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Falling from Favor...

To know highest heights and lowest lows, always falling towards an Inevitable Paradox

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Friendship as a Pathway to Our True Nature

Sometimes I arrange and rearrange my wedding event. I'm not engaged (and even in a fully commited relationship), but when I think concerning my future wedding celebration, I don't consider cakes, locations, dresses, and even rings. Rather, I blend and match my buddies like a fantasy football schedule. I select the rotating group of women based on devotion, unique ability, and my state of mind on the provided day. While this is a humiliating characteristic, it's additionally really informing: When I believe of my marital relationship, I assume of friendship. When I summon the symbolic minute of everlasting love, I think about the ladies that work as incubators, shepherding me as a result of the milestones of my life. Relationships are, indeed, a kind of marital relationship, however they do not obtain the very same respect. We often ignore the commitment involved.

Two days prior to Thanksgiving, I took myself to supper. I eluded into a little Thai dining establishment as well as watched the various other diners around me-friends collected to share a meal. I saw teams sharing noodles, digging chopsticks right into each various other's plates, and also removing mouthfuls of vegetables, meat recipes, as well as Pad Thai. As individuals chuckled and also toasted one an additional, it took place to me that, in two days, a lot of these individuals would relax Thanksgiving table with their family members, yet it's feasible that none of this camaraderie would certainly exist. Their real Thanksgiving meal might not be full of the very same ease that comes from eating with excellent friends.

While our certain experiences might vary, the majority of us come from complex trainings. Our moms and dads were not the Cleavers, and our good memories are usually peppered with unsolved hurts. We remember just what we really did not obtain enough of: inspiration, home-cooked dishes, or psychological assistance. Also under the very best problems, we commonly expand up in atmospheres where we're not fully seen. Families, nevertheless, are teams of routine people struggling to expand old with one an additional. Consequently, the majority of great friendships are a mix of terrific love as well as a dash of shared neuroses. All good friendships are spaces where we're approved as we are. We can try to find what our households can not buy us.

My friend, Trela, as well as I went to a reflection resort to celebrate our ten years of relationship. At the start of the year, in the convenience of our particular homes, this seemed like a remarkable idea: 10 days of silence, without making eye contact, and meditating for as much as 10 hours a day. We drove to the retreat center vocal singing 90's boy band strikes at the top of our lungs. We regreted together as we placed our cell phones right into Ziploc bags and signed waivers that we would not leave early. We gathered close together, our shoulders almost touching, when the meditation staff clarified that we would certainly be in silence for 9 days.

And after that, when the bell rang, we were enemies.

While we really did not connect once during our 10 days together, we calibrated our own development to our suggestions regarding each other. When Trela changed from resting on a rounded pillow to a pillow with back support, I located myself infuriated. 'Standard Trela,' I thought. 'Obtaining special treatment while the remainder people experience!' I felt a personal success when she registered to chat with the reflection instructor. It was as if she was falling short in a way that I had not. It really did not matter that I found her name on the sign-up sheet when I would certainly walked over to prepare up my own meeting with the instructor. Trela was having a hard time, and also I was thrilled. And afterwards, right after that fleeting moment of joy, I tortured myself for hrs with the guilty awareness that, probably, I'm not a great friend.

The depressing as well as interesting paradox of life is we're neither as terrific neither as awful as we think we are. As a result, our most beneficial relationships aren't with those that concur with all of us the time. Our real friends are those who do not fear us and also challenge us to accept our highest possible wishes for ourselves. They are the courageous buddies who will grab us by the shoulders as well as stand up a mirror to just what we are proactively avoiding. These friendships are pathways into our real nature.

Standing in silence with the starkness of my pity, I realized that a lot of the dramatization that play out between buddies are genuinely internal struggles. The various other character in our play comes to be unnecessary, we're just resisting old hurts left unsettled. In this instance, our good friends, and also the methods they activate us, come to be a true blessing in camouflage. How fortunate we are to have scene companions. Just how lucky we are that we don't have to resolve old hurts alone. Without sound or justification, I produced a narrative regarding who my ideal buddy was and also how her actions slighted me. Actually, she had not been even involved. She was active slaying satanic forces of her own.

