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noctualagenaria · 10 months

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Choose violence 1-25

all in one? ok you asked for it buddy

1) the character everyone gets wrong

- most if not all of the men, even itto he is Not a himbo im sorry hes literally a twunk,, or as much of a twunk as hoyo can make them hes also jus awful in general 2) a compelling argument for why your fave would never top or bottom - my top fave is baizhu and he's 100% a switch hes both at the same time so this is difficult for me to argue-- alhaitham and ayato however !!! paragraph incoming sorry--

alhaitham is 100% a bottom not because he wants to be but because he doesnt wanna put any work into the act, he just wants others to do things to him, others doing the work for him basically dfsfsd so ofc that reflects here ( also flushed alhatiham expression >>>)

ayatoooo isss s s s i think also a switch but i dont think too much abt it sjhdf he could be a service top and a power bottom at the Same Time 3) screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr

-- every diluc x fem!reader im sorry they are all so bad and also the unironic use of "yandere!(guy)" is,,, never done right or like,,, isnt good sdfsdf at all 4) what was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?

-- there was this artist i found bc i wanted to look for more diluc artists, right, as one does ! and then after like a couple weeks of tolerating the chiluc bc it started to get on my nerves, they posted a komi cant communicate diluc au thing, and in the caption they had literally said "i thought it fitting considering diluc deserves to be worshipped <3" liKE DID YOU WATCH THE SHOW???? diD YOU PLAY THE GAME?? ?? ? diluc doesnt deserve that nor Want that and the show character komi has a mental illness that makes it awful its not something to be romantisiced at All and they were romantisicing it AND diluc like aughhhh

5) worst discord server and why

-- main genshin server or the keqing main one bc i think the main one jus is Hoyolab part two (derogatory) and the keqingmains is just meta fighting over numbers n shit orz orz orz

6) which ship fans are the most annoying?

-- any and all popular ships but mostly the popular mlm shippers bc they are,,, practically if not Exactly ,,fujos basically (the popular wlw shippers are either Cis Het Men or also sapphic ppl 7) what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them? -- itto for sure, tho the more i saw abt canon the more i hated him, i jus saw a buncha fanon that i hated so sdfsdf 8) common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about -- most if not all of them, most specifically kazuha/beidou family and zhongli/xiao family i fucking Hate that SO much because WHERE did it come from????? the infantalising short guys bitches??? fucking stop it

9) worst part of canon - ugh too much to fit here it could be a2 hour long video essay atp but mostly the colorism fucking Sucks 10) worst part of fanon -- also a lot, but the part that irks me the most is that No One thinks outside of the box, and im not pretending like im special or anything bc of certain things but like,,, at the mere mention of a rarepair they just go "oh no but i like (popular ship) better!" like ughhhhh stop it think differently 11) number of fandom-related words you've filtered - too many to count on twitter but here ive been spacing it out ;> 12) the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them - baizhu for SUREEEE and like look at the everything about him literally WHY after his release whyyyYyyYyyyYY is he STILLLLL unpopular why is he STILL lacking in fancontent im ehrgehrgeehrgere upsET 13) worst blorboficiation - childe,,,,, who made him a fuckboy 14) that one thing you see in fics all the time - they/them pronouns for baizhu ( not a bad thing but not rlly a good thing im getting sick of it a little bit ) 15) that one thing you see in fanart all the time - diluc with a Bow WHY 16) you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc) - a LOT a fucking LOT mostly ships and the Collective Dynamic of the ships bc aughhh they are so boriinnnnnnggggggggggggggggg g g g g g and again the "found family" that comes out of NO WHERE

17) there should be more of this type of fic/art

-baizhluc 18) it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

-baizhu,,,,,, 19) you're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like...

-,,,,,, tighnari-- and i used to absolutely HATE him bc the voice was so just IRked me so Badly it rubbed me the complete wrong way and ruined the character for me, yes i play in eng and ever since the recasting my view of him is much nicer now he doesnt irk me anymore 20) part of canon you found tedious or boring

-ayatos story quest he deserved better still 21) part of canon you think is overhyped

-,,,,,raiden and yae content 22) your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores

-- the fact that diluc is 1) BANNED from snehnyaha 2) got WASTED in snezhnya 3) was part of a secret underground organization WE STILL know NOTHING about??? it was never brought up again and 4) Killed his Own Father out of his misery 23) ship you've unwillingly come around to

-uhhhh is i bad i dont know, 24) topic that brings up the most rancid discourse -- "are kaeya and diluc brothers " and to that i say they are exes fuck both sides of the argument 25) common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing

--"genshin fans need to touch grass" "genshin fans are the worst fandom ever" literally look at every other fandom, any big hit anime fandom ,, (ahem mha) are like 100x worse then genshin fans, like yeag we're ruthless sometimes sure and will chew each other out thanks to most of the fanbase being on twitter of all places but we wont put glass in cupcakes

#and yeag the glass cupcakes was probably fake but regardless its the reputation of the fandom that ppl rememer the most is it not #this was a Very long post im so sorry #anon asked for it so #anon.txt #long post.txt

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spite-of-artemis · 1 year

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11 notes - Posted April 16, 2022

im stealing this idea from wilbur soot because i think its really interesting. i want people to fill out this survey, and lie about every answer. its all completely anonymous and is only 15 questions

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GRIAN, PLEASE IM ALREADY WORKING ON A HERMITCRAFT FIC AND COMIC. I DO NOT NEED MY EVO BRAINROT TO COME BACK

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hermittwt ive had a realization that other people have definitely already made. the idea came to me while i was watching Animagicians video (this one, specifically)

while i do think the video was really cool i wanna focus on one small offhandedly mentioned thing. when ep 17 came out and we all saw the “im from a season where mumbo was mayor” we all thought that meant that our grumbot knew it was a fake reality. but, in the video Ani mentions that maybe the same thing happened to new grumbot. my thought process is what if thats exactly what happened. he was left there in that fake box, watching a still and lifeless image of the island, left to corode away into the now rusted and green tinted grumbot that entered into the new season. left in that false reality until one day he was able to notice the cracks. the sky never going to night, the island never changing, the small bits of light shining in from an odd angle for a second every time mumbo or grian came to visit. he asks grian why the island never changes, why there hasnt been any new shops, or games, or anything happening, and the guilt of lying to his son overwhelms grian. he tells grumbot the truth, mumbo didnt become mayor, but they didnt want him to feel like he was a failure so they hid him into his own little world until the rest of the server forgot he was even there.

His Grian was sorry too.

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My #1 post of 2022

if we get a fourth traffic smp series and we have a fourth winner i suggest we get the four winners together on an mcc team and that it be called the Teal Traffic-Lights

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sunnydaleherald · 2 years

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The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Tuesday, June 14

Buffy: There. Find me the thing that uses this symbol and point me at it. Giles: (thoughtfully) Hmm. Buffy: Hmm. What? Giles, speak. Giles: What? Oh, sorry. Um, no, it... I just wonder if we're looking for a thing. The use of a symbol o-o-on a victim like this suggests a, a ritual murder and a cult sacrifice by a group. Buffy: A group of... human beings? Someone with a soul did this? Giles: Yes, I'm afraid so. He goes over to the bookshelves behind the table and starts his research. Buffy: Okay. Then while you're looking for the meaning of that symbol thingy, could you also find a loophole in that 'Slayers don't kill people' rule?

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soraontop · 2 months

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seeing your answer to my recent ask made me wonder! what are the groups you personally think Sora would fit in & why?

[ & sorry if I‘m annoying you with my asks 😭 I just get too excited to learn more abt a person, be it real or fictional, if i like them!! 😭 ]

– 🦖anon <3

dw !! okay first i have to admit i dont know many 4th gen/5th gen groups lol ive only recently started opening up to listening to their songs/watching videos bc of most of them being minors (and also ive been fixated on a certain group for the past 7 years lol so i didnt even bother stanning any other group) so most of these choices will unfortunately all be based on visuals cause i dont have any other reasoning lol

okay so just based on visuals, i think sora would fit well in kiss of life and aespa. for kiof, sora has that same allure and fierceness julie and natty have, she’d really just eat their mature concept up. plus with a slightly similar background to natty(the survival shows/being well known before debut), both of them in the same group would be cool to me (also like with all the girls being from big4??? wow) in an au i think she’d be best in kiof after her healing era starts lol. for aespa, she’d also look really good in their concept. her stage presence is fantastic and she’d shine in their choreos !! i also just really think her and aespa would literally be sisters if they were given the chance. her and ningning definitely, they’d get along so well. unstoppable teasing duo right there. also in aespa i genuinely think they’d also help her come out of her shell and start her healing arc. another girl group is itzy, she just slays all the ??? what do i even call it …? the darker concepts ?? mature concepts ?? yuna and sora are just besties tbh sora thinks she’s the best thing since sliced bread. i can also see her being a strong pillar for the girls.

for a boy group … most likely stray kids or ateez. no other reasoning cause i dont really follow skz anymore and i dont stan ateez either lol (ive liked maybe one bg in the last 6-7 years until enhypen…)

🦖 anon im sorry i feel so bad i couldnt answer this more in depth. i really had a tunnel vision for my ult group for most of the time😭 but i am tryinggg cause actually a good portion of these groups are around my age when i was younger than everyone in 3rd gen lol

#🦖 anon #˖ ࣪ . ࿐ ♡ ˚ . not sora ⌗ asks

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lilacveiledsea · 1 year

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I posted 104 times in 2022

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The Kind of Partner Shinsou is:

Hitoshi Shinsou X reader

Warnings-none

Gender neutral (no pronouns used other than “you”)

* Shinsou is the type of partner that doesn’t really get jealous. You can be close to your guy friends and he wont have a problem with is because he knows you only love him

*Shinsou finds it adorable when you get upset with him, it’s usually because he isn’t taking care of himself the way he should be, not eating, drinking water or sleeping enough are usually the things you get upset at him for but he can’t take you seriously cause you get all red in the face and have a cute little pout when you “scold” him

*Shinsou is a starer. He will stare at you any chance he gets, whether he is right next to you or watching you from across the class room or the training grounds. He LOVES when you catch him doing it because blush erupts across your face and he just smiles to himself cause he caused you to get flustered so easily

*Now for someone who forgets to eat occasionally, Shinsou always seems to have snacks on him, you guys can been studying and he will randomly pull out some chips or your favorite candy to give to you. The same thing happens when you’re cuddling in the dorms, you’ll mention that you want to go to the kitchen to find something to eat and he’ll get up from the bed and pull things out of his backpack

* We all know that this boy hardly sleeps, so its no surprise that if you have a hard time sleeping or anything, you can always count on him to be up at ungodly hours. You can call him at 2-3am and talk until you fall asleep. You dont like to admit it but he knows that his voice soothes you to the point of falling asleep.

*Now, the only time he gets real sleep is when he’s cuddling with you and you’re running your hands through his hair, twisting it around, braiding it, whatever. As long as you have a hand in his hair, the boy is out like a light

*Shinsou already tends to ignore people he isn’t close with, but man, if you’re around, you’re the only person in the world to him. He will ignore everyone, and i mean EVERYONE, teachers included. All his attention will be on you and what you’re saying/doing and he has no regrets in this.

* He will let you win at video games if its just the two of you playing, but you better not get butt hurt when he beats you in every game when you all are playing with others, ESPECIALLY with Denki. Those two will go hours on end beating each other out, sometimes they tie with each other so many times they just give up.

*All in all Hitoshi Shinsou is an all around loving partner, he will always put you above himself. That you can count on.

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230 notes - Posted October 19, 2022

Jealousy, Jealousy

Tomura Shigaraki x fem!reader

Requested?- Yes

Warnings- Jealousy(?) swearing, alcohol consumption

A/N- sorry this took so long! Ive had work and school so I haven't had much time. Hope you enjoy.

