#subaru x male reader

[hunn1e-bunn1e]

🦇Diabolik Lovers🦇

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Karlheinz

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Richter

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Sakamaki Shuu

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Sakamaki Reiji

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Sakamaki Ayato

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Sakamaki Laito

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Sakamaki Kanato

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Sakamaki Subaru

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Mukami Ruki

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Mukami Kou

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Mukami Yuma

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Mukami Azusu

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Tsukinami Carla

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Tsukinami Shin

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Kino

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[spooky-bunnys]

Title: Upset Bunny

Fandom: Diabolik Lovers

Pairing: Sakamaki Brothers x Bunny Hybrid M.R

Warnings: swearing

After the last 'grooming' incident, Reji had a stern talking to (Name) about him trying to groom himself. Which made (Name) upset. He was just trying to look good for them! Why was he getting in trouble for that?!

(Name) flopped onto the bed. His long bunny ears were droppy. Singaling his depressed mood. His little tail was dropping as well. Which meant (Name) was deaply upset. Something that was rare since he came to the Sakamaki Mansion.

Normally (Name) was the happy shy bunny they know and love. But right now? He was an upset Bunny that had 'banned' the others from his room for the time being. He couldn't really ban them, since theh could literally teleport into his room. But a few have already tried and was promptly kicked out.

Even Shuu who only wanted to sleep on the bed by him was kicked out. None of the brothers knew what was going on. So they tried asking Yui who only gave them a straight face. Then proceeded to ask them why she'd know anything. So they tried winning over the depressed bunny. By giving him gifts. But the gifts were thrown back at them. Along with a huff the door was slammed in their faces.

Though (Name) didn't slam the door in Subaru's face. (Name) had politely thanked the youngest brother and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Which absolutely infuriated the other brothers. Especially Ayato, who demanded to know why his gift was throw in his face along with the door being slammed. (Name)'s expression didn't change as he slammed the door in the oldest triplets face.

Ayato turned towards the smug youngest brother. "Oi! What makes you so special?! Why did you get a thanks and a kiss on the cheek, while were had our gifts and door slammed in our faces!?" Subaru shrugged. "Don't know. All I know is, (Name) is upset with you. Not me. So if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go and get my lovely flower some more flowers."

With that he disappeared. Leaving the other brothers confused or angery. Reji sighed and pushed up his glasses. "Maybe the human can get the answer out of him. Without upsetting him more." The others grumbled and made their way to Yui's room. Where the girl was studying for a test she was gonna be having next time she went to school.

Yui sighed when she heard rough knocking on her door. Only one person in the house knocked like that. She turned around and was met with five or the six Sakamaki brothers. Who all had different expressions on their faces. "Yes Reji-san. How can I help you?" Before Reji could answer Kanato interrupted. Shoving his annoyed face into Yui's personal space.

"Why is (Name) so angry with us?!" Yui slightly flinched at the raising of his voice. Having grown mostly used to it by now. Yui groaned internally. She thought she had already told them she didn't know. "I already told you guys. I don't and wouldn't know why he's upset with you all." Apparently Kanato didn't like the answer.

"Who else would know then?! (Name) won't speak to us! So how are we supposed to fix the problem?!" Yui could already feel a headache coming. "Have you guys tried talking to him, or did you just shove gifts into his face?" Nobody said anything. Kanato was silent and carefully backed away and hugged his bear tightly.

Yui ran a hand down her face and sighed. "You guys are just. Look. (Name) is probably upset over what happened a few nights ago." The brothers stopped and tried remembering what would've happened in the past few days. Yui could scream right now with how oblivious these vampires could be.

"He tried dressing up. He even tied grooming himself for you guys?" The brothers made humming sounds. But of course they didn't know what the problem was. "Then why is he upset with us?" Yui face-palmed. "He got the brush stuck. Remember? You and Ayato pulled on the brush and Subaru had to help him groom. Then after that Reji lectured him. For trying to look good for you guys."

The brothers were silent. "If I was (Name) I'd be upset about that honestly." Multiple brothers nodded and teleported away leaving Yui to study. She prayed that she was correct or at least somewhat right about why (Name) was in the mood he was currently in. If not Yui truly wouldn't know.

Back in (Name)'s room, (Name) was just trying to nap now. He'd eaten the resh carrots Subaru had given him and he'd fallen asleep. Belly full and under the warm blankets of his comfy bed. That was until he heard knocking on his bedroom door. Now all the brothers knocked on his door. Well, except Laito. He would just teleport no matter the reason.

But each brother had a way of knocking, and the way the knocking sound, (Name) figured it'd be either Shuu or a tired Reji. (Name) groans and turns away from the door. He grabbed the extra pillow and threw it at the door. He didn't hear hear the pillow hit the door or floor and groaned again.

"Please leave. I want to be alone." (Name) felt the bed dip and an arm wrapping around him. "Shuu. Please. Leave me alone." Shuu said nothing but pulled him closer. (Name) huffed and tried to move away, but ultimately failed since he was weaker then the other. Although there was one thing he could do.

(Name) used his ear to smack the other. Making Shuu chuckle. "Naughty bun bun. Are you trying to get punished?" (Name) huffed again and tried to smack the male again, but with the other ear. Which sadly didn't work. Since Shuu had grabbed the ear and gave it a kiss. Making (Name) extremely flustered.

(Name) stopped moving and pouted. Shuu stared for a moment before sighing. "Now will you tell me why you're so upset with us?" (Name) huffed and tried getting away again. Making Shuu sigh again and turn (Name) towards him. Gently grabbing the hybrid's chin, Shuu looked directly into the others eyes.

(Name) silently stared into Shuu's dark blue eyes. They were (Name)'s favorite feature about the eldest Brother. (Name) swears he could stare into those deep blue ocean eyes for the rest of his life. The brothers eyes have always mesmerized him.

"(Name) you can stare into my eyes later. Now tell me whats wrong?" (Name) sighed and started playing with his ears. "Its stupid, but I'm upset about how you guys got upset with me last time. I just wanted to look good for you guys." Shuu deadpanned. "Are you serious?"

(Name) groaned and hid his face in Shuu's chest. "Stupid I know! But seriously! Everytime I try and do something myself I get lectured." Shuu went to retaliate but (Name) continued. "I try to groom myself? Lectured. I try to make my own food? Lectured. I try and do laundry? Lectured. I'm not helpless!"

Shuu flinched. (Name) wasn't exactly lying. His brothers didn't like (Name) doing stuff. They wanted to treat (Name) like a prince, but (Name) liked being independent. He didn't like people doihg stuff for him. He was dependent on himself and the most stubborn person they've ever known.

Shuu sighed. "I'll talk to them. Just rest right now okay?" Shuu ran his fingers through (Name)'s hair. Massaging his ears lightly. It didn't take long for (Name) to fall asleep. A few minutes later more footsteps sounded in the room. Shuu carefully looked over his shoulder. Seeing his other brothers.

Kanato stepped forward and carefully brushed (Name)'s hair from his face. "So he's upset with us, because he thinks we're too controlling basically." Shuu didn't answer them only hugging (Name) closer and closed his eyes. The brothers roll their eyes. "Hey deadbeat." Shuu didn't react. "Thanks for talking to (Name) I guess."

Reji teleported away first. The others slowly following. Shuu opened an eye and huffed. "Whatever Butler-chan." Shuu smirked and played his mp3. Removing a ear bud so (Name) could hear the music too. He kissed (Name)'s forehead and sighed softly.

[diakaoniii]

Subaru version of this request!

TW: Possessiveness, Blood-Drinking, Abuse, Punishment, Mental Abuse, Psychical Abuse, Sadism, Isolation

When he saw you attempting to flee, he was overcome with despair.

