Btw I’m very much embodying the dr0nk0r£XIX vibes I’ve been drunk every night and those are my only calls all be sk1nny so soon 😘 kisses ( ye I’m drunk rn )
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using up all my allowed calories on alcohol>>>>
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I’m pretty sure my drunkorexic habits gave me an ulcer because I have been vomiting a lot the past week or two and today I vomited blood so hurray merry Christmas everyone!
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It’s a “get drunk and fast” kind of day.
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drinking until you can't taste anything <3
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My diet plan (starting now) cause I want to finally be skinny for once in my goddamn life & I let myself go lately: spending every last penny of my food money on drugs & booze, constantly being high (like I pretty much already am anyway) so I don't get hungry and only eating the bare minimum needed to stay alive (the most cals I'll really get is through alcohol)✌️ and if I do happen to binge, purging it asap. only drinking water, tea and alcohol (also occasionally a sugar free energy drink as a treat) + doing at least an hour of cardio a day if not way more, just as much as I'm psychically capable of that day (if I take meth or literally any stim before working out I can go on for 3 hours straight without breaks easily loll.) Don't try this at home kids, if you care about your health
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To cansada disso. Eu preciso conseguir parar de beber. Eu fiquei sem comer por 36horas. Mas eu bebi tanta cerveja que mesmo sem comer eu engordei tudo oq tinha perdido essa semana. Eu quero conseguir parar de beber álcool, meu deus, isso não devia ser tão difícil, mas então eu sou alcoolatra? Eu não tô chegando a lugar algum, não estou emagrecendo tudo por causa da porcaria do álcool. Alguém passa por isso? Me sinto péssima e ainda assim tenho vontade de beber.
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not eating all day so you can drink yourself into oblivion without the guilt
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today a psychiatrist asked me if i have distorted perception of my body and i never actually thought about it.
let’s be honest, dropping half my body weight has made me my own thinspo in a weird self absorbed kind of way (not sorry).
it’s just my face that always seems to be perpetually fucking fat.
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broke my f4st with alcohol yesterday, but at least I stayed within the c4l limit again 😭😭😭😭
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4/16 Log
Lol thanks to some occurrences, it was a low cal day food wise.
Breakfast: skipped
Lunch: skipped
Dinner: 580 cal
Loaded veggie mashed potatoes
Oh, and a shit ton of alcohol.
No weigh in today, I’m too depressed.
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