Word Count- 1k+ (Kinda got out of hand whoops)

Your laugh mixed with Dabis could be heard from his seat at the bar. He couldn't understand why it bothered him so fucking much, you joined the league with the burnt man so it only makes sense that the two of you were so close. But the way that you would pull on Dabi's jacket sleeve to get his attention, the inside jokes the two of you would share and so much more ignited him with a burning rage. Shigaraki was so lost in his thoughts he hadn't even realized he activated his quirk till he felt liquid running down his arm.

The glass he was holding disintegrated. "Young Master, why does it bother you so much that she's friends with Dabi? They both have equal roles in the League." Kurogiri speaks up while cleaning up the liquor. Scratching his neck, Shiggy sighed in response. "I just want her to be as close to me as she is to him, I hate this feeling. When it comes to her, I just can't win. We have conversations but as soon as he walks in all of Y/n's attention is diverted to him and I'm left in the dust." The laughter in the living area had died down to whispers. "Why dont you just tell her how you feel? Maybe she feels the same" a voice speaks up from the booths. Turning to look at the culprit, Shiggy snickers. "and what exactly would you know about that you blood sucker" Putting a hand to her chest in mock hurt, Toga just laughs and says "More than you do crusty boy." With another bought of laughter Toga leaves the room. Leaning his elbows back on the bar the blue haired male reached for the glass Kurogiri had placed in front of him and took a sip.

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After a few more drinks Tomura was feeling less rage towards your friendship with Dabi, that was until the two of you walked in and sat in one of the booths together. Being the person you are you looked over at Shiggy and smiled before turning back to your friend. Every little touch was amplified in his eyes, legs so close they're touching, the burnt bacon bitches arm around the back of the booth behind you, your hand on his arm. It was really pissing the red eyed male off, he just wanted to march right over there, pull Dabi from his spot and decay him right in front of you. He doesn't, instead he sits at his stool and grips his glass until there's was an audible CRACK. He had destroyed yet another glass today all due to his jealousy towards Dabi. The shattered glass had caught your attention, whipping your head in the direction of the sound, you saw glass on the floor and his hand dripping blood. "Shiggy! Your hand!" starting to get up and rush to him, you continued, "what happened?". You tried to get close enough to him to see the damage but he didn't let you get far. He pushed you aside as he stormed out of the bar. From his place at the booth, Dabi just scoffs and says "what the hell happened for crusty to do that" rolling your eyes you start to carefully pick up the glass shards that landed on the floor. You tried to hide the concerned look on your face as you stared at the spot Shiggy had just been standing in but to no avail. After a minute you hear shuffling from behind you, "Ill finish cleaning it up, go look for your "LOver Boy" sis." Looking up at Dabi you roll your eyes and give him the finger. "I thought I told you to stop calling me that. And He's NOT my "LOver BoY" thank you very much."He rolls his eyes in response and goes to continue where you had left off. Running down the halls, you call for the angry leader, hoping he didn't get too far or leave. Looking through each open door trying to figure out where he went, you heard muttering and curses coming from his bedroom. "Of course why didn't I check there first." you say to yourself as you walk down to his doorway. Knocking on the door frame you catch his attention. Scoffing he rolls his eyes, "What do you want Y/N?" he continues wrapping his hand in cloth. "Shiggy, will you please let me help you with that?" walking in to sit on the edge of the bed with him. He was very reluctant but he gave you his hand to take care of. "Tomu-.. sorry, Shiggy what happened? what caused you to break the glass?" you ask as you finish wrapping his injured hand. "YOU! You happened!" he shouts which cause you to recoil from him slightly. "why.. why do you make me feel like this?" looking down at his hands he sighs. "Do you make him feel this way too?" the way he said him had so much resentment behind it, it only took a second for it to dawn on you. "Him? do you mean Dabi?" you ask, wide eyed, blinking at Shigaraki in surprise. The only response that you were given was a snarl of disgust. "Tomura," sighing you continue, "My relationship with Dabi isn't like that, we dont have any romantic feelings towards each other, he's basically my brother. In all honesty, I have romantic feelings for you..." you didn't want to look at him in the eyes so you looked down at your hands. After a few minutes of silence you decided to get up, "Im sorry, I shouldn't have said anything, I leave you be. If you need me to treat your hand again just come to my room." As you turned to leave the room, he grabbed your arm with four fingers. "Please dont go, im sorry I was just in shock. I really like you too, so much so that my jealousy and rage towards your relationship with Dabi made me blind." Smiling down at him you held onto his arm with your free arm. "Tomura, its ok. I'll stay, just please dont feel the need to hide from me anymore ok? I really like you and hope we can be together." Tomura Shigaraki only smiled in response as he pulled you into a hug. He didn't want it any other way and he's so elated that you were finally his.

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The kind of Partner Dabi is:

Dabi x gender neutral reader (no pronouns used except “you”)

Warnings: N/a

* Dabi may not seem like the type of partner to really give much effort in a relationship but he’s the partner who loves unconditionally because he didn’t receive love growing up. He doesn’t want to lose you, so he loves you whole heartedly.

* Dabi is so protective of you. If anyone so much as looks at you the wrong way they get burned. He’s learning to control that though because you mentioned you didn’t like it very much. (He still does it, just not around you)

* Play fights are a common occurrence in your relationship. Dabi knows how to pick on you in just the right way for the conversation to turn into either tickle fights or into wrestling. (He doesn’t say this out loud, but he lets you win on purpose because he loves seeing you smile.)

* If you dye your hair, he 100% helps you. We all KNOW this man is great at dying hair, have you seen his? Anyway, he will make sure that no dye gets on your skin, he makes sure it doesn’t stain, and that your hair is throughly coved in dye so it doesn’t come out patchy.

* Dabi HATES that you want to fight when it comes to the League. He would rather you just hang back and not get involved because he doesn’t want you to get hurt. If you do get hit, the person that hit you will be either dead or badly injured within seconds. Dabi will most likely have Kurogiri make a portal to you so he can get you out of there with out further harm.

* He loves when you kiss him, the feeling of your soft hands on his face or back or anywhere on his body for that matter makes him melt. He knows he’s not the most gentle guy in the world, but he tries for you. He doesn’t want to be the one responsible for hurting you.

* If you have pains or cramps he will heat up his hand just enough to have that pleasant heat to relax the muscles that are giving you issues.

* When it comes to sleeping Dabi doesn’t care how you all sleep. As long as he has you next to him he’s fine. He does prefer to be able to hold you, but he knows he gets really warm so at times it’s not practical.

* Dabi is so happy to have found a partner like you. He hates that it’s in the world he lives in, and that it’s always surrounded by fights, and uncertainties. But nonetheless, he will protect you with his life.

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341 notes - Posted October 27, 2022

{12:08 am} - Levi Ackerman

Levi Ackerman, humanities strongest solider, the captain that rarely showed emotions, was currently working on paperwork with your head in his lap on the couch in his office. He knew he shouldn't be working this late, and had promised on multiple occasions that he would leave it till the next day.

You had brought him tea over an hour ago, mostly to say goodnight but also to make sure he was doing ok. Somewhere between you setting the cup down on his desk, giving him a kiss goodnight and walking towards the door, he had asked you to stay for a little bit, which is what got him to his current situation, running his free hand through your hair as you slept.

He doesn't understand how he let someone break his walls down, he's never let anyone in, the only people besides you that really knew what his life had been like were Ewrin and Hange, and even then it was very minimal details.

Sighing as he finished signing the report he was working on, he slowly moved you from his lap into his arms. He decided the rest could wait until tomorrow, cause how could he let his caring, understanding, and patient s/o, sleep on the couch. He turned out the lights in his office and made his way to your shared bedroom.

It was moments like this, him laying you down in bed, watching you snuggle in and sigh in sleep filled content, that reminded him why he did what he does. To protect those he loves, whether he shows it in public or not. Getting into bed besides you, he pulls you closer. In doing so you wake up a little bit, "shh, its ok my darling, go back to sleep. I love you so very much Y/N, my one and only, the one I will share my life with." smiling as you snuggled closer to him, he thought just how lucky he was to have you. He will never let anything happen to you. This is one side of Captain Levi Ackerman that the Scouts will never see.

Captain Levi, the man who never showed emotions, was hopelessly devoted and in love with you, he would and will do anything to make you happy. Even if it puts him behind on work. It doesn't matter what he lived with in the past, as long as he has you, that doesn't matter much to him anymore.

because you love him, and he loves you.

likes, reblogs, and comments are greatly appreciated

A/N- hope you all enjoy!

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361 notes - Posted March 21, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

What’s that supposed to be about baby?

ft Tsukishima Kei and Suna Rintaro x fem!reader

Warnings- cursing

Summary- in which you call them by a pet name for the first time

Tsukishima Kei

You and Kei hadn’t been together for long, you had meet at the museum on chance, you had just started working there and got lost your first day. Now we all know Tsukishima isn’t the friendliest of people, especially when it comes to someone new, but it was different this time. He approached you first, mostly because he knew people shouldn’t be in that part of the museum, and second, he was itching to be snarky

It didn’t work out the way he was expecting, you were actually really nice and apologetic about ending up lost. He saw how distraught you looked and decided to help you. From that day on you considered him a friend. He was the one you’d go to with problems when it came to your exhibits, or something going on with guests, etc. as your friendship progressed, you ended up catching feelings for him, and he caught feelings for you as well. One date turned into two which turned into three which then turned into losing track of how many you’ve been on

That’s how you now find yourselves spending nights at each other’s apartments. Currently you were over at his, lounging on his sofa, with a book in your hands, and your feet up in his lap. You both do your own thing but in each others company. You had your book and he had some paperwork he had to finish so he was leaned over your legs to reach the coffee table in front of you both. The only sound in the apartment was the scribbling of his pen on his paper and the flipping of the pages in the book as you read them.

After a while you decided that you wanted some tea but didn’t want to get up and get it yourself. Kei had finished with the paper he was working on and had leaned back to give his eyes a break, he was rubbing your legs with one hand while the other was rubbing his temple in an attempt to get rid of an oncoming headache. Sitting up a little bit you smiled at him, “hey Kei?” He hummed in response, “Can you make me a cup of tea please?” You said smiling at him innocently. Sighing he agreed, as he was walking to the kitchen you decided to try something out, since you two hadn’t been together for long, you hadn’t really explored the world of pet names, so why not today?

“Thank you baby!” You exclaimed just as he was about to leave the living room. The sudden outburst made him freeze in the threshold. You couldn’t see his face but the tips of his ears turning a bright red was a dead give away that you had caught him off guard. “Whats that supposed to be about “baby”?” He asked as he turned to face you again. Giggling you sat on your knees as you leaned over the back of the couch to look at him, “what? Do you not like it?” Smirking he just shook his head as he went back to the task at hand.

Calling out from the kitchen Tsukishima took a play from your book, “what kind of tea do you want babygirl?” You could hear the smirk behind his words without having to see it. Shocked you dropped the book you had picked back up, “umm ginger peach please.” You replied. You were still a little shocked by the time he came back to the couch. “What? Do you not like the name?” He said with a slight smile as he placed the two mugs down on the table away from any important papers he may have out. Giving him a pointed look he put his hands up in surrender as he sat back down. “I didn’t say that i didn’t like it, i was just caught of guard is all…. I love you Kei.” You leaned over to give him a sweet peck on the cheek, but he turned to capture your lips with his. Placing one hand on the back of your neck and the other on your crossed legs, he leaned his forehead against yours. “I love you too Y/n,” smiling he moved away and pinched your cheek, “and don’t you mean,”I love you baby?”

Its safe to say that pet names will always be a part of your relationship from this point forward, but neither one of you had objections to it, it just made your relationship stronger.

