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maliciouscigarette · 9 months

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Art by giganticbuddha (here's their ko-fi)

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rocktis · 1 month

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fanon my beloved vs. fanon my beloathed

beloved - zack's nicknames for cloud (spikey, sunshine, cloudy, etc) - kunsel has hacked into shinra's database and could cause massive damage to the company on a whim by tapping a few keys beloathed - "zack's so stupid lol he's such a himbo" - "cloud's just a cocky asshole who doesn't care about anything but money and himself"

#kunsel #zack fair #cloud strife #crisis core #final fantasy vii #final fantasy vii remake #these are just a couple examples #there are some things i really love about fanon but #some of the stuff i see in fics makes me wonder if we played the same game #free my man (zack) he has adhd #free my man (cloud) he has autism #they've both got a ton of trauma too #also cloud's got a gap in his development from being stuffed into a pod of magical goo at 16 and being stuck there for years #he didnt have any friends growing up either #i rarely see people talk about these developmental gaps and that can really change how someone interacts with people #but like cloud deeply loves all of his friends even though he's awkward at showing it #he only knew jessie biggs and wedge for a few days and he cared about them all so much already!#cloud isnt even actually cocky either #but he's got a lot going on with his identity and memory that i could write a novel about so i'll stop here #dont even get me started on people thinking zack is an idiot #there's already been a lot written on the subject of zack's adhd so i will refrain from going off about it #okay done rambling for now

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last-in-line-for-hell · 2 years

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Sometimes I think about the long term side effects that could have happened to Wei Wuxian after being strangled by Jiang Cheng and my heart aches at how he just laid there and accepted it

#mdzs textpost not art #strangulation mention /#like...memory loss...combativeness...#those are both notable ones #considering how near immediately after he gives up his core and undergoes unimaginable hell in burial mounds.....#yeah honestly can’t blame him for not being himself immediately after escaping #but yeah I feel like that strangulation scene is kinda passed over by everyone #like I agree I feel bad for JC for having lost everything here #but we gotta agree that strangling wwx was uh really not okay at all #the fact wwx just lays there and takes it kills me too #anyway I’m still gone from here this is just another thought that wouldn’t leave my head haha #*puts this thought in the pile of ‘WWX’s traumas that no one takes seriously including himself’#also to be blunt lotus pier’s takeover was not WWX’s fault and if you think it is I genuinely don’t understand how you came to that #esp bc wwx lost just as much here guys #the day people stop victim blaming wwx in this fandom....

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xavalav · 8 months

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#listen it’s important okay #one of my core memories is my dad showing me that if you stuck your tongue to a 9V battery it made your tongue feel funny #i need to know if this is a common childhood occurrence or if my family is just Strange #i mean i know my family is strange but did anyone else do this i’m begging #also rb for better sample size plssss #xav shouts into da void

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faunandfloraas · 3 months

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inadvertently stopped using my freckle fade cream without thinking.... right around the time i started making gifs of felix.... coincidence?

#positive influence.....#i do wonder sometimes how jarring it must have been for he and lil chris to go from australia to korea #bc i copped shit for being pale and freckly as a kid #i have a core memory of this girl talia wearing a country bumpkin costume with these cartoonish freckles drawn on and she pointed at me #and was like Lol im jessie haha and i was like Okay so you want to fight??#another time had to do some speech and when i finished and had questions from my classmates and two boys just asked me why i was pale #and why they could see idk i guess my bloodvessels in my legs ??? i didnt even notice like i was just like UHHHH idk ask about my topic #had so many instances like that and they werent terrible but it did make me insecure #like in the 00s here being tan was /it/ you had to be nice and tanned- go lay in the sun and ignore we are number one in melanoma deaths #like it was so consistently the thing... prob why i have so many freckles bc i didnt tan in the sun i freckled #but in both felix and chans aus photos they were quite tanned!#so imagine going from Hey go lay in the sun and get nice and brown ya pale fucker to Do Not Do That. Be pale as a ghost #white as fuck twilight vampire printer paper ass complexion or else you arent the beauty standard must have been so...... odd #idk beauty standards are so fucked and stupid #at least for me it was just like mean it wasnt like systemic. still wasnt nice but its not damaging the same way #but yeah I imagine some of the cultural differences must have been jarring and weird #like when chan said he was glad to get sex ed in australia bc it was comprehensive here and its not something i would have thought about #but yeah he went to school here and there he would know #idk must be hard to be an idol and straddle that line of not wanting to cause any ripples but having your own ideas and beliefs #oh i'd love to talk to him off the record lmao #dont take this as anti korea sentiment btw like australia is also wack #it just must be interseting and sometimes hard...#wow these tags are long SORRY

