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so this was definitely the @cecilos-week prompt I struggled with the most, although I think it may in fact be one of the better pieces I’ve turned out/end up turning out for this.
I guess it’s more “Night Vale” than “Interloper” although my original conception of it was geared more toward... an instance of Cecil maybe feeling a bit like an outsider himself?
it ends on a pretty positive note! but the best idea I can give you of the tone is probably just: this is immediately after The Hierarchy of Angels
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Grief was not such a complicated thing, while it was fresh.
It manifested in different ways, some which were small and tearful, and unfolded into the vast, messy thing most people thought grief to be. Some which were almost grand, but hollow, gilded and silent, and which filled in over time. With grief. Or with your other feelings, which were pieces of grief's more complicated and final shape, but no one had told you that, so you hated these pieces as wrong, as something other than what you were supposed to be feeling according to the shapes other people had drawn for you.
Some of which were screaming, plunging down at over one hundred miles per hour. Knees touching under guardrails, and hands joined over knees, hands tight together with the same feelings they screamed. Joy and sorrow and the emotion that was sheer, implacable velocity in the gut.
Down somewhere below them were thin splashes of color, the flowers that they and other mourners had left at the foot of the sculpture. Cecil had never felt lower than in that moment. Not that he could recall, which admittedly left a fair amount of his life open. But, standing there, of course. Of course he had felt low, standing before a metal tower so many times his size, before a sculpture that twisted apart the sky above him. It did not exist on a scale that he could imagine interacting with. It was so much bigger than him, such a complicated thing.
Like grief, he thought. Not incorrectly, just at the wrong time.
He was wrong about the scale of it, though. Not even half an hour later, the tall, winged attendant had helped him and Carlos into their seats. Cecil's arm still felt detached from the rest of him, where the attendant had accidentally brushed it, leaking a little divine power onto his sleeve. It gave an extra edge to his screams as they tore down the sculpture's final drop, not merely interacting with, but participating in it. Breathlessly, joyfully, agonizingly participating in it.
And all of these things were part of his grief, he thought, as he and Carlos staggered together back onto the platform, laughing with what little breath they had recovered. And he was right, because no one could tell him what shape his grief could take. Only he had a say in this.
Cecil pulled Carlos aside by the exit, taking him by both hands, pressing their clasped fingers together between their chests as they kissed over and over. Each lightly touching his lips to the others', and to cheeks and foreheads. Still laughing, but now there were tears on their cheeks, now that they had the air to cry. Other riders slipped out around them, some sparing them a fond or understanding glance, but most just passing through the gate.
"Thank you, Carlos." Cecil spoke with their faces only an inch apart, his hand on the back of Carlos' head to hold them together. "I need to get going, but I'll see you later tonight. I had a… a good time. I'll see you later, okay?"
"What?" Carlos said, not really a question, not even a statement of surprise. Just a beat where anxiety knocked the silence out of him. "No. I know what."
And then Carlos put his arms around Cecil, hugged him with his eyes squeezed shut, his hands tight together between his husband's shoulder blades. "I want you to know something. That thing is: your show tonight was beautiful, and I'm proud of you for it."
"Thank you. I should have said it before… I should have said something, but-" Cecil bit his lip. "Or no. No. There's no point to thinking like that. Is there?"
Carlos shook his head, nuzzling into Cecil's chest with the movement. "No. There isn't."
"Okay. Listen, I know you're going to worry - I'm worried, too, about what I said, and... about… even more that I haven't. But not about the City Council. I know how to deal with the City Council. So, try not to worry too much tonight?"
"I'll do my best." Carlos looked up, and said mildly, "It's a pretty good best. Yours is, too, and I know that that is exactly what you're doing."
Cecil laughed, a single, humorless syllable. "Yes. And there'd be even less point, like a negative point - a hollow, or maybe a concave? - to worrying about if it will be enough…" His breath caught, and he rested his face in Carlos' hair, taking a moment to recover in the friendly scents of lavender shampoo and bright chemicals. "But. But I am, Carlos. I've never… I mean, no, it's not like I've never… It was so easy, earlier."
Carlos leaned in further, at an angle that made it easier for Cecil to rest against him in turn.