Suna Rintaro

Having a relationship with Suna was nothing like you’ve ever experienced before. It was obvious that he loved you, anyone could tell just by the way he looked at you, (and the unholy amount of pictures he has of you stored in his phone). there were many things different about him compared to past relationships but the one thing that stood out to your friends for some reason was that he only called you Y/n and nothing else really. But to you that was ok because you didn’t need to be called babe or baby or any other kind of pet name to feel validated in your relationship. But you did want to try calling him a pet name just to get a gauge to how he feels about them.

Laying down in your shared bedroom with your head on his chest as he was scrolling through his social media you decided to put your little plan into place but wanted to build up to it. “Rinnie? Can we put on a movie please? I wanna cuddle as we watch something…” you said softly as you pressed a kissed to his bare shoulder. He placed his phone down next to you and pulled you closer, kissing the crown of your head he replied, “Of course we can Y/n, any preference to what we watch?” Nodding your head “no” as you buried your face closer to his neck he chuckles. ‘Cute’ he thinks before he mumbled “Let me go so i can make some snacks and bring it back to the room, put something on and then we i get back we can make a little fort or something ok?” But you were very reluctant to let him go. “You need to let me go…” “NO!” You exclaimed as you started peppering kisses all over him. In retaliation, Rintaro flipped the two of you over so you were pinned to the bed with him on top. “She’s adorable” was all he could think, he was so lost in thought that you had to kiss him to bring him back down, “earth to Suna, hello, are you there baby?” You asked waving your now free hand in front of his dazed face. “Hi, yes im ok….” He responded but then his face went into one of surprise, “Wait wait wait, what did you call me?” He gasped. Looking down at you with that sly smile, he teased, “What’s that about? You never call me pet names?” feeling your cheeks bloom with heat from the intense stare of your lover you shrugged your shoulders the best you could, “i dont know, i just wanted to try it out, we’ve been together for a long time, i wanted something other than Rinnie, unless you dont like it?” You questioned. Leaning down he started pressing kisses up your neck, along your jaw and finally to your lips, “what if i said i loved it and was just waiting for you to make a move with the names before i did? Hmm?” He implied between kisses to your ever growing warm face. “I love you Suna Rintaro, with my whole heart, your fucking adorable.” You laughed out as he started peppering his kisses faster. Once he was satisfied with the amount of kisses he had given you he pulled away, flipping you guys back over so he was under you. Straddling him, he put his hands through your hair has you put yours down on his chest. “I love you too y/n, always will baby.”

The love you felt for the man below you was something unexplainable, he was amazing in every way possible and even though you didn’t need the pet names to feel validated it was nice to hear. The man you had feelings for ever since high school, the man you had been friends with for years, and finally were able to call your own not to long ago. He did everything he could to make you feel loved even before you were together, making sure you ate, slept, etc. Coming out of your own thoughts you looked down at Suna and smiled before you blurted something out that caused him to falter, “hey baby, i think i want to marry you…” pulling you down for a hug he whispered, “i want to marry you too Y/n L/n.”

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| 🍒 CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! 🍒 | [CHAPTER 20] FINAL

pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader

this chapter’s notes; camshow, sex toys, shibari, dom!seungcheol, dirty talk, overstimulation/forced orgasms, squirting, degradation, name calling, daddy!kink, gags! 😍💕 ✨HAPPY NEW YEAR!!✨ Here’s to more fun fics in 2021! I can’t believe this is our last chapter though omg 😭 It’s been suuuuch a journey and a privilege to write this little series out! I’ve honestly thought about a camgirl/boy series for like, over a year now, and I’m glad I finally did it! I completed one of my goals! 🥺💕 2020 was definitely a wild one, but I want to thank you all so fuckin’ much for supporting me and stickin’ it out with me all year! Here’s to more in the coming year!💕 Also I was proofreading this at the dining table last night thinking my roommate wouldn’t come out of their room but they did(while I was making dinner and my hands were dirty so I couldnt close my laptop ☠️) and they walked past my laptop and now I’m convinced they saw my fucking smut fic right in the open so yes my little mini-break next week is MUCH needed cause I am ✨embarrassed✨ 🤣 I’ll still do my inbox roundup tomorrow and probably answer a bunch of small thirst posts ‘n stuff throughout the week but there won’t be any drabbles! For now, enjoy chapter 20 🥺, have a safe weekend, and remember that I love you~ ❤️🍒💕

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Seungcheol wakes up much earlier than you do the next morning; pressing a kiss to your forehead as you groan and snuggle deeper into your pillow.

“Baby, I need to go run some errands for a little bit, okay? Just keep sleeping, you don’t need to get up yet. But, I made breakfast and put it in the microwave for you when you decide to get up later.”

His voice is muffled and you can barely understand what he’s saying but you nod; a soft sigh on your lips when you drift back into dreamland. He takes his time getting ready, checking his phone notifications as he gets dressed and places a note on the nightstand knowing that you didn’t catch a single word he said.

‘Hey, did you get everything I asked for?’

Jimin🧍🏻: of course, who do you think I am? Jeongguk?

Jimin🧍🏻: and btw, i’m just giving you a crash course okay? We don’t really have a ton of time

Jimin🧍🏻: did you watch those tutorial videos I sent you?

‘Yeah, I did some practice on my breaks, but I guess you can tell me if I’m doing anything wrong.’

Jimin🧍🏻: okee, i’ll be waiting. Don’t get here too late!

‘I’ll be otw soon. Thanks again, Jimin.’

“Ow--damn, okay, you don’t need to tug on it so much!”

“Sorry, I’ll be careful! And why are we practicing on you anyway?! Couldn’t you just have shown me pictures or something?”

“How else will you learn if not on an actual body? It doesn’t work the same way, Seungcheol.” Jimin pauses, checking himself in the mirror. “Also, keep in mind she does have boobs so just… go slow, okay? It’s not gonna sit like this on her.”

Seungcheol blushes a crimson red; biting the inside of his cheek at how amateur he was at this.

“Okay…”

Seungcheol is gone for a lot longer than you anticipate and although he replies quickly to your texts, you can’t help but be curious about where he’d gone and what he was doing.

Especially knowing that the two of you had to film tonight and knowing that everything was up to Seungcheol.

A shiver rolls down your body at the thought and you quickly try to shake off the nerves that seem to slowly invade your body when your mind starts to wander.

“It’ll be fine, I’m sure…”

“I’m home!”

“Where have you--oh, that’s… a b-big box? Um, should I be concerned...”

Seungcheol grins, shrugging as he sets it onto the kitchen counter. “Just some supplies for tonight. I had to go pick them up from a friend but I had to make sure everything was right.” He notices the way you can’t seem to take your eyes off of the box; eyes twinkling when he makes his way towards you.

He tilts your head up to meet his in a searing kiss, lips easing into a smile when you wrap your arms around his neck and melt under his touch. You moan against his lips just before he pulls away; staring dreamily at him while his hands start to roam over your clothed body.

“We have a long night ahead of us, sweetheart. Let’s pamper you a little before then, hmm?”

j__min: ??? where’s the loverboy

j__min has donated $200

angelhan has donated $75

therealchan99 has donated $50

xcaliburDK has donated $75

xcaliburDK: is that the sybian? Haven’t seen that in a looong while

You bite your lip and nod, somewhat shy as you sit alone in front of the camera. “Seungcheol’s still… setting up but he told me to start! I’m a little nervous, to be honest…” Your eyes flit to Seungcheol who rummages through the box in the kitchen and from the angle you’re sat in, you can’t see a single thing he takes out.

Earlier, he’d cooked you your favorite meal and even took the time to give you a full body massage before the two of you cuddled on the sofa and watched a movie. To you, it seemed a little too suspiciously tame and you only found yourself more nervous when he made you drink two glasses of water and ever so quietly announced it was time to start getting ready for the camshow.

“He’s being so suspicious! He was even gone for a few hours earlier today…” You mumble; brows furrowed at the camera before checking the comments.

It still amazed you every time with how much money you and Seungcheol made from the camshows and videos and it made you feel even better knowing that everyone loved the chemistry the two of you had together. There were a lot of video requests and ideas mixed in with the comments at any given time and you were definitely ready to pitch some to Seungcheol now that you’d rebranded your channel to be a couple’s channel instead.

“Almost done, sweetheart!”

gc__koo: he told me to watch cuz he was being suspicious with me too

gc__koo has donated $50

alphagyu97: what is he even plotting

alphagyu97: i am excited to see the sybian again tho ngl

artist8hao: pretty baby gonna squirt for us again?

universe_WZ: hell fuckin yea let us see how fuckin wrecked you get on that machine

You feel your pussy clench around emptiness at their comments; already feeling yourself getting wetter and wetter with the anticipation.

Movement out of the corner of your eye catches your attention and Seungcheol walks towards the bed with a wide smile and the same box in hand. “Ready?” You can only nod back slowly, watching as he dumps the contents of the box right next to your body.

gc__koo: oy

chwenon: oh shit

sleepy_wonu: oh baby, you’re in for it now

sleepy_wonu has donated $100

Your entire body fills with warmth as you look over the various objects; unsure of where to really look first. “I, um--”

A stack of red ropes sits next to a small bullet vibrator that sits next to a ball gag that sits next to a pair of EMT shears and your eyes immediately flit up to Seungcheol who only smirks back at your shocked expression. “I had some other toys I wanted to use but I figured I should go easy on you, y’know? Since you showed me some mercy last night.”

Nodding, you reach out towards the ropes, touching them shyly. “Why red?”

“Thought they’d be on theme for you, babygirl.”

Seungcheol takes his time; remembering Jimin’s words when he tugs the ropes around your wrists.

“Colour, babygirl?”

“G-green… daddy…”

He nods, sitting up on his knees behind you as you sit on the sybian and face the camera. You bite your lip, somewhat embarrassed that you were already soaking the toy underneath you as Seungcheol worked to bind your arms behind you.

“D--daddy, where did you l-learn this?” You whisper, somewhat curious if this had anything to do with why he was gone for so long earlier in the day.

“Mm, daddy’s friend Jimin was kind enough to help me get the tools and teach me a few tricks to make sure I kept my babygirl safe. Wasn’t that kind of him?” You nod gently, gulping when you shift atop the machine slightly in hopes of relieving some of the growing sexual tension in your body. “Why don’t you thank him properly, sweetheart?”

Your hazy eyes make eye contact with the camera, head tilted slightly. “T-thank you, J-Jimin… for--for helping daddy…”

j__min: omg a shoutout ive made it

kitty_junjun: we never thought we’d see the day

tangerine_kwan: and here we all thought you were gonna be the bad guy huh

hoshi_tiger_xx: like when u only see previews of the book online but the rest of it is different ykwim

Seungcheol makes sure your arms are bound snug enough but not too tight; leaning away slightly to admire his rope work. “Feeling okay so far, babygirl?”

Nodding, you whine back slightly. “Y-yes, daddy… But… my--my pussy wants s-something…” He laughs in return, readjusting so that he’s sitting on your side this time to give himself easier access to start the rest of the bindings.

“Is that so? You’re gonna have to be a little more patient this time ‘cause daddy’s not done yet.” He starts working on the rest of the harness; going slow and checking in with you often to make sure none of the ropes were digging into your skin or making you uncomfortable. “You’ll have to forgive me a little though, I’m admittedly a ‘lil inexperienced so our pretty babygirl is only going to be tied up in this pretty harness for tonight.”

gentleman_josh95: the fact u even took the time to learn just for her

gentleman_josh95 has donated $100

artist8hao: seriously, the dedication

kitty_junjun: we stan a man who knows safety and etiquette

Comments of reassurance and donations flood in at Seungcheol’s small apology and although the two of you are in your own world; you can tell from just the amount of pings coming from your laptop that they all seemed to be encouraging him.

