he said the same thing about Lyla."

You joined Jax in trying but it was no use, Sam just shrugged you off. You looked around for a solution and your eyes landed on a fire extinguisher so you ran over and plucked it off the brick wall before pulling the pin and unloading it.

That stopped it and Sam got off him, his chest rising and falling. He face was filled with rage as the other man tried to right himself, Ima stepping in between them, "come on baby, let me fix up your hands."

Sam's eyes left his foe and moved towards his wife, his gaze softening, "I'm sorry…"

Ima waved her hand, "it's alright, let's go get you fixed up."

She led him away as forcefully as he could and you moved to pull the man up but he shoved you away, "get off me bitch."

You moved fast enough to stop Jax from picking up where Sam left off and turned to the men from the other charter "you need to get your friend to the ER, he has a concussion."

Some of his friends stepped forward and help him up while Jax walked over to their President, "we better go and deal with this." Jax's tine was deadly, the rage thick in the air.

"Yeah, we can go and talk."

All the men left and you headed into the dorm to check on Sam. Thankfully, Ima had calmed him down enough that he wasn't twitching, "you wanna explain yourself little brother?"

He huffed, "that fucker is lucky I didn't kill him."

You nodded, "yeah, I mean, he might have a TBI but no, you didn't kill him."

You walked over to the bed and Ima dropped his hands so you could look them over, "I think you've got three fractured fingers, nothing serious but don't hit anything for a while."

Sam shook his head, "I'm sorry, he started talking and I just lost it."

You sighed, "yeah, I know. You good now?"

He nodded, "yeah."

You rubbed your face, "I'll let Ima finish cleaning you up and then you better head to the table, I'm sure they'll want to hear your side of the story."

Sam leaned over and gave you a friendly tap, "thanks y/n."

You sighed, "yeah yeah, don't thank me till the morning and you realise how bad your hands are."

****

It took an hour for everyone to come out, and Nevada didn't look happy. You walked up to Jax and he placed his hand on your cheek, "so what happened?"

He smiled softly, "the asshole's on probation, apparently it's not the first time he's pulled something like that."

You yawned and Jax smiled, "I think it's time we call it a night, we have a busy day tomorrow."

You nodded, "good idea."

Part 62

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 63

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Part 62 Snippet 7 - The Victor

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“Perfection only exists in babies and pastries.” – Gayle Wray

One hundred and fifty days till the due date.

Ima groaned, "This sucks, I thought the second trimester was suppose to be easy." Sam went to fuss over her and she glared at him, "this is your fault, don't look all sad."

You huffed, "Everything they say about pregnancy is bullshit. You're forming a human right now, nothing is easy about that." You turned to Sam, "and you, stop it. Ima isn't an invalid, she's going to kill you if you don't calm down."

Sam rubbed his face, "sorry, I'm being suffocating, I'll try harder."

Ima's shoulder fell and she opened her arms, "it's alright baby, I just need a bit of space."

Sam happily accepted her hug, "I love you so much."

You sighed, "I need to get to work, I'll leave you to dote on each other in peace."

****

"Ok, what am I looking at?" You looked over the rotten remains while Holt stood by.

"I thought you could tell me, they found them in an old well in Massachusetts. The local sheriff is worried this is going to create some kind of witch panic." He didn't sound impressed.

"Judging by the pelvic inlet, the skull fracture and the piles of beer cans in our pile of evidence, I think it was a death by misadventure, but I will tell you more when I'm finished with my exam." At least you'd be home by dinner with this one.

"Thank you Dr l/n. Also, I think a congratulations is in order, Anvil getting that defence contact is an impressive step." The pride was clear in his voice.

"Thank you Raymond, although I'm sure you'll get sick of hearing Travis talk about it."

****

"Hey darlin, how's your day been?" Jax stood against the door frame of your office wearing his trademark Teller smirk and his oil stained T-M shirt.

"Good, even better now that you're here. What about you?" You could tell where this was heading.

"Good, I got all my jobs done today and Travis said you finished with your post so I'm thinking maybe we could go somewhere more private and talk about the wedding." Talking about the wedding had come to mean something very different.

"The Egyptian room is free, you wanna head down there?" With all the stress of Club life fading, there was so much more time for more enjoyable activities.

Jax licked his lips, "yeah, that sounds good darlin."

You hopped up and took his hand as you left the room, Jax's eyes on your ass as you led the way to the archive. Travis rolled his eyes as you waved to him and pointed towards the door that led to the back of the museum, knowing he would turn the cameras off.

"How much public sex do you think he's seen?" Jax clearly was in the mood to brag.

"I have no idea, I've seen heaps, scientists are freaks." You knew that would get a response out of him

Jax squeezed your hand a little tighter and leaned in close as you entered the back rooms, "oh, I know."

The excitement built in your chest as you crossed the threshold of the Egyptian room. It was the size of a large living room with the bed in the middle and you had to flip in the light as you closed the solid wooden door. Jax's hand moved from your hand to your forearm, stopping you from reaching the bed as he spun you on the spot, "I guess this is the closest I'll get to all those ruins you talk so much about." He leaned in as he spoke, his lips brushing yours.

"No, if you want to go, I can get us out of the country, we can go anywhere you want." You closed the distance and kissed him, Jax smiling against your lips.

He pulled back, his eyes filled with affection, "as long as you're with me I'm happy."

"What's gotten in you? You're sweet talking me like I haven't already given you my heart." You rubbed his nose with yours and Jax stepped towards the bed.

"Nothing darlin, I'm just making sure you know how lucky I feel to have you." He went with you as your knees hit the side of the bed.

"The feeling is mutual my love but don't think I don't know what you're doing."

Jax smirked, "and what is that?"

You gripped his shirt in your fists and shifted your weight to throw him on the bed, Jax bouncing as he caught himself, "you're buttering me up hoping that I'll make your life easy, that I'll let you feel like a king while we fuck in Cleopatra's bed but you'd be wrong."

Jax licked his lips, "I don't know, this feels pretty king like." Only Jax would say that with a woman looming over him.

"Oh Teller you insufferable arrogant. You're going to push me too far one day and I swear I'm going to…."

"You're going to what darlin? You're the one that stressed all that time with Anvil that big and strong beats small and smart when it comes down to it. We're on equal footing now." This was another new development, now that his insecurity was gone, his ego had only grown.

You climbed on top of him and buried your head in his neck, scraping your teeth along his jugular, "now now Jackson, we both know that's not true." You ran a hand down his body to grope his hard cock through his jeans and Jax grunted, his eyes growing hooded. "On the pillows and I might take mercy on you."

Jax didn't bother replying as you stood up to allow him to move. He did, however, recline on the pillows like he owned the place. You swung your leg over his hip and straddled him, raising an eyebrow and shoving his hands away as he went to take your top off before removing it yourself.

Jax's eyes raked over your chest and he licked his lips, "what a view."

You shook your head, "keep you hands on the bed or I stop." Jax's jaw clenched, you knew you'd be in for the next time.

Jax grabbed fists fulls of the sheets before smirking at you, "you gonna do anything about my dick or are you just going to leave me hanging?"

You smiled softly and bent at the waist, pulling him into a kiss before sinking your teeth into his lower lip. Jax chased your lips as you sat back up, you tugged his shirt upwards, "get this off."

Jax sat up just enough to get his chest bare before flopping back down and returning his hands to the sheets. You got comfortable, kissing his face as you made your way to his neck, stopping to nibble a bruise into the skin. You went to his chest next, kissing across his collarbones and down the middle of his chest before kissing over his Abel tattoo then the scars for his prison stabbing.

You kissed random parts of his abs, Jax's breath hitching as you kissed a line down his happy trail. You worked quickly to undo his pants and yanked them down along with his boxers as his cock sprang free. "Don't be too mean to me darlin, you know my heart can't take it."

Jax was powerless against you, he had admitted himself many times. You smiled down at him before dropping your head and licking his cock from base to tip in a flat stroke, then wasted no time in taking his cock in your mouth.

"Fuck." Jax exhaled and bucked his hips as warmth engulfed him. As Jax tried to catch his barings, you ran your hand up his body and dug your fingers into his firm flesh. You took him further into your mouth, pausing to adjust but just as you got comfortable but Jax hit his breaking point and lifted his hand off his bed.

You pulled off him and shot him a look, "what did I tell you about your hands Teller?"

His chest was heaving and his hand moved to your cheek, "I'm sorry darlin, I couldn't help myself."

You shook your head, "yeah, I could tell. Self control has never been your strong suit." You pressed your lips to his hip before pulling off your bra, lifting his hand to your breast, and straddling his hips.

His other came up to join to first one and you sighed as his fingers brushed your nipples, "I'm only a man, you can't blame me."

The kiss was gentle this time and Jax's arms wrapped around you to pull you close, "I'm immune to your charms." You sat up, shoving Jax down as he went to follow you, "don't even think about it." You haphazardly tugged your pants off, and Jax's eyes locked onto the hem of your panties.

"This is doing things for me." Jax's voice was filled with gravel.

You smiled at him and made a show of removing your underpants before swinging them around on one finger "yeah, I can tell. You keep being insufferable, if you keep this up they'll be going in your mouth next time."

Jax swallowed, "darlin please, you're killing me here."

You took his hand in yours and placed it on your inner thigh before raising your eyebrows, "well, I'm waiting."

Jax got the message and slid his hand up further, running his fingers through your slit with a groan, "fuck you're wet. This seems to be doing things for you too."

You sighed, sinking into the feeling as Jax circled your clit, "you're pretty when you beg."

Your eyes shot open at the welcomed push of Jax's fingers, "bold words for the one who's usually the one doing it." It was clear by his movements he was trying to make you lose your composure.

"Careful Teller." Jax didn't stop and you rocked your hips as his thumb found your clit but just as that telltale feeling started to buzz at your insides, you wrapped your hand around his wrist and squeezed. Jax stopped, his eyes going from where his hand joined your body to your face.

You smiled down at him and pulled his hand away, Jax relaxing when he realised it was all part of the game. You kissed him sweetly one last time before gripping his cock and rubbing it up and down your slit, "ask me nicely."

Oh, you were really going to get it when Jax recovered, "please darlin, I want you so bad."

Had he been disingenuous you would have paused but the desperation in his voice was real, "ok my love." You sunk down on him and bit your lip to stop you from moaning as you bottomed out.

One of Jax's hands gripped your hips while the other made its way to your centre, his fingers stroking your clit in gentle circles as you rocked your hips back and forth. Jax's eyes fluttered shut as you picked up the pace and his jaw clenched as a grunt pushed its way out his mouth. You placed your hands on his chest and Jax fought the urge to flip you over a take control, his mind jumping between enjoying this and his ego.

He settled for bucking his hips into you, the satisfaction oozing in as you gasped when he hit your G-spot on the upstroke. You didn't falter when Jax's fingers sped up, intent on not giving him the win as the edge grew ever closer.

'Fucking hell darlin." When your eyes opened, you saw that Jax was looking at you like he wanted to eat you alive, his eyes filled with lust as they moved up and down your body in a languid pass.

You smiled down at him then slowed slightly, wanting one last blow before the orgasm took you, "is everything alright dear? You seem out of breath."

The hand on your hip squeezed hard enough to bruise and Jax slammed into you from underneath, grunting as you steadied yourself on his chest.

You matched Jax's pace, barely holding yourself up as the wave hit, "touch yourself." Jax's word registered and the second your hand landed on your flesh, he was grabbing your hips with both hands and chasing his own high.

Jax let out a feral grunt and bucked his hips one last time before he fell still with his chest heaving. You flopped down on his chest and his arms wrapped around you, "what got into your darlin?"

You huffed, "you might not know this, but I'm used to bossing people around."

Jax chuckled and pressed his lips to your cheek, "I know, I've seen it. You like bossing me around too."

His tone was full of affection and his hand ran up and down your back as you replied, "yeah and you're clearly thinking of me naked every time I do."

"Hey, it turns me on when you go all GI Jane." That much was true by his reaction today.

"I'll keep that in mind for next time but right now I need to go back to work." You didn't want to climb off him, in fact a nap sounded wonderful.

"Ten more minutes darlin, I'll even help you change the sheets." Jax clearly felt the same way.

"You would have done that anyway but you win, ten more minutes." You rolled to your side and Jax pulled you into his arms.

"I love you darlin." His lips on yours were soft as he kissed you.

"I love you too Jackson."

One hundred and thirty-four days till the due date.

"Sam, Sam did you hear me?" He looked lost in thought, "Samual."

His head snapped towards you, "sorry. What were you saying about the wedding."

You sighed, "I was saying that you need to figure out if you're going to call it a night when Jax and I do so we can lock up the property or if you're going to help clean up."

He rubbed his face, "yeah sorry. Can I decide on the day? I'd rather wait and see what the baby is doing."

You nodded, "of course. Something else is on your mind and I just know it so hurry up and tell me before I drag it out of you."

He huffed, "nothing gets passed you. I'm just stressed y/n, I got a baby coming, I didn't think it would worry me so much. I know I should be elated but every new ultrasound photo just fills me with dread. Don't get me wrong, I want this I'm just so scared I'm going to fuck it up."

"How so? It's a baby Sam, not a souffle, they are kinda hard to fuck up." That didn't seem to comfort him.

"You know how little they are when they come out, what if I hold them wrong or miss a feeding or don't…" His voice caught.

"Have you talked to Ima about this?" Sam had been going back and forth from joy to worry since Ima started showing.

"Yeah, she thinks I'll be fine." The warmth he felt for her was clear in his voice.

"Because you will be. This is nothing new for you, you were great with Abel and this is no different. If I was worried, you know I would tell you and I'm not worried. You're not our father, you're not going to fuck the baby up trust me." You placed your hand around him and he leaned against your shoulder.

"How do you not live in fear every second of the day? We've seen how horrible the world is, it's filled with horrors and evil people. How am I suppose get up in morning knowing that I can't keep my child safe?" You knew that worry would never fade.

"Who says I don't. All I know is that I'm going to do my best to prepare Abel for whatever life throws at him, what happens after that is up to the powers at be." You didn't want to dwell on that too much.

"Yeah, I guess you're right. You must be getting sick on having the same conversation with me all the time." He sounded weary.

"No, I'll have it with you another hundred times if you need me to."

One hundred and ten days till the due date.

"How's work been?"

You sighed, "So busy but the grant came through so we're getting more staff soon. What about you?"

Ima mirrored your sigh as her hand went to her growing belly, "we haven't stopped, I swear I must be producing five videos a day now. Between requests and those education videos you suggested we never have a break but at least I'm sitting down." A smile flashed on her face suddenly and she flapped her arm, "give me your hand."

You did as she asked and she slid your hand over her belly, the flutter of little feet patting against your skin, "wow, the baby is kicking."

Her smile grew but she looked deep in thought, "Thank you for being such a great sister, I don't think many people would be ok with their little brother having a family with a porn star."

You removed your hand from her belly and wrapped her in a hug, "I don't care one bit, you and Sam love each other and this baby is going to have a great life, that's all that matters."

Ninety-four days till the due date.

Knock knock

"Come in." You took a deep breath and opened the Chapel door, doing your best to keep your face neutral but it seemed Sam already knew something was up the moment he met your eye.

"I know that face, that's the better to beg forgiveness than ask permission face. What do you want sis?"

You smiled and walked over to Jax as Rat pulled a chair beside him, "so as you know, I'm still writing my book on the Red Pill. Well, I realised that I'm leaving a woeful gap if I don't see these men in their natural habitat but I won't go to one of their hunting grounds for fear of my own safety so I did a thing."

Jax had a terrible feeling, "what did you do darlin?"

He could tell by your face it was bad, "well I went on to one of their forums and told them this place would be a slutfest, those were my words, this Wednesday. My plan is to make sure all the women here are from Anvil and watch them try to interact. The women have already agreed and I already have a small party planned. I'm not coming to ask, I'm coming to tell you that the Club owes me and this is me collecting."

Jax clenched his jaw, "you sure everyone will be safe?"

You nodded, "I'm positive, you have no need to worry."

Sam clicked his tongue, "do you want us there?"

You shook your head, "not you, everyone else can come if you want but please stay home if you feel you can't stop yourself from becoming violent. Some of my guys will be there to play Red Pill creeps so it looks real and one of the gentlemen who you met through your training will play my online persona. I'll be in Juice's Batcave to observe through the hidden cameras and audio and to talk to my plants."

Jax sighed, "you're not even asking permission, you're just telling us how this is going to go."

You nodded, "yes, as I said, you do owe me."

Jax rubbed his face and took a deep breath, "fine but you better make sure they don't come back."

You smiled, "oh, don't worry, they won't, Some of the money's been linked back to a crypto coin that's less than legal and I may have tipped some people off."

Jax chuckled and looked around the room, "I think we can give our Clubhouse to a good cause for the night, all in favour?"

Their hands went up slowly, Sam's going up last with a shake of his head, "alright darlin, you can have you fun."

****

You slid next to Juice with a smile, "I'm surprised you came, I thought this would be too much for you?"

Juice shook his head, "Jess and I want to adopt one day, I need to know what my kids are going to be dealing with." Juice looked over the screen, "it all looks good, you think the guys will be able to stick to the scripts you gave them?"

You nodded, "yeah, they've had plenty of prep. Plus they've all got ear pieces and codewords in case they get stuck. I can talk to one and type stuff for you to tell another person at the same time."

Juice sighed, "I guess this is where the fun starts."

You smiled, "yes it is."

****

"I would pay money, cash money to see this go down with these women organically." You were happy the night was coming close to its end.

Juice huffed, "we met some of them, it would be a bloodbath."

You chuckled, "yes, that's what I'm hoping for. I'm going to give them a bonus for keeping it together, I would have poisoned these fucks by now."

Juice spun in his chair, "you still can you know, they won't be missed."

You groaned, "I wish but the IRS will fucked them better than I ever could."

****

Jax almost broke down the door when the last man left, "is that all you need to get this book done?" His tone was full of rage.

You nodded, "yep, that's the last of it. What's wrong Jackson?"

He shook his head, "can Juice go home?" You nodded, and Jax's jaw clenched, "go home and spend the rest of the night with Jess." Juice could taste the anger coming off Jax as he left.

You placed your hand on his shoulder, "alright, you wanna tell me why you're so angry you're shaking?"

He swallowed, "I have my limits, y/n, I ain't putting up with them again. I get that you are your guys have had to deal with people you want to kill but no one us are trained for that, this night could have gone very different."

You lifted your hand to his cheek, "I overheard their conversations Jax, It's not like you wouldn't have heard the same things said in a Clubhouse before."

Jax's anger gave way to fear, "Sam's got a little girl on the way. Ellie's going into high school soon. How are they supposed to deal with that shit? What if we have a girl one day, how the fuck is Abel meant to make friends?"

You understood his anger now, "oh my love, men like that have always been around and they always will be. I'm writing the book for that very reason. These people thrive on not being known, on having all their tricks hidden from the world. Isn't it better to suffer them for one night, knowing that maybe one day you can share what you've learned and help someone?"

Jax let out a shaky breath, "yeah, you're right. These kind of lessons are going to happen a lot more aren't they?"

You nodded, "we have a child Jax and we might have more, there are things that as much as we'd like to, we can't hide from him."

Jax pressed his forehead to yours, his eyes damp, "can we go home now?"

You nodded, "of course we can."

Eight-six days till the due date.

"Have we ever put on a baby shower before?" Kozik was looking at the balloons like they were in Latin.

"No, we haven't. Sam and Ima don't want much, no silly games or shit like that. Just a nice party, I'm pretty sure they're only holding it to get people to their backs. Now hang the balloons please, this place still looks like the Clubhouse and that doesn't exactly say, welcome to our spring, baby."

****

"Bamboo cotton is better, it breaths more and it's softer."

Jax huffed at your statement, "It's also double the price. As long as it's not flammable, it doesn't matter."

"But their skin is so soft, and their little legs are so fat." No one ever took Happy for being clucky but he was.

"See Jax, Hap's got the right idea."

You were sitting at the picnic tables with Jax, the guys and Gemma, sipping on some fancy fruit drink while the afternoon passed you by.

"When are you and Jax going to have more kids?" There was a moment of quiet, it was only a matter of time before Gemma said something, you had hoped she would wait until you were married.

"Really mum?" Jax sounded pissed.

"What, Abel should have siblings." Yeah, she was doing this now.

"I'm not sure Gem, it might be never. Pregnancy is dangerous, it permanently disables people every day. In the end, it's between Jax and me and I'm the one who has the final say because I'll be the one going through it." You hoped that would stop Gemma in her tracks.

"Please, Ima's doing fine. You're young and healthy, you'll be fine." Things were getting awkward fast.

"Well maybe the next time your son creampies me, it will stick but for now, I think the birth control is doing its job." Even Tig looked uncomfortable but your words had their intended effect.

"You'll come around don't worry, I'm sure of it." She got after that and went and sat with Nero and Bobby, it was a shame she didn't have to sit in what just happened.

"You really went there darlin, didn't you?" Jax wasn't mad.

"Yes I did. Isn't that what people are asking when they're asking about us having kids? That's how the baby gets there most of the time." You weren't going to back down.

"Is that going to be your response everytime?" He sounded worried now.

"Yep, the only reason I wasn't more vulgar was because it was your mother. The last time someone asked I went into graphic detail, they don't come near me anymore." Tig's eyes lit up, "nope, nothing for you Mr, what happens between me and Jax is not for your ears."

Jax sighed, "That's fair enough. But for what it's worth, you'd look really hot…"

You shoved him playfully, "if you finish that sentence, you will never see my vagina again."

****

"Can you go find your brother? Marcus and his guys are here and they want to drop off some gifts." Jax had stayed by you for the rest of the afternoon and you had the sneaking suspicion it was to keep you from having another outburst.

"Of course, I hope they didn't buy too much, they already have everything they need." You were worried it was going to be over the top, apparently, babies were a big thing in the biker world.

"No, just clothes and books like they asked. Last I heard, they were in the dorm taking a break." Jax was looking at you fondly, he had been so much happier lately.