"It was sweet, you know? You were so excited, and, oh, honey-voiced honey… You could really hear how much you loved her. How much you still do. So. It's okay if it's not easy right now. I think it will be easy sometimes, and difficult at others, maybe more difficult than in this moment, even. Which means, I am not trying to discourage you - I just don't think it would help to - in scientific terms - sugarcoat it. Still, let me say something I mean just as much to encourage you: I'm here for you. No matter what you need to say about it, I love you."
“That’s right. I love her, and that won’t change. And so I will do this. For her. And for Night Vale. And for...” He brought one hand up, curving his hand to fit against Carlos’ cheek.
“For me?”
Cecil sighed, and nodded. "Carlos. Dear Carlos. Beautiful and imperfectly perfect. Filling my head even now with romance and disbelief and wonder at just how much one person can matter to another. I love you."
He kissed the top of Carlos' head. There was a cough from past the exit, and they turned just in time to see a secret police officer ducking back behind the wall.
Cecil rolled his eyes. "Okay, I really do need to go. I'll be home before you know it."
Carlos considered this statement and nodded. "Statistically, that is likely. It will depend where I am in the house, and what I'm doing - if I'm in the living room, I'll hear you, and know exactly as you come home. And I'll come see you. But if I'm in the bedroom, or in the kitchen and doing something there that involves moving pots or utensils, which most activities in the kitchen require, I may not. So, in that instance, you would definitely be home before I knew it. Whatever this order of events - see you later, Ceec."
Cecil stepped away to meet his escort. They came apart slowly, even so, arms stretching to their full lengths and fingers disentangling deliberately. Carlos waved as Cecil went through the gate, and Cecil blew him what would be their last kiss - at least, for the next several hours.
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nicole.
I’VE SEEN BETTER DAYS.
apollo could remember the day clearly. it was a typical wednesday, a day just like every one day. axe had missed the bus again, either that be on purpose or the thirteen year old was just that thick headed that the alarm didn’t get through to him - whatever the reason was, axe and him were yet again tardy which brought yet another letter to their mother arising concern for their uncanny talent of being late. it something their mother wouldn’t get the chance to read. i learned to sign her name at the age of five.. it was just another white envelope added onto the growing mountain of over due bills that seemed to grow bigger while the number of hours his mother was working lessened. apollo couldn’t help but wonder what would be turned off the month, electricity or water.
SO UNAFRAID IN MY YOUTH.
everything was normal, imperfectly perfect - if his eyes hadn’t made contact with a certain crying angel near his locker. maybe if i hadn’t helped her to the nurse at the age of nine - we would have never gotten themselves into this situation. apollo hugged his weeping angel, rocking her just slightly before asking the question that would change the course of his life forever. a meteor crashing into their lives at the wrong time, too soon for the two seventeen year olds. the meteor had a name. his name? ryder james murphy.
fuck.
I CAN’T BREATHE, MUCH LESS BELIEVE
nicole had always had a hard time with ryder. it was never that she didn’t love her son, her small bundle of joy. no, it just wasn’t what she wanted. the pregnancy had been hard on her petite frame. her alcoholic father kicking her out, causing one more person to be housed under the murphy roof. apollo always looked on the bright side of things. he worked toward the future, one with his family fully supported and happy with everything they could ever want. that was apollo’s dream and he did everything he could to achieve it. even if that had meant he had to drop out of swimming - something that could’ve gotten him an almost free ride to any college he wanted so he could pick up another job over night at the gas station on the corner, just to try to save money for their big move out of ashland and to new york.
YOU’RE GETTING EVERYTHING YOU HAD.
it would’ve been more than a small bluff if apollo had said he wasn’t incredibly t i r e d. between his classes at NYU. i had always wanted to be a psychiatrist much to my girlfriend’s dismay. she was always pushing me to do better, and better, and B E T T E R. what she didn’t understand was just how hard i had busted my ass to even be able to pay for our move to the city. and the two jobs he had taken to working between those classes. JUST so nicole wouldn’t have to. everything apollo had done in the past two years had been for nicole, but it felt more and more lately that nothing was enough. the past two years had drained the man, but he was determined to never give up on his dream.
EVERY LITTLE THING YOU HAD.
the date was january fifth. exactly seven days until mister ryder turned the old age of one. apollo was excited, birthday’s had always been one of his favorite days. the small boy had such an excitement and positive view of the world around him. always smiling and giggling. you couldn’t help but smile and feel good when you were in the presence of ryder. well, at least, apollo felt so.