The two of you fall into a comfortable silence as Seungcheol continues to move around you on the bed to finish the harness and a smile graces his lips when he starts to secure the last knots in the back. He can’t help but mentally pat himself on the back at how neatly he’d done it for his first time.

“There. All done, baby.”

Your eyes flit to the laptop’s screen to see yourself; cheeks hot when you see how fucked out you already look and he hadn’t even touched you properly or turned on the machine.

The star harness Seungcheol had tied looks pretty with red ropes and you can’t hide your smile at how good it looks on you too either. “Ah, daddy made it really p-pretty… Thank you.”

This time, Seungcheol nods, letting you admire yourself as he silently reaches for the small remote for the sybian, switching it on.

Your entire body lurches forward as soon as the vibrations attack your clit and you immediately find yourself moaning and grinding down onto the machine as he gives you some relief.

“You’re welcome, babygirl. Now let’s really have some fun, huh?”

You need to cum.

Badly.

“Awww, is my pretty baby drooling? Does it feel that good on your sensitive ‘lil clit?” He teases, smoothing down your hair as you cry around the ball gag in your mouth; drool seeping out from the side of your lips when he raises the vibrations a setting higher.

You don’t know how many times he’d played with the settings and edged you by now, but all you do know is that the urge to cum only grows stronger as you grind against the machine, soaking it with your wetness as you chase the pleasure building up in your body again.

Surely cumming was okay, right? He never said you couldn’t.

You whimper around the ball gag, eyes fluttering shut when the tension in your body snaps in the blink of an eye and your thighs clamp down onto the sides of the machine. Throwing your head back, you moan against the gag and ride out your high as Seungcheol watches you from the side.

“Mm, bet that felt good, huh? But I know you want something in that greedy ‘lil cunt of yours, don’t you? You want daddy’s cock slamming into your tight ‘lil hole ‘til it’s full of my cum, right, sweetheart?” He licks his lips, turning off the sybian as you slump forward.

universe_WZ: shit shes so sensitive

chwenon: especially with her arms bound like that i bet she’s on cloud nine rn

gentleman_josh95: her cute lil head is probably all fuzzy already from all the sensations

therealchan99 has donated $100

gc__koo has donated $75

j__min has donated $150

All you can do is whimper and nod; teary eyes blinking back at Seungcheol as he smirks and leans in towards you.

“Mmm, you’ll get what you want eventually. But for now, you’re gonna cum again.”

He turns the sybian back on, licking his lips when he sees your body tensing again. It was always easier to get you to cum a second time and his point is proven when you mewl around the ball gag a few minutes later; chest heaving in stuttered breaths as you try to shy away from the toy still vibrating against your overly sensitive clit when you’re quickly thrown into another orgasm.

“You always cum for daddy so easily, don’t you, babygirl?”

Your head feels fuzzy after already cumming twice in such a short span of time but you nod, head lolling to the side as Seungcheol finally turns the sybian off for good.

Seungcheol gives you a second to catch your breath before he’s scooting in and fiddling with the clasps at the back of your head to take the ball gag off.

A thread of saliva connects your lips to the gag and you whimper at how good it feels to be able to actually speak again. “D-daddy…” Drool drips from your mouth as your lead lolls forward and Seungcheol is quick to bring a hand up to keep your head up as he looks into your lust filled eyes.

“Colour, sweetheart?”

“Still g-green…” He nods back, checking to make sure none of the ropes had shifted. “Would you like some water before we continue, baby?”

“Yes, daddy…”

He fetches you a glass of water, tilting it against your lips as you down the entire glass and you find yourself a little surprised at how needed it was. “Thank you, d-daddy…”

“You’re welcome, babygirl. Ready to keep going?”

You nod, a little bit more energized. “I hope everyone, mmh, l-likes the show so f-far~” Your teary vision prevents you from reading the comments and before you can even make an effort to, Seungcheol is already helping you off of the machine and helping you sit on the bed across from him.

alphagyu97: ugh she looks so fucking good in that harness

angelhan: right? That shade of red looks so good against her skin too

angelhan: so fuckin pretty

tangerine_kwan: pics for the private room later? Plz i beg

Seungcheol takes this time to take off his boxer briefs, cock curving up against his abdomen when he’s fully naked across from you. He wraps a hand around his cock, moaning and spreading the precum down his shaft as you watch. “D’you want this, baby?”

Your lips fall open in a silent moan as you watch Seungcheol jerk himself off and you can’t help but squirm. “Y-yes…”

“Tell me exactly what you want then. Let them hear what a filthy little slut you are for me.” You can’t help but feel miserably empty watching him and despite having already cum twice, you want his cock fucking you open and making you cum again.

“I--I--”

“Yes, babygirl?”

“I, ngh, I want d-daddy’s cock… Please? Ah, I--I wanna feel you fucking my--my pussy into the, mmh, s-shape of your c-cock… And I w-want you to c-cum inside my--my slutty little h-hole…”

Seungcheol scoffs, hips shallowly thrusting up into his enclosed fist. “That’s right. You’re just my slutty ‘lil babygirl that lets me use all her tight holes how I please, right? You like it when I cum down your throat and in your pretty ‘lil ass. But we all know you like it best when I cum in your hot ‘lil cunt. Makes you feel all warm and full, doesn’t it? You like it when my cum is dripping out of your spent cunt and sliding down your shaky thighs.” This time you nod furiously as you whine back in response.

“P-please… Can’t wait any--anymore!”

This time, the impatience takes over as you slightly tug on the ropes; whining when they don’t give. “Daddy!”

And this time, he gives in quicker than he anticipates, growling as he reaches for the EMT shears to cut you from the harness. “Don’t let your arms down, no matter how much you want to. You’re going to strain your arms if you move too fast so let me handle it, okay, sweetheart?”

The sudden gentleness in his voice has a giddy warmth pouring over you as you nod and sit still while he cuts at various points of the harness to make the ropes fall loose around your arms and chest. You keep your arms in the same position like he requested and you soon feel his hands roaming your skin and massaging your arms to get the blood flowing again.

“You’re so good for me, baby.” He whispers against your hair, leaning down to kiss your shoulder before he slowly easing your arms down from being folded behind your back.

He continues to massage your arms for a few more minutes before it’s you that’s getting impatient. “Daddy… Can you fuck me now?” Whispering, you slightly turn your body to the side to meet his gentle stare.

Seungcheol laughs under his breath, nodding. “Lay on your back for me, legs spread.”

You follow his orders as you quickly scramble to get into position; legs spread wide for him to situate himself between.

“Mm, your pussy is still so fuckin’ wet. I wanna taste you on my tongue, baby.” Whines spill from your lips as you shake your head ‘no.’

“No! My p-pussy feels empty, I need y-your cock, daddy… ‘n I’m so wet, you can probably, ah, just s-slide your cock in…”

He wraps a hand around his cock just as you wrap your legs around his waist and he guides himself until the head of his cock is right at your entrance.

Neither of you say a word as he slowly starts to sink his cock in; guttural moans on his lips when he meets no resistance and bottoms out in a singular thrust. “Holy fuck, your cunt is so fuckin’ wet. Shit, and so t-tight!” You clench around him, already feeling good with his cock inside of you as you beg him to fuck you hard and fast.

“Ngh, p-please fuck me like--like I’m your, hah, c-cocksleeve… I want it f-fast, daddy!”

He grits his teeth at your words; drawing his hips back before snapping them into you just how you wanted. “Fast, hmm? All you think about in that pretty head of yours is my cock pounding you open, huh? Slamming into you so fuckin’ good, it makes your toes curl when you cum.”

Seungcheol starts a quick pace, already feeling the pleasure building up for himself when you’re reduced to garbled noises and broken cries of his name. The heels of your feet dig into the small of his back as you try to press him in closer and he’s quick to reach for the small bullet vibrator left on the bed next to your body.

“Your body is so fuckin’ sensitive, I can already feel how tight you’re getting around me. So fuckin’ greedy to cum too. Already came twice and you still want more. You’re not satisfied until your whole body is shaking underneath me, huh, sweetheart?” He turns the small toy on, pressing it to your clit as you yelp and let out choked sobs.

“Ah, ngh, d-daddy, my--my clit’s t-too sen--sensitive! I--I can’t--!” Squirming, you feel the pressure building up obscenely quick; bottom lip quivering when he takes one of your free hands and makes you hold the toy to your swollen clit.

“Just a little more, sweetheart. Don’t you wanna cum?”

He angles his thrusts to graze against your g-spot and loud cries of his name leave your lips in a hurried, jumbled mess when he only doubles his pace.

The sound of donations and comments pour in like water and get lost within the ringing in your ears; unable to even warn Seungcheol that you’re about to cum when you feel your entire body starting to lock up underneath him.

Your lips part in a silent scream and your back bows off of the bed, thighs shaking uncontrollably as you cum for the third time. Seungcheol growls, fucking you through it as you squirt all over his lower half. He finds it harder and harder to thrust into you as you cum, but he feels himself quickly following suit with your warm walls fluttering around his cock.

“Fuck, baby, that’s right. Squirt for me, get me fuckin’ soaked while you cum.” He uses a free hand to make sure you keep the toy pressed to your clit, growling when he starts to unload his cum inside of you. “Mmh, gonna fill your cunt up with what you want, baby.”

A shaky moan leaves your lips as you feel him throbbing inside your pussy; walls clamped down onto him in a vice grip as you ride out the remnants of your orgasm.

“Ah, d-daddy’s cumming suh--so much inside of my p-pussy…”

Whining, you feel Seungcheol’s grip on your hand give way as he rides out his pleasure and you take the opportunity to turn off the small bullet vibrator while he doesn’t notice.

You watch his face contort in pleasure, hips still shallowly thrusting into you as his entire body shivers above you.

“D-daddy’s so h-handsome...” You mumble, cheeks hot when he cracks a smile through the pleasure wracking his body and chuckles under his breath.

“Thank you, babygirl.”

After you end the show, Seungcheol makes sure to cuddle with you on the bed for a little while longer.

“One more glass of water, baby.” You whine in response, pouting up at him before he gets up from the soaked sheets.

“But I already had a glass! If you have a piss kink just say so, ‘Cheol!”

He lets out a boisterous laugh at your comment, trudging back to the bed from the kitchen with another glass of water for you. “You need to be hydrated, sweetheart. You came three times and we played a little more rough today. I just wanna make sure you’re okay.”

“Fine, but you didn’t deny my comment.” You snarkily reply, taking the glass from him as you down the water.

“Don’t make me have to punish you again! I’ll have you know I still need to get you all washed up and change the bed--”

A faint pinging has the two of you turning to the laptop; still on your camming homepage from where you’d checked the revenues from tonight’s show.

A small [1] sits above your inbox and Seungcheol is quick to turn to you with an eyebrow raised. “I thought you turned off the messaging system on your profile?”

You tilt your head in confusion, handing him the emptied glass. “I did. The only messages I should get are from, like, the actual system admins or other creator accounts which, I haven’t received any ‘til... now, I guess?”

Seungcheol sets the glass down onto the nightstand before he takes a seat next to you, dragging the laptop closer as you go to check the notification.

“’Love&Letter Films’? Aren’t they one of the biggest adult film companies?” Mumbling, you click on the message, giving yourself and Seungcheol a second to process the message that stares back at you; a shocked smile on your lips.

‘Hello!

I hope this message finds Cherry and Seungcheol well.

We, at ‘Love&Letter Films’, have really enjoyed the shows and videos from your channel throughout the years and we really have enjoyed watching the growth of your channel and the addition of Seungcheol to it. The dynamics between the two of you are rare in this industry and we’ve yet to see anyone like the two of you in this market.

