#theres that moment when the fictional character has the exact same struggles/insecurity as u and ur just like
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low self esteem strikes again! im suffering
#gosh if theres anything good abt the stream yesterday its that it at least distracted me from getting too depressed#its just. frustrating. im a jealous binch sorry not sorry#i think part of it is me projecting#the whole 'like minded people' bs is just nonsense ppl tell you to keep you down#those are the people who are gonna screw you over worse than anyone else#and i think i see those people act distant or dismissive at best and i just know.#like ok. im a pessimist sure. but i do know#(i dont actually know but i am worrying hard)#idk. it just hurts my heart especially#theres that moment when the fictional character has the exact same struggles/insecurity as u and ur just like#hngggg#it already is enough that im struggling rn with games in general#the games i feel obligated to play i hate#and theres a good game (at least the base game) that i could play if i just dont play the ones i dont like#but like. one of the reasons i keep playing it is... that guy (er. that death itself.)#and i love him but i feel like im so busy + stressed i cant give him all he deserves#and so like. this happens. and the fans are all gaga and whatever#and i feel like. do i actually have any reason to resist#its valentines all over again f u c k#i think this is the point in time where one curls up w the bucket of ice cream and the emotional support m c u movie#and just binge watches nwh while crying#(i say that but i feel like im more likely to binge watch opera lol)#negative
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