Have you been acting your whole life? Have you been tampering with his emotions all this time?

Would you pretend to love him to earn his trust?

You were so full of affection for him that he felt you fell in love with him in the end.

The sadness he felt was replaced with rage.

With a furious look on his face, he scowled, tightened his fits, and moved towards you.

He grabbed your hair violently and brought you inside his room as you froze in wonder and dread.

You attempted to release yourself by putting your hands on his wrists.

Your resistance to him only angered him more and he tightened the grip on your hair.

He flung you over his bed.

You were about to get out of bed when you felt a heavy smack to your face.

You moaned in agony and retreated to the bed. Your whole body shook with horror.

In agony, you grimaced and closed your eyes firmly.

In anguish, you placed your palm on your wounded cheek. Your lips were swollen and blood was oozing your mouth.

When he climbed on you and neatly grabbed your hair and pulled you up by himself, you gazed at him with horror in your eyes.

Your eyes widened in terror.

He only gazed at you, blank and hesitant, but you could sense the simmering rage within him.

When he took your wrist that on your damaged face, you shook your head in terror.

With his free hand, he drew your hand towards him, and you mumbled his name.

He looked into your eyes, which were welling up with tears.

“S-Subaru-Kun? I—AH!!”

A sound like boning shattering filled the room before you finished your sentence.

His powerful grip crushed your fragile wrist.

You looked at him, terrified and perplexed, unable to believe he would do this to you.

You wiggled and moaned in agony, tears welling in your eyes and wailing cheekily.

You glance down at your wrist and as soon as you see your right wrist twisted at an unnatural angle, your sobs and screams intensify.

In terror, you closed your eyes.

You get the sense of flames searing your wrist.

As you sobbed in agony, he gazed at you with wide eyes and disbelief. In amazement, his mouth opened slightly in shock.

His senses were reawakened as he gazed at your fractured wrist in his hand.

“Tch—!”

He clinched his teeth and let go of your broken wrist.

He placed one arm around your waist, grabbed your hair, and drew you towards him.

He buried his head in your neck, brushing his sharp fangs on your sensitive neck.

Suck your blood by suddenly biting hard on your sensitive skin.

Your screaming and whimpering became louder, and you put your left hand on his shoulder, attempting to push him away. You squirmed in his arms.

When he felt your small body relax in his arms, he peeked at you out of the corner of his eye; your eyes were closed, your lips slightly open.

When he realized you were nearly passing out from the agony and loss of blood, he yanked his head away from your delicate neck. He watched the blood seep out from where he had sucked.

Your body falls freely into the bed as soon as he lets go of his firm grasp on your hair and thin waist.

You couldn't feel anything as black specks formed in front of your eyes. Your whole body felt numb.

Before you passed out, you stared at Subaru with exhausted, empty eyes, and he looked at you with sadness in his eyes.

Your head sagged to the side, and your eyes closed.

He stood on top of you for a time, staring at your unconscious body.

He bowed his head and tightened his fists.

“FUCK!!”

In a fit of rage, he lifted his head and hit the bed's headboard.

Subaru's fists shook as the headboard of the bed buckled under his powerful strikes. He was upset with himself.

He was cursing himself now.

You've been harmed because he lost control.

He grimaced as his gaze slipped down to his bruised and fractured wrist; a few tears spilled from his eyes, but he immediately wiped them away with his thumb.

He couldn't exhibit any sign of weakness.

He grabbed your broken wrist in his hand and kissed it chastely before softly massaging and caressing it.

He glanced at your sleeping face with sorrowful eyes.

He closed his eyes and bent over you caressed your swollen and bruised cheek and kissed you on the lips with deep love while his the other hand caressed your still fractured wrist.

He closed his eyes and placed his forehead on yours.

After a few moments, he opened his ruby eyes and straightened up.

He got out of bed and wrapped you with a blanket.

He gave you one final glance before exiting the room.

While looking at you, he was thinking;

What if you died? What if he not only broke your wrist but also killed you? No. He didn't want to think about it.

You were the one person who made him happy, and he didn't want to lose that pleasure.

He can't lose you.

He loved you more than you could fathom. He wanted you to love him as well.

He was going to send Reiji over to you to cure your wrist after you woke up.

However, he diverted his sight from you and exited the room, pledging to himself that he would never harm you like this again.

After all, you were his fragile white rose.

[6yuns]

TITLE : HITACHI NO KOE 1

pairings : Hokuto x gn reader x subaru

" H-hokke! wait up! " You and Subaru said in sync, running after hokuto who did all but slow down. All he did was turn around and stick his tongue out! " Haha! yo- ah!" Hokuto was cut off as he bumped into his dad, who saw the whole thing while laughing.. "mister hidaka! tell hokke to stop being so mean to us!" Subaru whined, While you nodded to what he was saying. seiya chuckled and Told hokuto to stop being so mean playfully. all the younger hidaka could do was say yes and pout silenty " hokke.. please? I promise we won't bother you gain' " you whined and hokuto groaned, not being able to deny you because you'd always find a way to get him to agree. he stood up and walked in between you and Subaru, grabbing both of your hands and running off somewhere to play!

[what-the-stories-have-foretold]

I absolutely love how you write Akai!! If you don’t mind, can you write a Drabble for Akai x reader (male, if possible) where he teases the reader for being smaller than him, please? Thank you in advance!

Thank you, and I'd love to! 😊

Small and Pretty

Akai x male!reader

My Navigation is here.

Warnings: Akai is taller, but what else is new; he calls you sweetheart and pretty (so the usual)

Wordcount: 215

Note: this is the first time I write a male!reader, and I hope I did it justice. If you find anything I should change, please let me know 💕

"Why did you set a glass of milk in front of me? I don't drink milk," you said, glaring at your boyfriend. He only smiled, before replying:

"Evidently."

You tried to hit him, but missed, and he laughed.

"Is that how you treat your boyfriend? I thought better of you, sweetheart." You blushed under his gaze, his eyes glinting with amusement.

"Not everyone's as tall as you, babe."

"Nah, you're just small. Good thing you have me to take care of you, huh?"

You rolled your eyes and turned back to your table. The glass of milk painfully in your field of vision again.

"Sometimes, I wish he was smaller," you murmured to yourself.

"Uhu." You could feel Akai grinning down at you.

"Or less of an asshole, maybe."

"Sure, babe. But who's gonna get your favourite mug down from the highest shelf?"

Your head shot up.

"You were the one that put it up there in the first place!"

Akai chuckled:

"What can I say," he leaned down, his face mere inches away from yours, "I like seeing my pretty boyfriend struggle."

His lips touched yours, but for far too short. When he pulled back, he quietly laughed at your flustered face. Though, his eyes widened when you pulled him back against your lips.

[enj4s]

VAMPIRE BOY, BITE ME IN THE MOONLIGHT! ᡣ𐭩 .

─── ˚୨୧⋆ PAIRINGS; subaru sakamaki, 𖥻SUBARU x fem! reader ｡˚ ⋆

─── ˚୨୧⋆ 𝙒𝘼𝙍𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙎; smut. swearing. fem!dom! reader. reader is mean, again. pegging. (lil) hair pulling. hickies. crying. toxic relationship. both are fucked in the head.

★ Author note 😆😆!!: Whoever requested ts excuse my dramatic ass, I LOVE drama as you can see. (sorry btw) enjoy 🤤‼️ yallyal request I got nun to do other than rot in my bed 💔

It was one of those days-

You were a patient and laid-back person, or so you and some people thought. But your anger issues have gone up the roof since you met the seven diabolic, unhinged brothers.

Their mothers and Karlheinz were just as bad, if not even worse. The Mukamis could not redeem themselves but they were bearable, especially Azusa who was just less annoying and irritating, or atleast didn't make you wanna dig your nails in your skin and clutch hard till it bleeds, like the others. You had an exception between the seven Sakamaki siblings as well, whom was Subaru.

