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trypo-p · 1 month

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If you drew Pootis and Medimedes dressed for the First Day Of School, I think that would be REALLY fucking cute

How am I going to stop some real bad stress from tearing me a structurally superfluous new be-hind? The answer; Draw a Pootis. And if that don’t work; Draw more Pootis.

#trypo-p #trypo.png #tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 scout #lil pootis #medimedes #quazies #digital art #my art #artists on tumblr #I really enjoyed this one. I’ve been extremely stressed recently and have to think about one of the hardest decisions I’ll ever make #but knowing how things are going it’ll probably end up being the worst possible outcome #anyway gives you this and runs away

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okartichoke · 1 month

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ace avian. that’s what we’re calling this 🗣️🗣️🗣️

please let me know if you have any thoughts or suggestions or input or anything! i’m happy to bounce ideas around (i'll post DL-6 someday soon i swear)

shoutout to the anon who sent in that ask bc i seriously fell in love with blue jay phoenix. SHOUTOUT TO TAKAHE PHOENIX TOO THO takahe phoenix, you will forever be in my heart and im glad you existed <3333,, (maybe in this au he’s got some loving adoptive takahe parents :3) (YKNOW WHAT YEAH that’s canon now)

but yeah, flight-avoidant jay phoenix still lends itself well to the common-man hardworking underdog vibe i want from him. speaking of flight-avoidant...

Phoenix's relationship with flying:

It's a bit complicated. Basically, Phoenix can fly, but he historically chooses not to. From the lack of any practice, he's an INCREDIBLY weak flier. (That hovering is really all he can manage)

For one, he's still afraid of heights. Can't help that. This fear means he was less inclined to practice flying, which made him a weaker flier. And being a weaker flier, in turn, made his fear of heights worse. And so on, in a loop. With flightless parents too (it's canon now it's canon), there's even less of a reason to learn to fly. At some point, not flying might've even become something he stuck with out of stubbornness lol, knowing Phoenix.

(I will soon be making a couple small world building posts, but) flying isn't necessary to get around in their society. Convenient, sure, but Phoenix realized he could make do without, and so he did. Phoenix, you icon. Slay. 💅💅

i know this probably isn't the popular take with wing AUs??, but Phoenix being flightless (or at least semi-flightless) sounded like a really fun take on the idea to me. His name is irony at its peak. I also look forward to exploring how other characters react to him not flying. The prosecutors are going to have so many cheap insult opportunities.

As I mentioned though, he still uses his wings a LOT, though. He's much more emotive with them than most people. His sarcastic inner-dialogue remarks are also betrayed by his wings lmao

I also imagine bird-folk never really invented bikes (riding would just be annoying with their wings, plus bikes aren't fast/efficient enough to outweigh just flying), so instead, Phoenix gets around on a little wing-powered scooter device (like scootaloo lol) (they're usually made for children who can't fly yet, but Phoenix still uses one)

finally, wow, stellar jay’s are quite literally just phoenix wright as a bird lmao? color scheme, hair, it’s uncanny. give it a pink tie and it just is Phoenix Wright, i used a blue jay since they’ve got a bit more striking wings but wow.

(ty again for the support and for reading my essay ! :3)

one more thing, but @kora-kat YES YES YES this. ^^^^ omg THIS. this is still true even though he's a jay now.

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marivanilla05 · 1 year

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Shinran Week 2023 | Day 4:

Black Knight & Princess + Flowers

#shinranweek2023 #shinran #dcmk #ran mouri #shinichi kudo #i tried my best to incorporate both themes #i wanted to make something for each prompt but may was a really stressful month for me #i did make ideas for each prompt though so i might draw them after the event #anyways!#the flowers i drew are based on pink camellias = longing #blue hyacinths = sincerity and loyalty #astilbe = patience and dedication #I'm not an expert though i just used google #Ran's dress color was one of the hardest decisions i had to make in my life #sorry I got the schedule date wrong

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socially-awkward-chocobo · 1 month

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Happy Kagepro Day!!!

