#soyokaze rant

[soyokaze-sword]

just went to check ao3 this morning and...

what the actual fuck???? i know i shouldn't let this kind of comments get to me but this is so upsetting, esp when getting a job is a big anxiety source for me. yeah, maybe im only writing to cope and to forget. but that doesnt mean i dont enjoy it. plus implying fanfic is a waste of time just rubs be the wrong way. how is what i do with my life anyones business anyway?

ugh sorry for the rant im just. so upset.

(btw i deleted the comment so dont bother trying to find it)

[soyokaze-sword]

do my chores ❌️

do my chores with Inazuma Eleven music in full blast in my heasphones ✅️

SEISHUN ODEEEENNN

ARASHI TATSUMAKI HURRICAAAANE

RAIMEI BLUE TRAIIIN

[soyokaze-sword]

you know, despite how much i hate AI, i gotta admit it gave me something: pride

pride that, even though my art isn't great, even though my fics aren't great, at least i'm doing them myself. i'm holding my pen to draw. i'm using my sweat to type on the keyboard.

it's ironic, but AI existing gave me more confidence in what i'm doing. because at least i'm DOING it.

[soyokaze-sword]

hello, may i take a minute of your time to complain

so two weeks ago uni sent us a message saying we'd get our results for the second semester today. i was so stressed out i woke up sweating at 7am. and i was still nervous all day. well guess what? it was all for nothing because those bitches didn't put the results today (for those who don't live in Europe, it's too late for them to be added now).

i may commit a crime and there is a 90% chance it will be murder.

[soyokaze-sword]

aaaaand i got another ai hate comment

whats funny abt this one is that its written in English... on a French fic. also criticising me about "using ai". theyre self-aware at least

there it is btw. the people who programmed this thing are pitiful.