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capricores · 1 year

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pisces/virgo placements... it's about time you took care of yourself, too, ok?

you burn yourselves out allowing yourself to be pulled by so many people in all different directions. you exhaust all your resources and empty your cup - no, your entire well - to help those around you, even people you don't know. it's such a beautiful thing, and i know you genuinely love helping others, supporting people, seeing them thrive. it's such a beautiful trait! but you constantly end up neglecting yourself, right? you don't realize that you have permission to set aside time to care for you, to cater to your needs for once. you often feel like no one puts a drop in your cup, the favor is never returned - it's exhausting; you might think if you just keep giving your all it will come back; i understand. you will find the people that give the same energy back to you one day, but regardless of whether you've found those people yet, you need to learn to step aside and fill your own cup!

setting boundaries and saying no is the most important thing you will learn to do in this lifetime. it will not be easy for you, sometimes it will feel painful. but you cannot help the world if you're constantly drained and tired! you deserve to take care of yourself in the same way you do for others. be gentle to your kind soul, nourish yourself; do the things you love to do. learn to worry about others less, as hard as it is, and focus on yourself more.

#astrology #luna.txt #pisces #virgo #mutable #ok i love making posts in this style and like the last post i made #i almost didnt make my last post bc i was worried no one would like it #but u all were so nice and received it so well #so i hope this one can resonate too!!!#i luv u <3 #i really really wanna carve out time to post here more!!#im currently working three jobs tho so a little exhausted flkdjfjdlf #also i cannot stop watching anime lately #if any of u have suggestions for stuff that has the vibe of my happy marriage and lvl 999 yamada... pls tell me #i love that cheesy non-stressful romance especially like the yamada 999 anime 😭💖#genshin. anime. work. thats my life lately. and thats ok #omg ive also been watching hidden love and its so cute #i was worried it'd be creepy w/ the age gaps but so far seems ok??#sorry i always end my posts with unrelated rants but anyway<3 #if anyone ever needs to talk abt anime/astro/genshin/cdramas.. i am here #mine

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thefabulousfab-3 · 3 months

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“I can’t believe Penelope got a happy ending”

Oh my god, you’re so right it’s not like this show is a romance where every main couple is guaranteed a happy ending. Oh wait…

#get a grip #NEWSAFLASH #she was always going to get one bestie boo #I don’t care how much you wanted her publicly executed it wasn’t going to happen #everyone on Reddit and Twitter needs to remember what kind of show they are watching #like criticize pen all you want but at the end of the day she is still a main character who is still going to get a happy ending because #that’s the genre #once I saw a Reddit post sating that the only way they will forgive pen is if she goes to jail or suffers some so #sort of legal punishment from the queen and it’s like be fucking for real #this isn’t law and order bestie #bridgerton #sorry I’m so tired #love or hate pen but complaining that she got a happy ending is just stupid #polin #sad ending for side characters only

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opikiquu · 4 months

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hhahhehehehahgeehshdgshheehehh HAHAHAHAHAH so i did the story

#★ arin rambles #hsr story spoilers #oh god here they go again #I GENUONELY STARTED CRYING #THERE WAS TEARS IN MY EYES I WAS BREATHING HEAVY. I SAW GOD.#HES SO BEAUTIFUL I MISSED YOUR VOICE KING COME BACK TO ME #Literally what was he doing in there and how did he get out PLEADE #me and my best friend kept joking he was in a beach episode #we all fighting for our live and he gets a vacation… TAKE ME WITH YOU???#jokey joke i know he nearly died 🤪#hehehwhhahahahaah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AAAAAHHAHAHA #Stupid dream i was so happy SHUT UP #fake ending was insane WHY DID THEY ROLL CREDITS?#it s okay hes alive I ALWAYS WIN.#HAHAHAH. I ALWYAS WINNNNNNNNNNN #AVENTURINE AVENTURINE AVENTURINE AVENTURINE #anyways we’ll be back to ur regularly scheduled trash soon. Sorry i just need everyone to know No i was not fine when he popped up #neither times. Not the first time he popped up or the second.

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itsahotminuteinbetween · 8 months

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witch Eclipse doing some research...