#kido tsubomi #seto kousuke #kano shuuya #kagerou project #kagepro #choco art #last thursday I was like “oh shit. I don't have anything ready for the fifteenth”#And then rushed to make these #there are a few things I'd like to change or adjust on some of them (like the colors on kido's) but aside from that I'm pretty happy #seto's was the hardest. first I kept trying to daw a bird for the silhouette window thing #but I kept erasing it because I wasn't happy with it #then I was flicking through my screenshots of his song's video and realized "wait. What if the tv him and little him are sitting on is the #ilhouette? Then I kept the birds but put them in a circular pattern in a way reminiscent of how the scissors and knives(?) were around him #in certain shots (btw. does anyone have ANY idea what the gossip he was getting from that bird in his introduction was?)#The background I wish I had done more with but I was drawing a blank on ideas so... the outside of Mary's house it is #kano's - in contrast - was the easiest.#I was like “his silhouette's a cat. the background will definitely be a reference to his song.”#Honestly the masks were the hardest part because it was a little difficult to get good pics of any other than the red-eyed mask #Also something looks off about him to me but I wasn't about to fight the picture so I didn't fiddle with it too much before inking #maybe his face just translates into my style weirdly #not much to say about Kido. Except I really wish I did the equalizer bars differently and will definitely be changing that if I ever get ar #und to making these digitally. Also #I'd alter the shades of colors I chose for the music staffs but that bugs me a lot less than those fri #cking equalizer bars #did I really just go on a whole ass rant about my decisions in these drawings?#I guess I did. Whoops?

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kookiecrush · 9 months

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#taekook #vkook #poll #damn..#it really is taekook's world #and we're just living in it #is this the hardest decision you'll ever have to make?#probably 😈

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jacksoldsideblog · 10 months

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truly nothing more depressing than seeing a blog glorifying self harm in the fight club tag in an unironic way and you click through to see its an anorexic 14 year old :/ i wish i could communicate like... it doesn't make you cool or better, it's not an actual way to control things in your life, i am so so sorry you think this is the sexy answer. but also jesus why do you blog about it

#like damn weve all been 14 yrs old and making health decisions that are actively damning your future health in very concerning ways #but also like #these blogs exist because of each other and if i could nuke every single one i could because that might help even one of these kids #to recover #jesus #makes me feel old #like. ive been there lol. youre depressed and 12 and self harm seems right and also cool #but thats insidious as hell snd listening to that is whats going to make you depressed for half a decade #i think the hardest part of growing up is seeing kids make the same or similar mistakes you did and knowing if you say anything they will #almost certainly double down and dig themselves deeper #but you feel its a crime not to say anything and also remember lack of pushback being part of the problem #but its just. you cant fix anyone #i wasnt anorexic ftr but its Very Relatable unfortunately #anyway whether i like it or not i have a lot of teenagers following me i think #all of you. be nice to yourselves #actively pursue making your life better #not in a momentary happiness sort of way but in a taking the work to get over your mental illness and grow and become a more confident and #secure person kind of way #it sounds impossible and it feels like hell but literally the biggest part is just really trying to do it and letting go of the comfort of #the pains you know vs the unknown pains of change #i should stop soapboxing because this is getting silly long lol

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atopvisenyashill · 8 months

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What would happen if Joffrey executed both Ned and Sansa?

I mean…a small riot happens? but maybe not? things definitely get more tense between the north and the iron throne that’s for damn sure. There’s not a reason to execute Sansa - she cooperated, she tried to help Cersei, and she’s eleven, and Ned specifically confessed to keep Sansa safe. If Joffrey says “all traitors and traitor’s blood must die” and then has eleven year old Sansa’s head lopped off in front of a crowd, i do imagine this is gonna ruffle some feathers.

