#that I have no bondaries BUT I ALSO DONT ASK FOR ANYTHING EVER AND WANTING THINGS MAKES ME ANXIOUS LIKE THAT ALONE ITS GONNA MAKE IT FLOP
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Man. It's insane when a family members are the ones that abuse you constantly that it becomes so normal at the point where you start to bite back they treat that as you begin the cunt.
#or maybe I am!!!!#OR MAYBE MY BRAIN IS BEGIN SO SHREDDED I DONT HAVE A CHANCE OF BEGIN A NORMAL HUMAN BEGIN ANYMORE!!!!#WHO KNOWS!!!!#huh mom was right#its therapy time#😒 what fucking annoys me its that I have to pay for it???? when other people traumatized me on the first place????? like fuck offffff!!!!!#vent#vent post#also i still want the love and affection of those who hurted me?????? EAT SHIT!!!!!!!#that I have no bondaries BUT I ALSO DONT ASK FOR ANYTHING EVER AND WANTING THINGS MAKES ME ANXIOUS LIKE THAT ALONE ITS GONNA MAKE IT FLOP#OR ITS STUPID WANTING THINGS AND EVEN IF I MAKE MY NEEDS KNOWN IM BEGIN SILLY??????????#like no one is ever gonna know me for who I am 💕💕💕#im tired of no having self esteem?????#having to be caretaker of people that should been taking care of me??? like no wonder I don't fully trust mfers????#im tired of never externalizing how I feel because it makes me feel stupid or its actually me just begin disproportionate
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