Another half-cooked ramble I just didn't put into words til Right Now though that's worth mentioning is like. I feel like Moe wouldn't fall into the Hayato/Ricken category of character, where they're small and heavily implied to be younger, and a good chunk of their character is trying to "prove otherwise" (aka "Don't treat me like a kid!" ect ect). I feel like Moe would fall closer into whatever category Takumi is. Not talking tsundere trope, but talking about what being the youngest (Takumi's case: 2nd youngest) sibling in a larger family does to a motherfucker. The adoration and aspiration and idolization combined with the inferiority complex and sometimes even resentment (depends on who we're talking about here) and feeling like you need to pull your weight More and Better. Acknowledging you've undeniably had it easier at the cost of your older siblings but somehow still feeling overlooked and left behind and forgotten. Or, in some cases, feeling like you got way more than you deserved, that even though you objectively got the "better" deal, it was still Unfair. Moe is just chronically the youngest of five. And don't even get me STARTED about [redacted] but let me just say The Absence of something is also A Presence. The Takumi comparison is extremely apt.
It's really depressing that there are so many people that think of neurodivergencies as like. Metaphysical truths about someone's soul brain chemistry that have perfect boundaries such that it is their job to make sure that everyone lays their personal history bare for all to see so that society can exclude all the malicious 'fakers' because at the end of the day these categorizations aren't innate truths but rather rough categorizations invented by psychologists based on observed behaviours, and then psychology itself is a pseudoscience barely above homeopathy whose main defining feature throughout its history has been the immense level cruelty it has directed at the people it claims to benefit. Like these people are going to bat for the divine truth of "bad and crazy person disease" invented by people that hate them and miss when lobotomies were the go-to treatment for everything.
How funny. I can't believe this is happening… did you forget that you promised to die?
i finally remembered to post my piece for the @orv-lovezine !!! i wasnt satisfied with the colors i submitted it with so you can find the original below + the lineart
im starting pride month off strong by strujoshin out 🔥💥🔥💥💥
"can gay men say dyke" i get dehumanized & called a faggot for being a visible butch dyke at my job do you really honest to god think thats the most pressing issue in todays society
cquackity doodles from last night except my mom called him "a menina voce sempre ta desenhando"
also look at my fantastic timelapse that i turned on then promptly turned off 4 seconds later bc im allergically afraid of showing my art process 😭 i swear im trying to get used to it ..