There’s a few flashpoints here - the actual execution, Robb’s reaction to it, and Tywin’s reaction to Robb. Take the execution first.

there’s not a lot Ned can do in this situation but if Joffrey is stupid enough to say he’s going to kill them both, Ned is not going to willingly walk to his death. He’s gonna start screaming that Joffrey is a bastard born of incest, or he’s going to insist that Sansa is innocent and he never told anyone of his treason, but either way he’s gonna get the crowd riled up and start acting up to get Joffrey to change his mind, and let us remember how recent it was that a stark father pleaded for the life of his child and a stark child pleaded for the life of their father In This Very King’s Landing. If this becomes A Whole Big(ger) Scene, that’s bad. If Joffrey kills Ned and THEN says “actually bring Sansa up here too” - and doesn’t Sansa pass out at some point after Ned is killed?? - what does he do here? Has her woken up so he can kill her? has her executed while she’s passed out or heaving and sobbing and saying she never betrayed him and she loves him? I don’t think Joffrey has enough reason to execute her, and if Ned, Sansa, or both are yelling and pleading as they’re held down and executed, it’s gonna give a lot of people flashbacks. He can do it, of course, but I do think there will be some hesitancy, maybe some arguing, and probably some loudly expressed opinions. and meanwhile Arya is watching all of this happen with Yoren. What is KL going to even look like after this? by the time Tyrion gets there, what’s happened without Sansa there? Dontos is dead. Littlefinger has to go back to fixating on Catelyn. Joffrey has started sexually abusing random maids and ladies because he has had no Sansa outlet for his temper. They can’t hold onto staff because Joffrey put Sansa’s head on a spike and won’t take it down and it’s freaking people out. Cersei and Joffrey keep having knock out fights in public over what to do about Jaime. Joffrey is devolving much faster here, and Jaime’s life hangs in the balance.

Then there’s Robb’s reaction to whatever the hell happens in this scenario. He has just captured Jaime, and remember Cersei was nervous about Joffrey killing Ned bc Robb might kill Jaime in reprisal. If Joffrey executes Sansa? I think without Sansa as a hostage, Robb gets more reckless on the whole. I don’t think he’ll do anything stupid - nor would the lords at Riverrun agree to anything they thought was stupid - but Rickard Karstark and Edmure Tully as well as several other lords, are pushing for Jaime to be killed. He’s not fighting to save anyone at the capital anymore; this has strictly become a rebellion. I’m sure the Lannisters would try to lie about having Arya but Robb has Jaime, he has Riverrun, he has the North, he has everything to lose, and the Lannisters have no bargaining chip. Even if you assume battles and tactics stay completely the same, would Catelyn release Jaime in this scenario, if she knows Sansa is dead, and they have zero proof Arya is alive and zero explanation for her disappearance? I think it’s more likely she’s either continuing to work as an envoy, praying she’ll get word of Arya from someone if only she keeps asking and searching, or somehow in contact with Tyrion, trying to get more information on what may have happened. It’s possible she still gets herself in trouble, but is she going to just randomly set Jaime free? No, not without proof Arya is alive. Robb could choose to use Jaime in his terms - acknowledge me as King in the North and of the Trident, get your people out of the Riverlands, agree to these borders, and I’ll give you Jaime back - or give into the anger of the people around him and send Cleos Frey back to KL with Jaime’s head and a note that says fuck you and your family. Even if Stannis and Renly are still acting dumb (likely), and Catelyn comes back with Brienne and a wild story, does Robb just send her back out as an envoy to someone else? I mean potential shadow baby assassins notwithstanding, Jaime’s presence at Riverrun (or death to lord over everyone) is useful for Robb here.

(I keep dancing around Arya because - is Yoren unable to stop her from straight up storming the execution, if Sansa gets brought out? In the commotion of whatever scene is happening, does Arya get lost? Get caught? Get hurt? Are there more guards out looking for her because she’s the only chance Cersei has of trading for Jaime now? Can she even get out of KL? Is Yoren more desperate to hand her off quickly now that he’s seen Sansa get executed? Lots of factors here!)

Then there’s Tywin’s reaction to Robb. Jaime may or may not have been executed but he’s certainly in a much more perilous situation. Even with Roose helping to sabotage shit (would Roose decide this is the time to enter his villain era or would he figure joffrey is too much of a risk, and bide his time a bit more??), even if Robb still sends Theon with the exact same deal, at the exact same time, and that happens the exact same way, Tywin has to take into account that Jaime is a hostage in Riverrun when he gets to king’s landing to scheme the red wedding up, OR he gets to King’s Landing ready to scheme the wedding up and devices something 100x more brutal because Robb killed Jaime. Lannister dynamics are WILDLY different here with Jaime not coming back with Brienne, too!!