#crappy doodles #witch au #tsams au #witch eclipse #tsams eclipse #uhhh #how else do i tag this uhhh #I'm still not too happy with his color scheme but #it is what it is ig?#as you can see his house is very plain #he doesn't exactly see a need to furnish it any more #all of that stuff is basically kc's #he never bothered to replace it #he's an avid coffee drinker as you can see #one of the doors in the hallway is closed btw 👀#also sorry this is so grainy #tumblr always ends up destroying the details

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nullians · 1 month

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It’s actually insane how fandom in general has become so scared of making weird and dark and ugly works. Like I look at myself and see how I have also subconsciously adapted this instinct to self censor and make things “marketable” and it’s making me want to crawl out of my skin. I need to get weirder and worse and more off-putting hello

#I need to write a proper Spectra&Gus meta bc it’s been cooking me how people don’t Want to see the insanity in them #argh #d0 stuff #negative #d0 smashes the keyboard #like yes #Gus’s devotion and loyalty are extreme and these feelings make him do stupid things that he is absolutely aware of being stupid #but let’s not pretend that these feelings go both ways in their relationship #Spectra (for like. the majority of the New Vestroia except the maybe last 12 eps?) sees Gus as a convenient tool #like Yeah he is like. a person and all that but Spectra doesn’t Interact with him when it doesn’t concern his business so #and also yes. he gives Gus a level of autonomy that one might not exactly expect from how usually these relationships go but #one Has to question if it’s bc of his goodwill or bc he is safe in his knowledge that Gus would never leave him #which. fun and sick and makes them sooo compelling #I would also argue that Spectra/Keith don’t even miss Gus when he ‘died’ as a person at first #but as the second pair of hands for work #like it was quite funny to see Spectra give instructions to air only to be reminded that his minion died #but it does rise the question of why hasn’t it happened before or in any other situation #(which I must say I really dig because yes. Spectra has always been centred around his ambitions so ofc this is where it would hurt first)#but yeah. sth sth Spectra only starts his journey of Actually giving a shit about Gus and acknowledging his importance to him as a person #by the end of nv #you could still argue it was partially (or maybe wholly) motivated by convenience that Gus presents but #it really was the first time Spectra has personally expressed his tie to Gus gah #all of this to say #they are sickos; each in their own way; and I think we can really make this more sinister and insane than we’ve allowed ourselves #throughout the years so far #like yeah. can I see them as a happy couple? sure! but also can I see this as a very codependent (more so from Gus’s angle) relationship #that’s being sprinkled with Tons of manipulation from Spectra? also yes #actually sorry for this wall of tags idk what got me thinking about them again #but it’s so so biting the bars day bc these guys are so fun!! we just have to let them be and maybe read canon through less good intentions #ok uhhh

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cashmere-caveman · 6 months

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ok im just reading russell potters newest blog post abt sol tozers (possible) sibling who left her abusive husband and then lived as a man (with a wife!) for the next 40 years instead and i just find it so cool how by researching one historic event u invariably touch upon so many lives and how theres so many people lost in history who were absolutely fascinating! i know i know the discovery that human life experiences have always been manifold and every individual has a singular experience etc is nothing new but still!!! i love being reminded that life is big and history is endless and that there is a universe hidden behind every name you ever hear!!!!

#also not to be a sappy queer but :') theres always been ppl like us and they did in fact get happy endings <3 #solomon tozer #the terror #<- adjacent #also not to immediately go down the rpf route but man can i get a fic where sol has a trans brother.#do i need to write a fic where sol has a trans brother. sorry due to personal reasons this just made me super happy today

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the-gayest-sky-kid · 4 months

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aroace joy vs aroace loneliness fight

#im saying that as someone who IS aroace if this ends up in discourse territory somehow #sometimes i think it's some form of internalized arophobia and it probably is a little at least #but i just feel so wrong and lonely thinking about the future #because i love the idea of being in love (as one can tell) but i just don't love people like that #and aside from any other self worth and confidence issues involved in obtaining a partner it just seems unfair to them you know #that id never be able to love them in that way #before anyone says qpr i am WELL AWARE!!! but then we go back to the Other Issues #besides its so easy to find other aros online but irl nobody really understands #so its kinda hopeless #ive always wanted to get married and have kids of my own !!! like genuinely i love the idea of it #but i doubt id ever find someone who would like #want to be a secret 3rd thing with me and get platonically married and raise kids or smth #and then theres the whole thing about me probably not being a good parent or being able to even afford to have kids so like. GRGRRARARSRR #cant win #ive accepted the fact im gonna be alone but it doesn't make it any happier. it feels like theres something wrong with me you know #but on the other hand i love being aroace its such an integral part me??#and it makes me so happy to be apart of the community and to know its okay #that there are people who understand the Lack #and even in the specific ways i do!!!#so its like so. aughhghhghh #saying this feels like a betrayal because i know theres nothing wrong with not #finding love. i heavily criticize the idea that people need love in their life to be fulfilled.#i feel like im wrong on both ends. to want it AND not feel it #personal posts and stuff idk #cw vent #aethers rants #sorry to be a party pooper i think its getting a bit cloudy and its getting to me

