#thanks to everyone who sent in song options i love them all and im gonna be making lots of these š
S4e10 is the first time i want to actually rewatch an entire episode of handmaids tale.... ok wait second time - was it the new āofglenā who blew up that important building with all the commanders inside and the handmaids outside - that ending was great
But omg
First off elizabeths mossās acting!!! Ive gotten too used to that same dreadful look shes been making for the past couple seasons that... the wide range of facial expressions really surprised me and it just!! Wow
the suspence the whole episode. Nothing EVER goes right in this show. I knew what i wanted to see but i fully expected fred and serena to go free and happy. That back and forth feeling was super engaging
I loved that even though there was that tension between june and moira before, moira jumped right back to trying to fight and doing all the screaming and ranting for june - someones gotta do it and june was too mentally exausted
K like im still confused why everyone can go in and out of the waterford prison so easily and was like.... dooooo they want june to kill him?!?!? Why are you leaving her alone???
And i was so excited like yesssss shes gonna kill himmm - well first i thought she was gonna go to serena and kill her baby
But when she was walking around that room... like a cat pretending not to notice the mouse in the room - we just know june too well to think she wasnt at least planningggg something
Also fred is fucking DISGUSTINGGGGG as usual. Lying during his ... conference like WHY are you just gonna beleive this psycho at face value?!
Oh and serena thinking shes got all the power back.
Omg the two of them. I cant
And fred really being such a fucking disgusting person to think ANY part of june enjoyed his torture. She is so strong dude - i could never sit there not knowing if my plan will work and playing nice. I thought she was gonna break that glass and stab him
And like. Ok. Lukes not the worst but also - his whole - just get over it!!! Attitude.... even if she cant get him on the wall why are you reprimanding her and trying to pretend she can just get over that trauma with some food. Absolutr lack of empathy.
But june saying hes gonna be on the wall... i was so giddy!!
And i rewatched that smile she made when larence told her she hanst lost her touch- well she could barely contain her smile throughout that entire negotiation. And i loved watching larence put on a show like āah we rlly miss waterford! My brother!!ā
Gah and just. Also... i kinda thought june was gonna kill mark when she was outside his building. Men in this show. She went through 7 years of hell and you told her youd help and fucked her over and then throw an entire dramatic tempertantrum when she calmly sits on a bench near your house.... lol wow..i mean uncomfortable but have some prespective
And i wanna say the like demand straight to - oh im sorry. Didnt mean to he a cunt - i meant please? Act june did, its not overacting but knowing june it is so it was funny af
The suspence watching fred get ready to go.., i was literally chanting for the plane to be to gilead but it was so much better! Watchint him get arrested all shocked. āIm a man! I have rightsā all the fucking ew... open the door back up and slap him
I just thought he was gonna get sent back and wed watch the commanders all hang him. But it to be lawrence - again with his āoh? Is there anything i can do to stop this? No? Ok bye fred!ā
And i mean i knew we were in for a treat with nick taking him but i was NOT EXPECTING JUNE to just POP OUT of the trees!!! Fucking perfect. A literal horror movie just for fred
Also why did he keep calling nick son.... like... no one likes you???? Do you really think you can regain power just saying words like this???
And this is e first time i fucking LOVED seeing june in a red coattt and her faceeee like last episode when she turned from calm to screaming - it wad so good and so intense and such good acting and that heartbeat music got me
But hereeeee i cant even desribe the combination or rage and calmness pouring out. Not to be a weeb but thats the first time i think ive ever seen a live action representation of how i imagine anime cool characters to act
That power play of nick and june making out in front of fred loool - i dont care about the ships but that was perfect
āThis is sickā - whats sick is how you never run out of things to do and say that make me feel sick...
I loved how june told him to choose - i feel like jt was a call back to his lawyer saying that she CHOSE to be a handmaid. Like theres not good option here
Does anyone think she actually would have shot him dead IF he did choose the gun - part of me wants an alterantive ending where he chose that just so i could watch june either tell him āno thats too easyā or like shoot him in the foot so he cant even run right before being like
Oops i missed and chasing him down anyway
I hate horror movies but watching them all chase him down UGHHH IVE NEVER FELT SO MUCH GLEEE - k not never but ya know
OMG ALMOST FORGOT that sceneee with june and emily talking at the table about how june wants him to be scared to death. And fucking luke - with his judgements turning and looking. I feelll like.... emily helped june decide to do this. Because after getting to the end of the episode it seemed more like they were planning in plain sight in thay scene
I havent rewarched the show. So maybe im remembering incorrectly but it does feel like this fits because - wasnt emily kind of what inspired june to actively start rebelling when she drove the car around and ran one of the guards over
Anddddd the songggg from the 1st? Or 2nd??? Season. The ending right? I just remember that the last time we heard that song was when june first started a quiet resistance against gilead and all the handmaids were together in it. So it brought back those feelings of like āFINALLY its happening!!ā And it fit soooo perfectlyyy
When the girls first ran up to fred i thought they were gonna surround him and reinact that āshameā thing they used to be forced to do. I mean i guess they did without actually saying it cause they definitely killed him the way gilead forced the handmaids to kill people in the first season
And it was wonderful to watch! Thank you handmaids tale for making me feel like a psychotic sadist for enjoying that ENTIRE scene. I was giggling like i was watching a disney movie
Gonna ignore that part where june picks up the baby covered in blood - ew
I wanted to seeeeee serena get the finger - more so - i wanted to watch tha family come in and get her and be like - hey guess what your coming back to gilead!!! And see it end with serena as a fucking handmaid - GIVING BIRTH TO THE BABY BETWEEN (i forget the one who visited hers name) LEGS!
But fuck seeing fred on a wall with the ādont let the bastards grind you downā from the the very beginningggg - it felt sooo goodddd
And i just needed to squeal over this episode some more! I watched it hours ago. But i kinda wanna rewatch it rnn
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the empty text box answer hall of fame
over 400 of yāall took my stupid uquiz. why.
an anon ask requested me to show my favourite answers to the little text box at the end so i spent like two and a half hours going through every single answer AGAIN since i hadnāt screenshotted any while looking through them the first time. you idiots are so funny and lovely people and here is a big post going through some iconic answers. i hope this can be entertaining but also it is mostly just for me lol
first of all, in one of the questions i mention that i often leaveĀ āi fucked ur momā in the empty text boxes at the end of most uquizes. this then resulted into 43 of you leavingĀ āi fucked ur momā in the textbox in some way or another and one person asking: āi wonder how many people wroteĀ āi fucked ur momā after what you said earlierā. some favourite variations of this include:
as a wise uquiz maker once saidĀ āI fucked ur momā
to quote u, i fucked ur mom <3
i fucked your mom but i thought it was you anyways the pussy was bomb
as I was fucking your mom, I realised that I truly am the sexiest bitch alive
i didnāt fuck your mom, but i did make sure she got home safely <3
and a bonus i also enjoyed: Can you ask your mom if sheās single
no, my mother is not single, and i really hope none of you actually fucked her. that being said i laughed at these every time thank you so much
these next ones i just want to talk about even though the original sender will most likely not even see them. or they just need some context. i just need peace of mind
the first question of the quiz was my favourite one to do because kpop songs are sometimes absolutely fucking bonkers and i wanted to showcase that it was hilarious!!!! i can confirm that not all kpop is like that. i specifically chose the funky ones because i think it does add to character and that is something that i can simultaneously enjoy and also laugh at. but kpop also has amazing lyrics!! itās not all one thing and kpop is super diverse. i didnāt personally know some of the songs i put in there, i just knew their funky lyrics so i cannot speak for fm but also what the fuck was that song
as you should. carry on. i was very threatening withĀ ādo not leave it empty you bitchā
this one was just cute!! idk if youāre going to see this person who sent it but my native language is finnish. chuu is an icon.
one of my questions was if you were a wizard what would you say when you cast a spell and one of those answers was fuck you. this person took it to the next level and i loved it so much i couldnāt stop smiling at this one
listen iām fuckin trying
this person just completed the assignment. left me a wonderful love letter
and last but not least, this person did everything i told them to do in the actual question. a+ incredible performance!!!
if i could iād put in all the screenshots i took but since there is a photo limit i believe, i will just write them out exactly as they are. moving on, here are just some random ones that i really enjoyed:
iām your father, luke
i am so sad, i dont have enough white beads to make a little 3d seed beed chicken sitting down ): i even arranged all the beads i stole from my mom by color, it took me 3 days, and now i cant even make a little chicken ): a little seed beed chicken )ā:
youāll meet the king of fungi in 34 days
today i managed tp find the nether fortress and collect 10 blazerods. im about to beat minecraft for the forst time in my life
Dude every question of this was a riot I love you
Bro Iām just here for the vibe
I think dogs should be able to vote
i killed a man lol
Pebis.
jack sparrow pirates of the caribbean was confirmed some flavor of homo way back when which means HE was disneyās first gay character yet they refuse to give pirates of the caribbean the credit it deserves and they refuse to my calls where I try and tell them they simply must have jack sparrow pirates of the caribbean kiss a man directly on the lips in the next movie
ehhhhhh Iām evil penis boy im gonna steal your penis
I love you, no homo. The homo costs extra
Yo check this out *<|:) heās in a party hat
theres way too many kpop references in this quiz
\_/____ itās a slug
that was the weirdest quiz iāve taken in a while and i truly enjoyed it
My cat is meowing at me i thin iām going to die today
FUCK (are you pleased)
I wish I was a nac Mac feegle but more than that I wish I could enjoy being a nac Mac feegle
I forgot what this quiz is about already
I hated these questions and have lost 10000 years of my life answering them (no but thanks for the quiz!!!)
on god I was gonna choose theĀ ācuddling stray kittensā option for the how do u sleep question but then I remembered that I actually did sleep in a refrigerator box on my bedroom floor for months when I was like 9 :/ throwback!!!
when i was 7 i put my hand in a food processor while it was running toĀ āsee what would happenā and somehow im 28 and still have all my fingers and toes
this last one deserves its own moment. itās the best message i got:
congrats on the phd doctor bitch!!!
along with all of these messages, i got a lot of song recs (thank you sm!!) and i got so many lovely messages from people saying they liked the quiz or just other generally nice things and i canāt explain how much serotonin these answers have given me. just wanna thank everyone who took the time to write something in there i loved it!!!!!!!
