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I’m a firm supporter of exiting out of fics over the smallest things. Oh you don’t like the dynamic? Exit. You don’t enjoy the way the characters speak to each other? Exit. Something bothers you and it’s not even a trigger? Exit.
It is actually incredibly easy AND healthy to not push through reading something you’re not enjoying just because you think you HAVE TO. Take care of yourself! Even for tiny things! And don’t harass writers over those things either because tbh reading an entire fic and hating one large aspect of it is like…..definitely not the writers fault 💀
#just a thought I had this morning#people go on and on ab fics they hated and it makes me wonder why they’ve kept reading it#like am I losing it or is that just bad self management#I might be wrong here iDk
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I wish that people gave a shit about nonbinary people who don’t use they/them pronouns. You can literally give your friend group (which includes another nonbinary person) a list of your favorite pronouns, none of which include they/them, and mention several times that you don’t like they/them pronouns for yourself, but they’ll make the switch from she/her pronouns to…they/them. And feel super proud of themselves for being sooo progressive as to use they/them pronouns for you….when those aren’t your pronouns.
I think that saying “he she and they are my least favorite but are fine in combination with other things…I’m really fine with any neos but here’s a list of my faves that you can choose from!” Is polite and not a difficult request. I’m not good at being a pushy person, and I shouldn’t need to be.
#it screams#i guess I’ll pull the lists out again and re-link them#but the aforementioned friends view messages from me as a chore and check them rarely so when they do they’ve built up and so just skim#everything#which I’m fucking tired of#I’ve been going back and forth on whether it’s better to have no friends or a few friends who make you feel shitty#dunno which is worse#they also are extremely cavalier with covid while knowing I have no health insurance#and have supported some statements/actions that really make me sad#so idk I might be basically friendless at this point#i hold on for too long to people who have clearly moved on and don’t much care about being my friend anymore#I’ve tried reaching out a few times to no avail so idk I might just give up#try to cultivate online relationships more#which feels pretty impossible to me#sigh#I’ve been not able to sleep well#because of issues in my life with…all of the few people in it#issues that could be solved if I had kept a wider support network#instead of getting trapped with someone who was abusing me and my friends who don’t seem to give a shit about that and expressed more#concern for him than for me when the news was revealed to them#again I don’t have health insurance so no therapist#which I fucking desperately need right now#i have no one separate to talk to#the one who knows all of the different factors from all of the angles…is the abuser#i feel like I’m in so much fucking pain and I feel so alone and all of the people in my life who are supposed to be my loved ones#are standing around me ignoring me completely and acting like everything is okay#just causing me more and more pain#well this didn’t start out intended as a vent but it sure turned into one huh#i wish I could convey to y’all the desperation and loneliness and aching that I feel#vent
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they mean the world to me your honor
#dgm 247#dgm#the way I’d commit atrocities for these two#their relationship is so important to me#they’ve grown so much and you can tell and see it so clearly in this chapter im actually crying#i love them so much it hurts#they deserve all the happiness#they’re moon and sun. sunshine and grumpy. reserved and charming. they complement each other in every way#the way they have each other’s back in their own way. how they’ve come to trust one another. and the way Hoshino still kept their silly-#fights and rivalry but it has taken a completely different turn. it’s them. they’ve grown and learned & changed but after all…its still them#brb imma go cry#Allen Walker#Kanda Yuu#Yullen
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Can’t believe Miles and Gwen are about to be the most well developed cbm romance of all time
#Look g just trust me#I have all the footage they’ve shown us in order in my mind and every Miles/Gwen scene/teaser is like#LOADED with subtext and tension and all that good stuff#Like in that scene where they’re watching the sunset together (like that’s not romantic enough) they’re gonna be steadily inching closer—#and closer together probably without realizing until they’re bumping shoulders#And that scene where she scoops him up and finds a drawing of HER in his sketchbook—that drawing is recent. It HAS to be—#Because artists like Miles go through sketchbooks like Spidey goes through web carts and for her to find herself in a RANDOM one…#FOUR YEARS LATER no less…#But it doesn’t even end there! Because she kept the haircut#This whole time she’s been maintaining the memory of the time he ripped a clump of her hair out (also the day they met)#So like when she says she missed him too it’s like—just as much?? Cuzzzz I kinda think so#spiderman#miles morales#gwen stacy#spider gwen#atsv#across the spiderverse#gwiles
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Ppl will say fanon v canon doesn’t matter and it’s all jokes and I’m sooooo close to going sure sometimes and then I remember y’all removed a major role of one of the if not THEE most prominent black character in Bruce’s story who was created a whole decade before tim and gave it to tim based off a run where he literally handed the role back! Like IN THE COMIC Tim was CEO in name only and handed it back to Lucius relieved when he didn’t need to front anymore like.
