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romanticizingmurder · 6 months

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Do you ever. Think about how Marius tells Mael he'll wear nice clothes even as the world ends.

But when he thinks Armand is dead (and after) he's dressed in torn and dusty clothes.

Because I think about it a Lot.

#marius de romanus #ive been trying to phrase a meta about marius turning Sybelle and Benji but it just keeps coming back to this #the rawness of his pain

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thinwhitedoc · 2 months

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SHERLOCK | Martin Freeman as John Watson

#inspiration for creating gifs was the wonderful @meandhisjohn #twelve years have passed and this episode is still vivid in my memory as if I watched it yesterday #It’s unbelievable how much pain a person can endure and this episode is a testament to that #the moment john a fierce defender stands ready to strike down any who dare speak ill of sherlock is pure brilliance #the moment they run in handcuffs is beautiful #truly two against the world #and it’s so sweet how john takes up all the space on the couch completely comfortable while sherlock sits patiently beside him #when sherlock saying goodbye to john forever is seared into my soul #It’s a moment that never leaves me a reminder of the depth of their connection and the pain of their separation #martin’s performance in that call is a masterclass in conveying raw emotion #the pain in his eyes speaks volumes a symphony of anguish that lingers long after the call ends #It’s a moment that deserves to be immortalized a testament to the power of his artistry #and the last thing I’ll say is #john’s soul is that of a soldier forged in fire and tempered by hardship yet always clinging to hope #martin freeman #benedict cumberbatch #bbc sherlock #sherlock #john watson #sherlock bbc #mf/serial

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somsonsomsoff · 11 months

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headcanons for the employers have somehow turned into a crossover with de skills

#madness combat #so the thought process is this #based on the episodes the auditor is most likely to be associated with physical pain raw strength and endurance #he appears to be descended to the level of mortals and their physical world and he clearly doesn't mind drinking some sugary drinks #i also like the idea of stygian being his counterpart thematically related to souls and rituals #and through understanding other’s emotions they could be frighteningly comforting to those they guide through the mortal coils #the authority expressed by calling someone a worm seems comical #and the conductor sounds like someone who has something to do with interfacing #it would be interesting if they were the one who set nevada in motion with lightnings and stuff like that #that leaves the deliberator who holds all the knowledge and ability to reason for the rest of the employers #and like what if they were a little more dramatic.#madness project nexus #de skills #madness combat employers

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tojisun · 2 months

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poly!141 but it’s them struggling to come home to you, their wife, because how else can they explain why johnny’s not with them this time or forever after?

#sun rambles #part of me luvs thinking its price who takes over but im so… content (?) at the idea that itd be gaz #how he folds you to him and tells you. pure honesty and no bs and his pain so raw that for a while #for a hot blistering moment you push your own anguish into the cracks of your ribs #because your lover is in your arms splintering at the edges and #you need to take care of him — and somehow holding gaz. holding a piece of your world and helping him with his suffering #…helped (?) a little bit

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copias-juicebox · 8 months

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Tobias about his Brother Sebastian who passed away shortly after Ghost released their first Songs and took off on Myspace. 🤍🤍🤍

#i did not mean to make you cry ok i cried myself #the raw fucking emotion in his eyes and voice really gets to me #rip sebastian #thank you for everything and for being the role model for tobias that he needed #</3 #the whole fandom will forever be thankful #thank you for influencing tobias to be the man he is today #ok i feel kinda bad for this post because it feel so wrong because it is so personal and intimate i hope you don't mind #i feel his painand i think it is a pain that we will never not carry around with us for the rest of our lives #tobias forge #ghost #copia #papa emeritus #ghost band #ghost sweden #ghesties #the band ghost #myedit

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melooooo17 · 1 month

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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr

Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first

Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid

Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors

peep the rant in the tags

#isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat mirabelle #god ive been obsessing over isat lately #its terrible how ive been feeding into it #ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing #not in this particular one though #at least not at the part thats written rn #i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts #siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you #a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo #slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose #okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names #hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated #also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering #needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop #everything was so neat #upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles #or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation #BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him #so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control #case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point

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frogs-with-tea · 7 months

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I think a lot about Zoro being scared out of his mind about childbirth, and how after is all said and done he considers it one of the worst things he's experienced. Since Zoro is a character who's all about control over the body, strength, and stoicism, childbirth would be hard for him to cope with.

