#the last one.......i dont even......i cant......help

[diordeer]

౨ৎ GUILTY PLEASURE

“Wild thoughts that make me melt, a good hit below the belt, sometimes I scare myself but I can't help what I can't help” - chappell roan (smau)

contains: charlie bushnell x fem!reader / dior goodjohn x fem!reader (fc: karina from aespa) shes not with either of them or like a ship technically its just a little friend bickering, choose she gets with whoever u like

author’s note: does anyone have advice to confront a friend who “borrows” all your money and never pays you back as a non confrontational person because this hoe is genuinely around £50 in debt to me if not more and WONT PAY ME BACK

requested by: anoonnn

Liked by iamcharliebushnell, dior.n.goodjohn and others

yn.ln days on set 🤭

tagged aryansimhadri, walker.scobell, dior.n.goodjohn, leahsavajeffries

user1 shes so prettybstfu

user2 the things i would do to be in this friend group! RAHH

↳ user6 no like fr

iamcharliebushnell wheres my feature at 😔

↳ dior.n.goodjohn LOOSSAA

↳ user3 not fighting the “wheres my hug at” allegations

user4 silena is my spirit animal 🦅

↳ user5 yn was BORN to play her!!

↳ yn.ln true story, i was born from sea foam

user6 your so real for giving into luke, true representation of this fandom

↳ yn.ln i work to serve 🫡

dior.n.goodjohn miss photogenic 📸

↳ yn.ln awwhh shucks 🤭

leahsavajeffries bc why did we eat that first pic

↳ walker.scobell we looks so cool 😎

↳ leahsavajeffries ok so… now uve ruined it

↳ user6 HELP?

user7 aryan in the last pic 😖

↳ yn.ln hes such a cutie patootie

↳ aryansimhadri 🧍

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yn.ln hanging out with the weirdo

tagged iamcharliebushnell

user1 okay aesthetic feet!

dior.n.goodjohn WHERES MY DAY OUT

↳ yn.ln PLSSS GIVE ME A DATE ILL BE THERE

user2 she beautiful, shes the moment, shes everything, and hes there!

[liked by dior.n.goodjohn]

↳ user3 the hate dior and charlie have over each over for yn is EVERYTHING

↳ iamcharliebushnell i feel targeted…

↳ dior.n.goodjohn u should

↳ yn.ln 🫢🫢

user4 are they dating?

↳ user5 i think they are just rly close friends, idk, no one knows, i dont think they know

user6 the cherry blossoms are very pretty 🌸🌸

↳ yn.ln they were melted into the ground 😢

↳ user6 MELTED?

↳ yn.ln sorry my bad ‘soaked’ 🙄

dior.n.goodjohn you are GLOWWINNGGG

↳ yn.ln i love u girl 😘😘

↳ dior.n.goodjohn u hear that charlie?

↳ dior.n.goodjohn the no reply tells me all i want to know!

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dior.n.goodjohn girls night 😍🥰

tagged yn.ln

user1 DUOLINGO CAKE

↳ yn.ln DUOLINGO CAKE

iamcharliebushnell duolingo cake or five star pasta?

↳ dior.n.goodjohn … we both know the answer to this

user2 whats the recipe for the cake?

↳ yn.ln WHY would u want a recipe for such a monstrosity

↳ dior.n.goodjohn that ‘monstrosity’ is a masterpeice!! (Seriously girl the recipe is the most basic cake it didnt even taste good)

↳ yn.ln i cant believe u would insult my baking skills…

↳ iamcharliebushnell i would never insult ur baking

↳ dior.n.goodjohn ok u little hoe

↳ user2 all i wanted was a recipe…

user3 whats your duolingo streak!!

↳ dior.n.goodjohn 0… yns the fanatic 😔

↳ yn.ln FIVE HUNDRED AND SEVEN 😍😍

iamcharliebushnell i love ur hairband!! 🥰

↳ yn.ln thankss 🤭

↳ dior.n.goodjohn EW GET OUT OF MY COMMENTS BRO 🤢🤢

taglist: @lostinhisworld @lizziesfirstwife @auttumnsayshi @silkenthusiasts @taygrls @kidkrowk @kanojous @niktwazny303 @m00ng4z3r @highfidelities @urmomsgirlfriend1 @vamplyle @xyzstar @alexandria-millie

[sturnihoelo]

Passenger Princess/M.S

summary: you and matt are on a late night drive and things escalate quickly from the sexual tension of the both of you finally alone.