#also if I said y’all took a lot of what tam does and her character traits and handed them off to tim….#like from that run#it’s crazy bc I always say that’s like the only comic tim stans read#but if that’s true the racism isn’t even covert anymore el oh el#tim Drake#it’s actually about him this time#I’m not gonna clog Lucius or tam tags any further tho#oh and on the tam note#her quick thing and sheer insanity was seen as naivety from tim even tho it saved his ass quite a few times#mainly that Vicki vale shit#which is hung up on LUCIUS’ wall#bc it’s HIS office#bc HE is the CEO.#I think it’s so funny how Bruce quest was like unreliable narrator knows their unreliable and thinks that knowledge means that everything t#they say is true bc they acknowledge that maybe they’re not thinking healthily#which is so fucking fun#but y’all go ‘yesss this is Tim!’#like no! it’s not! and tim knows that! and he’s too high strung to be pissed or scared about it!#AND THAT IS WHAT SHOULDVE HAPPENED NEXT#IK cómics don’t like to acknowledge that kinda trauma and shit#but something going deep into Tim’s mental state at the time and how he was impacted in daily and personal life#(bc instead of black characters being written out and ignored I’m choosing to believe tam distanced herself bc he was such a Dick)#Like that would’ve been craaaazy#like even tims lack luster reaction at seeing Kon in Paris after he was DEAD#And then later having the emotional reaction like he really kept that shit on the backburner#but noooo he’s so badass and a killer 🥺#anyways justice for the fox family#at least for Lucius like he and cyborg are in the same boat for me#where they’ve been around for so long and have been so important (cyborg on a waaaay wider scale)#that the fact that they don’t get their flowers in favor of making shit up for tim is SICK
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anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me
#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags#like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol#since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything#they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts#and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god#then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me#so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through#like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again?#and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence#it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’#to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’#and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’#WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’#and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win???#like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao#i leave end of the month#at first I was shocked like y’all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened#I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!!#I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are
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finally got toner + trim, THANK GOD
#i’ve kept the length#but these highlights have been killing me#we went lighter than i normally go this summer#so they’ve been v blonde and just getting blonder#kat liveblogs her life#about me#also yes that IS a terror shirt
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god the hits really don’t stop fucking coming do they.