Uh anyways the point is I think most everything in Westeros is affected by this.

My opinion is that KL becomes much more stressful to live in, because Joffrey has to crack down on the population, because they didn’t appreciate him killing Sansa, and also Cersei is hysterically angry with him, Tyrion has a much harder time getting control of the city back, the Tyrells are much more nervous about negotiations with Littlefinger in Bitterbridge, and Catelyn does not set Jaime free, which puts both the Iron Throne and the North/Riverlands in a weird ass position.

#from there it’s hard to predict.#asks #anons #i think keeping jaime alive is smarter but would the lords go for it. if joff killed sansa i’m not sure the tyrells are open to lf.#more likely mace sits on his hands at bitterbridge maybe even rebuffs tywin when he comes to talk to.#but idk i think robb sends theon with wild terms like ‘do u want the crownlands’ & balon might not care but maybe asha would.#doran ignores tyrion’s calls once they get myrcella.#but the thing is. everything could technically go the same. the tyrells were already planning to off joffrey. the north could still #botch the strategy in the riverlands. jaime would be much more heavily guarded. sibel spicer could be in contact with him directly?#but….idk i just don’t think robb makes the same ultimate decisions in the beginning which changes the whole thing.#i think arya is emotionally wrecked by this. losing cat & robb really breaks her. i think if she lost ned AND sansa #right out the gate it would really hurt her. this is a scenario that makes me most sad for arya.#once again life is hardest on the best sisters to ever do it 😭

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yo9urt · 6 months

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video games....

#mine #i love my steam deck sooooooooo much im so happy i can actually play games again like a big proper library of them #and everything #everything on steam AND emulators is available to me. do you know how many games that is!#i started a new beegee3 playthrough on the HARDEST DIFFICULTY (!) today. which is also a single-save difficulty #and im in one of the most difficult parts of the game right now (level 4) and kind of nervous lol #but at the same time im really proud of myself for learning the game to the point i feel comfortable challenging myself in it #and im happy i get to at all :D i love you video games #and sooner or later ill come back to stardew valley cause there was that big update and i have some games on my wishlist too #and its not verified yet but i might play that pomeranian making the house dirty game cause it looked cute #oh and yakuza also because my friend got two of the yakuzas for me #YAYYYYY GAMES #also kind of sad though because tomorrow i pack and sunday i go back for babys last quarter of college #and im worried about how busy its going to be with classes and job apps and then of course actually graduating #and moving out and haivng a job and stuff #when all i want is to enjoy being able to play video games again.... sig #sigh*#WHATEVER...future mes problem #oh i almost forgot...one of the best parts of the deck imo is the versatility because with games like beegee3 #you can play it in controller mode which has its pros and cons but you can also swap to computer mode #which also has its pros and cons so like. i can adjust as needed #when im just exploring or trying to loot an area etc i go controller #but when im in combat i go computer because the hotbar is REALLY helpful for decision making #its really nice to have the option to choose since no console players have that it seems #and the only pc players who can do that are the ones who have and are willing to connect controllers #and most of them dont seem to be into that #but im really glad to be able to do both #ok done yapping now

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finalism · 6 months

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okay acheron's placement when i thought about it was surprising

#ooc.#haha what if i added her...#i just REALLY like the idea of nihility in this game and what she represents!!#but also izumo lore Scares Me #choosing acheron over blade was the hardest decision of my LIFE

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thegonest · 4 months

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shit sucks ass but we gotta keep goin’ i guess

#post brought to you by my dismal situation #i earn a quarter of minimum wage and it literally all goes to rent #my student loans are unpaid and i’m not thriving at all #and my roommate who is a long time friend just got mad at me for something fucking tiny #i miss living with my ex #and i miss my ex in general #current partner is about half the planet away from me which is always fun (it’s not)#and i’ve never really had issues with suicidal ideation until last year but now it’s every single fucking day #im like yo wouldnt that be nice #and i can try to not actually want to die but it’s the hardest fucking thing ive ever done #including my two degrees that shit was easy #i can’t afford a therapist #and even if i could afford a therapist i wouldn’t be able to afford medication #what do i need to be medicated for? who knows #it’s a tossup between ocd depression and adhd and maybe anxiety #idk man shit just sucks and i hate everything about it #everyone’s going forward and i feel stuck because of a few bad decisions #it’s hell on earth for me

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imminent-danger-came · 1 year

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listened to monster from frozen the musical today and had so many mk thoughts. literally “is the thing they see, the thing i have to be.”