‼️: smut, fingering, dom!matt, degrading, dirty talk, fem!receiving/giving, masc!receiving/giving

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it was about 11pm when we left the house. nick and chris were planning video ideas when matt had the idea to go on a late night drive with me alone. we were driving around aimlessly for about 20 minutes when matt puts his hand on my left thigh, starting in the middle and slowly making his way up to what is now my growing heat.

at this point, matt’s hand is teasing and tugging at the fabric of my waistband. i can already feel myself getting wetter by the minute. moments later, matt’s hand is down my shorts, rubbing slow circles on my clit. soft moans exit my mouth as he picks up his speed. “take off your seatbelt.” he demands. i do as he says without hesitation as i am craving his touch.

i position myself so that im hovering over his crotch. i start to play with and palm his bulge before undoing his belt and unzipping his pants, exposing his throbbing cock. spit uncontrollably dripping out of my mouth saturates his tip that oozes with precum. without hesitation, he pushes my head down into his cock and i wrap my dry lips around it.

he pushes on my head, bobbing it up and down while pulling on my hair. “you like gagging on my cock huh?” “you suck that cock so good you little fucking slut.” i respond by separated moans escaping and sucking even harder and faster. “ffuuucckkk” he groans followed by sucking in air through his teeth.

he pulls over to a dim lit parking lot. “take your shorts off.” he demands me while tears run down my face from the constant abuse on my throat and tongue. “yes daddy” i say in a low voice. “im sorry what did you say princess? i couldnt hear you.” he says in a taunting tone with a strong grip on my throat. “yes daddy” i say while moaning and loosening my shorts. “thats a good girl” “already so fucking wet for me” he smacks my ass so hard it leaves a handprint. he forces me onto my back and spreads open my legs. he takes off his seatbelt to get closer to my heat.

he licks my pussy so gently. treating me kindly before torturing my clit with his tongue. it didnt last long before his face is fully submerged into my cunt, tongue-fucking so hard my moans are uncontrollable. i was so horny i was about to explode and release everywhere. i could feel my orgasm creeping up on me, inching closer by the second. “fuck matt dont stop ur gonna make me cum!” his tongue somehow goes further into me and his nose is rubbing against my clit.

*BZZZZZ BZZZZ BZZZZZ*

*incoming call from nick*

“FUCK!” we both say while moaning. “dont make a fucking sound got it?” i nod innocently while trying not to moan. “what do you want?” matt answers in an annoyed tone. “where the fuck are you its almost 2am?!” nick says concerned. matt plunging his fingers deep inside of me while on the phone. “i know we’re on our way back right now chill out”. “what the fuck is up with you? whatever, me and chris want to show you something”. matts fingers increase speed driving me absolutely crazy while his cold rings hit against my skin. i break a little and a few quiet moans manage to escape my desperate mouth. “we’ll be home in like 10 minutes” “okay hurry” *matt hangs up*

matt now pushing full force into my pussy with his glistening fingers. “i tell you one thing and you cant even fucking obey” “do you want me to have to punish you when we get back to the house?” “im sorry i cant help it daddy! you make me feel so good” i said while moaning. matt steps on the gas and speeds the whole way home, still fingering you at full force. “FUCK MATT IM GONNA CUM!” he ignores me out of anger. “MAAATTTTTT” i said whining in a high pitch voice. he looks over at me and i release all over his fingers, earning loud groans from him as he sucks my juices off of his fingers.

🔗

HELP THIS WAS MY FIRST SMUT THAT IVE EVER WROTE💀IDEK WHAT POINT OF VIEW ITS IN😭 anyways i hope someone sees this and enjoys it. lmk if u want more😖

[the-s1lly-corner]

Hi, I'm not sure if you requests are open but I'd like to ask for a Lucifer Morningstar x oblivious! fem! reader. He met her when he visited the hotel and was immediately intrigued when Charlie told him that she was a a fallen angel. Later on he decides to court her but she is oblivious to his advances. Fluff! Have a good day/night!