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in honor of last night having been my last ever shift dishwashing at the same restaurant iāve been at for the past four years hereās an absurdly long list of random chaotic moments that literally no one asked for that iāve been compiling since day one:
bj, with a half full gallon of orange juice: this expired two months ago. *pours down drain* that was a long time ago
sam: YOU! I HAVE A BONE TO PICK WITH YOU!! *carries on normally with no explanation*
bj: smack that! that too! smack those vegetables! punch that burger in the nose! chop that bun!
bob: no, flick the bun. you have to flick it.Ā
*bad and boujee playing*
bj: walks into kitchen, singing
bj: you better know when to hold em, know when to fold em, know when to walk away, know when to run
bj: walks out of kitchen, still singing
me: hey can you put the wet floor sign out for me
dylan: sure
dylan: *slips while putting the sign out*
me:
sam: get this- i havenāt smoked pot in like three days and my brain is ready to roll! yeah!
joe: ha! oldest trick in the book i just started writingĀ
dude @bar: ten percent of people are over 6'1"
other dude: what about 6'2"Ā
dude 1: what? no. ten percent of people are OVER 6'1" - so that includes 6'2"
dude 2: idk I know a lot of tall guys. taller than me
dude 1: what? iām saying- just- ten percent of everyone in the whole world- you know how many people there are in the world? 7 billionā
dude 2: i thought it was six billionĀ
dude 1: no, 7 billion- ten percent of 7 billionā
joe, digging through the trash: iām just gonna peruse through here,, aaaaannndā¦.. nope not here
me: whatāre u looking for
Joe: ā¦..a book
didi: is eating a pistachioĀ
katherine: is that sour cream
sam: some dirty whorebag wants two picklesĀ
joe: sam she am. thatās right. dr seuss wrote a book about herĀ
katherine: oh my goddd this song is always on iām so tired of it
joe: is it? i donāt think iāve heard it before
carolyn: eh itās all just one long brazilian song to me
katherine: look at my straw i put it in the pencil sharpenerĀ
sam: iām on crack cocaine. you heard it here
sam, aggressively putting silverware in the tray: just the way the cookie crumbles
me: yeah?
sam, fake crying: yes
adele: if youāre ready-
sam: what if Iām not
bob: too bad. she only cares if sheās ready
something: *breaks*
sam: time for the mop. and by mop i meanā¦ this thing *holds up dustpan*
mike: you should go on junior master chefā¦. and only make friesĀ
sam, quietly as she speedwalks by me: panic panic panic panic panic panic panic panic
sam, beginning of the night: my goal is to make at least forty bucks tonight. hopefully sixty
sam, later that night: iāve made five dollars
sam, pouring a drink into the trash right next to the sink: you know, im not sure why i poured that in the trash. iāve had a very off day
katherine, after accidentally spraying salsa on herself: i just sprayed salsa all over myself
bj: i feel like that too sometimes. i love salsa so much
sam: can you imagine if i did like hardcore drugs how messed up i would be- iām messed up soberly
someone: whatāre you supposed to feed twenty kidsĀ
kerry: pizza
bj: vodkaĀ
sam: will you let bob know thereās gonna be seven in the snug
bj: seven in the snug? thatās my band name. weāre really good
edson: *spins cover on counter and stares at it for solid thirty seconds before putting his finger down to stop it*
edson: good.Ā
sam: what should i draw
bj: you should draw casey, hanging from a cliff, with a pterodactyl flying towards them who is on fire, but, seems optimistic about itĀ
bj: life is too short for low fat cheese. remember that.Ā
sam, beginning of night, in a really good mood: guess what iām drunk and high right nowĀ
sam, later that night: i was just pouring a beer and i dropped it. like my hand just let go of it
sam, end of night: iām never doing this againĀ
joe: you know who didnāt clock out yet?? i have two thumbs!
joe: ā¦ā¦wait
joe: you know who has two thumbs and hasnāt clocked out yet?? this guy!!
me: there ya go buddy
bob: iāve slept fifteen hours in the past four days
me: thatās not good
bob: yeah
edson: look
edson: *holds out hand with top spinning in his palm* *giggles*
sam: i cannot wait for this day to be overĀ
me: itās barely startedĀ
sam: i took a shot before i got here. i have more in my car
bob: hi sam
sam: hi bobĀ
didi: hi sam
sam: fuck off
joe: her? oh yeah her name is sarah whitakerĀ
katherine: oh i think i know her
joe: thatās funny because i just made that up. iām willing to bet money that sheās nineteen tho
me: why
joe: bc i overheard her say that sheās nineteen
joe: iām gonna send you a video but you canāt watch it now itās needs full attention with headphones and the lights offĀ
bj: if you lose your hand, donāt replace it with a fork. that would be a bad choice. i know itās probably the cheapest option, right up there with stick, but just spend the money.Ā
bj, on a different day: i think if you were to get your hands cut off, getting them replaced with plates would be a very bad idea. you can dig. and you can toss. but thatās about it. no playing the saxophone. Ā
colby: *doesnāt show up to work*
bj: maybe i should leave him a message of just me cryingĀ
katherine: i think an old man just asked me to live with him
sam: wait *pulls celery strings out of her mouth* that just came out of my throat
bob: iām such a grump tonight. iām in a good mood iām just so grumpy.Ā
bob: maybe iām not in a good moodā¦
bj, after sending christa downstairs to get liquor for the bar: i put a live cobra down there too soā¦ if she comes back with it dead in her handsā¦. sheās a champ. and thatās that.Ā
bj: i had a dog today did you have a dog?
me: no
bj: oh. well.Ā
dylan, holding phone camera at joe: hey joe can you pull ur shirt down
joe, pulling the collar of his shirt halfway down his chest: yeah like this?
dylan, taking picture: yeah thanksĀ
bj: HI-YAH
carley: youāre a ninja!!
bj: yes. donāt be alarmed. i only use my powers for good.Ā
bj, with one bottle in each hand, pouring water in the sink, mimicking cow milking motions: itās like a cow. mooooooeeeeeeuuuuuhhhhhhgggg aaaaaauuuuuueuejhshhsii. thatās what cows sound like right?
bj: we have a dog, and weāre getting chickens. iām not really sure why were getting chickens. do i consider myself a farmer? not really.Ā
bj: we should make a youtube channel of just me saying really random things to you and you not responding to me whatsoever
me: mhmm
nancy: Iām sleeping
sam: *pours drink out on counter next to sink*
sam: wHAT the FuCK was that!? why did i do that?? iāve lost it! iāve hit rock bottom!!
sam: *bends over* ughhhhhhhhhhhhh *straightens up* ok iām fine
bj: yum! thatās how i rate the soup. two yums up!! *laughs for like a full minute*
sam: i got my motorcycle license over the weekend and now all everyoneās saying to me is āno donāt get a motorcycle theyāre so dangerousā like shut the fuck up if i die i die itās my choiceĀ
bj: i think if i were to be turned into some kind of commercial type of food, if i got turned into a nugget, i think iād be indignant. iāve lived my whole life and now iām a nugget??? āoh i was a great roasted-ā i was a nugget. i was eaten with fries out of a box with a small soda.Ā
bj: hello everybody. i have arrived. please remain calm.Ā
bob: *screams*
radio: the fastest lawn mower in the world goes up to 150 miles per hour!
bob: ā¦ā¦.why??
sam: i just meowed in scottyās face and he was completely unfazed by it. like a full on Meow.Ā
bob: lemme just touch these live wires with my wet handsĀ
bj: bob has gone offline
katherine: i totally forgot to put their order in for i donāt even know how long
me: ā¦ā¦..iām sure itāll be fine
katherine: i mean, nothing matters, right? right. nothing matters.Ā
bj: hey did you guys hear that
kate: yeah what was that
bj: oh i was just yellingā¦ā¦ā¦.. about the soup
kate:
me:
katherine:
bj: iāll try to keep it down next time
bob: you sleep a lot when youāre old. itās just practice for death. getting ready for The Big Sleep. letās see how do i wanna go out? on my back?? nah not for me. on my front babey!Ā
didi: hi sam
sam: SHUT UP
didi, quieter: okayā¦ā¦
sam: i love youĀ
didi: no
bj: so youāre a grownup now. thatās means you have to do grown up things, like, pay for dinner and stuff?
me: uh huh
bj: itās all downhill from hereĀ
bj: pon pon the van poco. right?
me: mhmm
bj: probably. i mean. iām no doctor, but
random woman @ bar: we are the matrix. We. Are. The Matrix.Ā
bj, to the tune of frosty the snowman: clunkity clunk clunk clunkity clunk clunk look at all this stuff. clunkity clunk clunk clunkity clunk clunk making caseyās job tough! pretty good right?? i just made it upĀ
bj: *walks into kitchen* YES! thatās all i have to say. thatās it. BOBS killing it. DIDIS killing it. casey MURDERED it. youāre welcome. *walks out of kitchen*
bj: today is the second day in a row my dog has eaten my lunch. yesterday and then today. itās my own fault really
bob: well you know what they say about men who like floppy french fries. *doesnāt elaborate*
sam: thereās a toy baby in my section. like just a toy baby taking up a seat in my section. what do i do like do i move the bitch? do i leave her there??
bob, talking to himself: if you get sick tomorrow, just remember. itās your own fault for eating food off the floor.Ā
bob, to katherine: no, you donāt have to mop the carpet
bj: cheeeesy.Ā
laura: if i get through tonight without a heart attack itāll be incredible. if i do have a heart attack tho just let me go
caldo: *unintelligible yelling* SELLING my BODY for SEX *more unintelligible yelling*
bob: my fathers brother sent all his kids to australia. i guess he figured at least one of them would make it
caldo: i donāt trust people who go out to eat tuna fish
bob: can you make some more guacamole soon weāre running low
laura: pulls five (5) avocados from her pocketsĀ
bob: he looks like jesus. well. he looks like what white people think jesus looked like
sam: yeah. Please. eat some more mother Fucking crackers.Ā
bj: i feel like i gave birth to the eggplant stacks tonight. and honestly? if my child looked like that? iād be proud. proud to have an eggplant child
bj: alright everybody letās get the fuf out of here!! i said fuf not f- itās safe. f u f starts and ends with soft letters no one gets hurt. any word that starts with a soft letter and ends with a hard letter is bad newsā¦ i feel like every time i come in here i annoy you guys. caseyās one dumbass comment away from killing me. āhey so what are your thoughts on grass?ā āthatās itā *mimics shooting a gun*
ilia: -and the dogs gonna get diabetes-
katherine, indignantly: i cleaned it really well!
mickey: iāll tell you one thing. crack is good.Ā
sam: some lady just rolled up to the bar, no bra, nipples beamin through the shirt- LETS GET IT!!!!
caldo: *speed walks into kitchen and shotguns a beer over the trash* ok iām back. i should not have smoked this morning
dom: little kid just picked up a knife and went āoh cool i can stab someoneā
me, katherine, and sam in unison: good
dom: yeah the dad took it awayĀ
sam: my friend was like āwhy is your go to dance move just to snapā and i was like āi donāt know, iām whiteā *shrugs*
bj: someone just asked me if iām having fun. am i having fun? i donāt know if iām having fun. there are certainly other things iād rather be doing right now, but i donāt know if i can definitively say that iām Not having fun.Ā
bj: some jobs require Only a ladle
bj, thirty seconds later, after walking away and coming back: sometimes, also a funnel
bj, @ laura whoās eating cornbread: you cornbread eating chef!!!Ā
laura:
bj:
laura:
bj: iām just saying facts in a weird way. you know like youāre in trouble.Ā
sam: *war cry* *spits out gum* *walks away*
bj: what kind of smoothie? Soup Smoothie!!
