#tonderu

[mentalhells]

ヌーヴォーロマン - Nouveau Roman

わたしは猫です　名前はありません

Watashi wa neko desu  Namae wa arimasen

I am a cat, I have no name

先生に拾われた　捨て猫

Sensei ni irowareta  Suteneko

Taken in by Sensei, I’m a stray cat

先生は作家なの　有名な作家なの

Sensei wa sakka nano  Yuumei na sakka nano

Sensei is an author, a famous author

だけど悩んでるの　いつも　飛んでるの

Dakedo nayanderu no itsumo  tonderu no

But he’s always swept away by his worries

わたし猫だけど　スカートが履きたいの

Watashi neko dakedo  Sukaato ga hakitai no

Even though I’m a cat, I want to wear a skirt

恋人になりたいの　お願い

Koibito ni naritai no  Onegai

I want to become your lover, I beg you

先生は詐欺師なの　手紙書く詐欺師なの

Sensei wa sagishi nano  Tegami kaku sagishi nano

Sensei is a fraud, deceitful while writing letters

だけどほんとの　気持ちは　口に出せないの

Dakedo honto no kimochi wa  Kuchi ni dasenai no

But he can’t say his true feelings

書いても消しても恋　恋しか書けない

Kaitemo keshitemo koi  Koi shika kakenai

No matter how I write or rewrite love, love is all I can write*

書いても消しても恋　恋しか嘘しか書けなくて

Kaitemo keshitemo koi  Koi shika uso shika kakenakute

No matter how I write or rewrite love, all I can write are love and lies

「新しい時代だ」「新しい芸術だ」

Atarashi jidai da  Atarashi geijustu da

‘It’s a new era’, ‘It’s a new artform’

〆切さ　何もかも　変われない

Shimekiri sa  Nanimokamo  Kawarenai

But the deadline doesn’t change at all

僕らくりかえすだけ　思い出と思いこみ

Bokura kurikaesu dake  Omoide to omoikomi

We’re just repeating memories and biases

だけど書かれた　過去は　息の根止めるだろう

Dakedo kakareta kakkou wa   Iki none tomeru darou

But isn’t the written past suffocating us?

書いても消しても恋　恋しか書けない

Kaitemo keshitemo koi  Koi shika kakenai

No matter how I write or rewrite love, love is all I can write

書いても消しても恋　恋でも嘘でも

Kaitemo keshitemo koi  Koi demo uso demo

No matter how I write or rewrite love, even love, even lies

嘘じゃない恋としても

Usojanai koi to shitemo 

Even love that’s not a lie,

ひとりぼっちのベッドで　羊をめぐる冒険

Hitoribochi no beddo de  Hitsuji o meguru bouken

All alone in bed, taking off on a wild sheep chase

君がくれた孤独　僕にくれた孤独

Kimi ga kureta kodoku  Boku ni kureta kodoku

The loneliness you gave out, the loneliness given to me

ひとりぼっちの指先　めくるめく涙の谷

Hitoribochi no yubisaki  Mekuru meku namida no tani

A lone fingertip flipping through a dazzling valley of tears**

百年もの孤独　君にあげる僕の孤独

Hyakunen mono kodoku  Kimi ni ageru boku no kodoku

A hundred-year solitude, I’ll give my loneliness to you

書いても消しても恋　恋しか書けない

Kaitemo keshitemo koi  Koi shika kakenai

No matter how I write or rewrite love, love is all I can write

書いても消しても恋　恋しか書けない

Kaitemo keshitemo koi  Koi shika kakenai

No matter how I write or rewrite love, love is all I can write

書いても消しても恋　恋しか書けない

Kaitemo keshitemo koi  Koi shika kakenai

No matter how I write or rewrite love, love is all I can write

書いても消しても恋　恋しか嘘しか書けなくて

Kaitemo keshitemo koi  Koi shika uso shika kakenakute

No matter how I write or rewrite love, all I can write are love and lies

(書かれた物語へつづく)

(Continue to the written story)***

TRANSLATION NOTES/PERSONAL INTERPRETATION

*this write/erase motif seems to come up in jp lyrics a lot, but while researching all i found was that it could be citing the line "恋、と書いたら、あと、書けなくなった。/As for love… no, having once written that word I can write nothing more." in osamu dazai's novel the setting sun. which, WOULD make sense, but i'm not entirely convinced so. shrugs.

**the "valley of tears" line seems like it MAY be a reference to a text by a medieval dominican friar. of all things. The Sinner's Guide/La Guía de Pecadores was written by louis of granada in 1555, but was brought by missionaries to early christian communities in nagasaki and translated in 1599. also mekuru is turning/flipping through pages but mekumekuru is to blind or dazzle so i wanted to convey both.

***this part isn't said out loud, and the "lalala" that is isn't in the written lyrics

also worth mentioning that "nouveau roman" itself refers to a 1950s wave of experimental french novels. i think that with the themes of conflicting history and present, and the literary angle, it could all mean…rather than being restrained by the written past, write your own future... maybe!

[koushirouizumi]

{Seekers by ear commentary}

{Noting what I can pick up by ear + in E.N.G. / Katakana} (Please ASK me before referring to any of this)

"Wire frame"

"Tyrannosaurous rex" …

(Hundreds-{Millions?} years ago)

??