"Of course my love, I'll be back it in jiffy." You hurried off, brushing by the people in the hall as you made your way to the dorm.

You knocked twice before opening, "Sam… OH MY GOD."

There was a scramble of bodies as Sam moved to cover Ima, "I'm sorry, I'll leave you two along."

You walked back to Jax, unsure of how to process what you just saw but couldn't wait because Jax was standing next to Marcus and Marcus was looking at you expectantly, "where are the happy couple? We wanted to drop some things off."

You blinked, "they are busy."

"Darlin they can't be that busy." You really didn't want to elaborate.

"Jackson, they are busy." He turned and looked at your face, and tried to suppress his smile as the realisation settled for everyone.

"We'll wait, free beer is free beer right?" Marcus was trying to not laugh.

"Yes, that would be wise." They head off to get themselves drinks and Jax broke down.

"Teller, it is not funny, I did not need to see that." You rubbed your face as if to remove the image from your eyes.

"You'll be fine, it's not like the baby got there by magic." You wanted to kick him.

"Yeah, laugh it up. The next time I have space in a practical lecture you're coming, you won't laugh so hard then." That didn't seem to stop him.

"You can count me in darlin."

Twenty till the due date.

Jax smiled as he listened to your speech in the background for the fifty millionth time. His station in the garage had slowly become where he spent most of his time. His eyes flicked from the now clean gun in his hand to his phone screen.

You had gotten the nomination letter for the Scientific Services to Humanity award a few days after the baby shower, and Jax had been beaming with pride ever since. He was lucky enough to be able to go with you, his dress shirt itchy as you accepted the medal in your silver evening dress with a smile on your face.

"Lastly and most importantly, I want to thank my Beloved Jackson who has stuck by me through all the late nights and early mornings, my constant support and my shoulder to cry on. He truly is the second best thing that ever happened to me."

He wasn't ashamed at the tears that stung his eyes that night, they had arrived when you spoke of Abel, how you wanted a better world for him and how he was the most precious thing in your life.

"Really Jackie boy, you must be able to repeat that by heart by now." Chibs' tone was full of affection.

"Shut up man. Do you know how hard I had to try to convince her to go? I'm going to enjoy it."

Opie shook his head, "don't bother man, I'm pretty sure he hasn't stopped smiling since they announced her name."

Chibs chuckled, "speaking of the lass in question."

Chibs pointed behind him and Jax followed his finger to you standing there with an unpressed look on your face, "oh boy Jackson, you'd think I was dead and that was the last video you had of me."

Jax shook his head, "I'm just proud of you, plus you looked gorgeous in that dress."

You sighed, "yeah, I know. I was just stopping by to drop off more Anvil contracts, you guys are going to be very busy."

Jax hopped up and met you halfway and took the file from your hands with a smile, "you wanna get a snack with me darlin?"

You nodded, "hell yeah."

Jax searched around for his holster, sighing as he realised he had left it in the office. Without thinking, he lifted his shirt and stuffed the gun down his pants only to meet the look of horror on your face.

"Oh no beloved, don't do that," Jax was taken aback, he could count the times you have called him beloved in public on one hand.

You walked up to him and yanked his shirt up before removing the gun and placing it on the table, "you've had a month of training my love, you should know that's not safe. If you blow of you penis I'll still love you but me and my vagina will be very sad, ok?"

Jax flushed red, he hadn't been this embarrassed in years, trust you to pull something like that in front of half of his brothers, "I'm sorry darlin, I won't do it again, I left my holster in the office."

You lifted your hand to your face, "oh my, this just won't do. If I ever see you do something like that again, I'm going to make you come to the lab and help me with an autopsy of someone who's been shot in the dick, understand?"

Jax nodded, "yep, I'm hearing you loud and clear."

You smiled, "good." You pressed a kiss to his cheek and turned on your heel, "I'm going to get us those snacks, you can sit in your embarrassment for a bit."

Chibs' laughter broke the silence, "you learn your lesson Jackie boy?"

Jax huffed, "fuck off man."

Seven days till the due date.

"Sam and Ima are at the door." They had been coming a lot in the last few days, if only for you to ease their minds about the baby.

"Thanks T, they can come through."

Sam had his hand on Ima's back, he hadn't left her side in the last month and you were grateful Jax was generous with the paternity leave because Sam was a worried mess when he didn't know what Ima was doing.

"Hello you two, how did the ultrasound go?" Ima reached into her bag and handed you a black and white photo.

"Aww, look at that little nose. Not long left now." You handed Ima back the photo and Sam's eye lingered as you went.

"Yes, well as you can see, it's not as clear as yours. We were wondering if you'd let us have another look?" This would make it time number four, it must have been the 3D tec.

"Of course, but only a few minutes since you don't need it." You waved them over to the office and Sam shot you a smile.

"You know the drill." It didn't take long for everything to be set up then you were dragging the wand across Ima's belly. With a few clacks, a steady thump filled the room and Sam's eyes got wet, "you good little bro?"

He nodded and wiped his face, "yeah, I'm great. How does everything look?"

You sighed, "I'm not that kind of doctor but everything looks fine. The baby is in a good position, the heartbeat is strong and he or she has a great head size, there's a good brain in there."

"A good position, does that mean the C section will be easy?" Ima had decided a month in that she wasn't interested in going through childbirth, not that the other option was any easier.

"Yes, Sam, the C section will go fine." Sam must have asked you about it a million times, it's not that he wasn't one hundred per cent behind Ima, he was just worried about everything.

"Baby you have to stop worrying. We're going to be fine." She paused, "do you think the C section is the right thing?"

You handed her something to wipe her belly and printed the better photos, "it's your choice, that's all that matters. However, given that birth complications run in your family, I think it's a good idea. If anyone says otherwise, they can be the ones to push the baby out."

"One of the nurses said something on the way out, I'm still pissed about it." Sam's tone wasn't just pissed.

"Let me guess, something about Ima's anatomy staying the way it was before she got pregnant?" Sam's jaw ticked.

"Yeah, as fucking if I'd put my wife through major.." He stopped himself, "I fucking hate people."

You and Ima exchanged looks, "how about Travis takes you to the cafe and I spend some time with my brother?"

Ima smiled, "good idea."

Ima hopped of the couch and closed your office door on the way out, "Samuel, what is going on now? It's a new worry every day with you."

He thumbed differed over the photo his hand, "I'm gonna fuck it up y/n, somehow I'm going to fuck this up and I'll never forgive myself. I look at her and my baby and I know I don't deserve any of it. I've spent my whole adult life killing, I don't just get a wife and a baby and a happy ending."

It always went back to this, "Sammy, that's not how any of this works. In seven days, you and Ima are going to check into St Thomas and a week after that, you're going to come out with a new baby and everything will be wonderful. I know you're not going to stop worrying so I'll just tell you that as your older, wiser, much more attractive sister, I know you're going to be fine."

Sam huffed, "shut up."

Your wrapped your arms around him and pressed your lips to his temple, "come on, we better head to the cafe before Travis eats all the chocolate cake."

Zero days till the due date.

"Clothes, good snacks, important information and baby stuff all packed. You are good to go. I'll drive you guys and Jax will take the car back to the house. Lyla is at St Thomas as we speak booking your room so we are good to go." Ima was too tired to plan and Sam was a bucket of nerves.

"I'm so hungry." You didn't blame her, growing a baby looked hard.

"Yes, you have surgery in four hours. Once the baby is here, you can eat all you want." You handed Sam the bag and waved to the car, finding Jax in the driver's seat when you got out the door, "hey Teller, what happened to me driving?"

He smirked, "you drive like a mad woman and no one wants that right now."

You rolled your eyes, "fine, but you owe me."

****

Lyla and Opie were there waiting as everyone entered the maternity ward, "you're all booked, the room is really nice."

Jax looped his arm around yours as you followed Lyla and the nurse down the hall and into Ima's room, "we'll be here in about an hour to do some tests, you guys settle in."

Sam had already set up the bed and Ima shook her head at him fondly, "everything's fine baby, stop fussing."

Sam did his best to not look like a kicked puppy but he didn't do a very good job, "you're fine Sammy, everything is fine."

"I just want everything to be perfect." He wrapped his arms around Ima and helped her into the bed before sitting on the edge and lifting her feet onto his lap so he could remove her shoes.

"I'm going to go run down some chairs and update the guys, they should be here soon." Ima flashed Ope a smile and he walked off with a skip in his step.

"You know they don't need to be here if you don't want them to be, you're the one giving birth." You wanted to make sure Ima didn't feel pressure from Gemma to play the perfect old lady.

Ima sighed, "No, I want them here. Plus, I know you'll scare them off if I change my mind."

"Hell yeah I will, I'll even punch Sam for doing this to you, if you want me to." Jax gave you a friendly shove, "sorry."

****

The next two hours both crawled and flashed by and by the time doctors where wheeling Ima off to the OR with Sam in tow, everyone was suitably anxious, "how long will this take?"

Jax's hand hadn't left yours since everyone had settled in the room, "an hour max, they'll call us to the chairs outside the OR doors once she's all set up but we won't be allowed in."

"You ready to meet your niece?" Jax's voice was full of joy.

"I am, are you?" You flopped your head against his shoulder and he pressed his lips to your temple.

"You bet, she's going to be the most loved baby on the planet." His eyes drifted to the door, almost willing the nurse to come in and give you and Jax to go ahead.

"I can't wait to tell Abel, he's been so excited." Abel was always trying to help with things for the baby and the nursery was covered in his drawings.

"Everything's going to be ok, isn't is?" Jax had no worry in his voice.

"It is, don't worry."

****

"Ok, you'll feel some pressure but if you feel any pain please let us know. Daddy should keep his head behind the drape unless he's ok with seeing blood." The doctor had been wonderful through the whole thing and Sam and Ima's worries were always attended to.

"Don't worry doc, I'm not going to look." Sam stroked Ima's face lovingly and his heart filled with love as she leaned into his hand, "I love you so much, you have given me everything I could ever ask for."

She smiled up at him, a little dopey from the drugs, "I love you too Sammy." She inhaled as she left the pressure the doctor talked about and Sam's face filled with worry, "everything's fine, don't worry."

"You have a very caring husband, it's nice to see." Sam blushed at the nurse's statement.

"He's wonderful, he's going to make an amazing father." Ima squeezed his hand and took a deep breath as she felt an overwhelming pulling.

"Are you alright?" Sam had to stop himself from standing up to make sure the doctor wasn't doing something wrong.

Ima gave him a tight smile, "I'm fine, it just feels strange."

"That's because you're about to meet your baby." Right on cue, a piercing screaming filled the room, "congratulations, you have a beautiful little girl."

There was a rush of movement and a nurse appeared next to them holding their baby. Ima reached out and took the little girl in her arms as Sam watched, "she's perfect."

Sam sniffed and ran the tip of his finger over the baby's cheek, "she needs a name."

"There's plenty of time for that, we'll let your friends know the good news and take you back to your room so you can rest. Everything went well and you should heal nicely."

****

You and Jax had been waiting just outside the hallway to the labour and delivery OR for half an hour when a nurse came out, "You have a neice, she's six pounds, two ounces and twenty inches long. Mum and baby are resting but they want you two back in their room once you've let everyone know the good news."

You took a moment with each other before going to tells everyone for the news to sink in, "are you upset that you knew?"

You shook your head, "no, it still feels the same. Hap's going to be over the moon."

Jax chuckled fondly, "I don't think he would have cared either way." He patted your knee, stood up and held out his hand, "come on darlin, we better let everyone know the good news."

You hurried off arm in arm with Jax to the large waiting room, open the door and popped your head in, "Six pounds, two ounces and twenty inches long. Everything went well and the baby is healthy."

Happy glared at you, "what is it."

Jax grinned and shook his head, "a little girl."

High fives and happy shouts were exchanged, it was insane how normal everything felt. You noticed movement in the corner of your eye, Tig was handing Kozik a wad of cash, "did you bet on the sex of the baby?"

Kozik blinked, "we all did, don't worry. We're going to give the money to the baby."

"What's a baby going to do with money shithead?" Happy's joy was palatable in his tone.

Jax's hand rested on your lower back as you addressed the group, "I'm sure Sam and Ima will be grateful you're setting her up for a good future. We're going to go in and meet the little one, once they're ready for visitors, we'll call you guys in."

You walked the few feet the Ima's and room and knocked on the door and Sam opened it a few seconds later, "hey."

"Hey, how is everyone?" You walked inside, Ima was half asleep but paying attention.

"We're all good, you wanna meet my little girl?" You nodded and Sam walked you over to the crib.

"She's perfect." You held out your arms and Sam nodded before you bent down and picked her up, "she's tiny." Her eyes were closed and every part of her but her face was covered in warm clothes and blankets, "does she have a name?"

Sam and Ima exchanged a look, "Audrey, Audrey y/n."

"You named your baby after me?" It was not to cry looking at her tiny sleeping face.

"Only her middle name, we don't need two of you." Sam had nothing but love in his voice but there was worry in his face.

"Have you held her yet Sammy?" The worry grew and it was clear the answer was no.

"She's so small, I'll hurt her." He looked positively terrified

Ima gave you a look and you sighed before taking two steps towards him, "well, now is a good a time as any." He stiffed as you went to pass Audrey to him but you didn't give him a chance to back out, "you'll be fine, you gotta do it."

You all but shoved her into his arms and he stopped breathing, "you're fine, she's fine, see." Her eyes opened and Sam relaxed as he looked over her.

"I love you so much little one, you have no idea." The tears were falling freely now, "you're my little girl."

Your wrapped your arm around Jax and watched as Sam walked over to Ima's bed with the baby in his embrace, "you should have handed her to me first, now I'm never going to get to hold her."

Ima giggled, "you can be the first one to change her if you like."

"That's fair. Are you ever going to put her down Sam?" Jax knew the overwhelming weight of Sam's emotions.

Sam's eyes never left Audrey's face, "Never, now that I've got her I don't think I can."

****

"Hap, stop hogging the baby and give her here." The frustration in Bobby's tone came across even though he was whispering so Ima could sleep.

"He's right Hap, you gotta share." Happy sighed at your statement and reluctantly handed Audrey to Bobby.

"She's gorgeous, you should be proud." Sam had stayed close as Audrey was passed from person to person, always within touching distance just in case.

"I am, Ima did so well." Sam had never felt so much love in his whole life, "I love both of them so much."

Bobby smiled and handed her back to Sam, "she's one lucky kid. We'll go get the other guys."

Happy and Bobby left and Chibs and Tig took their place. Chibs caught sight of Audrey in her little pink hat and walked over with his arms outstretched, "aww, the wee little lass."

She had somehow extracted her fat little arm from the swaddle and was waving it around, reaching out into the world around her, "look at that, she knows who her favourite uncle is."

"I think Hap would have something to say about that." Sam was feeling less anxious by the second, if his brothers had any say in it, she was going to be the most loved baby on the planet.

"Give her here, I wanna hold her." Chibs sighed but as he pulled Audrey away to pass her to Tig, her arm stopped and she let out a scream, "what did I do?"

You laughed, "I think she's just grumpy, she's been passed around like a football since she came out."

Sam took her from Chibs and tucked her arm back inside the blanket before handing her to the now awake Ima, "I'll feed her, everyone else can come and see her later."

You sighed, "that's everyone cue to leave, we'll be just outside of you need us."

She smiled, "thank you."

****

Once everyone had been through, Sam called Gemma and asked her to bring Abel so he could meet his cousin. He was currently walking next to you, buzzing with excitement as you made your way to Ima's room, "you got to be quiet since she might be asleep."

Abel looked at you like you had said the most obvious thing on the planet, "I know mummy, and I got to be gentle cause she's small."

You smiled, "that's right, daddy is already in there waiting for us. Are you ready to meet her?"

He nodded aggressively, "yes please." He snuck under your arm as you opened the door but stopped himself from running to her when he saw her asleep in the crib.

As he got closer, Jax opened his arms so Abel could sit in his lap, "she's so little."

Jax chuckled, "yeah, she's a baby."

"So she can't play with me yet?" He sounded sad.

"Well not like you want but you can talk to her and show her things, baby love it when you talk to them." You knew you had a stupid smile on your face but so did everyone else.

"Can I go get Grandma?" Sam and Ima had calmed down a bit but there was still no way Gemma was going to be alone with Audrey.

"Of course, be quick because we all need to get some rest." Ima sounded exhausted.

Abel ran off as quietly as he could and returned with Gemma in tow, "Can I have froggy please." Gemma reached into her bag and handed Abel his favourite soft toy before Abel walked over to Audrey's crib. He pressed a kiss to the fluffy fabric then reached over the plastic rim and placed it next to his sleeping cousin.

You looked at Jax, who was already wiping his face with the back of his hand, "That's very sweet of you Abel, thank you for doing that."

Abel smiled at his father and climbed back into his lap, "I want Audrey to be my friend and mummy says you should share with your friends."

You relaxed into your chair with a sigh, "I'm sure she loves it very much sweetie."

****

Day turned into night and everyone went home to their lives, leaving Ima and Sam alone with their new baby. Despite you telling Sam that you would be there at the drop of a hat if he called, he couldn't calm himself enough to fall asleep along side with wife and baby.

He sat by her crib and watched as her chest rose and fell with sleep, her little hand wrapped around on of his huge fingers as he spoke softly to her, "you don't know it yet little one but you are going to have such a good life. Your mummy and I love you so much, and your aunt y/n is the coolest person I know. And you have so many aunties and uncles who love you so much." He felt overwhelmed with emotions, there was so much he wanted to tell her.

Ima's hand on his back brought him back to earth, "come to be baby, you need rest."

Sam twisted around and brought her hand to his lip, "I'm just going to stay up a little longer, just to make sure she's ok." Ima mumbled a reply but Sam was too busy watching Audrey to notice. He leaned over and pressed his lips to her forehead, "sleep tight little one, I love you with all my heart."

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Patience is a Virtue

Written for @yourwinchesterbros for missing edging on your kinkfest request. This has been in my drafts forever.

Can be read as a The Reaper and The Death Angel one-shot or as a standalone.

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Jax teaches you a lesson about waiting

"I'm going to miss you tonight."

You smiled, "it's only night shift Jax, one Club party without me isn't going to kill you."

He smirked, "it might, you can die of boredom you know. My brain's going to fall out of my ears, my heart's going to stop from having nothing to keep me entertained. My…"

You kissed him, "ok, enough. I'll be having my main meal at two, I'm sure the party will be done by then, you can stop by and eat with me."

He smiled, "I'd like that darin." He leaned down and kissed you, his lips soft against yours, "I don't know why you need to keep going on night shift. I thought work was slowing down?"

You shook your head, "it's the usual Jax, the state wants a certain number of cases done and the more we do the more they want."

He sighed, "I'm sorry darlin, I'll bring you some of flan from he cafe if you like."

You smiled, "I'd like that. See you at two yeah?"

He nodded and kissed you again, "yeah."

Jax was there right on two, flan in hand and his Teller smirk on his face. He pulled you into his arms and kissed you, his hands holding your head as his thumbs rubbed your cheeks, "dinner?"

You smiled, "yes please, it's been a long night." You sat down on your office couch, Jax sitting next to you, "how was the party?" He gave you a look, "oh no, what?"

"We have to go on a run tomorrow, we're leaving mid afternoon."

You sighed, "another one? Can't they pull someone else?"

Jax shook his head, "nope, we'll be back in three days."

You smiled, "does that mean you're going to have to touch your own dick instead of me doing it for you?"

He gasped in fake offence, "you don't think I can hold off, I thought you were the one who insisted I call you before I go to bed so we can say good night."

"Well yes, but you're the one who always brings up what I'm wearing."

He smiled, "I just want to know that you're comfortable, I can't have my woman not getting a good night's rest."

You shook your head, "sure Teller. Are you saying I can't wait?"

He nodded, "yep."

You pressed your lips together in thought, "well then, I guess we'll see. I will hold off for however many days you think I need to so I can prove I can wait. You can touch yourself, we both know that you can't keep it together."

Jax stuck out his hand, "you're on."

****

Jax was gone for five days, not three. You talked every morning and every night. Jax was merciful and kept the conversation PG, only asking if you were being good and you could hear his smirk across the line. When he got home, he wrapped you in his arms and kissed you long and slow, normally he would have you bent over the bed the moment everyone was asleep but tonight all he did was hold you.

"This must be rough on you too."

He nuzzled your hair, "it is, even more of a reason for you to give in."

You chuckled and stroked his face, "never, I told you I could wait and I will. The balls in your court Teller."

He hugged your tighter, "we'll see if you feel that way in the morning."

You woke up in Jax's arms, his face pressed to your hair, "good morning beloved."

He smiled and sniffed then ran his hands up and down your arms, "good morning darlin, did you sleep well?"

You nodded, "I always sleep well when you're with me."

He threw off the covers, kissing you one last time before heading to the bathroom. You watched him go, since you started buying Jax tight black boxers, it was all he wore. "See something you like?"

You smiled, "maybe, I can appreciate a nice ass."

He chuckled, "well, unless you cave, that's all you're going to be doing."

You shook your head, "I keep telling you, I can wait."

****

You lasted four more days before you broke. It was Sunday afternoon, Jax was out on Club business and you knew you'd have a few hours before he got home. All you needed was one, it's not like Jax would find out, he was intent on making you beg. You shut your bedroom door and lay on the bed. Your thoughts drifted to Jax as your hand slid down your body, this wasn't meant to be an indulgence, there was no fan fair, you were going to get off and be done with it.

You could almost feel Jax's hands on you as you circled your clit with your index finger, "what do you think you're doing little girl?"

Oh shit, you yanked your hand away from your body, "what does it look like?"

He swaggered over to you, "it looks like you're touching yourself without my permission."

You huffed and swung your legs over the bed, walking over to him, "you were taking to long."

He smiled, "so you can't wait."

You sighed, "maybe not, I missed you."

Jax pecked you, "were you thinking about me?"

