19:04 — i'm devoted. hours turn to minutes when i listen to you talkin'. never noticed, but you must've been a godsend, 'cause i needed you, yeah, i needed you. tellin' me i should've tied my ends, tellin' me i gotta watch my dosage, took too much that i thought that i was dead, and i thought of you, yeah, i thought of you | HELL/HEAVEN by keshi
san could listen to you talk for however long, because even if it was a one word story or thirty thousands, it always felt like it was seconds. he was so in love with you and he could listen to your voice for however long you wanted to talk.
there was one day, he was so sleep deprived, that even though he was exhausted, he sat there and listened to you tell him a story about that bitch at work. he's never met her, but if you said she was a bitch, she was already on his shit list.
but, now since you were gone, he didn't have anything left to listen to. all the songs were worn out, he's watched all the movies he could get through. the only way he was getting any idea of you off his mind, was by drowning his sorrows.
this particular evening, you was drunk off his ass, and the boys were beginning to worry as he went to the bathroom to lay on the floor while cuddling the bottle, imagining it was your warmth.
and in a panic, mingi called you, with fear dripping in his voice, saying that he thought san died while drinking.
you immediately headed over there. you both may have broken up, but you'd hate if he was this tore up about it that he would turn to the bottom of the bottle rather than his friends.
opening the door, mingi sat on the step and pointed behind him. kicking off your shoes, you opened the bathroom door and squatted down immediately.
you called his name, pulling the bottle from his arms.
and he came to, a giant smile on his face, "y/n?"
"yes, it's me." you rubbed his head, "what are you doing?"
san sighed, "drinking." he yawned, "i thought i died for a second. you have the voice of an angel."
you rolled your eyes, "san, you need to watch how much you drink. too much of this stuff especially can kill you."
san laughed, the smell of alcohol wafting up from his mouth, "i know, but, it just since you've been gone." he slurred, "i was remembering that time you told me about that bitch from your work. your voice is so beautiful."
you immediately started to help him up.
"i thought you this whole time." he nearly cried, "even when i thought i was on that bathroom floor dying, you're the last person i thought about." he weeped.
"get some rest." you whispered, sitting on the corner of the bed.
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i just wanna say thank you to every single one of you !! the mutuals i talk to, the ppl i see on my dashboard, the ppl who like my fics / posts, and the 3.7k that follow me omg :(( i love yall sm i rlly dont deserve you guys
2021 may not be the blessing that all of us want, but we can try to survive through it together !! pls pls pls stay safe and healthy and my messages + inbox are always open for anybody who wants to talk or just needs a friend ♡
tumblr crushes.
everybody listed below are all the blogs i’ve had massive crushes on (dkjdf im rlly exposing myself huh) bolded are the crushes that follow me back aka my moots !! whether we talk every day or not at all, i love all of u sm :3