When Trela and also I were lastly able to talk once more, we discussed our sensations. As it ends up, she had comparable sensations of animosity toward me (she believed my position was as well excellent and was frustrated by my unwavering attendance at 4 a.m. group resting). With this admission of our resentments, we acquiesced the divinity in each various other, which is the very best trait any friendship could wish for. Friendship is not that absence of undesirable feelings, and it's not the rejection of inflammation. Relationship, all soul connections, is improved the capability to maintain the connective cells that holds 2 incomplete individuals together. Yes, good friends are the household you choose, however they function effectively just if you continue to keep picking one another as you both evolve in new and different means. You continuously sit down at that table and also share noodles. You remain to challenge life with each other since a really smart individual knows that, whether with close friends, family, or complete strangers on a train, we're just ever before in the overwhelming visibility of the divine.

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'A Perfect and Beautiful Machine': What Darwin's Theory of Evolution Reveals About Artificial Intelligence

Charles Darwin and Alan Turing, in their different ways, both homed in on the same idea: the existence of competence without comprehension

Some of the greatest, most revolutionary advances in science have been given their initial expression in attractively modest terms, with no fanfare.

Charles Darwin managed to compress his entire theory into a single summary paragraph that a layperson can readily follow.

Francis Crick and James Watson closed their epoch-making paper on the structure of DNA with a single deliciously diffident sentence. ("It has not escaped our notice that the specific pairing we have postulated immediately suggests a possible copying mechanism for the genetic material.")

And Alan Turing created a new world of science and technology, setting the stage for solving one of the most baffling puzzles remaining to science, the mind-body problem, with an even shorter declarative sentence in the middle of his 1936 paper on computable numbers:

It is possible to invent a single machine which can be used to compute any computable sequence.

Turing didn't just intuit that this remarkable feat was possible; he showed exactly how to make such a machine. With that demonstration the computer age was born. It is important to remember that there were entities called computers before Turing came up with his idea, but they were people, clerical workers with enough mathematical skill, patience, and pride in their work to generate reliable results of hours and hours of computation, day in and day out. Many of them were women.

Thousands of them were employed in engineering and commerce, and in the armed forces and elsewhere, calculating tables for use in navigation, gunnery and other such technical endeavors. A good way of understanding Turing's revolutionary idea about computation is to put it in juxtaposition with Darwin's about evolution. The pre-darwinian world was held together not by science but by tradition: All things in the universe, from the most exalted ("man") to the most humble (the ant, the pebble, the raindrop) were creations of a still more exalted thing, God, an omnipotent and omniscient intelligent creator -- who bore a striking resemblance to the second-most exalted thing. Call this the trickle-down theory of creation. Darwin replaced it with the bubble-up theory of creation. One of Darwin's nineteenth-century critics, Robert Beverly MacKenzie, put it vividly:

In the theory with which we have to deal, Absolute Ignorance is the artificer; so that we may enunciate as the fundamental principle of the whole system, that, in order to make a perfect and beautiful machine, it is not requisite to know how to make it. This proposition will be found, on careful examination, to express, in condensed form, the essential purport of the Theory, and to express in a few words all Mr. Darwin's meaning; who, by a strange inversion of reasoning, seems to think Absolute Ignorance fully qualified to take the place of Absolute Wisdom in all the achievements of creative skill.

It was, indeed, a strange inversion of reasoning. To this day many people cannot get their heads around the unsettling idea that a purposeless, mindless process can crank away through the eons, generating ever more subtle, efficient, and complex organisms without having the slightest whiff of understanding of what it is doing.

Turing's idea was a similar -- in fact remarkably similar -- strange inversion of reasoning. The Pre-Turing world was one in which computers were people, who had to understand mathematics in order to do their jobs. Turing realized that this was just not necessary: you could take the tasks they performed and squeeze out the last tiny smidgens of understanding, leaving nothing but brute, mechanical actions. 

In order to be a perfect and beautiful computing machine, it is not requisite to know what arithmetic is.