You ran your hand down his chest, "of course I was."

He chuckled, "get naked, you're going to have to make this up to me." he stomped over to the bed and sat down, patting his legs, "over my knee." You huffed, "because spanking me has always worked." He licked his lips, "I know what it does to you, if I wanted to hurt you, I would be doing something very different."

You stripped off, taking your time while making eye contact, "don't you think I know what you're doing? Get to it darlin." You stripped off the rest of your clothes in a rush then dropped yourself over his knees, "count." The hits came hard and fast, "how many was that? Don't make me start again."

You gathered yourself, "three."

His hand rubbed your hot skin, "good girl." You could feel his hard cock through his jeans.

The rest of the hits were just as hard, Jax pausing to rub your hot skin while he waited for you to count, "have you learnt your lesson now?"

You shrugged, "I don't know, have I?"

Jax tutted, "get on your knees."

You smiled, "make me."

He grabbed you by your upper arms and pulled you up then planted you on the ground, "don't make me spank you again." His hands moving to hold your face.

You smiled, "I'd much rather suck your dick." He smirked, still fully dressed as he unzipped his jeans and pull them down just enough to get his cock out.

His hands moved to your arms and then he was lifting your hands to his hips, "tap if you need a break."

You nodded "yep." He stroked his cock with one hand and your cheek with the other.

"Get to it little girl." You took one hand off his hip and lifted it to his cocked, stroking the base as you wrapped your lips around the head.

"Fuck, just like that." You slid your mouth over more of him, Jax's head dropping back in pleasure, his hands lovingly rubbed your face. You pulled backed and kitten licked the head and Jax grunted, his hand tightening in your hair and spoke low and almost harsh, "don't tease."

You kissed his thigh and looked up and him through your eyelashes, "sorry my love."

You kissed the head of his cock one last time before sucking it into your mouth and swallowing him down like an icy pop. Jax gasped, his hips starting to move in their own as you sucked him deeper into your mouth. Your hand left the base of his cock to cup his balls, rolling them in your palm while Jax grunted. He tapped your cheek to let you know he was about to cum and you moaned around him in permission.

He tapped your cheek one last time before you felt something warm and salty hit your tongue, "fuck, fuck, fuck, my good girl." He bent over at the waist and rubbed your back then stepped back away from you. "Get on the bed." You scrambled up and got comfortable, Jax made no room to get naked, rather, he pulled up his pants and shed his shirt.

Your eyes raked his bare chest, Jax smirking as they landed on his face, "you see something you like?"

You nodded, "everyday."

He shook his head, "you've been good for me so far so I'm going to let you cum tonight, but when and how many times is up to me so you better behave." Jax climbed on top of you and nuzzled into your neck, his teeth coming out to nibble your skin.

You brought your hand up and placed it on his shoulder blade, the muscles ripping under your touch as he kissed down your body and to your core. He lifted your legs over his shoulders and kissed your inner thigh, running his thumb up and down the crease of your legs before spreading your open and sucking your clit into his mouth.

You moaned and Jax chuckled against your skin, you felt two of his fingers circle our entrance and then he was sliding them inside you, pressing your G-spot in a steady stroke. It didn't take you long, between what you were doing before Jax got home, the spanking and sucking his dick, you were right on the edge in a matter of seconds.

But before you could topple into bliss, Jax stopped. You didn't react, you knew this was coming and Jax smiled, lifting his head briefly to speak praise at you, "good girl, if you keep this up, you'll be cumming before you know it." You shifted and settled into the bed as his head dropped back to your skin.

It took a handful of licks or you to be arching off the bed but Jax stopped again, moving to bite your thigh while he replaced his lips with his thumb. He kissed your thighs until you were at the edge again then paused the fingers that were inside you, pulling back the sensations just enough to pull you back from the edge.

"Jax please, I need more."

Jax chuckled, "oh, I know. You'll get it when I say you can."

You grunted in frustration and his teeth smarted at your hip, "careful, don't give me a reason to leave you hanging."

You whimpered, "I'll be good, please."

He smiled, "I know darlin, you're always good for me."

He started moving his fingers again, faster this time as his thumb found your clit and his lips kissed everywhere they could each. Each time you reached the peak, he slowed down. You wove your hands into his hair and he turned his head to kiss your forearm, "I know, I know how hard you're trying, just a bit longer little girl."

You inhaled, "thank you."

Jax smiled, "you don't need to thank me, just lay back and enjoy yourself."

You let the tension fall from your muscles as his mouth returned to your skin, with one last lick, Jax pressed your hips down to the bed with his forearm as you came so hard you saw white. You felt him kiss up your body, then there was something hard and hot pressing to your entrance, "you want this little girl?"

You gasped, "please, please I need you."

Jax chuckled, "no need to beg." You have no idea when he got naked but you were very happy about it.

He rested his weight on his arm as he slid inside you, the other hand coming to run your clit. You let out a pained whimper and he kissed you softly, "I know, I can feel you shaking around me." His voice was tight, you could tell he was holding back. His hips started slow, pushing past the sensitivity from your previous orgasm. "Fuck you're tight."

You giggled, "is that a problem?" He kissed your again, harder this time.

"No, but I have a reputation to uphold and you're going to ruin it."

You kissed his neck, "I'm not going to tell anyone."

Jax smiled, "you are really something, can you give me one more?"

You nodded, "I think so."

Jax chuckled, "well I know so." His hips moved like rolling waves as two of his fingers rubbed your clit, his warmth seeping into your body. Between his cock and how his body felt encompassing yours, you were coming again before could warn him.

Jax grunted like you had shot him as the contraction of your core pushed him over the edge. Then he was dropping on top of you as his hips moved of their own volition, ringing every ounce of pleasure from you. It took a while for him to gather himself and roll off you, his lips never leaving yours as he pulled you into his arms.

"You good?"

You nodded, "I will be when I can feel my limbs. Was this your plan all along?"

He smirked, "my smart girl. It was, why do you think I kept finding a reason to take my shirt off."

You giggled, "I love you."

He kissed your forehead, "I love you too darlin, now let me get something to clean you up then I'm going to run you a bath."

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 60

Snippet 5 - The Lesson I Part 59

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The more things change, the more they stay the same.

"Come on, you should go." Sam had that tone where he was trying to be encouraging.

You huffed, "ew no, I don't want to go back to that hellhole, it's high school, what does going do back for me?"

Sam smiled, "you get to show them that you're so much better than them. You work at the best lab in the country because you made it that way, you've been on the New York Times Best Sellers list more than once, and you a getting married to a man that women drool over. Go and show off, rub your wonderful life in their faces."

You shook your head, "then they'll act like they were always my friend and they liked me and treated me great because they think I'm rich, I don't want to deal with that."

Sam shook his head, "I'm sure Jax is getting his reunion letter, are you going to tell him to go?" You were grateful that Jax had been at the cabin training all night and hadn't come home yet.

You rolled your eyes, "yes but that's different and you know it, he's an important member of our town, going is a tactical decision. If we're lucky, they'll be on the same night."

Sam gave you a look, "put some thought into it, I think you'll have fun."

Jax got home just as you were leaving for work, the left side of his face bruised and swollen. You walked up to him and took his face in your hands, "what happened my love?"

He smiled and pressed his lips to yours, "nothing, it was all in good fun. I should have been paying attention," his forehead fell on yours, "we've got another two weeks, I'm sure I'll be more battered and bruised by the end."

You giggled, "yeah, but I've been getting the updates and you're doing very well."

Jax smirked, "really darlin, you wanna tell me more."

You sighed, "all the reshuffling to your program to more advanced classes wasn't enough of a clue? You're excelling and everyone is very impressed. Now don't be arrogant."

Jax's hand found your cheek as he kissed you, your lips following his as he pulled away, "I'm going to head inside, I'll try and come by the for lunch but I think I'll be busy at T-M."

You pecked him, "it's no big deal, we can go back to normal once the course is done. But I'll see you tonight."

Jax smiled, "I can't wait." His tone let you know what he was thinking.

****

The look on Hale's face when he walked into the office told you everything you needed to know, "what?"

He swallowed, "there's been a car accident, we need you to ID the body."

You blinked, "ok, why the upset, it's nothing new?"

He shook his head, "the body belongs to a three year old girl, the father was high."

You nodded, "I'm fine, really. I'll ride with you, I don't think it will take me long, I should be able to do the ID before the body gets to my table."

Hale sighed, "alright, I'll be waiting in the car."

****

"We're you at the crash today?" Gemma's tone was neutral.

You nodded, "I was, I'm sure the news made it seem worse than it was. I see road accidents on a weekly basis. Dead kids are nothing new to me."

She blinked, "I just don't want this pulling up old shit between us."

You huffed, "if I got upset at you again every time a child died due to a lapse in judgment from their guardian, I would never talk to you again. You're getting better and you're not going to do it again, so unless there's some reason I need to be worried, I've let it go."

"Jax is...." She couldn't find the words.

"If you're worried about Jax or how he feels about you, then you need to ask him. Now I'd like to put dinner together so everyone can eat, there's no reason for you to keep worrying."

****

"Hey Hap, you coming over for dinner?"

He nodded and stepped inside, kicking off his shoes after following Jax and Sam, "yep, mum and my aunt are away and I was getting sick of ordering take out."

You smiled, "well there's always enough food for guests."

Jax smiled and pressed his lips to your cheek, "where's Abel?"

You sighed, "looks like he's getting the flu, I have him some children's cold and flu and put him to bed. I'm going to wake him up before dinner. Gemma and Nero are in the lounge room, we were just working out Diosa's grand opening."

Jax nodded, "how's that going?"

You smiled softly, "good, we should be able to open next week."

Jax's smile widened, "you can really do it all, I love you."

You shook your head, "I love you too. Also, we're finally ready to knock down the wall for the baby's room. The builders will be here tomorrow and it will only take them two days to get it done. After that it's down to us."

Happy was standing there with a strange look on his face, "you need any help?"

You smiled, "that would be great, thank you."

He smiled, "babies are great."

Sam only stayed long enough to say hello before going off and find Ima, he returned with her in tow and a smile on his face, "what is it now, little brother?"

He shook his head, "nothing, I'm just really happy."

You sighed, "I can see that, it's very cute."

Sam rolled his eyes, "pot meet kettle."

It was your turn to roll your eyes while Jax grinned, "yeah, laugh it up Teller."

****

"You feeling better sweetie?"

Abel rubbed his face, "not really." He was still melding sounds together, it would be cute if he didn't sound sad.

"Do you feel like eating?" Unlike Jax, you weren't all that worried.

"Yes mummy, I'm hungry." You saw Jax relax.

"Are you sure that day care is as good as you say it is?" There was no accusation in Gemma's tone but Jax still glanced at her with suspicion.

You sighed, "kids get sick all the time, they let me know he was feeling unwell, and he could have gotten it anywhere. He's had all his shots, there's no reason to worry about a little cold. If I think there's a reason to worry, I'll take him to the doctor."

Nero changed the subject and turned towards Jax before pointing at you and Ima, "these two are great party planners, we got all we need and all in a few hours."

Jax grinned, "I'm just glad it's all ready to go. It's been a long time coming."

Ima nodded along then took a bite of her food and groaned, "oh my God, this is so good."

Sam smiled and reached over, placing a hand on her leg, "it's just meat and rice."

She nodded through another bite, "but the unending nausea is finally gone, I can enjoy life again."

Sam pressed his lips to her cheek, "only twenty six weeks to go. The books say you'll be able to feel the fetus kicking soon then a month after that I will. I just can't wait to meet our little one." He sounded so happy as his hand moved from her leg to her belly.

Ima rolled her eyes and placed her hand over his, "you say that now but where he or she is screaming and you're covered in baby sick, you might change your mind."

Sam huffed, "nope, every second of wasted sleep will be worth it."

You shared a look with Jax but before you could say anything, Abel spoke, "why is the baby inside auntie Ima?"

You blinked, thinking fast, "because the baby is too small to be out here."

Abel seemed to take that and Jax started chuckling, "nice bullet dodge darlin."

You glared at him, "you're dealing with the next question my love." You turned to Happy who was bust enjoying his meal, "how are you and Eva going?"

He smiled, "she's teaching me how to bottle feed kittens, I really like her."

You smiled back, "that's great Hap and for what it's worth. I think she likes you too."

He tapped his fork on the plate, "I'm think about asking her if she wants my crow." Everyone was smiling now, "I know it's a bit soon and I haven't brought her around yet but she makes me happy and my mum and aunt love her."

It was Nero's turn to meddle, "why don't you bring her to the grand opening. She's a dominatrix in her spare time isn't she, so it's not like she's going to be grossed out."

Happy's smile widened, "sure, that's a great idea. How's the wedding planning going?"

You sighed, "it's going, we're still working out the seating for the people who we know are coming. It's a lot of work."

Happy thought for a moment, "don't sit Juice near any of your guys, we'll lose him forever."

You giggled, "that's what I said. We still have a lot of work ahead of us but we're getting there."

Hap nodded, "what about your dress?"

You smiled, "it's getting there, and no, I will not tell you anything about it."

Jax smirked, "does it have pockets?"

You rolled your eyes, "I said nothing, you will know nothing."

He huffed, "not even a hint?"

You shook your head, "nope."

****

You climbed into bed, Jax opening his arms so he could wrap them around you, Abel was in bed fast asleep, Sam and Ima were in his side of the house watching TV, Gemma and Nero had gone home and Happy was in the guestroom for the night, which meant you and Jax had time to yourselves.

"So, I have my high school reunion in a month. Sam says I should go but I don't know, I don't really want to deal with all the assholes I used to know."

Jax sucked on his tongue, "I ran into a woman I used to know from school. Mine's next week and she invited me in person."

You raised your eyebrows, "is she and old friend of yours?"

Jax huffed, "she was a mean girl so no. Not that she didn't try. I told her I'd only come if my fiancee did."

You smiled, "well then, you better RSVP because we're going. I've been there to teach enough so all your old teachers love me, I might even get a key to admin to look at all your old school records."

Jax sighed, "I knew you'd say that. Let me guess, as a pillar of the community and to make the Club look good, I have to go. Also, I know they love you, when I run into them around town, you're all they talk about. You're such a teacher's pet"

You nodded and leaned in close, "yep, you got it."

Jax closed the gap and kissed you, "if I go to mine you've got to go to yours."

You rolled your eyes, "fine. When it is?"

He smiled, "Friday, it won't clash with Diosa?"

You shook your head, "nah, we'll either have it this Saturday or Saturday next week. It will be an all day thing so they can show off not only how many women are available but that since it's a reputable business, there are daytime dates on offer too."

Jax placed his hand on your cheek and bumped your nose with his, "you are so smart, is there anything you can't do?"

You giggled, "lift really heavy stuff and reach the top shelf without a stepstool."

Jax pressed his lips to yours, pulling back and smiling softly, "you've got me to do that for you." You rolled on top of him and he placed both his hands on your back as he kissed you. You deepened the kiss and Jax moved his hand from your back to your face, cupping your cheek and pushing up your sleep shirt with the other hand.

You pulled back, sitting on your knees and pulling your shirt over your head while Jax's eyes raked over your body. He sat up and pressed his lips to your neck, his beard scratching your skin as his teeth found your flesh. You wove your hands into his hair and he groaned as you tugged softly.

You gripped his singlet and Jax pulled back while you pulled it over his head, you sighed as you looked over his bruised chest, the mottled colours evidence of his time at Anvil, "I'm sorry my love, they look like they hurt."

He smiled and shook his head, "nope, not even a little bit." He brushed his hand over your cheek and you turned your head to kiss his palm before grinding your core on his radially hardening cock.

You popped up on your knees and yanked his grey sweatpants down, sighing as you caught sight of his naked skin, "you going commando in these pants is cruel, how do you expect me to do anything when you look so good in them."

Jax chuckled and kissed you again, his calloused thumb grazing your bottom lip, "I know, you're always ogling."

You giggled and Jax ran his hand from your cheek to your breast, stroking your nipple with the side of his finger softly while his eyes went from your face to your breasts and back again. His other hand slid down your body and pulled your panties off and then you sat down, rubbing yourself on his hard cock while he moaned, his teeth sinking into his lips as you started to rock your hips.

His hands found your hips and his thumbs rubbed your skin, a smirk coming over his face as he flipped you over and got on top of you. You snorted and Jax chuckled, "God, you are such a control freak. I'm starting to think I'm not any good."

Jax's lips were soft when they found yours, "nah darlin, I've just noticed the look in your eyes when I manhandle you." He kissed you, then trailed his lips down your body. You sighed as his lips wrapped around your nipple, one of his hands coming to stroke the other one before swapping over.

"What do you want tonight darlin, my mouth or my fingers?" There was that question again, that infuriating question that Jax loved to ask.

You brushed your fingers over his beard, "well my love, what do you want? You're the one doing it."

He pressed his lips together with a soft huff, "you're being difficult."

You shook your head, "I'd argue that asking me to decide between your beautiful lips and your perfect fingers is crueler."

Jax bit his lip, "so you want me to chose?"

You nodded, "yes please."

He kissed you, "fingers it is then, as much as I love it when you wrap your legs around my head, I love watching your face while you cum more."

You blinked, "you are very forward Mr Teller. I'm a lady and you are being inappropriate."

The smirk on his face reminded you of an old movie star, "alright then. I can treat you like a lady if you like." He leaned down and kissed you, it was filled with passion and affection and one of his hands wrapped around your body to pull you closer to him.

His lips never left yours as he slid his hand down your body, he gripped your upper thigh and spread your legs before running his hand from where he was holding you to your core. His lips left yours and he looked into your eyes as he ran his fingers through your slit. He caught your moan in a kiss as he slid two of his long thick fingers inside you, his palm rocking against your clit as he pressed his fingertips to your G-spot.

Jax brushed your nose with his, and then pushed himself up on his free hand to look over your body while he brought you closer to the edge. "I love you like this, all soft and pliant for me." His lips found your cheek and you tilted your head to the side so he could kiss your neck. He sucked marks into your skin as you started to twitch around his fingers and Jax smiled against your skin before pulling back and casting his eyes on your face.

"Come on darlin, be a good girl and cum for me." His fingers sped up and fell over the edge, Jax pulling you into a barely there kiss as he worked you through it. You sighed as he pulled his fingers away, the sigh turning into a moan as he licked you off them. He kissed you again and slotted himself between your legs before lifting your legs over his hips, "do you want to keep going darlin?"

You nodded, "of course I do."

Jax chuckled softly, "just making sure."

You shook your head and reached up, taking his face in your hands, "my sweet, noble Jackson. I love you so much."

Jax smiled softly and slid inside you, gasping as he bottomed out and pressing his lips to yours as he paused to let you adjust to his ample size. Your thumb stroked his cheek as his hips started to rock. Jax was holding himself up on his forearms, his body as close to yours as he could get. Jax pressed his forehead to yours as you shared air. He shifted his weight onto one arm and moved his hand down your body to rub your clit as his hips picked up speed.

You moaned as he brushed your G-spot, wrapping your arms around his body as he grunted in your ear, Jax seemly affected just as much as you. He nipped your ear and then kissed his way to your mouth as you placed your hand on his cheek.

Jax brushed your G-spot again and a moan caught in your throat as you breathed out; then you got a funny feeling in your chest, hiccup. Jax lifted his lips from yours, and it happened again, your chest jumping with the movement. You did your best not to laugh but it was impossible and Jax's laughter made it even worse.

He pulled his hand away from your body to squeeze your hip affectionately as you tried to get yourself under control, "Jackson hiccup it's not funny hiccup."

That only worsened it as Jax's whole body shook, "oh darlin." That was all he could get out as the laughter took over. He was still rock hard inside you, but it wasn't at the forefront of your mind between the laughing and the hiccups.

"Jax, hiccup help me." He kissed you again, the giggles making it hard to keep your lips together but the slow rocking of his hips was the real distraction. The laughing calmed down, and hiccups faded, Jax sighing as you relaxed.

"I'm sorry darlin."

You shook your head, "you're mean to me."

Jax gave you a look as his hips returned to his earlier pace, and his hand moved back to your clit, "am I?" His lips found yours before you could answer.

You buried your head in his neck and he picked up the pace while the fingers on your clit picked up speed. He grunted as you tightened around him, "come on, be a good girl and cum for me."

Jax had that cocky tone to his voice and you bit him in retaliation. Jax groaned, his hips stuttering, "come on y/n, let go for me." It was the gravel in his voice and the way he pressed his chest to yours that sent you over the edge. Jax must have been there himself because he was following you seconds later, grunting into your ear like a dying animal as he worked you through the twitching.

He sighed and rested his forehead on yours, smiling softly as he kissed you. You reached your hand up and stroked his face giving a little giggle as Jax rolled off you and pulled you into his arms. "You good darlin?"

You nodded, "I'm great. I'm a little worried that I've Pavloved you and every time I get the hiccups, you're going to get hard."

Jax chuckled and lifted his hand to place it on your face, "sorry darlin, but your time was impeccable."

You sighed and nuzzled into his chest, "it's alright, tonight was fun. I like the sound of your laugh."

Jax pressed his lips to yours, "you're right, tonight was fun. Maybe we can have a repeat in twenty minutes?"

You shook your head, "I have that podcast tomorrow for my new book. As much as I would like to spend the whole night having fun, I need sleep so I can go at this guy with all I've got."

Jax pressed his lips to your forehead, "no need to explain darlin, we're all at T-M tomorrow so we'll be listening in."

You smiled softly, "maybe that's not such a good idea, this guy's an asshole."

Jax chuckled, "you can handle it," he tapped your leg, "you better get ready for bed, I gotta have you well rested before you go off and kick ass."

You pushed yourself up on your hands before leaning over and pecking Jax's cheek, "ok my love."

You headed into the bathroom and got ready for bed, returning to Jax handing you your PJs. He opened his arms for you to climb into them and you accepted happily. Jax kissed you softly then settled into the pillows, "goodnight darlin."

"Goodnight beloved."

