augh i really need people to fucking understand that i carry around a stuffed animal to keep me from having a panic attack every 5 seconds and NOT so that they can take it from my hands and play with it or pick it up when i put it somewhere
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I just lost nine of my google docs including five of my fic outlines, several hundred page long docs of lore, and three of my fics when they just started spontaneously deleting themselves and the files aren’t in my drive’s trash or my computer’s trash so i don’t really know what else to do anymore
So there might be a hiatus for a bit while i try to sort out the things i managed to save bc i just wont have as much energy to do that and write
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Hey! BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out.
Aw thank you so much! You are just the sweetest! This is so nice to receive today because I definitely don't feel beautiful right now.
Thank you again love you! /platonic <3
Hope you are having a lovely day! You deserve it!
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hard mode activated: trying to make myself eat when I feel nauseus with a migraine.
Reason: I haven't eaten yet bc it's one of my usual "migraines after I wake up and catch up on sleep when it's both shady and sunny outside" types and I still need to eat something bc sometimes it helps me feel better too (while feeling worse at the same time)
it's a lose lose situation, but alas
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...hi
kind of went on unspoken hiatus because ive been off my meds for depression for a little over a month and its REALLY NOT FUN (understatement) . still not in a place to return to non-self indulgent stuff / requests unfortunately, but... for future ref <:3
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My ADD Medication Journey - Dec 30, 2023
Forgot to post this yesterday because I was wrapped up in a personal project.
12/30/2023 – Saturday
Had another somewhat unsatisfying night's sleep
Combination of noise from outside and mind kind of refusing to stop processing
Nothing intrusive or unpleasant, things like "I should do this and this and this tomorrow"
Decided to lounge in bed later than usual to offset
Morning does taken at 10 am
Lazy day, relaxed to recoup from a very busy week
Didn't notice any serious uptick in tremors
Appetite was suppressed but managed to remember to eat around 2pm or so
Purchased some computer equipment to finally tackle a project I've been waiting on
Spent the evening working on this project—learning curve
Ate dinner around 6:30 – 7 pm
Stayed up later than I should have trying to get past the learning curve on the project
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In case anyone was wondering why I am quiet - had a bit of both a mood and energy dip / spiral downwards so I took some time away. Nothing super serious but some things just still drag me down and drain my muse.
Did use the time to get some RL things sorted though so it’s not half bad.
I’ll try again to be here more tomorrow and work on the promised things!
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