A PURE LOVE UNREHEARSED.
the sharp winter hair cut through his nostrils as he briskly walked through the streets. the warmth of his coffee seeping into his hand, warming it from the outside. their home was a run down apartment building. it was small, one bedroom and a laughable sized bathroom, but it was home to apollo so he’d never complain. he rarely complained - that was nicole’s job. complaining about the weather, their bills, rent, her classes, her job, or how much ryder’s medicine cost them. the child was prone to getting ill. i swear he’s been sick more times than he’s been unsick. but apollo could understand. this was stressful, being on their own, hundreds of miles from home was really getting to the both of them. nicole never complained before ryder, so apollo wasn’t very sure why the non stop complaining started after.
I’VE SEEN YOUR BEST AND YOUR WORSE.
his keys jangled in the lock. the lock was always getting stuck, meaning he had to try more than once to try and open that creaky wooden door. the hinges needed oil, squeaking loudly as apollo pushed the door open. something seemed off from the moment he had entered their tiny apartment. the air almost felt thick as he walked through the space. ryder was crying in his crib well it was more like screaming briskly, the tall male made his way towards the crib, picking up the crying child with a coo. the small boy’s face colored red with big crocodile running down his chubby cheeks.
“now, what seems to be the matter buddy?”
apollo bounced the boy in his arms, his brain completely focused on soothing his distressed son. his screams raspy from the amount of time he had been crying. soon a bottle calmed his screams of displease almost instantly. his small body tucked against his chest.
AND AT YOUR WORST, YOU’RE STILL YOUR BEST.
it wasn’t until his son had calmed had he began to wonder where exactly nicole was. a wave of anger ran down his spine. how dare she leave their son screaming in his crib like that. how D A R E she.
“nicole?” he called out from his place in the kitchen, beginning on his search for his blonde haired girlfriend.
“nic, this isn’t fucking funny. he was screaming.”
there wasn’t many places she could have disappeared to in their apartment. her shoes were still by the door, phone on the nightstand. she was here. he gave a huff of annoyment, coming face to face with a closed bathroom door. the only place she could be. he could hear the shower running from out here, yet no singing nicole as per usual. to be polite he knocked on the thin wooden door - no response.
the handle - l o c k e d.
at this point apollo was angry, beginning to pound at the door.
“what the FUCK nicole! open the damn door!”
BUT AT MY BEST, I AM MY WORST.
five minutes later, apollo had begun to get frantic as he pounded at the door. hollow thuds echoing around the silent apartment. apollo only receiving radio silence in return. what was she doing in there? why did she refuse to even make a sound in response to his relentless pounding at the door? there were too many thoughts swimming through his brain. so many dark thoughts flooding from the deepest and darkest parts of his skull.
‘i am pushing this door down’ he thought before there was a sudden loud crash and the wooden door came crashing into the small bathroom.
“nicole what the -”
he stopped. his body instantly going cold, pale skin becoming even paler at the sight below him.
there was the love of his life. the only girl he had ever looked at. there she was laying there lifeless in the bathtub. the stream of water now gone cold, plastering her clothes to her skin. her skin was pale, head tilted against against cold tiled wall, eyes open, indefinitely staring at the white tiles. the once joy filled, love filled blue eyes now cold and lifeless.
the pills she had used scattered across the tilted floor in the bathroom.
apollo sunk to his knees, reaching forward to shut the water off. a sob filled breath escaping his chest, unable to tear his eyes off of the lifeless body of an angel in the shower.
a man shattering to pieces on the bathroom floor as everything began to crash down around him in that small and cold bathroom.
I AM A CURSE.
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When I read book I really like/enjoy/benefit from, I feel compelled to share it with others. One way I can do that here is to share with you the passages that resonated with me the most — the ones I literally ran over with my bright yellow highlighter.
I’ve been a big fan of Jonathan Fields, the founder of Good Life Project, for a while. We have a similar outlook on life, and yet I always learn something when I experience his work. He’s not only written a few great books, he has one of the few podcasts that I’ve kept in my playlist for multiple years and still listen to every episode.
Jonathan’s latest book is called How to Live a Good Life. It’s part how-to manual, part memoir, and all good advice. If you’ve followed my work for any length of time, I know this book will resonate with you, too.
My Top 10 Highlights From How to Live a Good Life
“For years, if not decades, we’ve been living with an undiagnosed condition: Reactive Life Syndrome. Living each day not by choice, but by default.”