****

You awoke in the morning with a groan, Jax sitting up and running his hand up and down your back, "is everything alright?" His voice was still gravely with sleep.

You shook your head, "no, I'm not looking forward to today. Why did I decide to write this book? I hate these fuckers."

Jax eyebrows wrinkled, "you'll do fine, and I never want to hear you talk about your work like that again. Everyone loves your books and for what it's worth, they are very informative. Like serious, I have learned so much for reading them."

You did your best to hold back a smile, "alright then. I'm going to check on Abel, if he's still feeling sick, can you take him to T-M today?"

Jax nodded, "of course darlin, I don't know how Gemma's going to take it."

You rolled your eyes, "Gemma needs to stay in her own lane, you know she was pissed that he got his flu shot? She said that he's not an old man so he doesn't need it."

Jax's head shook ever so slightly, "yeah, I didn't know how many I missed out on until I met you. I thought everyone got measles when they were younger, I didn't know there was a shot for it until you lost your shit when I told you Gemma got another kid to give it to me."

Your jaw clenched, "which reminds me, you need to get the shingles vaccine."

Jax rolled his eyes lovingly, "yes mum."

You sighed and got up, "I'll go check on Abel, you wanna come?"

Jax threw the covers off and followed you into Abel's bedroom. He was still asleep when to walked in and you rubbed his cheek gently to wake him up, "how are you feeling sweetie?"

He rubbed his face, "tic."

You looked at Jax, who shook his head, "you're going to that podcast, I can take care of him."

You shot him a look, he knew what you were thinking, "alright then Abel, I'll give you some medicine and then you can spend the day with daddy and uncle Sam, how does that sound?"

He smiled just a little, "that good mummy, when can I go back to school."

The expression on Jax's face was priceless, he looked so happy. You sighed and ruffled his hair, "when you're feeling better."

****

You sat in the lobby and waited for the podcaster to come down and get you, the moderators were waiting with you, talking back and forth about the rules for the debate. One was your pick, Mary Roberts, a stern woman in her mid-sixties.

The other was his pick and, to be expected, looked like any other fake guru with enough money to afford a decent suit. He had introduced himself as Mr Money. In reality, he was Kevin Jones and had come so close to losing his moderator licence that he wasn't meant to be doing anything without supervision.

Your nerves were growing, you had a feeling this was going to be a shit fight but a text for Jax settled you down.

"He's just started the countdown to get the stream is going. We're all here and we're rooting for you, Abel's asleep, and Sam's already looking a little punchy."

You felt better knowing they were all there, "give me a play by play? I want to know what everyone's thinking so I can have some laughs when I'm done."

"Sure darlin, go and kick some ass."

Just as you steeled yourself, the elevator dinged and the man stepped out. He was just on six foot, his hair and beard perfect but overly so. You could smell him as he walked closer to you and you stood up, holding out your hand for a firm handshake, "hello Mr Burnes. It's a pleasure to meet you."

He smiled at you, his teeth blindingly white, "hey y/n, we better go up and start, my listeners are waiting."

You took a deep breath and followed him into the elevators, the following moderators close behind. You stood in silence as you waited to land on his floor, and you could feel his eyes on you, boring holes in your body as they raked over you.

The elevator stopped and you got off on the floor that hosted the podcast. You went through the large glass doors and were greeted by the set, a bright offensive disaster of design that made you want to throw up. The hand on your back almost made you jump, "please, take a seat and we'll start."

You fought the urge to roll your eyes and sat down, Mary sitting next to you while Kevin sat next to his friend. You gave a slight smile and the fun began.

"And we are live and ready to rock. I'm Mason Burnes, the host of Alpha Male talk and we're doing things a little different today. Care to introduce yourself, little lady?"

Your phone buzzed in your pocket and the enjoyment of reading Jax's text when this was all over kept you from punching him, "I'm Dr f/n and I work at the Nothern California science and natural history museum in the medical legal lab. My day job involved identifying bodies too decomposed or discorporated to identify by normal means."

He gave no reaction, it was like you were speaking another language, "that must be a hard job. As I was saying, today is a bit different. Miss, sorry, Dr l/n is writing a book on the red pill and reached out to me for a debate. We have our two moderators here and their credentials are on the website if our loyal listeners want to go looking."

You kept your face neutral as he droned on, "we agreed on some rules since this is a proper debate which you can also find on the website. Before we start, I wanna give a word from our sponsors pumped supplements, at pumped supplements you can get high quality ground organ meat pills so you can achieve your gains while nurturing your body and building natural testosterone."

Your phone buzzed again, Frank's pattern this time, which must mean your guys were listening too. His face was smug as he looked at you, "I'll start. He clicked at the moderators and a bell chimed, "why are you writing your book?"

You took a deep breath, "the red pill community, like all communities, has an outside perception that varies from total adoration to total hatred. I wanted to understand it myself while creating an opportunity for others to do the same. So far, I have written six books on a variety of subjects and each time, I strive to provide an objective and thorough look at the topic I am writing about."

Burnes' face was blank, "how can you be objective when it's a red pill truth that women are not objective?"

"One question per person, the next indiscretion will cause you to be docked, Mr Burnes." You were grateful for the Mary stepping in but you were thinking beyond the rules.

"Can you please explain what a red pill truth is, with scientific backing, of course?"

He blinked, "a red pill truth is what the world really is, not what Disney told us."

Mary stepped in, "as per the rules, you will need to produce backing. If not, the point automatically goes to Dr l/n."

He huffed, "I don't have it here with me."

She shook her head, "not good enough Mr Burnes, point to Dr l/n. You may ask your second question Mr Burnes."

"How does your boyfriend feel about you going on this podcast?"

His tone was smug until Kevin, who was meant to be his friend, stepped in, "no personal question man."

You waved your hand, "no, it's fine. My partner, my fiance, has no issues with it. He supports me and my work both literary and professional. In the past, if he has had concerns so we talk about them but in those cases, it's about my safety. I acknowledge we are going off on a tangent, but why bring up personal matters when as part of the rules, we agreed to stick to facts and questions about the red pill itself?"

Burnes ground his jaw, "I just wanted to make sure I wasn't stepping on any toes. My turn, given evolutionary biology, would you agree that women chase men that are of higher status than them?"

You smiled softly, "I hadn't heard of that I, and recently completed a Bachelor of evolutionary biology, can you please point me to your source?"

He swallowed, Mary's tone becoming harsher, "Mr Burnes, I do not enjoy repeating myself. If Dr l/n has to ask you to produce your sources once more, I'm afraid she will gain the point immediately. You were advised to have them ready to present before you asked your question."

Burnes looked towards his friend but he shook his head, "I believe it's my turn to ask a question. How can the red pill tell men to only pick pure women while also telling them that if a woman doesn't sleep with them within three dates, she's not worth it? I have ten clips of your podcasts, forty articles and two book passages to prove this is a common red pill talking point."

Burnes' face was covered in barely concealed anger, "you're misunderstanding what the red pill is talking about."

Kevin had a smile on his face, "you need to clarify or the point will go to Mason."

You smiled wider, "gladly, on your podcast, number fifty nine, you said and I quote, 'all women are whore no matter what, picking a good woman means picking a woman who is less of a whore than the others but a huge whore when it comes to you.' Three podcasts later, you said 'you should only marry a virgin, all other women are dirty' You said one thing, then contradicted yourself three weeks later. If you can't clarify your point, I don't think you understand it well."

"Well Mr Burnes?" You fought the urge to smile as Mary crossed her arms over her chest and your phone buzzed for the billionth time. Mary rolled her eyes, "point to Dr l/n, your question Mr Burnes."

"Ah, yes. Ummm, as an anthropologist, what is your opinion on hypergamy?"

It was taking effort not to hit him, "you already asked me that question when you asked about evolutionary biology."

You could hear the upset in Kevin's voice, "she's right, you did," he huffed, "point to y/n."

You could see him getting angrier, which was perfect timing for your next question, "how does the red pill justify the idea that women are the emotional sex when men commit the majority of violent crimes and the studies of these men cite their anger as the main cause. You also go to prove this point yourself, as on many of your podcasts, men yell and scream while the women are calm. I have a list of the podcasts and the studies here. There are seventy five sources in total."

You could almost see his brain break, "that's not angry y/n that's passion."

You sighed, "so you're saying a man caving his wife's face in is passion?"

He shook his head, "I think we should move onto call ins, what do you think?"

You smiled, "of course, it's understandable that you want to get outside help. You're clearly struggling."

****

"Holy shit, that was brutal." Happy sounded positively over the moon

Jax had a smile from ear to ear, "I'm so proud of her."

Sam had left to check on Abel long before the calls in started, citing wanting to put his fist through the wall as the reason.

Juice shushed them, eager to hear the next person ringing with a stupid question, "yeah, the name's Dave but my friends call me killer, I read on the museum website that you are a sexologist, how does you beta male mate feel about you having sex at work?"

Jax imagined you had your head in your hands, "I don't have sex at work ever." Jax knew that was a lie, the Egyptian room got plenty of use, "if you had taken the time to read more than the first sentence, you would know I'm a researcher with a focus on BDSM, consent education and women's rights."

"I'm done man, I'm gonna go hang with Chucky." With that, Opie was up and out of the office, leaving the group even smaller.

Jax tuned back in after sending you an update. He could hear the relief in your voice when the bell chimed, "and that's it for the day. I'd thank y/n but I think I lost half my brain cells in the last two hours. Any last words thot?"

Jax clenched his jaw so hard he thought his teeth would break, "yes, thank you for having me on. I wish you could have handled this with the grace and maturity you claim to have in every area of life, but then I've never met a man who used the word thot who was mature."

****

You arrived at T-M to a round of applause, all but running into Jax's arms, "that was very impressive darlin."

You huffed, "you should have seen his face when I went on about Afghanistan after his comment about only men being able to fight. I thought his dick was going to fall off."

You pressed your lips to his and his hand stroked your cheek, "are you alright? It was two hours of people ganging up on you."

You nodded, "I'm alright, you beta male cuck."

Jax chuckled, "is this the part where you tell me you're leaving me for a better man with a protein bar line?"

You sighed, "no my love. You have no idea how much I love you and how wonderful you are."

Jax smirked, "when we go home, I'm going to run you a bath and do your hair, then I'm going to spend as long as you want rubbing the ache out of your muscles because I know how tense that whole ordeal would have made you."

You plopped your head against his chest, "how's Abel?"

Jax smiled softly as he stroked your back, "Sam's in the dorm with him, he's alright."

You let out a breath, "I'm going to go check on him, then I'm taking you up on your offer of a pampering."

Jax held onto you for a moment longer, "are you sure you're alright?"

You nodded slightly, "I will be. Abel isn't allowed on the internet without supervision until he's thirty."

Jax chuckled softly, "alright darlin."

****

Knock knock

The come in from Sam was soft so you opened to door quietly. Sam was in the dorm holding Abel, walking back and forth along the room while bobbing softly, "he's not an infant anymore Sammy."

Sam pressed his cheek to Abel's "he's still small enough for me to carry."

You smiled, "are you alright little brother?"

He sighed, "I'm fine, are you?"

You shrugged, "I'm ok, Jax tells me you didn't last long listening to the podcast."

Sam shook his head and held Abel tighter, "I don't know how you did it, those men are monsters."

You took a deep breath, "is something else on your mind?"

It's not like he had any reason to keep his feelings to himself, you couldn't hide anything from each other. He placed Abel down on the bed, still fast asleep then sat on the edge and patted it for you to sit next to him.

"You know he's going to be back right?" He was referring to your father.

"I know but we'll be fine Sam, we always are. When he does come back, we won't let him near our kids, even if that means taking out a restraining order."

Sam sighed and flopped his head onto your shoulder, "do you think we ended up the way we did to make up for the things we went through when we were kids? I mean, no matter how many families you bring back together, it doesn't make up for the fact that we never had anyone but each other."

You nodded, "I know, and no matter how big your muscles are, no matter how much you can lift or how long you can run, it doesn't make up for the fact that you once felt small and weak. We still have healing to do, I think with you becoming a father, you just have a bit more to do than you thought."

He took your hand in his and squeezed, "the flashbacks are getting bad again, and so are the nightmares and I don't know why."

You squeezed him back, "because the kids are always the hardest. You've seen the pain a parent goes through and with everything that happened early in Ima's pregnancy, it's just your brain running in circles. Go talk to someone at Anvil, there's no shame in getting help."

Sam relaxed, "I think I might do that. You're telling me the truth when you say we're going to be ok?"

You nodded, "yep."

****

Come Thursday, you were relieved when Nero called and told you the grand opening would be next week to give time for more advertising thank you Lyla. It meant you could focus on Jax's high school reunion, which meant sitting next to Jax while you pointed to photos and asked him questions.

"Are you ready or do you want me to quiz you?" Jax's tone was light and filled with affection.

You shook your head, "I am not that bad Teller."

He huffed, "yes you are. What are you going to wear?"

You shrugged, "I can't choose between wearing my work clothes or just a nice dress since both were an option."

Jax smirked, "your work clothes, I fucking love you in that labcoat."

You rolled your eyes, "you are insufferable, but I'll do it for you."

He leaned across the table and kissed you, "thank you darlin, can I offer you a suggestion?" You nodded, "just be you. I know you want to play the diplomat but I wouldn't trade you for the world, even if you piss everyone off with your giant brain."

You smiled, "well when you put it like that, how can I say no?"

****

You took a deep breath and screwed up your face, "ahh high school, it smells like pits and body spray."

Jax looked at you with one of his eyebrows raised, "really y/n?"

You shook your head, "I'm not wrong, most teenagers smell."

He sighed, "come on darlin. We better go in." He threw his arm over your shoulder as you walked up to the table in front of the gym where the reunion was being held, the blonde woman sitting at it giving him a huge smile.

"Hello Jackson." Her tone reminded you of the mean girls at school, her expression more so when she turned towards you, "you must be his girlfriend. Jax is right, you are pretty."

You kept your face neutral as you stuck out your left hand, "his soon to be wife more accurately. You must be Mindy, Jax has told me all about you."

Her smile dropped at your deadpan as she slid the name cards across the table, "enjoy your night."

You walked inside and Jax placed his hand on your lower back and whispered in your ear, "I can't remember her backing down so fast."

You smiled and tilted your head, "now's your chance to hone your skills as a practical predator. I pose a challenge, if you can navigate this whole thing and get something out of it, whether it be information or a new way to ingratiate yourself into the town, I'm yours for whatever you wish when the night ends."

There was that look, "you're on darlin." He sealed it with a kiss on your cheek. You had a few moments of peace before people started coming up to you. The first was Michael, Jax had described him as the typical popular high school boy, and you could tell his attitude hadn't changed much.

"Jax, it's good to see you." He turned to you and looked you up and down, "who might you be?"

You stuck out your hand, squeezing his the a handshake harder than he squeezed yours, "I'm y/n, Jax's partner. Who are you?"

Michael smiled, "I was on the football team, I'm in business now." You already knew that but that wasn't the point.

"What kind of business?" You didn't miss the tightness in Jax.

"Oil, it's great money."

You smiled cynically, "yes, I imagine it is. It was nice meeting you Michael but there's lots of people I'd like to talk to."

Jax was walking away from him just as fast as you were, "what did you learn my love?"

He didn't need to think, "he's telling the truth about the oil. Everything he owns costs, down to his hair plugs. That, combined with his attitude and the fact that he didn't elaborate on his job, makes me believe him."

You smiled, "Very good Jackson, I agree with you wholeheartedly, but what does that mean for you?"

He huffed, "I like it when you sleep straight at night, I know you couldn't stomach T-M having anything to do with him."

You felt your chest grow warm, "my sweet, noble Jackson, you have no idea how grateful I am that I have you."

Jax gave you a soft smile, "the feeling is mutual darlin."

Your quiet time did last long, Jax made it easy to forget you were surrounded by people. Jax was much warmer to the next person, a tall man with a mass of hair, they shared a hug and Jax made introductions," this is Simon, he was a lab partner."

Jax had spoken highly of Simon, so it was a pleasure to finally meet him and the feeling seemed mutual, "I work in New York at the institute of science, I've heard many good things about you."

You smiled, "do you work in the biology department?" He nodded, "so are you the Simon of the growth of micro fungus during dry decomposition?"

He smiled, "I am."

Jax shook his head, "I knew you two would get along, you're both huge nerds."

Simon chuckled affectionately, "says the best lab partner I ever had, and that includes when I did my PhD."

Jax didn't like the smile that came over your face, "well Simon, we have much to talk about."

The next person, a man named Christopher, was another pleasant interaction. He was the uncle of one of the students who always showed up for your talks, "Terry tells me good things about you." Terry, the young boy, spoke highly of his uncle, a former army Captain who now sold custom car parts.

You smiled at him and waved Jax over from the snack table, "Terry is a brilliant student, he will make an excellent doctor."

He and Jax shook hands, it was friendly but not close, "how did you too know each other?"

Jax smiled, "we were in the same English class."

Christopher chuckled, "it wasn't my strong suit. Your man however, he knew his way around a book."

You turned to Jax, "all I've heard the whole night is how good you were in school. I have to get into admin now."

Jax sighed, "you're killing me here."

You shook your head, "sure. How is your business going, Terry tells me you're looking to start selling into garages now?"

Christopher nodded, "I am," he turned to Jax, "I know it might be a bit inappropriate but I was hoping to steal a moment of your time?"

You and Jax shared a look, "I'm going to go talk to Mr Finny and see when I can come and do another talk, I'll leave you gentlemen to discuss business."

Jax watched you leave with a smile on his face, remembering that now was the perfect time to rise to your challenge, "how many shops do you sell into now?"

Christopher smiled softly, "four, all high end. I'll called a few months ago but Clay shot me down and said he already.."

Jax waved his hand, "you don't need to sell me, the guy who used to sell us the part wasn't all that good. I'll be happy to take you on as long as I can see them in person and make sure they work. We can work out pricing from there."

Jax thought over everything he had learned over the last two and a bit weeks, "have you heard about Anvil military contracting?"

Jax received an aggressive nod, "they're always looking for people to make shit for them. Are you willing to make more than car parts if I put a good word in for you?"

He could see the dollar signs in Christopher's eyes, "hell yeah, I already do some stuff for crash testing. How do you know Russo?"

Jax smiled, "he y/n's best friend, they were in the same unit she was a forensic consultant."

Something changed in Christopher's face, "wow man, I've heard stories about that unit but, shit," he lost his train of thought, "for a guy that slept with everything in town, you sure know how to pick on to settle down with."

Jax tilted his head and furrowed his lips, "what do you mean?"

Christopher huffed, "rumours were going around about a corp recon unit with a woman civilian consult, word from the enemy was she could kill a man with a look. We all thought it was bullshit."

Jax smiled, "y/n's is harmless, I'll put in a good word for you with Russo, if you pass all their checks I'm sure he's be happy to take you on."

Christopher smiled wide, 'thanks man, I'll be at T-M on Monday first thing."

Jax nodded, "looking forward to seeing you. I'm sure y/n will be happy to chat with you, it would be better coming from her." He looked around for you. You must have finished with Mr Finny because you were walking away from Mrs Gio with a smile on your face, it was the man walking up to you that made his heart race. Christopher followed his gaze, "I better go deal with this."

He nodded, "yeah, go."

Jax strolled, not wanting to cause a scene and came up beside you just as the man approached. Jax ignored the man who had tried to introduce himself to you and spoke to you as if he wasn't there, "hey darlin, do you think you can put in a good work in for Christopher to Billy about his parts business? If all goes well on our end, T-M will be working with him."

You gave him a wide smile, "of course, if he passes all our check we're more than happy to have another company to help us make stuff."

Jax turned to his old classmate, now having thought of a strategy, "sorry man, I gotta talk before my fiancée's beautiful face distracts me."

You could sense the tension in the air, "how do you two know each other?"

Jax squeezed you tighter, "we had gym together, isn't that right Sean?"

The man nodded, "yeah, are you y/n? Kendra was telling me all about you." You had spoken to Kendra briefly, the former mean girl wasn't too different from the girls you went to school with, and she hadn't changed much.

You blinked, "I'm not sure how, she only met me tonight, and we only talked for a few minutes," you turned to Jax, "can you go get me another water my love, I want to talk with your old gym buddy more?"

Jax looked from you to Sean and shook his head, "I know you can handle yourself but I'm not leaving you alone with him. It's time I show you around the school anyway."

Jax pulled you away and you didn't miss the look that Jax shared with Sean.

Jax whisked you out of the gym and down the hall, taking you right to the office, while holding you close, "I'm guessing your operation to get into admin worked?"

You nodded, "it did, is that where we're going now?"

He smiled, "yeah, I got to celebrate winning."

You raised your eyebrows, "by giving me what I want? You are alright my love?"

Jax chuckled, "nah, you can look at my records but I still get to have you however I want you when we get home so it's doesn't matter to me."

You pressed your lips together, "what are your plans my love?"

He looked at you, his face all predator, "we're in a school, I think it's best to keep it to myself."

You swallowed, "well then, at least I don't have anything to do tomorrow."

You and Jax rounded the corner and arrived at the admin office, "we're here."

You went behind a photo and pulled out a key, sticking it in the lock and opening the door before rushing over to the far end of the room. You ran your hand down the file cabinet to the year when Jax started and pulled a key from your pocket, "mmm T, T, T, Teller, here it is."

You yank the file out of the drawer and start reading out loud, "Jackson Teller is a wonderful student who could have great potential if he only applied himself," you sighed, "I knew that. Your disciplinary record is thick but there's only a few marked as red so you weren't a bully, which doesn't surprise me."

You flicked through it and huffed, "I see why you did what you did before, Jackson stated he struck Sean after he slapped a girl's backside multiple times. The girl and other witnesses support Jackson's version of the story but Sean's mother has still requested a suspension."

You walked up to Jax and pressed your lips to his, "my brave knight, why am I not surprised?"

Jax sighed and lifted his hand to your face, stroking your cheek, "now that you've had your fun can we go home now?"

