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wigglypaints of nine inch nails clair and a gay man
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*Skitters up to you on all fours and drops this in your lap, then scrambles up the walls and onto the ceiling and immediately falls asleep*
Comic time! Lucky wakes up in the middle of the night and has a chat with Sen in this one.
#ah yes. the struggle of seeing yourself as a machine incapable of truly having an emotional connection with others#no matter how deeply you long for such things#whilst simultaneously seeing that deep longing within you as a mistake. a flaw. an imperfection#you were made to be absolute and impartial#to be biased in favor of your charges beyond that which your ‘programming’ dictates is shameful#you are broken. you are flawed. you want and you want and you want and you’ve never stopped /wanting./#you aren’t supposed to worry or care or love. you weren’t made for it.#and if you were not made for it then you simply cannot worry or care or love.#these /things/ that haunt you and make you inefficient are not emotions.#they are your imperfections; flaws in your make; symbols of your failures to live up to your purpose#you are broken. you are flawed. and you want so deeply that you can scarcely keep the longing inside you#such a failure you are; to not only survive the fall of the metropolis you were built to give your life to defend#but also to stoop to and revel in such indulgent imperfections as these false emotions the moment your makers are gone to dust#Fun Fact! Sen doesn’t require sleep#and spends every evening standing outside of Sharpedo Bluff / whatever campsite the gang have set up to guard the entrance.#she doesn't stay inside at night because it wasn't something done in the metropolis she hails from.#sentries are meant to watch over their charges. they are not meant to indulge in the pleasant and dry warmth of their homes.#Kip hears about this eventually (he thought it was just Sen not trusting people enough to sleep around them) and FLIPS OUT#“PLEASE would you come inside IT'S LITERALLY HAILING”#Sen is taking so much hail damage and has the gall to look at him and say “You should return to your home. the weather is unfavorable”#Kip just screams into his hands because he might have found someone even worse at self-care than Twig#And with that#it is beddy-bye time for Sofie :)#the present is a gift au#pmd oc#pmd ocs#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokémon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers#pmd eos
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still working on tweening and etc but small self-indulgent sneak peek hehe
#my art#wip#bocchiposting#i wholly underestimated the amount of tweening needed and the amount of layers#originally i wanted to cover the entire song with parts for kita and bocchi#but given my current health condition + having work i think i'll just finish small chunks first and then see how much i can do b4 school#i can definitely finish the intro but i really want to draw in bocchi for a specific part sdjfhdskfjks#unfortunately i currently have the constitution of a sick victorian child! Any stress or strain sends me to the bed!#so i cannot crank this out within 5 hours like i used to be able to#the song is mesmerizer obv credits to that#it really has been a process of oh im just gonna do something small for fun oh no this needs more for a better streamline#halfway through i was like. would this have been easier if i just used. live 2d. probably. but i am too far in.#i need a good video editor program so bad but all the tutorials online are for AE and i do not have the money for that </3#and the next best option is apparently blender and i've done a few tutorials but i have never been able to retain the information <3#the learning curve is seriously hard and i don't have the time for that either </3 time is money fr#i tell myself to not feel guilty for drawing when i could be studying bc this is needed <3 this is self indulgent <3#self care!!!!!! rahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!#kk rambles
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guys milkshape is really scary. is anyone else scared. are there any 4t2 conversion tutorials that work for versions of blender 3.0+
#i’m fighting for my life. all of the menu options have changed and i cannot get this hair to export with the materials#making sims 2 cc is fun because every tutorial has screenshots of programs that haven’t looked Like That since 2008#and now no one is making new tutorials bc everyone already knows how to make cc!!!!!!!!!!#i fear i may have just got here too late. it’s over for me and i’m not gonna make it. unless someone has a tutorial i can follow please god#spirit box
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sorry my post is just to complain but guys i literally hate adobe after effects. i can not explain to you the mental torture and how LOW it has brought my mental health because I *need* to use it for my post production class because it's "industry standard". ADOBE After Effects has made me write off the entire film and video production industry as a turn off and I never want to do it ever again.
The amount of times this has crashed on me where I lost everything? 5+ hours of work? 8+ hours of work? It's my fault for not saving sometimes but I also have auto-save on. it didn't save anything so im just left with nothing.
You want a trip to burn out town really quick? Use adobe after effects in an academic setting where you have no choice but to use this program.
