the fact that shakespeare was a playwright is sometimes so funny to me. just the concept of the "greatest writer of the English language" being a random 450-year-old entertainer, a 16th cent pop cultural sensation (thanks in large part to puns & dirty jokes & verbiage & a long-running appeal to commoners). and his work was made to be watched not read, but in the classroom teachers just hand us his scripts and say "that's literature"
just...imagine it's 2450 A.D. and English Lit students are regularly going into 100k debt writing postdoc theses on The Simpsons screenplays. the original animation hasn't even been preserved, it's literally just scripts and the occasional SDH subtitles.txt. they've been republished more times than the Bible
i think it's easier to hunt. if you're chasing and you make mistakes, you can get away, you know, you fall two steps back and you can regain or work your way back but if you're leading, and you have a car failure, it's just so much more nerve wracking i'd say. so i much, much prefer... chasing.
but it got to a point where i learned how to kind of maintain the chase. so what i used to do was i just used to picture me further up ahead and so i was just chasing myself. - Lewis 🥵
For me it’s the way Varian cannot and will not verbally express his feelings for Thomas but never makes Thomas feel wrong or ashamed for expressing his own. Varian does not believe their relationship could ever work in the real world but he never puts Thomas down for believing it could and responds to Thomas’ words and feelings with physical affection, kissing Thomas in front of the fire when Thomas says he’s proud of him and kissing him at the Chagalls’ farm when Thomas tells him happiness doesn’t feel complicated when they’re together. Varian sees Thomas’ love as his strength; his rebuff of Thomas’ advances in episode 2 was not to put Thomas down but rather his, at the time, inability to allow himself to maintain personal connections while remaining committed to his work. He just doesn’t believe he can have it all, or that he deserves it.
It’s also the way the way Thomas never forces Varian to say what he’s feeling and allows him to deal with and process his thoughts and emotions at his own pace, in his own way, and is always there to support him but call him out when he needs to.
It’s about the respect, the trust, the understanding, the love.