The shows from the last two nights have proven that the two of you have the right kind of chemistry to film together for bigger productions and we would love to hire you for a few film productions we have planned in the upcoming weeks as a feeler. Of course, all expenses paid by us if you would kindly take our offer.

We love the various scenes and roles that the two of you take on with ease and we would love to help propel your careers forward, should you pursue a career in the adult entertainment industry.

Please don’t hesitate to contact me as I’ve listed my contact information below. I’m excited to hear from the two of you and hope to work with you in the future on many projects.

Respectfully,

Kwon Soonyoung, L&L FILMS CEO’

#cherrybomb!cheol #seungcheol smut #scoups smut #seventeen smut #svt smut #scoups scenarios #scoups imagines #seungcheol imagines #seungcheol scenarios #svt scenarios #svt imagines #seventeen imagines #seventeen scenarios #scoups fic #seungcheol fic #scoups #seungcheol #svt fic #seventeen fic

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somebodycallixii · 2 years

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tagged by @choitaeyang for the little P1ece questions thing :)

(ps im sorry i didnt answer all of the questions but i just didnt want the post to get too long!!)

1. Since when have you been a P1ece? I listened to Siren for the first time like early last fall, and found That's It a little later, and i remember thinking ok this is probably some well established group like their rapping and sound overall just really impressed me. (cut to surprised pika face when i found out OH THEY'RE LITERALLY ONLY A YEAR OLD)

2. What made you decide to stan P1H? i knew i liked their music but i decided to officially stan when i found out they were at FNC because n.flying is my ult, so i was like this must be a sign??? lmfao

3. Who is/are your bias(es)? jiung!

4. Your favourite era so far? in terms of music, Siren/Stand Out is my fav but in terms of looks/concept, Do It Like This/Find Out by a long shot.

5. Your favourite title track/MV? I like the MV for scared the best because the concept for it is really artistic, plus the falling rocks genuinely made me nervous so A+ for the immersive experience alkdflsdkjs

6. Your fav P1H choreo? the intro to Reset is so amazing, they are literally so in sync its mesmerizing to watch

7. Your fav b-sides? That's it is one of my favorite kpop songs ever, and idk if this counts as a title or a b side but i also love breakthrough a LOT

8. Your fav cover of theirs? MANIAC MANIAC MANIAC oh my god if you havent listened to it yet you have to. i love it even more because they were in charge of the creative direction for the video and they talked about how they had to put moodboards together and stuff. it makes me glad that they have some creative control for their content!!

10. Have you watched their little STAGE + performances? What’s your favourite? i havent seen all of them but this one with seob and intak is my favorite that ive seen. im usually not a fan of lyrical dancing like this but the beginning part is so good and i can just watch it over and over

12. Most iconic P1H tiktok in your opinion? soul glitching to the "listen to me now" audio fucking kills me. its literally so dumb but it cracks me up dlkfjsdlfs

13. A P1H moment you love? when they did the portrait drawing contest on Jongseobs birthday live, and keeho gave this big speech about how some artists arent appreciated in their time just bc he lost sldkfjlsk😭

16. A collab you’re hoping for? in their daebak show interview keeho and jiung said that they want to try more bandy music, so i think them working with n.flying would be so cool!! it would make my n.fia heart so happy

18. Fav lyric if you have one? "going my own way with two great danes, gotta stay humble like bill murray" certified iconic

19. Fav vocal, rapper and dancer? vocal has to be keeho, rapper jongseob, dancer soul!! why my own bias isnt on this list the world may never know.

23. Something you love about being a P1ece? I always love being a part of smaller fandoms because theres such a strong sense of community and dedication that sometimes gets lost in groups with huge fanbases. (in terms of like, when fanbases get bigger there can be lots of weird drama about voting or who should have won what or which fandoms are "fighting" one another but with smaller groups its like "woo!! we got a comeback!!" lmfao)It's a difficult balance, because while you want them to become successful and reach a larger audience, theres something special about stanning a newer/less well known group and feeling that camaraderie in fandom spaces.

Bonus: Anything P1Harmony-related that you want to recommend to your (non-P1ece) followers or to new P1eces?

Keeho covering "All of Me" by john legend genuinely surpasses the original, i could listen to this for days!! pls listen and be amazed!!!

#kpop stuff #p1harmony #p1h #thank u for tagging me this was super fun!! got me back into watching their youtube content #and looking at all the stuff that made me stan originally #ugh love them!!#text

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bangtanger · 3 years

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CONTENT CREATOR YEAR IN REVIEW

was thinking for 84 hours where should i post it but as its my creator blog i m doing it here <3 i was tagged by @taemaknae @suhdays @ynki @honsool @jjeongukie @taeyungie @dearbangtansonyeondan @lifegoesmon @everythingoes @flipthatjacketjiminie @yoongi-bts @jiminslight @hopekidoki @cowboyjinbop @yoonqiful @jcngkooks @pjmsdior @hobeah @balenciaguks @jinvant @hobibestboy @vjimin @yoongikook AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR INCLUDING ME T_T ik maybe its not a big deal but its a big deal to me and im touched :(((((((((((( also gimme some time to check all ur posts 👉👈 also im in a mood to say that ive collected many pokemons here djfksfhsakjddld ok nvm

also sorry for a long post ik tmblr fvcks things up sometimes when there is keep reading so dont fight me plz <3

❀ first creation and most recent creation of 2020

ok this is the fist one (still very pleased with colouring here T_T the stage lighting was,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well yeah as always lmao) and this is the most recent (TBH DKJSKDSDK I WISH MY MOST RECENT POST COULD BE A DIFFERENT ONE THE ONE I WANNA MAKE FOR A MONTH NOW THE ONE ID PUT A LOT MORE EFFORTS IN SO IM A LIL FRUSTRATED i literally just missed giffing but couldnt watch anything new so took an old vid i wanted to gif once I DIDNT EVEN USE MYCOLOURING PSD IT LITERALLY HAS ONLY COUPLE OF LAYERS uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :( but whatever,,, it just kinda doesnt show the difference -_-)

❀ a creation u r really proud of

well 👁👄👁 there r quite few,,, and the main reason is colouring most of these r comps and i a b s o l u t e l y sucked at comps and esp at making the colouring consistent there lol so lets begin lol 1 (u have no idea how muchi love this set) 2 (i fucking mastered it i wanted to remake it for two years and i finally did!! 60 fps smooth good moments iconic performance iconic hair colour his attitude bruh and ofc the fact that i could do sth with colouring,,,,,, and chose such an unusual colour scheme that i doubted jckdckfdk and it still worked out 🥺) 3 (lol i had this idea written down since 2018 as well and this year i could finally collect all moments i needed and oh boi yeah,,, AND COLOURING I COULD ALMOST yeah almost do sth decent with it there r still couple moments id changed but im pleased) 4 (im so happy whenevr i see this CUZ IT ALL WORKED OUT it was such an impulsive comp i literally only saw couple moments for past few years as well where i could see three of them in one frame and suddenly I WAS LIKE I FUCKING MUST POST THOSE MOMENTS SOMEHOW and im so proud of colouring it looks so well T_T) 5 (the colouring ofc im still :o that i could get rid of that shitty shit dkksjkj AND THE MOMENTS ITSELF?????? AND BLACK SWAN???????? EVERY PERFORMANCE???? HAIR?????? OUTFIT???????? EVRERYHTIGNM???????? HIS FUCKING STARE? FACE??? DONT MAKE ME CONTINUE AAAAAAAAAAA also if im not wrong this set in particular made me start my before/after posts 🥺) 6 (i jujst love everything about it e v e r yt h i n g also i could made ppl believe that jin fr has purple hair here when in reality its brown djhfdhskdf one of blending modes or adjustment layers worked this way lol) 7 (i wont even comment this tried a great tutorial with great beautiful resuls for the first time ever and it worked out so well and i like it so much and the whole yoongi here,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, also love me some borders that add cinematic feels to some gifs or just make them pretty in a dif way just like i did with prev post i mentioned imo lol) OK LAST ONE 8 (I USED A VIDEO OF STARS AND ADDED IT TO THE GIF FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I FUCKED WITHMASKING FOR 3 HOURS GRRRRRRRR THIS IS SO HUGE FOR ME!!!!! i cant even explain whew IVE NEVER DID ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE SO I WAS REALLY PROUD TOO even tho i fucked masking up on some layers lmao but lets not pay too much attention to it 👀)

❀ a creation that took u forever

ohhhhhhhh i think this one cuz the moments were long i couldnt decide what do i want to include + it ts file so u kno,,, the speed,,, of processing,, + somehow decided to put them all together + fucked with colouring + had to get rid of the logo and as we know japan likes a lot of big braight text around haha and draw hair in moments where logo made it look blurry + had to adjust the order and all that stuff but getting rid of logo was the longest part

❀ a creation from 2020 that received the most notes

whew this iconic one im still amazed tbh they looked soso incredible and im glad how everything turned out here <3 (could change some colouring on bg tho so it could look better and more hq :c)

❀ a creation u think deserved more notes

lol this one cuz i was so hyped to make it cuz their concert in saudi arabia is one of my fav things in the world and i waited for so long to have mood and energy to go throught it to find jk moments and i couldnt choose some for this comp for so long and just,,,,,, overall,,,, the way he looks here............................................................... its a special comp to me haha ill def gif more of it i have shit ton of clips left and also there r other members and i just want to sit and enjoy yhe whole thing to so may find more stuff to gif here lol

❀ a new fandom u joined an a creation u made for it

i didnt join anything heurheru

❀ a creation u made that breaks ur heart

OKAY LISTEN DSJAKDJHFDKJ THIS ONE IF U KNOW U KNOW AND IM SURE IT BREAKS ALMOST EVERY HEART tbh whenever i see soft smiles or soft interactions or anything like this im just :’( <3 even my serotonin boost tag does it to me cuz its too precious T_T

❀ a ‘simple’ creation that u really love

this one cuz everything about it ah and this one 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

❀ a creation that was inspired by someone else

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk maybe this one ? cuz i never did anything like this before and maybe i saw someones beautiful headers and decided to try one too ? i could do a lot better there is not enough depth but oh well,,, lol

❀ a favourite creatin created by someone else

oh its gonna be hard :) dear every conten creator i hope u dont mind if i wont go though the whole 2020 gif tag but choose form the most recent ones i loved? u know how much i appreciate ur content cuz i never stop screaming about it in tags but truly there r more content makers and i want u to know that i really love ur content :(

@syubb welllllllllllll i wont even comment this is iconique.....

@jinv T_T val i miss u but there should be bday comps with that BIG ASS IMAGE THAT HAS ITS PARTS ON EVERY SINGLE GIF I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN that icant even find dfjksfskj

@jung-koook i literally couldnt choose ehdskjdjksd but i decided this one cuz its sososososososososososososososososososososo well made every single detail here is chefs kiss

@kkulmoon i truly really cant get enough of ur colouring lately T_T

@minhope !!!!!!LITERALLY EVERY PANTONE COMP OR ESPECIALLY 7 YEARS WITH BTS PANTONE ONE IM AAAAAAAAAAAAA and lmao i think this is one of the most reposted things ive ever seen on internet T_T

@jjoon hng amy u know how i feel about ur content T_T decided this one cuz f l a w l e s s

@hopekidoki stuff like this makes my jaw lie in the floor dsjkdj

@flipthatjacketjiminie idk whats up but it makes me scream like a madman every time i see it.........

@lifegoesmon i cant even explain why i chose this one but everything here is so incredible !!!!!!!!1

@hobeah one of those good fucking bye ones.....