katherine: so this woman ordered some hot water so i gave it to her and her husband says you know what thatās for right and iām like ā¦.to drink? and he says nope! and doesnāt explain so iām just like ā¦ā¦ā¦..okay! and walk away bc i donāt even want to knowĀ
bj: thereās no shame in it! A Grown Man Can Bathe In Yogurt!!!
bj, leaning down very close to to-go box: i love you
bob: anyone want a drink?
brian: whateverās your strongest
bob: milk it is
guy at bar: sUE HIM?!?!??? oh iād sue him yeah
sam: who orders something extra cold?? like, you need to Die now thanks.Ā
sam: do you dare me to drink this buffalo sauce
me: yes
laura, walking by: snort it
sam: one more day. just one more day
laura: of what
sam: waking up
bob: *is trying to explain easter to jewish laura*
laura: wait so he diedā¦ then he came back to life?? then he died Again???
bob: he died. then he came back just to tell people he was alive. then he said SEE YA and ascended to heaven
sam: i HATE margaritas. i donāt know why i just made myself one.Ā
bob: wow. i have this overpowering urge to just go home.Ā
bj, putting back a slotted spoon: this is a bad choice for dressing. a bad choice.Ā
me: *catches a plate about to fall*
bj: woah! smooth moves!! spider-man? maybe.Ā
danny: so you know how at my other job everyone calls me daddy?
sam: *dumps out two full wine glasses* i fucked up. tell no one.Ā
me: remember when we used to be able to leave early?
bob: no. i think we imagined it.Ā
danny: i didnāt realize we served DICK here
-a few min later-
danny: sorry i just got out of work and iām all fired up
sam: my moms drunk and she wonāt go home
bob: hey wasnāt that slang for mari-
bj: cocaine.Ā
bj: *kicks kitchen door open* YEE-HAW!!!!
danny: sorry caseyĀ
me: what forĀ
danny: for having to deal with me
me: yeah *shrugs*
danny: they should pay you more
me: yeah
didi: i kill you
ilia: do it now
didi: no
ilia: do it i wanna die
danny, about a burger: weāve got ourselves a squirter!!
sam: is that a chicken pattyĀ
sydney: itās my dog
sam, on my last night with her: lets get casey TRASHED tonight
sam: are you gonna go dancing in new york
didi: yes
laura: whore it up
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honey ; (softbadboy!AU) shawn mendes
hello , this is my first ever thing I donāt even know what to say but um yeah. hope you guys enjoy<3
contains a bit of swearing ,and bad writing I feel like this is really cliche and bad but give your opinions please
feel free to send me requests š¤
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you sat by the window in the small diner , looking up into the bright colored sky . he watched you from afar , as he often did. he does this everyday , wondering if you ever noticed him doing it . he always hoped you would . he sat there with his friends completely zoning out from the conversation as he watched you point at a cloud notifying your best friend. he studied the way your face moved when you laughed , or the silly faces you made when your friend nina said something dumb.
everyone was afraid of you moving to LA . everyone said it would change you , for the best or most likely for the worst . but you never did and he knew that. you were still the sweet little y/n from highschool.
he on the other hand was the complete opposite .
ā so shawn what do you think?ā asked his friend andrew. shawn had no idea what he was talking about and he honestly didnāt care. ā um sure whatever.ā he replied, finally coming back to the conversation.
ā dude are you okay? you zoned out for a while there.ā
āyeah im good sorry , continue.ā he couldnāt keep his eyes off of you. you were wearing a yellow tank top that made him believe the color was created for you.
ā what are the plans for tonight?ā you asked scrolling through your phone . ā so we have two options , we could watch scary movies or go to joeās party tonight. ā nina sent you a pleading smile .
ā nina those are so lame. canāt we just stay at the apartment? weāve got to study anyway.ā you stated already dreading the answer. ā hell no. we stayed home last weekend . come on please.ā she begged emphasizing the āeā in please.
you sighed as she smiled , she knew you had given in. ā okay fine but youāre paying .ā you laughed. āthank you I love youuu.ā
ā yeah yeah love you too. but , if weāre gonna go to the party we should go home to get ready.ā you said as you were already getting up from your seat.
as you left the booth you watched as Shawn sat back in his seat , his eyes glued to yours. you shot him a small smile and waved . he could immediately feel his slightly pink cheeks turn a shade darker.
shawn mendes. everyone knew who that was. the schools bad boy or whatever. you never paid much attention to his friends , but he however caught your eye. It was the beginning of the school year when you saw him at another party. it was no secret that he was a good looking guy , but you just hated how everyone threw themselves at him . you knew him for about 3 years and you were in love with him and everything about him. you were going to tell him senior year but thatās when he changed and went all ā bad boy ā on you. you guys continued to be friends but werenāt as close as before . now you guys only exchanged āheysā .
you walked out of the diner and headed home . you slipped on a white dress with sunflowers on it . it was your favorite . you straightened your hair and did your makeup and soon enough it was time to go .
you walked into the party and you could immediately smell the alcohol. you and nina parted ways as she went with another group of friends as you stood in the corner with a cup that contained water .
Shawn walked in , a cigarette in his hand and he immediately found your small petite figure. he watched as you stood there scrolling through your phone once again waiting for time to speed up . he threw the cigarette out remembering how much you hated them . he wanted to go up to you , hell he needed to.
ā hey shawn.ā a group of girls approached him , all wearing dresses that were a little too short and a tad bit tight . ā you look really handsome tonight.ā you looked up and they were all gorgeous. shawn thanked them for the compliment but he couldnāt have cared less . the compliment meant nothing because it wasnāt coming from you .
he sat there hopelessly thinking of ways to go up and talk to you. he couldnāt understand why . you guys had known each other for years and all of the sudden he was literally nervous like a little school boy .
he watched as countless guys attempted to talk to you , talking about the same things everytime. as the last man left he finally gathered up the courage to finally ask you out.
he made his way towards you. his heart melting as he watched you look up and meeting his gaze.
ā hey y/n.ā he smiled walking up to you . he mentally slapped himself in the face already regretting the words he chose .
ā hey whatās up ?ā you smiled giving him a hug . Shawn sword he felt that his heart was about to explode .
āIām bored out of my mind , how are you honey?ā
that name. you didnāt know why but it made your heart flutter. the way he said it . the way he was looking at you while he said it .
ā me too. nina dragged me here. but Iām good thank you. how are you doing?ā you watched as he neevously scratched the back of his neck , something he often did when he was nervous .
ā Iāve been great .ā he smiled , then he finally said it . ā actually , y/n Iāve missed you. so so fucking much . would you wanna like ditch this hell hole , I mean only if y- you want . I can take you out for dinner and we can like um go watch a movie at my place . I promise itās just a movie .ā he put his hands up in defense as he said the last part .
ā are you asking me out right now ?ā you asked watching as he moved his curls . ā only if you want , I completely understand if you donāt want to thou-ā
ā yes , Iād like that .ā you were honestly so confused . you couldnāt even comprehend what had just happened but shawn couldnāt either .
ā well , after you honey.ā he said leading you outside to his car . ā so where are we going ?ā you asked as he opened the door for you.
ā itās a surprise .ā he winked , pulling out of the driveway . ā hey do you have an aux co-ā
ā already got it.ā he smiled handing you the cord. ā please play something good.ā he joked.
you went onto your playlist pressing shuffle and āstarā by bazzi came on. he sat there in complete awe watching as you sang the lyrics to one of your favorite songs. you both sat there having tons of fun listening to the music you had both listened to before for years . you noticed how happy he was. you havenāt seen him like that in years . it was good to see him like that .
he arrived at a small fast food restaurant ordering fries and two milkshakes , just like the good old days.
ā so how are your sisters?ā he asked turning the music down .
ā theyāre good . howās aaliyah?ā you asked remembering his younger sister who you missed dearly.
ā sheās good , misses you though .ā
once you arrived at his apartment he was ecstatic. so ecstatic he tripped over his own shoe.
ā fuck.ā he laughed rubbing the side of his cheek that was leaking a bit of blood. ā oh my god are you okay?ā you asked touching the scrape , he didnāt even wince in pain.
ā yeah Iām fine .ā he laughed watching your worried face . ā come on letās go inside .ā
as he walked in he immediately grabbed the remote control and put on some random Harry Potter movie on placing the food on the coffee table in front of the couch.
ā shawn youāre bleeding , let me clean it up at least.ā you stated pressing your hand against his cheek , he immediately leaned into it. ā thatās so fucking cliche.ā he laughed . ā but hell yeah .ā he smiled getting up from the couch and showing you to the bathroom .
ā first aid is in the cabinet.ā he said as he went back to the couch .ā Iām sorry but itās gonna sting you stated as you sat next to him .ā
before you could apply the cotton ball to his face he caught you by surprise as he grabbed you and placed you on his lap so you could ā concentrate ā even more . as you applied the stinging alcohol you couldnāt help but apologize.
ā Iām okay I promise , Iām a big boy .ā he joked his hands still holding onto your waist . ā yeah whatever .ā you stated finishing the cleanup. he looked at you as if you were the most beautiful thing he had ever seen .
ā honey?ā
ā yes shawn?ā you asked staring into his gorgeous eyes.
ā can i kiss you?ā he asked , hands moving up to cup your face as he leaned in . his eyes flickering to your eyes and then to your lips.
ā yes .ā his lips touched yours and it was the best feeling in the world . he couldnāt believe how lucky he was to have you there on his lap , allowing him to kiss you.
he smiled at you and pulled the cover over the both of you . your hand in his as he constantly brought it up to his lips. he sat there and felt himself melt everytime you kissed him on the cheek or on the neck . you both giggled as he stole kisses from you. it was like you both could never get enough of each other .he swore he was the luckiest guy in the world , as you were the luckiest girl in the world as well .
I feel like this was really bad but please give me feedback Iād really appreciate it <3 good morning or goodnight . hope you have a really great day .
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do all the unusual asks!!
o h mhy godā¦. thank you but i had to bust out my laptop bc no way in hell am i gonna type that all out formatted nicely on my phoneā¦.
Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?
Spotify
is your room messy or clean?
Oh god itās a fucking disaster
what color are your eyes?
i ask myself the same question often
do you like your name? why?
yeah! bc it has a lot of nickname options
what is your relationship status?
single
describe your personality in 3 words or less
emotional
gay
loud
what color hair do you have?
blue, red-purple, and an inbetween purple color in the middle.
what kind of car do you drive? color?
bold of you to assume i have a license or can afford a car
where do you shop?
bold of you to assume i have money to shop with
how would you describe your style?