I have never in my life TOUCHED a program SO TERRIBLE that it made me never want to do anything about that form of art/media EVER AGAIN
#I'm ALSO going in and out of the hospital these past few weeks so im just bawling and crying and crying over losing this project just now#because it was due 3 days ago#and i cant finish it becvause i loste verything#im sorry to everyone reading this i just feel like an insane person#like if i tried to explain this to someone theyd just tell me to stop crying and to get over it#anyway cannot recommend adobe after effects any fucking less#never join advertising/film industry i guess?#im so miserable right now. AE is a constant crasher#i also got a new computer with 18RAM instead of 8RAM and it still did this#does anyone understand why i cant stop talking about this#it makes no logical sense that our industry relies on adobe THIS fucking much that a program that is KNOWN to crash often#is an industry standard i hate it here#its been 3 months of this#im in so much fucking physical pain thats why im going to the hospital and then i come home to this constantly#guys im so tired i hate Adobe with a passion i hate it so much#mod stuff#from kris p#may delete later but i have bad memory so ill forget and just never do that#when i say its fun im lying to you for masking/show. im lying
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i shouldve been an art history major.........
#whayever whatever my school doesmt even have an art history bachelors i couldnt have anyway. but ough#literally u cannot listen to me when i talk abt wanting to have a different major not bc it isnt true but bc i have too many interests and#even if i had a different major id still be lusting after different fields of study and also just bc i might professionally only be able#to go into one doesnt mean i cant keep them as hobbies#that being said i wish my school had an art history bachelors program bc i wish there were more art hist classes bc art history#makes me feel fucking out of my mind /pos/pos and i wish i got to learn more abt shit we dont even have a modern art class#fucked upppp. at least our art hist profs got to do their very specific interest classes but i wanna study rothko!!!!#and that means i gotta do it on my own..... much less fun than having someone who's slightly unhinged abt art teach it to u#whatever. i can be unhinged abt it to myself. kicks a rock and turns away dejectedly.
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I went back to work Tuesday and it was uncomfortable and exhausting but bearable. Slept five hours that night which was not enough. Similarly survived Wednesday. But here's the kicker: i have been awake since 0500 Wednesday. I'm on hour [checks watch] 38 so far. I have had 5h of sleep in the last 60 hours friends. Needless to say i did not go to work today nor will i be at work tomorrow.
#this has been a useless text post you may now resume your normal programming#truly cannot remember the last time i had this type of insomnia hit had to have been during the lake years surely#would love to fall asleep by hour 40 or 42 that'd be super lol#long time night island followers know that this sort of degree of sleep deprivation#used to be a very regular thing on a frighteningly frequent basis#boy i didn't miss this nonsense#fun fact this is without caffeine! AND with sedating medicines on board! and yet!
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I guess I should discuss the AU that's been rattling around in my brain in a little more detail, rather than just making shitposts about it. So here's the basic gist of it:
We all know there was one surviving universe at the end of Honerva's rampage in VLD's (pretty bad) finale before everything was restored to normal- but could it really survive everything that happened around it unscathed?
The answer is no. Of course it's no.
In a twist of irony, given Honerva's goals, Lotor is deleted from a universe that would have otherwise been very close to the canon universe as we know it- which is... kind of a problem, actually. As in 'the universe could fall apart if this event doesn't happen' problem. But don't worry. The cosmic forces of the universe has a stopgap measure of its own in place to protect itself.
After all, what could go wrong with the universe using one half-Galra to replace another?
Keith is born to Zarkon and Honerva in Lotor's place. He's always felt out of place in a way that simply only being half-Galra can't quite explain. He has a strong sensitivity to quintessence, and knows from a young age that his father and the witch that stands by his side are corrupted.
He knows he's corrupted too. he can hear things that are not him whispering in his head sometimes, telling him things. he ignores them.
(this is sometimes harder than he would like)
(on very rare occasions he hears a different voice from the rabble- one that calmly tells him not to do things. he listens to this one a little more.)
He grows up loathing his father- it's a mutual feeling. He knows that even before he was born, his mother loathed him as well. He grows up with no strong connection to their either side of his heritage.