@taeyungie this made me feel so many things and a whole ass a w e so cool T_T

@jiminfilter i will never shut up about bts core jungkook one should also be here

@seoksjin THE COLOURS I SCREAM OH MY GOD O HMY OGD I JUST WENT TO CHECK OUT AND SAW THIS AND IMMEDIATELY DJKSJD DECIDED THIS IS CRAZY THE PASTELS THE PINNKS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA EVERYHTGIN but also those birthday posts ahhh T_T

@jinvant i wanna YELL but also u know how much i love ur quality and blacks T_T and gfxs too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@yoongi-bts i love everything here with my whole heart!!!

@everythingoes SHOUWLD I EVEN EXPLAIN WHY

@hobibestboy THIS IS SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE COLOUR SCHEME

@joenns I WONT EVEN EXPLAIN IM SO HURT HES SO THIS IS SO T____________________T

@jjeongukie idk i cant get enough of skin tone!!!!!!!!!!!!

@chaylani i really love the colouring and love these posts with highlights T_T

@eklipxe COLOURING AND EVERYTHIGN

@oncupid cant get enough of every colouring ive seen <3

@jiminslight THIS WHOLE GIF RIGHT HERE

@6dis-ease COZY AND PRECIOUS T_T

@ofkimtaehyung I LITERALLY HAVE NO WORDS ITS SO PRETTY

@taee it was really hard to choose too T_T decided to go with this cuz,, u kno

@yoonqiful CUZ THESE COLOURS DRIVE ME INSANE

OK THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG KDSFJSAKDL I WOULD ADD A LOT MORE CUZ THERE IS A LOT MORE TO ADD BUT IVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR THREE HOURS I BETTER CHILL

❀ some of your favourite content creators from this year

ok i may forgot someone + in no order in particular + literally every creator that i follow/whose content i reblog @taeguks @tearuntold @cyphertaehyungie @love4hobi @kimnamtaejin @taejoon @jimiyoong @namkook @taeyungie @jinvant @jinv @6dis-ease @jiminrolls @daechwitas @syubb @syuga @jjeongukie @cowboyjinbop @hope-film @minhope @hopekidoki @joonie @namgination @jung-koook @faerieth @kooksv @lifegoesyoon @yoonqiful @j-sope @chaylani @jiminfilter @jjoon @everythingoes @varietae @seoksjin @dearbangtansonyeondan @ofkimtaehyung @yoongi-bts @gaypeople @seokjinyoongis @agustdfeatrm @joenns @houseofarmanto @namjoon (will miss forever) @thebtsgenre @honsool @vjimin @seokjinite @jiminswn @taee @hobeah @lifegoesmon @taemaknae @gukgi @kkulmoon @flipthatjacketjiminie @jintae @jcngkooks @ynki @yoongikook @yoongiandthebiaswreckers @jiminslight @gwkie @oncupid @eternalbulletproof and many more <3

OK SO i wanna say a special thanks to every content creator ever and also i wanna say that im really glad to be a part of this community all of u r so cool and creative and make such beautiful things and many of u made me feel EMOTIONS with ur sets or not only sets ill be forever grateful that i discovered bts and for everything they do to me without even knowing ALSO THANK U FOR STILL BEING HERE ON TUMBRLDSDFKJ yeah this year was less active there were few issues many ppl went on twt but thank u for still being here also happy new year <3333333 i think i sounded deeper and more emotional when i was commenting ppls gifs :| but its almost 2 am so i hope u will understand dkfjkfsjk im happy there is this corner on the internet that feels cozy and so welcoming <3 i love u i wish u a better year ahead <3 ok for checking notifications purpose ill tag my blog lol @eternal-bangtan

#m:text #tg

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emy-loves-you · 4 years

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Sanders Sides AU-gust Day 6: Hospital

Virgil is a teenager diagnosed with Leukemia. Patton is his nurse.

Day 5 | Masterlist | Day 7

Virgil numbly sat in his hospital bed, trying to read the first few lines of his book. Everything had gone to shit in just a few hours. Just a few days ago, he was having the time of his life. Doing dumb shit with Janus and Remus, helping Dad with his newest video, whatever he wanted. Now he has needles in his skin and a death sentence over his head.

Cancer.

Virgil still didn’t believe it. Sure, he’d been getting more headaches, but that was from stress and overworking himself. The lightheadedness? The teen assumed that he was anemic, like Janus. Extreme fatigue? He was currently getting over a cold. But no, all it took was passing out in the middle of game night and one hospital visit to seal his fate.

Leukemia. Virgil barely even felt sick. A part of him laughed at the irony of the situation. Virgil was extremely antisocial and extremely sarcastic. Just yesterday, Virgil joked that he’d rather hide under the blankets and never talk to anyone ever again. Now, his dream came true. Since Virgil was still getting over his cold, he couldn’t leave his room and interact with other patients. Since Dad, Remus and Janus were also in contact with the illness, they weren’t allowed to visit. So Virgil was alone in his hospital bed. Alone with nothing but a few books and his dark thoughts. He couldn’t even text anyone since he broke his phone last week.

Virgil sighed, laying back to stare at the ceiling. The doctor had said that he’d live. Hell, he even said that Virgil would be out of the hospital before Christmas. But right now, in mid-January, it felt more like a death sentence.

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The first few days felt like pure torture. He finished all of his books, he still couldn’t leave his room or receive visitors, and the nurses wouldn’t talk to him. Part of Virgil understood why. He didn’t look very friendly; too-pale skin, shaggy black hair, and naturally aggressive-looking features. It didn’t help that Virgil still wore his dark eyeshadow and giant headphones. But it still hurt. Sure, Virgil was 16, but he was still a child. That’s why he’s on a children’s floor. He needed someone to talk to!

Virgil’s saving grace arrived at the beginning of the second week, in the form of Patton. Patton was rotated in to be one of Virgil’s day nurses, since the previous one just went on maternity leave. Virgil had been surprised to see someone new walk into his room.

The man had given him a small wave. “Hey, Kiddo! I’m Patton, your new nurse.”

Virgil hadn’t spoken at the time, just giving a small nod in acknowledgment. He watched with rapt attention as Patton moved to mess with the monitors and IV bags. Virgil didn’t understand what any of it did, but he still wanted to watch. He felt… upset as Patton didn’t speak again. Virgil didn’t understand why that affected him so much. He was used to adults (other than his father) ignoring him. Hell, none of the other nurses had even told Virgil their names! Why should this one’s silence upset him?

Virgil didn’t know what was going through Patton’s head at the time. Maybe he could see how upset Virgil was? Or maybe he’d just been mustering his confidence this entire time? Either way, the nurse chose that moment to speak up.

“Why do fish live in saltwater?”

Virgil looked up from Patton’s hands to his face. He tilted his head to the side. What kind of question was that? Virgil doesn’t know. He barely passed his biology class. Why did Patton choose that of all things to ask-

“Because pepper makes them sneeze!”

Virgil blinked slowly, fully registering what the man had said. He couldn’t stop himself from snorting after that. Ten minutes of silence and he starts the conversation with a pun?

Patton seemed pleased with his response. “How do you get an astronaut’s baby to sleep?”

Virgil tilted his head again, a small smile on his lips.

Patton paused for dramatic effect before shouting “You rocket!”

Virgil started laughing at that one. For a moment, it felt like he was at home, sitting on the counter as his dad told corny jokes. He’d usually snort and roll his eyes but sometimes a punchline would catch him by surprise and he’d be clutching his stomach in laughter.

It wasn’t until Patton’s thumb brushed against his cheekbone that Virgil realized that he stopped laughing and was now crying. Virgil let out a sob as Patton attempted to comfort him. It wasn’t fair! Virgil hadn’t done anything wrong. So why did the world decide to screw him over? Why take him away from his dad, just to give him a person who reminded him of memories he couldn’t recreate?

Virgil then heard humming. It was soft, almost as soft as the airconditioning in the room, but Virgil immediately latched onto the sound. He slowly calmed down, trying to focus on the tune playing in his ear. It wasn’t until Virgil stopped crying that he realized that the humming was coming from Patton. Patton, the nurse that was probably scared of Virgil. Patton, who told corny jokes to make Virgil laugh. Patton, who comforted Virgil instead of ignoring him or finding someone else to take care of him. Patton, the first person in this god-forsaken hospital to actually care about how Virgil felt.

Virgil offered Patton a shaky smile. “Sorry for that. I’m Virgil.”

Patton smiled in return. “Sweety, there’s nothing to be sorry about. You’re probably overwhelmed, right?” Virgil nodded. “That’s okay. It’s okay to be angry or sad or overwhelmed. There’s nothing wrong with that.”

They sat there for a few more minutes, Virgil almost forgetting about the hellhole around him. Patton eventually got up to (probably) leave and Virgil yelled before he could stop himself. “Please stay!” Patton turned to look at him, and Virgil blushed. “I mean, if you want to. It’s just- no one talks to me here, and- and I-” He frowned, trying to force the words out.

Patton smiled. “I understand, Kiddo. I’ve gotta go check on the other kids, but I’ll come back after, okay? Then we’ll talk as long as you’d like.”

Virgil smiled. For the first time since diagnosed, Virgil started to feel hopeful. Maybe things won’t be so bad after all.

#sanders sides #AU_gust_2020 #hospital au #virgil sanders #patton sanders #cancer

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waxydoll · 3 years

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I think im going to permanently give up my tumblr. And really all my social medias tbh.

Ever since i started becoming an active participant of social media around 6 or 7 years ago my life had gone steadily down hill and ive been nothing but miserable. Ive had some really fun times on social medias like this too but at this point the bad heavily outweights the good.

Why cant i enjoy things anymore? I dont draw comics anymore, i dont draw in general honestly. I dont pkay video games i dont go outside i cant watch any shows i like, every time i do i feel like im doing something wrong or that im missing out on something and i just go for my phone. Im absolutely adicted.

Not only that, while i was here i was exposed to hyper sensitive people, anz i became a hyper sensitive person. I couldnt handle critisim i couldnt make phone calls i barely left my house, it was awful. I got past it though and im closer to a normal functioning human person again. But im now being exposed to constant hyper vigilant purity culture. You cant enjoy this because its bad and if you do your bad. You cant think this because its bad and if you do your bad. If you dont care about every awful thing happening un the world your bad and you should feel bad. Its exhausting, it leads to so much self hatred and burn out i cant stand it. Its just not worth it. Im unfortunately incredibly easy to manipulate, and i know that so the best thing for me is to stay away from crowds like this.

Beyond even that, lately im having issues where i slur my words together, i stutter, or my words come out in the wrong order, and i cannot for the life of me hold a conversation. Ive also been unable to read properly, its like ive suddenly developed dyslexia and my letters and numbers get all jumbled and mixed up. Im not saying thats social medias fault, im not sure whats causing it, but i figure if i do things that are more mentally stimulating, like playing video games, reading a fucking book for once, or going outside and interacting with people beyond going to work, maybe it will help.

Basically social media is poison, i see the term doom scrolling alot in refrence to the barrage of bad news weve been getting for the past few years and i agree. I never really noticed how bad it was until i made the conscious decision to look for it. Its litterally every other post, even the posts that say "hey this is a good thing!" Or "hey donate to this good cause!" Are usually in response to something bad. It really does reck your mental health.

Honestly i really hope alot of people decide to eventaullh distance themselves from social media too, especially younger people. I didnt join until i was 16 or so and honestly that was too early, ans seeing my little sister whos been on it since she was 12 struggling with the same problems im having, and she dosnt even know it, has been really saddening.

At the very least breaks are good. I think my break will be more permanent, but everyone, and i mean *everyone* should step away every once in awhile.