Bad
favorite social media account
I use this one the most but i like the stickers on snapchat
what size bed do you have?
twin i think
any siblings?
Oh boy. oh howdy. im the oldest of five. i sure fucking do have siblings.
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?
on top of a really big tree bc itād be cool babey!
favorite snapchat filter?
none of them
favorite makeup brand(s)
i dont pay enough attention to give a shit. i do have & occasionally wear makeup, tho
how many times a week do you shower?
every other day
favorite tv show?
um! FMA:B
shoe size?
womenās 9, menās 6 i think
how tall are you?
5ā²8ā³
sandals or sneakers?
sneakers
do you go to the gym?
haha no
describe your dream date
anything, as long as im spending quality time with the person/people
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?
i have $5 in my jacket pocket I should put in my wallet, thanks for reminding me
what color socks are you wearing?
blueā¦ orangeā¦.. whiteā¦.
how many pillows do you sleep with?
3 rn. two for my head and one big one for my arms
do you have a job? what do you do?
ive never had a job
how many friends do you have?
a lot!!!! and i love them all and i hope they know this
whats the worst thing you have ever done?
donāt worry about it
whats your favorite candle scent?
vanillaā¦.. also anything citrus
3 favorite boy names
3 favorite girl names
names dont have a gender also i dont have an opinion
favorite actor?
favorite actress?
no opinion
who is your celebrity crush?
they arent celebrities but i have a tinyĀ āceleb crushā on everyone at Polygon
favorite movie?
anything studio ghibli does. Tales from Earthsea was good as fuck and underrated!
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?
I dont read a lot but my favorite book is The Red Tent
money or brains?
paypal.me/leluh
do you have a nickname? what is it?
my baby siblings used to pronounce my family nicknameĀ āLexiā asĀ āLeluhā (hence the url) but i go by Lex
how many times have you been to the hospital?
i had to get rushed to the ER in an ambulance once bc I had a seizure in church. the stretchers are really comfortable, the glucose packet the paramedic gave me didnāt taste nearly as bad as he made it out to be, and IVs are the fucking worst
top 10 favorite songs
hereās my spotify playlist for this month
do you take any medications daily?
iām supposed to take like, six vitamin pills for my POTs headaches but i uh. dont.
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)
annoying
what is your biggest fear?
being replaced, easily forgettable, not meaning anything to anyone
how many kids do you want?
none right now but i like kids and i know how to handle a lot at once so it really depends on how my life goes in the future.
whats your go to hair style?
sideways
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)
big enough for a family of eight
who is your role model?
who i want to be in the future
what was the last compliment you received?
some guy at the grocery store last night said he liked my hair
what was the last text you sent?
sent a photo to my mom
how old were you when you found out santa wasnāt real?
I donāt remember ever actually believing in santa
what is your dream car?
one that works
opinion on smoking?
mmmmmmmmmgross
do you go to college?
on the 27th
what is your dream job?
anything i enjoy that allows me a happy life. iād love to work with plants, microbiology, astrobiology, or likeā¦. bees
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?
I donāt know! im pretty neutral
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?
oh hell yeah
do you have freckles?
i have a permanent patch of freckles on the side of my left shoulder and occasionally i get a few freckles on my face in the summer
do you smile for pictures?
depends on the context
how many pictures do you have on your phone?
a lot
have you ever peed in the woods?
yeah, my family used to go camping a lot when i was littleĀ
do you still watch cartoons?
yeah
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendyās or McDonalds?
Wendyās
Favorite dipping sauce?
honey mustard and ranch is a close second
what do you wear to bed?
T-shirt
have you ever won a spelling bee?
never been in one
what are your hobbies?
i can throw a flag pretty cool
can you draw?
eh
do you play an instrument?
absolutely not, but itās very cool and i have major respect for musicians
what was the last concert you saw?
I saw Maggie Rogers in concert a while back
tea or coffee?
tea! coffee is nasty
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?
neither
do you want to get married?
Depends, but im not against it at all
what is your crushās first and last initial?
ahahahahahahaha um. i plead the fifth. also thereās two of them anyway
are you going to change your last name when you get married?
depends! also not against it
what color looks best on you?
dunno, but i wear a lot of denim and bright red
do you miss anyone right now?
hell yeah babey dont we all
do you sleep with your door open or closed?
closed dear god i have two cats and four siblings under the age of 10
do you believe in ghosts?
eh. not really. would looove to be proved wrong though
what is your biggest pet peeve?
problems that could have very easily been avoided with communication
last person you called?
my voicemail lmao
favorite ice cream flavor?
Vanillaā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.
regular oreos or golden oreos?
regular!
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?
rainbow cause im gay but otherwise i dont rlly like sprinkles
what shirt are you wearing?
pajama t-shirt. itās from ACYC
what is your phone background?
my lockscreen is coke zero and my homescreen is a mother mother quote
are you outgoing or shy?
I try to be sorta outgoing but dear god do i get anxious easily
do you like it when people play with your hair?
not reallyā¦. leave it be :/
do you like your neighbors?
I donāt know them at all
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?
whenever i feel like it
have you ever been high?
nope
have you ever been drunk?
nah
last thing you ate?
some knockoff DoritosĀ
favorite lyrics right now
all of Infinitesimal by Mother Mother
summer or winter?
I hate being too hot but i do love alaska summers
day or night?
nightā¦. love that second wind and sudden impulsive urgesĀ
dark, milk, or white chocolate?
white chocolate. i have a strong sweet tooth
favorite month?
no opinion
what is your zodiac sign
leluh.tumblr.com/zodiac
who was the last person you cried in front of?
Everyone in Drama during senior night lmao. last time i cried alone however??? yesterday afternoon sjkdfhaksjfh
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Ep. 12:Ā āThis round feels like a season of gleeā - Steven
Anastasia
So I did something finally. I flipped on the newbies and sent Madi home. Honestly the only thing I did differently was actually think about the game and numbers. Plus I talked to people and made a really good bond with DeNara. I'm also a little better with Raffy, not that it matters bcs we are somehow getting Raffy outta here I think. I know the next competition is endurance and that's apperantly Raffy's strong suit. So frick. But I know where everything stands for once. I know who is working with who I THINK. So I just need to survive next round and gain the numbers.
Gian
My revenge is coming for being left out of this vote. Idk when and how I'll do it but I will do whatever it takes.
DeNara
Thank goodness I survived this vote! All thanks to Anastasia! I need a brain break, I am so tired now lol
Raffy
An hour before tribal council, Elle decided that she would give me the immunity necklace. The reasoning she told me is that we need a strong 4 votes to cause a tie. Anastasia told DeNara that she would be flipping on Madi and Gian by voting Rachel (which is what that side thought we were doing). Because of this, I wanted to use my SWP since they would have a 4-3 majority. However, Elle believed that we could not trust Anastasia until after tribal. Anastasia could be lying and wanting me to play the SWP (which Madi and Gian happily spread around) so the newbies would have 4-3. Despite this, I wanted to be safe because I was starting to worry that Madi would play her idol on herself. The compromise would be that Elle would give me the immunity necklace which did occur. Finally, the alliance's acting paid off as Madi misplayed the idol which caused her to get voted out. Now, the Faes alliance is the majority alliance. Wig.
I have new worries going into this round. Anastasia really wants to do big moves, so she should want to vote me out now that Madi is gone. My other worry is that Anastasia is much more loyal and is a solid ally for DeNara, not me. This means, if DeNara was so inclined, she could get the numbers to vote me out. DeNara is going to get a lot of power the further we get. It's very interesting to see what the breakdown is.
Due to this, I have decided to keep my door open with Gian. Steven agreed that we could potentially work with Gian to hide behind him as a shield. Also, this is kind of an emotional thing because I really do feel close to Gian. I do not know what kind of move I'd do to keep Gian this round. If he wins immunity, then it would be great and I would not have to do any maneuvering. However, in all scenarios except one, I am betraying my allies which is not a good look for me. My idea is to finally get Rachel out this round, so it would keep Gian in the game while keeping my allies good with me.
Raffy
I got on call with Gian earlier today to express a desire to work with him to target Anastasia or DeNara. I was doing a lot of talking during the call which had me worry as he seemed to just be taking in this information without providing any back. This had me skeptical on whether or not he wanted to work with me. My skepticism was correct. According to DeNara, Gian told Anastasia that I want to target her for being a wildcard this round. He used the information I gave him against me. However, thanks to my very good relationship with DeNara, I am now in the know that he does not want to work with me. Bye Gian. Say hi to Madi in jury for me. I might just use my SWP just to be sure. Plus, it forces Anastasia to target Gian instead of me for this round.
Raffy
The current plan is for DeNara to tell Anastasia that she is willing to flip after a bit of reluctance. In actuality, we are just trying to make them think that Gian is the vote. At tribal, we will all vote for Rachel instead in case there is an idol. I am VERY nervous for this tribal. I do not want to be here. According to DeNara, Elle would be the person the newbies vote for if I leave which is perfectly fine with me. I need to survive. I have to get to F6. There's really no guarantee that this plan even works in the first place. And does DeNara even trust me after hearing all that information from Gian's rat mouth? UGH. The paranoia is way too high for my liking.
DeNara
Honestly this game is so tiring, why do I torture myself with this stress? Oh because I love Survivor that's why. Lol.
Soooooo Anastasia wants to flip on Raffy, Steven and Elle and take Raffy out of the game because he is a threat. Which means I am in the middle....AGAIN. It is Raffy, Elle, and Steven vs. Gian, Rachel and Anastasia. I want to stay with Raffy, Elle and Steven and take out Rachel this vote and then flip and take Raffy out next vote so I can keep the numbers but I am super super super nervous of Raffy.
I caught Raffy in a lie today. I talked to Gian and he said he was on call with Steven and Raffy earlier and that Raffy was throwing my name out because I have a good relationship with Elle, Rachel and Anastasia (which I do). I called Steven and he admitted that the 3 of them did talk, but he said that Raffy was saying Rachel the whole time, not me. BUT when I went on call with Raffy, Steven and Elle I told Raffy that Gian said he went on call with him and he started to make an excuse saying he was at school all day and that wasn't true. THEN Steven said to Raffy that he already told me they were on call so Raffy had to back track.....
All the newbies are saying to Raffy that they are voting for me.... so I am scared Raffy is working with the newbies to get me out since I have become such a threat.
Steven says it wouldn't make any sense for Raffy to flip and get me out now, but if they all think I have become a bigger threat than Raffy, he could very well flip and take me out.
I really really hope Raffy is being honest about wanting to vote Rachel out or I am super hecked tomorrow.
Here is to hoping I am in the game after the next tribal!!!!!!!
