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I can't believe Horikoshi decided to parallel togachako with shigaraki and deku, but also with kacchan and izuku, because there are multitudes into their relationship.
Ochahimi has this obvious textual side going on for a long time that its meant to be seen along Shigaraki Tomura and Midoriya Izuku: a hurt villain and a hero who feels the need to stop the pain. Two sides of the same coin. Will they take their hand? How could they reach out? Is there any hope for the rejected? We have different scenes in which its clear Uraraka and Midoriya have this idea of saving someone who is hurt even if they are a villain, the flashbacks of their conversation before the war, but surprisingly Ochako doesn't think of it as much as Izuku in this final battle -clearly stated, is when Himiko is giving her own blood to save her and explaining how she felt like her heart was floating when Uraraka touched her. The flashback reminds us of Izuku talking about how "maybe theres no way to avoid a battle, but I cant ignore what I saw deep inside him".
But Ochako isn't happy even if she got there, even is Toga tells her she made her happy. She's tired, sad, and desperate to stop her when she cant even move.
Its difficult to analyze Izuku's emotions, but once again, we can try to work with what we currently have! As far as we know, Izuku isn't really having that much of a conflict in terms of if he should save Tenko or not -the problem was external. What would the OFA users think? He challenged them by staying true to his inner core, and they accepted him, but we don't see him struggling with the idea of him reaching out to Tenko in itself like Ochako, who actively tried to forget about Himiko.
I interpret his flashbacks to his conversation with Ochako as a reminder of the person behind the villain, because he is also feeling something else: anger. Izuku was really hurt during this battle both physically and, I would argue mostly, mentally. As he himself said, he can't forgive Shigaraki, just try to stop the crying child from hurting, and the reminder of Ochako's own goals and words are a reminder of his own intentions; lets not forget, moments later he took control after seeing Katsuki's dead body, he attacked Shigaraki in ways that would cause severe damage -like in the middle of his chest, causing a hole.
Uraraka doesn't actually try to hurt Toga, but use her martial arts training in order to both dodge and tackle her, so she can hear what she has to say. I re-read the chapters around Katsuki's revival, because I was wondering, "does Izuku remember this before or after he locked eyes with Bakugou?", and the answer is after*. The other time he thought about it was before leaving the togatsuchako battlefield, when Ochako encourages him to not worry and go get Shigaraki.
So, what I mean by this is, Ochako Uraraka and Izuku Midoriya are not the same person, and they don't feel the same way for their main villains, just like Tomura Shigaraki and Himiko Toga don't feel the same for their main heroes, and are not the same. Izuku actually feels resentment and anger for Shigaraki, he cant forgive him, but he also doesn't want to kill and punish like that; he is a savior, if he has to fight he will, but in his heart he knows what he prefers' maintaining peace, and help the ones who are vulnerable. He sees the villain, and he sees the child who grew up abused and sad; he is a sweet boy, ofc he would try to stop the crying somehow. His conflict with him now, Im guessing, is that he doesn't really feel like he actually saved him -after all, he disappeared after the last punch, and he still considered himself the leader of the league who wanted to destroy everything. He gave him his autonomy back and tried his best, but his last words and request feel like a completely different "task" than what he envisioned; it makes him think, about what heroes and villains even mean in their society, and who gets to decide those things. How can he continue with Shigaraki's legacy?
In another hand, Ochako's conflict don't come from her own moral compass, but from what she is supposed to do; before she even saw sadness in her face she thought positive things about her -she has a cute smile, she is really honest with her feelings, and isnt scared to be open with others, and she envies that. She envies the villain Himiko Toga, and relates to her, and feels connected to her. So her pain feels even more personal when it shouldn't; she isnt her family, she is someone who has tried to hurt her and her friends over and over while being so happy about it. She is weird!
Besides the thoughts about society and who helps both heroes and villains, which are really important for her character and goals, the other side of their problem is... the way Ochako was refusing to see and accept her own weirdness. Interacting with Himiko was chaotic, confusing, and left her full of doubts about herself and what she wants, because isnt she even weirder if she wants to be more like her? How can she admit those thoughts out loud? Anyone would agree that behavior is disgusting, but... she can't hate her. She can't try to punch her, or hurt her, and she never was able to no matter how much she tried to convince herself this is the only way.
Her conversation with Izuku opened her mind and heart to start accepting what she truly wants to do to Himiko instead of what she has to do as a hero. What does she want? To stop her. Her hurt. Her tears. To make her happy, and to keep her alive. She wants to see everyone happy, to get peace.