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colorsinautumn · 3 months

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#my last post just unlocked a core memory and I’m losing my shit #I remember being really into sweeran when I was like 14 #and I remember literally reading sweeran smut that was like 50 shades of gray #and I’m losing my mind because how did I find that on tumblr at the time #that on tumblr and why did I have any business reading it #god #2013 was a different time #please do not ask me why sweeran smut existed okay it was a different time

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fleetways · 9 months

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just need to mention i spent like a solid few minutes talking with some friends about how u write shadow and his shadowisms so well (i want to punch him so bad hes so. bitch) and i was feeling it so deep in my soul with the latest chapter after he started getting uppity about how he doesnt want sonic to treat him like hes fragile like POINTING THATS THE CONCEPT I ENJOY!!!!!!!!!! also gay gay homosexual gay

unironically me looking at this ask^

if it wasn’t already incredibly obvious shadow is my fave character to write for so this makes me so happy to see. also shadowisms is a great term for them because that’s really what they are!

#i have many thoughts about my specific portrayal of shadow that i may save for another time #because while i don’t think my shadow behaves as say canon current-day shadow would #he’s also NOT that #shadow’s character has so many little nuances and possibilities and its fun to explore what would be different and what would be the same #if events of his life had gone differently #for example i think a shadow who had not lost his memory after the events of sonic adventure 2 would be very different than say #the shadow the hedgehog we see in shth and sonic 06 #same principle with mdlhea shadow. in this au his life went quite differently but i still want to maintain those core personality traits #and then we have mdlhea sonic whose life and upbringing was even more drastically different from his canon self than shadow #I’ve been trying to strike a balance between the differing circumstances of their upbringings while keeping their characters recognizable #and i think im doing okay ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ or at least im having fun with it and tbh thats all that really matters in the end #whoops remember how i said id save my thoughts for another time #shadow #asks #mdlhea #jii-prime #text

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thesherrinfordfacility · 10 months

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what my prime video app sees when i log in to watch s1 for the thousandth time:

#good omens #good omens season 1 #its my comfort show okay i like to watch it when i do my nails #each time my bf and i start screeching the theme at each other from opposite ends of the house #core memories activated #gomens shitpost

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tmae3114 · 2 years

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Sometimes I think about the dynamic between the MQ Hero and the Mysterious Stranger because it’s just so fun. The way the hero knows that the Mysterious Stranger is Up To No Good but has no proof and ends up helping anyways because ultimately these are problems needing solved. The no-nonsense attitude the hero takes with the sheer I’ll help fix this mess but this conversation is Not Over energy every time they talk. The immense knife cat energy the Mysterious Stranger exudes in every conversation. There’s something almost playful to it, in a way

And I wonder

Zorbak tells us that the Shadowscythe weren’t directly affected by the Reset the way the rest of reality was, so we can deduce that the Mysterious Stranger wasn’t affected either

Do you think the Mysterious Stranger ever missed the pre-Reset dynamic? The errand running, the deliberate sneakiness, the banter?