Subaru was one helluva person to deal with. If not for Karlheinz introducing you to his past, you would've kept your first impression of him, which was he had rabies.

That boy was as layered and complicated as an onion, and trying to navigate through his mind and emotions was gonna drive you mad. One moment he's calling you a dense ass for dropping a pencil or getting bitten, and the other he's glancing at you all soft like a high school girl in love would.

You swore you have spent and used more brain cells on trying to see through him than you had on maths. He could be downright cruel at times, and even dismissed you so harshly that you favored the men-whore final boss (Laito) over him for some while, which didn't last long when he forced you so adorably in a 'relationship' with him or is what you thought, since he ordered you to resist if any of his brothers try to bite you. What else did it mean?

He would become absolutely feral when he got jealous. It was pretty easy to make him reach that point, but dangerous. He would start yelling at you and destroying everything around him in blind rage when he saw you talk to a male teacher or student or his brother's, going as far as attempting drain you of plasma. It was all too tiring and frustrating, you wanted nothing but quietness, to be left alone and ignored.

His delusion of you being his was so utterly nonsensical, but you went along with it for your safety and sanity, it was wise to sometimes give up and give in to his delusions, which he used as a control and power element. Resisting only meant to get bit to near death, where you'd start to see stars and lights that you thought only existed in cartoons, or, like these times, when he'd strangle you.

-where you'd snap.

"Shut the FUCK UP!" You'd yell at the top of your lungs, couldn't you even be strangled to death silently? His yammering of you being a betrayer was so damn irritating. Subaru jolted and flinched away form the volume of your voice, that look on your eyes, he backed up slightly, his grip on your throat weakened. In a swift movement, you dug your nails deep into his unhealthily pale wrists, shoving him away with every ounce of strength you had left.

Subaru stumbled backwards, catching himself quickly, his white boots stepping on a broken shard of glass from a vase that you bet was supposed to be cherished. You felt guilty for using one of his traumas against him to make him halt, stop. Yes, but did it save you from getting choked? Yes.

The anger was incredibly contagious, you bite your lip to hold back all the insults and traumas you could bring up, knowing that it would just bring you brutal death and a quick burial in dirt in the next hour, you shut your mouth, trying to find saliva to relieve your sore throat that was deeply in dire need of moisture.

The grip he had on your throat just now had been so tight you could've sworn he had actually meant to kill you for a second. Your breathing became labored. Your heartbeat was stubborn and didn't wanna settle down. Your eyes stared back at Subaru's with a mixture of tears and fury, you blink. Trying to help your eyes get used to the light again.

Both of you had your flaws and toxic traits, you suddenly found yourself on top of Subaru, a hard grip on his hair that matched his on your throat earlier, you wipe salty tears away, everything was a blur. You swore you couldn't remember a thing. You'd insult other people for not controlling their actions, yet you couldn't keep yours in check either.

"Sorry," You murmured against his pale skin, kissing alongside the hickies and bite marks you left on his neck. They looked painful. He was a vampire, so you didn't worry too much. They'd heal in an hour or two. You were still between his thighs, cum dripped down his hips and legs.

"You just piss me off sometimes...It's so childish when you start yammering and yelling, creating scenes when I talk to anyone," You watched his wine red eyes trail down in something like shame. His mouth was sewed shut, he was already embarrassed from moaning as loud as he yells. He was cuter when he was quiet, you note, and grin silently, propping yourself on your knees to thrust inside him again without warning, tearing a shriek from the albino beneath you, he drops his head down on the pillows, you were making him feel way too good, as rough as it was.

It almost seemed like you were still taking your anger out on him as you pounded inside him harshly. Subaru felt his stomach coil and he tightens, when you'd lean down to whisper sweet nothings in his ear that didn't match your humping.

“C-ca- ah! Can’t! Hah..” Subaru whined shakily, a sound he'd drop dead before making if he was in his right state of his mind. He hiccups and whimpers as he covered his face with his hands. “So full..hic- too much," His legs dangle like a rag doll's from your shoulders as you plundge inside him deeper and deeper with each delicious thrust.

You lean down with a sigh, catching Subaru's lips in a kiss, and grab at his long bangs, tugging hard to tilt his head upward, and swallow down the loud wail that was about to wrack from his body as he came, vibrating slightly and hips thrusting up pathetically in the air. His fangs poked at your lip a bit painfully as he tried to bite down his noises, now chasing after your lips and the little blood that threatened to spill.

Getting strangled or beat again later from a flustered Subaru wouldn't be surprising after wracking his shit, but it was worth it. You could only laugh as he emptily threatened to break your arm after this, complaining that he couldn't feel his legs and that you're a perv.

─── ˚୨୧⋆ @enj4s ♡ @un0rin ♡

don't repost or copy I know where u live 👁

[bbiemochi]

helloo i reaaally loved ur last knights work and was wondering if you could write the same for mao?? thank you<33

𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚏𝚏! 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢’𝚛𝚎 (𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎) 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎! | isara mao x reader

[an]: hi, so yeah anon let’s pretend i didn’t just post this now in 2023 ahahahaha i’m a bad author so, i know that the knights fic was my most liked blog and i am really grateful for that, thank you for reading it <33 as for this one, aahhaahah i hope i wrote this one well for our precious trickstar member :,} nonetheless, tysm for requesting !

also small reminder, this is a point of view of mao ! new change for once ^w^

summary: he knows she’s a childhood friend of yours, but at least give you some space !

pairing: isara mao x g/n!reader

genre: fluff

note: f/n = friend’s name !

THE STUDENT COUNCIL WORK had been more and more stressful these days after the former 3rd years had graduated from yumenosaki private academy. in repositioning for the role of student council president, mao luckily became the perfect pick, and retook over eichi’s position. with tori and his butler, yuzuru, still with him at the council room, the piles and loads of work multiplied over his desk were easily handled and documented.

there were times when ritsu would often come visit the student council room, bug him to let the male sleep on his lap while he worked, and there were also times where his unit would come barging in out of nowhere. sometimes they were a wreck in the student council room, however mao knew so far that they meant a lot to him. not to mention…

not long after he announced being in a relationship with someone, his unit members were really surprised. subaru wanted to meet who he was going out with immediately after the confession, and hokuto had to calm him down. yes, he had faith in his unit about keeping secrets (including when it’s about relationships, which is not allowed to be known by the fans) but there’s this someone that bothered him by letting him know who he was infatuated with. the answer is obvious to be ritsu. even if mao trusts his childhood friend with all his heart, he knew ritsu would grow quite upset to hear he had a romantic partner. most obvious reasons would be because of the knight member’s clingy affection towards the council president, however his older brother thinks otherwise for more reasons.

as now the current student council president, some rules were changed in order to maintain the academy’s strict policy for the idol students in which can be involved with other courses connected to yumenosaki. mao often had hard times with his job, not to mention there were times when his unit members would forget about the rules he newly establishes, and then call them over to his office for a serious talk. mao has always been serious when it comes to student council matters, as both his status as the student council president and an idol (also now captain of the basketball club) had always been a close reputation in his heart. however…

y/n on the other hand had too become a priority to isara himself. his endearing lover who was always patting his shoulder when stressed and giving him small pecks on the forehead (not in front of the other student council members of course, tori would fume in annoyance), this was their ways to calm mao down—other than ritsu sleeping on his lap during working hours, not like mao ever minded he was used to it anyways.