Thats all sorry for the stupid life story rant, im just kinda hoping i can impart some amount of wisdom on someone before i go

Bye all stay safe dont get too wrapped up in internet culture

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hellllloooooo it’s mahito anon 💗 ahhhh i’m so glad to hear that you get at least 6 hours of sleep— even though i think 7 would be better :((( i want you to be in tip-too shape. anyway, i hope you’ve been feeling well! i hope your work hasn’t been strenuous and too draining for you. ALSO ALSO YOUR JJK/ANIME MERCH COLLECTION IS SO CUTE OMG. IT’S SO COOL. omg it’s been a few days since i wrote an ask to you— my phone was acting up BUT THERE’S A LOT I HAVE TO SAY. OMG i literally came back and your toji predator/prey work??? FUCKING DUAOJDKAJAQL LIKE WOW. SLOBBERING ALL OVER THE PLACE LIKE A MAD MAN NOW. AND THE SUKUNA AND TOJI NSFW ALPHABET?? THANK YOU FOR THE GOOD FOOD 😫🙏 you always feed us so well. i was checking your wips AND OMG IM SO EXCITED FOR THE CHOSO AND TOSHI TRIANGLE FIC (is it a fic?? one-shot?? what’s it called i still don’t know til this day) AHHHH AND THE PROFESSOR GETO DHAKJWQK IM GONNA START LEVITATING AND GAIN SUPERPOWERS ONCE YOU FINISH AND RELEASE IT. ALSO A MAHITO NSFW ALPHABET??? SCREAMING WITHOUT THE S RN. omg this is getting so long im so sorry but i really wanna dump this— so like i had a dream last night and since i usually look at your blog, it’s not really a surprise it was in my dream. i also was looking at twitter before i went to sleep and saw this photo of catboy noritoshi (i’m gonna link it below). SO IN MY DREAM (it was really lucid and real) CATBOY TOSHI WAS FUCKING SHITTING IN MY HOUSE AND DEMANDED ME TO CLEAN HIS LITTER BOX. he got mad when i said no and started attacking me and then i turned on my phone and went on your blog to find instructions to tame cat boys. THEN THERE WAS A PINNED POST ON YOUR BLOG TALKING ABOUT HOW YOU WANTED A CATBOY TOSHI. so i sold him to you on ebay and then i shipped him off with packaging peanuts and then you did an unboxing video on your blog. IT WAS WILD. but this is getting too long so literally feel free to ignore this. anyways, i also found duck kamo. OKAY OKAY LEMME STFU. please stay safe and happy! and healthy too! thank you for writing for us!💗

https://twitter.com/ohayouakachan/status/1363507361541857280?s=21

https://twitter.com/ohayouakachan/status/1351167813696761856?s=21

link to catboy nori and duck nori im fucking cackling everyone need to look at this AAAAAAA ITS MY FAVOURITE ANONNY!!! 😘😘😘did i tell you that your ‘love letter’ is the highlight of my day i always get so excited when i get your ask imma break it down jjdkjhbn

firstly aaaa okay ive been on melatonin again sadly, my depression is troublesome and im kinda slowly abandoning my fics and watching anime and doing basically every thing i love and it sucks but im trying to get better and it's challenging but pray for me maam!!! so my update is tad slow and i hope everyone understand it, im trying my best hehe 🙇🏽‍♀️

also i actually have a lot of wip but thats just some of it andhkhygand lately ive been trying to write more of other characters out of my comfort (mahito, sukuna, toji etc etc 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️) and im glad ppl enjoyed it and im also writing more out side of the box with the themes annd dark content and i actually enjoy it hjdjfhjfh im just starting on my professor geto x escort student playlist so any song rec shoot my way nonnie!! for choso/nori/reader wip its a one-shot (one shot - one story, fic - multiple chapter but i mashed it up too its just my opinion lol) but im not gonna divulge a lot other than the fact that choso is going to seduce noritoshi's fiancee bark bark spicy 😋

talking about merch, thank you dhdkhbfghf i feel like with the hard work i did, i deserved to buy some merch and guess what im starting my anime charm bracelet

ALSO YOUR DREAM GOD I NEED HELP i CANT STOP LAUGHING< dhjdfhdfjfhjf me and writing instructions on how to tame cat boy im cyring my ACTUAL cats are judging me rn me wanting a catboy toshi??? buying a catboy and doing unboxing????? just somethng normal people hdhjckjchk and something i know i would definitely do maam how DID U NAIL MY PERSONALITY SO WELL EVEN IN YOUR DREam MAAM IF U EVER WANNA BE MUTUAL ON TWITTER SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT CATBOY TOSHI AND JUST BE BESTIES LEMME KNOW I WANNA HHFDKHFCKIDUHY thank u for sharing ur dream maam it helped made my shitty day

i hope you have a very good day and just know that ily 💗and im aggressively drinking water bcs of u 😤😤

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transrightsjimin · 3 years

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@trespassers-will ok here we go

i also watched the various videos hidden inside each photo and the videos that were posted today as well and took notes too hjfhk

1. hobi’s room

okay so i thought i would rank jin’s room first but then i saw hobi’s room and i saw that couch nd went OMG okay thats no.1!! i love this interior so so much, like i normally hate orange and blue as a combination but this seems almost more like red and blue and it really reminds me of hopeworld. there’s many pop art-like graphic design posters adorning the walls, showing lines like ‘hope‘, ‘sweet’ and ‘my way‘. the shoes on the closet(?) behind him were disaplayed bc those are the colours we wears the most in his fashion. and then there’s this iconic inflatable clear pink couch and him wearing a pink robe and just GOD what a mood, i want a room like this!! the chair reminds me a lot of the type of fun quirky furniture i fantasized about and incorporated into my drawings as a kid when i was around 8-11, probably because i got inspired by stuff like totally spies and polly pocket, which had all these designs clearly inspired by 60s and 70s space age design but more in pink and purple i guess.

also i hate the search for such stills bc even w safe search on, you still have godawful f3tish drawings depicting those kids from totally spies ending up in search results and it’s disgusting. but yeah it reminded me of that

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when i say polly pocket, i particularly mean this quik-clik (magnetic clothes and hair) era in 2005 which was what i had some stuff from. i had that couch / movie night! set and the pool and that

also i just really like hobi’s room because with all the posters and cabinets and clothing items laid out and a carpet and fun colours and whatnot, it really feels like an actual room you could live in, unlike any of the other rooms which feel very empty or too minimalist to me. but YEAH hobi’s room is my fav, i love the way a fuller room feels more cozy and habitable and floaties and inflatable floaties are AMAZING

2. jin’s room

jin’s room is so prettyyyy!! jins explanation of the room was very uhm confident and funny but i love that. the couch looks like a lilac shell, which makes sense as everything else looks very pearlescent. i really love cool-toned pastels like lilac, powder / baby blue, periwinkle and everything just looks like it’s part of a waiting hall for mermaids or something. there’s also gems in it which took me a while to realize bc i only noticed the glass chandelier and lamp but then i saw them in his hand nd on the table. i dont rly care abt gems / jewels but overall i just love how this whole room speaks ‘pretty‘ to me. robes are always a plus. as i was writing this, i was also reminded of hair extension mullet jin with iridescent clothing and all and that is actually my all time fav photoshoot / look of him. him saying he’s the gem of the room makes sense too as he’s sitting in the shell like a pearl. jin pretty pretty mermaid

ok from here on its getting harder bc place 3-8 is not so much abt which is nicer but which one actually makes me feel any emotion bc i just feel too exhausted for excitement over comebacks or anything really. also minimalism doesnt make me feel anything either. but ill try

3. jungkook’s room

ok ive been staring at a screen w few sleep for too long so ill try to go through my ranking faster bc ive been working on this post for too long, also partially bc i cant focus nd partially bc theres some i just rly dont feel much for but i feel bad for ranking one lower than the other or ranking smth higher when ive talked to someone who dislikes a room i like dghkfdf

but yeah i like jungkooks room! its a very intense blue tht might make you depressed if youre in it too long but again i love how theres multiple items stacked in the bg and intense blue lights, and the ceiling looks like it has soundproof padding. its like youre in a recording studio or at some vaguely nostalgic party of a friend of my mom, who had plants in her home nd rock music nd the tv on and was smoking nd it was a bit dark and mysterious. i like it, it intrigues me a bit nd makes me miss going to concerts. also this pic rly just reminds me of 2008-2010 pop music videos where theres always a party and dj and people are wearing sunglasses or something and theres a dance break at the end

4. yoongi’s room

also blue!! the first time i saw this pic it was bc someone sent it to me to say how ugly they thought the decoration / editing looked w the metallic dripping stuff from the couch and whatnot but i kinda like it :( i like his velvety clothing and the light blue in the rest of the room is really pretty. i like mirror themes when done well nd i like how the reflectiveness shows also in the metallic dripping nd metallic spheres and the mirror hes standing on nd the way light reflects on his clothes and from the lamp. only the lamp feels a bit too much like a contemporary art installation for me nd his room already is a bit too empty for my liking nd i had the feeling when i watched the vid of him walking through the room that there was not much to interact w in the room like it was a bit dull. his voice in the explanation videos made it feel more like a place of peace / solitude rather than boredom or loneliness though.

5. namjoon’s room

ehh i think place 5, 6 and 7 are interchangable at this point. namjoon woulve ranked lowest but i listened to his explanation videos and saw him goof around in today’s video and appreciated it a bit more. the room still looks quite minimalist and not super comfortable, like youre not allowed to touch anything there (which is the same for jin i guess but i dont view that as smth meant to look like a living room). i do like how the wood theme is present throughout each wall nd in various items and w the windows nd use of space it feels a bit inspired by japanese interior design and that that is inspired by his bonsai tree nd love for woodwork, but im not sure. i was actually quite shocked some of his explanations were so short. so yeah i place this 5th bc i like how coherent the theme is but it doesnt feel cozy or inviting nd still very cold to me, maybe bc it looks too expensive or minimalistic in terms of colours.

6. jimin’s room

i like the flowers but also i dont like tiny flowers nd they tend to be the stinkier ones. i kind of like how jimins room feels the most like a grandma one w all the flowers nd offwhite and the lamp and beige i think? but the colours are so muted and if anything it feels like a place for a bridal photoshoot nd im just so bored. i love jimin nd feel bad for ranking a room he curated so low but it rly creates no serotonine in my brain, just melatonine bc im sleepy. i like how the room i obviously quite packed w stuff, but then the washed out colours make everything still look very bleak. hmm. i do like how the flowers reach outside the borders unlike w any of the others’ photos. im about to fall asleep so let me quickly finish this post

7. tae’s room

the picture in the middle behind him is interesting nd i dont know how he made that, nd i do like how he described his room as a place where there would always be enough food for visitors. i know it’s meant to communicate some highbrow, artsy vibe but w the weird editing and lightning nothing looks real in the room he’s in (including himself, like it doesnt even look like hes in the room) and it just looks kitschy instead of artsy. yeah i dont gravitate towards this one, it’s like deep-fried and desaturated at the same time nd i tend to avoid looking at it subconsciously

8. the first room photo

i first posted a long description here why but it disappeared but in short. this photo evokes no emotional response to me other than think of kind of crappy hotel rooms i was in w my parents while on vacation nd we slept in the same room or something nd the beds were awful nd made my moms chronic pain worse. the clothing is very boring and so r the colours of the room. i know bangtan curated stuff but its still the least interesting photo to me, maybe im too depressed to feel anything idk

im sorry this was prob very boring TT_TT i tried my best to make a ranking but i rly dont know nor care as much as i would want to

#asks #trespassers will #rambles #long post

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shytiff · 3 years

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Apr 2021 Wins

Started typing this on 4th apr lmaooo

1 - went to mcd. bought chicken + rice with the app promo. there’s a staff helping me on the order machine lol i feel badd there’s no need to do thatt. ate my lunchmade by mom at mcd’s muschola and went to sbux bcs its tumbler day. green tea latte w skim milk as usual. sent dr triya’s translation. ecmocard. started rereading goong (AGAIN. i probably have read it like 3 times minimum). still bring some feels