#mechquest #dragonfable #do you think that the mysterious stranger appreciated the dramatic irony in selling doom weapons #to the person who indirectly helped with their very invention?#side note: I will NEVER be over that #also I was looking back at the Mysterious Stranger quests and #EXTREMELY funny that the hero's gut instinct to seeing weird Shadowscythe-y tech glowing red is ''OKAY TIME TO LEVEL THE BUILDING''#I want that to be an impulse that they retained over the Reset #I want the hero to see the Shadowscythe manatech core Akanthus got his hands on #and go ''I NEED TO OBLITERATE EVERYTHING IN THAT THING'S VICINITY''#Warlic's reaction to seeing a Shadowscythe mecha without fully remembering what he was looking at was obvious fear #fear enough that he started shaking without even knowing why #and that is EXTREMELY fun I like it a lot #but I now really want the hero's reaction when they encounter Shadowscythe tech like that #if they have any flicker of memory returning #to be ''KILL KILL BITE DESTROY REND TEAR KILL KILL KILL''#(technically I don't think we have any proof that WASN'T their internal reaction in the Myalos stuff...)

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grinchwrapsupreme · 1 year

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one time in university we got an art assignment where we had to draw a representation of our greatest fear and after some thought i made mine about losing my right hand and during the presentation i explained it was because everything in life i really enjoy requires the use of my right hand like art and writing and piano and trombone and my prospective career etc etc and the entire class started arguing with me??? and i remember standing up there in front of 15 art students and our prof having to explain in bewilderment why losing my dominant hand is bad for my art

#'you can learn to draw with your left hand' okay??? it took me 20 years to get this good with my right hand you want me to start over??#not to mention all the other reasons i gave #anyways thats a core memory right there just throwing it out for the masses #i still think about it sometimes and think what the fuck was wrong with those people #it wasn't even a far-fetched fear either like i was operating saws and power tools all the time in my other classes #and i knew enough teachers and professors who were missing fingers from those things #anyways

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nathaniacolver · 5 months

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"if [name of 'they're-not-my-crush-i-just-really-like-them!'] suddenly walked in here and started making out with you, how would you feel?" did wonders for the questioning queers, i've gotta admit

#core memory of me saying emma watson was my childhood crush & my two friends interrogating me on the way to chem from band #“wait you like girls?” “no i just...i just really like emma watson okay” “but you think she's hot?” “???? doesn't everyone?” “so you're gay”#“No i'm not...gay - i just-” (to the other girl) “yeah she's gay”#“if emma watson all of a sudden walked in here and started making out with you what would you do?”#and then my brain malfunctioned bc the scene was set in my brain. btw it wasn't even like good i just never tried it before #my roommate last year did this with someone else too and i was like Can Y'all Stop. I Already Know I'm Gay

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fvckmyaesthetic · 1 year

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#i wish so much of my life wasn’t defined by shit that happened when I was 16 fucking years old #but here I am. just turned 21 and all I can think about is shit from five years ago #i just want to be my own person and to feel comfortable around other people #but everyone is in such a hurry to fall in love and declare their lifelong feelings for each other #i don’t even feel attraction to people. i just want someone to hold me #i want someone to support me through my shit so I don’t feel like I have to face it alone all of the time #i just want a nice comfortable hug to come home to at the end of a long day #and someone to sit with while we watch a show together to relax. even if we don’t actually say anything to each other #i don’t want to think about my whole life or the future ahead. i just want some sense of comfort that I am not alone every day #that sense of comfort you get when you look stupid and ridiculous but your rave camping neighbor asks you to kiss them #and you say yes because it’s their yearly tradition and you’re happy to help. but that’s the most nervous and most loved you’ve felt in a +#+ Minute. and now it’s just a core memory that you think about when things are shitty #man I just want a hug. why is that so hard. and why do I always have to be the strong stable one in the hug?#i want to feel like it’s okay to fall apart and finally get the support and comfort that I need #it’s too hard holding everyone else up all the time. i just want someone to hold me #i don’t know if I will ever love anyone but I just want to feel Close to someone. like I’m not in it alone. why is it So Hard to ask for a+#+simple little hug in life. it shouldn’t be so hard and yet here I am. sad and alone and I will probably always be this way

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dykedragons · 9 months

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man. should rlly start bringing my sketchbook to work