(perhaps honerva subconsciously realized the child she was carrying was not her own)
He breaks away from the Empire on his own at an early age- he knows in his bones this is wrong, and wants no part in it. He ends up safeguarding a pocket of space from the Empire, but his motives remain erratic and he stays aloof from the other forces against the Empire, so he's not exactly trusted by them.
After all, he's not exactly not still a part of the Empire himself. Zarkon's not going to let his only heir walk away that easily.
He still ends up meeting Acxa, Narti, Ezor and Zethrid.
He's born with the Altean talent of shapeshifting- though he's better at it than most. He wears three faces- the Galran prince, the Altean wanderer, and then a third face, one of a race he has never seen before, yet feels oddly familiar to him.
(Sometimes it feels more natural than the one he was born with.)
He later learns of a planet called Earth, and its people known as humans, who so resemble his third face- and the blue lion with them. He decides to keep an eye on the planet with the excuse of trying to protect the lion... which is surely the only reason he feels such a strong draw to this otherwise backwater planet.
Which is great, because it turns out replacing Lotor with Keith created another problem the universe has to deal with- there isn't a Keith anymore to pilot the red lion.
He just kind of gets swept up in everything when the blue lion awakens, and before he knows it, he's on the Castle of Lions, and Princess Allura of all people is telling him he's a paladin. They all seem to think he's human.
Somehow, he senses it would be a very, very bad idea to tell them all he's actually Zarkon's son.
Great job Keith. You signed up for the universe's most stressful double life. I'm sure this is going to work out real well.
(I am lying.)
#the universe slapping keith over lotor's role like a band-aid: this will work. i'm sure of it#the funniest part of this AU is when it sinks into everyone that the person they thought was a scrappy 18/19 year old kid#is actually ten thousand years old#other fun things: Romelle and Keith besties still. she gets to be a rebel. as a treat#Keith and Kuron bonding. you're a fraud and I'm a fraud. maybe we can make this work#(as soon as I get Narti to remove Haggar's programming from you)#and of course. narti lives au#you can put keith in a prince role but you CANNOT make him act princely (unless he needs to. he can manage)
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can't wait for the poor readers of "The Pilot Program's Guide to Falling in Love with Your Four Best Friends" to bear the brunt of my astrology hyperfixation
#listen. listen i made a chart for Evan and my god. just looking at it is a mess i cannot wait to fully do a knee-deep analysis and just!#destroy him.#the other pilot program members will also be so fun! i'm so excited!!!#i'm doing my own chart first slowly but surely and it is a wild ride. can't wait to look at the pilot program and connect some dots#misfits and magic#dimension 20 misfits and magic#evan kelmp
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the painful irony of people still reblogging the "simpler pixel Markus" and not one of them reblogging that big pixel portrait I did. Like is the piece really that ugly or has no one bothered to click the link even once
#blu-s0da's-bullshit#like its not like i didnt have fun making that piece or the subsequent pieces that followed but like.#i spent several days on that pixel portrait after not doing pixel art for like 2 years lmfao#it makes me feel like its way shittier than i think it is#maybe because i gave up on the background#idk#also soz for being inactive#it is part in due to the fact that i havent been gelling with digital art recently#and it's so weird but i literally cannot touch my pixel program unless i have the right energy or inspiration#(definitely not an adhd moment /s)#ive had a few ideas for wec pieces (one vanilla one i really wanted to do but it has to be digital)#but i havent really gotten started on them#also my r&m brainrot is threatening to come back (we are on the cusp of s8 already i feel like s7 just happened💀)#and i had a different blog for that while this blog was inactive although idk if ill go back to it because i can barely tolerate the fandom#when im not fixated on it anyway#whatever this is not blu-s0da's-life-updates so if i post i post if i dont i dont#however obligatory apology to the peeps on ao3 even though im pretty sure most of you on here dont know mine explicitly#take my apology anyway lol. for any fic you may be waiting for🫡it will be updated some day. trust
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youtube loves showing me zbrush tutorials which i WOULD be interested in if that program wasn’t one gazillion dollars
#i had a lot of fun in my high school 3d modeling classes i do miss it#i just Cannot afford that program#also i think my laptop would die badly if i tried to use that program on it#because my laptop cannot handle photoshop