#genuinely cannot take much more of this#i hit my limit about 4 weeks ago#and it just won’t fucking stop#coming up on six weeks of having varying levels of Horrors(tm) happening to me on a weekly basis#and sometimes multiple Horrors(tm) in a week#lost my job#my cat died#had an asbestos scare#my partner’s cat almost died#he had to have emergency surgery#and then when he came home had to go straight back to the emergency vet to have emergency surgery a second time bc they fucked up#had a huge fight with my partner bc oh yeah this whole time we’ve also been moving!!!#but there was some stupidly unnecessary drama around the security deposit/getting the old house clean#and this whole time while grieving and losing my income and all of this shit I am also still a disabled/chronically ill person#so I’m forcing my body to keep working through increasingly instense flare ups#on top of all of this we have a houseguest who has vastly overstayed their welcome.#they’ve been here for SIX WEEKS and are showing no signs of going home#so much shit has happened in the past six weeks that I don’t even know if I’m remembering all of it here in these tags#and now. I have been denied for unemployment and received a notice that I have to pay back what they already paid me#bc i ‘missed the deadline to verify my identity’#except they NEVER SENT ME THE IDENTITY VERIFICATION LETTER#I’ve been keeping an eye out for it and I’ve kept every letter I’ve received from them#nothing has the verification password.#I filed an appeal but the confirmation page said it could take weeks to get a hearing#so what the fuck am I supposed to do in the meantime#i wish I were fucking dead to be honest#that would be preferable to the last six weeks
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Marvel Comics Presents (1988) #82
#at first I didn’t realize that those were Logan’s actual thoughts in that moment#‘I… know this man. In a memory. A dream. A dream of… dying.’#I thought that it was narration from him remembering these events in the future#so Logan speaking in the next issue came as a surprise to me#because this was the only indication that he was conscious and not completely mind-controlled#it’s a similar effect to how I was initially confused by the opening prologue#where I thought those words would have been from#which depicts Logan after his Weapon X experience being haunted by something he doesn’t fully remember/understand#and which the reader hasn’t learned about yet#phrased as that he feels he has to ‘get away… from… what’s coming’ whatever it is#in that prologue Logan talks about his ‘dreams of death’#I realize I’ve been expecting a sudden experience after this that will wipe Logan’s mind#but really his memory issues were caused by the adamantium fusing he’s already gone through#he’s already confused about his ‘dreams of death’ which are the torture and experimentation they’ve been putting him through#which he’s been going in and out of awareness of#he remembers nothing from before the fusing#and later he’s going to repress his memories of Weapon X- leaving him with nothing#also noting that in that prologue some of the imagery haunting Logan was blood splattered on glass#which rain hitting the window reminded him of#which I thought would be from the memory of his own blood on a glass tube he was kept in#but it looks here like it was actually the imagery of that scientist’s blood on his glasses that stuck with Logan#marvel#logan howlett#my posts#comic panels
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I just realized I can’t say Rene and Alois live in my head rent free. Like, they do pay rent.
The rent is emotional support
#not art#it took me like 9 years to realize this#which is also a wild realization all on its own#it’s really been nine years… in real world years rene is going to 5th grade this year…#that’s just wild#they’ve literally supported me through so much#rene in particular bc he’s like MINE mine. not like. an in-law#back in high school id pretend he was running with me when we did the mile#bc I could imagine him struggling and it was kinda funny so it kept me going#he was also the channel for so much vent art#he was kinda the guy I’d daydream with instead of daydreaming about real people and my self insert#it was a lot healthier (relatively speaking)#and he also pushed me to hone my art skills#I specifically learned how to draw that slicked back hairstyle just so I could draw him#and how to do a more western comic style#bc he looked awful in the anime style I used to have#he was kinda the catalyst behind a lot of the decisions that I ended up making. and he led me to my two best friends#he just means a lot to me ok#my little guy. who knew you’d mean this much to me#who knew you’d bring me so many good things#like crow and I obv met in the rp scene#but Keyx and I met bc I talked about how Rene was from marseille and they were like omg no one ever makes non-Parisian spies#and we got to talking#and eventually that’s why I even committed to studying abroad in Paris#well originally I wanted to go to marseille but they transferred me to Paris bc they didn’t have enough students at the marseille campus for#our major#which was fine I guess but I wish I had gotten to go to the marseille campus. it was way more chill.#even so I did meet a lot of nice classmates in Paris. they were mostly pretty accommodating to my lackluster French#anyway none of this would’ve happened if i didn’t have Rene#so. yknow. he’s my special little guy. so much of my life has changed just bc I have him.
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#why was i born to be a passenger yet forced to be a driver#like. my mom relentlessly nagged at me to start and then so did my dad#and am i grateful they did? sure.#by i still have yet to find the true joy of driving#i know my mom did it bc she didnt learn and had always regretted it#but like they kept on at me for like . the moment i got outta uni#and yet. they’ve already given up on my younger brother :|#whose excuse is…. he’s too scared and like buddy. you think i wasn’t scared?! i still am but i did it !!!#wish they’d keep on at him bc he expects lifts everywhere all the time from my dad#he’s the one who needed to learn more than i did :|#its crazy bc he’s certified to operate several vehicles in a warehouse#but that mf won’t go and get certified to drive a car 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#brother pls 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#personal#drives me insane like . parents pls match that consistent nagging for him too#actually the curse of being the older sister.