And I think about how he has to open himself up to the love and support around him so he can get to the other side of it

#one piece #roronoa zoro #mpreg #zosan #a/b/o #omegaverse #cw childbirth #non art #it's about the vulnerability #the call coming from inside the house #I also thing about how Zoro would reflect on it afterwards #hated being in that pain and emotional state #but would do it a world over for his baby #then whoops my hand slipped and gave him a traumatic birth with ryu #then after that. when he's been really bared raw to the world. he's like. I can't do this again. I can't. I can't go through that again #and everyone loves and supports him for that #also ive been considering doing a comic where zoro and sanji have a laugh over the lamaze tape chopper gave them #but zoro has a genuine panic attack the more it talks about brith and has to have a real conversation about how scared he is

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shakingparadigm · 3 months

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In a modern au I think the wagyein would be like one of those gaint ass crocodiles that Ivan gets away with keeping because its technically a service animal. As long as its on a leash its all good and not a threat to the public!!

Ivan being rewarded with a more expensive and unique kind pet like a whole fucking crocodile honestly seems pretty in line for him 😭 especially since it adds a new "chic" flair to his photoshoots and his general aesthetic. Imagine Ivan's new photoshoot drops and he's in a suit posing with a fucking crocodile. Insane.

I really like the imagery of this large, scaly and dangerous looking reptile being tamed as Ivan's pet, something that could help boost his image and push that luxurious, enigmatic vibe. You know, like how stereotypical evil lairs have sharks or other rare and dangerous animals guarding the entrance or simply acting as accessory. That kind of vibe. I also like the imagery of this sharp creature being forced into submission and captivity. Forced to become a good, obedient pet, holding in its urges and keeping its teeth hidden. A being taken from the ruthless, grimy darkness, cleaned and maintained to perfection, forced to perform for the cameras. Ivan can empathize, he knows what it's like.

"Technically a service animal" is fucking hysterical. Ivan going Hello, sir! Please excuse my emotional support 12ft crocodile. Don't worry, he's very well-behaved.

I actually think Ivan would get along very well with his hypothetical crocodile. Just like the wagyein, he'd feel connected to it in a very personal way. Also just like the wagyein I think Ivan would be the only person it would never harm. In my head I have the mental image of Ivan petting and cuddling it as if it were a puppy.

#if ivan owns a crocodile luka would own a snake. like those unique kinds that could probably kill you #mizi would own jellyfish in a large aquarium....#i mean. in a modern au these people would literally be the nepo babies of high class rich people. endless possibilities #also you know that one interpretation of ivan and the wagyein where it's like #ivan embracing the wagyein symbolizes him embracing the idea that he is a “monster” (in his own eyes)#he can understand the wagyein on a deeper level because he is so fundamentally different from everyone else #the wagyein doesnt hurt him. even allowing him to rest in its maw unharmed #while it hurt till enough for him to literally be laying on the ground bruised in the og black sorrow storyboards. it frightens mizi too #thinking about ivans close relationship with danger. how he views himself as someone who can only hurt others #or someone who isnt even deserving enough for the pain he causes to matter to anyone (“you don't care about me”)#i think ivan embracing dangerous creatures while till fights back against them says a lot about both of their personalities #ivan is embracing and giving love to the part of himself that he knows would scare other people away. sharper. raw. intense and uninhibited #something that he has to hide or mask in order to be accepted. just like how the wagyein has to be hidden away from everyone else #SORRY MIGHT BE OOC im not in the best mindstate rn #this is just yhe thoughts in my head atm. no polish. my bad #alnst #alien stage #alien stage ivan #alnst ivan #asks