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blubble-lake · 9 months

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wanted to compile some more finale/other F&C grievances I'd been writing over the past few months before going into next year, some rant-like and some more coherent (under the read more)

#sorry- you can scroll away if not interested I just needed to be in my disgruntled zone for a minute but not really debate 😔#I refrained from posting a few of the thoughts at the risk of sounding too salty online #it always makes me sad bc the last thing I wanted to feel towards this is bitter #like I'd much rather be happy with what was done than to gripe over it but it's really hard to #even the scenes I did enjoy from the finale are hard to look at knowing what it ends up as ( ´_｀)#adventure time #fionna and cake #petrigrof #simon petrikov #betty grof #at #my post #I'll most likely have additional thoughts next year but I figured I'd post the 2023 thoughts in 2023 #I really do love these characters lots so that's probably why it hurts so bad #also I'm sorry for the negative posting- I promise I prefer not to I just needed to get this off my chest 😭

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apocalypticdemon · 4 months

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I would say I have no explanation for this, but uh. I really do. Behold: the first ideas for a Terror IndyCar AU that has possessed me for the last 36 straight hours. It would not leave me alone until I put some of it to paper.

Behold: Crozier as an established, relatively liked, if cynical, driver, upstart rookie James Fitzjames, and Hickey, who is, as always, totally normal and not causing problems.

The art is rushed, but I needed to purge the demons as fast as I could

#i have never drawn hickey before. its not good but I'm tired.#as always my sketches look better than the final. it's fine. im not annoyed. not at all.#anyway. today? an AU nobody hut me ever asked for and debatably nobody else wants. tomorrow? the same.#thought i was clever for making Hickey's sponsor be a vodka company after Crozier gets sober #could Not come up with a suitable sponsor for JFJ. too tired.#in my head silna is a very competent canadian driver on crozier and jfj's team #goodsir is on the pit crew for silna most of the time. stanley is the lead mechanic #runs their shop like it's the goddamn navy and nobody ever knows if he's happy with things.#blanky is either a manager or the guy to talks to drivers on team radio during races #anyway if i ever do anything like this i plan to have crozier ultimately win a 4th 500 #but only after james has a horrible crash that ends his season and many press people think will end his career #just so he can kiss francis at victory circle #look. i have very little to say for myself aside from the fact that i have been going to the indy 500 since i was 7 years old.#almost 20 years ago #and the IMS and indycar is very important to me. one of the few sports i care about and want to follow more.#so. uh. yeah. watch this space bc it will probably keep bothering me bc I Need It.#(also very silly but i tried to make crozier and james's drivers suits have shoulder shapes like epaulettes. i thought that was fun)#again sorry for the quality but i drew all of this in like 4 hours today. i am a woman Possessed.#anyway im gonna crawl back into my cringe hole. see y'all #the terror

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eldrichthingy · 1 year

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SJHSJJAOJSKWOSKSSOSJS THE ENDING WITH ASCENDED ASTARION????????? I can't breathe I love him I adore his evil laughter at the end I adore him calling Tav his love I adore it- AND THE MOST POWERFUL COUPLE IN THE WORLD??? he said it????????? I fucking love them. And the way he talks about them having bloody future together- gods, I wish I could kiss him in the end but It'd completely destroy me