“If you don’t have your health, we’ve all heard, you don’t have anything. You can’t buy your way out of a tumor. Or depression. Or illness. Or pain. You can’t feel alive, happy, and joyful when your body is abandoning you. And you can’t drink in all that life has to offer when your body is limited in its capabilities. Not only that, but a vital body is the vessel for that three-pound bundle of consciousness called your brain, the thing that processes whether you’re living a good life or not. The thing that feels and chooses, that controls your organs, systems, and movements. There is a powerful feedback loop between your mind and body.”
“By the time we reach adulthood, we’re so distracted by the pull of speed, connectivity, expectations, and rules, we lose the ability to see and experience what’s right in front of us. We become 99 percent unaware, and in doing so we lose the ability to choose and to act rather than react. By the way, those who tap into that 1 percent, who are awake and aware, not only tend to own their own lives but end up running the world.”
“There is a certain heaviness that seeps into every part of life when you walk through each day trying to be someone else. The energy put into hiding who you are and then building any number of alter egos to satisfy society’s expectations of who you are eventually becomes crushing. You may be able to keep up the illusion of survival or even joy for a short time, but in the end it always drags you down. The longer you wear the mask, the harder it is to keep up the facade, to muster a modicum of civility, let alone joy. At some point, you have to choose. Will you continue to hide, living under the weight of expectation, or allow yourself to be seen?”
“It’s stupid to be safe. Because ultimately, usually whatever that is, wherever you don’t want to go, whatever that risk is, whatever the unsafe place is, that really is the gift that you have to give. . . . And whatever you think is just going to be pleasing, and whatever you think will make people like you, that’s not your gift.”
“Life’s greatest moments live in the space between desire and attainment.”
“There is no perfect moment. No time when you will know enough to guarantee you will get what you want. No time when you’ll be 100 percent sure that you’re ready to have a child, fall in love, take a job, move cross-country, build a business, show your work, stand in your truth, pursue your dream. Still, at some point, imperfectly informed, with butterflies in your belly, you’ll still need to act.”
“Simple truth: fast and busy are a choice.”
“Rolling breathlessly from one digital dopamine hit to the next isn’t a sign of being alive and informed. It’s not a sign of being connected and engaged. It’s a sign of being a digital junkie.”
“Real happiness comes not when you choose to be happy, but when you discover the things that will make you happy and then do them.”
More highlights below…
BONUS HIGHLIGHTS
Ok, there are WAY more great quotes in this book than just ten. As usual, when I find a book I love, I have a very hard time picking my top 10 favorites, so I’m including the rest of my highlights here.
“I came to understand that we are all capable of contributing to the world in a way that makes a profound difference. A rare few go big. Make the big gesture. Take the big risk. Expose themselves on a grand scale. Create and then ride the big wave. But most of us, myself included, take a different yet equally valid path. It’s the path of the ripple. Simple actions, moments, and experiences. Created, offered, and delivered with such a purity of intention and depth of integrity and clarity that they set in motion a ripple that, quietly, in its own way, in its own time, expands outward. Interacting with, touching, mattering to people we’ve never met in ways we never conceived.”
“Complexity is a leech on my soul. I want to do epic things. I want to “go big.” I want to matter. But I also want to be able to breathe. And sleep. And allow as often as I incite. That’s where the ripple comes in. It gives me a way of thinking about making meaning (and money— hey, I’m a realist) on the scale that supports my good life while keeping it simple. Instead of a company, I’ll write a book or give a talk. Instead of a large organization, I’ll license my ideas. Instead of having to be in the middle of everything, I’ll surround myself with people who are natural-born complexity sponges.”
“Exercise and movement. There are perhaps no better therapies for nearly everything that ails us.”
“Moments of adversity, when things get hard and you need to be able to push through, rather than run, exist in nearly every part of life. If you run and hide every time you bump up against one, you end up closing the doors to what are often the most beautiful, though challenging, parts of life.”
“Over the next 24 hours (and hopefully beyond), any time you find yourself thinking, “I’m not good at this, I can’t do, I don’t have the capacity to [fill in the blank],” add the word yet to the end. Remind yourself that your ability to do almost anything is about your willingness to invite, engage with, and learn from challenges and tests. The faster path to improvement and success is to embrace rather than run from adversity. Think about every opportunity to do something you can’t yet do, to learn something you don’t yet know, as a gift. A success catalyst.”