You nodded, "hell fucking yeah."

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 64

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Part 63

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“Joy is what happens to us when we allow ourselves to recognise how good things really are.”- Marianne Williamson

"Audrey, honey, I can't understand screaming. You've been fed and changed and you've had a good nap so why are you yelling at me." You did your best to calm her down but it seemed futile.

"She wants Sam that's why she's crying. I grew her and she only wants her daddy." Ima sounded amused, not angry.

"Well he's at the store little one and he'll be back soon, can you stop screaming please?" You knew it wasn't going to work but you were getting desperate.

"She's three months old y/n, you can't reason with a baby."

"I can try Ima, nothing else will work." Audrey didn't want to listen to reason, she wanted her father.

"Are you ready for the party?" No one had told you or Jax anything and you were worried about what Billy and Opie had planned.

"I have no idea what's going to happen, how can I be ready for that?" You knew it was going to be fun, regardless of the fact that it was happening close to Charming and not some faraway destination like so many bachelor and bachelorette parties.

"It will be fun, Sam and I loved our joint one. I think you two will love what the guys planned." She sounded excited.

"Yeah, I can't wait. I just hope Gemma can handle the kids." It had gotten better between Gemma, Sam and Ima since Audrey's birth but things were still a little cold.

"Nero will be with her, Billy told me he set up stuff for them to do while we have fun. They're getting three days away to wherever we're going, they can't complain." You and Ima both knew that was wishful thinking, Gemma could always find something to complain about.

Ima smiled, "None of that matters, you and Jax are getting married in two weeks and we want all the focus on you."

"You're not going to give me anything?" Everyone had been very tight lipped about what Ope and Billy had planned, you couldn't get anything out of anyone.

"Nope, you'll just have to wait and see."

****

Everyone loaded in cars, splitting off into the bridal party and the groomsmen with Billy driving you, Ima, Abel and Audrey. You knew where you were going an hour in when you recognised the route to one of Anvil's safehouses, "I know where we're going so are you going to let me in on what's going on?"

"Nope, you'll just have to wait." Billy sounded so smug, he had clearly planned something big.

"Will there be cows mummy?" Abel's eyes hadn't left the farmland outside the window since everyone had left Charming.

"I'm not sure little man, the last time I was there, there were cows next door. Maybe Grandma can take you to the dairy up the road." It was a lovely area so at least Billy and Opie picked somewhere quiet.

"Only if Addie can come too." Abel adored her, he followed her around, doing his best to help, it was adorable.

"Of course Addie can go, I'm very grateful you're looking after her for us." Ima and Sam had embraced Abel's curiosity with open arms, he did keep Addie entertained.

You ruffled his hair, "we're almost there sweetie, I'm sure you'll love it."

****

By the grace of God and amazing traffic, everyone arrives at the same time. It was even nicer than you remember, the spring causing the garden to grow lush while the river trickled in the background. The forest at the edge of the sprawling farmhouse was a twitter with birds and there was a gentle breeze in the air. Abel rushed to his father the moment you unbuckled him from his seat.

Jax lifted him into his arms and walked over to you, pressing a kiss to your lips before looking around, "wow, this place is nice."

You smiled, "just wait until you see where we're going for our honeymoon, it leaves this place to shame."

The group followed Billy up the short driveway to the house and Billy stopped before the door, "Welcome to our farmhouse, don't let the looks deceive you, his place is a fortress. The happy couple get the main bedroom and there are four other couple rooms but other than that you are free to pick where you sleep as long as the y/n's side and Jax's side mix, most of you should be able to have your own room. We'll talk about our weekend once everyone's settled."

The door opened and the group headed in, taking in the exposed beams and natural light that was the inside of the huge house. You took Abel's hand and pointed to the left and smiled at Jax, "we're down this way my love."

Ima and Sam followed you with Audrey with Billy hot on your heels, "There are three rooms and a nursery in this wing of the house. Ope and I already set up the nursery. It's right between the main room and one of the bedrooms so looking after the little ones won't be a problem."

You smiled and turned to look at Billy, "wait, does that mean we'll be sharing a wall?"

Billy rolled his eyes, "yes, so please keep it down. I don't need to know about that part of your life."

You chuckled, "I make no promises, you might need earplugs."

Abel paused, "why mummy?"

You looked at Jax, who shook his head, "Uncle Billy doesn't want to hear as jumping on the bed while he trying to sleep is all." Jax sounded as smug as ever.

Abel looked deep in thought, "Ok daddy."

Jax sighed, life was good.

****

Juice sighed and flopped onto one of the couches, "This place is huge, what do you use it for?" Once everyone had settled in, the group moved to the main room on the ground floor so Billy and Ope could explain the events for the weekend, Gemma and Nero went for a walk with Abel and the baby so it was just the main wedding party.

Billy smiled, "Forest training and target protection. If a team can protect a property this big, they can do anything."

He and Ope shared a look then Opie spoke, "Bill and I buried various parts to something somewhere. You all have the next twenty four hours to find them. It's going to be the bridal party vs the groomsmen, the winners are the ones that find the most parts, the losing team cleans up after the wedding."

You turned to Jax with a smile, "my team is going to kick your team's ass, your going down peach butt."

Jax smirked, "not a chance darlin."

The groups had already slipped off, ready to run off but Billy stopped them, "There are hints hidden everywhere, to get a clue to the location of the hint, you're going to have to answer a trivia question. First question, why does the bride stand on the left side? Option one, so the groom can fight off other men with his sword arm or option two the right side represents strength and godliness while the left is weakness."

Juice's hand shot up and Billy smiled, "it's one. I learned it in one of my computers game."

Billy pulled a slip of paper from his shirt and handed it to Juice, "your hint."

Juice read it and his face fell, "I have no idea what this means?"

Billy's smile grew, "then you gotta hand it off to the bridal party."

Angela flapped her hand and Juice passed it to her, before smiling and whispering in your ear. You stepped closer to Jax and pressed a kiss to his cheek, "you are going to lose so hard Teller."

Without another word, your group raced off, Ope and Billy following and Jax stood there slacked jawed, "well, follow them."

You landed in the flower meadow while everyone waited for the next hint. It was Opie's turn to speak, "The bachelor party oriented where? Ancient Rome, Medieval England or Sparta."

Your hand shot up, "It's Sparta." You thought for a minute, "the hint is Sparta?"

Opie nodded, "yep."

An idea came to you, "The Hyacinths, check them." Your group only had a few seconds head start before everyone started looking. Upon getting level with the flowers, you noticed that they here in carefully hidden pots instead of in the ground and when you lifted the pot, there was a small piece of paper underneath it, "keep looking."

Kozik let out a shout then paused and turned to Billy and Ope, "which way is the river?"

Billy smiled, "behind you."

The groomsmen rush off, Jax kissing you before he left but you stayed still, "keep looking, there are more pots."

Frank hopped up, "half of us should go, that way we don't get behind." You nodded and the bridal party split off.

In the distance, Happy paused, "wait, some of us should go back. There might be more clues."

Jax stopped and looked towards the field but it was too late, he could see everyone move to one flower while half your group raced past him. Jax squinted his eyes and saw you pull something from the ground before you jumped up and ran towards him. He still maintained his head start as everyone reached the river but that did stop you from gloating, "we already have one piece and another clue. You're going to lose."

"You haven't won yet darlin."

****

The river netted two clues for your side and a handful of wooden parts wrapped in soft black velvet for both sides, but before the group could run off back to the house to look for the next part, Billy and Ope called lunch.

"Abel and Addie are back at the house and we've made sandwiches for everyone. We expect you to get along for the next hour or you'll all be in trouble."

"Shut up lieutenant Russo." You didn't mean for it to come out but it did.

Billy's eyes went wide, "Hey, I'm on your side."

"Well it doesn't feel like it Bill." Frank was covered in mud from when he and Hap figured out one of the clues and went digging by the river rocks and he wasn't having it.

Ope laughed and rubbed his face, "come one everyone, I'm sure we can get along for any hour."

You sighed and walked over to Jax, looping your arm around his while smiled down at you as you headed back to the house, "are you having fun darlin?"

You nodded, "I am, a total blast. Are you?"

"Yep, you're still going to lose." He sounded so smug.

The walk back to the house was a leisurely mix of banter and laughter and Jax was wearing a smile from ear to ear, "everyone's getting along great."

That much was true, everyone was so happy, "well marriage was originally meant to join tribal groups so I guess that's what we're doing."

"Yeah, although I'm worried you were right about Juice and he's going to be stolen from us." Jax pointed over to where Derek, Frank, Travis and Juice were walking together, deep in conversation.

"I keep telling you, it's only a matter of time before he jumps ships and comes to hang with us, we are cooler after all."

Jax looped his arm over your shoulder and pulled you close, "Your friends are cooler than mine, those are fighting words darlin."

"Well, you do wear matching vests so that's pretty cool." You knew that would get a rise out of him.

"Oh, you're asking for it now."

You did your best to suppose your smile as you replied, "begging actually."

Your conversation stopped in its track as Abel saw you in the window and came running out before jumping into Jax's arms, "did you have a good morning little man?"

"Yes daddy, we went to see the cows and Grandma got us ice cream." He still had chocolate on his face.

"Is that right? Do you have room for lunch?" Your chest filled with warmth, Jax was a good father.

"Yes daddy." Jax put Abel down as you walked inside and you could hear Addie's telltale babble that she gave every time Sam held her.

"I'll go get us some food before it's all snatched up." Jax shot you a smile and you headed to the kitchen, walking by Sam as he fed his little girl.

"I missed her." He looked so happy with Audrey in his arms.

You shook your head, "You've only been away from her for a few hours."

Sam sighed, "you know Ima and I knew you and Jax knew she was a girl."

Your eyes went wide, "what, no I didn't" That was a bad lie.

"We're not mad, I'm amazed you and Jax kept it a secret." Sam's eyes hadn't left Addie's face the whole time.

"It was the hardest thing I've ever done." You reached out and grabbed her little hand and she let out a happy little shout, "She is such a happy baby."

"I know. Is it bad that I want to bite her little legs, they look like bread buns." You laughed and Addie looked for the sound, her curious brain trying to take everything in.

"No, I still want to bite Abel sometimes. It's totally normal." Audrey pulled back from the bottle and wiggled in Sam's arms.

Sam took her tiny hand and she wrapped it around his finger, "I gotta go feed myself, you wanna hold her?"

Before you could say yes, Juice appeared from nowhere and reached out, "I'll take her, it's my turn and I've already had lunch."

Sam sighed and handed Audrey before walking to the bench and yanking some sandwiches off the plate, "I look forward to kicking your ass."

You shook your head, "nope, I'll be kicking yours little brother."

You got yourself and Jax some food then went back to the couch where Jax was sitting with others, "thank you darlin."

"You know, since the next clues are in the house, I don't think you have a chance." To be fair, the last clue meant it could be anywhere and it was just going to be the luck of the person who found it.

Jax smirked, "You wanna bet?"

"Yeah, I do." You leaned in close and pressed your lips to his cheek, "but remember Jackson, I win no matter what."

****

You were deep in conversation when Billy announced that lunch was over and the game was back on. You split off from Jax with a kiss and headed to the roots seller, the pickle jar on the last clue hinting that the next thing was either there or in the kitchen.

It seems Happy had the same idea because he was hot on your heels, "Shouldn't you be looking in the laundry? You're the one that pulled the clue with the basket on it?"

He huffed, "I sent Kozik, plus, we all know I'm not going to leave a mess of your supplies."

You snorted, "like that's going to matter when I kick your butt."

You raced down the stairs and all but kicked open the door before going over to the shelves to start looking. It was clear there was nothing in the jars but the dust had been disturbed. Almost at the same time, you and Happy bent over to look at the bottom of the shelves and you smiled as you saw the symbols drawn on the wood in chalk.

"What do they mean?" Happy either didn't know or was a good liar.

"That's for me to know and you to be sad about." You gave him a friendly shove to get closer to the shelf he was standing in front of as the pieces fell into place, "you wanna hint?"

He stood there stoically, "what's in it for you?

"You get me the piece that your side has" Happy shook his head, "fine suit yourself."

You walked over to the old bread box in the corner of the room, brushed off the dust and opened it before reaching in and pulling out another wooden piece, "We've only got to find four more pieces, then my side wins. But just to make it a fair fight, there might be another clue by the window."

You ran up the stairs while Happy rushed over to the window, finding a small hay bale drawn in the dust. Just as you reached the stairs, you turned to gloat one last time, "You better pick it up Lowman, have you ever seen how much mess wedding guests make?"

Happy chuckled and yelled up the stairs, "we're all delighted for you y/n, you deserve the good things."

You shook your head, "you can't sweet talk me." Without another word, you shut the door behind you and raced off to the next run down the next clue.

****

It had all come down to this, there was only one piece left. In the last few hours, not only had a few more pieces been found but also some strange black bags hidden.

The sun had just started to set as you all gathered in the forest with shovels in hand. Jax's side was up by one but as Opie had informed everyone, the last piece was the largest so it was worth more.

You and Ima had just finished digging around one tree stump when a shout from Derek brought you over, he had found it.

"AH HA, suck it Teller, we win." Something about the way everyone was looking at you made you suspicious.

Jax pecked your cheek with a smile, "That you did darlin."

The group gathered around and sat down and handed you and Jax their finds while Billy smiled at both of you, "now you just have to put it together." With hugs and thank yous exchanged, you and Jax took your sweet time to walk back to the house before heading to the bedroom to put whatever it was together.

"Do you think everyone was in on it?" Jax must have picked up on something.

You shook your head, "no, but I think everyone knows what it is." You took his hand and sat crossed legged on the floor before unwrapping everything. Now that you could have a good look, you could see the detail that went into everything. Someone must have told someone about the flowers featured in the wedding because they were caved all over the deep brown wood in amazing detail.

Jax opened the small bags with a strange look on his face as he pulled something out of each on, a set of instructions, tiny screws, a screwdriver, a paintbrush and a small bottle of glue. He handed you the instructions and you read over them with a growing smile, "It's a keepsake box."

Jax could tell how much love are care went into each piece and as you and Jax put it together, you realised that every person in the wedding party was responsible for something about it. Whether it was Happy's welding style on the hinges, Lyla's brush strokes on the wood stain or Angela's artistic talents in the engravings, everyone had done something.

It didn't take long to put together but it was something once it was finished. There were many drawers and doors of different sizes, little hidden compartments and one last door that sealed the whole thing. Altogether, it was utterly beautiful, "wow, this is amazing."

Jax smiled, "yeah, it is." He leaned across and pressed his lips to yours softly, pouring every ounce of love into the kiss.

You placed your hand on his chest and Jax pulled away, "everything ok darlin?"

You nodded and took the box in your arms, placed it somewhere safe and then returned to the floor and sat in his lap, "yep, I just don't want anything to get damaged."

Jax smiled against your lips then wrapped his hand around your thigh and pulled you closer, "I guess I have to pay up since I lost out bet."

"You do. What do you have in mind?" You could feel his cock hardening against you.

"I have a few things in…."

KNOCK KNOCK

"HEY YOU BETTER BE READY TO HELP WITH DINNER, IF YOU DON'T HELP YOU DON'T EAT." Sam's footsteps were gone before you could respond.

Jax sighed and dropped his forehead to yours, "Come on darlin, we'll pick this up later."

****

"I cannot believe you made me help at my own party, it's very rude." You didn't really help that much, many hands made light work and dinner was on the table in a flash.

"You kinda made the bed darlin, it's not like we didn't have fun." Jax was as smug as ever.

"Mummy, can we Addie have tatoes?" Abel was always asking what he could share with Addie, it was enough to melt anyone's heart.

"No sweetie, she can't because she's too little but thank you for asking." You turned to Kip, "speaking of, can you pass them here please?" Kips passed you the bowl and you gave yourself a spoon before Jax took it from you and gave himself a heaping pile.

"We should do this every year." Jax almost said it to himself, "not like this and it doesn't have to be at the same time but we should all go away together for a few days."

You shook your head, "wow Teller, I never thought you'd be one to suggest that. What's next, you're going to propose we go skiing?"

Jax huffed, "none of us want to end up on a mountain with a bunch of rich people. I mean, I'm sure we can all swing a weekend away."

Billy smiled, "I think that's a great idea. Maybe next year we can head to The Berkshires. Anvil has plenty of houses there and there's a lot for us to do."

"That would be cool, we can all go hiking." You blinked, even Happy was in on it.

You sighed, "alright, it's settled. We'll all go away together once a year. When did we all get so domesticated?"

Jax laughed, a hearty belly laugh and everyone followed, and each time it died down, someone started it up again. It took Addie's cries for attention for everyone to stop and Sam sighed as he lifted her from her chair and brought her into his arms, "sorry little one."

Bobby sighed and slapped his legs like a grandpa, "I'll go get the dessert, that way we can all be in bed by nine like the adults we are."

You shook your head, "I'm not going to respond to that."

Sam screwed up his face, "Eww, we don't need to know that."

You huffed and held up your hands, "Hey, I didn't say anything."

Sam sighed, "sure y/n."

Thankfully, Bobby walked in with his arms loaded and placed the trays on the table, "well, tuck in."

****

"Goodnight sweetie, if Addie cries, someone will come a help her so you don't need to worry." Abel was sitting on the bed in Jax's lap while you read him a story with Addie fast asleep in her crib.

"Ok mummy, but I can still help?" Jax chuckled, you both knew Abel slept like a log, he wouldn't wake up if she cried.

"Sure little man. Mummy and I are going to go to bed now but we're just across the hall ok?"

Abel nodded, "ok daddy. I love you."

Jax kissed his templed and tucked him in as you reached over to turn off the light, "goodnight sweetie, daddy and I love you very much."

Abel gave a yawn and settled in, "goodnight mummy, I love you too."

The moment you were back in your room, Jax was slamming you against the door with his lips on yours, "pick up where we left off?"

You nodded, "yes, please. I think I was collecting my winnings."

Jax's fingers were already buttoning your top, "yeah you were so what can I do for you darlin?"

You pulled him to a kiss and nipped his lower lip, "You can do all the work while I lay there and enjoy myself."

Jax smiled against your skin, "I'm all about the service beautiful."

Jax removed your clothes piece by piece with tenderness, pressing his lips to every new bit of skin he had revealed. As he pulled your jeans down, he dropped to his knees so he could kiss your bare skin then wrapped his hand around the edges on your panties and pulled then slowly. Once you were naked, you pulled him up, held up a finger for him to stay in place, and walked backwards towards the bed before getting comfortable, "strip." Jax smirked and rushed to remove his clothes, "slowly my love."

He huffed, "you're lucky I love you." His pace slowed and his ego only grew as he watched you drink him in, "you like what you see?"

You nodded, "I do, please keep going." Jax's muscles rippled as he took off his pants and you shot him a smile as the boxers followed.

"Can I come and fuck you now?" You were too busy admiring his hard dick to quip.

Jax sighed and took a step towards you with determination, then the door swung open, "y/n, do you want me to…" Billy locked eyes with Jax, then with you, utterly unfazed by the nudity, before looking Jax up and down, then, he turned to you, gave you a solid nod and left.

"What was that?" Jax wasn't the least bit embarrassed.

You were doing your best to hold back the laughter, "I don't know but I think he approves and by the morning everyone is going to know what you've got going on."

Jax closed the distance to the bed and climbed on top of you, "does that mean I get the final seal of approval?"

You nodded, "Oh yeah, but you are never going to live this down, they're going to be talking about your dick until we're old and grey."

Jax shook his head, "I bet you're loving this?"

You leaned in and nipped his neck, "yep, but you better get up and lock the door, just in case someone else wants to rub it in."

Jax's head fell on your chest as he started to laugh before he popped up and flicked the lock, "happy darlin?"

You smiled and stretched your hands out, "yes, now I think you have a debt to pay."

Jax swaggered back over and climbed on top of you again, "I do, so just lie there an be good and I'll make sure you enjoy yourself." Jax took you in a kiss and you threw your leg over his hips as one hand slid down your body while the other held your face. He pulled back from the kiss and tilted his head, "I think everyone is back in their rooms fasts asleep so unless you want them to get an earful too, I'd stay quiet."

You kissed him in response as he pulled open your leg to her access to your centre, Jax moaning when he found you wet. The kiss didn't break as he circled your clit slowly and he nipped your lips when you let out a whimper, "don't make any noise darlin, those sounds are mine."

You nodded aggressively, hoping it would encourage him to continue and Jax fell for it because moving his fingers from your clit to your entrance and swallowing your moan as he slid them inside you. His thumb found your clit as he deepened the kiss and started to rock his hand against you, his fingertips barely brushing your G-spot with each shift of his hand.

You went to match his slow pace but Jax stopped you, "hey, you wanted me to do all the work darlin, there's no need for you to do anything but relax." You sighed and did as he asked, then Jax smiled and kissed you hard. His pace was measured, not too slow, not too fast but just enough to be maddening. He watched your face carefully and picked up speed each time he saw you adjust to the sensations, "remember, don't make a sound."

"I won't, I promise." Jax took you into another kiss, this one much softer and then changed the position of his hand to touch you in a way he knew would make you see stars, after that it wasn't long before you were biting your lip to keep in the noise as you hurdled towards the edge. Jax pulled Jax as close you could, burying your face in his neck to stifle your whimper as you clenched around his fingers.

Jax worked you through the orgasm then removed his fingers and sucked them into his mouth with a moan, "you taste like heaven, sadly I think if I wanted more of that, you'd make too much noise so I'm just going to give you my dick instead, that way you can bite down and keep yourself quiet." You went to say something and Jax shook his head, "what, you wanted me to do all the work."

You sighed and pulled him into a kiss before pulling back just far enough to speak as you threw your legs over his waist, "well then get it to." Jax settled between your legs then grabbed his cock and ran it up and down your slit, "please."