#ramblies #its raining and we work outdoors so ive just been sitting here on my phone for an hour #I JUST WANNA CREATE STUFF #idk WHAT happened (i do know. college happened) but ever since working full time i just itch to create shit all day. ive been having my #best ideas. i get home from a 9 hour day make myself dinner and inmediately draw most days #like its just. an itch. that needs to be scratched. its whatever the opposite of that burnout i used to have wss #like i JUST WANT TO CREATE FREELY. i just want to LEARN. but i have less time now!#im so excited to do the cool shit i have planned for portfolio and open up my shop and revsmp my commissiok website #jm gonna learn so much and get so good and make the BEST fuckjng portfolio snd make so much money #my girlboss era. to be fucking honest.#ive been insanely busy ive barely touched video games in a couple months. im always jsut… doing shit and being alive #for the first time ever! im so tired! but like. its good #like im saving money and im loving creating things and im making such good memories with my friends #we can do someyhing so simple like. go to the park. and its so nice i make core memories bc we just do stupid shit. its magical. its magica #life is so fucking tiring and overwhelming but for the first time i rlly feel like im living and i havent even gotten my own place yet or #anything like that. like ooggh this is the connection i was missing out on #having mixed feelings abt my ‘stay inside and be a gamer’ era bc no doubt that time has fuelled my drive to work like an ox now (i have #something to prove- i light a fire under my own ass) but also i couldve been having these experiences sooner #but not with the same people im with now. so thats okay #i digress. anyways i wanna draw LMFAO #IM GONNA MAKE MONSTER HUNTER STICKERS its gonna be so rad

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kazumist · 10 months

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no bc i actually thought it was just gonna be one of his perma ssrs again (i have like. 3 stars on the cake one and 2 where he got soaked in water tbh) but then the line was smth like "i can't wait to spend forever with you" which made my jaw dropped bc??? WHAT????

#( spam )#and then i saw him on the table stressed #that's where it all starts crashing down bc oh my fucking god i got the jinghe ssr. i actually got it. i didnt lose the 50 50 oh my god wai #it was so funny on how i immediately got out of bed and walked around my room looking at my phone screen #like girl i was just pulling and i was SLEEPY. i was skipping my pulls too since i ran out of schips 4 a ten pull #all of my sleepiness went away when i saw jinghes icon on my fucking screen man #okay ill shut up now this is just a core memory for me

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elijah-inmymind · 1 year

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it is 5:01am and i cannot express to you how not tired i am but i have therapy in 4 hours so i’m gonna have to get real eepy real quick or else Miss Sarah down at Headspace is gonna have to hear my sleep deprived ramblings about kissing an enby in a Melbourne gay club 2 months ago instead of an intellectual discussion about my mental health

#el has a life #sorry miss sarah #but it’s looking like sleep deprived ramblings about my gay core memory today bc that is all i can think about #listen sarah they just had really nice hair okay

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jtbb · 1 year

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mom pick me up theyre posting bastille songs in the hannibal server. soo so scarey

#to clarify. i am obsessed with bastille. and i am obsessed with hannibal. love them both to bits #but they can Not mix . my brain WILL short circuit #like okay i can allow two evils in my hannibal playlist. the vibes work sure #but the rest of the album? even fake it or blame?#iam going to cry #like im so happy that ppl who like my current hyperfix are discovering one of my oldest interests #but i cannot be in this conversation or i will Die #sorry ignore me guys i just have 0 clue what is happening #why my brain is so averse to this #they are like . two separate universes. no cross pollination pleae #this doesnt apply to . Any other music artist btw #i am going to put sooo much mcr phoebe bridgers matt maeson alt-j noah kahan florence + the machine etc in my hannibal playlists #as a treat <3 #i dont know why bastille is different. theyre just not even music to me anymore they r like blorbo from my core formative memories #what is skulls doing in ur murder husbands playlist!!!#put it back!!! (back to late night road trips sharing earbuds with my sister 10 years old discovering what music was)

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