y/n is not a producer in the idol course unlike the number one producer; anzu. instead, they’re only from the normal course in yumenosaki that mao had met when the normal course had some requests for the student council. y/n was their errand student if ever needed something far from the other courses. this was an obvious one, as mao notices it was always y/n who would come over the office when provided with new requests from the other yumenosaki courses. it’s hard work being an errand student that’s for sure. though, that didn’t take long when mao realised he kinda wanted to see them all the time now.

it became a weird attachment towards him, yet in some circumstances that came from a clear realization, yuzuru would soon notice his ‘odd’ behaviour whenever y/n would enter the student council office, a smile always leaking over their face. mao’s facial expression would frequently go from surprise, stammering of words, and an awkward neck brush as y/n hands over some documents from the normal course. these are obvious signs for yuzuru’s ‘theory’ of what’s going on between the errand student and the idol course’s current student council president.

didn’t take long when a festival was held, and mao confessed to y/n after one of his lives. he was a little hesitant at first, hands sweating and shaking as he waited for an answer to arrive—and when such sweet words of reciprocation stumbled on one’s mouth, mao knew lady luck finally gave him his chance. and thus, the relationship began. y/n was more than lucky to have mao’s approval in almost everything they asked for, sometimes even if they weren’t asking for it. for example, free live tickets to his concert, out of nowhere dates (these were mostly fun, so y/n didn’t mind much), and secret kisses in the office.

although the other members of trickstar weren’t much familiar of mao’s significant other, they knew for sure of how in love their unit member can be when infatuated with another.

back to the main hand of the story.

it was a thursday afternoon in yumenosaki, idols were being once again piled with practices, live scheduling for the upcoming projects approved by the student council—not to mention, an ongoing festival happening over inside the idol course building. the busy units that were bombarded inside of their changing rooms to get ready for their concert while visitors from other schools were scrolling around different booths for today’s occasion. mao’s unit was going to be performing later onstage thanks to the festival plan anzu had prepared for the idols entertainment for tonight (much different than last year, the moment where keito embarrassed himself when he pretended to shoot a fan with an imaginary bow—so much to wataru’s amusement at that point), yet the only thing mao could think of at that very moment in his head of clouds was y/n’s appearance roaming freely inside the school.

he had plans for his secret date for tonight with his lover, right after his concert, he would swipe them away with him, and go on for the most fun date of his life (“we’ll distract the fans, sally! don’t you worry!” was what subaru said). still, it would be such a great help. when a knock interrupted his thoughts, isara yelled out a ‘come in!’ signal before the door to the office opened. he was hoping it was either tori, souma, or tori’s butler, yuzuru, however he never expected it would be y/n themself. a wide smile stretches onto his cheeks. “oh y/n, hey! sorry, i’m a little piled up at the moment because of the festival happening right now, it would be best if you’d scroll along down at the booths, it’s going to be a little boring in here…” was the first thing that came out of his mouth. he wanted to slap himself at that moment.

y/n giggles, “it’s alright, just talking to you would be enough. i have so much to tell you!”

talk about hearts jumping…

their conversation lasted for 20 minutes. mao didn’t expect for this topic to go on longer than this workload he has on his hands, considering he wasn’t even much the slightest distracted by his significant other’s beautiful presence shows how much he can multitask with his work. with their hand on his, maybe this wouldn’t be so bad…how much he wants to kiss them at the moment…however that would be far too rash for his acts as a boyfriend. just like this would be ok for him…that is, until another knock could be heard at the door. y/n stands up, letting go of mao’s palm, which saddens him a bit, “i’ll open it for you.”

“thanks.” his eyes were quickly focused back on the document on his hands.

the sound of the door slamming opened was erupted inside the student council office, causing mao to shriek in surprise from the loud noise. all that he saw next was yuzuru pulling an unfamiliar figure away from y/n, who was pulling them close to her chest. what in the world was going on…?

“y/n-chan~!”

“f-f/n?! what are you doing here?!”

“y/n-sama, do you somehow know this individual?”

back to 0 days without nonsense in yumenosaki academy…what a pain…

mao jumps up from his chair and ran to the situation, pulling y/n away as well as yuzuru pulling the girl who was clinging to his lover away. she looked…like a student from the normal course, probably because of the uniform…and her expression when she looks at y/n…also another plus of evidence. the girl tries her best to pull away from yuzuru’s grip, sounding annoyed, “hey, can you let go of me, please?! it’s very rude to hold a girl you don’t know like that!”

“it’s also very rude to just burst inside the student council office without permission, including if you’re from another course, miss.” yuzuru barks back to her. y/n calmly walks away from mao’s grip, and pulls the girl away from yuzuru. now, he was confused. “f/n, what in the world were you thinking?? didn’t i said to wait for me?”

“but y/n-chan you were taking forever! i wanted to eat but you were nowhere to be found, so i scrolled down everywhere to look for you!”

“y/n, do you know her?” mao couldn’t help but question. nervously laughing, scratching the nape of their neck as f/n wraps her arms around them with a huge smile, y/n spoke, “ahaha…sorry about this mao, but uhh…this is f/n, a childhood friend of mine, she’s from the normal course that i brought along here for the idol festival. she’s a little clingy like ritsu but she’s pretty nice. f/n, this is the guy i’ve been telling you about…”

the mentioned female who clings around his beloved stops to look at him and smiles cheerfully, not even bothering to step back a bit from y/n and give around at least some space for them to breathe. “you’re the guy y/n-chan’s been talking about? waaahh! i never knew it was you! member of trickstar, right!? the one who defeated fine at last year’s idol festival! it’s an honor to know that y/n-chan is dating one of yumenosaki’s greatest idols!” she beams at mao along with a giggle. “y/n-chan you’re so lucky! how charming can you get if an idol is also infatuated with you??”

y/n awkwardly laughs as f/n only continued to hug them close. yuzuru seems to also stay bewildered as mao is, ‘course—the butler had no idea if he should continue pulling away from the student office or leave her be, simply because she seemed to be a very close friend of y/n’s. “well none of it matters now, because in the end, it’ll be me y/n-chan’s going to marry, right~?!”

mao felt like a shard had been stabbed in his chest. yuzuru too was surprised by this.

y/n, who was now trying to push f/n away from them, kept looking back if their boyfriend was bothered a little by their childhood friend’s comment out of thin air, “a-alright…! enough of that, f/n—c-c’mon now…! let’s get going, there are idols who are going to be performing soon!”

“oh yeah i forgot…! quick! let’s order some food first before we go! nice to meet you again, mao-san! me and y/n-chan are going to go now!” mao wasn’t even able to say a proper goodbye before f/n dragged y/n out of the student council office, leaving both yuzuru and the current council president standing there, astounded.

***

7:54pm

it was evening by the time the festival finished. and every paperwork scattered across mao’s desk was finished as well. the evident shining stars that twinkled beneath the clouded heavens looked down upon the realm of each individual walking home from the exit of yumenosaki. with a loud sigh escaping his lips and a grunt from the long stretch he did, mao patted a certain ravenette’s hair who was sleeping over his lap as he worked.

“oi ritsu, get up, let me breathe real quick..”

“mmn..” the mentioned male did as he was asked, and sat up from his childhood friend, yawning as he did so. if mao remembers well, the last time he saw y/n was around 12pm, right before the festival was starting—and of course, they were with…that girl named f/n (claiming to be a childhood friend of theirs, yet mao doesn’t remember much of his lover talking about her before).

“i wonder where y/n is…”

“maa-kun, do you think they’re cheating on you?”

“why would…?! ritsu, don’t say such things, i got a little angry with that, y’know??”

“sorry, sorry…please don’t get mad at me, maa-kun…” mao rubbed his arms a bit to calm himself down from such thought. no, y/n was never the type of person to cheat. as they had mentioned earlier; f/n was somewhat like ritsu…very clingy. there was no way ritsu would see that as something else…way beyond their relationship. he felt nervous and…kind of afraid.

just before mao could say anything else, a knock could be heard at the door, and yuzuru was swift to open it while holding a pot of tea on his other hand. “speak of the devil! hehe..!” tori giggled at the back, before munching up a biscuit in his mouth. y/n walks in, completely clueless of what tori meant by that, “speak of the devil? were you guys talking about me just now?”