# - e ;
@127-mile, @1oserjk, @3riberri, @4-sun, @429hj, @99yh, @9uk, @aasthrielle, @agustdiv1ne, @angeliicmin, @angelinanamoo, @annawritesnct, @army-author, @ashisparanoid, @asteriaguk, @atbzkingdom, @ateez-little-star, @ateez-svt, @ateezinmymind, @ateezsunrise, @ateezthings, @atiny-ahgase, @atiny-baby, @atinybitofau, @atinybrew, @atinyfeels, @atinykidult, @atzgiggle, @aurorhwa, @ayyysweetcreature, @baehyukng, @baekhvuns, @baekhyunl, @baekonbaek, @baekwell--tart, @bangtantaegi, @barsformars, @beyond-gethsemane, @binnies, @blueish-sun, @bluelotuss, @bluemiinn, @bluumin, @brathyuck, @burgerkang000, @btsbed, @bubyjong, @butterflyjoong, @by-moonflower, @byeoltoyuki, @c-sanshine, @call-me-bha, @canyounotkaia, @cappujinho, @cchaiart, @ceojongho, @ceruleanskies, @chanbinns, @changsun, @cherryatiny, @cherryhan1386, @cherryjk, @chimtaera, @chittsu, @choi-san, @choijongho, @choisans, @chryzu, @cinanamon, @cinnaminsvga, @closer-stars, @cometoceantrenches, @cosmoguk, @cozyjae, @cozyteez, @crustypeppermintcookie, @crvgio, @cuddlyunho, @curanonemu, @daybreakx, @dazzlingkai, @ddaenysus, @ddalgi-yong, @dear-hao, @dearncityy, @dearyongs, @dejvns, @diaryofateez, @dis-easy, @djxiao, @dreamiehrs, @dreamiesdotcom, @dreamingxuxi, @dreamtaehyung, @dylanxmin, @eggyukhei, @elcie-chxn, @emhpathy, @ephemeralkookie, @essenteez, @eternalbulletproof, @ethaeriyeol
f - j ;
@faerieth, @fakeleaves, @fandomsonrequests, @feverishdreamdistrict, @fleurateez, @flirtyhyuck, @flowerboyyoonbin, @flowerkth, @flowerseok, @floweryjh, @flvtteringpetals, @foreveryouaremystar, @fortunexkookie, @fqiryaurora, @gaylligator, @gowonhatesyou, @grxceblqckthxrn, @gukssunshine, @guktro, @gukwluv, @gukyi, @gyukult, @haine13, @halahala, @halahalaatme, @hanatiny, @hanavbara, @haotheheckk, @heartyyjeno, @heavenlyhongjoong, @heeseungluvs, @heterotragedies, @hobidreams, @honeybeedaydreams, @honeytae, @hongcultz, @hongism, @hopejanaee, @hoseoksyn, @hoshees, @hquackity, @httpknjoon, @hunjins, @hwaberrykiwi, @hwaddict, @hwanami, @hwaseongsbabie, @hwastreasure, @hyuckles-chuckles, @hyucktapes, @illicit-roses, @imlikechaitea, @imoonstarstuff, @inclebtsmix, @inkigayeo, @interstellix, @jaehyuked, @jaehywn, @jaemericano, @jaeminslatte, @jaeminsorbit, @jamaisjoons, @jamaiswoo, @jamaisvujjk, @jayehope, @jcngkooks, @jcngyeol, @jenojam, @jensungf, @jeogiyall, @jeong-uwu, @jeongyunhoed, @jeonqqin, @jeonsdear, @jeonsweetpea, @jimindelune, @jimineos, @jimlvb, @jinmindeulle, @jinned, @jisungshotfirst, @jjeongukie, @jjoon, @joenns, @johnni, @jonghours, @joonghwas, @jooniescupcakes, @joonsgalore, @joonsinnerchild, @juliaseongjoong, @junghelioseok, @jungkookiebus, @jungkxook, @jungshookz, @junstruly, @justrose-things, @jwyfldr
k - o ;
@k-n-e-o, @kayabred, @kim-taehyung, @kimchitae, @kimnjss, @kimtaehyunq, @kingjoong, @kireiwoo, @kitsutaes, @kittae, @knjspjm, @kodabodaa, @kookiesjoonies, @kookiestarlight, @kookmint, @kpophoneybunny, @kqtiny, @kyung-seokie, @kyuscafe, @lafaussejoie, @lavenderkoo, @leebutnot, @leeknowism, @lettersfromaphrodite, @lettersfrompersephonae, @lightgreybg, @lilacwoo, @lostcherryjk, @loveablejeekies, @lovedsweet, @lovely-ateez, @lovelygalaxy333-writes, @lovsoul, @lunarmingi, @luvsjoon, @lvrbun, @lybomb, @m24sail, @mapofbts, @markftmingi, @may-tree, @meiiyue, @melodiamore, @mhirais, @midnightseonghwa, @milkbts, @milkyoonoh, @minflix, @minghaon, @mingi-theestallion, @mingkiii, @mingtopiaa, @minihongjoong, @minsugams, @mintyguk, @minyoongail, @mismatchmark, @mistymark, @mjlkau, @mmmhs, @mmoondance, @monotape, @moonblssm, @moongaera, @moonguk, @moonlightzone, @moonlitmyg, @mountainhearts, @mountainsluna, @ms-starlight, @nakamoto, @namgination, @namkooks, @naryfial, @neo-shitty, @neocitybynight, @neptune-xuxi, @nevio, @nose-bandaid, @nvmguk, @oceanofaurora, @ofcyunho, @oksws, @omot7, @onceatinymoo, @orphicepiphany, @osakkun, @ot7always, @park-seonghwa
p - t ;