#OKAY BUT IMAGINE DARK URGE AND ASTARION EITHER RUILING BALDUR'S GATE TOGETHER (I chose travelling but anyways-)#oh I love that couple #and I loved seeing dark urge finally free from their father's will I always go bhaal's chosen route and don't mind it but this ending...#my opinion on ascended astarion really changes every second skjjsj BUT NOW I SAW THE ENDING #and I loved it #I fucking can't get enough of him and also the dialog before the fight?? where he said that they'd need to do secret tunnels underneath #the city-#I love him I swear I'd do anything for him #MY BOY OH GOD #he's sharing eternity with his lover!! they're travelling together or ruling together or doing both #GOD THEY HAVE THE ETERNITY TOGETHER AAHHHHHHH #this makes me so happy idk I just- yes yes yes!!#also the way he looks at tav in the ending scene..#I didn't expect to be this happy with the ending considering my mixed feelings during playthrough-#BUT I LOVE IT OH GOD #I just want to happily rant about it I'm so sorry #also I LOVE the new scenes they added in the ending!!! larian THANK YOU that was finally worth it!! now at least good ending feels great #bg3 spoilers #nonsims #delete later #olya's rambles

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scabbardsystem · 24 days

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oh. oh.. oh immmm so tired ofbeing angry. oh im sooooooo tiredd o fbeing angry oh my god oh my god

#tell me this is a goddamn joke or oath isnt going to like what happens next #youret elling me we. we were looking forward to theweekend and sleeping in and talking to our friends and having time for ourselves andd #okay i csndt we cant we cant we what are you talkingabouttttt. whatsre yuotalking aboutttttttttttt #you want us. you spring this on us you can't spontaneously tell us we have to go to a family gathering wake up at 6am romorrow and #ONE OF THOSE FUCKIGNF MEN PULLED A DAMN GUN ON HIS WIFE AND KIDS AND WEEE HAVE TO GO PICK APPLES WITH HIM??#KNOWING THAT?? YOU WANTKTUS TO GO ON A PICNIC BE A HAPPY FAMILY TOGETHRE AND #doES IT NOT ENDD DOES IT NEVER END WILL IT NEVER END #TOMORROW??? TOMORROW????? YOU TELL US THIS TODAY?? NO PREP NO NOTHING WAKGIGN UP AT 6 AM TOMORROW TO GO WITH OUR STUPDINS ASS COUSINS #WE GO TO HELL SCHOOL THE WHOLE WEEK AND THE SINGLE DAY WE HAVE TO REST YOU JUST?? THRERE IS NO ACTION DDRASTIC ENOUGH TO SHOW HOW ANGRY IAM #CAN YOU LET US REST CAN YOU LET US REST AUGUST YOUHAVE BEEN NOTHGIN BUT HELL AND I AND WE CANT I #right okay back to it then. as always it doesn't matter. we go we act neurotypical we lie about school we babysit the kids we waste spoons #and then sunday we have laundry day and then monday its back to the school that hates us and then another week and another andd #ohhhh we need to cry i think we needto go back to sleep its never going to end #[three of swords]#<- WE'RE SO TIRED OF USING THIS TAG. WE FEEL SO NEGATIVE ALL THE TIME WE KEEP BRINGING PEOPLE DOWN #WE'RE SORRY YOU CAUGHT US AT A BAD TIME YOU'RE CATCHING THE TAIL END OF A STAR BURNING OUT AND DYING.#and you deserve better you deserve better

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fellhellion · 1 year

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#feel free to reblog the meme if u like lmao #just leave the tags out #vent.txt #<- sorry just need to have a moment lmao #inflicted w the yearnings for romantic relationship yet again 😞 but so keenly aware of how much I’d have to unpack in myself to truly be a #part of it #like. I don’t trust people. I don’t confide in people. I tell them nothing about myself for years and years and I used to resent a little #that that was enough for them. that they didn’t NEED to know. that me loving and caring for them was enough. but it’s so silly because like #how can you resent people for not knowing what you won’t tell them. so thankfully THAT has passed #but it’s just like. there are so many issues. like I just CANNOT conceptualise myself as romantically attracted #attractive*#not even in a self deprecating sense it just feels like an immutable fact. I can’t imagine someone looking at me w romantic desire.#and it’s like. I honestly don’t know if I could let my walls down enough to actively love someone back like that #it’s so easy to love from afar. and hell haha maybe THATS because it’ll always be easier to love someone when they can’t know all of you to #love in return #but I just don’t know how I can do it. I don’t know how to view the risk as being worth it #and at the end of the day I’ll be okay if romantic love isn’t in the cards for me. you can live a happy life without #but ah fuck. sometimes the but I am so lonely.jpg hits