This is why her conflict is both related to Shigaraki and Deku, and Katsuki and Izuku; in one aspect its about morality, heroism, villainy and society as a whole. Himiko will question how things works constantly, and she can't ignore it. And at the same time, there's an emotional side to it; she has multiple confrontations with her, where miscommunication and holding back hurts them both. She pushes herself to be more like others, but it doesn't feel right anymore; Himiko makes her see her own self hatred, and jealousy and care grow more and more. Why can't see just do the right thing to maintain peace?
Just like Izuku was surprised by Katsuki's tears during their second fight, Ochako gets concerned by Himiko's, when she interpreted Uraraka's words as her rejecting her love -and therefore, whole self. Is not until the second war that she even realizes Toga actually loves her in the same way she loves Izuku, being a little clueless herself.
It doesnt sit right with her to do the "normal" thing, because she isn't normal at all; she thinks about making a villain happy, and how lovely her smile is. Her honesty and openness to be unapologetically herself, no matter how much others try to push her down or change her attitude; she hurts others, she knows that's wrong and agrees with that generalized sentiment... but hate her for it? She tries to do it, but it doesn't work. Inside of her heart, she knows what her emotions are telling her, and its not anger.
This is messy, my head hurts, but Im hoping I can write something better and longer in the future. I guess it makes more sense that drawing of Shigaraki, Izuku, Ochako, Himiko and Katsuki all together. I always wondered, if this is about heroism and society, Katsuki shouldn't be there, and if it is about emotions and rivalries, then it would be Tomura.
If you read this far, thank you for your time, and apologies for the confusion the writing could have caused you.
*My internet is going really slow, so im not re-reading all of the chapters after Izuku's arrival in the battlefield, so I cant 100% say this is the very first time he does remember it. Once im able to, or someone checks it for me -wether im right in my statement or not-, I'll edit it to be accurate with the material.
#grrr talking#togachako#togaocha#ochahimi#bkdk#dkbk#some notes for future me:#togachako's all might keychain being hidden + katsuki's all might card being shown but covered in blood#toga and bakugou's unconventional and loud personalities + dangerous quirks#ochako + katsuki's dreams for their futures -staying with the other for the rest of their lives#the unfulfilled promises due to the tragedy of war#their loyalty to the other once they realize they need to confront their weaknesses n comfort#izuku associates toga with shigaraki which is way he cant understand her feelings#he sees togachako fight in a similar light as his fight -morality heroes n empathy#thats why he can only think about another heroic example -all might- in response to her feelings#himiko and katsuki hate to be pitied and consider the others do during their fights#himiko and katsuki refuse to consider themselves villains even if others see them like that#“dont you dare pity me!!” when the others try to reach out#“you are dead meat!”
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i have never known as much joy and whimsy as i have being hunched over infront of the fridge and eqting hunks of meat off of some kind of leftover ham or steak or perhaps chicken
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top 5 jaime quotes of all time 😈?
pretty much the thematic statements post but along with those here are some fave jaime ‘passages’:
#you were well ‘away’#‘aerys sent me away’ ‘now im coming back’#‘go away inside’#‘let them have the meat u go far away’#‘he would be back in that dark wet place again’#‘i want to go back. i left something at harrenhal’#y come back?#☺️#because u can fight the horrors#thats why he dreamed of you#that is what you do🫶
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sat down to do something productive but all I have for you today is this doodle of 3 of my player's characters (Tom, Damascus, Lupin) on Ismark's doorstep with a recently orphaned baby
#curse of strahd#dnd 5e#long story short#Damascus and an unpictured character (viktur) saw morgantha receive a baby as payment for a dream pastry#shenanigans ensued and damascus did in fact make a very good slight pf hand roll to steal the baby back from morgantha#damascus didnt want to give the baby back to the mother bc she sold it for a meat pie (reasonable)#lupin and tom would NOT let him keep it#so all of 5 minutes after leaving with ireena they returned to ismark's doorstep with an infant#and thats how ismark became a single father
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Hey can someone who watched Yellow Jackets tell me if someone gets eaten in a hot dog bun lmaoo
I've never seen it but I just woke up from a dream where they were like in some cold place and some girl had put another girl's meat(it was a girl who got eaten because they said "her meat" is Zesty and Delicious which i forgot to google wtf zesty means so whatever the fuck that means) in a hot dog bun and honestly it looked really good but that's beside the point. I googled it but then immediately exited out because I don't want to run into a spoiler and I don't even know if it's a show or movie I just heard it's a bit gay. So now my Google search is even more embarrassing.