“ah…please don’t mind them..”

“oh…hi, y/n~”

“welcome back, y/n-sama. please do have a seat while i pour you some tea.”

“oh! thank you so much, yuzuru!” as y/n took a seat across from mao’s seat, mao smiles brightly as he greeted them, “how was the festival? did you and your err…friends enjoyed it?” he asks, a bit timid. ritsu notices this small odd behavior of his childhood friend and chuckles; “maa-kun~ you sound discreet right now, y’know?” he pointed out, causing a small startle from the male beside. ritsu laughs along with y/n who giggles. the tea was served right away not for too long, and ritsu left after tsukasa came looking for him right after the festival activities involving the knight idols. yuzuru and tori both excused themselves for a while to talk regarding of family matters mentioning the himemiya family (it wasn’t a real excuse, all tori wanted was for mao and y/n to have alone time—‘reason’s why he dragged yuzuru into his so-called business).

now it was only the two of them in the student council office. mao started to wonder what was taking souma so long. “aha…sorry about this, maybe you should head home first. this work might take a while.”

“i don’t mind waiting.”

“y-you sure? how about your friend?”

y/n tilted their head in confusion, “what about f/n?”

“well, won’t she be waiting for you? i’m sure she might crash into the student council office again…you should really tell her that this office is not just an in and out room, it’s for business staff members only…and people can only come inside with the consent from the members.” mao spoke, not bothering to look eye to eye level with y/n, who just sat there and listened. y/n giggles, “i know, you don’t have to explain that to me. it’s a habit of f/n-chan’s, i’m really sorry if she had bothered your working hours during that time. i had explained to her about the situation as well, and she’s also sorry about it. i hope you can forgive her for her….recklessness.”

mao sighs, his forefinger and thumb pushing the hem of his nose as he leaned himself down onto his chair. “for someone her age, she’s at least got to know that rule, right? i don’t get it. why is she so clingy?” y/n senses perked up and tingled after that sentence….wait a minute…

“aren’t you bothered by how close she is? i pay real attention, and it looks like she wasn’t giving you temporary space at all.”

“mao…”

“i mean, honestly, ritsu can be clingy like her, but goodness she’s another kind. probably because she’s a girl? gah…no, her gender has nothing to do with this…or maybe she’s way too comfortable around you now…hmm…”

“mao.”

y/n’s boyfriend looked up to them after being called (for the second time), and his eyes darted away quickly. “yeah?”

“were you jealous?”

“…”

“…”

silence lingered like an aroma through the air, with the only noise coming from the outside view of cricket’s chirp and the wind churning an endless tune. y/n looked at mao intensely, while the male on the other hand looked straight back into their eyes, feeling lost in them. for a few seconds, he managed to realise what his lover has questioned, and his cheek burns. “h-hah? jealous? about what?”

“about f/n-chan,” y/n replies, this time a cheshire cat smile stretched across their cheeks. nervousness can be sensed in mao’s laughter, an awkward grin dug through as well. “w-wha…? why would i be jealous? she’s your friend, and i’m your boyfriend. the difference is huge.”

“yeah, i know. but were you jealous of earlier?”

“what type of questions are these? if you’re here to distract me from work then i suggest you just go straight home and rest for me,” mao was totally dodging the question, looking away from y/n who was grinning weirdly at him. this was stupid…why would he be jealous of such a small matter like this? y/n’s laughter could be heard, and mao tried all his best to hide the visible redness of his cheeks. “maa-kun~”

“a-are you really calling me by the name ritsu gave me?” y/n teasingly stuck their tongue out, “you were jealous weren’t you?”

“was not..”

another laugh. “it’s ok to be jealous, mao! honest! just confess that you were jealous earlier then—mph!”

y/n’s sentence was cut short, arms clinging to their shoulders as they were pulled forward by a force, lips meeting his, and eyes wide in surprise. a second has passed, and mao gently pulls away from the kiss, and sits back down on his desk, continuing his work.

“why would i be even jealous? i get to do that to you, and she can’t because you’re taken by me already, so she has no chance,” mao says, calmly, before resuming his paperwork. what a new side to the student council president…

***

a/n: aha…happy valentine’s day…?

[dia-land]

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What do you think of Kotori, and of Kotori/Kamui ?

Because I read an old interview by CLAMP that said she was loathed up until her death, that readers saw her as a boring character who’s only appeal was being cute, a typical shoujo heroine in a manga that’s very much not a typical shoujo.

Also she needs to be rescued at least twice, and eventually goes insane/comatose.

The brutality of her death stopped the hatred as it was so shocking, but the view I most commonly see on her is “she’s cute, she’s nice, she could have been more interesting but her character is threadbare and her relationships underdeveloped”.

I also felt the anime emphasised Kotori and Kamui’s bond a lot more than it did Fuuma’s and Kamui’s, which considering that Subaru (and Seishirou)’s screen time got reduced to the bare minimum and they never even mentioned Tohru/Saya, makes me wonder what the producers were eager to follow in the footsteps of the Tokyo Babylon OVA’s English dub.

I like Kotori and her relationship with Kamui but in more unbiased terms I think she could have been written bit better. Or ar least handled from different angle and fleshed out a bit more

Honestly characters like Kotori or even Sorata, Yuzuriha or Keiichi are breath of fresh air in cataclysm X setting. So even if you do have one or two 'boring vanilla shojo' character(s) it wouldn't take much away from grimness of the story; plus serves as tie to normality and something other characters cannot have. Issue is that all mentioned have some depth to them, whereas Kotori suffers from early X being a pacing mess. Although I do have some issues with how she was written (but it mostly boils down to X having too many characters and not enough page time to develop them all) but I'll come to that.

Characters like Kotori end up disliked for aforementioned reasons but you also need to keep late 90s/early 00s ship wars in mind. Tho that was then, now I doubt anyone would dislike Kotori because she gets in way of other ships or because Kamui had a puppy crush on her or something. As for anime - it was early 00s, anime wasn't labeled as shonen ai. Of course anything queer had to be toned down. Plus anime was strangely going towards shonen-ly vibe than shojo which X manga doubtlessly carries. Capitalism baby, madhouse knew they could earn a lot more by keeping queer stuff out to attract vaster audience

As for Kotori's writing, my beaf with it was how she was handled from vol6 up to her death. That coma thing only perpetuated further how she's a fragile girl in dire need of being rescued. That by itself also shouldn't be the problem (plus take into account that Kotori's reaction to some gruesome stuff in X is more realistic than let's say Fuuma's) but she never got a chance to be fleshed out and have some development because she was killed. She basically died for sake of Kamui's character development, to be direct.

Clamp admitted so themselves they created Hokuto with intention of killing her but she was fleshed out as a character; had her own life separated from male characters around her. That's why I wouldn't say same thing about Hokuto. Kotori's character revolves too much around other two male characters in her life to the point where she herself is indivisible from them. So I can't really blame casual readers for reflecting on manga they've read ages ago and going 'there was nothing much going around her, she was boring' because her brutal demise was really most memorable thing about her.

Should she be hated for being bland? Not really. But would it have been better if Clamp added a bit more flavor in Kotori's personality, agency and wishes separate from Kamui? Sure.

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Thank you to the anon who suggested this! I'll try to remember to update it when I clear a request/get new ones (sweatdrop)!

[Freeform] means no specific scene has been requested! And unless specified, all reader characters are gender-neutral!