Lucifer x fallen angel!oblivious!reader

I kinda wanna make pretzels... hmmm

Notes: reader is fem, crushing rather than an established relationship

CW: none

ah yes the obvious x oblivious trope, my beloved!

i do think lucifer has a lot of mixed feelings about... well the entire thing! im subscribed to the idea that hes not totally over lilith; whether he still loves her in some capacity, or if hes still healing from the separation... on top of that hes already on the fence about you due to you being a fallen angel

on one hand, youre probably down here for a reason even if its unfair, and he can relate to that. on the other hand... what if youre not like him and youre... not so nice

dont get me wrong there is some interest there, hes still curious to get to know you since he cant remember the last time hes seen another fallen angel

i dont think he would instantly go in flirting with you, though, even if there were to be a crush developing

slowburn more than anything

but when it gets to the point where hes comfortable testing the waters, and to start making attempts to flirt with you?

he thought he was being obvious, and to everyone else he is! pathetically so actually... its been so long since hes been in the dating scene that hes lost his touch a little

hes rusty! give him a break! he hasnt dated someone new in HOW long? new relationships are stressful as is!

even hes a little shocked at how oblivious you are

its a little endearing, even if it can get a little frustrating at times

it does push him to be more direct with his feelings, at least! both internally and externally... so in a way your obliviousness helps in the long run!

[7-ferrets-in-a-coat]

also ur aus, NEOW

what are they about???!!?!?!?! who lives??!? who dies!!?!?!?!? who kiss kiss falls in love?!?!?!

Ahem sorry for the violent energy. Im totally not planning to consume it <-lying liar who lies

BEWARE LONG ISH RAMBLE

Cough Cough Lmme rip thru my list of Aus actually

So let's start with the cowboy au that i NEVER draw for (sorry abt that LMFAOO)

Urhm basically Nari was the sheriff but his found family (the bishops) banded together to shoo him away and he runs away n shit. THen he finds an abandoned town and settles there for a WHILE, then Lamb (a runaway criminal) stumbles in that city and from then they bond a bit n lamb wants to help nari get revenge yadi yada

Its all general strokes for this one sadly, kinda gave up on it

urm urm for who kisses kisses smooches, i went with,,, shroomwool,,, Yknow the classic runaway and bartender typa shit.

Also i dont think?? anyone dies?? unsure

For the main Au, the Nepotism au as I call it, its all centered about Ludo and Ratdad mainly?

Its very feel goody bcs Im a sucker for that i must admit...

Ok so basically the gist of it is Ratau collected a Lot of riches during his crusades before the lamb came along? ANd he still has the skills to fight,, He just had to give the crown away bcs TOWW had asked him to, for the prophecy? Ratau Immediately adopts the lamb, teaches them everything, dad even killed Leshy Because the lamb was too tired and unused to big crusades or smth.. Ratdad did get nerfed bcs of that tho, he has a leg wound now so Ludo does everything in their power to defend their dad. The fact that Ratau , having a lot of riches and whatnot, decides to spoil the everloving shit out of Ludo to kinda make up for the whole Species extinction and having to be the chosen one led the Lamb to be sorta of a nepobaby?ish? THey still work hard but had a lot handed down to them to make it easier and all

This is totally not based off of my own 100% file in which Because im just THAT good no one ver died because of sickness, there was no revolts and all :3

Speaking of my file, it also inspired the Lamb's romantic life !! Policule for the win!! I think i will go more indepth about all of them in some other post some other time, but we have Sillium, the first wife, Fiar, the second wife, Narinder, the honorary wife and Femer, the last wife. Lamb has that chill rizz or smth

Then theres the secret au !!! WHICH I CANT TALK ABOUT RAHHHHHDSAJD going feral hellp

THEN theres also the uhh rebranded Heathers au? Still haven't done much, mostly just formed a few thoughts in my crevace!! I wnna rebrand it as an actor au? but like broadway actors with a few normal ish roles (by normal i mean like non musical ones)

I was also planning an Emo band Au but i wnna save myself some sanity

[fipindustries]

HRT and sex talk! feel free to ignore if that is not your jam

for whatever reason my hormones are not being as effective as they used to, which means that a lot of my male characteristics are coming back. chief amongst them is my male libido.

i wrote extensively about this phenomena in the past but i want to take a chance to kvetch about it yet again.

the pros is that masturbating feels like it hits... stronger. there is a certain feral high to male horniness. orgasms feel more like he final period, the last word. once you cum the matter is decidedly settled. it has a faster and higher peak. porn, drawn porn, feels more tittilating, fapping is easier. the whole process is more streamlined and hits more clearly and focused. also boners dont hurt as much any more.

that is about it for the pros. they are nice and i have been taking advantage of them now that i have the chance.

now come the cons.

male libido fucking sucks. it fucking sucks dick and balls and i fucking hate it, holy fucking shit.