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it’s crazy how people don’t think their death will affect people around them even if you aren’t close to them, or even if they were just semi passing encounters like no, others feel it. my neighbor died and as I park my car and look up at her dark little house it makes me so sad - I wanna go inside and turn on the lights she always has on. People notice and will feel it even if you don’t believe it.
#and I feel so bad because I saw her a couple of days ago and she was trying to give me flowers but I was rushing back to work#they’ve been on her porch she said take some and I haven’t and ew I feel bad#she was always trying to give me flowers and stuff because knows I like em#she was a lot but had a lot of issues going on#she use to come over crying all the time I knew so much about her life#and she genuinely cared about all of us over here#been like 16 years#I use to walk and also be chased by her dog way back in the day#stood in between her and her husband in a fighting match#one time she slid a picture of an owl under my door and we were so fucking creeped out because what#turned out it was her and she gave it to me because I love animals and photography hahah#l'd hide from her but feel bad and end up listening haha#she’d give me birthday cards because I share a birthday with one of her daughters#definitely an end to a era#I feel bad for her daughter she was sitting in her car while medical examiners were in the house#a bunch of ominious black vans outside for a bit#I should've taken the flowers 😕#I felt crazy guilty afterwards to the point I kept mentioning it and now I’m wondering if my spooky bitch body knew something#it's me and I wouldn't be that surprised I am all knowing even if I don't know you know?#seems odd#anyways I was thinking of leaving something for her daughter but I’m not sure when#she wasn’t home today#I’m not surprised by that#the flowers are still on her steps and it makes me really 😖#anyways life is short and weird and sad and ppl care
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demon had zombie, love me or leave me, and afraid so if wonpil likes this album more…. 😮💨 i can’t wait …. fourever is gonna be aoty
#also him saying that each song is representative of a genre they’ve done.. love that bc i kept going ‘oh this reminds me of ____!!’#love that they were able to call back to sounds that they’ve done before while still making sure that these songs sound fresh and fun :D#i’m so excited for this comeback
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I’ve finally realised that I haven’t written anything about my account on tumblr
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My instagram is here
My Ko-fi is here
My Linktree is here
And my personal account is @ghost-fox-goddess1
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My Ko-fi at the moment is just donations so far as I’m still in the process of getting things ready and setting up.
I’m trying to save up money to get prints and stickers, maybe more. I’m thinking off attending comic con either next year or the year after in artists alley when I’ve got lots of stuff.
And when I’m more confident about everything I might start doing commissions
#it’s took me long enough to write this#thank you to everyone that has supported me#and for the nice comments#they’ve really kept me going and wanting to improve
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Stephpotterdrawtober Day 24: Séance
#Stephpotterdrawtober#Stephpotterdrawtober2023#Måneskin#6#I don’t#know what i was thinking#I’ve always wanted to draw something of this part of LA PAURA DEL BUIO#because it’s the best song they’ve ever made#But the way I wanted to go about it was… not this#But i didn’t know what to do for this day#Bc who’s been around a seance#The only one I’ve heard of is the Lord Huron seance and uhhh that kinda creeped me out#Cool idea just… is my computer listening to me#Um and so i just kinda thought of these lyrics and they describe a kinda strange eerie situation like a seance#And then found an outfit that i kinda liked and just tried to draw Damiano#I can’t keep track of his tattoos man i only put the two#I liked long hair dami so i tried that#I was just trying things for this one and like mehhhhhhh#Oh well i made art for day kept streak yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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we sick of the dear tetsu fics yet? 🧍🏻♀️🫡
#LMFAO PLS#i kinda feel bad for not shutting up about this man.#but....#also#im having the time of my life writing these fics#they’ve kept me going !!!!#what will i do when it’s done 🧍🏻♀️#*looks at fine line* hm.#or maybe a break is in order lmfao#TUNE IN NEXT TIME TO FIND OUT !!!! xoxo#⁺. ʚ aims lore ɞ ⋆˙
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