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clonewarsahsoka · 1 year ago

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Now before I sleep the question is do I think about dao or my world?

#i STILL need to resolve angela and nebulas conversation its been WEEKS #the plot needs to MOVE #the problem is idk what to do next #i have 2 ideas but idk which is better #i have to ask myself what would nebula do but IDK YET #this is how i decide her character but idk which option i like better for her or which one is more HER #tis hard out there #also i domt like how im making angela act so i need to change it up a little #but also.. alistair has re entered the rotation #and BOY am i rotating him in my mind #and ngl im excited to have to start a new game cause now i know the world a lot more so i can play in a way that fits a lot more #and i think thats fun

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tj-crochets · 26 days ago

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Hey y'all, do you have any experience with the Visible app and arm band thing? I've been using the app for a month or so, and I think it's helping a little, but I don't have the arm band yet and I'm not sure how big a difference that will make. I think I probably should be tracking my heart rate, but I cannot overstate how much I get rings and bracelets caught on things, especially during flareups. Like getting beltloops caught on door handles but even more so, so I think maybe the arm band will be better for me?

#the person behind the yarn #I think having texts to my phone to say hey. sit down.#would maybe help #because at least this week that's been one of my main problems #not realizing my heart rate is shooting up until it's in the Bad Symptoms Zone #which for me is like. 160s standing still #I meant there is also the moderate symptoms zone (120-140s) but I keep missing when I'm in that zone???#idk why I am not noticing anymore but I am not anticipating getting sensitivity to that back soon #because I was off my meds for two months (because my doc said I didn't have the thing the meds were prescribed for)#not getting into details but last time I had one of these symptoms it took me like a year and a half to get back to baseline #I don't anticipate it taking that long this time because A. I have meds for it and B. I know to eat more salt #but uh. I do anticipate that while I will be feeling waaaay better than I have been in the last two months by like next week #I probably won't be back to what had been my normal for a few months #(last time this happened was the very first time I got sick twelve years ago)

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luck-of-the-drawings · 4 months ago

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JUST ROLL WITH IT: PRIME DEFENDERS - EPISODE 12: FESTIVAL OF FEAR

part of a thumbnail project hosted by the lovely wonderful GREF (that link goes to the twitty post, heres the pdf for ur own viewing tho)

THIS WAS VERY FUN! THANK U FOR ALLOWING ME TO JOIN AND PLAY.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #GUAWWUWUHAUHAUHAHH THIS IS OLDDDD NOWWWWW and while i dont exactly see any problems..smth feels...offf....#BUT I STILL RLY LIKE IT i love my colors and the glowy and the red and YEAAh #LOVE how i draw ram!vyncent. he mispoke and said 'sombrero' to describe the hat ONCE and well. now its real. to me #LOOK AT THAT GUN TOOO UUGHHGH GUNS R SO HARD TO DRAWWW.very very happy w it tho.#the book that ashe is carrying also bears the symbol o Lord Death whhich is an oc of mine tehehehehe #letseeee what elsee... I RLY LIKE MY DESIGN FOR MALLARD CONWAY.no one else draw him as scary n strange as i....#also the bg is supposed to vaguely look lika skull.... do u see it? i also LOVE cartoons #and the way cartoons will have the characters be all flat colors n the bg will be painted-ish #also fuuuuuck i see all the circles on vyncents poncho....i shoulda put more bionicle runes on it... hmmmmm #OKAY ONE MORE THING..the hand patterns against the tent.. idk if they still come across as handprints but..i tried #thats all my art thoughts on this okayyyy yessss i havnt seen PD in so so long but it still holds sucha place in my heart...#i also havnt been keeping up w jrwi all that much since i started getting laid. sorry guyssss <3 #maybe ill catch up w all their new stuff eventually...ill def catcht the next riptide ep...#in the meantime ive been doing SOO MUCH OC STUFF WEEEE!!!#maybe ill share more oc stuff at some point.... maybe...#ACTUALLY WAIT I HAVE SMTH I NEVER POSTED.. maybe ill post that soon..#anyway love u guyyyss yall hava good daayyyy