@peachjaem00, @peaches-writes, @personasintro, @petitemingi, @phattestuwu, @philosopher-of-fandoms, @pinktea99, @pinkyyunho, @pjimns, @pjmsdior, @prdshobi, @punkill, @queereightiesheartthrob, @riajae, @rookiegukie, @rosy-wooyoung, @royaltypark, @saksukei, @san-hwa, @sanhwaflower, @sannieboy, @sanstar, @santastic, @seacottons, @seiiblue, @seokstrivia, @seonghwanotes, @seongwhy, @seongsangies, @seonqwha, @serendipityseulgi, @serendipityunho, @serenityswords-main, @seungyoune, @shangri-woo, @she, @shuhuas, @sichengsbimbo, @sillyseoks, @simphwa, @simpsiren, @sketchguk, @skymoonandstardust, @sleepingrenjun, @sleepyateez, @sleepyjhs, @sleepyyangyang, @smallfrye, @smileysuh, @smoochkooks, @snackhobi, @softjeon, @softyoongina, @solarmingi, @soleilees, @songteez, @spacejaems, @sparklingchan, @starlightjoong, @starryseung, @starsuh, @straypatchkids, @strayssara, @stressed-asian, @stutterfly, @sugarboyuto, @sugarjaee, @sugaxjpg, @sungchans, @sunkissedjk, @superhajimark, @taehyungsjuicybooty, @taeilmeyourw1sh, @taelepathysroom, @taemines, @taerseok, @taeyongleee, @talkbykhalid, @tbhchoi, @tearvantae, @teeniemoarmy, @tenaciousinferno, @tenseoyong, @teote, @thanxxskz, @the-marionettes-locket, @the-star-named-dowoon, @the-wonandonly, @thespadesinyourhearts, @thorsdreams, @timetoresurface, @tiniesan, @tinylaelia, @toffee-hwa, @treasure-hwa, @treasurehobi, @tsukuyomes, @tvfff, @twdeadfanfic
u - z ;
@uayv, @userguk, @utopianvoices, @v-hope, @vante-love, @vanxbb, @venusjinnie, @viastro, @wabisaba, @waiyv, @warmau, @whimsical-ness, @wincore, @wintertae, @wonglix, @woojjongs, @wooyunhwa, @writearctic, @wuuyoung, @xherxx, @xiaocity, @xjoonchildx, @xsandjenos, @xuxi-rolls, @yeochikin, @yeoldontknow, @yeoldotcom, @yeosangscupid, @yeostars, @yeosvng, @yessidzuiichi, @yooaliceee, @yoondoze, @yoongicrumbs, @yoongs-jeontae, @yoonia, @yoonohho, @yunhoiseyecandy, @yunhoway, @yunhowhoitiss, @yuniixoxo
follower count + note ; 3.7k ???? why are yall following me omg kdjdkfjd thank you :(( the amount of love i hold for you guys is immeasurable !! a lot of yall tell me that you’re too scared to talk to me but pls do !! i dont bite i swear !! i love making friends here ! and im sorry for not replying to all of your asks :// sometimes i like to keep them private for my eyes but i swear i read every single one !! thank you again and have a great new year !
following count ; 1.3k lmaoo my dashboard is constantly flooded and sometimes it’s really hectic but fr thank you all for filling my tumblr with happiness and positivity with the occasional thirst trap for a kpop idol rip
2020 fics + upcoming in 2021
recapping all of the fics i wrote this year + lil comments / behind the scenes
- read to me ; kim namjoon ; may 23
- an accident ; johnny seo ; may 23
- chocolates ; jung jaehyun ; may 23
- flash drive ; lee donghyuck ; may 23
- rain ; jeon jungkook ; may 25
- flirts (but no kisses) ; park seonghwa ; may 29
i wrote all of the fics above as part of a short drabble game i made to get out of my writers block !! they weren’t my best works, but i got around 70 requests omg and i only wrote out the first six rip :(( i wanted to write more but i just needed a break for my mental health and couldn’t continue on so i’m sorry to those who requested and didn’t get a fic :(
- rivers over stones ; jeon jungkook ; sept. 12
this huge monster of a fic was what got me out of my writers’ block !! tbh i expected the fic to get like.... 20 notes but it ended up getting far past 3.5k omg thank you so much for all the praise for this fic, it took sooo long for this fic to get out too smh, i can’t believe it was still received so well !!! fyi i read every single review / reblog tags bcs i love reading what yall think :D
- the day bled away ; park seonghwa ; oct. 16
i wrote this after catching up to the good doctor and i was just in the mood for angst and the idea of hwa being a doctor lol
- mr. sad piano man ; min yoongi ; oct. 29
more fluffy soft angst !! i love writing this genre, especially for yoongi and i’m happy this one was received well !!!
