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[tenpixelsusie]

there's a bmc/inside job au brewing in tenpixelsusie town...

[treesms]

Properly reviving my tumblr to say: it is 3am and I am plagued by brain worms for an obsession from 8 years ago....

(I'm entering my annual "possessed by an all encompassing obsession with fallout video game" era)

[purplepitstudios]

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[aiiaiiiyo]

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[grymmeoir]

Why the hell is Craig’s hat so fucking hard to draw like seriously...no matter what art style I draw him in I will always struggle with it, that fucking blue chullo will be the death of me like shit mate it always manages to look like a condom or a weird underwear of some sort. It’s a simple fucking shape but honestly why. Why is it making my life so difficult like...I could draw Tweek’s deadly spikes in under a minute and that has like a bajillion points compared to the chullo’s round shapes and yet drawing Craig’s fucking hat still takes at least 5 or more minutes. Don’t even get me started on drawing him in sideview or WORST backview, like shit man. I love creek and craig yo but the struggle is real and honestly if I can get away with drawing Craig without his hat forever I would, but no, I can’t because that chullo is a fucking symbol of him being Craig maybe even more than the middle finger and it’s pretty much a huge part of his character design but still...why??? Why is it so hard to draw his hat? Holy fuck drawing that thing on his head is absolutely torture.

[redconverseshoe]

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[damitacwatson-blog]

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[fucks-spock]

PSA:

There is a difference between ignorance and just not knowing something!!!

Ignorance is ignoring something widely available to learn- like when cishet people refuse to learn anything about how to respect LGBTQ folks

Ignorance doesn’t mean the person wont be willing to learn- some people don’t know they’re being ignorant! It’s your choice to call them out or leave them be, do what’s comfortable for you.

But sometimes people just. don’t know things that aren’t widely available to know- I’ve seen a lot of posts lately mocking different people’s different ideas on how to boycott tumblr.

i think that’s a bit overboard. not everyone knows how stuff like this works! i may be young but i have no fucking clue how to work electronics let alone this female presenting nipple fiasco.

this is cheesy but it’s like that doctor who quote

“always be nice and when you can; be kind”

[stinkydingo]

Hey.

So the pass few days have been absolute shit. I haven’t been on tumblr for over a year. I decided to come back to this website to honestly just express myself and talk about my environment that seems to be getting destroyed. Yes there is Facebook, Instagram, and whatever. (I’m not hip enough to have been constantly updated on new social networks) I’ve steered away and deleted access to those websites just because I did not want to simply lie to everyone to show the world I’m still an active member of society who lives a normal life pretending that I am not struggling. Yes I can journal my thoughts and feelings (which I have been doing) even though no one will read this, the illusion of having an audience and pretending that someone is listening is comforting. And I don’t want to post anything emotional, prophetic, inspirational, or vaguely express a struggle on Facebook or Instagram because I don’t want to seem like I’m crying for help. Even though that’s something I should be seeking. So therefore I recovered my password and now I’m here spilling my guts out being a stereotypical 20 year old American. I feel comfortable writing about this cause honestly I do not know anyone on here anymore and the people I do know personally already know my situation. Lately I have been struggling immensely with porn, smoking, and seeking approval, acceptance, and attention emotionally from woman all while lying to my girlfriend about it all for months. 3 days ago she found out by going through my phone while destroying all trust with her as well as hurting her which is probably the most under-exaggerated way of putting it. We decided to part ways for the time being. Time for us to heal and for me to get my shit together. Because I fucked up tremendously. All my life shit happened to me where I was the ‘victim’. 

‘A kid tried to stab me in the 6th grade so I am the victim.’

‘I’ve struggled with ADD, clinical depression, and PTSD. I am the victim.’

‘A close friend of mine stole drugs from my house and got arrested under my roof. I am the victim.’

‘A church lied to my dad fired him unexpectedly after having us move across the country now we’re financially broke and have to sell things just to eat. I am the victim.’

‘My mom has a horrible addiction and an extravagant chain of awful events has happened due to that and now my parents are getting a divorce. I am the victim.’

‘I have lied, pretended something that I haven’t been, and cheated on my girlfriend. I am now the monster.’ And this fact is haunting me greatly. I can’t sleep and when I do, I dream of her. And I can’t even eat and I can feel my clothes beginning to get baggy on me. 

But now the tables have turned and I hurt the person who I love the most and had the most impact of life. That beautiful woman was nothing but good to me the last 16 months. I know I seem dramatic and in the pass I used to roll my eyes towards people who have had dramatic break ups. Now everything is different when it’s personally happening to you and you are at fault. 

I have ignored a lot in my life and which includes my personal relationship with Jesus Christ. Me and her decided to part ways so I can rekindle with Him. And be the man I once was. As of right now I cannot hang on to hope of us getting back together cause then I won’t focus on myself for the right reasons. I need to face my demons head on and take on the greatest adventure I have ever taken. Yes I messed up big time and I’m doing my best to not to get into it too much due to me already crying too much about it already. But I am so excited for this season of healing and growth. I am more excited to see where my relationship with Christ will take me. My heart hurts a lot and constantly. I am trying to forgive myself but that will take time. My heart breaks for her but for right now I cannot be apart of her life which hurts but it is necessary. I am moving back to California from Texas temporally. (Not because of the break up this was decided a few weeks before hand if anything the separation just expedited the process.) And honestly just so I can fall on my face and having nothing but my family to lift me up and use the resources of this time of healing. And hopefully one day God will bring together her and I again, but as of right now that’s the last thing I need to worry about. 

Sorry for the emotional spill. I will be on here time and time again to express thoughts and poetry. Just remember that porn really does kill love and fuck you up to the point that you are blinded to things that are destroying and what is really wrong. But there is hope, faith, and a whole lot of real love in the world.

That and God is what I’m really holding on to. 

- Nicklaus

thank you for reading.

[renemesis]

YESSSS ALIEN LOVES TIC TAC LETS FREAKING GOOOOO!!!

[wolftattoo]

i had a bottled iced coffee like an hour ago and just threw up i have upgraded to fully blown lag tose in toll therant

[treesms]

YO I MADE AN ARTBLOG

here :) 

have a gander at my attempts at drawing as I get BETTER AND BETTER HOPEFULLY

[purplepitstudios]

The Swamp is Real!

[officialtoosweet]

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[aty-art-blog]

Ok my fellow players...I irl give pretty much this kind of vibes:

(The last sketch is by @m_maf_f , the othercharacteris Lady Melissa from "Beware of the villainess")

Now

I just saw this:

#idunnowhattothink #didigotallwrong #islucywaifumaterial?#wasntlucytop?#whatshouldithink #havingexistentialcrisishere #help

I'm seruosly starting thinking that

1rst Lucy isn't my husbando but my waifu

2nd He will never top me.

GUYS for you we'll ever work as couple? Or are we totally a bad match? With the few info I gave you who would be the perfect husband/waifu?

Sorry for therant but I'm actually onlytrolling around, when I saw this body pillow i couldn't stop laughting

Seriously I'm joking

GUYS IS LUCY TOP OR BOTTOM?

[swan2swan]

<It’s called a therant tree. It’s in its creast phase. Do you see the way the grasses become more gelasic and less escalic as they grow near? That is because ->

I’m surprised Loren isn’t taking off more clothes