"That's all I needed to hear." He slid home with a soft groan and rocked his hips slowly. He held himself up on his elbow and kissed across your face before landing on your lips, the kiss deepening as his hips picked up speed. Despite your best efforts, you couldn't stop the sound from leaving your chest and it only seemed to spur Jax on. But you weren't alone, Jax was grunting in your ear like an animal as he pushed you closer to your peak.

Your fingers dug more and more into his skin as your legs started to twitch and Jax's lips moved from your lips to your neck to suck bruises into your skin, "come on darlin, I can tell how close you are." Jax's tone was tight, signalling he was just as close as you and he shifted his weight to take your hand in his as he placed it on your clit, "touch yourself for me."

You were powerless to deny him and with a few circles of your fingers, you were aching off the bed while your sunk your teeth into his shoulder to stifle the sound. Whether it was the sting from the bite or the squeezing of your centre was irrelevant as Jax pulsed inside you, his hips still rocking gently as your orgasm slowed.

Jax's head dropped to your chest and kissed your skin before rolling off you and taking you with him, "so is my debt paid?"

You sighed, "oh yes, most definitely." Jax pushed himself up and pecked your cheek firmly before getting up and getting a rag to clean you off. Once that was done, he returned to the bathroom to get you both some water then climbed into bed with a smile.

"Is anything planned for tomorrow?" He sounded satisfied.

You shook your head, "no, just an easy day."

"Well we could always…"

"YOU TWO BETTER BE DONE AND NOT BETWEEN ROUNDS, I GOTTA FUCKING SLEEP."

You slapped your hand over your mouth to stop yourself from laughing as Billy's voice came through the walls, "SORRY RUSSO."

Jax shook his head with a smile, "I guess you couldn't stay quiet enough."

You slapped his shoulder with the back of your hand then settled on his chest, "I'm not going to respond to that," you pressed your lips to his Abel tattoo, "goodnight beloved."

Jax's hand came up to stroke your hair and his chest rumbled with a content groan, "goodnight darlin."

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 58

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Part 57

Contains: So much angst, like all of it, medical procedures, drug use and overdose, hurt/comfort, bugs in bodies.

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"You're not soldiers, you're all little boys play acting at being warriors without all the hell it takes be truly be one."

You got closer, "morte prima di disonore, it means death before dishonour and the star is the five point star that represents crime in the Italian mafia. So much for the problem going away."

They looked at you with worry, Tig gritting his teeth, "are you saying the white guy's in the mob?"

You nodded, "he's not just in the mob, that tattoo is unique to Italy, that family that Jimmy told us about is here and they have friends."

"Hide the bodies now and clean up, make sure there isn't a stitch of blood anywhere. The cops will be here soon so hurry up, I need to call Hale and get ahead of this then update the CIA." Sam arm was holding you up as you hobbled to the chapel, "Chibs, are you alright to patch Tig up?"

He nodded, "yep."

Tig looked worried and you cut him off before he could say something, "I don't have the time to patch you up Trager, I have my own wound to deal with but first I need to talk to The CIA and Hale. Your flesh wound is the least of my worries."

You turned to Sam, "I need to have this conversation in private, can you help me to the dorm please?"

Tig's eyes went wide, "shouldn't you be here to help Chibs?"

Your patience was growing short, "no, Chibs is very good at what he does. I offered millions of dollars of medical training free to anyone who would take it and you all said no. Maybe if one of you had stepped up to the plate instead of leaving me to do it, you might have more hands on deck." Sam helped you to the dorm and you called the CIA.

You swallowed your pain as the adrenalin faded fast, "we have a problem, the Clubhouse was just attacked, two guys drove in and shot the place up. One was a Tenth Street Killer and the other was a made man, from Italy. One of the gun buyers is in the Mafia, he says it has to do with the ports. The Club has already put plans in place and we're good on our end in terms of manpower. I just need to let you know what's going on in case shit jumps off."

Vance sighed, "I'll send the paperwork to Hale now, you have the agency's support to deal with this. I know it was talked about before we dealt with Lobo but the Club needs training so this stops happening. I'm sure Anvil will do it and we'll bankroll it. Is anyone hurt?"

You took a deep breath, "Don't worry about bankrolling it, it can come out of my cut. We have to make sure this all looks good and money for this coming from a strange source doesn't look above board. Trager took one to the shoulder and I have a bullet in my thigh, no one needs serious medical care."

He groaned, "you could have led with that. Go fix yourself up and get some rest and take a few days to assign everyone training that fits them, I'll send you any info we have on what's going on with the mob and these Tenth Street Killers. If you change your mind about who's paying for it just let me know."

You rubbed your face, "thank you, talk later?"

He huffed, "yes, I mean it when I say in a few days. I know I can't order you to do anything anymore but you need to take it easy before something happens to you and the Club is left to its own devices."

Sam helped you back to the chapel and up onto the table and you called Hale.

"Let me guess, it's not my concern?"

You sighed, he didn't sound happy, "no it's not. I'll have the paperwork for you in the next hour. You can come by and dot your Is and cross your Ts and I'll keep you updated but this isn't a matter for you to concern yourself with."

"Are you alright? You sound like you're in pain."

Part of you wanted to cry, Hale seemed to care more than some of the men in the room, "I'm fine, it's mild. Do you know what you need to do or do I need to explain it to you?"

"I know what I need to do, I'll be here soon with some deputies. Fix yourself up, we can talk later."

Juice was standing there looking very worried, having returned with the first aid kit ten minutes ago so Chibs could start on Tig, "can I do anything to help?"

His sincere tone softened your upset, "see those long tweezers?" He nodded again, "undo the package by the sides, making sure not to touch them then push them towards me by the bottom of the package."

He did as you asked and you went to pull them away from the plastic sleeve. You looked at Sam, who knew what you were about to do but before he could tell you to use lidocaine, Jax came screaming into the room with Opie and Happy. Before he could touch you, you stopped him, "please, I just sterilised myself, don't touch me."

Jax stopped in his tracks and looked at your bleeding leg, "oh my God y/n, you need a doctor."

You huffed, "I am a doctor and I can look after myself." You shook your head and went to speak but Sam acted before you opened your mouth, taking the disinfectant and pouring it in the plastic sleeve and over to tweezers to resterilise the tool.

He gave you one last imploring look to numb the area before you yanked the tweezers away. You watched Jax go every shade of pale as you shoved the tweezer in the wound track and went fishing for the bullet. It didn't take a lot to stay quiet, "that's so fucking hardcore." At least Happy had his head on straight. You finally found the bullet, pulling out with a grunt.

"Where are the fucking sutures?" Juice rustled around in the bag and found nothing.

"I have them Lass."

You huffed, "I don't have time for you to be done with them. Juice, hand me that stapler please."

Jax blinked, he was stuck between staying to be there for you and running out of the room, "at least use a local darlin."

You huffed, "left inside pocket, the small one with the three sections, what do you see?"

Jax looked hard, "nothing."

You nodded, "that's right, nothing. I get three vials of lidocaine at a time, I told everyone that if one was used, someone needed to contact Anvil or me so they could be replaced. Two vials have been used and I was never informed. The last one is over there and the top is covered in Tig's blood, meaning I can't use it."

Chibs' eye's dropped to the floor, "I'm sorry, I've been meaning to tell you for weeks."

You huffed, "well it's too late, now please hand me the stapler."

Jax put his hand over his mouth, "I can't watch this."

You clenched your jaw, "then don't fucking watch." A hard clack filled the air and then you were done, "the CIA has deemed that the Club needs to become more independent. You're being given millions of dollars of training for free over the next month. I need to go to Anvil to create the programs, I'll be back in a few hours and I expect you all to be here so I can give you your assignments."

Jax looked at your wide eyed, "what? You're hurt, you should be at home resting."

You shrugged, "I need to get more lidocaine anyway, just be here when I get back."

****

"Hey honey, Sam called me and told me you'd be coming by and I just finished up with Mr Vance, you're all good to go. I set up the spare office for you and Derek's in there ready to help you out."

You smiled, "thanks Penelope."

She walked you to the office and opened the door, Derek giving you a hug and pulling up a chair, "I've already done, some shit, you've told me enough about then that some of the assignments were easy."

You sighed, "oh I love you." He handed you the sheet and you looked it over, he had already put Juice down for a whole bunch of computer stuff and Happy would be working with Aden in interrogation, they were all also in the mechanic and engineering class.

"Vance said you wanted it taken out of your cut but this is at least four months' worth, we've all talked and we don't need to charge you anything."

You shook your head, "I've already worked out that if I teach some of the classes, you'll only have to take two months' worth. Trust me, some of the classes wouldn't work unless I was the one doing it and the last thing I want to do is waste my money."

Derek made a face, "something is going to happen if you don't slow down, you should be planning your wedding and getting ready for the little one to get here."

You shrugged, "I'm planning ahead, if this gets them trained enough not to need me then I'm doing myself a favour in the long run."

He nodded, "alright, if sit down and start I'll go get us some coffee, you look like you're about to fall over."

He flopped on the chair and propped your leg up on the ottoman, Derek coming back a few minutes later with a cup for each of you, "how bad is it?"

"It's nothing, it doesn't even hurt anymore. I have no idea where I'm going to put half of these guys, Bobby can't put show up to put some bottles away, let alone do any of this."

Derek placed his hand on your shoulder, "you know I love you right?" You nodded, "great, then you know I say this from a good place. You've been too nice to these guys, I get that you love them but out of eleven of them, only half deserve it and one of them is your brother and the other is the man you're going to marry. Start treating them like you treated the guys in country or you're going to end up hating them."

Your shoulders fell, "you're right, if they don't do what they're told then it's their fault, I might still be the go between with the Club and the CIA but I don't need to do any more than keep them alive. Thank you."

Derek smiled, "I'm your friend, there's no need to thank me."

****

You hobbled into T-M with a thick file in your arms, and Jax greeted you outside, stopping you before you could walk into the Clubhouse where everyone was waiting, "Chibs feels terrible for what he did, he's learnt his lesson and it won't happen again."

The expression on his face was a mix of worry, anger and affection, "I'm sorry I snapped at your earlier, you're the last person that…"

Jax cut you off, "no, I deserved it. It's my job to keep them in line and I haven't been doing that." You blinked back tears, "go in and do what you need to do then I'm taking you home, we'll talk about what happens after when you've had some sleep."

You walked inside and everyone headed into the chapel, Jax went to get you a chair and you shook your head, "I'd rather stand." You handed the file to Jax, "pass them down please. These are your schedules for your training, you have two days to tell me about unchangeable appointments and responsibilities, after that it's tough shit."

"What happens if you don't show up?" Tig's tone told you he wasn't taking it seriously.

You resisted the urge to roll your eyes, "in order to make everything look legitimate and reflect well on the Club should law enforcement go looking, I have turned down CIA funding and instead have chosen to have the money for the training taken out of my Anvil cut. To do that, I have to either earn nothing from Anvil for four months or teach some of your classes and earn nothing from Anvil for two months."

They shared a look, "If you miss or fail a single class and don't do your reading, assignments or class work without a very good reason you will owe me for every single cent of your training, not just the class you've failed in, which totals just over a million dollars, should this become a trend, the Club will owe me for everything, which will end by being just under fifteen million dollars and by a trend I mean two people."

Jax's eyes went wide, "this is costing you fifteen million dollars?"

You shook your head, "no, all my Anvil money goes to charity, needy people are missing out on that money."

There was silence, "let me be very clear, this is the last chance for some of the men in this room. The men the CIA deemed expendable will become acceptable losses and my goal will change from keeping everyone alive to, first and foremost, keeping Jax and my brother alive and, second, ensuring the CIA's interests."

"You expect us to be able to perform at the same level as the other people taking these classes? We're not soldiers." Bobby didn't sound worried, he sounded pissed.

"I spent the last six hours personally assigning this training to you. The classes fit both your skills and your interests as well as the roles you already have in the Club. There are classes that everyone will take but those are necessary and have the sole purpose of either saving lives or making the Club look more legitimate. If you had bothered to read your schedule, you would have already known that."

Kozic raised his hand, "what?"

He looked at you sheepishly, "I don't really want to do area fortification."

You took a deep breath, "great, then you can do computers and Juice can learn to torture people. How does that sound?"

Juice blinked, "I don't want to do that."

You smiled nasty, "oh I know and I think doing that would be very bad for your mental and emotional health but Kozik doesn't want to do area fortification and the only person I can move is you. Unless Kozik realises that he's being selfish by not pulling his weight and changes his mind."

Kozik's eyes met the floor, "I didn't mean for it to be like that, I'll stick to what you've told me I'm doing."

You smiled, "great, is anyone else going to whine about getting shit for free? Keep in mind I wouldn't have put you in the class if I didn't think you'd enjoy it."

They were silent, "training starts in three days, if you aren't twenty minutes early you are twenty minutes late. Sam and Kip will only be participating in team building as their time in combat means they don't need this. If you had taken the time to look at what I had handed you instead of just getting me to explain everything, you would see that there is also training at night. In order to get this done in a reasonable amount of time, you will be on a twenty four hour roster, there will not be a time in the next month when one or more of you isn't busy. Any questions?"

Tig's voice had your blood pressure spiking, "yeah.."

You cut him off, "what? What the fuck do you need me to do for you know, say sorry for taking up your time, explain to you why you have to do this or baby you into thinking this is important?"

You have never spoken to any of them like this and their shock was showing, Tig was deflated but that didn't stop Bobby was speaking, "we're not soldiers, you can't expect us to learn this and be good at it."

That was the last straw for you, "no, you're not, that's obvious. Soldiers pull their own weight, follow orders and don't leave other people to do their dirty work. You can't even be here to spend half an hour packing some bottles away because you think it's beneath you, how I can expect you to walk across a mind field or blow or door that could be rigged and get your arms blown off. Oh, that's right, you have no concept of war or combat, you are at home, safe from the horrors of the world where your worst inconvenience is being asked to show up on time and do what you are told."

They looked at each other, Bobby seeming ashamed, "no you're not soldiers, because if you were you'd close your eyes and see your friends with their legs blown off or smell children being burnt alive. In the last few weeks, I have dealt with a horrible train crash, and now I'm dealing with children dying from a dirty drug. None of you has to wade through teenage body after teenage body, none of you has to tell parent after parent that their child is dead and you have no solutions."

Chibs went to speak and you glared at him, "not only do I have to do that but I need to raise a child, plan a wedding and get ready for the arrival of my niece or nephew. You know I have a day job, not that it matters, not that something that makes me feel useful is any more important to some of the people in this room than a hot wet shit."

You threw your hands up, there was no point in holding back now, "I mean, if this is what being an old lady means then I don't want to be one. Old ladies don't get respect, they don't get so much as an acknowledgment of everything they do. No, they are beaten, cheated, and drained dry until they have nothing left to give. No wonder Gemma is so fuck up, no wonder Lyla and Ima stay the hell away. I am Jax's partner, I am meant to be his equal and yet some of the people here, you know who you are, treat me like I'm his bitch."

You were so angry that the pain in your leg felt like nothing, "it's do this y/n, fix this y/n, get us out of our latest mess y/n. This isn't about people saying they are thankful, this is about people acting thankful. There were meant to be two people checking the first aid kit, did Chibs not assign someone or did that person just not care? I'm sick of it, I'm sick of the people in this room leaving the shit work to the prospect or the women. I'm sick of the fucking superiority complex that seems to come along the kutte. No matter how high I climbed, I still cleaned the shitter, no matter how many medals I got, I still got my hands dirty because I had a duty to my fellow soldier to do my part."

Your hands started to shake and you felt your chest get tight, "Bobby's right, you're not soldiers, you're all little boys play acting at being warriors without all the hell it takes be truly be one and I'm done, I'm fucking done. My priority is my child and I will not empty myself to fill anyone else."

The silence was so thick you could cut it, "you want to talk about the Grim Reaper? The enemy used to think I was one, men would piss themselves and start praying when I walked into a room because they thought I could steal their soul with a look. I walk into this building and I reduce myself to Sam's sister, Jax's whore and Abel's mother and I'm never doing that again. I'm done with this shit, I'm done being walked all over."

You took a deep breath and stealed yourself, "I have toppled empires with a smile and the shake of my hips, I have had men who are responsible for the deaths of millions beg for their lives at my feet. You are to fall in line and do what you are told for the good of your brothers first and the Club second like real warriors, or this Club will become nothing but a memory. Not because I don't love any of you or because I'm angry, but because I love my child more than anything on this earth and the Club is now getting in the way of my child's safety. If you don't think I would massacre every single person in this room for my child and I mean every single one of you, you are making a fatal mistake."

You didn't even look at them as you walked out, the hellish silence staying long after you were gone.

****

No one moved, said anything, or even dared to breathe. The people you were addressing in your speech knew it was about them, as did those who knew it wasn't about them.

"She's right, you know." Jax's head snapped toward Opie, "when Billy called me to talk about the bachelor/bachelorette party, we couldn't come up with any games because all of y/n's friends know everything about Jax but a lot of you know nothing about y/n. I wanted to do it anyway but Billy said it would ruin y/n night if anyone felt bad."

Sam was quiet, the same kind of angry quiet that often ended in bloodshed, "there are people in this room who should be ashamed of themselves." Sam hated to bring this up but it needed to happen, and he turned to Tig with hate in his eyes, "do you have any idea how much what she did for you and Clay with Donna hurt her? She spent all the time that Opie was in the dark beating herself up about how what she was doing went against everything she stood for, how protecting you and that monster made her feel?"

Tig's gaze fell, "she hated you from the moment she met you, you rape dead bodies for fucks sake. She spends her time making sure the dead get their stories told and the moment something goes wrong in your life you desecrate them. But instead of sticking to that, she did everything in her power to find the good parts of you so she could like you, not just for your sake but for everyone's. I never heard you say thank you to her for keeping your secret but then I guess you didn't even think about it."

He turned to Chibs, "and you, all the effort she put into making sure you could stand on your own two feet and keep everyone alive and you still get her to help. The offer had always been there to do more training but no, the second it's beyond your scope, you call y/n and get her to do the patching up. Has it occurred to you that maybe every time you don't know how to do something, you should go and learn how to do it? No, I'm guessing it hasn't because y/n will do it anyway."

Bobby was the next target, "you know what she said to me after you didn't show up to pack those bottles away, 'I miss Afghanistan because at least in Afghanistan I could trust my guys to have my back.' She was so hurt by what you did but she never said anything because what was the point."

Sam rubbed his face, "you know she's turned down the job she's dreamed of since she was five, four times since she moved here. Each time she was happy to do it, like the suggestion that leaving Charming was downright offensive. All she wanted was to be the head of anthropology at the Smithsonian, she even had a poster of the front doors that went with her everywhere. When she landed here, she set it alight and told me that she had different dreams now. They called her two weeks ago and she didn't say no, she said that sacrifices had to be made."

Sam stood up and sighed, "fix this shit or I'm turning in my patch and dragging her and Abel Washington so she can be happy, Jax can follow her or he can stay behind but I'm not watching her do this to herself anymore, my sister deserves to be happy and if that happiness comes at cost of the people in this room, I'm ok with that."

****

Jax came home ready to face the music, after your rant and Sam's calm dressing down they had decided it was time to change. No one had complained about their assignments and Jax had sent everyone home to think about how they had treated you. He had gone over and over again what he was going to say to you, how he was going to beg on his knees for your forgiveness but when he got in the door Sam waved him into the library.

"She's on the phone with the FDA and the DEA, they got the test results back from that drug and it's bad. She didn't have much time to explain it before the calls started rolling in."

Jax made his way into the library to be and was greeted by you sitting at the desk with your head in your hands, "hey darlin."

You looked up, "hey, is this the part where you ask for the ring back?"

Jax sat down and took your hand, running his thumb over the back of your hand, "no, I'm not going to ask for the ring back, I'm going to say I'm sorry and tell you that we all talked and that there will be change, the people that don't will lose their patch. We'll be at Anvil in three days for training. I am so sorry you've turned down your dream over and over again for so little return and I will spend my whole life making this up to you if that's what you want. I will do anything to make this right, I...."

You placed a hand on his cheek, "it's not you Jackson, you have been amazing. I'm just burnt out and sick of some of the guys being selfish assholes, had it been any other time I would have been able to deal with it."

Jax shook his head, "no, none of that. It had to happen, we all know who you were talking to and those people are taking a good long look at themselves. I told everyone that if they want to say sorry they can do it when things with your work calm down, until then you're not doing anything else for the Club."

You couldn't stop the tears from falling anymore, the last few weeks catching up with you in a rush and Jax pulled you into his arms, "hey, you're alright, everything is going to be ok." You sobbed into his chest while his hand stroked your back until you couldn't cry anymore.

You pulled away with a sniff and Jax lifted his hand to your cheek, wiping your tears away with his thumb, "you know I love you right?"

You nodded, "that's the second time I've heard that today and it was followed up by me getting all mad at everyone. Yes Jackson, I know you love me."

He smiled, "then you need to stop bottling shit up, it's my job as your partner to look after you and be there when you need someone to talk to." You went to speak but he shook his head softly, "you don't get to decide if something is too much for me. I know you signed up for the Club coming first but you are my world and I am never going to let it hurt you again."

You leaned in close and dropped your forehead to his, "I love you so much, I am so sorry that I..."

Jax kissed you in an effort to quiet you, "there's no need to say sorry. Now I'm going to run you a bath and you're going to spend the next three days focusing on your job."

You smiled, "you are wonderful."

Jax went to say something but your phone rang, "this won't take long, it's the CDC, I think you're going to do a press conference and they want my statement."

You answer the phone with a sigh, "yeah, you want my statement?"

The person on the other end was in a rush, "we only need a few sentences."

Jax had his hand on your leg, his hand running back and forth, "this drug is deadly, it won't give you a better high because people are dying, it will kill you. There is no safe dose, the makeup of the drug means that the longer the pills sit, the more dangerous they become, If you take these pills now you do not have a chance. Please do the right thing and drop them at a hospital or pharmacy so they can't hurt anyone else."

You could hear the person typing, "thank you, that's fabulous. Can we call you if we want you to appear in person?"

