spoilers for in stars and time
ohhhh i get it. i get it now. after like 30 hours i geeeet it
so i dont get everything yet, the game's not over, but so much just fell into place. took me like 2 dozen loops to get there but i got there
in going back over the sidequests with isa, mira, dile and bonbon, siffrin goes "say the line, siffrin" and its like ohhh shit i get it now. siffrin sees themselves as this key actor in a play, the play that is the looping adventure, and he sees his key role as to play their part and pretend this is the first time! every time! that they themselves need to be this unchanging actor in the time loop as the play repeats again and again, repeating their well-rehearsed lines and for who? for what? the verisimilitude of it? so that his friends don't catch on he's going slowly insane from this? because actually admitting there's a problem is so difficult, they'd rather go through the same sequence of events again and again in the hopes that they can find a solution on his own? but his own perspective on it traps him, preventing him from branching out far enough to get more information, because that would upset the image of normalcy theyre so desperate to project? because he would no longer be upholding the starring role they gave to themself in this whole theatre fiasco? IT'S IN THE SAVE MENU CRAB DAMNIT THE GAME IS SPLIT INTO 'ACTS'!!!
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its the joke of 'men would rather do X than go to therapy' except its sif and X is "loop through the most important 2 days you've ever had 100 times"
there's still shit i don't know yet, and i'm still very excited to see how it all unfolds. loop 24 here we come, right? i'm still streaming it, i'm still having a blast. its clear that siffaroonie can't get out of the time loop on their own, and the only way to do it is to get other people to notice him being weird, cuz they can't just ASK for help, right? xp
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so like could we get headcanons of how curly and ponys siblings help each of them deal with stress? and then some of them helping each other?? im curious how it compares and contrasts and then what they end up doing for each other! tyy
OoOoOo OK GO IT!!!
pony + his siblings
•they WILL call him pet names, mostly pet names like baby, love, etc etc, and usually pony wouldnt like that but pony feels this sense of safety when they do
•these r thee physical affection guys ever, they give pony forehead kisses and asks if he wants anything
•i think they would literally have to make pony open up more, i think darry and soda r less into the whole “looking tuff” thing pony so desperately wants
•theyre a lil more protective of pony, not by a BUNCH, bc pony doesnt like that, but like if one of the gang was teasing pony, they tell them to lay off
•they all have a sweet tooth, so theyve drove pony to get ice cream to calm his nerves before and pony doesnt like to admit it, but they do give pony a sweet lil treat when they can
curly + his siblings
•i dont think they ever rlly talk about their own issues, its hard for them to, no matter who it is, but maybe they let each other in a lil??? just gives the most general statement ever
•tim and angela arent above going beyond curlys back and settling the situation by themselves, they WILL do it man, they have no shame
•i feel like only if they were being DEAD serious, they would use his real name, i think the shepards could handle a great amount of stress on their own, so for curly (or any of em) to b REALLY stressed, it would have to b pretty bad
•there r some things used in haitian culture for like, good luck and to help w stress, and i think angela would b the one to have em, so she hands it over to curly, curly does wear em from time to time
•sometimes curlys mind is faster than his mouth, and he ends up babbling in english, so to make him feel more comfortable, they speak in kreyòl, curly cant exactly pin point WHY, it just helps
curly + pony
•curly kisses pony so he feels better, however, it is a lil rushed
•sometimes curly just accidentally slips into speaking kreyòl and he either catches himself or pony has to remind him to speak english
•i think they both pick at each others skin so they have to find ways to distract the other from doin that
•theyre BOTH trying to act tuff, even more so a bit w each other bc its like they wanna prove that they r, but looking at the other, just stops them from going any further w that
•petnames R def used, curly even whips out the kreyòl ones, pony doesnt know what some of em means, but they still make him feel wanted and kinda understood, embarrasses him the same tho
•they dont CLING to each other, but they def do lay on each other, its like them knowing that theyre right there helps
•considering theyre around the same age, they both know who the hell the other is talking about and will just always have beef w them from then on
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