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good-beans · 1 year

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I know most of our focus goes (rightfully) to the trial songs, but I genuinely believe Baptism of Fire is equally a masterpiece of meaningful writing and intense vocal acting

Incoming tag rant because I need to yell about this, feel free to yell back

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #like the other vds have good writing about the character and whatever social issue their crime focuses on #but this one is very pointedly about YOU #its about the audience. its about the milgram project. its about self reflection. its about self-appointed roles. its about you #even if you didnt vote t1 or anything the whole things is calling on you to reflect on your own judgements of others #how you treat people who come off rougher. how you treat people who have made a (bad but) common mistake.#do you also find entertainment in seeing people dragged down and suffering because it would 'serve them right?'#but es always remains in control of the situation. the drama doesnt end with 'and fuuta was right - you guys suck!'#its clarified that situations are different and have nuance. we are reminded to look at things with nuance.#then we are smoothly re-immersed in the story #and then!! the acting itself!!!#arthur lounsbery put his whole fussy into that performance (<- fuuta pussy) and i am in his debt every day for it #in both his vds hes just super expressive and fun to listen to #i dont understand japanese but he packs so much interesting intonation and emotion into every word -- im obsessed listening to him #he nails all the subtle emotions fuuta has: the pouts and outrage as well as underlying fear grief insecurity and immaturity #and then baptism of fire hes just... Wailing #like mahiru has her innocent and pathetic cries of pain in her sweet voice that works for her character but fuutas pain feels much more raw #the way hes practically sobbing at the end -- his voice cracking and screeching throughout -- the whimper of pain #its so unbearably intense!! it hurts!! and its supposed to!! but hes just so raw with it #and dont even get me started on his pained hysteric laughter omg....#its just. a masterpiece.#i always appreciate the vds but i dont think ive enjoyed/relistened to one as much as this one #okay WAIT im back to add one more thing because im obsessed with ths idea of intentions #specifically in milgram i think the intention behind the murders are very important to consider #so i love love love the huge focus on 'i didnt expect/mean for this to happen'#plus as a general theme in fiction i think its sooo juicy when good intentions get fucked up #so i loved the repetition of that #fuuta is such a special case because he genuinely had no desire or expectation for his victim to die #(maybe kazui too? but he doesn't say so in his vd like fuuta does)

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radioactive-cloud · 8 months

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this photoshoot is simultaneously the best and the worst thing that's happened to this fandom

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fairyhaos · 6 months

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DUDDEEEEE HOW HAVE I NEVER TOLD YOU GUYS ABOUT THIS SPECIFIC DK FANART THAT HAD ME IN A CHOKEHOLD WHEN I FIRST SAW IT??.??? !??!!///)((?????

LIKEEEEE—

LITERALLY INSANE. ABSOLUTELY UTTERLY INCREDIBLY DEVASTATINGLY HEART WRENCHINGLY GOOD OH MY GOD HDUISHFHDUHFHRHFJ

#never before have i seen a fanart of dk show JUST the amount of pain and rawness of emotion that his king arthur must have gone through #I FOUNF IT IN MY SAVED SHJT ON INSTAGRAM AND INSTSNTLY SCREAMED BC I HAVDNT TALKED AB IT HERE YET #IDNT IT JUST GORGEOUS #yena talks #dokyeom.svt

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writterings · 15 days

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i remember one time i went to a bar n grill with my ex bf and the waitress was clearly a fujo because she gave us free dessert for no fucking reason. it was awesome like she literally said it was because we were gay and cute together.

#tbh having weird dreams about that ex lately and god i am so glad we broke up.#i remember i had just come from a tattoo appointment before the date and he immediately like. touched my raw fucking tattoo without thinkin #when he saw me #and then got upset when i batted his hand away in pain #and i was like. bro. tf.#and then he also got mad at me because i ripped a trump magnet off someone's car for the hell of it and ripped it up

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aforgottenthing · 1 year

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Do you think Lawrence took up smoking after the bathroom trap?