^me rn. like this is me a lot of the time but also rn

I'm making my world colder How long can it survive? Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive? Was I a monster from the start? How did I end up with this frozen heart? Bringing destruction to the stage Caught in a war that I never meant to wage

#tHiS ThiNg WhAtEver We ArE EmBraCe It! EmBRAce YouR DeStinY!#AlL dOoMeD To pLAy A RolL in TEaRinG ThiS WorLD apARt #TheY WilL DesTRoY YoU HarBinGEr of ChAoS #*sigh* they really just didn't resolve anything about MK's identity in the special. because of course they didn't #Like truly he went ''I don't want to go into monkey form'' and then they forced him into monkey form and #then at the end of the special he went ''I'm fine!!!!'' and I'm like oh god. It's going so down from here #tune in with me for 5x01 where it's a parallel to 4x01 except MK accidentally kills Jin and Yin #And also at some point in s5 we get our MK VS the world choice!!!#NEVER forget Sandy's words #''I get it! I'd do anything for my friends! But at the cost of the world?''#HAUNTING #like that's one of the worst things you could have had a character say in these circumstances tbh #I hope we get inter-team conflict #half for saving MK half for destroying MK (for this half this is the hardest decision they have ever made)#OH. OH THAT'S GOING ON THE WISHLIST ACTUALLY #ngl MK is on the half for not saving MK #asks #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk MK #gumy-shark #I am in shambles #lmk music recs

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eldistchild · 5 months

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It’s so sad, yet so obvious, when even other women see me (as a person with a uterus) as just a baby-factory. Just last night a seemingly rational woman decided to lecture me at work about how sad my ancestors would be if I don’t choose to reproduce (even though I told her I have siblings who plan to have kids.) About how people need something to live for- and children are something to live for. About how I’m “so beautiful” there should be more of me in the world? For a start, those seem like extremely foolish and selfish reasons to have kids. But also, this woman was just a customer at my job who I’d never met. In what world is it any of her business? In the world where women (females specifically but you can’t for sure tell someone’s biological sex by looking,) are here for the *sole purpose* of churning out more humans.

People who pressure anyone into having children do not see those people as human beings. They see us as factories to keep up the population and/or as validation that they made the right choice having kids because “everyone else is doing it.” Or maybe they just want everyone to be as miserable as they secretly are, but it’s really not a cute look.

#blah blah blah #antinatalism #2024 #may 2024 #I realize this is especially edgy to be posting on Mother’s Day lol but I don’t think we should ban having children all together #I just think more people should think harder about their decisions and a lot of people would make the world a better place if they #voluntarily chose to not have children #but this whole Pressuring People Who Don’t Want Kids To Have Them Because They May Regret Not Having Any One Day thing #is wack #it’s fully unethical #and immoral and really short sighted #people like that are also always so quick to be like #well just because CPS took the kids away 3 times already doesn’t make them a bad parent #we should give them another chance just to see if they fuck it up again or not #I mean it’s only a child’s entire life on the line here. parents are so oppressed and it’s the hardest job in the world #but then still pressure me to pop out a kid because they couldn’t find enough satisfaction in their own lives

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liselke · 9 months

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my very unpopular opinion is that. i really dont like the doctor/rose romance i just cant stomach it that girl is 19 years old. i love rose as a working class icon i really dont like her romance with the doctor. shes a 19 year old girl that gets swept up in this whole new magical world by a thousand year old alien i dont want to see him kiss her on the mouth im sorry. i dont want to see him become the point of her life i dont want to see her end up with a new traumatised again copy of him as a good ending with seemingly no problems

