#this one is weirdddd..

[dailyhmsw]

loop 111

(heavy inspiration)

[cococroissant]

I hope I don't notice all the mistakes right after I post this, I'll scream

[angelmush]

got called slurs at work today i can’t wait to leaveeeee

[tyresdeg]

pato o'ward for q8 magazine | january 2024

[machiavelli]

people that don’t like tomatoes are weird and not in a good way

[junipaca]

I have a lot to explore about shadownilla hashtag Actually Exploring their Toxic Yaoi Aura until it breaks my heart brain into three pieces.

the simple (not) summary: they’re both so fucking odd about each other in a weird tango that is very much one sided by SMC’s whims, but through pv’s psychological torture it approaches to a weird understanding of him and recognizing how he’s a reflection of him. No One but him can understand shadow milk cookie, he states, despite it all. Like PV that blue gay jester just put u through mental prison and psych warfare on ur core beliefs and emotions and u decide to befriend him at the end of it. SMC so badly wanted someone like him, to mold someone to see through his eyes, messing w PV’s memories, his threats over the main gang, both being a tether and a hostage over PV. Like the newest imagery of them makes it very clear SMC caused a ton of pain and agony to PV to the point of stripping him down to despair (vulnerable like a child if that makes sense). The pain is still fresh, but he still decides to embrace who SMC is and believe in him. Grandpa I want to break down ur brain. Why the Fuck. There’s def more about What PV saw about SMC to even think of extending a hand besides his very empathetic and sympathetic nature but it hurts my brain so I’ll break that down in my own time.

SMC is a lonely and i think importantly Very Unstable to the point of being sadistic, and I don’t know what’s going to happen to the Beasts after? But if somehow he doesn’t end up dead or trapped in that tree again I rllllly want these too to hash it out Stranger Style. As in a weird back and forth. I don’t want him to experience remorse immediately I need that cat yowling the whole way as his own core beliefs get fundamentally broken down and examined by PV, like a parallel to SMC’s tower if that make sense. The tango is now equal handed, and acceptance strangles him entirely. He’s desperate and sadistic and there’s implications that his belief in deceit was built upon eons of seeing pain that knowledge and truth caused to himself and others. So, in an almost protective manner (kind of like mystic flour!) he reasons that Deceit is the fundamental of how the world Should run, even his whole identity. And then PV stretches his wings and takes steps away from him, turns around, and opens his arms. It’s strangling. It’s awful. Hypocrisy.

(There’s a few gaps here unlike MF and BS directly showing their past self so I may have misunderstood this, but regardless. I think we’ll get more of this guy so hopefully more clarity is given)

I think my favorite back and forth between them was truthless recluse deciding to break the rules in SMC’s game. I can’t pinpoint why, but I want these two to TALK. TALK MORE. GET WEIRD ABOUT IT. I need SMC’s glee at molding someone he believes to be Someone like him, someone on HIS side, HIS. meanwhile truthless recluse is decaying, in despair, and wilted, yet countering SMC’s beliefs ever so lightly it rises an air of uncertainty, which SMC quickly tries to shut down heavily with his own “games”. I need them in a weird back and forth sometimes. Awakened PV , still wounded, but taking the first steps forward of reinforcing his beliefs and charging ahead towards truth in acceptance of doubt and fear. Shadow Milk Cookie gnashed and deeply betrayed about his failed mold, the leeway of considering having a “friend” already kicking the first rock on the already rocky and teetering tower. it’s awesome give me 1000000 more of these guys.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

thinking sashisu thoughts rn ………… suguru was the least desensitized of the three and that’s why he was the first to break . explodes

[bisexualcell]

im gonna be honest, i love gay headcanons, but a bunch of characters people claim are "canonically" gay just have a close relationship to their friends. like some of you haven't platonically let someone play with your hair. also why do i keep seeing it in relation to incest shut the fuck up shut up siblings can hug each other

[mrcowboydeanwinchester]

it's JOCASSIE it's FOOTBALL AU it's PUBLIC HUMILIATION they're ENEMIES and TOXIC ABOUT IT and jo is HORNY. it's also 1.5k and called 'people want more and more' up on ao3 now hehe

[weepylucifer]

oh i get now why star wars writers all want to play in the order 66 sandbox. this is a lot of fun 😈

[trashcatgallade]

Trying to learn blender when you were taught to model on maya feels like this

[bloodwards]

is it just me or is making the icdiwabh music video a tour video kind of weird.... like girl why are you whining about not wanting to do your job and putting on fake smiles and boohoo people want more of you and then show thousands of your adoring fans who paid a whole lot of money to see you like girl..... why isn't this weird to you.....

[viscericorde]

seeing a lot of small business owners bemoaning tariffs specifically because…..it makes it harder for them to utilize cheaper labor costs in china…..idk…just has me feeling some kind of way….

[spaghett-onaplate]

responses to rehearse bc i'm seeing my grandparents tomorrow and they have a tendency to ask weird questions about the whole trans thing:

that's a personal question

that isn't your business

that's a weird thing to ask

you don't need to know that

i never said that

i don't know why you think that

[1mmater1al]

went on a few dates lately and oh my god what is up with the dating scene

[istherewifiinhell]

tfwiki the MOST useful feature u could have for me at this point is to simply having a rating for comics/comics writers on the woman (and other marginalities, allegory or not) suckage rating. i dont wanna hear about it. i dont wanna hear about HOW LONG. weve been having cold take shit heads play in the space. just on a scale of arcee was made to appease the feminists to cv/es actual rep of diverse gender AND diverse gender pres. thats all