"Sure, just let me know in a reasonably time so I don't look like I've been up for four days."

"Of course, thank you for your help Dr l/n."

You hung up and Jax smiled, taking you phone from your hands, "you're done for the night, I'm going to run you that bath and spend the rest of the night making sure you know how much I....."

BANG BANG BANG

A quick glance at the security camera showed a woman, maybe in her late teens or early twenties standing at your door, terrified, by her clothing she must have come from a frat house party next door. You and Jax raced to see what was wrong, Sam opened the door just as you got there, "what's wrong miss."

She looked around frantically, "my friends, they took something. I think they might be dying."

You and Jax shared a look, "alright, we're going to need all hands on deck for this. Jax go get the med kit, the big one, Sam call an ambo and Ima, bring as many cold packs as you can carry."

You were out the door in seconds, "do you know what they took?"

Her eyes were wide, "the pill was pink, it had a flower on it. I'm training to be a nurse and my teacher told me about this new drug that's killing people, I told them not to take it but they wouldn't listen. They just started dropping."

"Alright, run ahead and tell them help is coming and that they need to be ready for the ambulance to arrive, please tell them that no one is in trouble."

Her ran off as fast as her feet could carry her and Jax caught the worry in your eyes, "this is Poppy isn't it?"

You nodded, "I think it is and I only have enough drugs for one person, two at a push."

You walked through the front door and Jax eyes went wide, "what about six people?"

The scene was carnage, Sam came up behind you, the phone still in his hand as he relayed the information to the dispatcher, "they're sending six ambos now, St Thomas is ready for them."

You rubbed your face and turned to Ima, "you and Sam go around and put those cold packs on as many of them as possible, call me over if something goes wrong."

The frat boys were standing there in their T-shirts, with shock on their faces, "I need to know what they took or I can't help."

They looked at each other and their faces became hard, "you're friends are going to die and if you don't help me I will tell the cops you refused to help."

Still nothing, "please, your friends are dying I just need to know what they're on so I can keep them alive."

The youngest one of the group looked at his brother then back at you, "they took Poppy, we didn't think it would hurt them, we've been taking it for weeks and we've been fine."

"Ahhh, y/n, I think this guy is having a seizure." You over and waved to Jax, "go in the bag and look for a drug called Midazolam, it's got Versed written under it, then take a fourteen gauge needle, the orange one and draw up half of it."

Jax did as you asked, handing you the syringe with a worried look. "Hold his arm down so I can give it to him." Jax did as you asked and you watched the boy's face as you injected the drug.

"It's not working."

You shook your head and handed the syringe back to him, "the other half please." He didn't stop shaking as you gave him the last of the vial.

"I'm out of drugs, there's no more I can do." You looked for around for Sam who was holding another shaking victim, everyone else dropping one after the other, "Sammy, what's the ETA on those ambos?"

Sam voice was tight, "three minutes."

The girl who came and got you was standing there numb, "can we do anything to help?"

You nodded, "get them as cold as you can, all we can do is preserve brain function until help gets here, what's your name sweetie."

She blinked, "Misty, my name is Misty."

You smiled, "alright Misty, you've done amazing so far but I need to cool them down. Have you learnt how to do that yet?" She nodded, "ok, well I'm y/n, this is Jax, the tall guy over there is Sam and the pretty blonde next to him is Ima and we're here to help. Get as many people as you to help you get these people cold so we can get them to the ER alive."

She ran off, by now everyone was listening. You only relaxed when the red and blue lights came through the windows and the sound of sirens filled the air.

"They're all seizing already?"

You nodded, "the drugs aren't working, I'm trying to keep them cool but.."

Shay waved her hand, "we know, we've been going to these calls all week. Go help with the cooling we'll do what we can." The other paramedics went to help and then they were loading people into their vehicles, "David will be here soon, I'll get you a ticket for your meds so you can replace them."

You nodded, "none of them are going to live, are they?" Shay shook her head, "the one the medicated might. I'll let you know how it goes."

"Thank you."

Jax put his hand on your back as Sam walked Ima home,"if that's what you've been dealing with the last few weeks I am so sorry. Let's get you home, Hale and talk to you there."

You sighed, "thank God Wendy had Abel tonight."

Jax chuckled, "she's been great."

Misty walked over to you with her face pale, "can I help? I was speaking to my friend Jenny before she started getting sick."

"Do you know where they got the drugs?"

Misty looked around, "yeah, Oakland."

You and Jax shared a look and you pointed to a piece of paper, "this is the number for a detective Mason tell him everything you know, please."

She took the number from your hands, "I'm going to go see him right now, thank you."

You smiled, "thank you for doing the right thing."

****

"There's two Oakland detectives at the door for you."

You pressed the intercom, "send them in, thank you T."

They walked in looking worried, "I'm guessing you saw Misty last night?"

One of them nodded, "I'm detective Goodman, this is detective Mason."

"I'm sorry we had to meet like this, did you get anywhere?"

Goodman nodded, "we're not here to question you, we're dealing with that now. We're here to ask about some other bodies that arrived last night."

You nodded, "the ones from Oakland, of course."

Mason smiled, "the woman in her early twenties, yes."

They looked at each other, "Damon's daughter was there when it happened, she was the one that did CPR."

You knew what they were asking, "six of the bodies in the fridge happened in the house next door, I saw this drug in action. There is nothing she could have done to help her friend. I can't ease her mind, what I can do is say for sure that she did everything she could and there's is no way she could have helped. I had the antidote drug with me and that wasn't enough."

They nodded and Goodman spoke, "thank you, we'll pass that on to her." They shared a look, "this will be the last round of bodies, we just came to let you know that it's being dealt with and we could use your help to make sure this doesn't keep hurting our community."

You got the message loud and clear, "do you best to leave no evidence and make it look like a rival gang and I'll take care of the rest."

"We'll be in touch, thank you Dr l/n."

****

"I spoke to Pope, Veronica is doing ok since you spoke to the detectives. He assured me that the drugs won't be an issue for much longer."

You took a deep breath, "I don't want to know, the less I know the easier it will be to get me to cover it up. How's your reading going?"

Jax smiled, "it's going great, I am learning a lot. I cannot wait for it to start."

You sighed and threw your arms onto his shoulders, "you are going to have a lot of fun and you'll learn so much."

Jax bent his head and kissed you, "I can wait for you to teach me, it's going to fulfil every teacher and student fantasy I've ever had."

You giggled, "you might not think that when it starts, I've been told on the odd times when I teach at Anvil I can be kinda mean."

"I can't wait, I like it when you're mean."

The connotation was clear, "I can be mean to you if you want me to, all you need to do is ask."

Jax smirked, "on second thought, I like you when you're nice too."

You shook your head, "you are insufferable."

Jax took your face in his hands and kissed your hard, walking you back towards the couch, "how's your leg?"

You moved his kiss his neck, your hands popping the buttons of his flannel, "fine. I missed you."

Jax's hand slid down your body to cup your centre, "it's only been three days."

You nipped his skin, "three long painful days."

Just as Jax's fingers went to untie your scrubs, your phone rang.

"Yeah." It was detective Goodman.

"There are bodies, it looks like something you'd handle considering what we found."

You sighed, "I'll be there soon."

You hung up and Jax's face fell, "more shit?"

You nodded, "so much."

****

"What the hell am I looking at?"

Goodman looked at you, "I was hoping you'd tell us, it looks like these are the guys who were selling Poppy."

You walked over to the bodies, two of them staged, they were being strung up their arms and had roach carved into their stomachs. You turned to your team, "Jess, help me get this guy down, Jack and Zack can do the other one."

Jess looked closer as you walked up to the dead man, "has something been stuffed inside their abdominal cavity?"

"It looks like it. In all likelihood, it's the drugs they've been..... Oh my God, did it just move?"

She nodded and you took a deep breath, "alright, for everyone's safety, we got to open them here." You and Jessica got the body and and placed it on the ground, the press showing up just as you got the scalpel out of your bag, "hey Mason, can you wave them off please?" He gave you a nod and went to push them behind the police line as you placed the blade at the chest, it was clear this close that the letters cut deep in the skin were there to hide the fact that they had been cut open.

You pressed down and the skin split open, you and Jessica jumping up and taking large steps back as the body opened and the source of the movement became clear, the bodies had been filled with cockroaches.

"Oh no, I do not like this, I do not like this one bit. We are going to get these bodies back to the lab and let Jack deal with this shit."

Jess sighed, "I miss it when we only worked with bones."

You chuckled, "me too."

****

"Y/n is on the TV, so is your old lady." Juice came in from his kitchen, having invited Happy over so they could study.

"What do you think's going on there?"

Happy shrugged, "I'm sure we'll find out. Holy fuck, are those what I think they are?"

Happy pointed to the Tv and Juice turned away, "I'm going to go take Jess a change of clothes, help yourself to dinner."

****

"I saw the news, are you alright?"

You climbed into Jax's lap and buried your head in his chest, "it was so gross but the good news is that I think the issues with the drugs are over. The two men they found were the main sellers and some info on the bodies led the cops to where they were bringing them in. It's being dealt with now."

Jax ran his hand up and down your back, "Pope?"

"Yep."

You lifted your head off his chest and pressed your lips to his, "shall we pick up where we left off?"

Jax smirked, "fuck yeah."

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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 55

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Part 54

Contains: Fluff, angst, so much smut (phone sex, sex toys, M and F masturbation, fingering, oral sex M and F receiving, fingering, P in V, aftercare.

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A new beginning.

Everyone was at breakfast when the camera beeped, "it's Juice, I'll go get it."

You open the door and invited him in and Juice sat at the table, "help yourself Juicy."

He smiled, "thank you Ima."

He piled his plate high, "what's brought you here toady, other than breakfast?"

"I just wanted some company."

You smiled, "well, that's what where her for, is there something on your mind?"

Juice looked at Jax who put a hand on his shoulder, "we're here for you man, whatever it is."

He took a deep breath, "do you think it's all over now that Clay's dead?"

There was quiet for a beat, "yeah, it's over. You have your last run in two weeks and then the Club is free and clear."

Juice smiled softly, "are you sure? You know who this goes, what if Clay had something in place?"

You sighed, "honey, the CIA would know. Why don't you take some time off, I'll give Jess the week and you can head to the cabin and get you brain right."

Jax nodded, "yeah man, it's not like we don't have enough people to cover you."

Juice relaxed, "thank you."

You smiled, "now finish your fruit."

****

It had been a week and a half since Clay died and things had calmed down, you and Jax were sitting in your office going through wedding invite samples, "I like these ones." To your surprise, Jax had taken an active role in the whole thing, but in the end he always ended up going with what you liked, reasoning that you had better taste than him.

"Yeah so do I, see Teller, you do have good taste."

He smiled from ear to ear. The invites chosen were simple, off white oval paper with black writing and green embossed flowers. The envelope was deep forest green with a gold sticker to close it. "What are you going to say?"

You shrugged, "I don't know, there's not much of a dress code, I can't give anything away but I will be asking the women to limit florals."

Jax did his best to hide his smile, "that's all the hint I'm going to get, you know that whole bad luck thing is bulshit."

You huffed, "you are going to be surprised and that's that. Now we need to work out seating."

****

Jax threw his clothes into his bag, "gee, what did your underpants ever do to you except keep me from touching your butt?"

Jax gave you a small smile, "I don't want to be gone for a week plus, I know this will be the last one but I'm honestly getting sick of leaving."

You sighed, "it's the last one, the Niners will be there and it's not like we have any enemies anymore, things will turn out fine."

Jax smiled, "yeah, all thanks to you."

He walked over to you and pulled you into his arms, burying his face in your hair, "I am one lucky man."

You stepped back with a smile on your face, "you want to feel even luckier?"

Jax smirked, "sure darlin."

You went to the bedside drawer and took a plain black box out then held your hand out, "your phone please."

Jax handed you his phone and looked on with curiosity and you downloaded an app and picked up the box, "it's a very pink calendar."

You shook your head, "open it."

He clicked on the icon while you opened the box, "oh, this is not a calendar."

You shook your head, "I know how much you hate being parted from me so I came up with a solution, I have the same app on my phone and it connects with Bluetooth to the vibrator, you get to control the settings from your phone. I figure we on a video call and you can watch rather than just hear how much fun I am having."

Jax picked up the vibrator from the open box, "it's small."

You sighed, "it's not that small, don't be egotistical."

Jax chuckled, "so you're going to let me choose everything?"

You nodded, "yep, you can even lock me out of the controls if you want."

He put his hand out, "your phone little girl."

You gave it to him with the app open and showed him where to click, "so I've got all the power?"

"Yep, all I can do is turn it off. You wanna try it out before hand?"

He shook his head, "nah, I'll make sure I have my whole night free so we can have all the fun in the world."

****

Jax called you on night two, having spent last night on the side of the road sleeping in the truck with everyone else, "how's the hotel?"

He smiled, "dirty, can you move the laptop back a bit, I want to see more of you." He smirked as you shifted it, taking you in from his laptop that was perched on the old, ratty bedside table. His bare chest and grey sweatpants making it hard for you to focus on the room around him.

"How was your day?"

Jax's voice was filled with affection, "it's was alright, Abel's doing really well. Work was work, some cops in Oakland mishandled evidence and it looks like a killer is going to walk free but we're trying to fix that. What about you?"

Jax smiled, "been on the road all day long, we saw a deer and Sam kept calling Ima every chance he got."

"Yeah, she kept texting me to tell me how attentive he's been, as unnecessary as it is, I think it's making her feel better."

Jax smiled, "he also bought a whole bunch of baby stuff at a fancy store near the diner we stopped at."

You laughed, "oh boy, it's only going to get worse. Has he told you if he wants a boy or a girl?"

Jax shook his head with a smile, "no, but I think he wants a girl because he kept going back to the hair brushes."

"He'll be a good girl dad. How's everyone else?"

Jax made a face, "I think Happy wants Ima to have a girl because he encouraged Sam to buy so much, he's weirdly good with babies."

You laughed, "oh, I know. How are the Niners?"

Jax swallowed, "LeRoy and Pope are still at each other, I give it a few months before Pope has him knocked off."

You snorted, "dude doesn't want his daughter dating a business associate, it's understandable."

"I like your shirt."

You huffed, "you lasted five minutes before you made it sexual, you are insufferable."

Jax chuckled, "what, I can't tell you I like your shirt? You know how hot I think you're old military gear is."

You shook your head, "it's full of holes and I'm pretty sure there's a crude oil stain on it."

Jax laughed, "so what, it's sexy."

You pressed your lips together, "you want me to take it off?"

He licked his lips, "yep."

Jax's eyes followed your hands as you wrapped then around the hem of the T-shirt and pulled it off, leaving you in just a pair of panties, "happy my love?"

He smiled, "very, I fucking love your tits."

You giggled, "yes, I know, you tell me all the time."

Jax smirked, "touch yourself for me?"

You smiled and ran your hand across your upper chest, "like this?"

"Lower darlin." You smiled and moved your hands downwards, wrapping your hand around your breast while your thumb gently rubbed your nipple, "there you go, does that feel good gorgeous?"

You nodded, "yes Jax."

His hands were still in front of him but you could see a growing bulge in his pants. "you want more?"

You sighed and warmth began to spread through your body, "please."

"You're so polite. Run your hand down your body, real slow like how I'd do it, I know you love how rough my hands are." You did as he asked, stopping to play with the hem of your underpants as you waited for his next instructions. "I bet you're wet, you wanna check for me." You slid your hand into your panties and ran your index and middle finger through your slit, "are you darlin?"

You nodded, "yes, very much so."

Jax smirked, "you got the toy there?"

You reached over the laptop and produced it, wiggling back and forth, "this one?"

He licked his lips, "yep, you wanna see if it works?"

You beep booped on your phone while Jax did the same, the vibrator coming to life, "ah ha, the miracle of technology."

Jax chuckled, "you're such a dork."

You giggled, "what would you like me to do with it, my love?"

Jax smirked his hand drifting down his hard body to make its way around his cock, "lay on your back for me, this isn't the best angle."

You flipped from your side to your back, "that better?"

Jax huffed, "fuck, can you put the laptop on something, I want to see more of you."

You looked around the room, "I can do that, give me two seconds."

You got up and picked up a chair, placing a few paces away from the bed before putting the laptop on the seat, Jax chuckled, "what?"

You could hear the smile in his voice, "you have bees on your butt."

You giggled, "yes I do, is there something funny about that?"

You laid back on the bed and Jax's eyes raked over your skin, "Nah, it's cute. Take em off."

You did as he asked, throwing them across the room. Jax had his phone in one hand and his cock in the other, turning on the vibrator on low, "how's that darlin?"

You smiled, "well I don't know, you haven't told me I can use it yet."

Jax grunted, "behave, you did leave me with the controls." Jax clenched his jaw, "put it down and start with your fingers, I want you to be nice and ready before we really start."

You bent one of your legs on the other side so he could see more of you as your fingers found your clit, "like this?"

Jax groaned, "yeah, just like that." Jax's hand was moving slowly, building himself up at the same pace as you were. "now rub that spot inside you just like I would." You slid your fingers inside yourself and pressed your G-spot Jax grunted at your gasp, "how does that feel?"

You whimpered, "good, but not as good as when you do it."

Jax's voice was filled with gravel, "yeah, and why is that darlin?" You locked eyes with him, Jax was smirking at you despite the pleasure in his eyes, "your hands are so much nicer. They're bigger and rougher and yours are warm."

He chuckled, "yeah, I bet you don't feel full either."

You shook your head, "no, I feel empty."

"I can fix that for you." His phone was back in his hand, "take that thing and rub your clit with it, tell me if it's too strong yeah?"

You moaned as you pressed the buzzing toy to your clit, "it feels nice."

Jax's hand was moving faster on his cock, "good, press a little harder for me." As you did, he turned it up and you swallowed a gasp.

"You look real pretty like laying out for me, next time we use this thing I'm going to be right next to you, would you like that little girl?."

You nodded, "yes please."

Jax moaned, squeezing the base of his cock to back himself off from the edge, "good girl, now I want you fuck yourself with it, can you do that for me?"

"Ok."

You did as he asked, circling your entrance before sliding the toy in, Jax groaning, "that's it, my good girl." He turned it up and you gripped the sheet, the pleasure spreading through your body. "You gonna come for me little girl?" Jax was close himself, doing his best to focus on the dirt on the walls rather than the way your hips were moving against the toy.

"Jax, please."

He grunted again, more desperate this time, "let go, I'm right there with you." The moment the words left his mouth, you were aching off the bed and clenching around the toy, by the sound Jax was making, he was right behind you.

You heaved in a breath, "you good?"

Jax chuckled, "yeah, I'm good. Are you?"

You sighed, "I'm great, I need to go clean up, I'll be back in a second"

Jax smiled, "me too, you wanna come with?"

You snorted, "no, you weirdo." You both came back and settled into bed, "that was fun."

Jax smiled, "oh yeah, that was great, I am definitely going to take advantage of this app every chance I get."

"Of course you are, you are terrible Jackson."

He chuckled, "yep, just the worst."

You giggled, "so I thought I'd let you know now while we're both enjoying the post sex glow, Billy is going to call Opie and they're planning our bachelor slash bachelorette party. It's either going to be amazing or the worst time on earth, there will be no in between."

Jax shook his head, "I know, I'm pretty sure Billy called Ope right after he called you. What do you think they're planning?"

You shrugged, "I have no idea, I can try and get it out of Frank, he might tell me."

Jax nodded, "should I try Juice?"

You shook your head, "no, he can keep a secret when it counts, Kip will slip the beans if you ask him."

"You have all the answers, don't you?"

You smiled, "it's that why you're marrying me?"

He chuckled, "one of the many reasons. I'm sorry I'm not there to tuck you in."

You wanted to reach through the screen and touch him, "it's alright, I can tuck myself in. You'll be home soon anyway."

"Yeah, I'm counting down the days. Goodnight darlin, I love you."

"I love too you, goodnight beloved."

****

You were shopping with Ima and Abel, Jax and Sam were coming home the next day and they had complained about the food non stop so you and Ima were going to make sure they had something nice to eat when they got home.

"When's your next appointment?"

She smiled, "a week, we're going to keep the sex a secret, Sam wants to be surprised."

You huffed, "Jax says he wants a little girl."

Ima placed a hand over her tiny bump, "I don't really care what the baby is but Sam would be good with a little girl. I think he'd worry too much about a little boy becoming a good man."

You nodded, "that's what happens when you're raised by your sister, the first male role model in his life was when he joined the corp. He's not sure if he'll do it right. Don't worry, he won't be disappointed if the baby is a boy."

She took a deep breath, "I know, he's going to be a good dad."

"And you're going to be a good mother and that baby is going to be fine. I know how worried you are, with everything that's going on that's perfectly normal. I have an ultrasound machine at the lab, if you ever get worried just stop by and we'll sort it out." She opened her arms and pulled you into a hug, Abel joining you, his little arms not fitting around anyone.

"Everything's going to be ok?"

You nodded, "yep, everything is going to be fine."

****

"Hello my love."

Jax all but collapsed into your arms, "hey darlin, I missed you."

He pressed his lips to yours in a slow, long kiss, "I'm here too you know."

You chuckled, "hello Sam, you smell like a foot."

Sam shook his head, "miss you too sis."

Ima pressed her face to his chest, "you don't need to go away again do you?"

Sam shook his head and rubbed his hand up and down her arm, "no sweetheart, we don't."

You sighed, "Ima and I are getting dinner on, you guys clean up."

Jax smiled a pressed a kiss to your forehead, "thanks darlin."

Jax walked away, his hand lingering in yours. Ima rubbed her face, "you really think that's it?"

You nodded, "yeah, I'm guessing these long runs will be for fun only from now on."

****

You and Jax were lying in bed later that night, your head on Jax's bare chest while he ran his fingertips up and down your upper arm. "How was the run?"

Jax exhaled, "long and hard, I miss you so much."