- birthday waffles ; min yoongi ; nov. 14
i was just so soft for yoongi and i wanted to write more for him !! so i made this soft / angsty fic that i’m not particularly proud of, but i’m still glad it’s out there bcs it was sitting in my draft doc for sooo long
- cellmates ; one ; two ; three ; jung wooyoung ; oct. 19 - dec. 23
this is my baby :(( my first long original series !! i’m sooooo excited for this fic to progress and i’m so happy you guys like it as well :3 i love making yall suffer lmaoo
coming soon in 2021...
- future parts of cellmates
- king!taehyung x mage!reader (21k written / estimated 40k)
- fire!seonghwa x ice!reader (5k written / estimated 20k)
- lots and lots more !!!
check out m.list + wips for more info.
final note.
thank you all :(( i really don’t have any words to say left so pls just stay safe and have a happy new year !!! my inbox and messages are always open !
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Mobile Masterlist
For those on mobile~~ ❤️
Updated: Jan 27, 2021
Guide: 🌻 - fluff; 💧 - angst; 🥀 - smut; 🍀 - series m.list
~here is a masterlist for your convenience! make sure to follow these creators and give them support ❤️~
also I just used a word counter to check for a word count if one wasn’t posted because I thought it would be handy
OT8
i can feel my heartbeat 🍀🌻 | owner: grassywoozi | soulmate au
Bang Chan
Missed Connections 🌻💧 | owner: fictchan | word count: 7.1k
Scintilla 🍀💧🌻 | owner: mintymiknow | Red Queen au (one of my favorites)
Tattoo artist!Bang Chan 🌻 | owner: taelme | word count: 20k+
the one 🌻 | owner: okayau | word count: 1.6k
tmt (too much tank tops) 🌻 | owner: skeezbbygirl | word count: 1.6k
Unspoken Challenge 🥀🌻 | owner: dreamescapeswriting | word count: 4.2k
Where the Train Never Stops 💧 | owner: seungmoe | word count: 14.1k+
Lee Know
#5A6461 🌻 | owner: seungmoe | word count: 1.5k
Haven 🥀💧🌻 | owner: mostlycompetentwriter | word count: 16k
Spicy Justice 🌻 | owner: kpophours | word count: 7.6k
tongue tied (ft. Changbin) 🍀🌻💧 | owner: the-wonandonly | social media au
Changbin
Make Me Stay 🥀🌻💧 | owner: dreamescapeswriting | word count: 20.5k
moonchild 🌻 | owner: nctream | word count: 8.9k
of all the people I had to get snowed in with, it had to be you? 🌻 | owner: gdaychan | word count: 5.2k
tongue tied (ft. Lee Know) 🍀🌻💧 | owner: the-wonandonly | social media au
Hyunjin
crush culture 🍀🌻💧 | owner: nakyngs | social media au
Dressing Down 🥀 | owner: mikoto-ica-fics | word count: 7.5k
the valentine trials. 🌻💧 | owner: jeonginks | word count: 17.3k+
Han
Power Grab 🥀💧 | owner: mikoto-ica-fics | word count: 7.3k
the cry pile. 🌻💧 | owner: jeonginks | word count: 5.1k+
the only exception 🌻 | owner: beegyuz | word count: 1.2k+
Will you… show me how? 🥀🌻 | owner: mikoto-ica-fics | word count: 4.5k
Felix
#59091D 💧| owner: seungmoe | word count: 1.6k
Perfect Distraction 🥀🌻💧 | owner: mikoto-ica-fics | word count: 11.4k
shall we run away? 🌻 | owner: iheartyoon | word count: 1.5k
Seungmin
hold my hand, kim seungmin! 🌻 | owner: changbeanie | word count: 10.6k
small stupid love. 🌻| owner: jeonginks | word count: 1.4k+
I.N
#ECECE 🌻💧| owner: seungmoe | word count: 1,5k+
harley, harley. 🌻| owner: jeonginks | word count: 3.5k+
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Johnny
One shots
Barista!AU
an accident by masterninjacow