I was like "maybe I should delete that from my search history" and then "actually maybe I should delete my search history on a daily basis"....
#i know it was supposed to be the yellow jackets cuz thats what the girl taking a bite from the hot dog was wearing lmao#ive seen the cover so i know what it looks like but i haven't watched it so no spoilers#just tell me if a hot dog is involved with parts of a dead girls meat#if not then ill be disappointed i love hot dogs and that hot dog looked delicious#if there is a hot dog involved or eating a girl at some cold snowy place then my god wtf why wouldn't u eat it with a hot dog bun#yellow jackets#plz someone i need to know#yellowjackets#is there a hot dog involved?????#yes i did delete a couple search but that was only the search for voting section and stuff obviously i dont want to show ppl where i live#but other than that yes... my searches are that dumb#dreams#dreams are weird#one moment i was in theatre class the next someone was offering a dead girls mean in a hot dog bun describing it as zesty and Delicious#meat#my bad im not rewriting tags oh well#long tags#no spoliers please#aside from the hot dog thnx
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not Midnight Mass Erin and Riley talking about their different visions of death and the afterlife, seemingly not realizing that they were using very different words to describe exactly the same thing, and making me openly cry at my desk while doing so
#death is where you are not alone and the bad thing never happened#i committed to only watching two episodes today but i kinda wanna just binge it all#this show. the writing is SO GOOD#having Riley explain what he believes death will be like - the firing and neurons and the microbiome continuing to feast on your meat -#in such BEAUTIFUL and poetic language! with such reverence! and hope!#one of the few (only?) times I've seen someone describe the oblivion of a 'godless' death with such beauty and hope#(without being suicidal - the fact that they could easily have written riley as suicidal but that option was literally never on the table)#vs the childlike simplicity of Erin's description of an unborn baby returning to heaven to be loved#the thing she didnt say but was clearly between the lines - that the baby came to save her and thats all it did. then it returned home#and the fact that both of their visions were so... simplistic. idealized#riley's death wouldn't restore the world to the state it was before he lived. his atoms don't go to join the stars#and he knows that but it's poetry. it's the idealization. that's the same as what imagining erin's unborn baby beloved by all is#death is all your wildest dreams coming true but somewhere far away where you cant touch it now#midnight mass
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Sometimes having a blorbo just means you want to write about them doing soooo much drugs. An Alphabet of drugs.
#horse.txt#usually not by choice but every once in a while ... he may Chose to partake. if he's been so particularly pathetic that ive actually started#to feel bad#about it#when i whump i whump hard but the aftercare the redemption the revenge.... thats the meat of it all. the happy end. the soft epilogue etc#so when i fluff i gotta fluff hard too#which is a recent development im still adapting to#fantasized about Norm Tickling Quaritch (and the slap fight goof off foreplay that would ensue.) today which is soo cool. so cool#im going to have some fucking dreams tonight i can feel it
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KiSS...
lucas can't math. 8/5 kisses. / @dreameat.
this doesn't feel real. doesn't look real. truly, this massive beast which stands, what, the height of a goldenrod building and then some? lance's gaze is stuck on it - yet feels oddly calm even as it drops to his height, long tongue dragging from the bottom of his boots to the top flicks of his hair. golden irises stay locked to the ground for a few moments before deciding to look up - to take in the monster which towers above everything else. towers within the eerily quiet surroundings of blackthorn city.
had he died? was this death? or was he dreaming?