You huffed, "did you miss me or did you miss fucking me?"

Jax smirked, "both, I think that night over video call made everything worse, I was hearing you in my head the next day on repeat."

You giggled, "that must have made riding hard."

Jax's hand squeezed your upper arm, his hand coming up to hold your cheek while his thumb drifted over your lips, "yeah, you wanna make it up to me?"

You batted your eyelashes at him as his thumb focused more on your lower lip. "Of course I do, what do you have in mind?"

He moved his hand and brushed a strand of hair off your face, "what do you think darlin?"

You bit your lip, "you want me to suck your cock?"

Jax nodded, smiling with lust in his eyes, "every damn day." You turned onto your stomach, lying on top of him, chest to chest as you pressed your lips to his.

"I'd like that too." You kissed over his face, moving up one cheek, across to the next one then down his neck. You pressed your lips from collarbone to collar bone then down his chest, running the tip of your tongue around his nipple while his hand made its way to the back of your head.

You kissed down his stomach, the muscles jumping at the soft brush of your lips. When you reached the hem of his grey sweatpants, his hand moved to your crow in a tender stroke and you pulled them down, his hard, leaking cock springing free. You met his eye then licked a stripe from base to tip, Jax taking in a sharp breath.

"Oh fuck I missed you."

You giggled as you wrapped your hand around the base and started to stroke him, "I missed you too, and your dick, mostly your dick."

Jax pressed his lips together to stop himself from laughing, "behave."

You chuckled and took a deep breath, blowing a raspberry on his lower abdomen, "never."

Jax burst into full blown laughter, his abs contracting under your hand. "Now you're just being a brat."

You shook your head, "yeah I know. I'm going to suck your dick now."

Jax smiled down at you, his hand rubbing your cheek, "that would be nice." You kitten licked the head and Jax sighed as you wrapped your lips around him and sucked him into your mouth.

Jax grunted as you hollowed your cheeks and lowered your head farther, you reached up with one hand and he linked his fingers with yours. He grunted as you pulled back slightly, "you're killing me here darlin." His voice was rough as you pushed him closer to the edge. Jax's thumb was stroking your cheekbone while he heaped on the praise.

It didn't take long before he was tapping your cheek and you cupped his balls closer to his body, Jax moaning your name as he came. You kissed back up his body, following the same soft slow path as before and landed on his lips, Jax returning your kiss sleepily, "I'm going to go clean up, I'll be back."

He reached out and grabbed your wrist, his thumb running back and forth over the skin, "what about you darlin?"

You smiled, "I didn't do it to get anything back and you can't keep your eyes open, I don't want you falling asleep on top of me."

He chuckled, "I wouldn't you're too fucking hot for me to."

You shook your head, "if you're still awake when I get back we can talk about it." You pecked Jax one last time then walked off, sure enough, he was fast asleep when you returned.

****

You woke up in the morning to your shirt lifted up, Jax's hand on your ribs and his lips moving across your stomach, "good morning beloved."

He smiled against your skin, "good morning darlin."

You sighed, "I need to be at work in half an hour, there's a huge case and we don't have the time to enjoy this."

Jax dropped his head, resting it on your chest while his hands stroked your skin, "you're sure?"

You nodded, "yep, we'll have to pick this up tonight."

He lifted his head with a smirk, "why don't you stop by T-M at lunch, my office is always free."

You brought your hand to his cheek and he turned his head to kissed your palm, "because the body is one of ours, a boy from the high school."

Jax's face fell, "how are the parents?"

You sat up, Jax sitting up with you, "how do you think. My main theory right now is that it was a student, Hale's been there four times to talk about bullying."

"Kids killings kids, I think I'll stick with being yelled at by angry customers."

****

"Well then, someone needs to tell Hale he needs to go and arrest two teenage boys. Any bet the judge's kid is out within the hour."

Holt sighed, "who's turn is it this time?"

You thought for a moment, "mine, I'll make the call now. How long before the blowback hits?"

Holt shook his head, "I give it a day or two before we're up to our eyebrows in floaters and sewer corpses."

"Just fucking great, I'll make sure Jess gets all the paperwork in order."

****

Jax was still waiting up for you at two in the morning when you came home, "bad day?"

You nodded, "yep, and I have bad news, I'm going to be on night shift for the next two and a half weeks."

Just stood up and pulled you into his arms, "because of the judge?"

You weren't surprised that word had spread, "yep, I'm going to miss your butt so much."

Jax chuckled, "you've been on night shift before and we've still made time, stop worrying."

You smiled and buried your head in his chest, "I'm not going to get to read Abel a bedtime story, I'm going to be eating dinner at my desk, I'll miss the puppy snores."

Jax smiled and squeezed your tighter, "alright, let's get you showered and tucked in and then we can talk about whatever's going on because I don't think this is about the night shift."

Jax placed his hand on your lower back and walked you up the stairs, then slowly peeled off your clothing and got you into the shower, sitting close by in the bathroom while you washed, "what happened to the kid?"

You sighed, "they we're going to tie him up on the stage for everyone to find him the next day, a fight broke out and he hit his head, they went to take the body to the judge's cabin but almost got pulled over so they dropped it in a ditch and covered it with a plastic sheet which sped decomp."

"You think they'll spend any time inside?"

You nodded, "yeah, the bullying was documented and the other kid talked, the prosecutor is going for second degree and the judge was told to lay off or be disbarred, after what Jacob Hale did the town isn't having much of the good old boy bulshit."

Jax was looking at you strangely, "yes Teller, you can do my hair."

He was up off his spot and towards the shower in a flash, "I love you darlin."

You smiled, "I love you too Jackson." When he was done, he took the time to wrap you in the fluffiest towel and make sure your hair was perfect before dressing you in your PJs and climbing into bed with you.

He pulled you into his arms and stroked your face with his calloused hand, "you wanna tell me what's got you so upset?"

You nuzzled into his chest as far as you could go, "I'm waiting for the other shoe, everything went fine with Galen, the guns have been handed off and the transition is going great. Santo Parde will be here soon to sure up our relationship and make sure we have friends at the border. Ima and the baby are ok, something has to go wrong."

Jax sighed, "and you don't think you can fix it because you're on the night shift?"

You nodded, "yeah, I mean I can also take time off but the night shift makes it so much harder. What if something else happens?"

Jax pressed his lips to your forehead, "we'll deal with it together like we always do. You need sleep so close your eyes, I'll be right here with you when you wake up."

You craned your head and kissed him, "I don't want to sleep right now."

Jax smiled softly, "yeah, what do you need?" His lips found yours as the kiss deepened, "you."

Jax rolled you over into your back and hovered over you, "I can do that." He pulled your shirt off and leaned down, kissing over your neck until your hands were weaving into his hair and you were pushing him down your body. He reached your breasts, pulling your nipple into his mouth while his thumb played with the other one.

His free hand made its way down your body into your panties, his mouth and hand switched places on your breasts and his fingers made their way through your slit, Jax smiling against your skin when he found you wet, "oh you poor thing, I've been neglecting you." You exhaled as his fingers circled your clit, "are you going to let me make it up to you?"

You gasped, "please." Jax kissed his way down your body then pulled your panties off, lifting your legs over his shoulders and settling between your legs.

He wrapped his lips around your clit and slid two fingers inside you, his other hand was on your leg, his fingertips moving back and forth in a gentle brush. He built you up slow, the pleasure spreading from his plump lips and long fingers up your core and along your spine to blanket your body in warmth.

"That feels really nice." Jax chuckled against you, the vibrations causing you to moan. He pressed his fingertips to your G-spot while the other hand rubbed your thigh, the callouses on his skin accentuating his large hand. "Jax, please."

He was still being soft as he sped up and pushed you closer to the edge. You gasped, the sound pricking at Jax's ears and causing him to lift his head, "tell me what you need darlin."

"I need more, please." Jax dropped his head again and added a third finger, bringing you as close to him as he could. You tugged on his hair and he moaned then increased his efforts until you were clenching around his fingers. Jax didn't pull away, working you through your orgasm with a practised gentleness that had you sinking into the bed.

Jax pulled away and kissed up your body, hovering over you, "you wanna keep going darlin?"

You nodded, "yes, please a million times yes."

Jax smiled, "just once is enough gorgeous." You wrapped your arms around his body and pulled him close, Jax lifting your legs over his hips before grabbing his cock and sliding inside you.

He paused, giving you enough time to adjust then he rocked his hips slowly in a gentle grind. He pressed his body to yours and practically encompassed you in his large frame. You buried your head in his neck and pressed your lips to his skin, one of Jax's hands moving down to rub your clit as his hips pushed with more force.

The end came fast but soft, like the cresting of a wave on a calm day. Jax's gentle lips were matched with his hips and to your surprise, he was following you into bliss soon after you stopped shaking around him. You hugged Jax to you, a sudden flash of emotion coming over you, "please don't move just yet."

You felt his nod, "I'll be here as long as you need, you doing alright?"

You sniffed, "I'm not sure, I just don't want you to go anywhere just yet."

Jax shifted without losing contact, bringing his arms under your body so he could hold you tighter. It took a while but the weight of Jax on you finally brought your brain back to normal, you sighed into his shoulder and Jax rubbed your face, "I need to pee."

Jax chuckled and rolled off you, "I'll be here when you get back."

Jax was waiting with open arms for you to return, "you feeling better?"

You nodded with a yawn, "yes, I'd very much like to sleep now, it's very late."

Jax huffed and held you as you rested your head on his chest, "goodnight darlin."

"Goodnight beloved."

****

You stretched awake and Jax squeezed your shoulder, "morning."

You yawned, "good morning beloved."

Jax groaned, "so I had an idea, why don't you read to Abel over the phone? We can do a video call every night."

You smiled, "I'd love that, what a great idea. Is this a segway into us video calling so I can, ummmm, tuck you in?"

Jax smirked, "maybe."

You sat up, "you are being so unfair. I won't be able to work if you are on my screen all muscly and firm. I have murders to catch and stories to tell and you want me to have hot phone sex with you."

Jax chuckled, "I can't sleep without my goodnight, you want me to sleep don't you?"

You giggled, "alright but no funny business, you will not distract me from work."

Jax smiled, "I'll be good, or I'll try, you're not the best example."

You gasped in fake offence, "I'm always good, you take that back."

Jax huffed, "sure you are. Tell me darlin, what do you define as good?"

You smiled, "umm, I have no idea, maybe you can tell me."

Jax's eyes became heated, "you really want to play this game little girl? You know how to behave, don't act like you don't"

You smiled, "yeah, I do, it's just fun to see you all puffed up."

Jax went to respond when the beep of the monitor in Abel's room wet off and he knocked on the door, "duty calls my love."

You raised your voice, "just a minute Abel, thank you for knocking."

Jax sighed and threw the blankets off, "I'll fix him up. You head down to breakfast, I imagine Sam's freaking out with Ima's morning sickness."

You rolled your eyes, "that man is such a worry wart, she's going to kill him if he doesn't calm down."

"Nah, he's doing just fine."

****

"Hey darlin."

Jax smiled across the line, "hello my love. What does Abel want to read tonight?"

Jax sighed, "we can't choose so I told him we'd read both." Jax held up two picture books, one about ducks and the other about a very happy spider.

"We can do both, which one first?"

Abel pointed to the duck one, "dis one please."

You smiled, "the duck one it is."

Jax squished himself onto Abel's bed, holding up the book while you took turns reading as Jax's finger moved across the page, "mummy?"

Jax hadn't stopped smiling, "yes sweetie?"

He turned to his father, "when you coming home?"

You sighed, "when am I coming home? In the morning, I'll be there when we have breakfast, is that alright?"

He nodded, "I miss you."

Jax pressed a kiss to the side of Abel's head, "I miss mummy too little guy but you'll see her when you wake up."

Abel nodded, "ok, can we do the spider one now, please?"

Jax's smile grew, "sure buddy."

It didn't take long for Abel to fall asleep then Jax was bringing the phone into your bedroom and climbing into bed, "how long left in your break?"

You looked at the clock, "twenty minutes, you want me to read you a story?"

Jax shook his head, "I want to know what you've got on under those worm scrubs." Your scrubs today were covered in happy little earthworms, Jax making a joke before you left about you looking like Miss Frizzle.

"You know that black cotton set that you said makes me look like a hotter more badass Lara Croft? That one?"

Jax smirked, his hand drifting into his sweatpants, "yeah, I like that one, you thinking about me?"

You nodded, "of course I am, how could I not when you're half naked and touching yourself in front of me."

"Just making sure darlin, I don't want you wasting your break thinking about dead bodies."

You shook your head, "heaven forbid I think about work at work, are you thinking about me?"

Jax bit his lower lip and his hand met his cock, "you bet I am. I'm thinking about how hard I'm going to fuck you when you're back at home, I'm counting the days."

"Jackson, I'm on night shift, not deployed, we can still have sex."

He grunted, his hand speeding up, you couldn't understand how this mundane conversation was turning him on, "I mean, sure, but I can't cuddle you all night long after and that's no fun for me."

You smiled, "my sweet noble Jackson, things will be back to normal soon enough. I have enough time to maybe send you some photos, would you like that?"

Jax groaned, "fuck yeah."

Just as you got up, someone called your name, "AY L/N, WE GOT DNA."

You sighed, "well no pictures for you, I'm about to violate OSHA so hard."

Jax groaned, his hand stilling, "that's alright darlin, I'll just have to get off to the thought of you, it's a poor substitute but it will do."

You smiled softly, "I love you Jax."

"Love you too darlin."

****

It was a week and a half in when you managed to finish early and come home, Jax woke up as you got into the shower, smiling to himself as he sat up. You smiled at him when you walked out, "I'm sorry my love, I didn't mean to wake you up."

Jax opened his arms, "it's nothing darlin, I can't sleep well without you next to me anyway." You climbed into bed and nestled into his chest, Jax's hand holding your head as his lips met yours.

There was a mix of pleasure and exhaustion bleeding into your skin, Jax was warm and safe and smelt like home. His lips grazed your neck and his bread scratched your skin, it was getting hard for you to keep your eyes open but your need for him was growing, then he started talking between kissing down your body, "I missed you so much darlin, it's been hell without you next to me every night." When he noticed you weren't reacting, he looked up and found you fast asleep, sighing as he made his way back up the bed and wrapped himself around you.

He brushed a strand of hair out of your face and dropped his lips to your forehead, taking in the smell of your face wash, "goodnight darlin."

****

Jax was going to kill someone, he hadn't done more than kiss you in what felt like forever and phone sex wasn't doing it anymore, he was desperate to be inside you. He was currently bent over a car, angry at his screwdriver for not unscrewing fast enough, "maybe you should take a break boss."

Jax huffed and glared at Kip, "I've got to get this shit done, get back to work so we're not here all fucking night."

They all exchanged a look "are you ok Jacky?"

Jax sucked on his tongue, "I'm fine."

Jax slammed the hood closed, "you're not fine man, night shift is keeping you and y/n. You need to get your dick wet."

Jax blinked then turned to face Rat, "what did you just say to me?"

Rat squared his shoulders, "you need to get your dick wet, you're being a cranky asshole." Jax puffed his chest and stomped close to Rat, getting in his face as he started to yell.

"The fucking disrespect, who the fuck gave you permission to talk to me like that. I swear to shit if you ever say anything like that about me and my old lady again I will strip your patch and beat your ass so hard you'll be eating out of a straw for the rest of your life."

Jax stormed off, and they all looked at Rat with worry, "what the fuck man."

Juice sounded shocked and horrified, "why did you do that? He's going to kill all of us."

Rat shrugged, "dude was pent up, now he knows." Your car pulling into the lot had Rat smiling, "speak of the lady, she's looking rested."

You skipped into the garage and hugged Sam, "what's going on here, why are you all being so strange?"

Sam swallowed, "oh no, did Jax open a certain photo within your view."

"No, gross. Jax is in a bad mood, why are you up and happy? You have another three days left of night shift."

You shook your head with a smile, "nope, Holt pulled something, turns out it doesn't look very good when a city official makes it harder for the best lab in the state to run on business hours."

Sam nodded, "he's in the office, please go and do whatever so we can live to see tomorrow."

You walked into the Clubhouse and made your way into the dorm, knocking on the door so Jax would know it was you. Jax raced to the door and flung the door open, "hey, what are you going here?"

You smiled, "saving your employees, they didn't tell me what happened but people were scared."

Jax licked his lips and leaned down to kiss you, "I'm all better now, what are you doing here?"

You smiled, "Holt twisted some arms, my last round of night shift finished this morning at six, I went home a had a nice sleep and now I'm here, with you." Jax smirked and took your hand walking you to the chair and sitting down, pulling you with him so you were straddling him.

"Oh yeah, I'm much better now." He all but ripped your clothes from your body as he kissed you like he was trying to swallow your soul.

"I missed you so much." Jax shifted and sunk his teeth into your neck, his response was the violent removal of your pants while you unzipped his jeans and pulled his hard cock free.

His hand found your core in a rush, his fingers sliding through the slippery mess while he worked you up just enough for you to take his cock. You were awash with sensation as his fingers slammed into you, his rings cold and hard as they pushed against your flesh.

Just before you came, Jax pulled his fingers from your body and rammed himself inside you. There was a stretch that was the perfect mix of pleasure and sting, "Jax, I…"

He grunted, "I know, fuck I miss you." You rocked your hips and Jax matched your pace, holding you into him like he was afraid you would vanish from his arms.

There was something about Jax being fully clothed while your skin was bare that made him feel so much bigger. Since Jax had become president, his confident streek had grown a mile wide, between how huge he was getting from working out with Sam every day to the way he had fallen into his role since Clay died, the sex often made you feel like you were another conquest.

You gripped the edges of his kutte and it took one last punishing thrust before you were cumming around him, Jax's arms holding so you were pressed against his chest "pause, please"

Jax chuckled and stilled, "you doing alright darlin?."

You giggled and kissed him, it was soft and sweet "I'm alright, you're just a lot."

Jax chuckled, "yeah, I know, you're giving me an ego little girl."

"You're funny, you already have an ego."

Jax ran the back of his hand over your cheek, "you sure you're alright? We can stop if you want to."

You leaned into his hand and kissed his palm, "I don't want to stop." You shifted your hips with a whimper and Jax matched your pace, moving far more slow and gentle than he was a few moments ago.

You flopped against him, resting your head on his chest as his hand moved to rub your clit, "can you give me one more?"

Jax's hips moved a little harder, "I think so." Jax grunted and nibbled on your ear, then he shifted his hips to rub the tip of his cock on your G-spot, you took in a sharp breath and Jax swallowed your moan as he pulsed inside. The spreading warmth from his release was topped off by one last hard punch of his cock and you flew over the edge.

His chest was heaving against yours as you came down, trying to shift off him, Jax grunted as he slipped out of you. "That was really nice."

Jax chuckled, "yeah, it was great. You alright?" You tried to stand up on shaky legs, Jax helping you as you went.

"I think you so, I hope you have a change on jeans because you can't go out there looking like that?"

Jax smirked, looking down at the wet patch on his pants, "there's one lying around."

You shook your head at his expression, "you are insufferable Teller, it's not my fault you didn't take your clothes off."

Jax huffed, "you didn't really give me the chance, not that you even wanted me to be naked." He stood up to his full height and spun your around, pressing you against his desk while his hand ran up your inner thigh.

"I noticed how you get when I fuck you wearing my kutte, you like knowing I'm the most powerful person in the room."

You smiled, "fuck yeah I do, leadership looks very good on you."

Jax pressed his lips together, "good to know. You've giving me ideas."

You smiled, "ones we get to do together I hope."

****

It was a lazy Sunday at T-M, it took a few days for things to fall about into the swing of things after night shift ended but everything felt like it was back to normal now. You were watching Jax work on his bike, his shirt off, sweat running down his hard chest. "Stop staring."

You snorted, "I'm allowed to look Hap, we're engaged, he's mine to look at for the rest of our lives."

Happy shook his head, "you doing alright with everything, I feel like you're going to lose your brain for lack of something to do."

You sighed, "I'm happy that Jax and I decided to wait for the baby to be born for the wedding, I don't think I could plan it with everything else that's gone on."

Happy raised his eyebrows, "you mean you want Gemma to calm to fuck down so she doesn't ruin your day?"

You blinked, "that and Ima doesn't need to run around while growing a human, the wedding will still be in the spring, it will just be a few weeks after we first planned it."

Happy smiled, "Jax is really excited, he showed up all the table clothes yesterday."

"Oh really? How cute."

Jax mustn't have liked how you were smiling at Happy because he came walking over with his trademark swagger, "what are you smiling about darlin?"

our grin widened, "you and the table clothes."

He looked at Happy who shrugged, "they were all the same colour man, you didn't need to ask us for advice."

Jax huffed, "one was country wind and the other was cottage white, they were two different colours."

"They were both off white, what does it matter."

You shook your head, "well I'm happy Jax chose country wind, I think he has great taste."

Jax leaned down and pecked your lips, "I love you so much."

You kissed him back, resting your hands on his bare chest, "I love you too. You want me to get you something to drink?"

Jax shook his head, "nah, there's cold water in the garage."

He threw his arm over your shoulder and you walked into the workshop, Jax going to the fridge to get himself a drink. Sam and Ima came out of the Clubhouse hand in hand, walking over looking happy, "where's Abel?"

Sam smiled, "napping, Lyla's with him."

You relaxed against Jax's chest, Sam making a face, "please put a shirt on, it's weird to watch this."

You playfully punched his arm, "then don't watch." Ima smiled, "yeah Sam, don't watch."

He shook his head, "this is so unfair."

Jax pressed his lips to the side of your face, "we should start heading home, I'm done here."

You nodded, smiling as Jax detached from you, "alright my love, you've got to put dinner on anyway."

Jax smiled, "yep, it's going to be delicious." A lone car pulling into the lot pulled everyone's attention away, it was strange for anyone to be here at this time of day on a Sunday when T-M was closed.

You looked at Jax, the expression on your face filled him with worry, "that's our father."

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