Break Up!AU
Wherever You Are by aquarius-johnny
post breakups with 127 by warmau
Boyfriend!AU
johnny on your birthday by sluttyten
90s skater bf!au by warmau
College!AU
dating college!johnny by xuxibfs
Friends to Lovers!AU
About time by byunnct
Fwb!AU
you run my mind by kerminhaos
Gang!AU
confessional by kerminghaos
Highschool!AU
well played by caiuscassiuss
Houseparty!AU
house party!au johnny by warmau
Neighbors!AU
puppy love by dreaminghaos
Pirate!AU
pirate!au johnny by warmau
Pregnant!AU
Johfam by onetwosevensquad
Professor!AU
Professor!AU Johnny by warmau
Unrequited Love!AU
Unrequited love by warmau
Vampire!AU
vampire!au johnny by warmau
Zombie!AU
zombie boy!au johnny by warmau
Series
Office!AU
Regular Inspired AU x NCT 127 Introduction by warmau
Regular Inspired AU x NCT 127 by warmau
Rivals to Lovers!AU
Set Up My Heart
Reactions
Nct 127 S/O Likes Skin Ship but is too Shy to Initiate it by jsngpwrk
their ideal type by chocolvte
their s/o crying during a sad movie by chocolvte
Timestamps
[11:05 am] by valentine-jae
[10:47 pm] by valentine-jae
[10:48 pm] by valentine-jae
[11:32pm] by shymarklee
[3:45pm] by suhweetdreams
[00:32] by the-wonandonly
[10:47] by lovelytuan
[5:32pm] by cafe-moon
[3:45pm] by suhweetdreams
[3:09pm] by boopitsath0t
[2:32pm] by boopitsath0t
[6:30pm] by boopitsath0t
[2:40am] by boopitsath0t
[00:00] by jaextapose
[14:23] by boiolay
[2:58am] by suhweetdreams
[11:47] by elauniesdream
[9:54am] by jen-o-jam
[9:50pm] by neo-cult-ure
Drabbles
Unrequited love!au by warmau
Rich nct by warmau
DIY by savvvy
Teeth by savvvy
broken ac by warmau
february by warmau
lively by seulgiology
Nct 2018 as Mafia Positions by neo-culture-mafia
okay, maybe I’m crazy but did I just hear you say that out loud by moondusties
eye contact by domjaehyun
dating johnny suh by softqian
Dirty chai by rinmio21
h by warmau
punch inspired!au x nct 127 by warmau
kick it!au x nct 127 by warmau
in the words of a writer by heartau
Johnny + Belt by maknaesdancersrappers
hey u by nanacide
grimiest make out place by warmau
the drabble where... you go grocery shopping with johnny by smileysuh
One shots
Boyfriend!AU
Pay Attention to Me by chocojaehyun
Dom!AU
dom daddy Johnny by domjaehyun
Enemies to Lovers!AU
Set Up by smileysuh
Fivesome!AU
valentine by moonlit-jeno
Foursome!AU
truth or dare by domjaehyun
Fratboy!AU
Set up by smileysuh
Idol!AU
Internet connection by stony-orbit1219
Professor!AU
troublemaker by domjaehyun
Roommates!AU
Oh no, mr suh, please dont spank me by slightlymore
helping hand by yougotthatbilly
Series
Revenge!AU
perfect crime part 1 (jaehyun) by moondusties
perfect crime part 2 by moondusties
Roomates!AU
quarantine chronicles part 1 by domjaehyun
Timestamps
[11:02 pm] by dimplyjae
[7:28pm] by boopitsath0t
Drabbles
Kinks Pillowtalk by kaepop
what would johnny be like in bed by sluttyten
impregnation kink johnny by sluttyten
johnny with a short girlfriend by sluttyten
johnny and yuta threesome by sluttyten
johnny and jaehyun threesome by sluttyten
Tease by savvvy
johnny and lucas threesome by sluttyten
playful dom!johnny by domjaehyun
size kink johnny by domjaehyun
hickeys by domjaehyun
take it by domjaehyun
come back by heartau
riding johnny by domjaehyun
loud by freakynct
johnny and jaehyun corruption kink by seowlw
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