“The question you always need to ask when thinking about belonging to a new group is whether the value of what you’re being asked to give up is exponentially exceeded by what you’re going to get in return. If the answer is yes, lean in. If it’s no, run like hell.”
“Spend more time looking into someone’s eyes than you do looking over their shoulders.”
“What if you don’t so much have a passion or purpose as much as you pursue something, or a bunch of things, with passion and a sense of purpose?”
“Rather than working entirely on the job of fixing what’s wrong in our life, Seligman argues, if we understand our strengths, then build as much of our life as possible around them, much of what’s wrong seems to fall away. We feel like we’re tapping the most essential positive parts of ourselves to contribute to the world in a way that makes us feel immensely satisfied. We begin to become our strongest, most aligned, best selves. We come alive.”
“Epic is as much the ripple as it is the wave. But the way we talk about it, the way I’d framed it, implies the only way to live an epic life, to contribute meaningfully, to matter, is to go big. Not only is that wrong, but for many it’s crippling.”
“In order to fill our Connection Bucket, we need to find and be with “our people.” Those we can love and those who’ll love us back. Those we can befriend and play and laugh with. Those who will serve as a source of acceptance, allegiance, and belonging. In other words, those who just plain get us.”
“There is no magic to awesome outcomes. Whether we’re looking to build a great career, a great relationship, great health, or a great life, it’s all about consistent action over time. It’s about coming back after things blow up, over and over and over.”
“We are wired to focus on the sucky side of life. Scientists call it the negativity bias. We latch onto the stuff that goes wrong and refuse to let go, sometimes for years. Meanwhile, the stuff that goes right we barely acknowledge. This can lead to a pretty warped situation. From the outside looking in, we’re living awesome lives and everything seems to be going right. But from the inside looking out, all we see are the stumbles or negative experiences. The drag can become obsessive and even, poorly handled, pull us toward not just pessimism and compulsion but anxiety and depression.”
“Most people will find you interesting if you are deeply interested in them. Stop thinking about what to talk about; start thinking about what to ask.”
“Here’s the thing about ideas. They’re worthless. Okay, so maybe they’re not worthless, but they don’t matter unless and until you do something with them.”
“Picasso said it beautifully: “To know what you’re going to draw, you have to begin drawing.” Get out of your head. Draw. Play. Move. Love. Hug. Ask. Write. Speak. Test. Make. Build.”
“Leaving anything, even something you hate, will cause a certain amount of pain and disruption, both for you and for anyone else who counts on you. The more you’ve built around the money and security of your current career, illusory as both may be, the more the pain of blowing it up. Few people are willing to endure that, no matter how much the pain of staying eats at their soul. So they just sit tight and suffer.”
“As author and visionary thinker Derek Sivers offers, ‘If information was the answer, then we’d all be billionaires with perfect abs.'”
“The single most powerful driver of action and success is social support. Put another way, we need people to keep us accountable to even the most enjoyable actions in life. And not just any people; we want people who are along for the ride, on the same great adventure as us. People who get what we’re doing because they’re doing it, too. Together we provide love, support, accountability, celebration, insight, and belonging.”
“You’ve been busy, so busy, you really must be important. You’ve gotten so much done. But you can’t remember a thing you’ve accomplished. You feel like your checklist for tomorrow is already longer than what you started with today. And very little of it is meaningfully connected to anything you care about.”
“When we were kids, we ran around all day, climbed, danced, rolled, threw, caught, wiggled, jumped, cartwheeled, and kicked our way through the day. We worked hard, really hard, and loved it. The only reason we stopped is because we had to. Homework or dinner called us in. For those who played sports, there was the added experience of camaraderie, collaboration, shared effort, friendship, and belonging. We didn’t call it exercise back then; we called it play, and we couldn’t get enough. Our job today is to turn exercise back into play. To change repetition and boredom into novelty and engagement. To turn isolation and intimidation into friendship and belonging. To turn forced participation and futility into craved activity and transformative results.”
“Hike, ride, surf, trail run, Hula-Hoop. Join a group, team, or club. Take different classes. Whatever it is that makes you want to do more, find it, then do it.”
“A recent study revealed sleeping less than six hours a day for two weeks has an effect on your brain similar to blowing a 0.10 on an alcohol test, which would make you too drunk to drive.”