Gian
After a very insightful conversation with the VL, I've decided to grab the game by the balls and attempt to get out the kingpin of the game (again) or at least weaken him by taking out one of his minions. I'm being super careful this time about everything. Saying the right things to the right people can cause panic and paranoia and victimizing myself from the last vote--I'm using that to my advantage. Let's hope this pays off. If not, at least I'm leaving with a big swing!
DeNara
My morning of paranoia continues. I don't think Raffy will flip because it would be a stupid move rn, but I do think I need to be careful. This will likely be the last time I can truly play the middle like I have been.
I feel so bad about lying to Anastasia because she did save me, but this is what is best for my game. I also feel bad for Rachel because we have gotten close and I dont want to vote her out. Really I want Gian out next but I have to stick with my alliance.
Rachel
I love the misconceptions of this game. Even if i'm on the outside. That was an excellent play by the returnees. I am so sad to see Madi go! She was with Gian and I since day 1. I can never repay her for using her idol for me. I am just shocked Anastasia flipped too, but I understand her reasoning (even though i thought we we're a solid 4). Hopefully we can make a big move this round and if not, we'll go out trying! I just hope Gian and I are truly not at the bottom. I wish we got Raffy out sooner, but only cause he is such a great player-socially and strategically.
Elle
I'm in class rn lol but here's a convo I just had with Dylan in my Host Chat
10:10 AM
VL: The amount of lies I've heard and confirmed they are lies before 9am is absolutely terrifying to me š
GUYS THIS IS GONNA BE SO MESSY OMG
Dylan, 10:12 AM
wild
what all is happening
10:14 AM
so
yesterday, gian went on call with steven and raffy to vote denara out
but then on our alliance call, raffy tried to deny any meeting when denara asked, until steven was like "no okay we called, to vote out rachel"
and now denara is being a double agent trying to convince the newbies shes gonna vote for raffy in exchange for safety
so it seems like maybe the newbies dont actually want denara out and are trying to scare her into siding with them? why raf and steven are lying i dont know
Dylan, 10:18 AM
spicy
[tiktok voice] thatās suspicious...thatās weird
re: raffy and steven
10:20 AM
mhm??
like it's fine if they're tricking the newbies but why lie to us
anyway im perfectly out of the direct loop completely
because now ppl think im completely in raffy's pocket but also that me and denara are probs close
so im just "she's there."
Dylan, 10:22 AM
oof
not a fun position to be in
10:23 AM
nah im fine w it
i hate lying lmao
this way im mostly just watching it happen while talking to ppl about like, good playlists khjdlsajldj
Anastasia
So I got Denara on board with teaming with the newbies and together we will all take down Raffys trio hopefully. We will most likely target Elle instead of Raffy so we can take out one of his minions. I think the safest option would be to vote Steven because I think nobody would expect that but Gian insists Elle. I think Elle has an idol. Lets just hope she feels safe. ALSO IM SO GLAD IM SAFE but now im just worried for my future because I obviously need numbers to move on.
Elle
D: I don't knowwww whats happening okay so basically it seems like neither side has an idol and is psyching the other out that they do but probability wise at least one person has an idol rn??? So idk ugh :/ what the heck is going on anyway I'm making a playlist and i need new music for it send me a song recc everyone reading this like a month later i promise ill give any song a listenš¶
Raffy
The plan seems to be going well. DeNara has successfully infiltrated the newbie group and is leaking their shit. According to her, the newbies are scared that I have an idol and want to target Elle instead. I would love to push this narrative, but I don't know how. If I can get them to target Elle over me, then this would be great. However, I do believe now that they do not have an idol based on all that DeNara has spilled on their paranoia. It should be a successful 4-3 with Rachel getting the boot. Then, I am guaranteed F5 in this game.
Steven
This round feels like a season of glee where people are just trying to hit plot points with no rhyme or reason
Steven
https://youtu.be/xfJ6x988Dqw
DeNara
I am in the middle and so stressed. Do I vote Rachel or Raffy?!?!?!?! Maybe it is me
DeNara
I am so stressed... oh my gosh! If I get voted out, it was a great move by the others and I will regret not voting Raffy
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{š} Clover was pacing back and forth in her room, unable to sit still. Sheād been pacing for a good hour now, but nothing of importance was coming to her mind.
āDammitā¦ what should I do?ā
She needed someone to talk to about Phi, and about herself- but who was there to trust? Oh, she had acquaintances, but she wasnāt really how many people she could consider that close- and there wasnāt anyone she could think of that she knew sheād be able to trust with these secrets.
Well, there was one, but Junpei wasnāt an optionā¦ or wait, was he?
Clover picked up her phone and stared at the screen for a while, before finally forcing herself to select him as a contact and start messaging.
TO: Junpei
[SENT: 11:23]: hey junpei we need to talk where r u
[SENT: 11:54]: junpei pls rspond this is important
[SENT: 12:36]: its abt phi just pls rspond already
She was checking her phone, and she could see the little āreadā checkmarks beside every message. They both knew he was ignoring her- but that last one seemed to finally get his attention.
[ā¦]
The little dots stayed on screen for at least a minute, as she presumed Junpei was trying to figure out what to say.
[INCOMING: 12:41] ā¦meet me at the corner pub in sector 006 in a half hour.
[SENT: 12:42]: junpei im in 4 itll prolly take me n hour just to get ther
[INCOMING: 12:43] whatever, just show up when you get there.
The dismissive tone didnāt bother her in the least- she was honestly just glad heād responded at all. She quickly threw all her important stuff into her bag and ran out the door, moving as quickly as possible so she could catch the soonest train. Overall it took about an hour and twenty minutes before she finally arrived at the right place, but when she did, she saw him- Junpei was actually there.
āā¦do you mind if we donāt sit at the bar, Junpei? This isā¦ kinda personal.ā
He only shrugged and picked up his drinks, moving to an open booth. Once theyād taken a seat, he pushed one of the glasses heād grabbed over to her- before Clover could even say anything, he spoke up.
āItās non-alcoholic, donāt worry. I just figured youād like this fruity shit.ā
āO-ohā¦ right, thanks.ā
It was still hard to understand that the Junpei here in front of here wasnāt the same Junpei she remembered, but she had to face that fact. Besides, even if his memories were different, he was still Junpei- he was still the person that she trusted, the one whoād saved her life.
āSo? Iām guessing you didnāt just text me out of the blue because you wanted to drink, so what is it?ā
āW-well, itās justā¦ I wanted someone to talk to, and youāre the only person I think I can trust with this.ā
āYou couldnāt just talk to Phi? You did say this was about her.ā
āNo!ā It was clear that he hadnāt expected the force behind her words, because his eyes widened a little bit in shock. Not much, but just enough that Clover saw it. āI-I meanā¦ itās just thatā¦ā
Clover put her head in her hands, and leant forwards over the table. This was all a big mess, wasnāt it?
āIā¦ Iām really scared. Iām scared because I love her, and I know that I love herā¦ but she doesnāt love me back. And I know that sheās trying to make me feel better, even if it hurts her in the end, and justā¦ I donāt know if what Iām doing is right. I have no idea anymore.ā
āWowā¦ sounds like youāre in a real mess.ā
āJunpei-ā
āIām kidding, sheesh.ā He sighed and looked to the side, but Clover saw the sadness in them. It was clear as day. āSo, basicallyā¦ you want to know if you should push her away for her own sake, and hurt yourself in the process; or if you should let yourself get close, but risk damaging your relationship beyond repair when she realizes she canāt go through with this anymore.ā
āThatās the simplest way of putting it, yeahā¦ā
āā¦fuck, man, I donāt know.ā There was something about the way he said it- it wasnāt patronizing or cruel, it was just an earnest expression of how he felt. āI mean, I canāt just tell you to go break your own heart, but Iām not gonna let you mess around with Phi either.ā
She sighed. Some help he was beingā¦ no, that was unfair of her. Sheād spent the entire night trying to figure out what to do, so how could Junpei just hear the problem once, then know? She was probably asking far too muchā¦
āCanāt you at least give me some idea of what to do? I canāt.. I donāt know if I can trust my own judgement anymore.ā
āAnd you think Iāve got better judgement? Itās hardly two oāclock and Iāve already finished my first beer.ā
āThatāsā¦ā
āLook, Clover. Youāre not an idiot. You were the first one to figure out that Hongou was a killer, and you were the first one to open the safe. If it wasnāt for you, I never wouldāve realized for myself- in my timeline, or in yours. Just have a bit of faith in yourself.ā
āJ-Junpeiā¦ā
He was scratching the back of his head awkwardly, and his expression made it look like he wanted to be anywhere but here at the moment. For Clover, though, it was important. She knew about Junpeiās timeline, to a small degree- but all sheād really known was that sheād been killed by Hongou, and that there had been a good deal of death afterwards as well.
Had it really been her to thank for getting everyone out, though? No, Junpei was probably just reaching, trying to console her- before she could even say anything, heād spoken up to cut her off.
āYou had a note in your hand. āTruth had gone, truth had gone, and truth had gone. Ah, now truth is asleep in the darkness of the sinister hand.ā. You were the first one to put it together- the sinister hand was the left hand, ātruthā meant for something to be ārightā, and āgoneā meant that someone had āleftā. When you input āright-left-right-left-right-leftā into the bracelet, it showed a sequence of numbers- those were what opened the safe, and those were what got Light out of the coffin. If you hadnāt opened the safe first, if you hadnāt held onto that note, then I never wouldāve been able to figure it out. Iā¦ I let you die, but stillā¦ if it wasnāt for you, I wouldāve died too. So thanks.ā
There was the faintest hint of an embarrassed blush on Junpeiās face, but Clover couldnāt see it- sheād started to tear up while Junpei was talking, sniffling and wiping her eyes in an effort to keep from crying too hard.
āSh-shit, uhā¦ are you ok? Fuck, I didnāt mean to make you cry-ā
āThanks, Junpei.ā
āHuh?ā
When Clover raised her head, there was a bright smile on her face- tears continued to fall, but she started to chuckle a bit in spite of herself.
āYouāre really not that different at all, you know that? The other Junpeiā¦ he helped me too. Youāre a good person, Junpei.ā
āW-well, umā¦ thatās just a matter of perspective.ā
Seeing him fumble so desperately to say that he wasnāt was both cute and sad- but Clover wasnāt going to dwell.
āWell, my perspective is that youāre really trying- someone who tries that hard canāt possibly be a bad person, right?ā
It was Clover who was speaking, but her words made her realize something. Phiā¦ sheād been really trying for her. Even if it wasnāt necessarily healthy, sheād still been trying- sheād wanted to help Clover, and that had to count for something. She still didnāt think she could outright accept her offer; but to ignore what sheād been trying to do felt like she was ignoring the effort Phi had been making. She had difficulty trusting, sheād had the worst possible outcome for her last relationship- but sheād still been willing to reach out for Clover.