ive likened to having an adiction in the past and the comparission holds stronger than ever. now your day is circumscribed by masturbation time and by how much time until next masturbation. it is a constant buzz in between your legs and the back of your head. any moment of boredom or inactivity is a moment that could be dedicated to that. to make matters worse, my dick is on a fucking hair trigger. is like im on a semi permanent half chub. i used to be able to enjoy and appreciate porn in a very intellectual way. it was tittillating for sure, it fulfilled a prurient interest, but mainly i enjoyed the artistry of it, i enjoyed the concept presented. now seeing porn online is like getting a poke from a really annoying mosquito that makes me want to scratch the subsequent itch.

and the real kick in the nuts here is that masturbating is now grosser. i cum more, it smells worse, it gets all sticky, i feel sweatier and slimier afterwards, and the dick feels all swollen and sore. the result of all this is that now im much more aware of my penis in a way that i really rather not be. when i go outside i cant help but feel that is really noticeable, more than usual. im terrified that there might be stains or that people might be able to smell something or whatever.

is just a fucking hassle, i dont want my mind to be 10% on sex at all times, i dont want to feel all sticky and smelly, i dont want to even be aware my dick exists most of the time. this truly was one of the hidden blessings of HRT i hadnt anticipated way back when i first started transitioning. i cant believe i lived like this for 25 years, i really dont understand how i did it. i cannot understand how men deal with this all the time, what are you guys doing? are you ok? you need help??? how can you live like this????.

honestly it doesnt feel like dysphoria, i dont feel gross in a metaphisical sense or like this challenges my identity or my conception of self or like it invalidates my gender or like it makes me dissociate from my body. is just a stupid pain in the ass, is like being with constant allergies and your nose was perpetually runny and you were oozing snot and slightly teary eyed and had to be constantly blowing your nose. it just sucks.

im going to talk to my doctor about increasing my dosis and probably get a fucking orchiectomy, yeah masturbation and orgasms dont feel as good but at least i can live my life like a functional human and focus on the things that really matter

[milkbreadtoast]

yu junghyeok and prince cedric have like practically the same design (+v similar personality) but listen the Vibes they have r diff... idk if this makes sense but u know charas w tired dilf energy... YJH has that but not cedric.. hes like a baby.. the way I describe it is YJH is babygirl but cedric is just my baby🫂🔥🔥🔥*gets incinerated* SKJDJ idk if it's noticeable at all but I try to capture diff vibes when I draw them....

when i draw cedric i try to go full shoujo... he is a romance novel male lead... sparkly eyes bright colors 90s anime blush... goes full squish mode when drawing him chibi MFNSKJ🤭

but when i draw yjh im like... no i have to convey the Angst and Depression.... *gives him dark circles and takes the light from his eyes*😇🖤

idk if it's noticeable but I also try to differentiate their designs in subtle ways (besides eye color etc),,, I give them diff eyebrow shapes!! I like YJH with triangle brows(thicker at the ends) and cedric w tapered brows(thicker toward the middle) like the webtoon... I also try to make cedric's hair a bit curlier than YJH🥹

[skunkes]

if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

[xysidhequeen]

Current count since I last slept: 41 hours.

I think I've capped out at 46 before, I'm not sure because my worst fit of insomnia had me in no position to check times. But I'll say 46. So if we hit 48 we're setting personal records!

[todayisafridaynight]

everyday i constantly think of masato's wheelchair and if that's his only one/main one no wonder he's so pissed at everyone

[toytulini]

if you draw enough monster ocs, when you go back to drawing a human character, it feels like "sameface syndrome" everytime, by virtue of their face being. human.

[ra-vio]

semester is almost over. im dying

[grey-has-rusted]

^me when i am a sensitive person

[anotherpapercut]

working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do

[evilmagician430]

who up sinning their fest

[anandasamsara]

SIMPLE COMMISSIONS OPEN

Ok, i cant find any other job nor other way to make some money rn. I still have to pay 450 for credit card, that we used to buy groceries, 450 for electricity and at least mom's phone. Ideally, 700 that we owe for the apartment payments, but we can keep pretending it doesnt matter as much.

So, opening sketch and whump comms bc i cant bring myself to do more than that rn. I can barely bring myself to draw at all. I could even toss some notion of nsfw for an extra 10 bucks.

Prices, how-to's and more info >>here<<

Im relatively desperate, bc even tho i managed to pay the internet bill, it doesnt matter if electricity is cut down, specially as we're having heat waves of about 40C for the last week with no end in sight.

(I listed the amount i need in brazilian real, so it would be around 250usd. 400usd if we count the apartment things that im ignoring.)

[potatobugz]

what if I didn't go to bed actually and just drew my fantrolls again