In order of time of request (though the requests may not be cleared in this order):

— Vampire!Arashi x Vampire!Reader [Scenario: Confession]

— Valkyrie x Reader [HCs: Relationship/Freeform]

— Ritsu, Mao & Ibara x Reader [Scenario: S/O laughing their head off] (Working on it...)

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— Mika x Male!Reader [Scenario: Comforting Mika]

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First Act: Episode One

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In which, [Name], the one and only son of Sakamaki Richter strives to make his dearest cousin's lives a living hell. Or; In which yearns for what can never be his own and will do just about anything to yank it within his reach.

First Act | Ep. One | Ep. Two

                                                                                                   

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"Father? They're Uncle Karlheinz's boys, aren't they?"  

A boy with steel-grey tresses that faded into a pale silver asks his father; his soft voice catching the older man's attention.

The boy was seated at a beautifully carved, dark wood dining table; his father on the opposite side. Atop the table sat a lovely white, silken tablecloth with lace edges; and atop that sat a beautiful porcelain tea set. Said set was from France, according to what his father had told him, a gift from some noble in a futile attempt to curry favor with him some time ago.

Under the glossy varnish finish was painted a breathtakingly intricate pattern in the color of glacial blue. The rims, handles, spouts, and flat bottoms of the set were dipped in gold that shimmered whenever the light caught it. A lovely piece indeed, but certainly not the boy's favorite by any means.

The amber liquid inside the cup was telling enough, It was Darjeeling. Tasteful but boring. 

Perfect.

The boy lifts his teacup to his lips; taking a quiet sip and taking in the taste as it rolls over his tongue. His large, round e/c eyes looked up at the man across from him expectantly; clawed fingers drummed gently on the table with impatience and curiosity that bubbled just under his pale skin.

"You are correct. Why do you ask, dearest [Name]?"  

The charcoal-blonde-haired man answered, turning his tired eyes from the book in hand toward his beloved son. 

[Name] smiled eerily, the corners of his mouth stretching so far it almost looked as if his face was split in two. He leaned forward, sitting the teacup gently onto its platter and leaning on his forearms.

"Can I play with them?"  

He asks cheerily in his saccharine voice, innocent eyes wide with hidden depravity.

The man's sharp burgundy eyes narrow at the steel-grey-headed child. He really is just like her, isn't he? The joy they got in tormenting others, the twisted grins and psychotic glint that hid just behind their eyes was so similar, sometimes far too similar. 

He closed his eyes; now is not the time. 

"I suppose you can. Don't break them, though. Karlheinz would have my head."  

The older man warns, picking up his teacup.

Ah... the tea is cold.

[Name] now sat in his favorite spot, a large tree overlooking the Sakamaki mansion. Far enough away from the structure to where he won't be noticed, yet close enough to observe. He sat on one of the thicker branches; choosing this one in particular after making sure it wouldn't snap under his body weight. The steelhead came here fairly often; every day. He would sit and wait and watch. A repeating cycle that he never grew bored of.

Out of all the ones he liked to watch, there were preferred ones by now. The eldest two's one-sided bickering was always a small threat, the triplets fighting over various objects in the residence was another endeavor, and then there was the youngest, Subaru. 

The snarling, hollering, wall punching, fight-instigating youngest child of the Sakamakis. With snow-white hair, dazzling sorrow-filled scarlet eyes with thick lashes overhanging them, and pale skin. A true figment of melancholic beauty. A white rose.

Subaru was by far his favorite. Definitely.

Poor, poor Subaru. [Name] always thought that he'd gotten it the worst. Inbred, scorned and ignored. All culminating in violent outbursts to keep himself afloat. The air of suffering just radiated off of him in waves and the vampiric boy found is simply intoxicating.

It was all just so funny. His cousin's suffering was all so fun to watch. It's not [Name]'s fault that his uncle was a child-abandoning whore of a man. He just so happened to stumble upon their residence on his nightly stroll and had some intense sadistic tendencies.

Just like her... just like—

A sudden light caught his eyes. A car? No, a taxi. The vehicle pulled in front of the rundown mansion and slowed to a halt.

The back right door opened after a few seconds and out stepped a girl. The light from the car bounced off her brown hair and lit up the side of her face, displaying her prominent scowl and narrowed almond eyes.

She walked around to the trunk and pulled out a few suitcases as it began to rain. The girl groaned in annoyance and dragged her luggage into the building, seemingly before anyone answered the door.

[Name]'s e/c eyes stare into the door intensely.

Just who was that girl? Surely not another child of Karlheinz's, right? Do they get a sister now too? That's so... unfair.

The wind blew violently through the trees, and [Name] disappeared with the sway of branches; a scowl on his face.

[Name] had always been the curious type. That was something Richter had known since the boy had been birthed. But now.... he couldn't help but be concerned about his only child.

When he was young, [Name] was so gentle and meek; a quiet and impressionable boy who kept to himself most time. Though, that may have to do with the fact that Richter kept his existence from everyone. Almost everyone.

[Name] was only ten years old when Richter introduced the two, but he didn't expect his son to grow so attached. The young boy liked her so much, that he had turned to his father and asked him, "Papa, is this my mother?". And the look of utter despair when he had to tell him no. That she was already wed with her children that she had with the boy's very uncle. [Name] looked so utterly defeated. His heart completely shattered into millions of tiny pieces.

The charcoal-blonde-haired man tried his absolute best to comfort his son. He should've known not to let them meet; [Name] never had a mother figure after all. He had a mother, yes. A beautiful vampire noblewoman of the family Lucifuge whom Richter had fallen head over heels in love with. One he had made sure not to introduce to Karlheinz for fear that she would be taken by his status as the king and his promiscuous ways.  

The two had a long-running fling, though it ended shortly after his love became pregnant and birthed their child. She had then informed him that she was promised to someone else, that the two would be wed the next year and he would certainly reject her if he had discovered that she had carried and bore the child of another man.

She rejected her newborn son, "If only he was never born, we could continue our forbidden union. But with pity, I shall grace him with a name.". That's what she said to him as she gathered all of the gifts of lavish gowns and glittering jewels that he had once so selflessly given her. "[Name]. That is what he shall be called." Were the last words she had ever uttered in their general direction.

Richter thought he would never love again, but he always was quite faint of heart and it continued to beat longingly as it hung on his sleeve.

There's something glittering in the trees...

A key....How interesting....

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Return to the Cathedral?

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I’m such a simp for him!!😩

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— subaru sakamaki

“I have already given you a warning. If you try to run away a second time, I'll punish you, didn't I say that? You… you tried to abandon me.”

There was a part of Subaru that despised you. You made him fall in love with you. He was unable to accept with the truth that he loved a human. You weakened him with this bogus concept of humans call love. The more he thought he couldn't live without you, the more his hatred for you increased.

But…

He was also aware of the fact that he could not live without you. This is the reason he won't let you go away from him. He will kill anyone who tries to take you from him without hesitation, without an iota of mercy. Included in are his brothers.

And then you tried to run away from him after you had already made him fall in love with you.

He was trying so hard not to kill you right now.

Is every woman like you?

After she has seduced the man and in the end, made him fall in love with her, she then cheats on him.

No matter what happened, he could not kill you. However, that doesn't mean he wouldn't punish you.

It will be hard for him to punish you. He always feels terrible for inflicting pain on you. But, the consequences that you will face because of your betrayal to him will teach you a lesson.

When he heard your slight sobbing, he finally snapped out of his thoughts.

He adores your voice.

“Subaru-Kun! I beg you, do not! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry- *sobs* please dont hurt me!”

It was a joy to hear of your cries and screams of anguish. On the other hand, hearing it hurt like hell.