That meant something, right?
āJunpeiā¦ I think I have an idea. Iām not sure if itās a good one, but itās still an idea.ā
āOh yeah? What is it, then?ā
āWhat, you think Iām gonna spill everything, just because I asked you for help?ā
He gave her a blank stare for a moment, and then started chucking a bit himself.
āI guess not, huh? You girls, always with your secrets.ā
āA mystery is what makes a woman a woman, after all!ā
āNot sure if woman is the word Iād use for youā¦ arenāt you still, like, 17 or something?ā
āHey, Iām 19, thank you very much.ā
āWh-what? Are you serious?ā
āYep.ā
āJeezā¦ā
The mood between them had been thoroughly lightened, and Cloverās tears had finally stopped again. It was so weird, she hadnāt joked around with Junpei since the nonary game- and even if he wasnāt the same Junpei, he really did act the same. Memories would change a lot, but they couldnāt change everything.
The two of them stayed there until Clover finished up her drink, not really talking much and instead just enjoying each otherās company. Junpei was visibly uncomfortable whenever she got too close, so she made sure to give him his personal space bubble- she was just glad he was talking to her. It was one thing to be alone, to not know anyone from before- but in many ways, it was a lot worse to show up and find out that one of your friends couldnāt stand being around you.
She finished up and pulled out her phone for a second to check something, then smiled and turned the screen to Junpei, showing the page for a particular establishment she was fond of.
āWe should meet up and do karaoke, sometime. We can bring Phi too- itād be a blast!ā
āOh, uhā¦ I canāt sing.ā
āJunpei, if you think that karaoke is a matter of your ability to sing, then you are grossly mistaken. Itās a matter of getting drunk with your friends and singing to cheesy pop songs!ā
āAre any of your friends even legal?ā
āYouād think that a detective would understand the workings of a fake ID.ā
āTouchĆ©.ā
āSo, whaddya say?ā
āI.. uhā¦ Iāll think about it.ā
In the end, that was all Clover could really ask for, so she was happy with that answer. She said a quick goodbye and started to head for home- it would be a pretty long train ride, considering the irritating way the trains were run, but sheād deal. It would give her more time to think of just how she wanted to word things, after all.
This time, sheād plan better, sheād prepare (hell, sheād write it down on cards if she really needed to)- and then this time, things would go a bit better. She was certain that there could be a happy ending for both her and Phi, it might just take a bit of work to get it figured out.
Well, if sheād figured out that safe, then whoās to say she couldnāt figure this out? Interpersonal relationships were nothing compared to two death games, and sheād done pretty good at helping with puzzles- she could do this!
Clover spent the entirety of the train ride back home just contentedly planning, trying to think of what to say. She could do this.
For the both of them, she could do this.
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Raymond left, I'm extremely happy about that since he comes off as a huge comp threat and not at the hindrance to my own tribe! Premerge I want comp threats with me but he wasn't with me! This challenge I really want the reward, I have the effing clue, if I we get it, I can get Madeline to burn her searches to give me more insight on the island for my searches.
Oh boy this challenge is about to be.......... not fun. 1/3 of our tribe is present. 1/2 are asleep and the other 1/6 is Madison and she's NEVER HERE jfkldsjflas I can't wait to lose!!!!!!!!!! Logan and I are gonna try to pull this out anyway but
who tf designed this challenge! it makes me mad. i better get some sort of advantage outta this grr.
We stan being the only one awake! LOL but it's fine I'm gonna stay up late and chat with my friends I haven't talked to in a while. But this game... I love it! I love all comps. So cute. But also ... tag yourself ready:
On 10/20/17, at 10:10 PM, charlotte (themyscira host) wrote:
> f4
On 10/20/17, at 10:10 PM, jaiden nolan wrote:
> fact
On 10/20/17, at 10:10 PM, Jack (Ginga) wrote:
> fast
On 10/20/17, at 10:10 PM, Emily wrote:
> free
On 10/20/17, at 10:10 PM, rhone (ios host) wrote:
> fork
On 10/20/17, at 10:10 PM, Jordan Pines wrote:
> fate
All of these ... tell a lot about a person. I'm a psychic. This means things. Jack is fast and this has been proven with this challenge. Emily is free meaning ... I don't know but it's very me. Rhone is a fork and I think that suits him and Jordan is fate because like idk. It just SAYS THINGS about us okay
Also I feel bad volunteering Amanda to sit out but :-/ she's less active than the boyz and Andreas will help out once he wakes up. I'm silly to think that the Europeans wouldn't be able to help this round! Because they can cover the graveyard shifts for us hehehehehehehehehe HA I LOVE IT thank u europe
I love this challenge! And right now, we just passed Hippolyta and we're two points away from passing Antiope. This is great! Like we're so close! And right now, we're not going to tribal! But we still have until 10PM tonight... Hopefully we can just build up more of a lead and keep ourselves safe. I'm scared!!!!!!!!!!!
On 10/21/17, at 12:55 PM, Ruthie wrote:
> loser
On 10/21/17, at 12:55 PM, Jordan Pines wrote:
> Loser
what theyāre gonna be by 10PM tonight hehe
HONESTLY, I know this was last challenge but I'm still pissed about the music video challenge. HOW WE GOT DINGED ON PARTICIPATION WHEN WE HAD OUR ENTIRE TRIBE IN IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME. OR CREATIVITY. OR PROPS. I MADE SLIME, I GOT A SLOTH PUPPET INVOLVED, WE MADE BLOOD, WE HAD WIGS. IT WAS A SPOOKY SONG FOR HALLOWEEN. We were robbed and whoever this Kayla person is I'm literally coming for you.
Yeahhhhh we probably lost this one. I can just hope the bond I sparked with Jaiden holds true, Madeline will work with me I know,(we swapped actual phone numbers so we can't be quoted when we talk bout the vote, iconic) and Toph should be on board as long as it isn't him. I'm looking at taking out Billy or Ruthie
God F U C K I N G damn ITJDFJCSAKFJLSK;D I LITERALLY SAID THE SECOND I DECIDE TO ACTUALLY TAKE A SHOWER AFTER WAITING OVER AN HOUR FOR THE NEXT LETTER WORD COMBO...... THE HOSTS WOULD SEND IT AND GUESS WHAT THEY DID? THEY SENT IT RIGHT WHEN I GOT INTO THE SHOWER AND IM SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but this is still fun u know I'm just pissed the heck off
Just send us to tribal already, this challenged f**ked our sh*t up fam.
I really hate feeling like I'm giving 120% on challenges and everyone else on my tribes aren't and I DIDN'T EVEN REALLY MEAN TO SIGN UP FOR THIS SO IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME.
Word Up should just be named whose the fastest cheater. NO ONE KNOWS A 17 LETTER WORD STARTING WITH Q OR SOME SH*T. It just makes this whole thing cater to a lack of sportsmanship but it does show whose willing to cheat and that is telling for later in the game.
My tribe right now-
[10/21/17, 7:20:00 PM] jaiden nolan: SHE says she thinks a pipe burst and thatās why the ceiling was leaking......not at all that she flooded a fucking bathroom.......
[10/21/17, 7:20:12 PM] Ian Layne: WHO FLUSHES PAPER TOWELS?
[10/21/17, 7:20:34 PM] jaiden nolan: okay but who flushes less than five paper towels and has it clog
[10/21/17, 7:21:06 PM] jaiden nolan: like I know for a fact Iāve accidentally flushed things like paper towels, baby wipes, makeup wipes, etc and not had anything happen
[10/21/17, 7:21:26 PM] Ian Layne: She took a mega dump and was embarrassed, I'm calling it
[10/21/17, 7:21:53 PM] Madeline The Juicy Goose: Sounds like when I had a green bagel on st Patrickās day
[10/21/17, 7:22:06 PM] Ruthie: oh yikes
[10/21/17, 7:23:19 PM] Ian Layne: I once drank too much at a bowling alley and had to get rid of my underwear so I flushed it, fun fact
Everyone is saying we can come back, we can come back! No it's mathematically impossible for us to comeback, never mind the variables of the other tribes do you really think 12 points is possible in one hour? We didn't defend a 13 point lead on Man Lips. We going to tribal Hippos
So! We thought for sure that we'd have to go to tribal, but as GOD would have it, we don't have to!!
Menalippe? More like men-a-leaping to conclusions am I RIGHT
i am so sad that we lost i just need to make sure i'm not on ANYONE's bad side so i can stay :)
i am sad that we lost immunity, but now is the time to vote someone out. i think we need to vote out madeline because she is such a big threat to my game and i am pretending to talk on call about what i am reading this makes no sense also i think that she is going after billy too strong hehe
Me because no tribal: https://tmblrsurvivorextra.tumblr.com/post/166663831976
Hello my sunshines!
WHAT
IS
GOING
OOONNNNNNNNN!
"Not much."
"OK, cool."
So, what happened this round? Not much. OK, cool.
But really, the 24h challenge was cool, but Emily really carried our tribe. I got to chat a bit with Kai, finally, and he suggested that both of us should stick together with Emily - something I wholeheartedly agree with. Even if I don't trust Kai very much. We also agreed that SHOULD our Tribe lose, we'd go after Madison, since she's kinda invisible.
Logan is in a similar position like me, not too revealing, but there and involved.
I don't worry much about Amanda atm. She isn't participating much atm, so both our tribe and her old tribe would agree to vote her out at merge or something surely. She isn't a valuable ally to me either.
I feel like I'm in a good spot atm and I hope that Ian and Billy survive todays Tribal Council!
So I'll just leave you with my favourite quote from the last challenge:
"Andreas scores for Menalippe with Circumcision!"
SCORE!
Emily just suggested an alliance of me, Kai, and herself.
Perfect.
I won her over a little bit, and I think I got her to trust me a little more. I told her Dan and Raymond were my closest allies and they both got early boots, which they didn't deserve (true!), but I also told her I want revenge.
That means Amanda and Jaiden are first on my hit list, next comes Jordan Pines. Not only did he probably help kill Raymond (fuck if I watch tribal) but he's also a MASSIVE threat. So gotta go.
Updates to come~
Ian is taken way too long to respond to my simple question of āis billy still the planā what the heck
Well this vote is gonna be a rollercoaster ride for me due to Billy and Toph scrambling, but at least going forward(as long as I don't go tonight) Ruthie sold Jaiden down the river to Billy and not me about throwing Billy's name out. Seems like Madeline and I have protected ourselves well enough for this vote, but we shall see.
What is even HAPPENING why am i listening to JAIDEN
Nervous poop central, now boarding.
I got a little mixed up in the chaos of pretribal anxiety because we were so close to having a stress-free vote, and Billy started scrambling. I crack so easily under pressure and for some reason, I just canāt stand being voted out so I did what I had to do in order to keep my name off the chopping block. I guess this includes forcing a clean vote to get messy and getting everybody to draw a colored rock...