?? {Metal?}

{Cute?}

{Demo}… ("But...")

{A bit different}

{T-rex} is {always small} (zutto Chiisai)

(Shimau daro?) (Put away/store/close/keep...)

{Tyrannomons data}

{Wireframe} {body} {"Mapping"?}

??

Hashiru {running} (sound of running)

{(He) is}…

{Another...}?? …

{"Code"??}…

{Tonderu} … -- (either 'Flying' or 'Fashionable' 'Cool' 'Active' and so on...)

(sound of claws) Tyrannomon {info}-- …

(sound of subway train horn)

{Mimi} (ears) {"More speed"?} [Mimi = also means 'ears' in J.P.N]

{Wireframe}

{"Line color"}

{Doko?} (where?) {Wakaranai} ({I}/{We} don't understand)

… Soko wa -- {Place} {"Jungle"}

{"Concrete"}

{Nigete?} (run away) {at sound?}

…

(sound of water)

{Mizu} (water) -- …

(detail on water)

{Yami ni} (darkness)

Demo {But} Tyrannomon {Nearby?}

Kaze {Wind}

(Scent?) (of area?) {neutral?}

… (Details)

("In other words"), … (detail)

{Tyrannomon} wa (detail)

(Tyrannomon detail)

(sound of dinosaurs/Tyrannomon/Digis fighting/roaring)

"Balance"

(sound of claws, explosion, roaring)

Shougeki (attack)/(battle)...

(Silence??) Kizu (scratch)

{Noise} …

(Fade out from scene, next Ch. begins)

{Basically it's a whole profile/description of Tyrannomon.} (Involving some Digilore i.e. "Wireframe" bodies??)

[iweedu]

1 & 11 🔆

1. jimin used to b my ult but then when i was watching videos n stuff i always gravitated towards hobi ??? like i jost natrually attracted towards him 

11. 3 isnt enough when it comes 2 fashion king so here r more than 3 looks LOL

[jiminspromise-remade]

big soft love energy

for u n jimin ? yeah😞💘

[velvethoseok]

✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️

hdksks eggie baby i love and miss you so much !!!!!!!! :(

[kingstape-remade-blog]

i have no idea how u don’t wanna poke ur eyes out from getting all these feet asks........ ur amazing

poke them out with toes?

[jjkscafe]

tonderu replied to your post: i really feel like my blog has been a mess lately...

i like /you/ does that count

eggie, out there snatching my heart :(

[geniuslab]

@tonderu replied to your photo “@hobintae @myg ”

who me? what post? my middle name is innocent idk wat ur talking abt :-/

you are one of the least innocent people i’ve ever met don’t even

*******

[hobih-remade-blog]

bfbangpd snDNSNSNSN

watch out for me on his bday 😛😛😛😛

[jikookdetails]

You are a ray of sunshine! Send this to 8 people who deserve it and try not to break the chain ✨ (-@myg)

thank you ♥ you know you are so cute right? :)

[jiminrolls]

ur chinese tags were so cute omg djhshs

kjhcgkfgb eee thank you ◕ ◡ ◕ I was so happy that they were in hong kong again so I got a lil excited. I hope there’s a video with there ending speeches at the concert ~

[springdaymv]

hey hey hey just wanted to let u know ur allowed to feel special on ur bday 💞 the girl who ditched u for partying sounds like she realized she missed on an opportunity to celebrate a genuine friend. anyway u r still very very loved n i hope u kno tht! happy birthday again boo 💗

thank you!!! tbh i rlly did need this i love you

[jiminspromise-remade]

'i love u or whatever'

thats just how it be sometimes 

[hobgi]

You are a ray of sunshine! Send this to 8 people who deserve it and try not to break the chain ✨

hsahsdka thanks eggie!! ur the whole sun!!!!

[kstopping]

creme brûlée, lemon tart

fudge brownie, tiramisu (sry imma be obnoxious and send in too many but thts bc ily)

apple crisp, cinnamon bun ☺️💖

creme brûlée: describe your style

it def changes everyday but i usually go bohemian, hippie, feminine, colorful in summer with statement necklaces or structured, dark, tough with my fave black combat boots and leather jacket in winter!! but i appreciate all dif types of styles and always try to have something edgy

lemon tart: how many languages can you speak?

omg im a disgrace to my culture i can only speak english 100% fluently and then moderate fluency spanish and hindi

fudge brownie: do you like your name?

yeah :D i like how its kinda international and simple and it means illusion in hindi!

tiramisu: are you daring when it comes to makeup & clothing or do you like to play it safe?

i think im pretty daring! i always have a bold lip and winged eyeliner on and my clothes are usually super bright or have some kind of bold contrast

apple crisp: how do you relax?

i either listen to music or sleep bc whenever i try to meditate i keep thinking too much and replay all the embarrassing things that have happened to me since 1996

cinnamon bun: favorite salty snack?

o man i love salty food but takis, jalapeno chips, or buffalo wings ahhhhhh im hungry

[park-loins]

MALL GOTHS 3.0 JNDSSKSJSJ

IF KIM NAMJOON HAD GROWN UP IN 2000′s ERA SUBURBAN AMERICA HE WOULD HAVE BEEN A MALL GOTH AND I WOULD BET A NONESSENTIAL ORGAN ON THAT.