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WHY R PEOPLE SO MEAN
#experiencing bullying for the first time at age 21 in college#i was walking home and on the phone w my ma an some girl behind me headed me off and yelled at me bcz i was walking too slow#like girl i did not know u were there !! u could have asked me to move !!#im sick of this place an these people !!#i met some rly nice pplon the train who were from a less prestigious college that i wanted to go to but didnt get in an they were SO NICE#i couldnt believe it. an i thought it was maybe just me but even they said that most ppl they met from the school im at were kinda rude#and stuck up an i was kinda the exception an they were like sry if that was rude! but i was like NO UR RIGHT !! THEYRE NOT NICE#i probably shouldve gone to a four year community college all the ppl ive met here outside of the foster program have been kinda#stuck up an mean. i think i simply cannot get along with rich people 👍#this school is too prestigious for me i gotta get outta here#AW WELL at least now i wont die wondering what it wouldve been like to go to a big fancy school. i now know that its mid#its fine actually its been kinda fun ina lot of ways#and i can always drop out once my lease is up 👍#vent /
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lol i was rewatching the stage leaders talk and i really do be living my best nmcd life thru them lol like yes samatoki and kuukou do call each other when they want to play video games, yeah sasara and kuukou share one brain cell, yeah ichiro will make a mistake within view of samatoki who will then expose it in front of everyone, yeah even tho they are literally on opposite ends of the room kuukou will start making jabs and jokes at ichiro to make him laugh—
#this is vee speaking#me: i thought you don’t equate actors with their characters—#me just insane: NO YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THEY ARE NAKAMA#*hirono voice* NAKAMA…………………………………!!!#i know they all ragged on him but ayukawa-san was spitting actually with him wanting this to be a weekly program LOL IT WAS FUN#i certainly cannot afford to be fan club members of these actors lmao so it’s nice to get opportunities to learn about them 😭😭😭#like i think it’s neat ayukawa-san is a hypmic otaku lmao and that akira-san and alan-san met for the first time thru the stage#and their bonding phase was awkward ASF lmao#lol and that relationship chart part was funny too esp bat’s lol#the way it went hirono➡️ruito: personal trainer ruito➡️hirono: he’s funny#ruito➡️daigo: kouhai daigo➡️ruito: the good senpai#hirono➡️daigo: prime for picking on daigo➡️hirono: the bad senpai#has been sending me LOL
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the way that my friend texted me before like i think there might be a lesbian in my program bc there was this girl w a rainbow pride pin on her bag & then 20 mins later she found her on social media & saw she had a bf and is straight & she sent me this i 😭😭😭

#michelle speaks#my friend getting excited abt thinking there was a lesbian is so 😭 my influence fr……#she is a man hater like me & apparently everyone in her program are all very straight lol. so she doesn’t relate to them#no but like i get it tho bc sooooo many ppl in my law school section i cannot relate to bc i’m like ur so straight lol#but my class is way bigger than the program shes in so there r some ppl i do relate to u know….even tho they r not lesbians lol#also my weirdly short responses in these texts r just bc i just woke up when she was texting me this lmaoooooo#it was after 1:30pm 😔 that’s when i like to wake up…..#i’m actually supposed to be asleep rn bc i have to get up for my final at 7am but even tho i took my medication at 9 i’m not like#where i’m really tired and have to go to sleep yet 😔 at least this final is 3 hrs….#anyway she was also texting me abt how she’s started her summer classes already before i even finish my finals 😭 which is CRAZY#anyway moral of the story is i am so great and fun to talk to part of which is bc of my lesbianism. the end!
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AI art isn't art in the same way some sand on the ground isn't a heap. Art didn't stop being art because you used a computer instead of traditional media, it didn't stop being art when you used tools to color correct or outline things or algorithmically shade it, taking away a grain of sand still left a heap of sand, but there is absolutely a point where there is absolutely too little effort or intentionality or input where it stops being art.
It's still like, a super cool thing to have, for a lot of people, for a lot of reasons, AI art can be part of art, it's a fantastic tool for art I think, but so many defenses of it I've seen wraps around to this idea that like, since you can't define it out of being art that means it inherently is. But we're never gonna know exactly how many grains of sand we need to add before it's a heap, and I don't think I need to know to tell you the few grains under my desk right now isn't one.