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swhhdr-wthhr · 28 days ago

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don’t you hate it when your brother brings the guy who tried to kill you a bunch of times to your party

original meme under cut

#every now and then i have to draw a little comic strip for one of my aus based on a meme #and make it all up on the spot with absolutely no forethought #sanders sides au #sanders sides fairytale au #sanders sides fanart #roman sanders #remus sanders #janus sanders #creativitwins #i'm probably gonna end up changing janus's design between this and the next time i draw him #i just can't figure out how he should look #don't look at remus's clothes i literally didn't even plan what i was gonna draw before i started doing the lineart #i also didn't use references for anything but the hands #the problem with drawing anthropomorphic animals in this way is that it's really hard to make them show any expression #not that i'm good at that with humans anyway #i guess this is my debut of roman and remus's designs in this au. i'm gonna make little character profiles for them and all the others #idk how long that'll take though cause for some reason i decided to draw 2 full body colored and shaded pictures of each character #that's 12 drawings +the one each i already did for c!thomas and the orange side #i feel like this drawing doesn't look like remus much?#his grey hairs aren't super noticeable so maybe that's why. also the green on his clothes isn't very bright #and he's making a pretty normal facial expression so that affects it too #once again i did not plan this out at all beforehand #this is the 4th au ive made where roman is the youngest character. except in this one he and remus actually aren't twins (clearly)#remus is actually the oldest #so everyone else is in between them age wise #my art

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skrrtscree · 2 months ago

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(OLD, 2024) the o in minato stands for oblivious 😔💔

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starsoupsaysstuff · 2 months ago

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Would anyone be interested in a Danny Phantom Planned!AU (Drs Fenton intentionally caused the “accident” to give Danny his powers) told from the perspective of one of his clones?

#danny phantom #fanfic idea #kinda fucked up the half story I have imagined #Idk how it’s gonna end until I start writing it #Maddie Fenton is pretty fucked up in this tho #Jack too just not as bad #Vlad is somewhere in the middle in a different way #no good adults #I think Danny is actually smart just only in what he cares about and in the show he doesn’t get that chance #because the requirements for being an astronaut #you don’t just get that if you don’t know what you’re doing #anyways Danny’s clone is given the chance to be smart #and then makes it everyone’s (Maddie and vlad’s) problem #I also desperately want to write completely codependent relationships #But like #one sided #I need to write about a kid who would burn the world to save his brother who doesn’t even see him #Who doesn’t even know he’s fighting for him tooth and nail #To make sure Danny isn’t the one on the operating table next time #Idk would anyone be interested?

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gifti3 · 4 months ago

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the goverment is definitely figuring out this alien situation asap right?? cause whats happening currently is not feasible in the long run is it not??

im sure they are trying to maybe figure it out...probably, but part of me feels like it is not being treated with the seriousness it should be by them, which ig is in character LOL

pretty much relying on one guy (who doesnt even wanna be doing this) is actually scary

and the mc still has to like 'encourage' him to do it, tho its much easier in the 'ray ending' for sure. that man just wants to live a regular life with mc (unfortunately for him that means continuing to be binary star and dealing with aliens)

and if i was a citizen and knew this id be panicking

like yea u have these other heroes helping and stuff which im sure looks comforting from an outside point of view! but like the actuality is that its ray keeping things afloat

AND ON THE TOPIC OF THE MC, i was definitely in my head like....wouldnt rays superiors (managers??) get like curious about them? like no way theyre not being nosy about it after a certain amount of time passes. it really feels like something that could be leveraged against him,,, (if there is fic about this pls send it to me lol)

honestly i feel like mc and rays relationship would have moments of high stress. like there will be good times but also the bad times will also be there and its sometimes gonna be because of outside factors they cant control

#like this hero set up for the violent alien invasions....cannot continue forever no?#its like a common hero trope but i love overthinking stuff its my jam!#and this is not me even getting into the possibility of mc dying before him (natural causes or accident)...or him getting too old eventuall #ig they could make another human weapon or something but if that were the easiest solution #there would be more ppl like ray walking around already ig (also this is a messed up thing to do btw)#is there even a solution to this??#see im entering the next phase of my fixation which is #thinking about the world #its really interesting guys!#ray is an interesting character and all the shit hes been through...im surprised he can be even controlled ngl lol #like yea mc is his last link to humanity but also deep down ik he doesnt want to let go of it hence the obsession and love towards them #its tragic that that hope had to be pinned on one singular person tho #wishing the best for him tho #i think he should be allowed to retire rn ACTUALLY #unfortunately everyone will fuckin die so.#again....government do something!?#i dont believe in my heart that theyre trying to actually solve the problem...#ik its not an easy problem to solve either....there might not be a solution at all! but i still feel like theyre not trying hard enough??#but idk enough about what the gov is doing to know. this is literally me just going based off vibes #i hope i stop having th urge to yap about this in like a week cause ill go crazy just making thing up #binary star hero #bshvn #im so curious to actually see how mc and rays day to day official relationship would go #the ray ending one where theyre trying to be healthy about it lol #theyre super cute haha #also its always fun to see a yan type character trying to be 'normal' about their feelings #hes trying okay! he doesnt even read mcs mind anymore without permission #or at least he tries #pretty sure he slips up every once in awhile #god i just...i have a bunch of stuff going on in my head