#lis talks #should i tag this... or will i get eaten alive... hardest decision in the history of my posting #no hate to people who ship them obviously!!! you can ship whatever you want forever #its just that i really dont like it #i remember watching 9's run praying to myself that they wont make his relationship with rose romantic #and. i guess what i want to say is that i love them as friends i adore them as friends #and i even dont mind the doctor being in love with her! i dont! i see the doctor as the type of guy who falls in love very easily #i just dont think he should have been the endgame for rose #i guess..yeah that would be my issue with them. the fact that he becomes the whole point of her life #and she ends up with him and thats her happy ending. like. i just dont like it im sorry im sorry i just dont #m. yeah. anyway when are we getting a female companion thats not 20 years old huh #doctor who #<-please dont kill me

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seraqhites · 1 year

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hey guys!

#umm i’m back!#maybe!#i will try my absolute hardest #ummm #got my belly button pierced!#was a last minute decision but SHES SO CUTE #really enjoying all my classes as well #😸

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evansbby · 2 years

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I love the poyt series BUT PLS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD KILL STEVE OR ANYTHNG LIKE I SERIOUSLY HATE HIM. AND NO AMOUNT OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT CAN SAVE HIM. LIKE I WAS SEETHING IN THE LAST CHAPTER OF HOW QUICKLY WE JUST FORGIVE HIM??? LIKE TF it's always like this i'm sick of reading stories where the man lead does shitty things and the female forgives him for the bare minimum. PLS MAKE YOUR EXCELLENT FIC DIFF THAN OTHERS AND MAKE THAT MAN MISERABLE AND GIVE US A HAPPY ENDING NOT WITH HIM!! Thanks!

Your opinion is completely valid and I’m glad your so invested in the fic but please do trust me!

#this kiiiinda is rubbing me the wrong way 😅😅#she’s forgiven him bc she’s innately kind #also she does say she WANTS to hate him for all he’s done to her but she just can’t #Steve still have a LONG way to go as well #apologising means he recognised the problem #it’s what he does from here on out which counts #just trust where I take this story #and if you don’t agree with it or find it believable then that’s okay #the hardest part to write is Steve’s developments #and I don’t claim to be an amazing writer so maybe it IS hard to believe #but still I ask you to trust me and leave your judgements till the end of the fic #also I feel like most dark fics end with the reader escaping the bad guy main character #although I’m not giving away the ending of poyt bc I want it to be a surprise #but yeah… I’m not trying to be like other fics OR be deliberately different from other fics #I’m just writing the story that is coming from my heart and soul #i know that sounds cheesy but that’s how it feels 😅😅😅#and whatever happens… if you don’t agree with it then that’s valid but I’ll stand by whatever decision I make #GOD WHY DID I MAKE IT SOUND SO MUCH DEEPER THAN IT IS #idek!!! this kinda made me sad/mad but not really bc I understand where you’re coming from???#but please respectfully don’t tell a writer how to write their fic 😌😌😌#anon #poyt ask

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witchwhaat · 2 years

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a tragedy: couldn't fit a nap in my schedule

#truly tragic #no but really bc i was thinking 'yeees im gonna go back from work and take a nap before film club'#only i forgot that by the time i get from work and make dinner and walk my dog i have no time left for a nap before film club :(#and i'm so sleepy tired guys :(#feeling the weight of. everything.#god give me a break pls i'm not your strongest soldier #and i was talking with my friend today too about The Situation at uni and was like #'yknow what it's really discouraging and i'm not sure if i want to put up with all of this'#and she just said 'you can always drop out you know that right? it would be a right moment for that'#and like #I KNOW #that's the thing #I KNOW it's an option but idk it's also a Decision and i'd rather. not decide. alsjdjajfhsjdk #i think i'm going through it ummmmm #'the moment before we let go we grip the harderst' etc etc #only i'm not even gripping the hardest #what am i even saying at this point ANYWAY #i wish i could take a nap i wish i could stop time and just THINK about what i want to do and i wish i could take a month off from life #and just exist and think and plan everything out #that's enough nonsense for today bye have a good day #agnes talking

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