What Darwin and Turing had both discovered, in their different ways, was the existence of competence without comprehension. This inverted the deeply plausible assumption that comprehension is in fact the source of all advanced competence. Why, after all, do we insist on sending our children to school, and why do we frown on the old-fashioned methods of rote learning? We expect our children's growing competence to flow from their growing comprehension. The motto of modern education might be: "Comprehend in order to be competent." For us members of H. sapiens, this is almost always the right way to look at, and strive for, competence. I suspect that this much-loved principle of education is one of the primary motivators of skepticism about both evolution and its cousin in Turing's world, artificial intelligence. 

The very idea that mindless mechanicity can generate human-level -- or divine level! -- competence strikes many as philistine, repugnant, an insult to our minds, and the mind of God.

Consider how Turing went about his proof. He took human computers as his model. There they sat at their desks, doing one simple and highly reliable step after another, checking their work, writing down the intermediate results instead of relying on their memories, consulting their recipes as often as they needed, turning what at first might appear a daunting task into a routine they could almost do in their sleep. Turing systematically broke down the simple steps into even simpler steps, removing all vestiges of discernment or comprehension. Did a human computer have difficulty telling the number 99999999999 from the number 9999999999? Then break down the perceptual problem of recognizing the number into simpler problems, distributing easier, stupider acts of discrimination over multiple steps. He thus prepared an inventory of basic building blocks from which to construct the universal algorithm that could execute any other algorithm. He showed how that algorithm would enable a (human) computer to compute any function, and noted that:

The behavior of the computer at any moment is determined by the symbols which he is observing and his "state of mind" at that moment. We may suppose that there is a bound B to the number of symbols or squares which the computer can observe at one moment. If he wishes to observe more, he must use successive observations. ... The operation actually performed is determined ... by the state of mind of the computer and the observed symbols. In particular, they determine the state of mind of the computer after the operation is carried out.

He then noted, calmly:

We may now construct a machine to do the work of this computer.

Right there we see the reduction of all possible computation to a mindless process. We can start with the simple building blocks Turing had isolated, and construct layer upon layer of more sophisticated computation, restoring, gradually, the intelligence Turing had so deftly laundered out of the practices of human computers.

But what about the genius of Turing, and of later, lesser programmers, whose own intelligent comprehension was manifestly the source of the designs that can knit Turing's mindless building blocks into useful competences? Doesn't this dependence just re-introduce the trickle-down perspective on intelligence, with Turing in the God role? No less a thinker than Roger Penrose has expressed skepticism about the possibility that artificial intelligence could be the fruit of nothing but mindless algorithmic processes.

I am a strong believer in the power of natural selection. But I do not see how natural selection, in itself, can evolve algorithms which could have the kind of conscious judgements of the validity of other algorithms that we seem to have.

He goes on to admit:

To my way of thinking there is still something mysterious about evolution, with its apparent 'groping' towards some future purpose. Things at least seem to organize themselves somewhat better than they 'ought' to, just on the basis of blind-chance evolution and natural selection.

Indeed, a single cascade of natural selection events, occurring over even billions of years, would seem unlikely to be able to create a string of zeroes and ones that, once read by a digital computer, would be an "algorithm" for "conscious judgments." But as Turing fully realized, there was nothing to prevent the process of evolution from copying itself on many scales, of mounting discernment and judgment. The recursive step that got the ball rolling -- designing a computer that could mimic any other computer -- could itself be reiterated, permitting specific computers to enhance their own powers by redesigning themselves, leaving their original designer far behind. Already in "Computing Machinery and Intelligence," his classic paper in Mind, 1950, he recognized that there was no contradiction in the concept of a (non-human) computer that could learn.

The idea of a learning machine may appear paradoxical to some readers. How can the rules of operation of the machine change? They should describe completely how the machine will react whatever its history might be, whatever changes it might undergo. The rules are thus quite time-invariant. This is quite true. The explanation of the paradox is that the rules which get changed in the learning process are of a rather less pretentious kind, claiming only an ephemeral validity. The reader may draw a parallel with the Constitution of the United States.

He saw clearly that all the versatility and self-modifiability of human thought -- learning and re-evaluation and, language and problem-solving, for instance -- could in principle be constructed out of these building blocks. Call this the bubble-up theory of mind, and contrast it with the various trickle-down theories of mind, by thinkers from René Descartes to John Searle (and including, notoriously, Kurt Gödel, whose proof was the inspiration for Turing's work) that start with human consciousness at its most reflective, and then are unable to unite such magical powers with the mere mechanisms of human bodies and brains.