#I mean I think my deeper underlying belief for all AI art discourse is still that like#We just literally cannot have programs like this in the current world without invariably causing way more harm than good#but that's a less fun less philosophical discussion so I don't sit on it and think about it til I feel the need to say something y'know
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Meet the Supervisors
General Info
I like to think that the reason the USB Admins are recolors with number eyes is for organizational purposes, like a work uniform, so the Supervisors don't have that restriction since there aren't any non-USB Supervisors.
They do at least look like they could reasonably belong in their assigned universe, but that's mainly a side-effect of being designed alongside their MRUs.
They actually communicate with their MRUs like the Mario and Kirby USBs, but aren't parental figures for obvious reasons. They usually just see each other as either friends or coworkers.
Have more-or-less the same abilities as the Admins, with a few unique extras based on their designs.
Trinity
Looks like a fusion between the Oracle versions of Farore, Nayru and Din (because of course she would).
Can actually use the various spells, songs, and other techniques directly associated with those three.
Takes her position as The Oldest very seriously, which leads the others (Spreadsheet especially) to see her as a bit of a stuffy know-it-all.
May or may not have a crush on Tartarus. If anyone asks she'll firmly deny it.
Regards Director K with mild suspicion because she's sure she recognizes him from somewhere and it's setting off alarm bells.
More than a bit high-strung.
GIF
Takes the form of the Default Hamtors, including their small size.
Doesn't have pronouns. GIF is always GIF.
All of GIF must be capitalized, always.
Just as goofy and crazy as the actual Hamtors, but still does GIF's job very well.
If GIF sits on your head that means GIF likes you. And that GIF wants to feel tall right now.
Bites.
Quazar
Apparently the character design agent saw how Frida reacts to anything that might possibly be a faerie and went "you know what would be really fucking funny?" So she looks like a faerie queen, tall and ethereal and just a bit unsettling.
This is effect is absolutely ruined by the thickest Brooklyn accent you've ever heard whenever she opens her mouth.
Sexuality is "look at my color scheme and ask me that again."
Trinity thinks Quazar is the Only Other Sane One. She is wrong.
When she finds out that Programs have night clubs she is going to become the Party Animal and Trinity's rose-tinted view of her is going to be absolutely shattered. Everyone In The Know is already making bets on when it'll happen.
Spreadsheet
Obviously a Fairy. And because of how Fairly Oddparents Fairies work, they can transform into whatever they want, whenever they want, without having any of the usual Code Compression difficulties every other Program has to deal with.
Easily the most chaotic and irisponsible of the First Five, partly on purpose and partly because That's Just How it be in Dimmsdale.
You know how I said that Supervisors don't have a parent/child dynamic with their MRUs? Spreadsheet's the exception, because the MRUs do retain the "SMGs start out as recolors" rule so those two are Literally Children and fairies looking after kids is this universe's Whole Deal. Taking care of 6 and 7 is the One Thing that they actually take seriously outside of dire emergencies.
Has made it their life's mission to get Trinity to actually relax and have fun. Mostly by messing with her via harmless pranks and being generally annoying.
Connectivity
Has a similar Cute Little Mascot design to Harmony, Zap, and any other Spirits that may get introduced.
Is the actual Sane One of the first batch of four, but usually sides with Spreadsheet on the grounds of feeling that Trinity's workaholic mindset isn't healthy.
Came with one of the Spirit Jewels that the actual Spirits bestow upon their Champions, but keeps it hidden because she isn't sure how anyone would react to her being able to bestow a piece of her power to someone. Has quite a bit of anxiety about this that she isn't willing to address.
When she and Alyssa interact it sometimes results in a Mom Friend Feedback Loop because they can each Tell that the other needs some love and nurturing and it sets off their maternal tendencies but they're not ready or willing to confront their own struggles (especially the Trust Issues) enough to be receptive to that.
When that doesn't happen they'll swap gossip about their respective coworkers, because every office is gonna have some piping hot Tea to spill and even if the IRL and Digital agents are considered equals they're obviously still physically separate so the gossip's gotta get from one side of the screen to the other somehow.
#smg4 ocs#the grid#supervisors#mru program#trinity#GIF#quazar#spreadsheet#connectivity#newsflash trinity; we're all weird!#i had a lot of fun making GIF#GIF is just a little creechur. GIF cannot change this#nor does GIF want to#another reason connectivity is hiding her jewel is because she doesn't even know what she's meant to be the spirit OF#not a good idea to give someone powers if you don't have even a general sense of what those powers might be
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