Your sobs and pleadings fell on deaf ears. He took his time as he slowly placed his large hand over both of your skinny legs. He glanced into your eyes, which were brimming with tears. The anxiety and fear that was seen in your eyes gratified him.

You wouldn't be able to abandon him if he gave you this punishment. Yes, he should have done that. It was for your own benefit. The outside was dangerous for you.

"Subaru-Kun- sobs I'm very sorry. Please do not! I solemnly swear that ı won't try to run away. I'll do what you say-A-AH!!"

A sound like bone shattering could be heard throughout the room before you were finished with your sentence. Your skinny leg was no match for the strength of his big hands, and they crushed it. Your cries of anguish were so loud.

You were certain that everyone in the Sakamaki mansion could hear your screams of anguish and sobs of agony. Why did he do this to you? Subaru couldn't do this. Even a hug was out of the question for him since he was so concerned about you being hurt.

But now he is causing you pain. You suffer the most pain because of it.

While you cry, you glance down at your legs and see that they are covered with horrible bruises. You had the sensation of fire burning both of your legs.

You gazed at Subaru with eyes that were shaking, and he looked at you with eyes that were filled with sadness; yet, at this moment, none of those things mattered. The agony prevented you from concentrating on anything else. You squeezed your eyes shut and sobbed even harder.

Knowing that he is the reason you are in pain and crying, increased his self-hatred and self-disgust.

He is a monster.

He hated himself for having done this to you, but you had given him no other option.

The only thing that he wanted was that you loved him.

While you writhed and cried out in agony, he gently gathered you in his strong arms, pushed your head against his strong chest, and buried his face in your hair. He inhaled the aroma of you.

When he felt your body shivering, he couldn't help but let a few tears escape his eyes.

His embrace never brought you any solace right now; rather, they just caused you to weep harder.

While you were sobbing, he gently kissed the crown of your head and spoke to you in a low whisper.

"You gave me no option; you compelled me to do this to you…"

[sadclearance]

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gentle

pairing: subaru sakamaki x male! mortal! reader

summary: gentle is a foreign word to subaru, but he's a gentle boy.

category: fluff

warning(s): hemophilia(?), anemia(?), blood, biting, hickey(?), syringe (for prescribed medication)--i have no medical knowledge originally a oneshot but two more parts planned

word count: 2728

key:

italicized - flashback of christa's (subaru's mother's) words or thoughts

subaru sakamaki's mother wasn't present for much of his childhood, and the few memories he has of her are tainted by her often erratic state.

although he knows his mother wasn't stable and would be considered by most as abusive, she was important to him, and he took everything she said to heart.

"filthy"

"dirty"

"monster"

"something on your mind?" a gentle voice asks subaru. he feels nimble fingers gently wrap around his right hand, which is tightly gripping onto a pencil. it's on the verge of breaking, and that would've been his fifth pencil gone this week if the stranger hadn't intervened.

"gentle..."

subaru responds to the foreign word by abruptly pushing the stranger against the closest wall, his powers adding to his swiftness.

"agh--" the stranger, who turns out to be a boy who looks around subaru's age, grunts as his body slams into the wall. "sorry, you just looked like you were about to break your pen--"

subaru punches the wall next to the boy's head with his free hand.

"i'm sorry!" the boy flinches hard, squeezing his eyes shut tight.

"gentle!"

subaru releases his grip and lets the boy fall to the ground.

he picks up his pencil and is about to leave when the stranger's voice stops him.

"hey, i'm really sorry about interrupting you. it was my bad to sneak up on you like that," the clueless idiot says sheepishly.

subaru only scoffs before taking his leave.

"they're so pretty, aren't they, subaru?

if you provide the special care they need, they'll flourish and stay beautiful forever.

but just one mistake, and their pretty petals will wilt away and perish."

subaru becomes consciously aware of one of his classmates. he's never bothered to pay attention before, but it's as if this guy's presence demands subaru's interest. it was the way that he so swiftly changed from being terrified of subaru's violent demeanor to brushing it off as a natural reaction to being caught off guard. is he really that naive? what's wrong with him?

so far, what he knows is that his name is y/n, he is a new student, and he is incredibly stupid.

"hey," y/n smiles.

subaru isn't sure how this happened. did researching a boy so idiotic make his unawareness rub off on him? he's been staring directly at y/n, and he clearly saw that y/n noticed and was approaching him, yet he's still startled when he snaps out of his trance with y/n's face right in front of his.

subaru scowls at the boy and sits further back in his seat.

"what's up?" y/n asks as he sits in the empty seat next to subaru's. the seats around him are always empty. his temperament and sour personality aren't exactly a secret.

subaru tries to punch his desk hard enough to leave it on the edge of shattering as a warning, but y/n doesn't seem to want to take it.

"you've been staring at me a lot lately. could it be that the popular subaru sakamaki has taken an interest in me, the lowly commoner?" y/n jokes.

subaru's glare falters.

"what?" he hesitates.

"i was just kidding," y/n reassures. "is it because of last week? when i snuck up on you? because i'm really sorry about that. you just seem down every time you break a pencil, so i thought i could save that one."

what a talkative guy.

"yeah, i guess i am."

subaru didn't mean to say that out loud, and his face starts to burn.

"i don't give a damn about pencils," subaru immediately spits, averting his eyes and trying to ignore the way his face was heating up.

"yeah, my bad," y/n says dejectedly before getting up and returning to his original spot in class.

subaru waits until he knows y/n isn't nearby before allowing his eyes to wander to the back of the boy's figure. he almost feels bad for treating him so coldly.

his gaze moves toward the pencil in his hand as class starts.

---

the school courtyard is surrounded by rose bushes, which subaru recently found out is y/n's favorite spot to spend his lunch at.

he wouldn't say he started spending more time in the courtyard because of y/n. perhaps he too enjoys the presence of roses, which serves as a painful reminder of his late mother. who's to say otherwise?

lunch starts with his cheek resting against the palm of his hand, staring at y/n as he eats sunflower seeds at the table in the middle of the courtyard, where he always sits.

as a vampire, he's never thought to eat sunflower seeds before. subaru rarely eats human meals because there isn't really a need for it, and when he does, it's grand meals. sunflower seeds simply don't fit into that category.

he doesn't care much for sunflowers in general. the roses that surround his peripheral vision catch more of his interest.

his vision subconsciously focuses on the roses that are next to him. his seat is at the edge of the courtyard, and a few stray roses are closer to him than they should be. the groundskeeper would probably snip them off as a punishment for their disobedience later.

subaru reaches out to touch the closest one to him when he suddenly becomes aware of a presence right next to him.

"the roses are really pretty, aren't they?" y/n asks as subaru's hands reach the rose.

the rose crumples in his tight grip.

"ah, careful!" y/n says as he pulls subaru's hand close to him. he pries open the fingers and lets the scrunched up petals fall to the ground. "that looks painful."

subaru looks at his hand to see what y/n is talking about. there is a rose thorn buried in the palm of his hand.

"let's go to the infirmary--"

"mind your own damn business," subaru growls, taking back his hand from y/n. "there's an infirmary?"

"right..." y/n rubs the side of his arm. "well... if you don't wanna go to the infirmary..."

y/n pulls out a first aid kit from his bag. it's a foreign object to subaru, as vampires doesn't need such things. he only vaguely remembers seeing a human have one when he was out in a civilian city years ago.

y/n gingerly takes subaru's hand once more and uses a pair of tweezers to pull out the thorn. he carefully drops the thorn away from them and finishes it off by smoothing a bandaid over the wound.

subaru knows he should've teleported away from this inconvenience, seeing as his powers would have healed the small prick on its own, but he stays.

"and the finishing touch is a kiss to make it all better."

subaru's clenched jaw can only slacken at the sight and feeling of y/n's lips brushing against the palm of his hand.