I think Ruthie is down for that. I told her to vote Toph with me and Billy in case of an idol and I donāt know if she IS or isnāt. But either way, my game will be damaged after the tie happens. My alliance will know I turned and my only escape route is to draw rocks with them involved ... fuck. I donāt know whatās gonna happen.
The trust I established with them is thrown out the window if we tie. Idk what Ruthieās intentions are but weāll see :/ Iām scared. So scared.
[10/22/17, 9:14:04 PM] jaiden nolan: Ruthie. If you draw the bad rock Iāll play my advantage on you. I doubt we will go back to rocks
[10/22/17, 9:14:15 PM] jaiden nolan: I love Ian and Madeline too but like, we can be a tbreesome with Billy if he stays
JAIDEN IS INSANE WHY THE HECK DID I LISTEN TO HIM
I can't believe my number one in this game is going to be JAIDEN i don't understand how i trust him so much all of a sudden, this was not who was supposed to be my ride or die but here i am about to draw a ROCK.
I........ Jaiden said I was going to be safe in the redraw and DOT DOT DOT it's okay, it was fun I'm glad I got to go to rocks without being safe even though I hate that one was drawn for me! I've had fun playing this season and can't wait to see who wins the game!
GUESS I GOTTA ADD EVERYONE ON HIPPO TO MY HIT LIST HUH
My tribe? Assholes. Ruthie did not deserve that at all. And what's worse is none of them have my back. I want to hope Jaiden does, but he was just as on board for me to go until rocks was an option. I'm here to cause chaos now, and the silent people on my tribe better pray to god that I don't find an advantage or something.
The best is, they made me sit out. And then I was targeted for not pulling my weight. Fuck. Y'all. Like mccuse me? It wasn't my fault that THE TRIBE decided I would sit out. I didn't ask to. And then THEY LOSE. THEY. FUCKING. LOST.
UGH then they're all gonna lie to me. Where's that lasso of truth when you need it?
Fuck you and all your flash games R U T H I E W A S R O B B E D and I canāt believe Iām going to tribal in two days HUH SKSBSJSHEJ
I canāt believe that just happened.
Honestly, poor Ruthie. She didnāt deserve to go out to rocks. For a moment I really thought that maybe my messy moves would work out for once, but NOPE LOL. I dunno, as sad as I am for Ruthie, Iām living for the utter chaos around camp. I canāt say I didnāt do something wild and reckless for the sake of having fun, and although this will probably send my ass out premerge, I played the messiest move I could think of. Unfortunately it was at Ruthieās expense, but you win some and you lose some.
Thereās gonna be a LOT of heat on me the next few days. Iām gonna continue to do my best in the challenges and hopefully weāll get a good immunity streak going until a swap happens. Tonight was the most fun Iāve had in a while, tbh.
This is literally me right now.
http://78.media.tumblr.com/5180e47f3f3a1ad0bd0f04a6742989cd/tumblr_oxoavge6N71qd49gbo2_540.gif
They're not gonna like me now that I'm frosty.
MY FIRST TRIBAL AND MY FIRST ROCKS AND I'M THE FIRST ONE SAFE.
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Episode 1-Heās Going To Be So Mad To Learn Iām Jordan Pines-Meredith
rob is talking to me trying to woo me with my newbie ways
hes going to be so mad to learn Iām jordan pines
cause rob hates me
also Iām excited to see how brandon plays when Iām not telling him how to do
meredith has a great social game
i am litterally talking about the weather with rob
Ā jordan pines is dead
long live Meredith Strogonofsky
meredith is real fucking naiv
naive
oh this is really fun everyone is so nice
blah blah blah
Sidenote: i wish i was on the olaf tribe ALL MY FRIENDS ARE THERE
Im elsa locked alone in my fucking room while they run around the palace
Wheeew so I'm super excited to play my third Storybook season and this time I hope it turns into a win and nobody calls me a maggot (@Steffen). For my first confessional I'm just gonna the standard run of the mill tribe analysis.Ā
Ā Adrian - Adrian seems cool. He told me hasn't played a game in a while so I think I could possibly work with him. He won't try and play too hard but he isn't completely new so he must want to get into a power alliance with somebody and Ā make it far for his firstĀ
Ā Ashley - I love Ashley! I've known her for a little while but we've never actually played a game together before so I think it'll be interesting to see how we work together after knowing each other for a while.Ā
Ā Ashton - He's new to the whole Skype thing...I haven't really talked to him. Brandon - who?Ā
Ā Connor - bye?Ā
Ā Meredith - queen.Ā
Ā Rob - I like Rob!!! We've talked quite a bit and he's easy to talk to so I hope this develops into a game alliance and we can work together. We also got cast in Comoros together so I think that will bring us even closer together. I think he's one of the only ones I "trust" rn. Ā Ā
Ā Veronica - ICONIC QUEEN I LOVE HER. WE'RE ABOUT TO SLAY BECAUSE WE GOT CAST IN COMOROS TOGETHER AND IT'S GONNA BE LITTTTTT.Ā
Zach - hasn't talked to me? idk
wow i got the best score out of everyone in the game? Literally steffen knows i suck at comps so much soooo
either im just really good at that game or these people suck at comps more than i do
Also i messaged Kait becuase i thought she was in my tribe so now i want to kill myself
fuck was i sent to exile
CONFESSIONAL TIME
Okay so I've talked to a few people here on my tribe and I like them. I talked to Luke, Veronica, Mer, and Ashton. Ashton proposed an alliance to me basically and from our conversations, we both want to include Luke and Mer eventually.
I'm good with that, I think Ashton will be viewed as a figurehead in this game so he could work as a shield for me. He also seems to be gaming hard. Luke is cool and we're playing in two games, maybe three. I want to read up on confessionals to know how he truly is. He seems like a threat honestly. Mer is such a cinnamon roll so far. I hope that she makes the merge just so she doesn't feel bitter about the experience. I did. Veronica is similar to Luke with me but I think she'll be more of an utr player, which to me is threatening in a way.
I'm happy to win reward even though I don't think there's much benefit for it but whatever it boosts tribe morale.
END CONFESSIONAL TIME
CONFESSIONAL TIME
I skimmed over Westeros' confessionals because what is Arrakis? Just the overall thoughts I have about Luke coming from reading them is that he's pretty loyal, but he can be abrasive to the people he's not with. He can also be sneaky too. I don't know. Maybe I should ask STEFFEN about it?
END CONFESSIONAL TIME I GUESS
CONFESSIONAL TIME
One more for the hosts, I was looking for stuff for my flag and when I searched Falo on google images I got pictures of weird ass dicks... it was traumatizing.
END CONFESSIONAL TIME
Phew well, double tribal council already and no me gusta, not at all. While I try to make a flag, please enjoy my song of the day :)
Confessional #1- The games have begun and it's time to play some survivor. My goal is to just try and stay under the radar and be nice with everyone. Hopefully I can stick around for awhile.
Well my first impression of my tribe was that there were some familiar faces which is good. I want to work with Luke becuase iv known him for a while even though we arent close and ideally he will be my number one on this tribe with me. Then theres Veronica, I know Veronica and Zach will 100% be working together so i NEED to be on her good side so that I have both of them with me and not against. I know Zach is more of a lapdog who follows people in games so as long as I have Veronica liking me then Zach will follow her.
Everyone else isnt that talkative at least not while I was in the tribe chat. I was bummed out at first being in exile but now I have an idol so that will be super useful later on down the road. I think the person we will be voting out at tribal will probably be that one guy who didnt do the reward challenge. Honestly I dont remember his name and Im to lazy to learn it.
yo whats up this is day 3, i've been on exile island for the last 20 hours, and i still havent even said hi to heather, nehemiah, regan, or brian and the only person i actually had a conversation with that lasted more than 2 minutes was shea... oh and because i'm on exile i can't compete in immunity... oh and this week its individual immunity because both tribes are going to tribal :) all of that points to the fact that there is no doubt that i will be going home week 1 but i don't know about thaaaaaat because one of the perks of being sent to exile island is having the chance to try and find a hidden immunity idol and..... https://68.media.tumblr.com/4f46e716c928535edcbfb2f03c869826/tumblr_omd9cz01C31w56gxho1_400.gif WHEW y'all made that a production 12 hour wait, then i had to set an alarm for 9am on a sunday morning, then i had to choose a corridor, i got the most vague clue, then yall picked the most random url, THEN it was like oh no not yet bitch you still got work to do and 2 more urls later i finally got it and that's all that matters :) :) :) :) :) :) :) when i get back from exile i'll try and step my social game up so that i can hopefully maybe stay safe on my own and get to keep the idol for later on in the game but i guess we'll seeĀ
yall meredith is playing the goat game hard so far
already been asked into an alliance
which is so clearly exploit the new player
look at this shit
[2017-03-05, 8:22:55 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: what do you think about Luke and Ashton?
[2017-03-05, 8:23:12 PM] Meredith Stro: they seem nice
[2017-03-05, 8:23:18 PM] Meredith Stro: everyone seems really nice
[2017-03-05, 8:23:58 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: what would you think about a lol group of me, you, Ashton, rob, and Luke?
[2017-03-05, 8:24:17 PM] Meredith Stro: that sounds really nice
[2017-03-05, 8:24:39 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: Okay awesome!
