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[ophernelia]

when you gotta call the pickiest friend you have to help you finalize your menu

[suffarustuffaru]

ok but im getting emo over heinkel again so im gonna talk about him again because yeah hes yet another sad character in a sea of sad characters and i love rezero for that but like he is a character consistently characterized by one loss after the other. it's a rollercoaster and its going straight fucking down and he is so miserable and absolutely alone and its both his fault and not his fault at all. but the way it starts is - its all out of his control. the more you think about the trajectory of his life the sadder it gets.

imagine you are heinkel and your parents are the sword saint and the sword demon and you come from a long line of knights and sword saints so thats almost definitely where youre headed, right? thats whats expected of you. you are nineteen years old and youre a knight in the royal guard, which was expected of you, and you have a wife and a beautiful baby boy, which was also expected of you, but at least you have so much joy and love for the latter while the former is just another chain on the astrea family line of people who are stuck to knighthood whether they like it or not. but your family is also just another chain because youre nineteen and your mother is still the sword saint and youre playing with fate here because either youre going to be the sword saint or your son will be.

your wife, the only equal you have, falls asleep one day and never wakes up. you are twenty-one years old and a single parent and then you are twenty-three years old and your son's fate is so much bigger than youll ever be. having the worlds love means that your love pales in comparison, doesnt it? everyone knows about your comatose wife because you keep searching so much for a cure that its just another thing to gossip about. every year that passes by she just continues to look the same as she did when she was awake and alive and loved you. (you dont know it yet but your son is going to reach the same age as her, because you dont find a cure for another sixteen years and you know that she wont love you anymore because who does? theres no one left because your son doesnt count.)

and everyone knows about you because of your family. because yeah, youre a good swordsman, but youre not liked by anyone in the knights. youre not a friend and youre certainly not a sword saint or sword demon. your son mind controls someone because he loves you so much that he would do anything for you and looks up to you like youre some hero, but youre just a wreck whos scrambling to keep what little you have. youre twenty-four and you lose your mom because you were too scared to go on the mission you were assigned on, because youre a coward and youre in over your head and you know, because everyone knows, that you dont measure up. you could never be prepared for this. in a long line of people who have to carry the weight of the world, you crumble easily. your mom goes on that mission and dies and your son becomes the sword saint like this was always going to happen. this is what being loved by the world means. you just killed your mom because you just couldnt suck it up and die on that mission instead. on top of that, your dad says that your five-year-old god of a son killed your mom. its just you and your son and the two of you both killed your mom but youre the worlds biggest laughing stock and your son is the up and coming hero and monster. but you still love your son. you really do.

right?

[lemongogo]

[akihikosanada]

maxed all affinities, requests and social links, defeated margaret (don't ask how many times that took.), and got the true ending of persona 4 including that sexy timeskip where you meet all the besties again 💆‍♀️ loooove that for me

[anotherpapercut]

I'm finally watching s11 of doctor who for the first time and it's kinda clumsy at times but I kind of love it I'm not really getting what people were complaining about

[criticalgay]

did they have a change in managment this is such a detailed addressing of the situation are they okay

[astrxealis]

i do not like tumblr much anymore again :(( anyways important stuff in the tags! but tldr just hmu if you want my discord or twitter, won't be gone from here completely but yeah <3

[mushroom-winners-proof]

hi hello i am the random stranger who just followed you and came to say, affectionately with hopes that none of this comes off in an uncomfortable way, that your art style is FUCKING AMAZING. i know nothing about kingdom hearts or any other fandoms i skimmed but i'm here for the fact that your art? those lines?? that colouring??? scratches an itch i didn't know i had. i want to print it out and eat it and roll around in it much like a cat would do to important documents. (I will not be printing out your art dw that was just dramatics for self expression)

just. fam it has been a hot minute since i've seen art on my dashboard that made me stop and stare just because of how much my eyes loved it even with having no connection to the actual content. and i wanted to let you know that it's awesome and you are awesome and i hope you have a fanTASTIC day

AWW THANKS MAN !!!! I’M GLAD YA LOVE MY STUFF THE WAY YOU DO !!!!!! ;;

[javisbutt]

aaaaah i have so many wips of this train mf doing stupid shit but im sooooo lazy dude lol

[toonfinatic]

I have so many special interests rn i dont know what to even focus on hhhgsjsh. I'm really into hlvrai again i just cant let this funny web show go 😔✌️ and then there's lotr and dhmis and rottmnt... and my severe addiction to gosupermodel.... and my own oc stuff...... lots of serotonin....

[portokali]

there is. definitely a lot to be said about the merits of having the ability to turn off Shipper Brain Mode and enjoy a story without ever demanding a ship be canon or even shipping any of the characters. however there is something about a hint or a promise of romance in works that aren’t explicitly romantic that makes them somehow more tantalizing and interesting. anyway this post is about james and erin derrygirls where i had 0 expectations of their feelings ever being confirmed and simply entertained the idea of them as a what-if-james-likes-erin-lol on a completely different tab that was left open in my brain but when it Was confirmed in s3 and the way it was left unfulfilled but all the same promised absolutely has done numbers to my brain chemistry like the small and tender crushes of two kids living ordinary lives under extraordinary circumstances. something about that yeah.

[strwbrymlkshake]

im the sleepiest guy in the world rn gn yangang I will talk to you tomorrow <3

[astxrions]

hmmhmhmmmhmmmhmm akiren rlly is my ideal type, ngl

[muirneach]

hate the annoying travel influencers on instagram trying to say anything about salvation mountain like ‘ohhh its so unkempt and creepy and isolated’ u would never understand….

[sheepston]

Ngl talking about people getting banned & how the staff on fight rising handle bans a lot of the time always makes me anxious cos, way back when, I was the Internet Hub for a bunch of my irl friends whose families couldn’t afford data (aus net was SO BAD and expensive) & they could ONLY play at my house or via my phone & like. I absolutely would not put it past my old abuser* (who knew this) to try and dress up the fact they gave me in-game shit to pay for art commissions as “SEE she’s multi-accounting!!” like. Ough.

The worst part is I can’t even reassure myself that this is an irrational fear cos they have done some NASTY things to people before out of spite and were a chronic liar who frequently sent me faked screenshots to try and isolate me from my friends

[cinnabeat]

i have this super old tanktop, like ten years old super old, and its literally falling apart but i love it so much and tbh all the holes are kind of a Look anyways so i cant bear to throw it away