Turing, like Darwin, broke down the mystery of intelligence (or Intelligent Design) into what we might call atomic steps of dumb happenstance, which, when accumulated by the millions, added up to a sort of pseudo-intelligence. 

The Central Processing Unit of a computer doesn't really know what arithmetic is, or understand what addition is, but it "understands" the "command" to add two numbers and put their sum in a register -- in the minimal sense that it reliably adds when called upon to add and puts the sum in the right place. Let's say it sorta understands addition. A few levels higher, the operating system doesn't really understand that it is checking for errors of transmission and fixing them but it sorta understands this, and reliably does this work when called upon. A few further levels higher, when the building blocks are stacked up by the billions and trillions, the chess-playing program doesn't really understand that its queen is in jeopardy, but it sorta understands this, and IBM's Watson on Jeopardy sorta understands the questions it answers.

Why indulge in this "sorta" talk? Because when we analyze -- or synthesize -- this stack of ever more competent levels, we need to keep track of two facts about each level: what it is and what it does. What it is can be described in terms of the structural organization of the parts from which it is made -- so long as we can assume that the parts function as they are supposed to function. What it does is some (cognitive) function that it (sorta) performs -- well enough so that at the next level up, we can make the assumption that we have in our inventory a smarter building block that performs just that function -- sorta, good enough to use.

This is the key to breaking the back of the mind-bogglingly complex question of how a mind could ever be composed of material mechanisms. What we might call the sorta operator is, in cognitive science, the parallel of Darwin's gradualism in evolutionary processes. Before there were bacteria there were sorta bacteria, and before there were mammals there were sorta mammals and before there were dogs there were sorta dogs, and so forth. We need Darwin's gradualism to explain the huge difference between an ape and an apple, and we need Turing's gradualism to explain the huge difference between a humanoid robot and hand calculator.

The ape and the apple are made of the same basic ingredients, differently structured and exploited in a many-level cascade of different functional competences. There is no principled dividing line between a sorta ape and an ape. The humanoid robot and the hand calculator are both made of the same basic, unthinking, unfeeling Turing-bricks, but as we compose them into larger, more competent structures, which then become the elements of still more competent structures at higher levels, we eventually arrive at parts so (sorta) intelligent that they can be assembled into competences that deserve to be called comprehending. 

We use the intentional stance to keep track of the beliefs and desires (or "beliefs" and "desires" or sorta beliefs and sorta desires) of the (sorta-)rational agents at every level from the simplest bacterium through all the discriminating, signaling, comparing, remembering circuits that compose the brains of animals from starfish to astronomers.

There is no principled line above which true comprehension is to be found -- even in our own case. The small child sorta understands her own sentence "Daddy is a doctor," and I sorta understand "E=mc2." Some philosophers resist this anti-essentialism: either you believe that snow is white or you don't; either you are conscious or you aren't; nothing counts as an approximation of any mental phenomenon -- it's all or nothing. And to such thinkers, the powers of minds are insoluble mysteries because they are "perfect," and perfectly unlike anything to be found in mere material mechanisms.

We still haven't arrived at "real" understanding in robots, but we are getting closer. That, at least, is the conviction of those of us inspired by Turing's insight. The trickle-down theorists are sure in their bones that no amount of further building will ever get us to the real thing. They think that a Cartesian res cogitans, a thinking thing, cannot be constructed out of Turing's building blocks. And creationists are similarly sure in their bones that no amount of Darwinian shuffling and copying and selecting could ever arrive at (real) living things. They are wrong, but one can appreciate the discomfort that motivates their conviction.

Turing's strange inversion of reason, like Darwin's, goes against the grain of millennia of earlier thought. If the history of resistance to Darwinian thinking is a good measure, we can expect that long into the future, long after every triumph of human thought has been matched or surpassed by "mere machines," there will still be thinkers who insist that the human mind works in mysterious ways that no science can comprehend.

https://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2012/06/-a-perfect-and-beautiful-machine-what-darwins-theory-of-evolution-reveals-about-artificial-intelligence/258829/