[2017-03-05, 8:24:49 PM] Meredith Stro: is that like an alliance? Iām still not used to how this works lol
[2017-03-05, 8:25:05 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: Yeah it would be :P
[2017-03-05, 8:25:15 PM] Meredith Stro: that sounds great :D
[2017-03-05, 8:25:23 PM] Meredith Stro: my first alliance this is so exciting
[2017-03-05, 8:25:49 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: Hahaha
meredith is a lil bitch
Ok so WHEW. Ā Arendelle. Ā I'm here! Looking at the initial cast, I see some people I definitely like and want to work with. Ā Amanda, Ashley, Carson, Luke... love those 4 especially. Ā I know I can probably work with Amanda and Ashley in this game simply because I have never fucked them over, while I have been a messy binch with both Carson and Luke. Ā It'll be a miracle if they work with me. Like lol [3/3/17, 9:36:45 PM] carson k. (comoros host): HI [3/3/17, 9:38:51 PM] carson k. (comoros host): BRian [3/3/17, 9:39:15 PM] daddy brain ravioli: HI CARSON DJDJSJS [3/3/17, 9:39:23 PM] carson k. (comoros host): I'm having flashbacks [3/3/17, 9:39:31 PM] daddy brain ravioli: ME TOO [3/3/17, 9:39:41 PM] carson k. (comoros host): get away from me brain [3/3/17, 9:39:50 PM] daddy brain ravioli: ILY DONT LEAVE ME So now I just have to work my magic on people, and I can hopefully make em love meeeee. -3- Also, THANK GOD I won first immunity. Ā I don't think I necessarily needed it??? but not being the first boot is goals asf. Ā I think Heather might be voted out??? Ā Not that I want to, but I just don't really see any other options. Ā And I could technically throw out a name, but I don't feel safe enough going into the future with a name coming out of my mouth and then that person DOESN'T go.
so ya boi has got an alliance!!! it's me, luke, ashton, meredith, and rob. rob? bb. love rob. hosted rob in congo. love rob, no worries there ashton and meredith? both of their first games ever, if they're telling the truth, which i hope they are. it was SO easy to bring them together for an alliance. i think this is the first time ive played with total total newbies to games in general so i think it'll be easy to tag them along and use them however i want. i just need to know when to cut them when its time luke im a little nervous about, we played a game called mindoro and uhhh idk i voted him out and im worried there may be some hard feelings. idk. as it stands right now, the five of us are voting brandon because he just isnt active so RIP! but so far this is going pretty well, knock on wood
tbh a majority of these people be silent af
idk who is bout to be the one voted out
better not be me cause as of now I suck at orgs so I just want to float and hope all is good
Atm Heather seems easy to push for
so I'm not gonna say it but I'm gonna agree to it
One by one everyone just coming in saying hi
i'm dropping heathers name like a fast as I can
Heather legit hasn't even added me
like good riddance tbqh
plus it was fucking stressful to find who the fuck her avi was for that flag
tonight should be what I like to call a wake up call. If you're not going to even pretend you're active then bye bye
Confessional #2- So an alliance has been made with myself, Rob, Luke, Connor and Meredith. I trust this group quite a bit especially since it doesn't seem like the rest of them have any options. Our plan is to get rid of Brandon because he's just not helping the tribe win any challenges.
Ā Did heather literally just apply to infiltrate and promote her game
She literally just pm'd me the link
Without ever speaking to me
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MORE ASKS IāVE BEEN IGNORING!!!!!!!
GETĀ āEM WHILE THEYāRE HOT
P.S. ALL OF U WHO SENT ME THE CHAIN THINGY ILYSOMUCHĀ
Why is her step-douche such a foken piece of shit? omg i hate him
some mysteries are never meant to be explained tbh. why is he so ugly and evil? who wronged him? but also who cares heās in jail forever now good riddance ugly
I know this is probably really bad, but after I saw the newest molly posts, I thought of that video where the little girl is yelling "MISS KEISHA, MISS KEISHA, oh my fukin gosh she fukin dead"
OMFGFD I DIDNāT KNOW WHAT THAT VIDEO WAS SO I JUST WATCHED IT AND IāM LAUGHIN
i donāt blame u i bet when it happens iām gonna be likeĀ āu know she dedā
(To the previous anon) i agree with you so, so much! In Poland, these dumbass politicians are letting shooting pregnant bisons (?? Im not sure how they're called) become legal. Like BITCH WHAT. Can you imagine??? A fucking pregnant lil' cow getting shot????? I feel Molly's pain on an emotional level rn (sorry if this is too nsfw, just needed to get that outta my system...)
i think this was in response to someone saying that hurting pregnant women is one of the worst crimes but um WTF shooting animals at all makes me itchy but pregnant ones..............nah thatās......nah
itās ok get it outta ur system iām here 4 u
the first thing I check in the morning is your account.... you have me whipped! ;|
OMG WHA LMAO REALLY thatās wild. i feel like iām the only one who looks at my page which is dumb but like idk i still feel like a little kid that no one cares about lmao. but then you guys exist and amaze me with your responsiveness every day and i just ;____________; ily all
hi Sunny. first of all i'm gonna say i love your story and your editing style so much! your blog is goals like literally. i need an advice if you don't mind. you always find such amazing angles for your pictures while mine are so boring. any tips or tricks you can share?
HI thank you so much ;-; sooooo iāve been thinking about this question the past couple of times i went in game, trying to figure out how to describe how i take pictures. for one thing i live in tab mode lmao. meaning you press the tab button on your keyboard to go into camera mode and get all these sexy angles and super zoom and stufffff. i almost always zoom in super far idk why. so thereās one tip. i honestly just play around with going up and down with the q and e keys (i think?) until i find angles i like. i take a lottttt of pictures with so many different angles just so i have a lot to choose from. basically i try to focus on different things in each picture in order to get a mix of the most diverse and dynamic shots possible. you just need to experiment and get creative. i know thatās the most vague advice ever but really just try a new angle that youāve never considered before and i bet youāll get cool results. an interesting setting is also the biggest factor, because certain objects and their placements will give you interesting results.Ā
i honestly want to print out your reaction pic to that one post and just hang it on my wall, put it in my heart locket necklace, stamp it on people's faces, start an email thread with it. i love it.
an add on to the last ask i sent about your reaction pic. i've been looking at it religiously since it was posted, and i dont regret a minute of it. LMAO I'LL STOP NOW.
SAKJDLJKGKSDAF STOPPPP LMAOOO i looked so ugly but that was my pure unadulterated reaction to that question and i trust you all to not judge my ugliness and instead share this reaction with me. iām glad u liked it that much, i just printed it out and iām cutting it into a small heart to put inside ur locket ok
everytime i hear cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant i think of a serious case of the novembers like its so fitting and then i get all emo when i listen to it lmao rip
OMMMMGGGGGGG YESSSSS how have i never made that connection before honestly. cage the elephant is one of my faves and iāve seen them perform twice actually!! iām watching the music vid for that song now and even that reminds me of my story ;-; i cry
thank you for sending this, and also i cry @ the fact that you used the actual title *dies* now this song is gonna make me emo til the end of time thx
i might sound like some crazy stalker fan but i just want to say you are so freakin awesome and nice and funny and cute and (i can go on forever) so caring! i love your blog so much and all the hard work and care you put into all your posts and followers. thanks for making my day and making me smile so much. you have no clue how much i look forward to seeing your posts and your hilarious hashtags and answers from asks and AMAZING story posts. im sorry i just wanted to let you know ur awesome ily
OFMG WHAT!!!!!! I AM ONLY AN EEL!!!!!! but no you donāt sound like a crazy stalker, i actually love this, youāre too sweet, thank you ;-; iām just blushin so much reading this omg. YOU EVEN LIKE MY TAGS WOW thatās true love. ily ;-; <333
how do you get your sims' facial expressions to line up with your scenes? I feel like my sims' faces are never right :(
tbh i just use a lot of the same neutral poses...my go-toās are @helgatishaās poses lol. theyāre the easiest to work with when i do just plain talking scenes, and often i tweak my simsā eyebrows and mouths with the liquify tool if i want them to look a bit more concerned, sad, mad, happy, etc., it works like a charm!! i also tend to play around with angles, youād be surprised how much a different angle can enhance a scene.
Hey smol bean, I'm sent you an ask and now I feel bad that it probably made you feel anxious because you didn't answer it. It was the one about you not liking my posts, I have anxiety too so I'm sorry If I made you feel sad. I think I'm just looking for validation from people I look upto you get me? Anyway sorry again, don't worry about it! Love you!
hiya bb, i know you saw my answer to your original post (and iām sorry it got some negative attention, i didnāt mean for that to happen by any means) anyway donāt sweat it, and i really appreciate this follow-up message. you didnāt make me feel sad, i just wanna know what i can do. itās just a hard question yāknow. i understand what you mean, i think everyone wants validation to some degree. tbh you can just come off anon and message me, i promise itās not as nerve-wracking as it seems! ily
How did you make Santi's tattoos? I want some like that for my Sims but idk how to do it
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I HAVE A FEELING THAT MOLLY IS GOING TO DIE DURING THE BIRTH OF THE BEAN OR IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER STEPFATHER FINDING OUT ABOUT THE BEAN
WELP U WERE RIGHT ABOUT ONE THING
how did you make your characters page on your blog like that?
uoohhh like what?? i used this themeĀ (monolog) if thatās what you mean aheh. hereās a guide on how to use custom page themes
okay so THIS IS MY THEORY: they might keep the baby and molly might actually carry it to full term, but then the kid dies in childbirth and either molly also dies or maybe kills herself or gets killed later? or maybe she's still alive but just won't speak to santi anymore cause she like can't look him in the eye after all of that or idk?? since ppl were sending theories i wanted to add mine lmao. another possible theory is that the stepdad finds out and kills her but thats TOO DARK omg
TOO DARK U SAY...WELL!!! itās not AS dark as you guessed but only marginally
If Molly turns out to be alive and raising their kid alone (though from what I'm seeing in response to most questions I think that may not be the route) am I allowed to slap Santi (unless Molly didn't give him the option to help) because raising a child alone is not easy I've watched my mom do it for years.
YEAH i would give you permission to slap him lmao he would be a grade A piece oā shit if that were the case. i would never ever write that tho because santi does own up to his actions if theyāre that detrimental. his altruistic nature, no matter how backwards, would never allow him to do that.
There will be complication with the abortion so she will not be able to carry a baby anymore and she's going to kill herself OR her step dad is going to find out and he'll beat her to death. And in both situation Santi his blaming himself because he wasn't there at the right time... Okay I really really hope I'm wrong now !
I don't even follow your story very closely but every time I see your posts my heart hurts.
OMFG...thatās how u know the pain is real
but like wow my stuff is really so visceral that even my apathetic followers can feel the hurt...thatās real...thatās real my guy
omg!! you should 100% play or at least watch a playthrough of life is strange! legit the best game ever made, its so beautiful. the storyline kills you a thousand times over (much like your beautiful story) <3333
yaaaa iāve heard lots of good things about it!! my bf played it actually, maybe heāll revisit it again someday and iāll watch him do it (iām only a fan of video games if i can watch them like a movie lmao) thank you btw <3
I am shook and I worship you and your story and you are amazing WOW BYE
WORSHIP LMAO WHAT!!! PLS I AM UNDESERVING...ily tho donāt worship false gods
Do you let Molly and the younger versions of your characters frolic around your main save or do they have a separate one?
UM YES LMAO because i didnāt even know you could have separate saves until after i started the flashbacks lmao iām...a noob. i donāt want separate saves anyway because 1) itās too much of a hassle switching back and forth and 2) it gets too confusing for me and iād be afraid of overwriting one save with another and NOPE too much anxiety for that soooo yeah thereās three santis in my game: child, teen and adult lmfao (fun fact: teen santiās name is literally just Lil Santi)
I made it to my senior year with 6 A's and 1 B ... Be proud of me too? š Lmao I told this to people and some of them were just like .. okay cool?! LMAO it's so funny but also kinda sad
I AM PROUD OF YOU TOO!!!!!!!!! my smart childrens
āokay coolā UM PLEASE thatās a feat...at my school if you got an A in a class in senior year you were allowed to be exempt from the final. so yeah that rules. ily
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