#stonarexic

[295-hz]

being an anorexic stoner is so hard..

[namelessxcanvasxflok]

I can't do the healthy. Btw. Idk how to explain it. I just wish I was kinda happy for a bit again. But ig I'm just staying this way.

My meds will be reduced. Technically I'll be getting smt else to balance it out. But yI doubt it.

Catch me reliving my stonarexic life or my drunksrexic one.

I've got to pay some mandatory shit bc of my apartment. Can't do that tho. So me being insane and triggered just told my pedagogue person that I'm just gonna pr*stitute myself for my father. One more time won't cause a difference after all"

Like... I was protected from myself. Now "he" is happy (or feels better at least bc I'm not fly part of his life anymore) and I'm just a weird af person who gets the normal shit done but is acting like a textbook borderliner w ptsd. Holy fucks. It's good for him. I love him so much that I hope he'll be truly happy at some point. (Yeah ik. You don't believe me..)

I'm ... Idk. Will die a weird death with an OCD brain that is fucked up to the brim.

[wh4t-a-tr4degy]

Would love to go back to my roots... Just forget all those years. It used to be so much fun.