fingers twitch at first. then feet tap the silent floor. well, his body was in control at least - mouth finally moving to say the only words on his mind out loud:
" what the fuck are you? "
#lance. who gets sleep paralysis#but also VERY lucid dreams he can control#who hasn't met this thing yet.#bc he missed out the PWT stuff a LOT.#dreameat#thanks cas i hate it#see also: i keep reading this url as drea meat#and thats cursed by itself
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i had a dream that i was the Onceler and i was just wandering around in the fucking backrooms until Cyrus from pokemon came sprinting towards me, stopped in front of me, and was very out if breath for a few seconds before he offered to help me out. and he smelled like raw meat i guess. However, not only was I the Onceler, but I was also disguised as an old lady, which meant that Cyrus did not recognize me as the Onceler, which was good because I, as the Onceler, for some (likely malicious) reason, summoned Cyrus to the backrooms and if he knew that I was the Onceler he would likely attack me. Then I woke up
#i already wrote this down when i woke up earlier but im writing it in more detail here while i still remember the details#also i thought it was kinda weird so i figured id toss it into the void#im sorry dream cyrus for putting you in the backrooms#and im sorry for being the Onceler???#why the Onceler tho???#why did Cyrus smell like raw meat too#that was like a key detail#like i had a weird little internal monologue about it#did he eat a handful of raw meat or something#anyway#i just realized a lot of my dreams take place in the backrooms#which sucks cause thats such a boring setting why cant i dream about iceland or some shit#or like anywhere thats not a stupid yellow office building
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I basically just had a dream of being back in highschool and i was crying by the end. This is new to me. I haven't been in hs in 6 years
#my posts#my dreams#bc i will explain it but. I'm so tired#something in the dream happened like no respect for privacy and stuff in the kind of fucked up bathrooms your brain makes up while asleep#... at least my brain loves making up fucked up bathrooms in my sleep that's okay anyways#there was a lack of respect for privacy and it made me angry and I'm the dream i sorry if reacted how i wanted to in actual hs i guess#like very violent to the point that at first they were laughing but then were very scared#like i was screaming and pushing and grabbing and stuff and people realized it wasn't so funny anymore#also i realized that it didn't matter what kind of relationships i had there up to that point they were all ruined bc of that#i apparently got changed in class to another and they made me sit in the back with no one besides me and i was very some which is#ignoring the violence that was my hs experience sjrarjtkfyñ#by the end the people that used to be on my life i think were trying to get back in but i was sorta always walking looking at the floor#sliding everyone's face bc whenever i passed i heard whispers that i was sure were about me (normal hs experience)#avoiding not sliding dgmzmy anyways yeah#at some point someone finally breaks through me and shows me something that idk how to describe. like meat and a bonsai? idk#sorta like they make me so anger look at it and they were warn and kind and i fully broke down crying and hugged them fnwmhmwk#it wasnt a random person but this dream is sorta personal even tho im writing it here but this is my blog i tend to post this stuff#but i mean i don't want to write his name i don't want it to appear in the main tags on accident#just know that i dreamt with him once before. also hugged him and cried KDNGRMHM#i wasnt going to make that comment thats why i used they pronouns before but nah its a he#also someone else like related to him was there and i think in a way he was trying to help but it was more him finding a business#opportunity and selling his own stuff at maybe an inappropriate time which i think he just does that sometimes gkwgkkf#anyways yeah i am very tired and i should go back to sleep#also i woke up with tears sorta formed in my eyes fkdkgkdg so i sort of still want to cry like in the dream i guess#its not even that early its 9but i don't have anything to do today so back to sleep
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Last night I dreamed about boys lending me books and eating small pieces of raw meat in bed with my eyes closed
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toji dream :)
#like among other things but thats the thing that matters.#u mention ur manwhore ONCE in a group chat n dreambrain delivers i love it here#elia txts#dream log#also gna stop taking my sleepy meds now bc they dont make me sleepy anyway n i also stopped getting hot nightmares from them#put me back on that meat hook or dont even bother
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#selfish to want him back prioritizing my own happiness over his but no one rlse made living feel worth it#i cant see value in my own life anymore every ounce of creativity and passion are dead#i feel like moving meat everything of the person a forgotten dream#i dont want to die but im not alive as is. everything worth living for is out of my reach. failed at every chance i got#someone has to be able to explain whatever mental gymnastics it takes to make life feel worth it#you read a story thats shit across every chapter so far your not going to be inclined to finish it out just for curiositys sake yeah?
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Who knew dreams about raw meat could be significant to your life
#it was actually very on point#i do have an existing phobia of undercooked meat so i thought the dream might be pointless#but then i looked up the meaning and it was like oh haha okay yeah thats legit#so strange#dreams#tw food mention
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ok im done reblogging writing posts now I need to write a session recap in character lol
#wtf even happened this session#all my brain latched onto is mystery meat and my whip that I now have#thats the only thing that matters#rambling#phever dreams with phantom#I need a tag for me posting about sessions lol
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God, Lobcorp Tumblr must go CRAZY...
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If you see something that looks like THIS
Do NOT go near it!!!
That is NOT a flower that can KILL you!!!
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