it genuinely kills me very slowly to think that some people can only ever think of jack as the destiel kid and not like an actual person with a myriad of maladjustments or silly funny personality quirks. like he has a whole special red and white fleece lined Christmas jacket and is canonically acknowledged as looking like a stupid hot white boy without any thoughts behind his eyes. He killed a whole fucking archangel and then decided that he really wanted to try making some friends like a week later. they wanna be normal and nice so bad and pretend to be some normal small town boy next door all the time but they were literally so angry once that it took three gunshots fired in the back to make him calm and reasonable.
he stress eats and stays in their room for weeks on end when they’re depressed or upset. they line their shoes up and fold their shirts and wear bright yellow vans and red hi-tops. he’s narratively paralleled to Anakin but his favorite character is Ahsoka. he pretended to be a coke addict and pretended to be a pretty new boy next door again to flirt with a hopelessly romantic girl. women want him and he’s absolutely clueless about it. women and men and probably fish fear him too. he dresses like a combination between an elderly man and a 70’s sitcom hippie. he was literally called Bieber and Suite Life. they like stripe patterns and Hawaiian pizza and movies and computers.
they’re literally an autistic person who just explodes shit when they get overstimulated. They watch riverdale and constantly sweep their hair back in a specific stylistic choice bc he likes looking like that. he fucking decapitated a whole Gorgon and then stole the guy’s snake as a trophy. he says shut up when he’s mad and calls things stupid and says they suck. he’s a teenage girl. he’s. A Teenage boy. He’s non-binary. He sat on the throne of god in grass stained jeans and clunky grandpa sneakers and left it all behind without even blinking as soon as his shitty bunker home called out to him. He sticks his tongue out when he’s focused on something and his left eye pulls up into a squint when he smiles reallt wide and his smile is crooked and he has sleepy eyelids . They decided to defy death herself just to rescue someone he mildly remembered caring about once and then blackmailed a reaper into helping with said rescue plan.
He got turned into the tiniest ugliest dog ever and got a thermometer shoved up his ass in the same episode where he’s narratively symbolized by the ouroboros symbol and makes the deliberate choice of destroying his soul just to selfishly keep his family bc he legitimately cannot handle thinking about losing them without going insane. his nicknames are sweetheart and darling boy and pal and buddy and Jackie Boy and slugger and he apologized to a girl for upsetting her like two episodes after ripping a man’s heart out and eating it raw. He literally actively wants to be a silly little guy that everyone likes but he’s so insane and unwell at the same time. he’s the best character ever and I need the entire world to understand this and to see him as more than just the destiel baby or I will also explode. .
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Chapter 130 (YAY) thoughts/rambles
Okay, time for my peace of mind!
Hilmes expration on the first page!
Innocentis reaction to the sword nearly missing him lol. Just straight up faints (I would not have been better)
okay flashback time!
VAHRIZ *sobs*
Daryun, the man that you are! You do not know what you do to me!
(Especially that last panel of him training Arslan! *faints*)
ahem enough of that!
Oh, new tid-bit of Gilan! Of course, Narsus was the one who thought of that move! But I do like that Gieve was the one who taught Arslan it.
Nice one Arslan!
GIEVE! That is such a cool panel, holy!
But sad that Hilmes would have lost either way... Now he at least has his life still
ZANDEH MY BOY! How he didn't hesitate!
Saam! Ugh my boyyys!
Alfarid my baby precious! One of my favourit moments of this chapter truly! The understanding between her and Arslan! *violently sobs*
Zandeh kneels? In front of Arslan?? Saams little bow of gratetude when they leave??? My heart! (Also, Arakawa. How does Saams chin get squarer every chapter??? My man is turning into a rectangle!))
Oh I do not like that snake! Not one bit!
Oof Andragoras is menacing! The way he stomps in, how Alfarid and Elam just stare in fear..
and even though everyone is tense Arslan doesn't falter nor move an inch - same for Daryun and Narsus!
YES, Arslan! Stick it to the man!
well would you look at that! Andragoras can be soft. Over 15 years to late, my man
"Your majesty" AAAAAAAH. Suck on that, Andycakes! You won't have any emotional control over Arslan anymore!
STEP BACK FROM MY CHILD, YOU SICK FUCKER!
How the fuck does Andragoras have the lungs to yell that loud! To not only shake the people in the tower but the goddamn tower itself!?!?!
but still, neither Arslan nor Daryun or Narsus budge! They must have some really strong mentallity by now to stand there. Because I would have already jumped out of the tower just going "Nope, not gonna do this."
JESUS CHRIST Innocentis gave me a jumpscare!
(also nice touch that Andragoras only calls him "Innocentis". I don't know, that just jumped out to me (edit: just saw Elams face lol))
Gods, possessed Innocentis really freeks me out. How strong he is
even after Andragoras smashes his elbow in his face, Innosentis just drags - no, carrys - him across the room and yeets the two of them out the window
damn, that last panel is somber in it's simplicity
Bonus! some Au thoughts
Azar coming up behind Andragoras when he stands in the room and holding a sword to his neck
Andragoras being the usual dick he is berates her
she also doesn't budge (because she stubborn like that lol)
I though that would be a nice full circle moment/call back to the first chapter of the Au since there are a lot of them in this ArSen chapter
but Azar gets grabbed by Andragoras and thrown across the room by him ragdoll-style (since Azar isn't that strong compared to him)
Azar crashes into the wall besides Daryun
the others see that she has arrows stuck in her back (aka the leather/armor) and some scratchs from a fight trying to keep Farah's army from coming up the tower
then the whole thing with Innocentis happens
before we can take a breather Farah opens a portal under Alfarid and Azar catapults herself forward to grab her
but also falls in with her (we see another pov of Azar and Alfarid falling spotting Gieve having the same fate)
Chabik (covered in blood) appears and tries to grab the two (same goes for Daryun and Elam) but fails
they watch helpleslly as their friends fall and the portal closes
and the same events that I last talked happen: that Farzin asks Saam for help and they all go to Maar
This will be updated with every new chapter we have since this is the transition to the fanon part of the story.
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