2 - its holiday today. spent almost the whole daylight rereading goong (turns out its pronounce ‘gung’ not ‘gong’ lol ive been wrong all this time) and finished it. the scene where they stare at each other, separated by the castle door, always gets me. got the old ipad charged (the screen are like 30% close to detaching and falling apart) and started AOT

3 - spent the whole day reading AOT. i like it when i have mini purposes in life (eg: finishing a manga series). AOT rly talks a lot about what do you want to do in life, the consequences of your choices and how you have to live with it. i felt triggered in a good way. the characters dont rly judge other’s choices, but they question them. discuss about it. give you some moral push. second gladi today. my vbg was still filpped hhhh. read aot until i felt sleepy and fell asleep. woke up very near subuh and prayed isya. my toxic trait is the horrible self care (and im talking bare minimum lol hehe lmao)

4 - finished aot. Asked irun about some aot explanations and she sent 5 paragraphs in one bubble. Slept. Flavola, kopsus coklat and somay. Also ate japota honey butter. Did 1 long input of ecmocard. Followed baepsae choreo. Moved my body a bit. Wow im not immediately sleeping. Amazing

5 - arrived at harkit 11-ish and went back about 1pm loll. super hungry when im arriving in kalideres. bought tahu colek worth 3000 (i wonder how the seller hears me through my 2 layers of mask), roti sisir and some ice cream in alfamidi. my fitlife protein powder ran out again. its my 2nd already. did some ecmocard, wasted my time after maghrib

6 - woke up late. did not have the mental strength to go to harkit so i decided to just stay home. bought sbux 1L green tea and macchiato. wasted the daylight and finally did some ecmocard in the evening,,,,

7 - off to harkit 7.30-ish pm in the rain. Took some data for ecmocard. Went to salemba to get tabung and surat bebas pustaka. Had breakfast slash lunch first, tried guudfuud (red rice, beef and omega egg). I like that the rice was not too much. Met up w ness ren and talked about isip dilemmas at sky. Afterwards went to flavola. Ordered mie rebus and roasted milk tea cause i somehow feel sooo hungry and in need of calories. It tasted so good, i was sitting in my usual seat facing the window, and the sky was a mixture of blue and grey. Brought croissant and sakura pocky at indomart. Ate the bread immediately after indomie. Went back home. Juan brought tahu gejrot that was delicious and crunchy. Internship files briefing by akis. Fell asleep

8 - woke up. Saw that dr retha was up for interview. Panicked. Thankfully it was at 12. I left home at 9:40 ish and arrived 11:50. Its a long ass way. Turns out i was interviewed with ka agassi. The doctors are so kind. They explained the gist of anesthesiology profession, and how its a choice you make, and its okay as long as you like what you do. Tried halo bowl for lunch. Sous vide chicken, rice, caesar sauce, beef bacon, and the deliciouss butter broccoli. Went back to kalideres and to starbucks. I only spent <2 hrs in there (a waste of money, i know). Bought decaf hazelnut latte (apparently the beans were kenyan something? Medium?) and butter croissant (need to cushion my stomach). Did GCP certification and sent it to the ever so kind mba Ai. Still got energy from the caffeine, did some ecmocard, read quran, read.... Toji fanfic 🤦‍♀️

9 - went to rsf w mom. We took the wrong way and had to take the long way but thank god theres still time to spare. Met dr rara. Some briefing. Went to rscm w agassi, submitted files for ijazah, went back to RSF. Girlll the cost of transport. MRT: 12K. Grab: 16-17k. Thats one way trip. Bought food at rsf canteen. Eocru briefing by the research coordinator. Ward tour w dr retha. Snacked on ovaltine provided by mba ai. Went home after maghrib by tj. Liqo along the way. Glad bersih (came late). Drank macchiato for some strength but still fell asleep quickly.i shouldnt have laid down

10 - kebakaran jenggot in the morning due to green screen positioning. Finally got the appropriate setup (after many fabric tries and cutting my mukena) at 08:30. Finished showering 08:45. Zoom was opened at 9 lmao. Somehow finished before 09:30. Zoompah w mom and dad along side me. After its ovee, some "photoshoot" w fam. At this point i was truly rly sleepy. Took of my makeup. Changed my clothes. And then racil silv dev showed up lol. I got gifts c: and then atikah came. And then i redid my makeup, this time with the help of friends to create fantastic eye make up look (which i can never pull off). Eyebrows by sil, eyeshadow and liner by cheldev lol. Took some photos. Dajen came. Talked. Videocalled w pupuy. A surprise gift from fianti came. And then chel dajen went back at 8. Still cant sleep. Slept at like 11-12

11 - lazed. Woke up, ate pizza (mom bought 2 of phd's 1m pizza) and bakwan, slept again. Matcha latte and ecmocard. Watched a bit of 2nd sinau

12 - off to rsf at 06:20. Arrived 07:15 ish. Lunch was ayam penyet accompanied by snacks that mba ai bought. Off to harkit at 14:05 (bcs my laptop somehow shut down and i lost all the unsubmitted data). And then off to kalideres at 15:30 ish to meet up w clara and search for clothes for almira's wedding. Went to lippo bcs clar saw this dress that kinda looks like the brokat given. We ate at ramen ya. It doesnt rly make you feel full, the filliny sensation was kinda like indomie. Saw that the dress looked different. Ate 1 boba pancake together at banban. Continued on to the tailor in kebon jeruk. The location was in an alley, and it was raining lol. Quoting clara: "the unnecessary struggles". The tailor was quite helpful (and she looks experienced). Arrived at clara's at 8 ish. Picked up by mom with car (it was raining) and arrived at abt 9. Hurriedly showered and tarawih and tidied up AND ITS ONLY 09:45. Its crazy how efficient one use time (and at the same time, how wasteful one can be)

13 - first day of fasting. The morning was spent taking samples. I stupidly took a sample thats not yet labeled im sorry :(((( i felt kinda tired and wanted to give up this. Give up anesthesia. Went back home at 14:00 and its cloudy. The bus was the nicer types and it was COLD. Read quran along the way. Picked up by juan. Opened laptop. And then its iftar time. I was sooo sleey and the tarawih was so long thst i closed my eyes along the way. Fianti called after tarawih, we talked til abt 21:30. And then i fell asleep

14 - went to rscm. Submitted serkom files. Met dr dyah and i hope we could somehow meet her again if we study in fkui again aamiin. Went to rsf by mrt. Arrived in lebak bulus just before it was raining. The bus took a while to arrive (usually theyre there, waiting). Its still raining like crazy so i took grabcar to AR from pesakih (39k). Played with my phone til iftar. Played phone again after tarawih and fell asleep

15 - i felt rlyy lazy and cant bring myself to wake up. Off to rsf at 07:15. There were coordinator ppl. Took sample. It was raining when i went back but i took grabbike from kalideres. Wasted my time and did not do ecmocard

16 - sampling. Snacked on keripik pisang at the room. Went back early at 13:15 ish. Picked up by juan. Sleeeept (and this is before the nightmareish mistake began)

17 - i did a mistake by telling dr retha (who took the sample today) the wrong patient (it switched in my unreliable memory. I feel terrible. Thank god shes quite chill abt it (?). Read jujutsu kaiseeen. Went to flavola. Did 1 ecmocard. Went to bandar jakarta baywalk by motorbike. Spent 135k and was quite full with many varieties. Arrived home at about 20:50. Turns out juan also had bukber with his friends. Phone call with fiiii, talked abt dimrob

18 - lazed all day, read jjk, finished my part of ecmocard (gave genky to ekal cause i was a dumbass at getting data). Ate mom's mentai rice, siomay. Drank green tea latte. Read jjk til 145 (mentok) at night. Proceeds to consume all things jjk lmaoo

19 - we took sooo long to get samples. Finished at 13:00. Went to rm with dr rara. Went back home. Watched the third sinau. Read the IMMACULATE jjk fics by celestialmechanics im IN LOVEEEE with the way s/he writes ughhhh

20 - samples took faster than usual. Mba ai did not came today. Went to RM and did some work there. Off to AR by 15:00. Arrived close to maghrib. Did not do any work afterwards lmao. Did not even wash my face

21 - magang as usual. Note to self: sit on the right side of the bus. Did nothing yesterday. Felt like shit after tarawih (but i showered before maghrib!!)

22 - todays problem was the swab sample not being there even though the staff allegedly already took it. Huft. Took a shower and out on vitacid (i cant remember the kast time i put on vitacid 😳 its probably been... a week or two?

23 - samples finished quite quickly. Already going home at 12. Lazedddd and lazed and lazed. Waited for emir to pick me up so i went to dm. Read an immaculate itadori x megumi fix thats just full of feels. Started demon slayer lets see

24 - literally just laid in bed reading manga and seeing tiktok and slept again and suddenly its 1 am. Showered. Still in a lazy mode. Havent begun clires work. Watched leah's vlog that said "go do things youve been putting off!". Finally finished the third and last video of Sinau Yuk ICU class with dr. Zeta, SpAn lolll even though the actual last class was on 7th apr. iftar was fish and chips and salad yuum

25 - woke up at like 1am since i slept too much yesterday. Ate tan ek tjoan bread and drank sbux matcha latte. Did some intern work. Read a bit of quran. Sahur. Cant even sleep again so i showered. Off with mom and dad (09:30) since dad’s going to get vaccinated at skk migas. Mom drove me to ara’s place (11:00). Talked a bit and even read quran again there. Off to GI (13:00) to meet up w regen. Walked around. Bought a discounted TBS green tea facial wash. Went back home by TJ (16:00). the bus station is a bit closer now. Arrived home close to maghrib (17:30). hurriedly showered and went to sleep (properly) after tarawih. A good good sleep since i got 9400 steps today and that tired me out lmaooo (bare minimum yall, i know).

26 - woke up still sleepy. Slept again after iftar and woke up at 07:30. Skipped shower and off to RSF lmao. Went to medical record. Walked to the front of RSF originally planning to go to lebak bulus by angkot but i saw none. So i went through mrt instead. Stopped by at kebon jeruk and walked 800 meter (that tireeed me and made me feel parched under the sun) to risma busana for clothes fitting. Took gojek to jembatan gantung (turns out the closer halte to flyover was taman kota). Iftar was chicken noodle and risol and banana and i felt fullll and i slept

27 - today is off day since im alternating with agassi. read quran. watched shadow and bone (with 1,5x speed except for kanej and matthias nina scenes). didnt rly do any magang work except the table asked by dr retha. i feel like usually im operating on 70%. sleeping more doesnt rly add that. i need caffeine or physical activity. before i know it, its close to iftar.

28 - i ((felt)) like i had a decent amount of energy today. shouldve done some work between sahur and leaving the house but i ended up reading vampire knight lmaoooo the scenes had no business bringing so much butterflies. sampling together w agassi. mba ai didnt come in today. after agassi left did some magang work. i also went to RM to ask for more RM to bu dian. took angkot to lebak bulus for the first time. paid 5k. i had no idea which angkot went to lebak bulus and the driver (somehow knowing the right words to say) said “lebak bulus lebak bulus”. didnt read much quran on the way back. i just close my eyes and relaxed. felt kinda low on sugar. watched more shadow and bone on the way back and at home until close to iftar. didnt do anything after tarawih. slept hoping i woke up early (which i did, at 3am. but i slept again)

29 - im supposed to have ample energy but i just stuck around my bed until its time to get ready to go. read some kanej fic lol. I dont rly do anything productive after arriving home

30 - made intern log, magang as usual. Did not go to rm. Finished watching shadow and bone. Rested bcs tomorrow's saturdayyy

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