"what are you doing?!" subaru asks when he overcomes his shock, snatching his hand back again.

"a kiss to make it all better?" y/n repeats as if the answer is obvious.

"that stupid human saying..." subaru scoffs as he gets up from his seat and leaves.

yet, he still can't help but stare at the place where his skin met y/n's lips when he gets back home.

---

as the weeks go on, subaru notices that y/n is often alone. he isn't like subaru, the infamous lone wolf. he speaks with others and usually sticks with a group of low ranking half-blood vampires in class.

subaru wants to know if y/n is a half-blood.

his speculation of what species y/n is is interrupted by y/n falling to the floor.

"what happened?" one of the half-bloods asks as he hops off of the desk he was sitting on.

"sorry," y/n lets out a timid laugh. "i just felt really dizzy."

"dizzy?"

"yeah. guess i need to get in better shape or something."

"okay..."

dizzy? subaru frowns. that rules out vampire.

---

subaru had forgotten that stupid pencil y/n saved that one time in the classroom, so he goes back to get it. he refuses to admit to himself that the pencil holds any sort of significance, even if he's going out of his way to stay after school to get it back.

as he nears his classroom, he hears a racket.

his ears tell him that there are desk legs scraping on the floor, small objects scattering across the tiles, and someone being shoved against a wall.

he's contemplating whether or not he should involve himself with something so troublesome when the luring scent of human blood catches his attention.

he isn't even sure why a human is on the school premises, but he doesn't have time to care about the trivial facts. he breaks through the door to the classroom, blind with desire. he freezes at the sight laid out in front of him.

y/n is pinned to the wall by one of the half-bloods he's usually around, his teeth buried in y/n's neck, and another sits on a desk watching the ordeal.

the half-blood with his filthy hands on the collar of y/n's shirt drops him and turns around to face subaru.

the two disappear into the air before subaru can hurl himself at them, knowing fully well that the power of two half-bloods is no match for one full-blood with temperament issues.

"subaru," y/n smiles faintly from the ground.

there is no doubt about it. the cause of his temptations is y/n.

subaru feels an impossible rage building up inside of him as his eyes find the source of the smell. the half-blood had already taken a bite. he digs his teeth in over the mark, sinking as far down as they can go.

he closes his eyes in bliss at the delightful taste of fresh human blood. it tastes better than he remembers it being.

"shot... the shot..." y/n says weakly as he slides his hands across the ground, clearly searching for something.

subaru opens his eyes and sees something that looks like a syringe. there's already liquid inside of it. that must be what y/n's been searching for.

he panics as he feels y/n go limp. his prey have all fallen before but never this soon. he laps at the flowing blood, but it just doesn't seem to be stopping.

he grabs the syringe and jabs it into y/n's arm, unsure of how to revive a human or what the purpose of the syringe even is.

"damn it!" subaru shouts, punching the wall next to y/n's head once more.

---

"subaru?" y/n calls. "is that you?"

ah.

he's been caught.

by then, the news that a human was attacked by vampires on school grounds is spread all throughout the school. subaru was about to punch the next person who mentioned a human when he overheard that the said human was in the infirmary.

nobody even knew that there was an infirmary at the school before this happened. there was no need for one. every student--well, all but one--had the ability to heal themselves.

well, he only came by to see if he was still alive.

not that he cares or anything, as clearly shown by how he's skipped all of his classes to roam the school grounds, trying to find the infirmary.

"thanks for yesterday," y/n smiles as subaru reveals himself.

subaru is more than confused.

"you did a pretty terrible job of giving it to me, but you still gave me the shot nonetheless. you saved my life."

once again, subaru's face burns, and he can only scoff at the statement.

"i wasn't trying to."

"okay, i believe you," y/n laughs.

subaru stands there for a bit, just watching.

"aren't you supposed to be in class?" y/n asks.

"none of your business," subaru huffs.

"well, if you're not going to class, why don't you take a seat?" y/n gestures to the chair next to his bed. "this room gets lonely after a while."

"you've been here for a few hours. human hospital stays can last for days," subaru rolls his eyes but takes a seat anyway.

"this is my room."

subaru isn't sure if this is supposed to be a joke or not. on one hand, it is pretty peculiar that an infirmary not known to most has popped up out of nowhere.

on the other hand, why would his room be the infirmary? well, that also leads to a million other questions including: why is a human attending ryoutei academy?

"this is like boarding school for me, i guess," y/n shrugs when subaru doesn't respond. "when school's over, i just come back here. my father gives lots and lots of donations to the school, so they made this place for me to stay at."

"must be boring," subaru says, more just saying his thoughts out loud than responding to y/n. it's a small room with a bed with curtains that could surround it, a door to the restroom in one corner, a small refrigerator--the bare necessities that he can think of for a human. yet, there's nothing to do for fun. there's no television, no damned books like reiji's room has, no music player like shuu does.

"it is," y/n agrees, leaning back on his bed. "when i'm not at school, i'm in here, bored and lonely."

"go spend time with those disgusting half-bloods you're always with then," subaru rolls his eyes.

"if i didn't know any better, i'd think you were jealous," y/n teases, earning a glare from subaru. "even if i wanted to, i can't really do that now. since yesterday and all..."

subaru turns away. he had done the same as the half-bloods, so why is y/n letting him stay in his room?

"i'm not allowed to leave this room outside of school anyway, so i guess yesterday doesn't really matter," y/n tries to laugh off.

"says who?"

"my father," y/n plays with a loose thread on his blanket.

"flourish"

subaru grabs y/n's hand.

"what--"

before he can finish his sentence, he's in a gothic style room.

"so vampires really sleep in coffins," y/n laughs a little. "is this your room?"

"yeah..."

"can i get in it?" y/n asks.

"i don't give a damn."

subaru turns his head, but he can still hear y/n opening his coffin and get inside.

"there's padding in this thing. wow," y/n feels around the foreign thing. "it's more comfortable than i thought it would be."

"so who's this pretty thing you have in your bed?" laito suddenly appears.

"woah--!" y/n jumps when laito appears right next to him in the surprisingly roomy coffin.

"no need to be scared, little birdie," laito laughs lightly. "or maybe you should be."

"get out," subaru clenches his fist, trying his hardest to contain his anger.

"why so angry, little brother? sharing is caring, don't you think?" laito turns to y/n and holds his face in his hand.

"i... i'm sorry, i don't really know who you are," y/n tries to back away, but he doesn't get far from laito's grasp.

"get out!" subaru yells, fist punching through the wall.

"i'll leave if i can take this one with me," laito leans his face close to y/n's neck. "his smell alone is inviting."

laito licks a long stripe from y/n's jaw to his adam's apple before a fist is swung his way. he teleports away just in time before subaru can punch him.

"you're always so sensitive," laito sighs before leaving fully.

"thanks," y/n smiles.

subaru looks at him for the first time since they've entered the room.

"what?" he asks when subaru just stares.

the top of white hair is the only thing he sees when he feels a warm mouth on him.

"wait, subaru, if you bite me now--"

"just one mistake, and their pretty petals will wilt away and perish."

subaru retracts his teeth, but he stays latched on.

they stay like that for a while, and subaru is sure that this is supposed to be awkward. he's on top of him, closer to him than he ever has been to anyone since his mother's imprisonment, and he's attached to his neck for a reason that isn't feeding.

the useless thoughts leave his head when he feels a hand on his head, gentle fingers stroking his hair.

"but that won't be a problem for you, will it, subaru? since you're such a gentle boy."

a/n;

req from tumblr

i wrote the first part of this a year ago and then the only note i left for myself to carry on was:

"idkk y/n has anemia and hemophilia lol and then that's why subaru has to be careful and mortals are like roses because if you're not careful they will crumple wilt and die"

hope you like it anon!

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