#listen… chainshipping appeals to me in a very specific way #something something a part of him was left behind in that bathroom. was it it his humanity? was it his goodness? was it the man he knew for #only six hours?#I find Lawrence and Adam so interesting because it’s specifically the idea that these are two men who barely know each other. Adam know more #about Lawrence solely bc he was hired to follow him but he doesn’t KNOW him.#they definitely weren’t chatting during those six hours. and yet.#everything they felt together led to that final moment. where Lawrence crawls away from the exit so he can touch Adam #it’s this moment of raw humanity between two people who have been trying desperately to *ignore* their shared humanity #and it is something that haunts Lawrence.#I don’t think he lied to Adam. I think he meant to come back but he was bleeding out and delirious and most definitely passed out from the #pain #and I don’t think he ever forgets Adam #it is a love story. but in the way that a ghost story is #there is a love for what is not there #and so I ask: do you think Lawrence took up smoking after the saw trap?#to feel like he is even slightly closer to KNOWING what is not there?#anyway. I’m tipsy #saw #saw 2004 #lawrence gordon #dr lawrence gordon #adam stanheight #Adam Faulkner-stanheight #lawrence x adam #chainshipping #I’m gonna be real I find chainshipping wayyyyy more interesting when Adam stays dead

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lost-hope-but-funny · 18 days

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maglor sees his brothers lot.

in the winds, in the sand, everywhere.

in the shadows, in the moonlight that shines on the water surface.

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they talk to him, too.

with laughter and running around, not leaving any trace on the shores.

with rolling their eyes and nudging into different directions, because, káno, you can do better

he sees his brothers corpses in their gaunt, empty eyes.

they whisper to him but it is mostly just noise in his head, loud, like their screams.

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by the time they smile with their bloodied teeth and cold hands, maglor doesn't want to see them.

#yes maglor is haunted by his own mind #or are thry ghosts #just too pained #maglor is haunted by their deaths but sometimes he talks to him abd they reply #nelyo gives him some advice a bit rough and tired but nostly on point #the twins laugh #with one of them lacking eyes entirely just two empty sockets two blaxk holes #celegorm walks on the rocks listening to him singing - screaming - his throat raw with sorrow and noldotlante #i have no idea if it the right name #caranthir and curufin lurk behind but hever too far with their feet always wet from the sea water #at least it looks like it #yes i plan to write a fic #maybe a multi chapter #maglor #kanafinwe #macalaurë #silmarillion #sons of feanor #yeah maglor you cant rrally rub away from your own thoughts #abd he just really misses his family

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t4t4tclethian · 6 months

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"don't die in front of me please, this is deja vu." - pearl to bigb at timestamp 27:16 of bigb's limited life episode 1

please excuse me while i *remembers it's unhealthy to make suicide jokes* transform into a sea slug and live out my days at the bottom of the ocean where i won't have to think about minecraft youtubers ever again

#quotes #*rdj voice* she is shaped by the events she has experienced and the pain she has felt #double life finale was the first time pearl had really seen an ally die in front of her #and i do believe that dl pearl never really figured out how she felt about scott.#and then bigb nearly dies to an explosion in front of her and even though she's not even his ally at this point #it still hits something raw and unhealed #<- chewing the wall #nosy neighbors

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royalphantompain · 3 months

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I FUCKING GOT HIM

I ADORE HOW THEY MADE HIM SHAPE LIKE A GUMMY BEAR- HE IS SO PERFECT AND I LOVE HIM AND HE DESERVES BETTER!!!!!!!

#I think I am just coping but Glitch Productions wouldn't make merch if he was just a one time character #R-RIGHT??? THEY HAVE TO BRING HIM BACK- PLEASE-#PLEASE I AM COPING SO HARD?????#Also I got him like hours ago and only now took him out of the packaging for two reasons #One was because I was making dinner and two was because it was specifically chicken perm and I didn't want to get raw chicken juice on him #He watched me cook dinner in the safety of his plastic bag :]#ghost's pain #tadc #ghost's touys #gummigoo

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