“The secret to long-term success in any endeavor is not magic but sustained action over time. And we don’t do anything for long unless (1) it is easy to start and (2) we can keep doing it long enough for it to become a habit. The more we repeat something, the more automatic it becomes. And, here’s the thing: once we’ve built that basic behavior into our lives and it has become a habit, the duration and intensity often expand on their own.”
“There’s this odd irony in life. I wish it weren’t so. Every breakthrough is preceded by great uncertainty.
I believe that talent matters, but when it comes to success in nearly all parts of life, effort and a willingness to ask for help are far more determinative.”
“We choose to go fast and be busy because we think it’ll get us what we want. All too often, it doesn’t. Fast and busy makes life brittle. It makes us feel like every inch of space in life is locked in and there’s no room to move. Instead of unlocking productivity and potential, it throttles both. It deludes us into feeling like we’re getting more done faster, but in reality, we could get the same done in the same or less time with more grace by dialing it back, not forward. In the end, we’re left feeling dissatisfied and helpless to extract ourselves from the process. Except we’re not. It’s all an illusion.”
“Find the right people, then find or create a way to be with them in a setting and context that allow you to leave feeling filled up, rather than emptied out.”
“Knowing your social orientation is important in your quest to fill your Connection Bucket. It lets you better understand what types of social settings will allow you to flourish, both personally and professionally. It helps you understand which people and conversations will fill you up and which are likely to empty you out. It also gives you a much better sense of how to move into and out of social situations, how to connect with and step away from people in a way that leaves you feeling energized and connected, rather than gutted and disconnected.”
“Belonging begins with safety. There needs to be an understanding, either explicit or strongly implied, that this is a place and a relationship where you feel safe enough to be the real you.”
“We spend so much time looking into our own palms, we’ve forgotten what it means to look into one another’s eyes.”
“Having people in our lives to love and be loved by changes everything.”
“Commit yourself fiercely to doing something every day to fill your Vitality Bucket. The more optimized your mindset, the easier it becomes to stay positive and full in the face of potentially draining interactions.”
“Conversation is the gateway to connection.”
“Set your intention to give, not take.”
“Thing is, we can’t make good decisions until we know what matters to us. Until we have some sense of what’s important, what we believe, what we value. When we know these things, decisions get easier. Something’s either aligned with our values and beliefs, or it’s not. If it’s aligned, it’s a yes. If not, it’s a no. If we have two options, both well aligned, we choose the one that’s a better fit.”
“Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should. For the most part, the way you become really good at something or develop some level of expertise is to work really hard at it. That level of effort is most often fueled by something internal, your spark. But on occasion, and this happens more often when you’re younger, you or those around you will notice you have a natural affinity for something. So they push you to do it more and more, until eventually you become great at it. If the early, external pushes lead to a level of proficiency that starts to light you up from within, that’s awesome. But if the only reason you’ve become good at something is because someone else forced you to— and maybe continues to force it on you— then doing more of it may not, in fact, lead you to feel better. It may do the opposite. So beware the source of mastery when you think about integrating more of what you’re good at into your life.”
“If you’ve spent your life being warned away from ever being the tall poppy or shining light in the room, going public with your great big self may trigger feelings of unease. But at some point, you’ve got to get comfortable with a simple truth: the pride that rides in the saddle of extreme competence is not, by default, arrogance or hubris.”
“If you are selfless to the point of self-sacrifice, at some point you run out of energy and resources to be able to contribute to others. Whereas people who are able to work toward their own goals, or at least keep their own interests in their rearview mirror when they’re helping others, are able to sustain their energy and their resources, and that allows them to give much more over time.”
“When we think about giving, we often think about grand gestures, setting aside hours or days to volunteer, mentor, or contribute to some person or group we want to see rise. Or we think about specific charities, foundations, and organizations to donate to. But giving even on the smallest level has power. So often, we miss the momentary opportunities to contribute, the countless moments to be generous, to help, to be of service in the moment, for a moment.”
“There’s this weird, counterintuitive thing we do when we’re working at a life-sucking job. Instead of becoming aggressively proactive in the name of making it as good as we can, we get relentlessly good at making it as bad as we can. We often have no idea how complicit we’ve become, that we’re actually a big part of the problem.”
Check out my other “book reviews”:
The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz
Start by Jon Acuff
Wellth by Jason Wachob
Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert
Ordinary Superpowers by Mark Henson
Creativity, Inc. by Ed Catmull
Life is Good, The Book by Bert & John Jacobs
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