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if-we-are-free-tell-me-why · 9 months ago

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every time I hear someone say "oh you have to listen to Dear Evan Hansen it has such good mental health representation" I cry in Next to Normal

#next to normal #and yes this is based on a true story #generally I dont try to juck anyones jum so I of course didn't tell that person what I was thinking at that moment #and if someone found Dear Evan Hansen a useful text in terms of their own mental health journey who am I to discredit that #but this is the internet and I am back on the ntn train #in a way it is my saf autumn musical #and yes I am a survior of the 2017 Tony Awards why were you asking?#no but seriously #it is so interesting how many narrative devices Dear Evan Hansen took from Next to Normal #but turned them into a less complete piece #like Gabe in ntn is a representation of unadressed grief and trauma and the family has to accept that he will never be really gone #and connor is just...idk not fully thought out?#idk I'm rambling #but also #how the love story between Henry and Natalie means something #Natalie sees her parent's relationship and desperately doesn't want that for herself and Henry at the same time also stand for #a piece of normalcy that seems attainable #you don't sit there and think hu why is there this completely separate love story thrown in there?#it mirrors the problems #and dear evan hansen #do I even have to say it #I thnk the thing I resent it most for is that it has a love story #naja #I'm of listening to net to normal some more #sorry I someone who really likes deh stumbles accross this #I feel like espechially musicals can be something that can be so personal #and I don't actually want to contribute to more stuff like #ew why do you like this when theres xyz that is so much better or morally purer or whatever #I guess what I do want to say is: if I had a nickle for everytime they made a musical about mental health where theres a ghost on stage and #the sister of the dead kid falls in love with a funny guy while her family is falling apart

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cosmique-oddity · 2 months ago

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Feeling drained from my vital force ;_;

School sucks

#sometimes i held drawing in such a high place in my life #i fear of not being able to do anything else #cant think of anything else #im turning into a monomaniac #and honestly i have no problem with it cuz my love for art and drawing is infinite #i am a proud monomaniac tbh #BUT #thats not what society want me to be #like im supposed to be able to do other things #next year that wont be the case as im going to an art school #but for now i have exams #and one of those exams <is> in art #but not the art i love #you know the art where you can produce the most ridiculous thing ever but if you get a clever explication for your stuff #then woooo incredible everything is great and you get money and stuff #where you can ducktape a banana on the wall and hell yeah its art #as i dont honestly care about who do that and who buy at #i am not like this i dont want to be FORCED to criticise capitalism when i draw characters #i dont wanna be politic i want to talk about humans and feelings #i dont wanna fucking explain everything i do i want people to look at my art and wonder what my message were #or just idk being able to tell what i wanted to say #i dont know but this shit is not for me #it makes me sad. i have art in what you could call a IVL school cuz im not able to attend to real art classes #and fuck this lack life so much......i feel deprived of what i crave the most in art #connection with others

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tj-crochets · 2 months ago

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Quilting is delayed due to some unexpected floor time*, but here’s a sketch of what I’m thinking, with the gray and white fabrics from the photo and the bright green at the top, but not the pink, yellow, or other green

*I don’t actually know what caused this unexpected floor time? I was exhausted, kept checking my blood pressure but it was fine, but I laid down on the floor and immediately was no longer tired but could feel the muscles over my spine at the base of my neck spasming pretty badly??? Feels real bad. Don’t recommend it. Can’t feel it when I sit upright but I’m pretty sure it’s still doing it? Idk, I have a doctors appointment later this week anyway, I’ll talk to him about it. I am feeling significantly better now, but still not great, so I won’t be quilting because I do not iron or use a rotary cutter when my muscles are twitching like this

#the person behind the yarn #what to sew next #I’m thinking the backing will probably be bright green #but maybe orange? idk I’ll see when the quilt top is done #I think this might have been my flicker vertigo causing problems #because there was a sound that was making me feel badweird the way flickering lights do before I started feeling awful

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pilonciillo · 7 months ago

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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety

#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works #why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being #released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy #last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get #panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the #parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to #steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out #all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone #spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli #telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s #nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank #track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the #business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and #video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me #FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s #not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m #much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel #safe #OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she #got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like #that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s #crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull #shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to #mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told #me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check #key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS #allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no #consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way

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hellsbellssinclub · 7 months ago

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I graduate tomorrow

Like for real.

There is a ceremony and everything. they are giving us a gown and cap for the graduation. I have brought a pretty dress. My hair will be nice. i even got my nails done

And I am going to have a bacholors degree to hang on my wall.