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graciebrams · 3 months

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#tw: vent #so my mother is basically mean to me like 99 % of the time and we literally argue every single day #and i have been trying my hardest to not pay any heed to what she tells me but recently she told me something that really #made me feel so incredibly hurt and stupid idek how to put thaf into words #i avoid sharing things with her because she makes me feel bad about even the tiniest most unnecessary thing i share with her #so basically i have this one friend who was staying away from home for uni and she lives near me so i always try to be there for her #becayse i know how lonely it gets for her and i always go everytime my friends need me and my mom hates that #she makes me feel like being nice to my friends and others is the dumbest thing on this planet and that im stupid #but if my sister does it she's an angel #i was just waiting for my friend to figure things out as she was moving back home after uni ended so we could go look at internships #toghether #and she went home and got a job and while im happy for her she didn't even mention anything about it which made me sad enough but when i #told my mother about it she made me feel worse she said that was not very nice what she did you did so much for her and i told her #that's alright i dont mind and she said that my friend used me for her benefit and that I'm stupid for being nice to people #because according to her every nice thing that ive done is stupid and nothing i have done is going to make her feel proud or is enough #she qould NEVER say this to my sisters EVER #aah fuck this became too long #im so sorry if anyone came across this #but yes my mother is literally my biggest enemy most times ngl #she makes me feel like i wish i was not alive #it hurts to see my friends have great relationship with their moms and sisters #:')

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sovaghoul · 7 months

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Will someone tell me they love me please?

#i'm sorry i'm like this #personal #look i know it isntover but i'm stupid and clingy and needy and i'm hurting and i need attention #less than 24 hours from amazing news to upsetting news #happiness is so temporary #i should never get too comfortable because it always leaves me #i always end up hurting

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infizero · 2 years

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showing my growth by rejecting the “every ship gets happily married and becomes wonderful parents to lovely children” mindset and admitting that many pairings should just not be parents

#long gone are my days of woobifying shadow and sanitizing sonadow down to aw cute hedgehogs and one of them is traumatized #they are RIVALS and shadow will never be that lovey dovey with sonic even if they have been dating for 30 years thats just not who he is #they can find happiness/contentment in each other like i imagined but that sprinkle of toxicity would never rlly go away #and again even if theyre perfectly happy existing like that. not a good environment for a kid!#i dont even imagine them getting married anymore like i still like my idea of the ''cat orphanage w a chao garden'' house that they live in #but they wouldnt be married. they'd be partners and sonic would live there. but he'd ''live there'' in the same way he lives with tails #in that. its a place to come back home to when needed but a lot of the time hes just elsewhere exploring and having adventures and stuff #and shadow would probably tag along on a lot of these adventures. but not all of them #also feeds into part of my idea for the future which has always been present which is just. sonic being romantically involved w a couple #other ppl (knuckles for example)#those relationships dont have a label theyre just friends and then sometimes theyll kiss or go on dates or something #he and shadow are partners. thats concrete. everything else is just fluid/undefined (also should clarify that this is in like a poly way lol #shadow is aware of these relationships and has no problem with them and sonic knows that)#anyways i didnt mean to ramble but i have been thinking about this recently #how i'd modify my older idea of sonadow in the future #thats the end. ps once again promoting the poly sonic agenda. if you look at him and you dont think hes poly. youre just wrong im sorry #(excluding aroace sonic enjoyers for obvious reasons lol)#serena.txt

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sleep-nurse · 8 months

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sometimes i wonder why i've always felt the constant need to post art everyday and then i remember it's because i've always had this fear of being forgotten. of returning back to nobody, just like how i used to be before i made my tumblr main account. taking a 1 day break is painful (despite the fact that it helps a lot when i do it) because i feel like everybody will instantly forget about me, so i view myself as nothing more but someone who is here to produce content

#vent #ngl doing art helps me too but sometimes i just can't do it #i've always had this fear and i always had this issue of feeling the need to post daily #because i was always afraid the more breaks i take (or the longer) the more people will leave #and recently with the fact that i've barely been getting support outside of tumblr #the issue has been getting worse and i feel so burnt out #the only time i will take a break is only when someone will tell me #sorry for the sudden vent i just. idk. i suddenly feel like shit #it's always on fridays #i guess i'm just exhausted #physically too #all the support i get on here means a lot to me because i barely get it anywhere else #so i really do force myself to do art sometimes but also because i know i'll be happy in the end #i know it'll make someone happy out there #and i know if people like it i will be happy too #maybe...

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