What the fuck you guys.

What the absolute fuck.

I spent my teenage years with bad mental illness.

I barely managed to get through with anything. School was hard because I could bare tolerate being there. I got lucky that the school had been supportive for that. I stumbled through my 20s, finishing off my diploma through covid and then now finishing off this bacholors course

I am 30 next year. I am starting my 30s off with two fucking degrees, a car, a job (or two) and my own little rental

fuck me. This is unreal. I feel great about it but fuck, it doesnt feel real

(i will post pictures tomorrow or day after)

#It doesnt feel real #all the stress and pain I have gone through and now its going to be formmaly done tomorrow #I will have a two degrees in nursing #what the absolute shit #teenage me never would have dreamed of coming this far #everything is coming up milhouse and i dont know what to do with myself #like life can only go up from here #maybe next year I will look into getting a partner #girlfriend or boyfriend it doesnt matter to me so long as they understand i am asexual and not really want sex #how am i suposed to find someone like that i wonder? idk thats next years problem #for the next couple of weeks the only problem i will have is crowds at the shops #too many people out and about makes my anxity go no thank you #god i don't know what to do with myself #I will have all the free time now

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sunbratz · 6 months ago

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ok i said id read the lunar chronicles after my iol reread but i never finished long live evil even though its been sitting next to me this whole time. but now that i have a kindle im unstoppable, so

#gonna finally finish that first #the way i really loved what i read but i was in a reading slump and got busy #and its been sitting next to me while ive been reading literally anything but on my kindle #bc i can read my kindle in the dark. and i didnt wanna lose my reading streak.#but then i remembered i could just get the ebook and read it on my kindle. problems solved 😭💞#so anyway brb while i do that #should i make a tag for my stupid book posts that arent like fandom posts idk #reading log

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elibean · 6 months ago

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also we are at the halfway point and like, nothing substantial has happened

#text post #we still haven't met the blonde lady either!#this is similar to s2 pacing problems #i feel like haolin has these really grand ideas and knows that he wants to get from point a to b #but has no idea how to like satisfyingly write the in between #so a lot of it ends up feeling like filler #idk just my opinion #it's...a tricky thing to balance #bc like if you want to make a story so plot heavy and filled with all these threads which may i remind you season 1 was NOT doing at all an #who knows if that was the plan all along or not #but anyway #if that's what you wanna do!!#it's not like filler DOESN'T have its place #it absolutely can be used to flesh out the world and characters etc etc #but that...doesn't feel like what's going on rn #it just doesn't feel like any of this was thought out #like steins;gate for example also spent a lot of time just chilling with its characters and exploring the dynamics and stuff #but like...all of that became relevant later iirc #whateverrrrr just me thinking thoughts #can't wait for next week! looks like some more plot to chew on

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idleindy · 7 months ago

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Would it be blasphemy to say that I actually don't want another Dragon Age game?

#i think that Veilguard wrapped most things up nicely #like i think that a fifth da game would be dragging it out at that point #not saying that i don't want another game in set in thedas #they should idk #pull a fable 2 and make the next game 200 years into the future lmao #i just think that trying to do another game set in the dragon age #with the current cast of characters #and the state of thedas by the end of Veilguard #i think its time to put the franchise to rest #before it suffers from the same problem a lot of movie franchises are atm; making too many sequels with unnecessary filler content #whether there's another game or not #i'll be drawing and writing about these games for years to come <3 #i love these games and my silly little OC's and their silly little partners :)#dragon age #dragon age veilguard #dragon age origins #dragon age 2 #this isn't a criticism of the devs btw #i loved Veilguard!#its more just that i cant see a way for anything more to happen in the Dragon age in Thedas #without it feeling like it's dragging the series out #we need to move into a new age in Thedas was what im trying to get at lol

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lighthouseshepard · 10 months ago

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its so funny (annoying) how one day im capable of writing like 4k words in one sitting and then the next day i struggle to get out 100. like this all comes from THE SAME BRAIN. maybe it goes on strike from time to time idk. i should check with the neurons union.

#rlly like #im so fucking excited to get to the next part of nsi but i CANT WRITE IT YET #because i have to get through this part first #but for some reason it's just not clicking #maybe i need to go back and outline more idk #but thats also the problem bc i. dont know what i want to happen in this little interim before they're reunited #i mean i do but like #should there be more than what i planned initially #??#kinda want arthur to struggle more in finding oscar again ejcjjf #too nervous and shy to ask someone to listen to my half formed ramblings as i bounce spaghetti off the wall or however you say it #caspost #aaagh ok back to the drawingboard a little bit

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